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choccy-milky · 1 year ago
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NSFW comic ive been wanting to do for a while of seb getting…influenced…by the dark relic👀👀no idea how long its gonna be or how long itll take, so have a wip for now 🙃
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roomba-mangga · 9 months ago
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thoughts on thistle and yaad's dynamic that i vomited in the tags of another post but will now try to articulate here: they're not actually family, or at least they shouldn't be. not in a conventional sense anyway. framing them as uncle and nephew (even in a non-literal, silly fantasy world way) rides more on technicality than anything concrete.
what i mean by this is yaad calls thistle by name and says he and delgal were raised "like" brothers. he talks about thistle like he's an outsider imposing himself into the melinis' space, and it's clear that thistle was never legitimized as a member of the family. for thistle's part, though we don't know how he would treat yaad pre-demon brainrot, it's safe to assume based on the way he punishes him—turning him into a doll—and how little is shown in the way of any sort of relationship between them that thistle only cares* about yaad as an extension of delgal (otherwise i'd expect something like kabru and milsiril, because it's not like another complicated interspecies family dynamic would be out of place, yet there's next to nothing on them even in bonus content, just their scant interactions in the main story).
in essence, they're strangers to one another. thistle's desperation to preserve the illusion of a family, a model where he doesn't even fit, was the snare they were caught in for the past thousand years of stasis. yaad-as-nephew is a prop to uphold that illusion, and thistle is playing a role he's unfit to play. in the context of post-canon interactions, attempting to reconstruct that facade would only be a reenactment of trauma for them both (in a deeply compelling way i'd love to watch unfold, tbh), as that "uncle and nephew" framing places thistle in an implicit position of power over someone he's already traumatized through misuse of authority in the past, a role which also perpetuates his adultification and yaad's infantilization in turn. it'd mostly be an obstacle to any real connection.
best to burn the melini family bridge, i think, and if there's still anything salvageable left in the rubble, let something different supplant it.
#not to say i don't enjoy when they're portrayed as a weird set of uncle and nephew - that's really fun too#i think their history and shared connection to delgal would be a key element to their dynamic no matter what#and it's something they would tryyyy to make work at some point. for lack of other options.#it's not smn i take too seriously either! but thinking about it for more than 2 minutes makes me go oh yikes#i do think they could be family - i'm a certified sucker and sap so i want them to be - but#growth means moving past that more conventional way of thinking of family#side note as someone with a large extended family i DO have uncles who are younger than me lmao#but i'm viewing the whole uncle + nephew thing with thistle and yaad more symbolically for the purposes of this#additional note the fantasy age-fuckery and power dynamics at play means thistle has been in an actual position of authority#over his younger family members like any older relative would be in spite of his being quite young and immature#so. no. don't try to be his uncle anymore. and he isn't your nephew. and oh god he isn't your dead brother let it go. stop with the labels#don't try to resurrect that corpse (< writing them trying to resurrect that corpse as we speak)#not sure if these tags are coherent pero basta lang. yaad and thistle stay complicated forever that's all i want#feel free to chime in or disagree as i'd like to crack into this like crispy lechon and my opinions are subject to change#roomba media#thistle#yaad#thistle & yaad#melinis#dm#dunmeshiposting#dunmeshi spoilers#thistle dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi#edit: changed some inaccurate wording in this one whew. english
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weregonnabecoolbeans · 1 year ago
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I love Obi-Wan and I know it's not his fault
But if I were Anakin…I would NEVER forgive Obi-Wan for Shmi’s death
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c1trvswurld · 6 months ago
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Finally glad the mouthwashing fandom-at least on here- is finally coming around to see the idea that neither curly or jimmy are completely innocent nor should be babied or completely villainized because to do that you'd need to *checks notes*
Completely ignore how mouthwashing is a story of how systems of abuse are kept in power. Particularly rape culture and the patriarchy that encourages these actions while also encouraging bystander effect from other men close to predators...which is all encouraged under a system like capitalism.
