#seth cohen angst

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: ̗̀➛ about!

➳ hi! i'm astra, i'm 18 years old, and my pronouns are she/her! this is a fanfiction writing account, and my current obsessions are criminal minds, the oc, and harry potter!

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ who i write for!

criminal minds

spencer reid

aaron hotchner

emily prentiss

jennifer "jj" jareau

derek morgan

luke alvez

the oc

seth cohen

ryan atwood

harry potter

theodore nott

fred weasley

george weasley

cedric diggory

blaise zabini

pansy parkinson

neville longbottom

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ important note!

all readers written and depicted in my fics will be afab females with she/her pronouns. this is because i am a cisgender woman with she/her pronouns, and though i fully support representation in fanfiction, this is the only experience i know, and thus feel that i can't do justice to any other type of reader.

also, the list of characters i write for is always subject to change! my hyperfixations change very fast, so i may write for one character one day and write for a different one the next!

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ what i don't write

i will absolutely not write anything non-consensual in any form. i won't write anything with puke, and no anal for anyone. if anything here isn't listed, just ask and i'll tell you what i'm comfortable with!

[mvltisstuff]

labyrinth - r.a

summary: five months after y/n breaks up with her boyfriend, she leans on ryan for help and as a comfort zone. when she has to face her ex again for the first time since at a party, ryan and y/n realize that their connection is stronger than their friendship can handle.

ryan atwood x reader

“summer, do you have that black top i can wear?” marissa asked her friend while preparing for a summer party with the teens in newport. getting ready for their senior year, the group was elated. they were ready to start thinking about their future and it seemed like everyone was happy with their current situation. summer had seth, and it seemed like the drama had dialed down.

y/n was spending a lot of time with ryan. her boyfriend, anthony, was brutally dumped by y/n. ryan was her main support after the fact. everyday, ryan saw her and helped her get back up on her own two feet, being her crutch. ryan knew she needed a shoulder when she didn’t have anyone else’s.

anthony and y/n were the cookie cutter couple. they had the whole town on their back, praying their relationship could be as perfect. the walking hand in hand, the meeting at each others lockers completely concealed the emotion of the real people. none the social part their relationship showed could fix the personal part. toward the end, she was checked out. the fighting and words had become too much, so one night, when the words were stronger than the love, y/n decided it was over.

it’s been five months since that stormy night. she knew he was going to be there, and they haven’t spoken since the end of school. she doesn’t want him to ruin another fun memory for her, so she made the choice to go. if marissa and summer were there, she could be too.

“yeah, its in my closet, grab it.” summer replied as marissa went into the closet. “hey you.” summer came over and sat next to y/n on the bed while she was painting mascara on her eyelashes.

“hey.” she mumbles.

“you ready to go soon?” she said understandingly.

“yeah, i’m just nervous. he’s gonna want to talk to me.”

“i know, he’ll try. but ryans coming too.” summer nudges her arm, a thin smirk on her face. even after knowing ryan and being close for years, she still got nervous hearing his name. “your knight in shining armor will come and protect you!”

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the scent of hard liquor and joints were surrounding the mansion that the party took place at. people taking shots and sparking up outside the fence. people were thrown into the pool and the music from the speaker boomed through the whole neighborhood.

summer and seth arrived, arms twisted together. marissa met up with her own individual friends, and y/n was off to the side, taking small sips of a hard seltzer she took from the outdoor freezer. she observed the group of people in front of her while she leaned against the wall of the house. she felt a hand on her shoulder and she whipped to the side.

“sorry, didn’t mean to scare you.” ryan said, softly with his own beer. “what’s a pretty girl like you doing hanging out all by yourself?”

“what’s a pretty guy like you doing coming over here?” she retorted. they laughed together and stood for a few minutes, making sly comments back to each other. “i have a question.”

“i have one too.” ryan replied back. “say it at the same time.” y/n nodded back at him.

“wanna get out of here?”

“wanna leave?”

ryan and y/n smiled and shook hands, agreeing to leave. marissa, summer, and seth were all aware we were leaving. they probably figured they’d leave anyway.

y/n threw out her seltzer can and ran to catch up to ryan. her sandals slapped on the cement surface of the deck as she skipped next to ryan. they smiled at each other, looking at ease and peace had graced both of their feelings. feeling another hand on her arm, she slowly turned around. because it was not ryan, and she knew all too well who it was.

she turned around to see the outgrown buzz cut on the boys head and looked into his deep green eyes. his height towered over her and all the words came crashing back into her mind like a wave. the aggressive aroma of marijuana and whiskey came running into y/n’s nose. his taunting smile peeled up on his face. “y/n! nice to see you.”

“im leaving, anthony, let go.” she assertively said.

“why you leaving, babe the party’s just starting!” his words slurred together and she found it slightly impressive how he managed to drink this much in such little time. she grimaced at the old name he gave her.

“shes leaving with me.” ryan came out of the side and stepped between us, ripping anthony’s hand off y/n’s wrist.

“oh! i see it really took you no time to get a move on.” anthony looks her dead in the eyes, stepping closer as she steps further. all the fears of coming to this party were displayed on the table. “and of course with this kid. ryan atwood everyone!” he shouted, making some heads turn and spilling some of his glass onto the ground.

“y/n lets just go, we can go back to the cohens.”

“nuh-uh, buddy, we’re not done here, y/n and i.” anthony spat out.

“oh, i’m sorry, my memory might be a little foggy, but,” ryan turned toward y/n. “she called it quits here.”

“exactly, y/n said it’s over.” he nodde his head and perked his head up a little. he adjusted himself toward y/n a little. “sweetheart, I never said it was over.”

“well you didn’t have the balls to call the shots.” y/n spoke up for herself.

“fuck, you still got that mouth on you. lucky Chino over here.” he winked at ryan. ryan started to laugh at anthony, rubbing his hand on his jaw.

y/n grabbed onto ryan’s side and pulled him in. “ryan, don’t. do not get involved and do what i think you’re about to do.”

