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evolnoomym · 8 hours ago
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Thank youuuu for the tag sweethearts @slimybeth69 @ace-turned-confused @joelmillerisapunk 🫶🏻🩵
Round 1:
Smash: Javi G -> He’s cute so it would be a nice time with him. He would treat me sooooooo well and make sure I feel comfortable (consent king) which I appreciate. Maybe he would even let me Dom him a lil bit 😏
Marry: Dave York -> yeahhhhhhhhh I want to be Murder Daddy’s Wife. He probably stalked me loooooooooooong before I noticed him. Wormed his way in my life and obviously wanted to lock that pussy down for good. (He’s possessive). He likes it rough (so do I) and perhaps I’ll convince him to do some Hunter & Prey sex play. 🤤
Terminate: Pero Tovar -> literally don’t know anything about him and I’m not super attracted to him either sooooooo bye bye Pero.
Round 2:
Smash: Oberyn Martell -> that dude fucks soooooo much that just know he would rock my world. Hell maybe he invites me to a sensual orgy with all his other lovers. I’ll walk -no scratch that I won’t be able to walk afterwards- I will drag myself out of there 100000000% satisfied.
Marry: Marcus Moreno -> I will marry that hot & sweet suburban dad for sure, I knooooooow he’s a darling but I’m convinced I could tickle his inner whore out of him 😉
Terminate: Ezra -> I’m sorry for this decision but out of all of them one had to go (I’ll make it up to him somehow)
Round 3:
Smash: Din Djarin -> All I gotta say to this decision is, that I have a hugeeeeee Mask kink and literally would be so down to fuck this tin man into oblivion 🤭🤭
Marry: Jack “Whiskey” Daniel’s -> Come onnnnnnn y’all, of course I want to ride the cowboy for the rest of his life 😉
Terminate: Tim Rockford -> I don’t really know him and there’s no connection soooooo bye bye Tim (he’s hot don’t get me wrong, just compared to the other 2 guys he loses)
Round 4:
Smash: Lucien -> if I just wanna get laid, he seems like a good choice 👍🏻
Marry: Javier Peña -> besides getting railed by a “pornstar” literally all the time, he would protect me and be an Angel once he can let down his guard.
Terminate: Dieter Bravo -> here it’s the same as before, compared to the previous 2 Dieter is the least interesting (no offense)
Round 5:
Smash: Frankie Morales -> You know what I’ll choose him as my fuck buddy, he’s cute with some issues and I also I could dom him a lil bit. Perfect in my opinion. (Frankie baby I will write for you soon 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻)
Marry: Joel Miller -> I feel like that choice needs zero explanation, look at my Masterlist, he will be forever my number 1 so of course I marry him. 😇
Terminate: General Acacius -> Although I don’t despise the General (he can claim this pussy anytime) one had to go and again in comparison to the previous 2, he lost.
Npt: @aurorawritestoescape @milla-frenchy @thundermartini @beardedjoel @encasedinobsidian @magpiepills @strang3lov3 @beefrobeefcal @noxturnalnymph @sawymredfox @ovaryacted @pedgito @amanitacowboy @yorksgirl @almostfoxglove @almostempty @arcanefox207 @joeloverture @intheorangebedroom @punkshort @sunshineispunk @the-mandawhor1an @penvisions @itsokbbygrl @burntheedges @tightjeansjavi @macfrog @chronically-ghosted @604to647 @syd-djarin @mountainsandmayhem @mrsmando @pedrospatch @morallyinept @iamasaddie @moonlitbirdie @pedropeach @joelstummy @joelsdagger @sizzlingcloudmentality @guiltyasdave @pedrospookie 🩵
Comment who you’d choose from each round 👀🥵
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miyakazashi · 2 days ago
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Prepare for the worst guys...
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The Link Click fandom is going crazy over this on Twitter, and I'm gonna bring the chaos over here too 😉 I mean we might as well lose our sh*t together, right ?
I want to talk about the "see you later" thing, since the artist works for the sgdlr people, I decided it was only right to see this from a Chinese angle, "see you later", despite a not so common translation, can literally translate to “再見”, and even though “再見” is typically used in the sense where you'd see the person again, even when someone dies, the phrase is also used to ask you to say your goodbyes to the deceased, “好好說再見” or something on the lines of that, like more of a goodbye forever thing.
I don't like where this is going 🥹🥹🥹 help
And on Twitter there are two main analysis/arguments I'm seeing right now
1. Vein is going to die
The stairs symbolizes Vein taking the steps to the after life, and leaving his cloak behind is kind of a passing the torch thing.
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Plus the "person in the middle theory" I'm seeing on twitter
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2. Xia Fei is going to die
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Oh, and what about my thoughts ? No thoughts, I'd rather just be in the dark and wait until episode 6, then start crying and screaming :D cause right now it seems like there is no chance of a good ending at all, so I don't even want to think about it anymore even tho I'm probably still gonna, but we could pray to the sgdlr gods to just sacrifice Cheng Weimin for the greater good 😃 sounds like a lovely idea, right guys ?
But yeah, I guess we're expecting these kinds of endings next episode
Vein dies
Xia Fei dies
Cheng Xiaoshi dies again in this arc (which is honestly what I'm hoping for, look it's nothing personal, I like cxs just as much as most of the fandom, it's just...I don't want any new deaths, and it's the only other reasonable option and it also ties back to the entire, Lu guang's first attempt at saving him thing, maybe I'm just coping but I think this is the most likely and also the safest option for the fandom)
Cheng Weimin dies😃 which is unhinged, I know, but tell me you wouldn't want this😃😃
While I'm writing this my neighbor is literally playing some emotional songs on the piano, Istg please stop 🥹🥹
Currently the safest people in the fandom are the Liu Xiao simps btw, the contrast is actually comical, while multiple sides of the fandom are crying, screaming, breaking down, the Liu Xiao simps are just sipping tea in one corner of the room, might as well migrate there for a while to avoid the inevitable pain
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koiiiji · 1 day ago
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windbreaker & lookism + types of yandere
author’s note ; i mentioned characters that only came to my mind, so obviously not full list🙏minors, ageless/empty blogs DNI OR I WILL BLOCK YOU!!!
tw ; contains dark topics, unhealthy behavior, and mature content, please don’t interact if you are not comfortable with such things!! REMEMBER!! WE HIGHLY CONDEMN AND DON’T SUPPORT SUCH BEHAVIOR IRL.
unaware. he truly, from the bottom of his heart believes that you need his protection, this world is too cruel for sweet thing like you. and only way he can save you is to separate you from everything and everyone. don’t you understand how toxic and harsh your friends and classmates or coworkers are? but don’t worry, he will be your hero, your sweetest boy, he will save you, love you, give all of himself to you, his heart is in your hands, it belongs to you and beat for you!! and you… well, locked with him forever. and don’t worry, he will laugh it off or turn a deaf ear to your cries and pleas to let you go. if he never hear this nonsense, you never said it. everything is simple.
Dom Kang, June Lee, Jo Mahyeon, Zack Lee, Vasco, Jay Hong, Kim Gimyong
pervert. he feels that need to be physical with you. i mean, yeah he have twisted feelings for you, but his first need is to be sexual with you. more like sexualization of love and feelings in general, he is the type to infantilize you, or forcing you to act how he likes. in any case if you don’t act how he wants you to, or play along with his behavior (but when you do he truly believes its sincere intention) he will use punishment — physical of course.
Harry Sheffer, Cheon Taejin, Samuel Seo
silient stalker. he maybe your classmate, or guy you usually see on your way to work or university. he even maybe someone you never noticed in your life, just some stranger, a person in convenience store, random guy in metro, barista in local cafe… you will never know, his natural appearance is almost unnoticeable, he mixing with crowd of big city and follow or looking after you from shadows.
Kwon Hyuk, Jay Jo, Kazuma Takeda, Daniel Park, Jace Park, Seongji Yuk, Eugene, DG(?)
unaware, but more aggressive. that one who genuinely doesn’t understand his sickness. why don’t you love him back? he have everything you could ever need or want(in fact it’s all whet he always wanted, which only include material goods). and he turns aggressive, really aggressive when you dare to reject him. he is possessive over things he likes or desire, so if you don’t want to return his feelings, well, he will make you do it. unlike the first type, these aren’t mind to be mad at you, to scream, scare you with rising his hands — but never actually beating — do everything to break you and your mind. of course at first they will be more manipulative, and use psychological tricks, of course it really depends on character. but result is the same — if you don’t submit, they will use more harsh methods everytime, until you end up locked to radiator or somewhere in apartments.
Goo Kim, Ma Taesoo, Kwak Jichang, Ji Gongseop, Chris d'Char, Owen Knight, Sangho Choi
that twisted crazy love where he wants you as close as possible so he believes that most closest condition — is you in him. literally.
