#seriously this is sick AF

[vagabondbabbler]

#24: Filth Is Eternal - Find Out

Three piece grungy-punk from Seattle. I'm excited for this one!

I was wondering why this was on a metal list given it's only advertised as punk, but this absolutely straddles that line. They've got some rip-roaring speed/thrash vibes in with their grimy punk and I'm very here for it. Check this one out.

Okay in looking them up on xwitter I discovered that not only do they fuckin rock they've also got openly trans members. If I wasn't already buying this album I am now.

[spookieloop]

"I seem to have trusted you once, and it ruined me."

The Dark Urge having some flicker of a memory, begging the one person who mourned them to take their loss and the horror they're feeling at the removal of everything they once were seriously.

And Gortash is just so elated that they're back that he's having a manic episode and can't.

[over-fen-and-field]

Screaming nauseously into the void

So, for the past ten months I've had a Mystery Problem Syndrome (MPS) -- unpredictable hours to months of nausea, headaches, dizziness, brain fog, weird muscle things, a dangerous amount of weight loss, all that fun stuff. The working hypothesis from my GI is that it's an autoimmune thing triggered by a viral infection in my intestines that may or may not be temporary on the scale of a year or two, but we haven't been able to totally confirm that's what it is or whether it's going to be a year-long thing or a many-years thing or a forever thing. It's not always clear what's triggering the big flare-ups, but stress is a contributing factor. This is a problem firstly because I'm a PhD student who has always run a little anxious in the way that some ovens run a little hot and secondly because my body cannot tell the difference between stress and excitement.

In practical terms, this means that I've zombied my way through work for about five total months since January, have barely left my town all year even for just little day trips, paused a lot of my big plans like getting more intensive therapy to deal with my driving anxiety, and have had lots of little "fun" moments like barely being able to present my work at a big conference, running out of my roommate's big opera performance to throw up in a trash can in the hall, and spending about two months being unable to even take consistent notes during D&D and not really being able to enjoy it or any of my other hobbies. This was all no good, obviously, but to really add insult to injury, I might have triggered a full-on flare-up by... (drumroll, please)...

Buying groceries for my Halloween party!

Not even throwing the party. Not even drinking too much or eating forbidden foods at the party.

Buying groceries for the party. At the same grocery store I always buy groceries at.

I got too excited while passively noodling about desserts and decorations and how I wanted to arrange the cheeseboard and whether blackberries would be good in sangria.

And have been unable to keep food down since.

I hope I'm miraculously cured by the party itself because I'm going to have a hard time convincing anyone to eat my food (I'm definitely not contagious anymore! I cleared the actual infection in January!) if I'm this noticeably sick during it.

Also I was looking forward to it a lot and a good dozen of my friends are gonna be there and :(

Apparently, I can't look forward to things anymore! I should just sit in a quiet room and contemplate the grass as it grows, careful to maintain complete emotional neutrality.

[elvensemi]

y'know, for someone physically disabled and chronically ill I don't write enough physically disabled and chronically ill characters

[nomiyakazehaya]

i was watching a few monster hunter wilds beta gameplay videos, and. the way i looked at one of the newer monsters, rey dau, and immediately thought, "tlk megatron." 😭😭 even the horns move and fold towards the front…

[snazum]

ah fuck it i'm asking to the void but, does anyone know how many hours/days the events of HLVRAI span over? I might have to rewatch the series for this info ToT I do know they mention going to bed at the end of streams, so 4 days? fuck man i'm rambling cause i can

[cyani07]

idk how i managed to draw that in 5 hours while struggling through a fever and nausea but we Won tonight

[endlessfuckup]

I’m sorry you are going through this:/ Hopefully you will catch a break soon🤞🏻

have yet to catch a break in 25 years so i very much doubt that i will anytime soon :/

but thank you🥹

[thegeorgiahuntsman]

8mm  -  Warren Anderson (Norman Reedus)

[caslyra]

How are we even discussing human rights as if they were some radical idea?

"even though our politics don't agree we can still be friends" not me. I can't be friends with someone who demonises the disabled, queer, and minority for just living.

[catboyrightsdefender]

so tired i just fell asleep during my break

[thatautisticb]

I love how I vent my very real frustrations and anger about the fact that my humanity is up for a vote tomorrow and it just shuts everyone down bc they can not assuage me to feel better

there is no fucking feeling better

just go fucking vote

[cacklefrendly]

it was a chill knitting movie until around the soul-lasers or so.

[full-time-femboy]

WTF HAPPENED?!?!??!

YOU CANT SAY THINGS LIKE THAT!!!

I CANT AFFORD DROPOUT

DOES MY BOI DIE?!?!??!?

cant believe lou wilson is playing ruben hopclap for the finale i wonder what happened to fabian

[tmnt2k12defender]

Hating a certain Christmas song solely because it was so over played at work? Yeah, that’s possible. 

[duncantf]

if the universe starting shrinking at the same speed it's expanding right now how long would it take until we all die