“…fucking idiot… taking out the chino trash..” anthony’s voice from the corner while talking to one of his friends escaped their bubble and made it’s way into ryan and y/n’s. ryan smoothly turned around and laughed audibly, again.

“god, i love these damn parties.”

his fight response clicked into play. ryan landed a clean punch to anthony’s jaw, drawing it back and shaking it. anthony stumbled back, barely being able to stand straight in the first place. his friends caught him and all eyes were on the three. anthony was strong, and y/n knew it.

before anthony could pull himself together to throw back another punch at ryan, ryan and y/n were running to the car in the street. ryan’s hand had turned a faint purple on his knuckles and a red in the middle of the joints. the second his hand collided with anthony, y/n’s heart skipped a beat. she never wanted to start something new with anthony, and she just wanted it to end. she thought it was over, and the relationship was, but they wouldn’t be separated for a while.

y/n drove the two home in the cohens range rover in silence. ryan didn’t want to talk about it, because he knew she wasn’t mad. she was scared. scared of what a punch would do to them and what would happen to their relationship.

everyone around them knows that when ryan was there for her, neither of them would’ve been able to let go. ryan knew she wasn’t ready to move on, and he wasn’t ready to start something new after his life changed dramatically in a couple years. y/n didn’t want to change things, as he was the only stable thing in her life and she didn’t want it to end up being different.

summer always teased her, and seth always teased ryan, but the pairs fears and history prevented them from changing anything.

once back home, ryan and y/n went to his bathroom and she grabbed a few bandaids and alcohol. she started dabbing on the liquid and ryan hisses at the sting as she apologizes.

“i’m sorry, ryan. i never would’ve gone if i knew this was how it was gonna pan out.” she breathes out.

“don’t apologize. maybe he shouldn’t run his fucking mouth.” ryan looks up at her defeated eyes and sighs. “don’t be pissed off, y/n.”

“i’m not pissed, i just don’t know why you had to punch him.” y/n admits.

“what else did you want me to do? stand there and let him say shit about you?” his voice starts to get more fierce. he straightens his back and stretches his fingers.

“oh, i don’t know ryan, maybe we could’ve just walked away!” she tries matching his tone, but it’s no use. she decides not to fight back and layers on the bandage. “i’m just sick of seeing you get hurt over stupid stuff like this.”

“it’s not stupid considering the shit he’s done to you!”

her eyes well up with tears at the situation she’s in. her best friend, her soldier, is angry at her and her ex is on her back again. the scene’s running in her brain like a broken record. “i’m just worried about you, ryan, jesus christ!”

“why? you always get so worked up over shit like this when it’s not a big deal!”

“it’s a big deal to me because i fucking love you, ryan!” she spits out her secret. both of their faces drop in realization. his is relief and surprise, and hers in humiliation and regret. “shit, just… forget it, ryan. i have to go home.”

she turns around to leave with the thoughts spilling out of her head. she thinks, “he’s disgusted now, i just ruined the best thing going for me, he’ll never look at me the same…” she figured she broke her crutch. her soldier broke his weapons. her king put down his crown.

the tears are openly flowing at this point. the tightness of the bathroom and the bright lights making her more vulnerable than ever in their relationship. the pessimism of the situation over weighing the optimism. y/n goes to throw open the door when he grips her hip. he jumps down from the top of the counter and spins her around.

the fire is ignited between them and he pulls their lips together. ryan was scared, too. maybe she changed her mind about him now and didn’t want him anymore. at least not in the way he wanted her. his muscles relax when she leans in and places her hands on the sides of his face. their heartbeats were fluttering against their chests. his hands roamed her body and he tried to built the strength to pull away. he backs away, breaking the kiss between them.

“i’ve been falling in love with you this whole time.” he whispers.

[thedisc0spider]

Who I will write for:

-Michael Bluth

-Jeff Winger

-Abed Nadir

-Steve Harrington

-Dylan Matthews

-Ryan Atwood

-Seth Cohen

-Ryan Howard

-Peter Parker

-Bucky Barnes

-Steve Rogers

-Joe Goldberg

-Chandler Bing

-Nick Miller

-Hamzahthefantastic

-Peter Parker

-Cedric Diggory

-Edward Cullen

-Spencer Agnew

-Logan Howlett

-Timothèe Chalamet

-Guinevere Beck

-Love Quinn

-Kate Bishop

-Wanda Maximoff

-Wade Wilson

-The Deep

-Homelander

-Hughie Campbell

Now, these are just the main ones. If you request a character and I know who they are I will write for them. Also I’m open to doing smut, fluff, and angst. I’m also open to writing fem!reader, male!reader, and gn!reader! Just make sure to SPECIFY IN THE REQUEST or else I’ll do fem!reader by default.<3

[twins-write]

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We write x reader and x OC stories/oneshots, so don't be afraid to give your character a name, unless you prefer it being the reader!

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Fluff

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FULL LIST OF WHAT WE WRITE FOR:

Shows/movies:

13 Reasons Why

Clay Jensen

Justin Foley

911 (Lonestar and the original)

Eddie Diaz

Evan Buckley

Judd Ryder

Owen Strand

Paul Strickland

TK Strand

Wyatt Harris

American Horror Story

Jimmy Darling

Kit Walker

Kyle Spencer

Michael Langdon

Tate Langdon

Xavier Plympton

Attack On Titan

Armin Arlert

Jean Kirstein

Big Time Rush

Carlos

James

Kendall

Logan

Breaking Bad

Jesse Pinkman

Cobra Kai

Eli Moskowitz (Hawk)