Gitae Kim. (im sorry, i had this idea from pic where he chewing that big piece of meat����🫡)
BONUS ;
platonic / parental
Kim Miru — she is controlling and very clingy. she lost two close friends — teacher and sworn sister to be more particular. so you really believe that she will let this happen again? and it will start imperceptibly. first, you will accidentally bump into each other in corridor and start to chatter about random thing, during a break at school. then you will become good friends. this friendship will quickly grow into being stick to each other anywhere. she will infiltrate all aspects of your life, slowly shutting you out from the people she considers unnecessary in your life — she will never shut out people who makes you happy and smile, but that’s until she won’t feel jealous. i honestly feel that she can be both aggressive and all-forgiving and kind to her friend, so passive aggressive is the answer i guess.
Yamazaki Shintaro — extremely controlling parent! and it was long before haruto die. but after his death everything just doubled. mix it with the fact that Shintaro strictly follows the rules and family hierarchy, which means he is not only controlling but also seeking submission and respect from you, as his child. if you think that you can throw a tantrum, fight him back or try to escape, think twice before doing such nonsense, because consequences will be immediate. shintaro doesn’t shy away with physical punishment even in public, he he is older, wiser and he is your father, you must follow his commands. if you don’t, then seems like you forget family rules and spanking won’t take long to be.
Kim Gapryong — honestly i don’t think he would care much about another boy, but lord help if you are his daughter… means OVER protection. Gapryong not so hardcore as Shintaro, but there will be rules for you (but honestly Gapryong have a really soft spot for his little princess, so most likely he will ignore your shenanigans) since he loves Gimyong he probably will bring you to his family too, so add here Gimyong as your overprotective brother. even the fact that you are from other woman Gimyong still fine with you, he understand that the only problem is his father. plus he is #1 girls supporter!! let’s imagine that Gapryong never died, so he would be extremely overprotective father —“what do you mean you never saw again that guy (who used to be a little too annoying and clingy to you at school) again? no boys are talking to you? daughter, i dont know a thing!!” your old man will laugh it off, with deliberately loud chuckle. to summarize it all up it’s his fatherly unwillingness to admit that you can grow up, and he will always think of you as little kid, but you know, not in a healthy way.
MASTERLIST MASTERLIST
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ender-cloud · 1 day ago
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SOBBING
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He’s opening up guys :( I love him so much.
I never thought about Hyde feeling empty about Jekyll being gone, in a way Jekyll was Hydes conscious, keeping him at bay even with how much Hyde went against it.
Jekyll was apart of Hyde just as much as Hyde was apart of Jekyll, if one is gone there will always be something missing from the other because they share memories, experiences, and in a way personalities.
Seeing Hyde so scared, he is scared, but he also looks broken, like he’s a shell of who he was before. He no longer has his hyped up attitude, he’s much calmer, because he Dosent have a reason to go against Jekyll when there is no Jekyll
Also why does Lanyon have that, “you have anxiety, just stop worrying” energy.
Hyde feels as though him and Jekyll are separated because he cant feel Jekyll anymore, its just him, its quiet, lonely, he feels as though he’ll be forever alone. And Lanyon is here like “oh just go get him” (I love Lanyon i just found this funny)
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This is the first time weve seen the stair well completely empty.
Now the reason I wanna talk about this panel is because of the line “He’s gone too deep” now while it means literally, Jekyll has gone way to deep in the mindscape to be drawn out, but it could also refer to him being to deep in this lie.
Jekyll has gone so deep in living two lives that its now crumbling apart, keep in mind the little show thing when they were getting sponsors was around 12 hours ago.
Jekyll has seen how deep he was in this lie and put an end to it by going deeper into the mind. It’s not a resolution as much as it is just a desperate last effort to at least get away.
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Is Hyde going to drink the temporary death potion? It’s the only way i can think of that would allow him to find Jekyll. We saw with the Dracula short story that they can be in the mind at the same time if theres something keeping one of them from being on the outside.
How much would he need to drink to communicate for a while but it still be “safe” Also Hydes worries are so Valid bro, like yeah it’s terrifying, no ones know how far Jekyll is. He should be scared, he should be worried, its something no ones done before and Jekyll is serious, whats saying he wont just bring Hyde down with him in a split of anger
Yet we have Lanyon with the one liner “since when is the spirt of london at night is afraid of a little danger” idk why but this is so funny to me, its gonna become a new Vocal stim I cant stop saying it.
I dont think i have anything to say that hasnt been said before. Anyway, im excited to see where this goes
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roseworth · 1 day ago
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Who do you think Rose's best friends in her age group are? Or should be?
well its a complicated question because i am in a constant battle with dc as to what her age group actually is. but everything i say is canon forever
first of all obviously i have to say bart allen. thats her bestie that is one of the only people she gives a shit about thats her buddy!!! ive said before that the real tragedy of bart & rose is that they just keep barely missing each other, because they meet when rose is too busy mourning her mom to make friends, then the next time they see each other is right before slade starts drugging her, then when she finally joins the team its right before bart gets aged up then dies (or whatever happened to him in oyl idk). then when they finally are on the same team at the same time the universe resets 2 weeks later :( but theyre still friends !! to me!!!! i dont care if its been 15 years theyre still besties ok
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the next obvious one is eddie bloomberg <333 he is pretty much the only person on the teen titans that she consistently likes and he likes her :( she fights with literally everyone but eddie is always there for her AND always defends her when people come for her :(((( AND every time hes in danger she drops everything to find him and ouggghhgghh..... but she wasnt there when he died and we never actually get to see her reaction to his death and that kills me every day forever
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anyways. sigh. the next one is jason. as much as i think he should stay away from her unfortunately they are besties and i love their dynamic 😔 i am never abandoning my "theyre just friends but she thinks its funny to pretend theyre fucking" headcanon which makes all their interactions so iconic to me. ive talked extensively about my thoughts on jayrose here so i wont go into it again but. as much as i fear for rose's characterization i DO love it when they interact </3 i want them to keep showing up together if their relationship stays ambiguous
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NEXT. this one is a little bit less canon but still canon to me. connor hawke. in the secret version of robin 2021 in my head, connor & rose become besties on the island because theyre the "big kids" who are around the same age while damian & the others are like 14 so these two end up bonding. i also think rose would think it was awesome that connor was able to kill her so easily (bc the only other person who could was respawn and he only did it because he got a cheap shot while her back was turned) and then she'd be a little disappointed once she found out that connor actually doesnt kill anyone outside of the tournament. but shed still like him a lot i think bc she does tend to get along with people who dont like to kill. half the hero community looks at rose and goes "i could fix her" while she is actively making herself worse
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also obviously i have to say cassie. its hard to consider them "friends" since theyre constantly fighting but i blame sean mckeever for that. theyre FRIENDS they actually do get along and so much of their arguments are really just flirting bickering :( their love language is being mean to each other but they actually do like each other ok!!!!! you have to believe me because i love them
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and toni monetti!!! shoutout to the only female character rose has ever had only positive interactions with for more than 1 panel
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and! i have a lot less evidence for these next few but its real to me
first of all mia dearden. they've had one interaction ever but that was enough to convince me they should be friends. this is so so important to me theyre besties and i know it
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also stephanie brown. they've only been in the same room on panel once but i just know theyre secretly besties. and rose has called her cute so its yuri too
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and finally. the one that i have the least evidence for is lorena marquez. you guys just have to believe me that they would be best friends. just knowing the two characters i just know they would get along so well if they were only given the chance... they could be haters together :(
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anyways in conclusion rose needs more girl friends. most of the people she Actually gets along with are men and im sick and tired of it. let her make friends with girls. or better yet..... let her make out with girls
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gay-on-the-moon · 2 days ago
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SSGA Expanded Author's Notes ch. 5
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Woohoo! author's notes. This will also be a great place for me to dump all the terrible jokes that don't make it into the final cut. This is the struggle of being a fandom of 1 but SOMEBODY has to do it. (literally nobody has to do it.)
Do I intend to go back and complete one of these for all my previous chapters? Yes. Will I? The mystery remains.
I warned y'all there were rocky waters on the way, that slow burn tag isn't a lie. Part of the reason I find Viktor and Jayce's relationship so interesting is what I see as all the near misses, "in all realities only you" and all that. They're also VERY alike in a lot of ways, they support each others strengths buuut that leaves an awful lot of exposed weaknesses for me to jab at.
Viktor, Sevika, Mel and Noxia, I picture all of the different schemes like a multiplayer game of chess. Viktor is doing his best with the pieces he has, Jayce thinks he's living in a rom-com and doesn't realize there's a board.
~*~and they don't talk about it~*~
I could write forever on my obsession with Viktor's mind, just call me Jayce. One of the aspects of this AU that originally drew my attention was the opportunity to explore the ways in which his coping mechanisms go from being necessary for survival to actively hindering him.
They WILL talk absolutely everything out eventually, their fights hurt me to write lol.
