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good morning vhaal does such a good job at playing it off as nbd i don't think most people realize how really terrified he is lolth on a deep cellular level
#i think he shakes a little every time he hears sb speak her name out loud bc HE KNOWS she can and will likely listen then#and he wants to kick them in the face so hard for bringing her attention back 2 him#shaking crying on the inside#he's just a lil guy ok#he was so scared of being devoured by her and driders as a child#meeting her avatar did not put that fear to rest 💀#˚₊𓆩༺🕷༻𓆪₊˚ ooc — lenny.
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#hello dmc fandom. its me again#dmc#devil may cry#dmc vergil#he makes me sooooooooo sick. someone plz save me. and also talk to me about dmc PLEASE#shaking the bars of my cage.#i have so many thoughts about him and dante that continuously microwave around inside my brain#at all times#im too shy to post them tho. anyway :)#the man
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Me irl trust
#inside out 2#inside out anxiety#inside out 2 fanart#anxiety io2#i really felt anxiety in the panic attack sequence tbh. “i can fix it i can fix it !!!” yeah girl same (I can't)#anxiety is such a silly goober. i want to grab her by her stupid hair and shake her.#/positively#my mom called her “the ginger” im crying
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"you always beat the level before me, but i had fun anyways!"
AU/prediction for S5. MK goes beserk in his kaiju form and mei shows him a drawing he made of him and mei back in S1 MK runs to mei to knock her out but he stops just a few feet in front of her when he sees what she's holding.
more AU since i don't think this will happen but there's always a chance!
#i just think it'd be sweet but also would make me cry really hard#knowing uhh LMK it's probably more 10 kings of the underworld focused than MK himself#but you can't just give us the bigass kaiju form capable of fighting off the literal god of the universe and do nothing else with it#mei deserves to save MK after he showed compassion to her in the moments she hurt the most#he showed her love now she must show him love#you can tell im normal about these two as friends. ohhh my god soulmates but in platonic besties way#shaking hands having something inside of them that is capable of wild amounts of energy#therapy also. send them both to therapy they need it#lego monkie kid#lmk#lmk MK#lmk MK kaiju#lmk mei#lego monkie kid MK#lego monkie kid mei#lego monkie kid fanart#lego monkie kid MK fanart#my art#bobasalt
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ok ok im thinking about ace fx having a crush on MQ and they're friends it's chill for 800 years and FX is very happy with it because no one is going to take his place with MQ since their relationship is pretty unique and special with all the fighting and working together amazingly and it's not like MQ is going to get a love interest with his cultivation but then XL returns and the book plot happens and MQ mentions switching cultivation paths because XL seems happy not having to worry about the abstinence stuff and it does seem like a troublesome criteria when there are so many other paths open to take on instead BUT FX is like. NO. he keeps arguing on it. he comes up with reasons that make a bit of sense but really he does not want MQ to consider potential love interests because they're not going to be him!! fx doesn't want anything to do with romance either but if mq isn't going to have his vows in the way what's stopping him from being *more* friends with other people? what's stopping him from finding someone to have sex with and obviously that person will mean more to him than FX will? he does not want to lose his friend :(
#meanwhile MQ wanted to not have to worry about like 10 other things that are on the criteria list because like#he would like to have a drink every now and then because fx does it and he doesn't get to drink with him bc of the cultivation#like very much the cultivation comes up and feels he has to bail on friend activities but FX... doesn't want him to not do that????#MQ like what does he mean who would want to sleep with me does he think no one would want to>????? FENG XIN???????#they get to fight about it and FX can cry#idk#MQ says he wants to change cultivation since most officials don't even follow a path and they're fine#and FX just loses it he is shaking sobbing cannot sleep knowing MQ is going to go out there and do stuff in the world#XD#let him be a little possessive and sad as a treat#let him lay catatonic in bed knowing everyone he has ever loved left him behind#tgcf#fx like no NO!!! do NOT let mq out of his enclosure!!! don't DO IT!!!!!! 😭😭😭 he is my friend 😭😭😭😭😭#mq lowkey hinting that he thinks he could *like* people and it'd be a nice weight off his shoulders and fx is writhing around#thinking that's twice as bad because the potential dating pool is bigger#fx thinks if mq is glad xl is happy then it means he must like women (he's not like fx) and maybe even men? (he's not like fx)#and it kills him inside#it's not that he wants MQ to be lonely and loveless forever but he thought they both had a good thing that they could be that way together#that maybe MQ would be just as happy as him and that would be enough but of course it isn't#FX should have known better
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truly not sorry but once again thinking abt miranda/mc/mia in RL. i need them SO bad. like, 2 of the most morally unsound persons (Mia & Miranda) + their little meow meow. Knowing both are so possessive and destructive (TO OTHERS) when they love and instead of running, fully embracing the chaos of it. Loving them despite their delusions of grandeur, the crimes, the secrets, and the deaths (+ undeaths) caused (or ordered!) by their hands. Acknowledging this is fucked up but you can't help it. Lovingly bitching abt their fights but fully done and gone to do anything else but to soothe and continue loving them, because after all those years of waiting and doing and redoing everything to be perfect was worth it for this.