Johnny Lawrence

Miguel Diaz

Robby Keene

Criminal Minds

Aaron Hotchner

Derek Morgan

Spencer Reid

Game of Thrones

Bronn

Jaime Lannister

Jon Snow

Robb Stark

Goosebumps

James Etten

Lucas Parker

Gossip Girl

Chuck Bass

Eric Van Der Woodsen

Nate Archibald

Grey’s Anatomy

George O’Malley

Mark Sloan

IT

Bill Denbrough

Eddie Kaspbrak

Richie Tozier

Jujustu Kaisen

Megumi Fushiguro

Satoru Gojo

Toge Inumaki

Yuji Itadori

Lab Rats

Chase Davenport

Marvel

Bucky Barnes

Deadpool

Druig

Loki Laufeyson

Peter Parker (Tom’s or Andrew’s)

Steve Rogers

Thor 

Wolverine

My Babysitter’s a Vampire

Benny Weir

Ethan Morgan

My Hero Academia

Denki Kaminari

Eijiro Kirishima

Hitoshi Shinsou

Izuku Midoriya

Katsuki Bakugo

Keigo Takami

Shota Aizawa

Shoto Todoroki

Takami Amajiki

NCIS (LA and the original)

Anthony DiNozzo

Eric Beale

G. Callen

Jimmy Palmer

Marty Deeks

Timothy McGee

Nerve

Tommy Mancuso

New Girl

Coach

Nick Miller

Schmidt

Winston Bishop

Now You See Me

Jack Wilder

Outerbanks

JJ Maybank

John B.

Pope

Rafe Cameron

Topper

Percy Jackson

Percy

Pretty Little Liars

Caleb Rivers

Holden Strauss

Jason DiLaurentis

Mike Montgomery

Noel Kahn

Toby Cavanaugh

Shadowhunters

Alec Lightwood

Jace Herondale

Simon Lewis

Shameless

Ian Gallagher

Kevin Ball

Lip Gallagher

Stranger Things

Dustin Henderson

Steve Harrington

Supernatural

Castiel

Dean Winchester

Jack Kline

Sam Winchester

T@GGED

Ash Franklin

Brandon Darrow

Trevor Askill

Teen Wolf

Derek Hale

Isaac Lahey

Scott McCall

Stiles Stilinski

Titans

Dick Grayson (Nightwing)

Gar Logan (Beast Boy)

Jason Todd (Red Hood)

The 100

Bellamy Blake

Jasper Jordan

Monty Green

The Chilling Adventures of Sabrina

Ambrose Spellman

Harvey Kinkle

Nicholas Scratch

The Hunger Games

Finnick Odair

Peeta Mellark

The Maze Runner

Minho

Newt

Thomas

The Middle

Axl Heck

Sean Donahue

The OC

Luke Ward

Ryan Atwood

Seth Cohen

The Originals

Elijah Mikaelson

Klaus Mikaelson

Kol Mikaelson

The Outsiders

Darry Curtis

Dallas Winston

Sodapop Curtis

The Rookie

John Nolan

Tim Bradford

The Umbrella Academy

Five Hargreeves

The Vampire Diaries

Damon Salvatore

Jeremy Gilbert

Kai Parker

Stefan Salvatore

The Walking Dead

Carl Grimes

Daryl Dixon

Glenn Rhee

Negan Smith

Rick Grimes

True Blood

Eric Northman

Jason Stackhouse

Sam Merlotte

Twilight

Emmett Cullen

Jasper Hale

Paul Lahote

Seth Clearwater

Wizards of Waverly Place

Justin Russo

Real people:

5 Seconds of Summer members (all)

Ateez members (all)

Cody Fern

Jamie Muscato

Sam and Colby

Stray Kids members (all)

The Boyz (all)

Tomorrow x Together members (all)

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[crappymixtape]

a very merry mixtape

UPDATE: 3 / 4 requests claimed! ❄️ i know, I KNOW, it's not even halloween yet ( GOD, KATE WTF ), but i'm notoriously slow on getting things done and this is an attempt for me to hold myself accountable and get ahead of it! ♥️ 😵‍💫

A V E R Y M E R R Y M I X T A P E 🎵 christmas lights, coldplay

this winter i'll be posting two fics a week throughout the month of december and i'll be opening up my requests for it! though there are only four slots open ( two for steve and two for eddie ) – all fics will be featuring our boys x reader and will cover all the good shit: fluff, angst, stupidity and ( our fav ) smut.

requests for this will open today, but as soon as i get two for steve and two for eddie i'll close them again. please see under the cut for the prompts ( huge thank you to @mimis-memes xoxo ) and choose an emoji and a boy for me! you can add a little detail ( add smut, angst, fluff ) if you like, but try and keep it brief so i don't dump a bunch of 10K fics on us all 😅

love you ( thank you for tolerating a christmas post in september LOL ) and can't wait to share these with you in a couple of months! xoxo, 💿 kate

edit -> remus lupin and seth cohen are available for requests as well if anyone is interested! ♥️ ♥️

A V E R Y M E R R Y M I X T A P E // P R O M P T S

🌲  ─  visit a tree farm to pick the perfect christmas tree 🎄  ─  decorate a christmas tree together 💋  ─  be caught standing under the mistletoe ❄️  ─  snowed in together ☃️  ─  playing in the snow / snow related stuffs 🍽  ─  prepare the christmas dinner together 🍪  ─  bake & decorate christmas/holiday-themed sugar cookies ☕️   ─  drink something warm and/or festive ( either at home, at a coffeeshop, christmas market, etc... ) 🏠  ─  decorate a gingerbread house together 🎬  ─  watch a christmas movie 🎭  ─  see a christmas musical/play at the theater 🔥  ─  have an indoor picnic by the fireplace and/or christmas tree 🌟  ─  drive around the city to see the christmas lights ✉️  ─  send each other a christmas card 🎅🏻  ─  be each other’s secret santa 🎁  ─  exchange & open chistmas presents 🛍   ─  go christmas shopping together 👕   ─  go out wearing matching christmas sweaters  🎉   ─  attend a holiday party together 📷   ─  have a holiday photoshoot 🎶   ─  go christmas caroling  💃   ─  dance around the living room to christmas songs 💖   ─  spending christmas together for the first time  ✈️   ─  go on a christmas getaway ✏️   ─  create their own christmas/holiday tradition 🃏   ─  wildcard !  choose your own activity !

crappymixtape™ • steve harrington masterlist // stranger things masterlist

[rp-partnerfinder]

Hello! 20F here!(18+ plz) I am looking for a fandom Roleplay!