My fave way to world build is to just let the characters naturally share details without necessarily always giving a wall of explanatory text. My brain is full of useless historical information, the index would be a mile long, none of it would actually be relevant to the plot. I always disliked the "treat a reader like an idiot" advice because my least favorite parts of media tend to be when a so-far well explained story pauses to have a character sit down and tell me things I'd already basically figured out.
Is it too little instead? I'm also always tempted to write a chapter from Jayce's POV, hasn't happened yet. I think there's one more major piece of information (ooo apprenticeship drama) I'm waiting to reveal before we get a look inside Jayce's head. "(yay, toxic waste settlement)" has to be in my top 5 favorite lines so far.
I've also been eagerly awaiting the introduction of Ambessa, would y'all believe it's only starting to get complicated? The action is rising whether our little team of heroes are ready for it or not.
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sstarfruitz · 3 days ago
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hello! i recently got into tsp and really like ur art! i was wondering what is ur fav angsty trope in relation to stanley and the narrator? i need more angsty scenarios to think about :p
oh hoh hoh hoh…………. ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh…….. dont even start with me bro……..
I absolutely love when people explore the more toxic parts of Stanley and Narrator’s dynamic. The fact that Narrator definitely has sadistic tendencies if the Countdown ending is anything to go by, and how he is so insanely egotistical that he finds it appropriate to make Stanley’s life a living hell whenever he doesn’t follow his orders. His whole entire being revolves around his pride as a storyteller in a story that has no end or reason. He is destined to stay in this purgatory forever if he doesn’t let his ego go, but the purgatory is so specifically designed to reinforce it that it seems impossible it could ever happen.
It’s literally like if a spoiled child was given control over a dimension, but that spoiled child is also genuinely unsympathetic and callous. His role in the game reminds me a lot of Bill Cipher in that regard.
And on the other hand, you have Stanley, a completely average and unknowing man who was suddenly spawned into this world, and the Narrator only sees him as a toy. I’m of the belief that Stanley had an entire life he lived before the Parable, and when he was chosen as the protagonist, he was stripped of his ability to speak, ability to have any privacy, and his ability to control his life in any meaningful way. Because the Narrator is so far removed from humanity and sympathy, he quite literally can never understand why this would be such an awful existence for Stanley.
Stanley is also so stubborn and prideful in his own way that he constantly tries to prove his own autonomy to himself and the Narrator in an environment where it’s impossible. Even if Stanley wanted to try and communicate with the Narrator, his voice has been forcibly removed from him both physically and metaphorically. Narrator’s power over him is so beyond Stanley’s control, that the Narrator could never really see Stanley’s thoughts and feelings as anything but an inconvenience for him.
To the Narrator, Stanley’s life and wellbeing is secondary to his role in the story. To Stanley, it’s his whole existence. To Stanley, the Narrator’s role in the story is secondary to his power and control seeping into Stanley’s every thought and action. To the Narrator, it’s his whole existence.
The two are quite literally such opposites that they could never understand the other, so they are destined to always make the lives of the other worse in a situation that is already hell for the both of them.
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onestormeynight · 1 day ago
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Double Date
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Alice and Prim decided one weekend to have a double date. Prim knew of Noel but their social circles had yet to really cross. She could tell Alice was positively smitten by this boy by the way she would not shut up about him. They could go maybe five sentences before Alice found some way to relate the topic at hand back to Noel.
Prim was hoping that meeting him officially would calm some of the obsession. Her flavor of the week, Jacob Jones, was happy to join them.
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"Isn't he dreamy?" Alice said when the girls had a moment alone.
"You don't have bad taste," Prim said. "I do love a curly haired man."
"He's mine, though." Alice gave her a suspicious look. "You have literally every other boy at school texting you. Keep mine out of your DMs."
"Alice, how could you think so little of me?!"
"I'm just putting it out there."
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"I need you to know I pick you above everyone else," Prim said, her tone serious. "The boys come and go. Parents let us down. You and I? We're forever."
"Really?"
"Of course. Has it ever been anything other than you and me?"
"Well, here's to team Pralice, then."
"Team Pralice. Come on, you weirdo, let's get back to the boys."
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A couple hours later Prim went outside the club to get some fresh air after dancing for so long. Sitting on a bench, taking in the nose wrinkling aroma of the ocean, she was joined by Noel.
"Oh hey."
"Oh hey," he said. "It gets hot in there, doesn't it?"
"It definitely can. It doesn't help you're wearing a sweater."
"I didn't have anywhere to leave it. I suppose I should have dressed lighter."
"I suppose." Prim looked around. "Is Alice coming?"
"Oh, no, I just slipped out for some air. I saw you heading down, I hope you don't mind that I impose?"
"Is it really an imposition if we're on a double date? I should vet you. For Alice's sake."
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"Do you know where Prim went?" Jacob asked Alice.
"No, I saw her leave the dance floor but I lost her."
"Same. I feel like she's been gone a long time."
"I haven't seen Noel, either. Maybe we should text them." Alice pulled out her phone and sent a quick text to Alice asking where she was. It took a few moments before she got a reply saying she was just outside with Noel where it wasn't quite so hot. Jacob right behind her, Alice left the stuffy interior of the club to meet back up with the rest of their group.
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"It was really nice to get to talk to you," Noel said, pulling Prim in for a hug. "We should talk more."
"Um. Well, I'm sure we'll see each other frequently. We both love Alice, after all."
"Of course, of course. Which is why we should be friends."
"Right. Friends."
((prev)) ((next))
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eonni92 · 3 days ago
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I’ve never had a story gifted to me, and I am blown away by your thoughtfulness. This was everything I could have wished for and more. So so beautiful ❤️
If I have any talent at all in video editing, you far succeed me when it comes to the written word something I have very little skill with.
I was literally vibrating in my seat while reading this!
“According to the law, I am not family.”
A thunk beside Jihoon makes him jump, and he looks over to see the back of Hyeok’s head hitting the wall as Hyeok stares balefully at the ceiling, chuckling bitterly.
“And neither am I.”
Sobbing for these two men that want nothing more than to see their loved one and being denied because of ridiculous harmful legalities.
Hyeok has long considered Joowon family, but his inner turmoil over whether Joowon considers him family - Is he overstepping? Does Joowon even want him here? - to realizing Joowon was protecting him the whole time, was beautiful agony to read 🥹 and of course Hyeok is willing to fight tooth and nail to give his baby brother anything he wants.
JOOWON’S LUNATIC
This is canon to me now. Hyeok has Lee Dongsik saved in his phone as this forever and ever. Long after they’re married.
The undignified squeal I let out when I realized Han Joowon was talking to Park Jeongje was for real. I have a huge soft spot for my deer drawing man. Han Joowon and Park Jeongje have so much in common and yet not. Han Joowon and Park Jeongje both raised by abusive parents. Both feel so much guilt (even if Dongsik tries to absolve Joowon). I love seeing the compassion Joowon has for Jeongje.
“You’re not his guest. You’re mine, Park Jeongje-ssi.”
Does he look at Park Jeongje and see himself if he had made different choices?
Jaeyi as Joowon’s emergency contact BUT THE WHY OF IT ALL
And can we talk about the concert tickets for Kang Minjeong’s birthday because I can’t 😭
“It’s not a competition of who loves the other more, you know.”
“I certainly don’t want to lose.”
May Han Joowon never loose his competitive spirit!
From his position lying prone on the hospital bed, Joowon lets out a snort. “That man has ostentatious tastes. He’d do well to humble himself and expand his horizons.”
Oh Joowon… my baby… how far you have come
I could go on and on, but this already has too many words for my inarticulate self lol. I can only thank you with this poorly written but sincere response to this beautiful gift!
THANK YOU SO MUCH ❤️
“Noona!”
The sound of sneakers squeaking on the floor fills the eerily quiet corridor of the hospital as Jihoon skids to a halt in front of his sister.
He takes one look at the somber faces looking up at him, and immediately feels his body break out in a cold sweat as his stomach plummets. “Noona…?”
He hears how his own voice sounds small and shaky—not unlike the time when he was just a kid and he had just found out that he would be living with his big sister now as his legal guardian.
“He’s currently undergoing surgery,” Jihwa answers Jihoon’s unspoken question as she runs a hand distractedly through her hair, and Jihoon’s heart twists at how exhausted his sister sounds, not unlike all those nights she’d come home late from pulling double shifts to support them both because their mother had a new family.
The relief that instantly courses through Jihoon makes his body sag weakly as he falls onto the nearest seat, followed by the immediate dread that they’re not out of the woods just yet. “What happened?”
“Car accident,” Hyeok speaks up from beside him, and Jihoon can’t help but marvel at how calm the prosecutor sounds. Lawyers’ nerves must be made of steel, Jihoon muses.
He furrows his brows as the words sink in. “But…” Jihoon says slowly, “he always drives safely.”
“Yes. He does.” This time, Jihoon can detect the grim bitterness of Hyeok’s tone. “He wasn’t the problem.”