Idk read more of tha rant in tags I got carried away I fear.
#its all interchanging systems babe#if i see another post babying curly#or removing any amount of humanity from jimmy#im going to assume you simply dont want to interact with the meat of the game#you just looked at overall plot points and story beats with a glance and refused to give this wonderful game its flowers#stop turning these complex character into one dimensional things you can comodify like prepackaged food#this also heavily includes anya and the weird way you guys also baby her#shes a grown woman...a tramatized one yeah? but a grown woman who should be treated decently#not just spme one note preformative doll you wave around in order to comfort and baby curly or to shit on jimmy in the most ooc way possible#same with swansea#my goodness#mouthwashing#seriously ik fandom always does this but mouthwashing tumblr somehow impressed me?#with how much they could miss themes and intricacies for their preformative turn to the camera so they can say#“grrr this character bad and is monster lets throw a bunch of cluster b disorders at them and remove any character to prove a point ”#“wow this character is completely absolved from his actions and is too innocent to be deeply analyzed...#lets give him a playtoy supporting female character to dote on him and loft him up despite her own trauma!“#rant#im sorry its just soo annoying#usually im a “do everything you want forever” type girl#but its seeing the fandoms hypocrisy in jow they treat charscters like jimmy and curly and swansea that makes me realize#media literacy is soooo down hill.#quick give me a 500 word essay on why you think *shittiest take ever* is acceptable!
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lkblackham · 12 days ago
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I started playing Avowed and I just about had a heart attack when I heard Garrus' velvety yet jarringly un-modulated voice coming out of Kai's shark man mouth.
And I can't even FLIRT with him. As an asexual I totally understand not having romance in a game and not being creepy about it but you can't just insert Fantasy Garrus Vakarian into it and NOT expect me to have some kind of strong and very confused reaction about it.
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slasherflicks999 · 1 month ago
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I am the only one remembers Crosshatch Creepypasta. Look her up, I felt like she is one of most forgotten Creepypasta characters. I do miss some digital and gaming creepypastas. TwT
She is like female Ben Drowned lol.
i swear i feel like i saw her on amino once in middle school or something she looks SO familiar but not enough to confidently say i knew who she was before now
SHE DOES LOOK SO COOL THO i appreciate i appreciate :o any BEN adjacent character honestly gets an automatic nod of appreciation tho LOL
if you have ever played or heard of the game OFF…. her design reminds me a lot of it
so hyped for that game to come to switch btw TOBY FOX IS GONNA BE ON THE SOUNDTRACK IM DEAD /POS
#seriously im very excited#OFF is so good#hardly even remember what it was about i just remember it was good#also i can just very much appreciate a good black and white character design#character design is already hard as fuck so if you can pull off making a character with literally only two values? hellO??#she reminds me of when people draw BEN in black and white/grayscale#which im PRETTY SURE was started by pastamonsters but ive seen it other places as well#and ofc….. obligatory i love him incoming#i was also a subscriber of the grayscale BEN design for a bit in middle school but i missed his beautiful blonde hair#sorry not sorry#which btw? the SHOCK i was struck with when i learned little benjamin in the arg is BRUNETTE??????#ik its bc for a while all we had was the og story so obvi if he looks like link he’s gonna be blonde#and like even now a lot of ppl dont know the arg lore WHICH IS FINE OFC but like i love the arg#but ohhh my jard little brunette ben im sick and ill#honestly…. in my mind hes like dirty blonde. i can’t strip him of his blondeness#even tho ben and BEN are like still technically different people in my aus…… forever blonde sorry#this town is only big enough for one brunette actually and its me#/j#thinking about benjamin gives me the same heartache that i grt when i think about powder from arcane#just little babies 💔💔💔 guys this is not okay undrown him rn#put air back into the poor boy’s lungs#thought: BEN thinking back on benjamin’s memories and going ‘…that used to be me???’ is so transgender looking at pre transition pics core#like we got the same brand of complete disconnection from our childhood selves and i think that’s beautiful LMAO#again he’s not REALLY the same person but shhhh you get it you understand trust#i could make a whole twelve straight posts info dumping dont test me#but seriously whats more trans: being trans or this freak
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ozsvessalius · 2 years ago
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nintendo het baiting w sidon and his fiancee only to pull the gayest shit ive seen in a While by having sidon renew his vows w link (they got married at the end of ruta’s quest in botw. obviously. clearly.) and giving him a power that lets him ‘stay by his side forever’. i see you husbands i am so glad your marriage is thriving. good for them. good for them. they also both have two hands for anyone who wants to pull any nonsense im js. there is room for yona she just has to understand link has held sidon’s heart for years first.