Fandoms I Roleplay:

Panic (Ray Hall or Dodge Mason)(PLEASE🙏🙏)

The Lost Boys (Michael Emerson)

Scream (Roman Bridger, Charlie Walker or Ethan Landry)

Marvel (Steve Rogers, Bucky Barnes, Wolverine/Logan)

Harry Potter (Blaise Zabini)

Outer Banks (Rafe Cameron)

The O.C. (Seth Cohen)

I am looking for Oc X CC (using my oc of course) and I am totally down to double up as well!

I am fine with 18+ topics though I am not looking for strictly 18+/smut filled rp! I love adding drama, angst, smut and dead dove topics but don’t want it to be the main focus of the plots!

Also I would like to state I am only looking for partners who are 18+ and are able match my writing style of literate / novella writing! I tend to write loads of detail and would love the same thing back!

Another thing is that I’ve had a problem with people randomly leaving/ blocking me with no purpose. If you find to not like the rp/ want to change things please just allow me to know instead of blocking me for absolutely no reason.

Anyways if interested just like the post or message me!

♥♡ ♥♡ ♥♡ ♥♡ ♥♡ ♥♡

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[prpfz]

Hello! 20F here! I am looking for a fandom Roleplay!

Fandoms I Roleplay:

Panic (Ray Hall or Dodge Mason)(PLEASE🙏🙏)

The Lost Boys (Michael Emerson)

Scream (Roman Bridger, Charlie Walker or Ethan Landry)

Marvel (Steve Rogers, Bucky Barnes, Wolverine/Logan)

Harry Potter (Blaise Zabini)

Outer Banks (Rafe Cameron)

The O.C. (Seth Cohen)

I am looking for Oc X CC (using my oc of course) and I am totally down to double up as well!

I am fine with 18+ topics though I am not looking for strictly 18+/smut filled rp! I love adding drama, angst, smut and dead dove topics but don’t want it to be the main focus of the plots!

Also I would like to state I am only looking for partners who are 18+ and are able match my writing style of literate / novella writing! I tend to write loads of detail and would love the same thing back!

Another thing is that I’ve had a problem with people randomly leaving/ blocking me with no purpose. If you find to not like the rp/ want to change things please just allow me to know instead of blocking me for absolutely no reason.

Anyways if interested just like the post or message me!

♥♡ ♥♡ ♥♡ ♥♡ ♥♡ ♥♡

give a like and anon will get back to you

[novella-writers]

Hello! 20F here! (18+plz) I am looking for a fandom Roleplay!

Fandoms I Roleplay:

Panic (Ray Hall or Dodge Mason)(PLEASE🙏🙏)

The Lost Boys (Michael Emerson)

Scream (Roman Bridger, Charlie Walker or Ethan Landry)

Marvel (Steve Rogers, Bucky Barnes, Wolverine/Logan)

Harry Potter (Blaise Zabini)

Outer Banks (Rafe Cameron)

The O.C. (Seth Cohen)

I am looking for Oc X CC (using my oc of course) and I am totally down to double up as well!

I am fine with 18+ topics though I am not looking for strictly 18+/smut filled rp! I love adding drama, angst, smut and dead dove topics but don’t want it to be the main focus of the plots!

Also I would like to state I am only looking for partners who are 18+ and are able match my writing style of literate / novella writing! I tend to write loads of detail and would love the same thing back!

Another thing is that I’ve had a problem with people randomly leaving/ blocking me with no purpose. If you find to not like the rp/ want to change things please just allow me to know instead of blocking me for absolutely no reason.

Anyways if interested just like the post or message me!

♥♡ ♥♡ ♥♡ ♥♡ ♥♡ ♥♡

Like/message if interested!

[inkforhumanhands]

Just in case anyone is interested and not stalking The OC tag on AO3... Finally posted chapter 2 of this.

Guesswork

Chapters: 2/? Fandom: The OC (TV) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Underage Relationships: Ryan Atwood/Seth Cohen Characters: Seth Cohen, Ryan Atwood Additional Tags: Past Sexual Abuse, Past Child Abuse, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Hand Jobs, Internalized Homophobia, Humor, Angst, tonal shift, Awkward Conversations, POV Seth Cohen, Season/Series 01, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Narratively Relevant Sex, Bar & Bat Mitzvah

Summary:

When Seth walks in on Ryan changing one morning, his face gives everything away. Figuring out how Ryan feels takes much more guesswork.

Or: Ryan/Seth, but Ryan has complicated feelings about his sexuality due to being a CSA survivor.

[darkrpfinders]

Hello! 20F here!(looking for 18+) I am looking for a fandom Roleplay!

Fandoms I Roleplay:

Panic (Ray Hall or Dodge Mason)(PLEASE🙏🙏)

The Lost Boys (Michael Emerson)

Scream (Roman Bridger, Charlie Walker or Ethan Landry)

Marvel (Steve Rogers, Bucky Barnes, Wolverine/Logan)

Harry Potter (Blaise Zabini)

Outer Banks (Rafe Cameron)

The O.C. (Seth Cohen)

I am looking for Oc X CC (using my oc of course) and I am totally down to double up as well!

I am fine with 18+ topics though I am not looking for strictly 18+/smut filled rp! I love adding drama, angst, smut and dead dove topics but don’t want it to be the main focus of the plots!

Also I would like to state I am only looking for partners who are 18+ and are able match my writing style of literate / novella writing! I tend to write loads of detail and would love the same thing back!