The seat across the hallway creaks as Jihwa flops down on it with a heavy sigh. “Drunk truck driver beating the red light crashed onto him at a crossroad. The other driver is also currently undergoing surgery at another operating room, and Dosoo-ya is conferring with the medical team there regarding the DUI case.”
“DUI…”
Jihoon trails off as his gaze finally lands on the lone man slumped over at the other end of the corridor. The fluorescent light directly above is flickering, casting the despondent figure in shadow.
“Dongsik-hyung…” Jihoon trembles. “Why are you here?”
He feels both Hyeok’s and Jihwa’s gazes turn to him in silent, outraged disbelief, and Jihoon swifty shakes his head.
“Why are you here—” Jihoon whispers as he gestures at the bleak corridor they’re all stuck in, “—and not in there with Joowon-hyung?”
He feels a hand on his knee, and his gaze snaps to his sister, who has reached across the hallway to touch him tenderly.
“Inspector Han is in critical care,” Jihwa tells him softly. “Strictly family only.”
Jihoon opens his mouth.
“And to answer your question, Jihoon-ah…”
The words die on Jihoon’s lips as Dongsik finally raises his head to meet Jihoon’s eyes.
Dongsik has never looked so—lifeless, like this.
Not since Yuyeon was finally cremated.
“According to the law, I am not family.”
A thunk beside Jihoon makes him jump, and he looks over to see the back of Hyeok’s head hitting the wall as Hyeok stares balefully at the ceiling, chuckling bitterly.
“And neither am I.”
The beeping pattern that has lulled her into a fitful sleep suddenly changes, and the sound breaks through the haze of her semi-consciousness.
Blearily, Jaeyi uncurls herself from the tiny sofa bed to peer at the monitors—and then at the patient to whom all of it is attached.
The drowsiness instantly disappears. “Inspector Han!” she gasps as she throws away the blanket draped over her legs and sways a bit on her feet from the dizziness of standing up too quickly. “You’re awake!”
Her instinct to go to him is immediately overridden by the memory of the nurses’ strict reminder to contact them as soon as the patient regains consciousness, and Jaeyi quickly reaches for the call button.
The fingers that curl around her wrist are weak, but insistent.
“Wait,” Joowon rasps, voice hoarse from being previously intubated during surgery. “Not yet.”
The herculean effort to speak seems to already drain so much out of Joowon that it makes Jaeyi relent. Instead, she pulls out a chair to sit close by his bedside. “How are you feeling?” she gently inquires, trying her best to mask her worry.
Joowon lolls his head to the side to look at her with a swollen face full of bruises and stitches, and manages to offer a small smile. “Like I was just crushed by a giant truck.”
Jaeyi smiles back tremblingly despite herself. “Your doctors don’t have to worry about psychological damage to your brain, considering your sense of humor remains the same.”
“Hilarious?”
“Non-existent.”
A soft gust of breath escapes Joowon’s lips before the laughter is quickly smothered by a grimace of pain. Jaeyi bites her lip anxiously. “Should I be calling the nurses now?”
“No,” Joowon repeats firmly, and Jaeyi is a little taken aback at how vehement he sounds. Joowon must have registered her surprise because he then quietly, shamefully confesses: “I don’t like being around medical professionals.”
Jaeyi’s eyebrows rise dubiously, but she holds her tongue, respectfully—smartly—waiting.
Eventually, Joowon takes a deep breath and, as if the admission pains him, closes his eyes as he explains:
“They were often at our house when I was a child. Their presence meant my mother has once again attempted to kill herself.”
Jaeyi doesn’t know if Joowon is keeping his eyes firmly shut for his benefit, or for hers. Either way, she is immensely grateful for it, because Joowon doesn’t need to see the cold waves of shock, rage, shared grief and unwanted pity that slams over her in quick succession, the vicious intensity knocking the breath out of her lungs.
Right now, Joowon needs her to be strong—so she will be.
“Would you like me to call someone else then?” she instead gently suggests. “Prosecutor Kwon has been waiting to hear from you.”
She pauses, letting the weight of her next words hold meaning as she softly adds: “And so is ahjussi.”
Joowon’s eyes flutter open.
And it takes Jaeyi’s breath away, the way Joowon’s entire countenance changes. His features soften, brows crinkling with concern, as he once again turns to her and worriedly asks:
“Has he eaten?”
And it says so much about how far Joowon has come in opening up his heart, because he now completely understands—and fluently speaks—the love language of Lee Dongsik.
She swallows against the lump that suddenly forms in her throat—and lies.
“Yes.”
“Ahjussi...”
“Jaeyi-ya? Why are you crying?”
“Ahjussi… I’m on my way to the hospital right now… please… you have to come…”
“Are you okay? What happened?”
“It’s—It’s Inspector Han.”
“… What? You—how—”
“I don’t know why, ahjussi, and I found out just now when the hospital called my number unexpectedly, but—Inspector Han listed me as his emergency contact.”
Not for the first time, Hyeok wonders how he somehow always finds himself sharing a table with all of these strange people.
It hasn’t been that long ago when they were all mere strangers to him—just another list of names in his ever-growing pile of case files.
Now, however…
Jaeyi arrives with a tray laden with so much food that it makes Hyeok’s eyes widen at how heavy it all looks. He scrambles to his feet and tries to help, but Jaeyi merely shoos him away, leaving him standing there awkwardly as she begins doling out the soup bowls.
“I can’t keep lying to Inspector Han,” Jaeyi proclaims resolutely, “so you all better eat.”
Dosoo peers at the huge serving bowl Jaeyi is ladling from. “Your budae jjigae looks much more appetizing than this, Jaeyi-ah.” He wrinkles his nose. “Smells much better too.”
“And no doubt tastes better too,” Jaeyi smoothly adds, which makes everyone at the table crack a smile for the first time in a long while. “But this is all the hospital cafeteria has to offer, and we have to eat this in honor of Inspector Han.”
Hyeok blinks. In honor of—
“It’s Joowon-hyung’s favorite,” Jihoon says softly when he sees Hyeok’s visible confusion. His voice is a little warbled, his eyes still red and puffy, shoulders trembling as he tries to stifle his silent sobs.
Tightly cradled in Jihoon’s hands is a letter envelope he’s clutching preciously close to his heart.
The sound of stainless steel scraping over wood pulls Hyeok’s attention, and he finds himself staring at a bowl of steaming budae jjigae that has been pushed towards him.
He looks up—and Dongsik smiles warmly at him.
“Eat, Prosecutor Kwon. Joowon-ie would have all of our heads if he finds out we’ve been starving you.”
No, he wouldn’t. He never used to care about whether or not I eat.
The bitter thought comes to him unbidden, and the sting of it makes his throat tighten.
He slowly returns to his seat as everyone at the table digs in, hunger finally overtaking worry and fatigue as the need to replenish their energy makes itself known if they are to continue their vigil.
It’s going to be a long night ahead for all of them.
Hyeok stares at the bowl in front of him as he cycles through his haphazard thoughts, desperately trying to reconcile what everyone else is telling him with what he knows.
Han Joowon hates any food with broth. He hates Korean food. He hates anything that has to do with Korea, because he has always hated coming back here.
Because all of it reminded him of his father.
When did all of that change? Do I even know him at this point?
Who even am I to Han Joowon?
“Don’t take it against him.”
Hyeok nearly leaps out of his skin—since when does Lee Dongsik have the power to read minds?
There’s a knowing glint in the other man’s eyes as Dongsik smirks at him.  “And don’t take it against her either,” Dongsik adds as he juts his chin towards Jaeyi, who looks startled at being singled out. “You know why Joowon-ie couldn’t have made you his emergency contact, Prosecutor Kwon.”
No, he thinks sourly, I don’t.
The table falls silent as Dongsik continues to slurp and chew with gusto, oblivious to the sudden tension in the air. Unable to take it anymore, Jihwa lets out an exasperated sigh and Dongsik jumps beside her.
Hyeok’s mouth quirks despite himself; Jihwa appears to have kicked Dongsik under the table.
“What?” Dongsik grumbles as Jihwa tilts her head meaningfully towards Hyeok. “He knows he once worked for Han Kihwan, that’s why Joowon-ie is publicly distancing himself from Prosecutor Kwon.”
Chills run down Hyeok’s spine. Whatever he’s been expecting, it isn’t this.
Slapping him across the face would have hurt far less.
“Ahjussi,” Jaeyi says softly. “You should word that better.”
Dongsik looks up from his bowl and finally realizes all eyes are on him. He swallows the mouthful he’s been chewing and eventually fixates his gaze on Hyeok.
Beneath the table, Hyeok’s tightly balled fists are shaking.
Dongsik puts his chopsticks down.
“Emergency contact records are private data that can only be accessed in crises situations by healthcare providers or by authorized representatives. And that includes family.”
Dongsik pauses to let the weight of his next words sink in.
“Han Joowon’s actual family.”
Dongsik spits the word out like vile poison—and the realization slams upon Hyeok.
