#sfw nblw

[blahajbajablast]

mech cadet friends and watchers and fans please hear me out

olivia park x maya sanchez

kill straggots /j

[wlw-concepts]

sapphic who bakes x sapphic who sits on the counter and tries all their partner's recipes

[faerunfemme]

i can't wait to grow old with someone. to reassure her every single day that i still love her just as much as when we were young, if not more. that it's a welcome sight to see the wrinkles on her face and the grey streaks in her hair. to notice when body parts sag or get larger with age. to walk at a slower pace if she can, or to push her wheelchair if she can't.

because i'd rather be with her until the end of our days, no matter what we look like, than go through a minute of life without her.

[all4simone]

𝚍𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚠𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚗 - 𝚎.𝚠

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loser!ellie williams x fem!reader

summary: ellie unexpectedly shows up to your apartment with hopes of talking to you. it's just the two of you sitting in her car. she tries to tell you how she feels, but her awkward nature makes it a struggle.

a/n: this is my first post on here and I hope y'all enjoy !! pretty short and sweet bc it's a monday night :/ (not proofread)

c/w: mention of weed

word count: 1.4k

click for palestine

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the sky has turned dark, with no one in sight through your apartment window. A lit candle emitted the scent of pure vanilla, which gave it a snug feeling. you were dozing off in bed, fitted with a pair of silk pajamas and a bright phone screen in front of your face. you couldn’t help the feeling of nodding off as the same video replayed on your phone. just as you shut your phone off and placed it on the nightstand, there was a notification. with a grunt, you picked yourself up and quickly flicked on your phone. it was her—the person you swore to your friends was the love of your life.

ellie (future gf):

look out ur window rn

like a lost puppy, you immediately scuffled to your window. pulling away the curtain, there sat ellie’s beat-up burgundy car in all it’s glory. your eyes lit up with a smile pulling at your cheeks. it was like a ritual. at least once a week, ellie would randomly show up at any time of the day. the two of you would sit around in her car, blabbering anything you could think of. sometimes, she would bring snacks, but you always thought she ate like a grandpa. who even eats necco wafers? let alone heard of that candy? nobody but ellie. 

you put on a random jacket and went down to her car. you mentally prepared yourself and fixed loose strands of your hair before opening the car door. through her window, you could see that she staring at you with a grin with her hair in a small ponytail. you loved it like that.

right as you opened the door; she quickly swept off the pile of fast food paper bags on the passenger's seat. she was so messy. you loved it.

"hey," she awkwardly greeted as she leaned back in her seat. ellie cleared her throat and looked away from you for a second.

"hi, ellie" you said, biting back a smile creeping up on you. the smell of weed that her car was lamented with filling up her nose.

randomly, she drew her hand out to you. with a lift of an eyebrow, you brought your hand out only for her to dap you up. there was pure confusion on your face the moment ellie began. what the fuck? you questioned her inside your mind. on the other hand, ellie was beating herself up for pulling a move like that. her whole body was hot and sweaty from the tension in her body. for her life, she can not flirt at all.

"sorry, that was kinda weird." the auburn-haired girl chuckled at herself and scratched her head. she was a nervous wreck, but you were oblivious to it.

"yeah, you fucking weirdo." you jabbed at her as you opened the pull-down mirror to check your appearance.

there was a couple of seconds of silence with ellie staring at you brushing off something in your eyebrows. "you look really pretty." ellie spoke up with her shoulders curled up.

"you think so?" you sheepishly ask for reassurance while shutting the pull-down mirror. she inches closer to you. the closer she becomes, the closer to death you are. ellie intensely stares at your forehead, squinting her eyes and tilting her head.

"yeah but..." her words cut off. you bit the inside of your cheeks as she continued to stare at your forehead. you felt stupid. was there really something stuck on there? "nah, I'm messing with you. there's nothing on your forehead." she admitted followed by a witch-like cackle.

you responded by shoving her shoulder away. "tsk. wowww, you should be a comedian or something. I'm fucking dying." said in the most monotone voice ever, even though you were holding in a laugh.

"yeah, you think I'm the funniest person ever." the girl in the driver's seat adjusted her shirt and leaned back in her seat. you rolled your eyes and crossed your arms.

"what are you even doing here right now? don't you have the morning shift?" you interrogated her. she only looked down at her fidgeting fingers and shrugged.

"I dunno." she did know. she just couldn't spill it out.

at her apartment, she suddenly had a burst of confidence in her to confess to you. she pumped herself up, and even ran down your whole conversation to herself. but, as soon as you stepped into the car it all diminished away.

"missed me that much?" you teased her with a cheeky grin. her fast stung a color of red and she faced away from your gaze. "dude, you good?" suspicion rose in you as you observed her weird behavior.

"yeah, I'm just mewing," she said with a straight face and pointed towards her jawline. you slightly chuckled and rubbed your temples, "okay, buddy."

the two of them went silent once again. it wasn't an awkward type of silence though. it was comforting. you were just enjoying ellie's company with her doing the same. at least, you think. her ass was definitely pondering about something. her arms were crossed, eyebrows furrowed, lips slightly parted, and her eyes didn't leave her steering wheel.

"uhm..." she finally spoke up and your head spun over to face her. "hmm?" you responded.

"I think I like..." holy shit, it was happening. ellie is finally going to declare her undying love for you. "this girl." she finished her sentence.

are you absolutely shitting me right now?

you thought you were about to go insane. there was no way the two of you had been flirting for the past few months, and ellie likes someone else? there was no way it all meant absolutely nothing. you practically could hear the clique audio of your heart-shattering. the pieces scattered on the floor with no broom in sight to help you clean it up.

it wasn't only you going insane, but ellie too. her words came out completely different than she meant for them to. there has never been a moment where she wanted to smack herself more than now. ellie was already planning on quitting her job, shaving her hair, getting some plastic surgeries, and moving to iceland or something. there was no way she could correct herself now. but she did, and it became even more humiliating.