Another thing is that I’ve had a problem with people randomly leaving/ blocking me with no purpose. If you find to not like the rp/ want to change things please just allow me to know instead of blocking me for absolutely no reason.

Anyways if interested just like the post or message me!

♥♡ ♥♡ ♥♡ ♥♡ ♥♡ ♥♡

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[soullovingsucker]

Entirely too irritated with the fact that I can’t find a solid rp partner. I understand life gets busy (as someone who works a FULL TIME JOB AND IS ALSO A COLLEGE STUDENT) but be so frl. It’s either we plot, then I get ghosted or we plot, write a few times and then nothing.

Anyways if anyone would like to ever rp here are my fandoms and who I like to pair with my oc!

PANIC (Amazon tv): Ray Hall

Heartbreak High: Spencer (Spider) White

Surviving Summer: Bax

Jennifer’s Body: Colin Gray

The lost boys: Michael Emerson

Scream: Roman Bridger

True Blood: Eric Northman

Marvel: Steve Rogers

Marvel: Peter Parker (Tom Holland)

Harry Potter: Blaise Zabini

Euphoria: Elliot

Obx: Rafe Cameron

Nightmare on elm: Quentin Smith

Halloween: Corey Cunningham

The OC: Seth Cohen

I am looking for Oc X CC (using my oc of course) and I am totally down to double up as well! I write adv lit/novella so please at least try to match my writing!

I am fine with dead dove topics, angst, smut just give it all to me!

Please like this or just reach out I promise I don’t bite!

[ricstappen]

Sorry to assume prev anon but: oh the younger generation not knowing sandy cohen! Will they ever know the cultural and personal impact of Seth and summer, Ryan and marissa, sandy and kirsten.

I have never been able to listen to hallelujah without crying

That show fucking shaped all the shows that came after it and defined older teen drama angst

literally no one does it like the oc anymore!! that and the OG gossip girl. as badly as (some parts) have aged, they were cultural resets.

now we just get batshit cringe content like riverdale

(I am aware I am not the target demo for riverdale but my gen z cousins all assure me it went dogshit after the first two seasons)

[bookaddict24-7]

I said at the beginning of the year that I would share my reviews more on my blog instead of just on Instagram and Goodreads. I’ve been reading a lot so far this year, so my reviews will be delayed on here.

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137. The Vile Village by Lemony Snicket--⭐️⭐️⭐️.5

It's interesting how this series is for kids but has moments that will definitely give a much younger reader a few uneasy nights of sleep. I do have to keep in mind that the original readers of this series grew up with this books, so they get darker and darker, but this is potentially one of my favourites when it comes to the darker themes (Although the one with the aunt being devoured was slightly creepier). These poor children seriously need to catch a break.

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138. Goal Lines & First Times by Eden Finley & Saxon James--⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

This series is seriously everything. I love the slow build up of romance and the way the conflicts are always handled. Plus that SPICE. Oh man, that spice. I'm glad we were able to learn more about Cohen and Seth in this one. We knew a lot about Seth already because of the first book in this series, but Cohen was always presented as this dopey best friend who was always saying the wrong thing at the wrong time. I had a completely different mental image of him before this book and I'm so happy to know more about him now. It really shows how perspective can affect us when it comes to characters. I also loved him and Seth. I KNEW they would get together in their own book. There was too much tension in the last book for them not to get their own book. Also, I always love the exploration of identity and sexuality in these books. If you're a fan of HIM, I think you're going to not only devour this series, I think you're going to love them, too.

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139. The Probability of Miracles by Wendy Wunder--⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️.5

TW: Suicide, Cancer, Potentially uncomfortable allusion to a sex scene that is questionable consent-wise. Okay, this book was a HEARTBREAKER. I listened to the audiobook and I couldn’t stop listening. It had so much emotion and the level of angst I’d expect from a teenager with a parent who’s both over the top optimistic and protective. This book showed me that miracles can either be tangible things, or the way our mentality can grow and change. This was such a heartbreaking and beautiful book. That ending was everything I was expecting and more. I really wish I could hug this MC and go on this journey with her.

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140. Perfect World Vol. 5 by Rie Aruga--⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

I understand why the things that happen in this series are happening, and why these characters need to do the things they need to do, but I just want them to have their happy endings! (This was all me trying to not spoil anything.) I absolutely can't wait until the next volume!

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141. Mindy Kim & the Lunar New Year Parade by Lyla Lee & Dung Ho--⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

Another cute addition to this series! I loved learning about Korean Lunar New Year, even if it wasn’t exactly the way the MC wanted it to be. I love thinking that someone will be reading this and learning about a different culture—that this little character who could be in their class or she could be a friend. I just think this is really cute and I would love to imagine my future kids reading this. Also, this MC is the sweetest little soul, especially when it comes to her dad!

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142. Proven Guilty by Jim Butcher--⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

This one is my favourite Dresden novel by far in the series, simply because of the mystery and the horror behind said mystery. ALSO because these two idiots are thiiiiiiiis close to finally getting together. I'm so glad others around them see it happening. Took a star off because of the weird way Dresden describes younger women--one particular situation comes to mind, though he handles it well, it was still weird and a reminder of the time it was written. I really hope this one aspect of the novels changes as I read more of the books in this series.