“The public records of you consistently meeting with Han Kihwan were plenty. Aside from the official logs at his office and the traceable calls and messages on both your phones, there were a significant number of CCTV cameras proving you had been meeting with him even well beyond office doors and office hours. You had even been spotted several times at the Han residence.”
Hyeok’s blood runs cold—because he suddenly, truly understands.
He does know Han Joowon. Far, far too well.
“Han Kihwan is currently undergoing appeals to lighten his sentence,” Dongsik is saying. “And one of the ways he can do that—“
“—is if he can prove he has an accomplice,” Hyeok finishes quietly.
Their table has become a silent, unwitting audience to the tense stalemate between them. The rigid set of Dongsik’s shoulders suddenly sags, and Hyeok knows, with a pang in his chest, that the hell on earth brought upon by Han Kihwan is still burning.
And at the center of the pyre—are Han Joowon and Lee Dongsik.
“Han Kihwan knows he can’t beat you, Prosecutor Kwon.” Hyeok’s gaze is arrested by the way Dongsik reaches for his water glass and lets out a humorless chuckle. “Nor can he defeat the son that you raised. He knows far too well that you are both far too smart for him. So instead, he’ll do the next best thing.”
Dongsik takes a swig from the glass, wipes his mouth with back of his hand, and slams the glass back down on the table, spilling water everywhere.
“Han Kihwan is going to bring you down with him, Prosecutor Kwon.”
There’s a reason, Hyeok abruptly realizes with terrified awe, why Lee Dongsik is Han Joowon’s chosen partner. Why Lee Dongsik has never feared the pyre Han Kihwan has lit.
“And Han Joowon will never let that happen.”
Those are the eyes of a lunatic who will follow Han Joowon straight into hell.
“Can I see him?”
“Name, please?”
“Lee Dongsik.”
“Relation to the patient?”
“I’m his partner.”
“… Han Joowon-nim’s business partner?”
“His partner. He’s listed as my dependent on my medical insurance.”
“… I’m sorry Lee Dongsik-nim, but unless you’re listed as Han Joowon-nim’s emergency contact, the hospital cannot let you inside critical care because the NHIS doesn’t recognize your claim.”
“The fuck am I letting you stop me from—”
“It’s alright, nurse, I’ll take it from here.”
“Get your hands off me, Prosecutor Kwon! I have every right to—!”
“She’s right, Lee Dongsik-ssi. According to the law, you are not Joowon’s family.”
Gwangyoung pulls a grimace as soon as he takes a sip from the styrofoam cup. “Coffee from vending machines always tastes terrible.”
Ohsub rolls his eyes. “Seoul has made you even more pretentious, Senior Inspector Hwang.”
“Caffeine is still caffeine,” Dosoo says tiredly as he drinks from his own cup. “God knows we all need it right now.”
Jihwa silently agrees as she feels the night’s exhaustion seeping through her bones. She turns to Seonnyeo and musters up the strength to offer her a small smile. “How’s Huimangie?”
“I dropped her off at my parents’ place before coming here.” Seonnyeo returns the smile, and once again Jihwa marvels at the calm and comfort Seonnyeo radiates; there’s no one else more suited to motherhood. “Dosoo-ya will pick her up tomorrow since his shift at work is later than mine.”
Jihwa’s features soften. “You didn’t need to come tonight.”
Seonnyeo’s own gaze is kind but firm. “I wanted to.”
“And we needed her expertise,” Dosoo pipes up, a note of pride in his voice as he beams at his wife.
“So,” Ohsub leans forward in his seat, and all the police officers gathered around the hospital vending machine instantly snap to attention. “What do we know so far?”
Seonnyeo flips through the case file in her hand and begins to explain. “According to the records of the company he’s working for, the truck driver had been going through his usual route at his usual delivery time, so there was nothing out of the ordinary in his routine tonight.”
“Except for the fact that his medical records reveal that his blood alcohol concentration was at 0.306% at the time of the collision,” Dosoo remarks dryly.
Gwangyoung whistles lowly. “That’s the highest ever recorded number for a DUI case in history. Even if he survives tonight’s surgery—”
“Gwangyoung-ah,” Jihwa warns.
“I’m just saying,” Gwangyoung raises his hands in appeasement. “After he recovers, he’ll definitely be going to jail.”
“There’s something strange about the truck driver though,” Seonnyeo murmurs, lost in thought as she peruses the case file; Jihwa has to prompt her gently with a hand on her arm to encourage her to share her theories.
“A BAC of 0.250 to 0.399% is a dangerously high level of intoxication. It can already cause alcohol poisoning and even loss of consciousness.”
She turns to her husband. “We’re going to need to access the truck’s dashboard camera to be sure, but with this level of BAC, it’s entirely possible that the driver actually fell asleep at the wheel.”
“Which explains why he didn’t stop at the red light,” Dosoo affirms.
“Doesn’t really help his case,” Gwangyoung mutters, “although the defense can lobby that at least he didn’t purposely beat the red light.”
Seonnyeo bites her lip.
Ohsub sees her obvious hesitance and sighs. “Just say it, Officer Im.”
Instead, Seonnyeo turns to Jihwa and wordlessly hands over the case file to her.
Jihwa skims through the company records. “The truck driver has been consistent in his routine,” she comments. “No previous records of any road violations whatsoever.”
“Exactly,” Seonnyeo’s relief shows on her face when Jihwa confirms her observations. “If he knew he had a delivery route to go through tonight, why would he purposely get himself drunk before his shift?”
“Not just simply drunk,” Dosoo grumbles. “It’s like he ingested a whole liquor store with that amount of alcohol in his system.”
“It’s almost suicidal.”
Everyone turns to Jihwa at her somber words.
“But if he wanted to kill himself,” she says quietly as she sees the alarming BAC numbers for herself, “why would he go through such a roundabout way of doing it…”
She looks up and catches Ohsub’s penetrating gaze.
“… through crashing into another vehicle?”
Ohsub’s eyes narrow. “Inspector Oh—are you suggesting foul play?”
Jihwa shakes her head slowly. “There’s not enough evidence.” Not yet. “But if it is, then…”
She turns to her partner, and it’s a testament to how long and how well they work together that Dosoo’s face immediately clears as the realization hits him at the same time.
“… it falls to our jurisdiction,” Jihwa concludes quietly.
A tense silence abruptly settles in the air.
“A case for the Violent Crimes Unit,” Dosoo confirms grimly, “for attempted murder.”
“Remember that highly controversial case that no one else is taking?”
“… You’re seriously calling me in the middle of the night to talk about this?”
“I’m taking it.”
“Why—you—first of all, they can’t afford you.”
“I’m taking it pro bono.”
“You’re—Prosecutor Kwon, you do realize what this will mean for your career?”
“Yes. I absolutely do.”
“This is career suicide.”
“Good. I’m ready to be reborn.”
“… What are you saying?”
“Tell the client I’m ready to meet them.”
“It’s the middle of the god damned night!”
“Wake them.”
Jaeyi blinks when she returns to the table she has just cleared and sees it devoid of its previous occupants—save for one.
“Where did everyone go?”
“Prosecutor Kwon went outside to take a business call.” Jihwa runs a hand through her hair distractedly as she offers Jaeyi a reassuring smile. “I think I saw Dongsik-ie following him.”
She steps closer as Jaeyi takes some paper towels and begins wiping down the table, much to Jihwa’s amusement; Jaeyi doesn’t really have to since this isn’t her restaurant, but Jihwa supposes habits are hard to break, and Jaeyi will always have a butcher shop owner’s penchant for sanitation.
“Everyone else hurried to Inspector Han’s room,” Jihwa adds as she takes a paper towel for herself and starts to help. “They were all way too excited to learn that Inspector Han is finally going to be relocated from critical care to general medical care and can now receive visitors.”
It makes Jaeyi crack a smile. “I can imagine Inspector Han may be annoyed enough to actually speed up his recovery just so he won’t have to deal with any more of their well-meaning nagging.”
Jihwa chuckles. “Well, if there’s anyone who can achieve the impossible, it’s Han Joowon.”
Her remark is only met with silence, prompting her to look up. She stops, tilts her head thoughtfully, and softly asks:
“You know why it’s you, don’t you?”
Jaeyi pauses. Her bun has become loose and her bangs are falling in front of her eyes, making it easy for Jaeyi to deliberately avoid Jihwa’s searching gaze.
“Of course I do. I was the only logical choice left.”
Jihwa raises her eyebrows when Jaeyi starts rubbing at a non-existent stain on the table with much more vigor than is necessary. “We all know it should have been Prosecutor Kwon or Dongsik-ahjussi, but Han Kihwan remains to be a fucking bastard even from behind bars,” Jaeyi bites out.
Jihwa’s mouth quirks; Jaeyi will find no disagreement with her there.
“But I also understand,” Jaeyi says quietly, “why it couldn’t have been anyone else.”
She stops and leans heavily with the heel of her palms on the table.