also did i mention being their little meow meow. sorry Miranda, MC was the original gremlin in the relationship and Mia being the fucked up feral racoon she is now is not solely by her doing, MC was and IS the enabler in both relationships that it bled over sm and OUGHJJJJJHHHHhhhh im being so emo abt three (3) women being utter menaces frfr
#sorry but i truly love it when corruption didnt spread#it was in there all along#ALSO GOD. sorry but RL Miranda/Mia happened once to me in my brain. Dreamt abt one loop that they get so fucked up drunk they slept together#and like. they didnt process it until MC comes back fr and sees the unresolved vibe#miranda's screaming shaking crying throwing up when mia alludes to it in front of mc and mc is like. huh. good for u actually.#mia: so u dont mind? that we fucked once????#mc: babe did u forget the stint of us fucking drunk before i met miranda. i expected u guys to do it more actually.#miranda: you WHAT. WHAT. WHAT.#mc: dont worry my love i truly do love and adore u!!!! and i wouldnt mind if u wanted to bring mia in really#mc (inside her mind): my god. these bitches gay.#mc (still inside her mind): miranda doesnt know mia's a menace when she's starting to fall and mia doesn't know mira's circling her either.#mc: god i love u both but u need to opem ur eyes really. my god.#then i woke up#and thought. hey. if this was plausible eva gets to have three (3) mommies fr and IM upset its not real ekdbdofjd#anyways dreams were sponsored by cinder's re8 harem fic#thank u cinder <3#resident lover#mother miranda#mother miranda x reader#mia winters#mia winters x reader#mother miranda x mia winters#mother miranda x mia winters x reader#personal.txt#clown.txt#simp.txt
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pre-holiday leave crumbs
#sk8 the infinity#kyan reki#hasegawa langa#renga#hey. if I give u a bottle labeled wine with somethin else inside. would u drink it#anyways. tomorrow I Travel#The Turbulance evened out alright! so the Traveling could no longer be postponed#three days on da road babeyy (<- shaking and crying)#goin to a market! I'll try to get a new kitchen knife there. will be better than whatever the fucks goin on in our kitchen rn#anyways. post-fic haze has settled in once again I am simply no thought. this will continue for hopefully five hours#until I gotta get up for car time#kinda whittling down the 20yo reki design slowly to get to a point where it feels Correct#20yo langa is already perfect. maybe to nobody but me but I stand the fuck by it#I believe in langa looking like a guy lesbians would hit on by accident in his 20s. I hold myself to it#oh yeah if ur asking. no that was not a cigarette in the first pic. sorry Im a tightass about smoking thats a lollipop#in my head its the pickled mango flavour that alpenliebe already made a hard candy version of here#hard sour candy shell with. chili salt core. it is good (?) but it hurts my stomach (I will not stop eating them)#also if u catch the acc name going outside the panel in the comic. its bc I could NOT leave it at just 'random white girl'#it has to be the full thing I cannot do this fake fictional twitter user like that#literally the only preliminary caution I take for funny comics. nothign else makes sense I dont care. this is necessary however#anyways. it is time for baku to be horizontal and shit. so here we goooo#have a good nite lads! idk what will happen in the next 3 days! will most probably be silent! and then dip pen comms will open again#eat well sleep well! two daysborday until labor day
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Ugh, bitches see one realistic anxiety attack in media and get hyperfixated (it's me, I'm bitches)
#inside out 2#Inside out#THAT SCENE HAD ME CRYING SOBBING SHAKING#AND IVE ONLY CRIED ONCE AT A MOVIE IN MY ENTIRE LIFE#it was when bolt thought he got replaced#WAHHHH WAHHH#I like inside out#Hey guys#yippee#silly#anxiety
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he was absolutely debating whether or not he should try and fight that old lady for his money back
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visualizing having an explosive nervous breakdown panic attack so i don't actually do it for real