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143. Take Me Home Tonight by Morgan Matson--⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

This novel was an adventure of not just actual adventure, but of character growth. The MC we are first introduced to, Kat, was someone that was unlikable at first. I had this feeling that the way she was acting was going to eventually lead to the other MC, Stevie, losing her cool and finally saying a bunch of stuff that would later be regretted. But this isn't to say that Stevie is any better, since we find out early on that she's really bad at not only speaking her mind, but confiding in her best friend. But this book, I've found, isn't just a story about two girls and their friendship. I think this book is about two girls growing into the people they hope to be so that their friendship can also grow as a result. I think those first few chapters were difficult to read because of the amount of growth these two characters had yet to experience. The moment they started growing and learning more about their friendship, general relationships, and themselves, the story took on a different level of depth that I really enjoyed. I found this to be quite different from other Matson books. Whereas her past books have dealt with loss, summer romances, and character introspection, this book was a bit of a ride. In introducing a story set during one night, the reader should be ready for nearly anything. There's a cute dog, cute guys, surprising revelations and...a throwback to Adventures in Babysitting. Yeah, that was unexpected. But I think, to be honest, that the side story of the MCs' friend having her own dangerous adventure added a level of levity to the story. Especially with how it was handled at the end when stories are swapped and secrets are kept. It's almost to the point where you start to wonder if any of it actually happened, or if it was just a wild fabrication. It's the magic of one night, after all. One final thing I want to comment on is the changing perspectives. I loved it, but mainly because I'm a sucker for a story that gives me multiple insights into different situations. I love seeing what one character is feeling in response to another character's actions and vice versa. I think it adds more depth to a story--especially when you have two characters in desperate need of character growth. I've been a Matson fan ever since I read her first book and while this one was different, I think it's worth the try. Kat is someone who's hard to love, but her growth is incredibly worthwhile to read!

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144. Infinite Country by Patricia Engel--⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

TW: For r@pe Okay, not only was this novel gorgeously written, the story was incredibly memorable. As a Latina living in Canada as a (legal) immigrant, I admit that I've had the privilege of not worrying about being deported or being found out. My dad was able to bring my mom, two of my sisters, and I to Canada by legal means. But I know that if we didn't have the privileges and help that we had, we could have easily had a different immigration story. Seeing the characters in this book suffer, live in fear, and constantly wonder if today is the day they'll be separated was heartbreaking and a reminder of how so many people in today's society live. Seeing how much the mother suffered and experienced while trying to raise her children was eye-opening and made me think of my own mom as she worked day and night to have enough money for food and rent. It made me think of the years my dad lived separated from his children and wife because he was trying to make a better life for us. But even with all of these reminders, I lived a life of privilege in comparison to these characters. I appreciate Engel writing this story and giving us an experience that wasn't just about the hardship of immigrating, but also what comes after you've crossed the border. Also, I appreciated the representation of children experiencing that disconnect of their parents' home country and the one they were born in. Also, the reminders of the racism experienced not just by the parents in the US, but also the racism that the children of immigrants faced was heartbreaking. This was such an important read! It's short, full of emotion, and a reminder of the privilege so many of us share in our societies.

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Have you read any of these books? Would you recommend them?

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Happy reading!

[ao3feed-lokiangst]

Fandom One-Shots and Imagines

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by leztrangem

Hello, everyone! This is my first work ever to be posted on here. This is a collection of one-shots from many different fandoms reposted from my Wattpad. All of these are pretty much SFW. That's because Wattpad is so strict about what type of content can be posted. This is honestly just a way for me to get used to posting on here because I'm fairly new. Fair warning, a lot of these were written when I was in like...middle school.

More tags and characters will be added to tags soon!

Words: 1012, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: IT - Stephen King, IT (Movies - Muschietti), Beetlejuice - All Media Types, Beetlejuice (1988), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel, Homestuck, Twilight Series - All Media Types, Twilight (Movies), Twilight Series - Stephenie Meyer, Blood Drive (TV), Riverdale (TV 2017), Chilling Adventures of Sabrina (TV 2018), A Nightmare on Elm Street - All Media Types, A Nightmare on Elm Street (Movies 1984-1994), Addams Family - All Media Types, The Addams Family (Movies), The SpongeBob Musical - Various/Anthony & Coulton/Jarrow, Hamilton - Miranda, Hamilton - Miranda (Broadway Cast) RPF, World Wrestling Entertainment, Pirates of the Caribbean (Movies), Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling, Harry Potter and the Cursed Child - Thorne & Rowling, Supernatural, Gotham (TV), DCU (Comics), DC Extended Universe, Joker (2019), DCU, Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Sequel Trilogy, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Birds of Prey (And the Fantabulous Emancipation of One Harley Quinn) (2020), Shameless (US), Rocky Horror Picture Show, X-Men (Movieverse)

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: F/F, F/M, Multi

Characters: Joker (Joker 2019), Joker (DCU), Arthur Fleck, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, Pennywise (IT), Draco Malfoy, Neville Longbottom, Lip Gallagher, Loki (Marvel), Thor (Marvel), Tony Stark, Steve Rogers, Oswald Cobblepot, Edward Nygma, Freddy Krueger, Jason Voorhees, Dean Ambrose | Jon Moxley, Roman Reigns, Seth Rollins | Tyler Black, Harry Potter, Severus Snape, Lin-Manuel Miranda, James "Bucky" Barnes, Vision (Marvel), Peter Quill, Billy Loomis, Stu Macher, Yondu Udonta, T'Challa (Marvel), Reader, Mark Cohen, Roman Sionis, Harleen Quinzel, Armitage Hux

Relationships: Pennywise (IT)/Reader, Joker (DCU)/Reader, Arthur Fleck/You, Kylo Ren/Reader, Oswald Cobblepot/Reader, Edward Nygma/Reader, Steve Rogers/Reader, Thor (Marvel)/Reader, Loki (Marvel)/Reader, Freddy Krueger/Reader, Jason Voorhees/You, Freddy Krueger/Jason Voorhees/Reader, Lin-Manuel Miranda/Reader, Dean Ambrose | Jon Moxley/Reader, Dean Ambrose | Jon Moxley/Roman Reigns/Seth Rollins | Tyler Black/Reader, Roman Reigns/Reader, Seth Rollins | Tyler Black/Reader, Lip Gallagher/Reader, Harry Potter/Reader, Draco Malfoy/Reader, Lucius Malfoy/Reader, Severus Snape/Reader, Neville Longbottom/Reader, Remus Lupin/Reader, Sirius Black/Reader, Billy Loomis/Reader, Billy Loomis/Stu Macher, Peter Quill/Reader, Yondu Udonta/Reader, James "Bucky" Barnes/Reader