“It should’ve been you too, eonnie, but you and Jihoon-ie have to look out for each other too, and you’re already each other’s emergency contact. Everyone else is either affianced, married, has kids, or—”
The next words catch in Jaeyi’s throat. She takes a deep, shaky breath.
“Or has parents to take care of.”
There’s a profound sadness and resignation in Jaeyi’s eyes when she finally looks up to meet Jihwa’s gaze.
“So I understand why Inspector Han chose me, out of everyone. It couldn’t have been anyone else other than the only one of us who has no family left to lose.”
Just like him is left unsaid, but heavily understood.
There’s a soft intake of breath when Jihwa places her hand over Jaeyi’s, gentling the tightness of her fingers by threading theirs together.
“Inspector Han chose you,” Jihwa says softly, “because he knew without a doubt that it’s Dongsik-ie you would call first.”
Jihwa reaches out to tuck stray wisps of Jaeyi’s hair behind her ear, revealing Jaeyi’s beautiful eyes, shimmering with the tears she’s desperately trying to hold back.
“He also knew that you would not make any important medical decisions without consulting with Prosecutor Kwon first.”
Tenderly, she caresses Jaeyi’s cheek with the back of her hand; her fingers feel cold and wet as Jaeyi closes her eyes and the tears begin to fall from beneath those long lashes.
“And Inspector Han knew that just like you always have, you’d find a way to gather all of us here together—for him.”
Jihwa is ready for it, her arms already open to catch Jaeyi as she finally collapses against Jihwa, her whole frame shaking with broken sobs, the weight of everything she’s been carrying since receiving the call from the hospital finally crashing down on her.
Jihwa gathers her close; Jaeyi tightens her arms around Jihwa’s waist and buries her face in Jihwa’s neck to hide her tears.
“Uri Jaeyi. Han Jowoon chose you because you are our home. Because even someone like Han Joowon knows…”
Jihwa presses her mouth against Jaeyi’s hair and murmurs:
“Home is where he will always find his family.”
“Prosecutor Kwon.”
Hyeok stiffens at the all too familiar voice behind him. “I have to go,” he mutters quickly and ends the call.
He pockets his mobile phone, takes a deep breath, and turns around.
The lone, imposing figure at the top of the stairs is watching him, silhouette backlighted by the harsh, bluish-gray lights coming from the hospital doors from which he has just exited.
Hyeok swallows. “There’s—somewhere I need to be.”
Dongsik considers him for a long moment. “I know for a fact that you’re not going home,” he finally says quietly. “What’s so important that you need to leave in the middle of the night?”
“Work.”
Hyeok determinedly holds Dongsik’s gaze. He isn’t lying.
“I see.”
Dongsik makes his way slowly down the stairs of the hospital entrance and stops right in front Hyeok.
And it takes Hyeok’s breath away when Dongsik’s entire countenance changes at his next words—as if the weight of the world has finally been lifted from his shoulders as he regards Hyeok with a gentle smile.
“Uri Joowon-ie is finally transferred to general medical care,” Dongsik tells him softly. “He’s asking for you.”
The unexpected revelation sends Hyeok reeling as he sways on his feet. “Good—that’s good,” he stammers. “Tell him—”
Tell him he’s an idiot, tell him he doesn’t need to protect me because that’s my job, because I’m the big brother even though he has never, ever accepted me as his , because it’s my job to give him everything he needs and this, this is the one thing I can do for him, so tell him—
“Tell him… I have work to do.”
Hyeok adamantly tries his best to not flinch under Dongsik’s penetrating, piercing gaze.
Please, he silently, desperately begs. Please let me do this.
“Okay,” Dongsik assents, much to Hyeok’s surprise. “But before you go, Jihoon-ie asked me to give you this.”
Hyeok watches as Dongsik reaches inside his own jacket pocket. He takes something out and hands it over to Hyeok.
He immediately recognizes what it is—and his throat tightens when he sees his own name written on it.
“Uri Joowon-ie made sure you have one, too.”
Dongsik smiles at him.
“Looks like you’re stuck with us, Prosecutor Kwon.”
“Please make sure to feed that idiot too.”
Jaeyi’s mouth quirks, knowing she doesn’t need to clarify who it is. “I promise to feed them all. I think I saw some budae jjigae at the hospital cafeteria earlier.”
She pauses, considering. “Does he even like budae jjigae?”
From his position lying prone on the hospital bed, Joowon lets out a snort. “That man has ostentatious tastes. He’d do well to humble himself and expand his horizons.”
Jaeyi clamps her mouth shut as she tries not to smile at the absolute irony of that statement coming from Han Joowon, of all people. “He really is the one who raised you.”
She grins when Joowon glares at her the best he can from beneath all those bandages. “Speaking of Prosecutor Kwon,” she adds, “he told me something interesting about you.”
“Dear god,” Joowon mutters.
Jaeyi laughs. “He actually talks very fondly of you, you know,” she reveals, smiling a little sadly at the way Joowon looks at her in disbelief. “He told me that you’re eligible for citizenship in England.”
Joowon’s gaze is contemplative as Jaeyi lets the weight of the implication settle between them. “Why are you bringing this up?” he quietly asks.
Jaeyi hesitates. “It’s legal there, isn’t it?” She bites her lip. “If you and ahjussi ever were to get married.”
It’s the way Joowon’s expression remains impassive and unsurprised that tells it all.
This is not the first time it has occurred to him.
“Ahjussi fought hard to be in here,” Jaeyi tells him softly, choosing not to expound on how Hyeok had to physically restrain Dongsik from charging through the doors of critical care. “He fought so hard for his right as your partner.”
“But according to the law, he is not my family.”
Jaeyi swallows at the way Joowon tonelessly repeats Hyeok’s earlier statement nearly word for word. “He can be.”
Joowon turns his head on the pillow to look straight into her eyes. She holds his gaze as the smile she gives him is bittersweet. “He can be your rightful family in England. That’s why I’m bringing it up.”
“I’m not going to do that to him.”
That is certainly not the fierce declaration Jaeyi expects. “What?”
The wires and tubes connected to his body all jangle at the heavy sigh Joowon heaves. “I’m not going to bring Lee Dongsik to England.”
Jaeyi furrows her brows. “Why not?”
The smile Joowon offers her with his wounded and bruised lips is gentle and warm. “Because Manyang butcher shop doesn’t exist there.”
It feels like Jaeyi has been stabbed straight through her heart.
“I love him.” Joowon’s no-nonsense statement is powerful in its simplicity and sincerity. “And it is my sole purpose in life to make him happy.”
Whatever doubts Jaeyi had in the past about Han Joowon being deserving of Lee Dongsik’s love and devotion is now completely obliterated in the wake of this vow.
Because Han Joowon isn’t just someone who will move heaven and earth for Lee Dongsik.
“I will never take Lee Dongsik away from his own family.”
For Lee Dongsik, Han Joowon will go through hell.
There’s a sharp intake of breath from Gwangyoung. “Attempted murder?”
“Wait.” Jihoon finally speaks up in disbelief at the direction of the discussion and the unwanted gravity of the implication. “Why are we even considering foul play?”
His sister then looks straight at her boss, who’s startled by her sharp gaze.
Ohsub clears his throat. “As you may all very well know, as police officers, we have the duty and responsibility to avoid speculation without hard evidence.”
Jihwa crosses her arms—and Jihoon recognizes that look immediately.
It’s the look of his big sister—the woman of the house—not letting anyone get away with any bullshit.
Ohsub purses his lips and finally relents.
“Ever since I’ve been promoted to Superintendent,” he begins hesitantly, “I’ve been rubbing elbows with a lot of higher ups in the force, and I’ve been privy to a lot of their conversations. Even the ones they never meant for me to hear.”
He turns to face Jihoon gravely. “They all hate Inspector Han.”
Jihoon frowns, instinctively defensive. “Joowon-hyung is not a bad cop.”
“Inspector Han is indeed a very, very good cop,” Dosoo easily agrees; Jihoon furrows his brows, noting the austerity of Dosoo’s tone in what’s supposed to be praise.
“Inspector Han follows the letter of the law and enacts justice on everyone without exception,” Seonnyeo says quietly. “Not even his own self. Not even the one person he loves beyond all measure.”
They fall silent at her words. Dosoo intertwines their fingers together in empathetic solidarity.
“Not even,” Jihwa adds quietly, “his own father.”
“Not even the wealthiest and most powerful cop in the country borne out of a law enforcement dynasty spanning four generations,” Ohsub clarifies morosely. “The Han family network is a systemic power that’s vast and deeply rooted in the force. It’s how they kept the power in the family for decades.”
Ohsub looks grimly at them.
“And Inspector Han just dismantled it all.”
Jihoon’s gaze is arrested by the way Jihwa leans her head back against the wall at her apprehensive words. “It’s always been an open secret that the Han family dynasty had steadily built and strengthened their influence within the Korean National Police Agency until the third of their generation finally reached the very top.”
“Only to be brought down by their own fourth generation.” Dosoo presses his lips together. “The best and smartest of them all.”