"wait- no, I don't like a girl." she tried to clear up, but it only made you even more confused.

"let me start over. pretend like none of that even happened." one of ellie's hands was over her face, and the other was being waved around. you held your breath and gazed upon the panicked face in front of you.

"I think I have feelings for you. not any other girl. only you." her final statement became clear. even with that, you were still just as confused as before.

"you do?" fuck, she's going to reject me. ellie thought to herself and prepared for her execution by rejection. "yeah." she shrugged, pretending to be nonchalant.

wow, since when did your skin feel so refreshed? you don't know why, but suddenly you felt a weight wash off your shoulders. you started smiling, borderline laughing, and ellie was kind of getting spooked. not because you looked psychotic, but because she felt that you were going to poke fun at her.

"nah, I'm playing. It was another joke" holy hell you were about to murder her. "that wasn't funny." you gave her a death glare and bit your tongue so you wouldn't start cursing at her.

once again, ellie regretted taking it back and was almost on the verge of tears. the amount of embarrassment she felt is unfathomable. ellie sighed and began to try one last time to clear everything up. her stupid social skills can't get in the way this time.

"I'm sorry." she apologized and continues, "I actually do like you. fuck, I'm sorry I'm so awkward." ellie held her face in her hands.

let's fucking go! you celebrated to yourself with a cringy air fist bump.

"ellie..." you let out an airy snicker as you placed a hand on her head. "you're so adorable." this got ellie's attention with her face swinging up to look at you.

"so, do you like me too?" she asked with a needy tone. you nodded at her. "yeah," a simple response.

"yeah?"

"yeah."

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a/n: I had absolutely no idea how to end this :{

[monstermommie]

such a brave little thing, letting me pierce you today. gonna take my time measuring, make it perfect just for you, sweetheart. awwh, look at you, sitting so pretty. you scared? you're so cute, trying to be all still for your favourite piercer. shh don't worry, love, you know i’m gentle with you. keep breathing, there you go, relax into my chair. this is going to look so pretty on you. just a little pinch, you ready? breathe in for me, and a big breath out. there it is, that wasn’t so bad, hm? you took my needle so well, didn’t even flinch. just the jewelry now. awwh, this piece is stunning, it’s going to look so gorgeous on you. every time you see this little diamond you better it remember who did this to you. you did so much better than last time, didn't even whimper. god, I love that look on your face, all dazed and excited. cmere, take a cleaning soloution on the way out. today’s piercing is on me, get home safe, sweet thing.

[lgbtq-userboxes]

[moepoyo]

poychi & who? ( shi's the one on the right )

art by blueberrivv ( every character they make is so poychicore )

[xochimillilili]

Yeah maybe life sucks sometimes and makes us cry for a million years, but you know what?

Wakes up to pull the blanket over us again. Hugs you closer. Thinks about maybe making you a treat. Licks you, licks you, kisses you. Holds hand, gives it a light squeeze. Listens to your heartbeat. Holds back urge to bite you. Thinks of the cute plush you really liked in the store. Sneaks out bed to make some coffee. To make breakfast. To be able to suprise you in bed.

Thinks about doing this over and over and over, day after day after day

[my-queer-fantasy]

what if we were two trans angels in love? soaring through the clouds high above any mortal worries and their petty judgements. if i could hold your hand while we fly and gently cup your face and and kiss you in the night sky and then land to lie upon a cloud where we'd watch the shooting stars together, in their brightest and purest form, and you'd rest your halo over my heart

[naturesapphic]

I never thought I could find someone so romantic, charming, beautiful inside and out, brave, strong, speaks for themselves and others, hard working, selfless, caring, loyal, intelligent, sexy, compassionate, understanding, most patient human ever. I really thought I would never experience true love and all the ooey gooey stuff that comes with it but with reverie I know I can do that with them. We are meeting in a few months and they will officially ask me to be their girlfriend even though they’re already my wife, and I absolutely can’t wait! I’m just squeeze and hold them so tight and spoil them with love and gifts. I love them so dearly and I know that they love me, I can feel it whenever they say it to me and I feel it when they look into my eyes. They genuinely want me, not just for my body or to gain them anything but because they actually love me. @bilsluckyheart you will always have my heart and you mean the absolute world to me.

[wlw-concepts]

sapphics hugging and holding eachother after a long day apart

[faerunfemme]

it got to 0 degrees last night and it made me think about all the warm cuddles i can't wait to have with a girl.

as someone with chronically cold feet, i'll brush them against her legs and she'll try to escape from them, but only half-heartedly as she says,

"your feet are cold. keep 'em off me."

i'll giggle and reply, "but you're my heater."

and she'll kiss my head, and all will be right with the world.

[addictive-lovin]

Whenever I see a sapphic/lesbian girl blogger I’m like “these are my people!”

[thepunkwolf1312]

i love to kiss my boyfriend ^_^

hes so pretty and warm and nice to me

[feralattentionwhore]

All I can think about is getting told "I know love" in that soft pitying voice while I whine into their neck. Having been played with for so long that I'm almost completely melted, wanting to be good for them but needing more. Too broken to speak, hoping they'll understand how desperate I am even if I can't beg for them properly.

Combine that with "it's okay, let me take care of you" or "just a little bit longer for me my darling?" and the remainder of my thoughts will disappear from my head