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itsalwaysforyou · 2 years ago
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jafar raised jay to be slippery and selfish but jay knew there was strength in numbers and decided to trust and love and hope despite everything else. and he protects these people that he finds, the only things his father can’t take from him, his own treasure he guards like the lion’s head at the cave of wonders.
he’s the last one out, there to watch their backs, as close to them all as their own shadows. he’s their third eye, always hyper-vigilant, always on the look out. he knows when to start a fight, and when it’s best to leave it alone. it’s nearly always best to leave it alone. he wrangles them all back in, keeping them safe so they don’t have to worry about injuries or repercussions or consequences. his job is to keep them safe, and keep them alive.
and yet, in auradon, with no brawls or street fights or leering parents or turf wars or rivals or enemies, what is there to protect them from? passive aggressive comments? pastels? afternoon tea? what is a guard dog with nothing to guard? jay has built his entire life, his entire self, around servitude. if it’s not his father, it’s his gang, always the helping hand and the shoulder to cry on (metaphorically, of course) and the reassuring presence. without any of that, he is nothing.
he is the thief that gives. the boy desperate to hold on to his only sense of purpose. it’s all he knows: give enough away and they might let you stick around. chameleonic, knowing exactly who to be where and when. the charmer, the heartthrob, the villain, the protector, the liar, the snake, the attacker. anything you need. he can be anything at all, as effortless as breathing.
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snezus-christ-risen · 4 months ago
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They’re making us come back to the office to be more productive and have a presence so just to be spiteful I’m going to be a less productive and miserable presence.
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nonsensechemicals · 4 months ago
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crying whenever i talk about Cookie9 because all my friends have these interesting and unique theories on them while i take everything too literally and they all just stare at me like “dude… uuugh we r TIRED” <-they dont actually say this they are very kind to me but i can Feel It
#my version of them is centered around their blog version with the ‘personality’ of their steam review and like a bunch of HC#i developed them with the implication that they’re Real but i’m a bit iffy on it#because all my friends have theories about how they’re from the narrator’s consciousness which is sick as hell#and i’m unsure how to actually structure everything or if i should go the same route so i can get approval from them </3#my friends r the real reviewer fans even though they dont plague themselves over them every day and im so sad that i don’t know anythinggg#gggggggggggg#like im p sure they genuinely hate the stuff i make about cookie9 and im just. scrumbles myself. sorry im Trying :( i’m not smart#or good at writing or even media literate#whatever that term means#all i have is love in my heart for them i don’t know anything at all#ouhghghhg they hate It so much but i cant do anything else and it’s all i have#like all my cookie9 stuff works on the ‘what if their blog self Was Real’ but i’m not actually sure how to fit it all into my actual parabl#stuff because i still havent worked out how my parable itself works#and people probably don’t think i know enough and i don’t think they’ll approve if i try. so i Don’t#tempted to blame this on my like. general crushing lack of intelligence caused by both physical and mental reasons#but i want to believe i could do better if i try? but that’s incredibly hopeful#i’ll be stuck here forever i think#<-guy who. whenever Anything wrong happens ever. just goes back to ‘oh yeah its because im dumb as fuckign rocks. due to the Incidents’#i am very scared of the possibility that it is possible for me to be anything more because that implies that i’m stupid because i didnt try#even though i’m trying very very fucking hard and every time i get something wrong way more than anyone else i’ve ever known#and they hate me for it . MAN!!!!!!!!!#<-brain is lying 2 me i think nobody hates me or . whatever. it still feels like it though im just saying this because i dont want anyone t#think people genuinely hate me for being stupid. i mean. people DO. but not my friends ☝️#man i can’t even get into the buglivia crap either because she is so abstracted from her actual review#girl w identity issues and also the general normal Changing A Lot Through Time. i scrumble her. around#her Self during 2018 would in fact be in character for the review.i want to draw her during that time. she took everything so seriously </3#tbh my version of her does react well to TSP humor but at the time she felt like she wasn’t allowed 2 Do Her Thing and tried to seem#more professional and Normal and it seeped into EVERYTHING for a bit#cookie9 though just genuinely found the narrator annoying and patronizing. its just not his thing and thats fine#<-random nonsensechemical reviewer bits hidden inside the vents. SEND POST.