Jihoon swallows. “Han Joowon,” he whispers.
Ohsub sighs and rubs his eyebrows tiredly. “Han Kihwan had his dirty fingers dipped in a lot of pies and had plenty of cronies in the force, most of whom lost significant power after his arrest.”
“I bet they lost a hell of a lot of money too,” Gwangyoung mutters.
Ohsub inclines his head in agreement at the point. “Which means Inspector Han has an ever growing list of enemies, and all of them are in the police force.”
“And word on the grapevine is that they’re planning to take him out.”
Jihoon holds his breath at his sister’s words as she looks at him straight in the eye.
“Through whatever means necessary.”
Jihoon’s hands curl into fists as he turns back to Ohsub. “Hyung—Superintendent Kwak—can’t you report them?”
“For what? Talking smack about a coworker?” Ohsub snorts bitterly. “I can’t even record their conversations because it won’t hold up in any court, and I have no evidence of them actually acting on their threats.”
“Until now,” Seonnyeo interjects quietly. “We don’t have any evidence for the act just yet, nor do we have any leads for an actual suspect, but we certainly have plenty of motive for the attempted murder of Han Joowon.”
Finally putting it into actual words makes the declaration weigh heavily upon all of them.
“Wouldn’t his father protect him?”
Everyone turns to Jihoon at his despaired whisper. “Joowon-hyung is still his family.” He looks at them all desperately. “How much of a monster would Han Kihwan be to allow his own son to be killed?”
His throat tightens as his sister leans forward and lets her face fall into her hands.“In the recording Inspector Han submitted, Lee Changjin can be heard asking Han Kihwan if he’s willing to kill his own son.”
Jihoon watches as Jihwa slicks her hair back, lips pressed tight at the mention of her abominable ex-husband. “It’s corroborated by Lee Changjin’s own statement afterward, when he confessed.”
“And later on, after Han Kihwan’s arrest,” Dosoo adds somberly, “Dongsik-hyung and Inspector Han separately submitted their own statements about what really happened that night at the Han residence.”
“And their statements matched,” Ohsub affirms.
Jihoon swallows.
“Han Kihwan pointed a gun at his own son’s head,” Jihwa viciously reveals, a quiet rage simmering beneath the bitten out words. “A loaded gun. With the safety off.”
She screws her eyes shut as she fights to calm her breathing. “We don’t know if Han Kihwan is the one behind this attempted murder—”
“Allegedly,” Ohsub firmly interjects.
“—on Han Joowon’s life,” Jihwa finishes anyway. “What we do know for certain is that even if he isn’t, Han Kihwan is the kind of father who doesn’t care whether or not his son dies, if it means saving his own ass.”
The resounding silence is suffocating.
“Dongsik-hyung should know.”
The loud, bitter laughter Jihwa lets out at Jihoon’s quiet declaration startles everyone in their seats. “No. Dongsik-ie absolutely should not know. There’s a very good reason Inspector Han did not list him as his emergency contact.”
“Emergency contacts are accessible by police authorities during criminal investigations,” Ohsub explains grimly. “Killing Inspector Han is like killing two birds with one stone, because it opens up a case.”
Jihoon feels like he’s going insane at how he can actually follow the deranged train of thought. “And it allows cops access to private records, including that of Dongsik-hyung, if he’s listed as Joowon-hyung’s emergency contact.”
“Yes,” Ohsub affirms. “Because everyone in the force also knows that Inspector Han didn’t bring down Han Kihwan singlehandedly.”
“He had a partner,” Jihwa says quietly, “in Lee Dongsik.”
Jihoon stares at them, unwilling to accept what they’re all implying. “Are you saying that Dongsik-hyung needs to be protected?”
“No,” Ohsub says wryly, “the problem is precisely the opposite.”
“Lee Dongsik brought down the most powerful cop in the country and put an end to a family dynasty just to bring justice to Lee Yuyeon.” The look his sister gives Jihoon is tinged with a strange mixture of bittersweet sadness and fearful trepidation. “How far do you think Lee Dongsik is willing to go this time just to bring justice to Han Joowon?”
Jihoon inhales sharply.
“The whole world,” Jihwa quietly declares, “might as well burn.”
“The damn truck driver is alive?!”
“Currently in surgery as we speak. Apparently that bastard Han Joowon swerved just enough in time to avoid most of the impact.”
“Pests really are such a headache to exterminate.”
“What are we going to do if the driver talks?”
“What’s he gonna say? He can’t prove that we drugged him.”
“And Han Joowon? There are so many other ways to get rid of that pest, why are we doing it this way?”
“It’s fitting, isn’t it? The father had been brought down by a DUI. It’s poetic that we bring down the son in exactly the same way.”
“Doesn’t Joowon-hyung deserve that?”
Jihoon’s hands are tightly fisted on his lap as he looks up at his sister. “After having a father who won’t think twice about throwing his own son into hell, doesn’t Joowon-hyung deserve to have someone who will instead burn the world for him?”
Everyone falls silent at his breathless question. Jihwa tilts her head to one side, watching him thoughtfully.
“Yes,” she finally assents. “He does.”
Jihoon stares at the way his sister unexpectedly smiles.
“Just—not right now,” Jihwa comments dryly, “while Dongsik-ie is still under probation.”
Jihoon blinks.
Dosoo grins wryly, backing up his partner. “Dongsik-hyung can’t protect or fight alongside Inspector Han if he ends up in prison.”
Whatever Jihoon is about to say next dies on his lips as everyone’s attention is arrested when the doors to critical care suddenly swing open—
—and out walks Jaeyi.
Everyone scrambles to their feet in surprise, anxiously watching her amble towards them with unsteady steps; Jihoon notes how she has her arms wrapped tightly around herself, the tremors in her frame betraying how she’s fiercely trying to control her quiet sobs.
Jihoon feels the ground reeling beneath his feet, dreading the absolute worst. “Noona…?”
Slowly, Jaeyi raises her head, and Jihoon’s chest twists achingly at the sight of her: Jaeyi’s clothes are rumpled, her hair is disheveled, her eyes are haggard and red from crying—
And she’s staring straight at Jihoon.
“Inspector Han is awake. You’re the first person he’s asking to see.”
From his peripheral vision, Jihoon sees the way his sister sharply turns to him in undisguised alarm.
“Me?” Jihoon breathes, heart in his throat. “Why me?”
With shaking hands, Jaeyi reaches inside her jacket and takes out a letter envelope.
The smile she offers Jihoon is trembling.
“He wants you to have this.”
“Did you even calculate the route correctly?”
“The timing of the crash was supposed to be perfect. We even planted the road detours they were both forced to take and timed the traffic lights to malfunction at the precise intersection.”
“It should’ve been enough to indict the truck driver for beating the red light. He was supposed to be our scapegoat.”
“Except the idiot actually lost consciousness. The spiked alcohol in his system was way too potent.”
“Go through the crash site and get rid of the dashboard camera so it can’t be submitted as evidence.”
“We can’t.”
“What do you mean we can’t?”
“Someone got to the footage first.”
“Who the fuck would want that footage?”
“That meddlesome fool from Team One of Munju Police Station’s Violent Crimes Unit. Assistant Inspector Kang Dosoo.”
This is what a heart attack must feel like, Jaeyi thinks as she rushes forward in a panic, heart hammering violently against her ribs.
“Inspector Han!”
She shrieks, a hand firmly on Joowon’s bandaged chest to stop him from rising from the hospital bed; the insistent warning beeping of all the machines connected to his body isn’t helping her already jangled nerves. “Please let me call the nurses now.”
“Officer Oh,” Joowon says hoarsely instead, and it makes Jaeyi’s gaze snap up to him in surprise. “I need to find Officer Oh.”
Jaeyi furrows her brows. “… Jihoon-ie?” Tendrils of worry color her tone as a creeping sense of dread begins to overtake her at the completely unexpected name.
“Please,” Joowon whispers as he lies back on his bed, and it’s a testament to how utterly weak his current state is that he can’t even put up a physical fight against Jaeyi.
It makes her simultaneously ache for him and feel utterly enraged on his behalf.
“Please find him,” Joowon is begging her. “I need to give something to him.”
Jaeyi squeezes her eyes shut. Calm. Inspector Han needs you to be calm, damn it. “Okay,” she relents, “but only if you behave and stay still.”
He has the absolute audacity to smirk at her. “All right, mother.”
“I am not—!”
Jaeyi takes a deep lungful of breath and lets it out slowly as she runs her hands over her face. “Dear god, ahjussi really is the only one who can match your insanity,” Jaeyi mutters between her fingers.
Joowon blinks at her innocently.
Jaeyi scowls. “Fine. What is it that you need to give to Jihoon-ie?”
“It’s in my coat—”
“I just told you to stay still—”
Joowon seems to finally take pity on her—that, or the way she inadvertently pitches her tone incredibly high with worry really does sound like a mother scolding her wayward son. “Forgive me,” he murmurs, looking appropriately chastised. “I just—need to know it’s there.”