Additional Tags: Fluff, Angst, Depression, Bullying, Demons, Demonic Possession, Crying, Kissing, First Kiss, First Meetings, First Dates, Pregnancy, Unplanned Pregnancy, Hide and Seek, Games, Chess, Loki (Marvel) Needs a Hug, Arrogance, Mates, Vampire Bites, Polyamory, Polyamorous Character, Bisexuality, Bisexual Male Character, Bisexual Female Character, Bisexual Character, Heterosexuality, Witchcraft, Movie Night, Balloons, Harleen Quinzel's Hyenas, Roommates, Harleen Quinzel Needs a Hug, Riots, Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Lightsabers, Fights, Horror, Comedy, Lesbian Character, Reader-Insert, Reader-Interactive, Mutants, Mutant Reader, Mutant Powers, Drinking, Kylo Ren Has Issues, Platonic Relationships, Platonic Cuddling, Cuddling & Snuggling, Oblivious Draco Malfoy, Severus Snape Has a Heart, Hufflepuff, Slytherin, Ravenclaw, Gryffindor, Hufflepuff/Slytherin Inter-House Relationships, Hogwarts Inter-House Friendships, Why Did I Write This?, Spoilers, Spooky, Romance, Awkwardness

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[lunapaper]

Album Review: 'Every Room' - Frames

Imagine if Hilary Duff had gone emo during the halcyon days of Lizzie McGuire.

‘Why Not’ would probably have a chugging breakdown. ‘So Yesterday’ would become a savage ode to hating your hometown, while ‘coming Clean’ would go on to become a Midwestern breakup classic, complete with a five-minute guitar solo.

It’s how Know Hope Records describes the sound of Frames, the Virginia-based band fronted by Sarah Phung since 2019 - before Olivia Rodrigo, Meet Me @ The Altar and MGK led the pop punk revival, before the world went to complete shit.

Originally a solo act, Frames have since expanded into a four-piece, with Carter Wahl on guitar, Blake Layman on bass and Alex Wilson on drums. They work wonderfully in tandem with Phung, helping to expand on the hazy nostalgia of her 2019 EP Cursed on Frames' full-length debut, Every Room, a record for those who miss ‘early aughts culture, watching music videos after school or on Yahoo, wearing skinny jeans and canvas shoes without socks, Hilary Duff, kids who dreamed of playing Warped Tour, etc,’

Like any good emo or pop punk record, there’s bittersweet longing and raw confessional lyrics, the kind ripped straight from the pages of a worn-out journal.

Opener ‘Lightweight’ is just that, floating atop a steady winding backbeat as Phung finds herself gripped by romantic obsession. ‘Brewery,’ in stark contrast, sees a relationship come to an amicable end, a light and breezy track reminiscent of Michelle Branch on The Spirit Room (which celebrated its 20th anniversary not too long ago).

‘Cold Hard Criminal’ recalls early Paramore right down to the raspy vocals and steely determination as the singer/guitarist plots her escape from a toxic relationship and/or her hometown (as is emo tradition). Recent single ‘Tabletop’ aches with urgency as the singer/vocalist wonders why ‘you said all the things that you said, with a heavy heart or an empty chest.’

Standout ‘Ryan’ is a brooding, hopeless ode to The OC character of the same name, a bold choice on Phung’s part since most emo girls for the nerdy, Death Cab for Cutie-lovin' Seth Cohen. But she could be the one to change him - It’s not your fault you came from a life/So rough that it made you sharp as a knife/But you didn’t have to be so full of rage/And yet, I still would succumb to your blade – even if the relationship is, y’know, parasocial at best...

‘Two Phones,’ meanwhile, is deceptively breezy as Phung admits ‘’I’m done being a stranger to myself/Maybe I’ll start reaching out for help.’ Her anxieties roll over into the harrowing ‘Body Kicks,’ which is partly based on Phung’s time working as a stripper, feeling numb to the shiny floors, the cold, hard gazes of club patrons, and the sickly glow of neon as she dances.

The record soon ends with the wintry ache of ‘This Year,’ bookending ‘Last Year’ from the Cursed EP.

Featuring Can’t Swim’s Chris LoPorto, Phung channels Let Go-era Avril as the song’s melody restlessly unravels round her before reaching a glorious crescendo. It also contains one of the most beautifully devastating lines on the record (‘You’re sticking needles in a cactus, I’m picking thorns out of my skin’), encapsulating all its fear, confusion and loneliness.

Phung recently told Ones to Watch that she misses the days of Ashlee Simpson, Paramore, Hey Monday and Avril Lavigne. So do I, so very, very much.

Every Room is an unapologetic love letter to 2000s emo and post-rock, as well as a seamless body of work, with elements of folk pop and shoegaze helping to shape its sprawling intimacy.

But while there’s plenty of youthful angst, this isn't a record about heartbreak. Rather, it’s a restless coming of age, at times hopeful and even starry-eyed. Yet Phung throws herself willingly into the emotional chaos in order to try and make sense of it, no matter how much it hurts.

‘I hope that listeners embrace the confusion and frustration that I delve into with my songs,’ Phung told Atwood Magazine, ‘and learn to sit through the discomfort and realize that that’s the only way through to the other side.’

No doubt they will...

- Bianca B.

[mischas]

what do you think are some of the most underrated ryan and marissa moments? i think there are a lot of little things people forget from season 3, cos it's so bad as a whole

Ahh, okay, I’ll get emo over this for u

1x06 when Caleb’s girlfriend tells Ryan "I’d give anything to be that miserable. [...] That’s what it feels like to be in love”

1x07 Maybe this isn’t underrated but “Did you ever wonder why I came to the poolhouse to find you?” “Every day”

Their interactions in 1x12. They’re very sweet and very ‘together’ amid Luke’s heavy storyline. Even with their fight, and Ryan accusing Marissa of breaking his trust (oof), they’re in a nice place. I love the two seconds we see of Marissa’s habit of driving both Ryan and Seth to school. Love that they did that for months.