#i feel like im gonna throw up and shit my heart out at the same time#my partner is working in the yard w his brother#went out there bc i feel so horrible but i didnt wanna have a meltdkwn in front of matt so i came inside#i just want to let it out and sob and shake and freak the fuck out#but i cant cry and i cant let myself do it#so i feel ljke a painfully full glass of water that cant break#theres nowhere for the fear and frustration and doom and anxiety to go#so i fester and feel like im going to die and cant escape#these meds have made it so i feel like i cant release emotion or cry its torture#💭
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my drawing app has been crashing today so now when i open it i act like i don't care whether or not it loads. so that it knows it can't hurt me
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ghost thoughts
i am. eepy ahahaha, but happy 8th 7th comic anniversary to @entityneo!! sometimes (many times.) i think about this fancomic and go a little insane
less sleep-deprived edit: i cannot count. nice
#entity neo#napstablook#mettaton#mettaton neo#alphys#sans#undertale#alrighty! tag rambling time baybeeeee#this. looked a sorta way in my head and looks different here#but tbh the version of it in my braincell was very vague lmao so i like this a helluva lot more#anyways. happy 8th anniversary to the fancomic that has ruined my life! (/pos)#if you haven’t read it i will say it again: *shakes u* READ ITTTT IT S L A P S#ok so i meant *slaps metaphorical roof of comic* this comic can fit so much angst#so basically to summarize my point:#(so that i can sleep early. the ol’ sleep schedule has been ruined lately)#you like character death? you like mettaton and blooky’s family relationship? you like seeing stuff about the queen alphys ending?#you want to cry this timezone/are emotionally dead inside? well firstly. hello there fellow pain enjoyer#and second: yeah read this now. have fun!#alrighty tag ramble over. g’night fellas
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mmm essay about sally and kid gort in the tags (cw for child abuse, mentions of suicide, animal cruelty and a murder attempt. i always hope i don’t have to say this but just in case: i don’t excuse or condone any of her or gort’s behaviour at all.) this is literally not even touching upon everything i have to say because i hit the fucking tag limit lmao. NOBODY READ IT’S BAD BRAINSTORMING I JUST NEEDED TO GET IT OUT SOMEHOW
#thinkin too much about gortie side characters again.#sally this time and why she specifically talks about him the way she does#like dravo is obviously still shitty but to me he was. ‘just ‘neglectful#while sally actively hated and even felt terrorised by her own child#like. it’s not like i don’t understand her at all.#imagine you and your love don’t have much besides each other and your shop and you get pregnant and ready to raise a child#only for it to not be a child he didn’t and doesn’t cry ever and he learns everything so much sooner than most but then he never calls you#his parents and it’s not just a petty thing kids do sometimes you feel that he doesn’t see you as family and the worst part is that you#agree deep down#and as he gets older he doesn’t have any friends and actively rejects the notion of the entire concept#but then as time passes you hear about how he has entire groups of children following him and then several of them commit suicide#and that thing coming to sit with you and dravo at the dinner table says that he did what you did last week when the axe to chop wood broke#and you discarded it and got a new one#and he has these habits of ripping out flowers and making sure that they don’t regrow#and then you hear rumours about a friend’s daughter’s cat disappearing and think nothing of it#until you visit his tree house a month later and find a declawed cat and birds with clipped wings and crushed bugs that he keeps fondly#and then you see him with other children and they don’t know and his face is different and body language is entirely different#and were it not for the fact that you know better you would never see anything but a normal child#and you know that you are one who painstakingly brought this thing that should not be into the world and so you decide to end it all one da#and go to him as he’s asleep with the knife shaking in your hand#but he cries when you’re above him! screams at the top of his lungs!