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vagabondbabbler · 11 months ago

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#24: Filth Is Eternal - Find Out

Three piece grungy-punk from Seattle. I'm excited for this one!

I was wondering why this was on a metal list given it's only advertised as punk, but this absolutely straddles that line. They've got some rip-roaring speed/thrash vibes in with their grimy punk and I'm very here for it. Check this one out.

Okay in looking them up on xwitter I discovered that not only do they fuckin rock they've also got openly trans members. If I wasn't already buying this album I am now.

#metalhead babbles #filth is eternal #seriously this is sick AF #plus we need more queers in extreme music

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vultures-and-scavengers · 3 months ago

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“Cullen isn’t qualified to be commander” is correct (affectionate) and also extremely funny. They picked this dude out of the rubble of Kirkwall and were like “welp, he can’t say no because he’s desperate to get out and we can’t find anyone else so let’s yee some haws and go.”

#commander cullen #cullen rutherford #no seriously the mage templar war is kicking off #Orlais is in civil war and one of the sides wants to conquer Ferelden again #so I doubt any officers who are actually qualified are going to leave #and then cass drags this half dead knight captain in and is like we got our dude #and then is leliana just like ‘hey I know him we freed him in the circle and uh… cass…?’#Cullen in the background recognizing leliana from trauma while sick af from the boat: I don’t know how I keep ending up in situations #vultures and dragons

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spookieloop · 9 months ago

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"I seem to have trusted you once, and it ruined me."

The Dark Urge having some flicker of a memory, begging the one person who mourned them to take their loss and the horror they're feeling at the removal of everything they once were seriously.

And Gortash is just so elated that they're back that he's having a manic episode and can't.

#GOREtash #durgetash #the dark urge #enver gortash #I am in love with them #Also I had a SUPER fucked up dream about The Dark Urge last night and really fucked up shit happened to Durge in it #And she tried to go to Enver (who wore the PJs from my other post) about it and he was just too thrilled to be the person she CAME TO -#- to really take her seriously #He DID get her a sick af set of jammies #(shiny black silk basketball -basketbhaal- shorts with red skulls on the legs; and a matching huge sleeveless hoodie; if you care)#AND HE THOUGHT THAT WOULD SOMEHOW FIX THINGS #It was the horror of realizing that the one person who actually cared about her wouldn't take her seriously when something awful happened t #her #(meanwhile; she's used to being the awful thing that happens to people)

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over-fen-and-field · 25 days ago

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Screaming nauseously into the void

So, for the past ten months I've had a Mystery Problem Syndrome (MPS) -- unpredictable hours to months of nausea, headaches, dizziness, brain fog, weird muscle things, a dangerous amount of weight loss, all that fun stuff. The working hypothesis from my GI is that it's an autoimmune thing triggered by a viral infection in my intestines that may or may not be temporary on the scale of a year or two, but we haven't been able to totally confirm that's what it is or whether it's going to be a year-long thing or a many-years thing or a forever thing. It's not always clear what's triggering the big flare-ups, but stress is a contributing factor. This is a problem firstly because I'm a PhD student who has always run a little anxious in the way that some ovens run a little hot and secondly because my body cannot tell the difference between stress and excitement.

In practical terms, this means that I've zombied my way through work for about five total months since January, have barely left my town all year even for just little day trips, paused a lot of my big plans like getting more intensive therapy to deal with my driving anxiety, and have had lots of little "fun" moments like barely being able to present my work at a big conference, running out of my roommate's big opera performance to throw up in a trash can in the hall, and spending about two months being unable to even take consistent notes during D&D and not really being able to enjoy it or any of my other hobbies. This was all no good, obviously, but to really add insult to injury, I might have triggered a full-on flare-up by... (drumroll, please)...

Buying groceries for my Halloween party!

Not even throwing the party. Not even drinking too much or eating forbidden foods at the party.

Buying groceries for the party. At the same grocery store I always buy groceries at.

I got too excited while passively noodling about desserts and decorations and how I wanted to arrange the cheeseboard and whether blackberries would be good in sangria.

And have been unable to keep food down since.

I hope I'm miraculously cured by the party itself because I'm going to have a hard time convincing anyone to eat my food (I'm definitely not contagious anymore! I cleared the actual infection in January!) if I'm this noticeably sick during it.

Also I was looking forward to it a lot and a good dozen of my friends are gonna be there and :(

Apparently, I can't look forward to things anymore! I should just sit in a quiet room and contemplate the grass as it grows, careful to maintain complete emotional neutrality.

#screaming at the sky #I really hoped after the worst of the summer flare-up subsided #that it would be fully in the annoying-but-largely-ignorable territory #apparently twas not to be #my best friend/cohost and I have been planning this party for months #also I'm going to be introducing my newish boyfriend to a bunch of my friends who haven't met him yet #which is always a little nerve-wracking though I think they'll all like each other #man #I really miss having fun #I miss BEING fun #one of the hardest parts about being sick is how it messes with your perception of yourself #especially with so many tests turning up blindingly normal #I feel like such a fainting Victorian lady who can't get my shit together #like #who knows #maybe I'm just being dramatic #and it's all in my head!#(weird blood test results and weight loss and other externally-observable symptoms suggest otherwise)#(and my doctor is condescending AF and can only see me every four months but is at least taking me seriously)#(thank god I have good health insurance and a sympathetic advisor and stable housing and good friends)