1x22 “You can be the beauty” I DIE

2x04 Seth says, right in front of them I may add, “Ryan and Marissa, that’s an epic tale right there”

2x05 “The penguin likes Marissa”

2x06 Two moments that are blink and you miss it. First in the poolhouse Marissa knows Ryan is sitting far away from her on purpose so she says something like “hey, I don’t bite” and the fact that he purposefully added distance between them always said something to me. The other moment is at the end of the ep in the left hand corner I believe. When Marissa is holding a tray of eggnog, Ryan puts a yamaclaus on her head. Maybe it was just Ben and Mischa fooling around but it’s super cute.

2x07 When he puts his arm around her in the Cohen kitchen. They already had bagels, but she brought some over as a peace offering for her behavior the night before. How Seth and Ryan both say their old ones were stale and Ryan says, “Almost chipped a tooth” it’s SO charming and sweet and the more I think about it, that’s one of my absolute favorite scenes of the show.

2x17 “I thought ugly hats were your thing”

2x21 they actually do have a phone call during this ep where he says he wishes he was home and she says the same and the way they can never fully say what they mean is VERY them lol

2x23 When he asks her to prom

3x01 Sandy says “You have a hell of a girlfriend. And if you two get married, you’ll have one hell of a mother-in-law.” I get chills from this line. This is what I DESERVED.

3x02 This is also probably not underrated but their scene on the ferris wheel. Love my reminiscent babes. “We’ve just got to find our moments” OH and earlier in that ep when Ryan apologizes to her at the lifeguard stand and plays with her fingers. It’s one of the few times in s3 I feel like we see them being fluid with one another. The way they talk with their hands held, talking about getting through this year together. Damn, that closeness was right there, and then it’s just thrown away. Another addition in this ep is when Sandy and Julie meet with the dean and Sandy remarks, “One Montague, one Capulet” referencing RM being Romeo and Juliet. A small moment but cute.

3x04 Before Forever Young, Marissa talks about the dance “I spent the whole time wishing you were there”

3x05 Marissa comparing Ryan leaving to Jimmy leaving and calling him a coward, and also when Ryan shows up to have lunch with Marissa at Newport Union. It’s very couple-y.

3x06 Summer says Marissa is busy and Ryan says “Is she studying? Because I’ve been known to get her to blow off some schoolwork”

3x07 Not sure these are underrated but the hug on the beach is perfect and their scene at the end in front of the fire is really nice too. There’s also a moment at the Bait Shop with Johnny when Marissa is saying something and she slaps Ryan’s arm (really lightly) to get him to say something too. It’s really subtle but cute.

3x08 When Ryan surprises Marissa at NU and they kiss. Also the end scene where they’ve basically made plans to go to Berkeley together talking to SS “We’ll be in Northern California, you’ll be in Rhode Island”

3x09 “You got a lap dance?” is really cute and I LOVE the talk they have at the end where Marissa is on the bed in the poolhouse and Ryan is in her room. You’d think the Johnny story would’ve been kaput at this point but no

3x11 When Marissa says she hasn’t seen Johnny in weeks and says she, Ryan, Seth, and Summer spent like a whole month hanging out, and later Summer tells Ryan about Marissa’s weird penchant for befriending strange dudes “It’s the way she’s wired. You wouldn't love her if she wasn’t” which says a LOT

3x12 In Marissa’s closet “I do have a great boyfriend” “You have a great boyfriend”

3x13 Kaitlin prods Ryan about Marissa and picks up a framed photo of them at the beach from 3x01. What was this doing in his room. On his bedside table. Did Marissa give it to him? Did he frame it???? Alright also when Kaitlin prods Marissa about Ryan she says “Yeah, you guys are soulmates, blah, blah, blah” as if she’s heard those words from her sister’s mouth a million times before

3x14 When they’re making out in the poolhouse and Marissa answers Kaitlin’s call “I’m busy” and Ryan says “Gettin’ busy” into her neck it’s very practiced and fluid in a way we never got to see them that season and I will rage forever. Also Kaitlin’s metaphor about Baskin Robbins ice cream basically saying Marissa was afraid of her love for Ryan and found other avenues to run away from the one thing she loved most. Very intense and never brought up again, so yeah.

3x17 I love the angst of this episode. They finally feel like teenagers again, awkwardly avoiding each other in the halls at school. The model home stuff is not underrated, but I love the angst of the moment Marissa turns away at the end of the episode, fully convinced she shouldn’t be in Ryan’s life. It’s sad and parallels to 1x02 so much. I love that she made him a copy of The Model Home Mix. I love the details they added that Ryan had always wanted another copy. Summer mentioning the romantic feel of the gesture. I love that Ryan was able to sit in her trailer and listen to it without her knowing. That tether of theirs still holding them together somehow. He’ll never tell her he listened to it and she’ll never tell him she made it. My babes.

3x18 This scene is more annoying than anything because of what we didn’t get to see or be aware of. When Marissa and Summer are at the Bait Shop talking about sex and Marissa basically says she and Ryan never had a problem with it, and that they were pretty heavily involved even during the Johnny era. What the hell, right

3x19 Ryan very clearly waiting for Marissa at her lifeguard stand

3x22 Every single scene of theirs is great but things I loved were Marissa asking about Ryan’s architecture lecture (ugh), their banter and awkwardness, and of course Marissa telling Ryan that she could see his happiness at Berkeley “I could see it on your face” and knowing he belonged there. 

3x23 When he puts his arm around her at prom

3x24 “Can I buy you breakfast?” and their SMILES. The growth, the maturity, the clean slate. God, I love this scene SO much.

I’m gonna stop now because it’s 1:30am and I typed this gibberish 95% from memory in one sitting which means I know way too much about this show and this couple. Also you were probably expecting like 5 moments not 29 sorry!!