#so you beg for forgiveness even though you don’t deserve it through tears but as soon as the knife is put away you see the act drop and fee#his clever fingers having twisted your brain inside and out and you know that you can do nothing#and so the opportunity arises to at least remove him out of your life if not everyone’s lives and you take it immediately.#but you heard him talk. how he will close his fist around the world one day. and you know that it is not a matter of if but when.#like. imagine that. jesus dude.#like i hc her as someone that is messy and does not know a lot about life and she certainly wouldn’t have been a good mother but the love#or at least desire to love is there somewhere. and believing that having a child is really the only somewhat meaningful thing she can do#with her life. she’s not some hero or rich or anything of note. so there’s a lot obligation and not genuine desire for family here.#but she never really got the chance to be an actual mother in the first place so. who knows what that might have looked like
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Can we please talk about the bisexual lighting, I NEED to talk about the bisexual lighting, I am chomping at the bit over the bisexual lighting, I cannot breathe or function over the bisexual lighting, SOMEONE SEDATE ME ABOUT THE BISEXUAL LIGHTING
#Void Rambles#ofmd s2 e6#I'm crying#I'm eating the walls#ofmd#our flag means death#ofmd s2 spoilers#I want to go feral and comit every aggressive act known to man#I want to gnaw my own arm#I want to chew glass#I want to slam my head through windows until eternity#I want to jumpin front of a semi#I want to rip up drywall with my bare hands#I want to shake myself until I get whiplash and then scream until my own eardrums implode and I ascend into the next plane of being#no its not death its BISEXUAL LIGHTING#I'm doing the fucking COD zombie screams inside my soul right now
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HOLY SHIT!!!
youtube
HOLY FUCKING SHIT!!!!!!!
I am so fucking happy right now
#epic mickey#mickey mouse#oswald the lucky rabbit#disney#nintendo switch#nintendo#shaking and crying rn#also cumming and shitting#PENIS IS ERECT!#I WANT THIS GAME INSIDE ME!#okay i'm normal now#can't wait#epic mickey rebrushed
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i spent my morning at the DMV and it was the absolute worst way to spend my morning, 0/10 do not recommend
#personal#I’m just here to ramble to get it out lol#I got there when it opened and it was a TWO hour wait#my anxiety was already high for some reason it’s been out of control recently#so I’m already just…shaking going in lol#and this woman cuts in line ahead of a huge group of us and I was next so I had to go in and say ‘excuse me we’re all in line too’#she was so nice but I was so nervous my tone was mean 😭#we waited in dollar tree#(their fall and Halloween decor is on POINT it’s so cute btw)#oh yeah— we meaning me and the beans lol they were with me#and they were being such troopers right until we went inside since we were waiting outside#I miss my que because of it and the girls are screaming and crying and I have this huge stroller and everyone is so obviously annoyed at me#and THEN I give a bean my keys to try and calm her down and she takes them and#sets off my car alarm#and this woman comes in yelling about my car and I have to say ‘YUP THAT’S ME I’m not going to turn it off I’m almost done here thank you’#😭😭😭#and then my picture!! I obviously look like I’m having a mental breakdown in it#I look like a thumb 😭#but it’s done#I have my new license with my new name#it is done lol#I def went to try car to cry 😭#I wasn’t mad at the beans though I felt bad for them 🥺#ANYWAY#Imma go eat a salad because my tummy hurts 😭
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