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5hrignold · 1 year ago
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smiling friends season 1 finale is SO insane it absolutely ruins me every time i rewatch it. it mostly retains the lighthearted goofy feeling of the rest of the show and it’s barely heavy at all but it feels like it has so much weight to me regardless like it feels like it has such an impact as an episode. like in general. for the whole show up until this one charlie, especially when compared to pim, seems so stable and confident in himself, he doesn’t really rely on others thinking highly of him at all, he isn’t nervous to please others, he just focuses on what he needs to do for himself but in this episode the second PIM criticises him on something it completely drags him down to arguing with him and later getting himself killed just so he can. prove himself to pim????? that he’s wrong about his criticisms of him???? that’s all i can see that as. and i dont know if the show is going to do like actual development or What but to me this episode was like a turning point for charlie and pims friendship because it reminded both of them how much they matter to eachother. charlie died and didn’t want to leave his life on a bad note, he was forced into a situation where he was acting from pim’s point of view for once, and now instead of just respecting him, he really understands him more. the first thing pim did once he kind of collected himself after charlie got resurrected was apologise. he just wanted him to know sorry he is and how much he just wants to be friends forever and that’s it
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pollen · 7 months ago
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hi fellow neurodivergent people
i hate to jump on the "i think i might have adhd" bandwagon, but if i think i might have adhd, how do i bring it up to my care team as a 28-year-old cis woman who was a massive overachiever until i couldn't keep up the ruse anymore?
#idk what happened when i got laid off it seriously is like my brain BROKE i cannot do anything#i have not done much of anything in a year. and i think it's bc my coping mechanisms were 1. self-medicate but ESPECIALLY do that while#2. overcommitting. because it kept me busy and distracted. i excelled in school because i could focus on it without it giving me anxiety#school was honestly almost the only thing that didn't give me anxiety as a kid. and i never felt quite Right like i didn't feel like i fit#in with my peers. i've always felt like a human being that isn't a person. like something's not quite right. i excel but i feel like i'm#doing it wrong because it's SO hard for me. i graduated my BA and BS programs with a 4.0#but it came with the cost of alienating all of my friends and family and becoming really reclusive and weird and distant and anxious#but i really just wanted to do well at the one thing i felt i was good at. which doesn't seem like something i should take note of#idk. my life feels like a claustrophobic box. i feel like i'm buried alive and i can't get myself out because i can't work#because i can't focus. but maybe i'm just stupid and lazy and want everyone to take care of me forever so i can continue laying around doin#fuck all. which i do a lot because i'm chronically ill. idk. like is there ground to stand on here. i literally have zero friends rn#and i feel so so so sos so anxious any time i am working because i worry i'm going to do something wrong or forget to do something or make#lots of mistakes that get me in trouble. i'm so scared of making mistakes it keeps me from doing anything at all. but i get so anxious bc#i'm not doing anything! i'm wasting time! and i can't focus on anything when i AM working because i have to get up and pace#like i HAVE to move around or i start to feel like i need to peel my skin off like i'm an orange#like. is it anything at all. or is this just me being someone who has Other Stuff going on
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scribblyshipping · 10 months ago
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Parrot by Stepdad is such a Charlie song. my life is ruined
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unproduciblesmackdown · 10 days ago