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dam-vs-the-world · 2 years ago

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So I commissioned @sunscones, aka the person who did those Barbie/Slasher crossovers, for this :3c Thank you again for taking my commission. Also show them some love, because this looks amazing, and they’re amazing too!

alt version under the cut

#the locked tomb #not my art #sunscones #harrowhark nonagesimus #alecto #harrowhark #nona the ninth #nona spoilers #also I know her eyes are gold #but I wanted eldrich barbie #seriously though #thank you sunscones #this is amazing #it took me forever to post this because ive been sick af and there's been a lot going on

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elvensemi · 1 month ago

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y'know, for someone physically disabled and chronically ill I don't write enough physically disabled and chronically ill characters

#adventures of a fic writer #i feel like Teniel might actually be my first chronically ill character??? let alone main character #Bree's healthy af she's like a bull #Ren's doing shockingly well for someone in her position she's just malnourished and dealing w the side effects of that #Emma somehow despite everything has essentially no long-term physical disabilities or illnesses #We Cannot Speak Of What May Become Of Babs #but atm it's seriously just Teniel. he's my only sick dude. that's crazy. why have i never written chronically ill whump

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snazum · 3 months ago

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ah fuck it i'm asking to the void but, does anyone know how many hours/days the events of HLVRAI span over? I might have to rewatch the series for this info ToT I do know they mention going to bed at the end of streams, so 4 days? fuck man i'm rambling cause i can

#tw weed talk in tags #i'm jumping back into writing my fanfilm script lol #i haven't looked at that in like 4 months #so i'm rewriting it. second draft lets go #look. i thought of a really sick film technique i could do for a gman scene.#also schools back in like 2 weeks and i'm going for film so i'm warming myself up XD (Also so excited)#acutally not gonna main tag this cause i think I'll just go and scrub through the series tonight #sorry im a little toasted XD #seriously though that gman scene is sick (imo not even the weed talking.) I thought of it last night zooted out my gourd but #this morning sober af i was like Yeah. That's the idea of the century (hyperbole obvs still a sick idea)#anyways yeah oops #snazum talks

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cyani07 · 2 years ago

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idk how i managed to draw that in 5 hours while struggling through a fever and nausea but we Won tonight

#chatterbox #im sick af but i had to draw something i seriously had to

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endlessfuckup · 1 month ago

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I’m sorry you are going through this:/ Hopefully you will catch a break soon🤞🏻

have yet to catch a break in 25 years so i very much doubt that i will anytime soon :/

but thank you🥹

#wasn't on tumblr for like a week so i didn't see this #my mom is out of the hospital btw #*cough* unfortunately *cough cough*#she had severe sepsis/septic shock #because she is dirty af and refuses to clean herself #its not that she physically or mentally cant do it either #she just doesn't want to take a fuckin shower #or even a sink bath #+ shes a hoarder #if i didn't call 911 when i did she would have died within an hour #some of the first responders remembered her from the year before when they carried her out for the same exact thing #an untreated infection that turned into sepsis #both times she new she was sick and didn't take it seriously #its fucking exhausting #genuinely thinking about starting an onlyfans at this point #cause i need to gtfo of this situation before i wind up having a stroke or something #sucking/flashing peen for cash doesn't sound bad at all right about now #:/ sigh

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thegeorgiahuntsman · 1 year ago

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8mm - Warren Anderson (Norman Reedus)

#8mm #warren anderson #norman reedus #i went to see this film in the cinema and it was sick af #I wouldn't have known who Norman was way back then so don't remember even this scene tbh.#i remember all the vomit inducing shit though #seriously if you watch this just remember it's about snuff movies #daryl dixon #twd

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casurlaub · 6 days ago

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How are we even discussing human rights as if they were some radical idea?

"even though our politics don't agree we can still be friends" not me. I can't be friends with someone who demonises the disabled, queer, and minority for just living.

#look we can talk about things #but there needs to be some common ground we all agree on #you can't expect people to treat your concerns seriously when you don't even treat them as people #also... people saying they're 'not political'? that's also a political statement #I'm sick of super privileged white people saying stuff like that #you can only AFFORD this stance because you are privileged af #getting a tiny bit mad here #saying this as a super privileged white person btw

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catboyrightsdefender · 4 days ago

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so tired i just fell asleep during my break

#also stressed af i feel like im gonna suffer a heart attack #not to mention the rash #seriously thinking about asking my psychiatrist for a sick leave today #.txt

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thatautisticb · 7 days ago

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I love how I vent my very real frustrations and anger about the fact that my humanity is up for a vote tomorrow and it just shuts everyone down bc they can not assuage me to feel better

there is no fucking feeling better

just go fucking vote

#vent post #honestly I'm tired of trying to explain that letting the fucking christofascists win is bad actually #like get your head out of your fucking ass #seriously pull your fucking shit eating mouth out of your ass and think #who on earth benefits from you not voting #who the fuck is trying to control you #who the fuck will censor the everloving shit out of the internet if he wins #dipshit #if you don't vote for the lesser evil the greater one wins by default #that's math #it's stupid and petty af to wish for things to 'get worse' so that ppl 'wake up'#i'm sick of that fucking shitass logic #it's bad now and it can be better and not worse #why the fuck is that so hard to understand

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cacklefrendly · 28 days ago

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