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dozen years later the musings on marble hornets' emergently especial queer appeal....simply resonating with The Experience of like, for seemingly no particular reason you & perhaps random others (though it might seem to happen to A Group....tfw at first you thought it was just tim but it turns out this Whole college group is out as trans now? what are the odds?? must be someone's fault) are constantly if increasingly beset by Something Being Off ranging from discomfiting & confusing to threatening & distressing, there's something you have to avoid Getting Got by but it can crop up anytime anywhere & you don't really know what'll set it off vs what might even possibly be safe, which is "nothing really" besides just trying to kind of roll with it & suffer / attempt to mitigate things privately b/c you can also just tell most other people would be like "huh wha" including even if somehow it was going on for you right now in their presence & if anything would go "well i guess You're the problem somehow then right"....vs dealing with other people who Do get it Kinda but it's like yeah that thing huh, Oh You Know, & communicate from afar with like vibes & codes & allusions b/c we all kinda Don't know though. while also it's when people Do get more direct about it, or, say, venture into Spaces On The Peripheral like a couple of miles into the woods or the abandoned half burned down hospital that it's like ruh roh scoob But this is also where you Might get some info or meet a friendly party But watch out. But you have to watch out in broad daylight around "normal" people in "normal" situations b/c you just might get got at there too but others may still be like huh wha. sounds fake or like a you problem
meanwhile it's also kind of cozy lmao speaking of the Danger around "talking more openly / directly about [queer experiences]" or "hanging out / exploring the peripheral mysterious abandoned less surveilled spaces" like the production process making it so that people are just often very solitary with like a seeming buffer between them & "normal" life & people even when they're in public & the distance between irl audience & Posting Persona'ed Characters even. plenty of Journeying Alone footage in various ways, going where, for what, even the characters can't be too sure but there's Something to be resolved here surely, ft. cicadas ambience maybe, arboreal lighting. it's dim & rainy & people live by themselves in apartments or hotel rooms or cars yayyy
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seaofreverie · 28 days ago
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Wait so this means we're going to have the most Sparks-filled Sparkstember there's ever been, right???
#we'll be having the wonderful sparkstember event AND ALSO tour reports and updates at the same time???#(in my case. actually going to the shows in many other people's cases too)#the way i feared there'd never be a spars tour again and i'd never see them and this might just be the best tour in human history actually#i feel like my brain is not working properly and i'm trying to put all the facts together one by one GOD there's so much stuff#shaking 2024 me by the shoulders saying things like do not despair it will be your turn eventually#just wait a bit more and there will be so much stuff to look forward to it will be crazy. impossible. yet totally real somehow#never kill yourself etc. god.#where do i start. well new song. it's very good very awesome i love the melancholy and the intro with the aggresive synth is so good#i really like the lyrics i like it when they get more introspective i will be thinking about this for the next week at least#video is also amazing ofc one of their best videos so far if you ask me#do we think russell will do those moves from the vid on the live shows... god i hope so. the russell shuffle#all three new songs so far have been stellar and i'm so serious this is like my fav album ever made already i'm saying ythis again#mad! era saved me and gave me new reasons to continue. i don't know this is already lots of ramblings for the tags#maybe i will make a normal post about it all eventually bcs there's a lot i could say but seriously sparks i love you forever#goosepost
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puppppppppy · 1 year ago
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does anyone else feel like they could be a really really good tour guide if the memory problems didnt exist
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