Jaeyi sighs, heart softening despite herself. “I think the nurses put away the clothes you were wearing—”
—when you almost died and we almost lost you—
“—when they found you. I’ll see if I can find your coat.”
Joowon is compliantly quiet and still as Jaeyi turns her back on him. She rummages through the pile of clothes she vaguely remembers that the nurses have set aside by the bedside drawers when they first wheeled in the hospital bed—with Han Joowon lying on it deathly still.
Jaeyi firmly presses her lips together and staunchly refuses to let her attention linger on the bloodstains still caked on the clothes, refusing to even think about how much blood Joowon has actually lost.
She inwardly vows to get rid of the stains before Dongsik finds them. She refuses to think about what will happen if he does.
Maybe she should just burn the clothes entirely, before Dongsik ends up burning something else.
“Yoo Jaeyi-ssi,” Joowon speaks up softly from behind her, pulling her wandering thoughts back to the task at hand.
She finds the coat at the bottom of the pile, the dark color thankfully camouflaging whatever bloodstains still managed to splatter on the outer piece of clothing.
“It’s inside the pocket,” Joowon murmurs. “You’ll find a letter envelope.”
Jaeyi begins patting down the coat and reaches inside the first pocket she finds.
She ends up pulling out Joowon’s wallet. It falls open just as she fully intends to put it aside.
Jaeyi stares.
She recognizes the background with how often she’s been at Okcheon lake. She recognizes that it’s summer too, with how clear the skies are and how glaringly bright the sun is shining, as well as the thin tank top worn for the heat.
It’s the way Lee Dongsik is looking back at her that takes her breath away.
His curls are caught in a frozen summer breeze—it’s obviously been a while since this photo has been taken, since Dongsik hasn’t had his haircut yet in this one. The sunshine from above highlights the fond glow of his eyes as he looks lovingly at the camera, the corners of his mouth softened by a tender smile.
It doesn’t take a genius to figure out who has taken the photo. There’s only one person in the entire world whom Dongsik ever looks at like this.
Like he’s looking at a piece of paradise—his deliverance and salvation all at once.
Like Lee Dongsik has finally been allowed inside the elusive gates of heaven.
“Did you find it?”
Jaeyi drops the wallet on the bedside table as if it scalds her. “I—no—a letter envelope right,” she stammers, feeling weirdly guilty about accidentally discovering what she knows for sure is meant to be kept private.
“Yes.” Joowon sounds amused. “It’s in the other pocket.”
“Right.” Jaeyi responds distractedly. Pull yourself together, she silently admonishes herself. “Here, I think I found it.”
Her fingers close upon the envelope and pulls it out.
Behind her, she hears Joowon draw a sharp intake of breath. “Can you check if it’s all there?”
Jaeyi blinks. Check what?
She opens the envelope—and is entirely taken aback to see all of their names printed on each one.
Han Joowon. Lee Dongsik. Oh Jihoon. Oh Jihwa. Yoo Jaeyi. Hwang Gwangyoung. Kang Dosoo. Im Seonnyeo. Kwak Ohsub.
Her eyebrows rise at the last name she finds.
Kwon Hyeok.
Slowly, Jaeyi turns around to face Joowon once more, the envelope carefully cradled in her hands.
She’s thoroughly nonplussed.
“Concert tickets?”
Joowon looks relieved. “Music festival tickets, to be precise,” he clarifies. “Officer Oh told me that he once promised to take her when he was still an idol trainee, because he wanted to perform for her at a music festival when he debuted. Unfortunately his idol career fell through, so he wasn’t able to fulfill his promise to her.”
Jaeyi’s brows crinkle in confusion. “Her…?”
“I figured the timing is now right,” Joowon murmurs, “considering the date of the festival.”
Jaeyi’s gaze falls back to the tickets. She takes one out—the one with her own name printed on it—and inspects it carefully.
Her knees suddenly wobble and she falls back to her seat as soon as she recognizes the date. Her hand flies to her mouth to silence the shocked cry that threatens to burst forth.
“It’s a celebration,” Joowon says softly, “of Kang Minjeong’s birthday.”
“ Kang Dosoo? No wonder he sounds familiar. That’s one of the names.”
“What names?”
“On the tickets Han Joowon bought from me.”
“Lee Dongsik.”
Hyeok feels the other man’s eyes on him as he carefully pockets the ticket close to his heart.
His hands are surprisingly steady.
“Find the fuckers who hurt our Joowon,” he whispers fiercely, “and leave the rest to me.”
The iron grip on his arm is unyielding when he turns to leave.
“Hyeok-ah,” Dongsik hisses through gritted teeth. “What the hell are you planning to do?”
Hyeok’s gaze travels from Dongsik’s hand all the way up to his eyes. Privately he notes that the fire burning in that gaze is flaring much in the same way as Joowon’s eyes once did when he implored Hyeok to cut off the rotten rope tying him to Han Kihwan.
It’s almost like looking into the eyes of another brother.
“I told you inside that hospital that according to the law, you are not Han Joowon’s family.”
It satisfies Hyeok immensely to see Dongsik looking so unsettled and taken aback at the slow, wolfish grin that creeps across Hyeok’s face.
After all, Lee Dongsik may be forgetting who actually raised Han Joowon.
“It’s time to change the law.”
Supreme Court recognizes rights of same-sex couples to receive spousal health insurance coverage
Korea's Supreme Court recognized new rights for same-sex couples Thursday, saying the state must provide health insurance for a gay man's partner in a landmark ruling that left activists weeping for joy.
"National Health Insurance should recognize spousal insurance coverage for same-sex couples," the court ruled, with activists breaking into cheers as the verdict was read out.
The verdict, which cannot be appealed as it comes from the country's highest court, means common-law spouses of the same sex can now register as dependents on their partners' health insurance.
"It is discrimination based on sexual orientation to exclude the couple just because they are same-sex," the court ruled.
"It is a discriminatory act that violates human dignity and values, the right to pursue happiness, freedom of privacy, and the right to be equal before the law, and the degree of infringement is serious."
JOOWON’S LUNATIC Text Message
JOOWON’S LUNATIC Common-law spouses?
What happened to hi, hello, good evening? Do old men like you really forget your manners as you age?
JOOWON’S LUNATIC Hi, hello, good evening Prosecutor Kwon. I’m also only six years older than you, you little shit. Common-law spouses?
De Facto Marriage in legal terms, yeah
My client sued the National Health Insurance Service because it terminated benefits for his partner after discovering they were a gay couple
The NHIS is legally required to grant spousal coverage benefits even to common-law partners, and both the Seoul High Court and the Supreme Court mandated that the NHIS reinstate my client’s dependent benefits
JOOWON’S LUNATIC I didn’t know De Facto Marriage in our country was also applicable to queer couples
It is now
JOOWON’S LUNATIC I see
JOOWON’S LUNATIC So how exactly can a De Facto Marriage be legally established under the law?
(i) Mutual intent to form a marital relationship
(ii) The existence of substance of marital life
JOOWON’S LUNATIC Can you possibly elaborate on that without all the legal mumbo jumbo?
You know, normally I charge clients for consultations like this
By the hour
JOOWON’S LUNATIC Eh, just put it on your brother’s tab
The court looks into various factors such as the duration of cohabitation, the existence of a marriage ceremony, and relationship with other family members
My client already had a public ceremony with his partner three years ago, which was attended by all of their friends and family, and they’ve also been living together since way before the wedding
JOOWON’S LUNATIC So you’re saying the relationship needs to be publicized as akin to an actual marriage
Yeah, basically
JOOWON’S LUNATIC I see
JOOWON’S LUNATIC Prosecutor Kwon
JOOWON’S LUNATIC Prosecutor Kwon
JOOWON’S LUNATIC Hyeok-ah
For the love of god Lee Dongsik it is three in the fucking morning and I have a court hearing in five hours STOP BLOWING UP MY NOTIFICATIONS I NEED TO SLEEP
JOOWON’S LUNATIC How do you feel about officiating our wedding ceremony?
JOOWON’S LUNATIC Are you there? Yah, did you actually fall asleep on me?
JOOWON’S LUNATIC Prosecutor Kwon
JOOWON’S LUNATIC Prosecutor Kwonnn
JOOWON’S LUNATIC Hyeok-ahhhhh
I’m putting all of this on your husband’s tab
Also
It’s about damn time
“What made you say yes?”
“Technically, he said yes.”
“It’s not a competition of who loves the other more, you know.”
“I certainly don’t want to lose.”
“So that’s why you asked him? The last time we talked, you were adamant about keeping your distance to protect him.”
“That was before I made the unforgivable mistake of failing to be by his side when he needed me the most because of a miscalculation I made last year.”
“You mean when you almost died.”
“Don’t be dramatic, I made a full recovery in record time, according to my physical therapists.”
“Again—not a competition, Inspector Han. So what made you decide to finally publicize your relationship?”
“The law changes everything.”
“It’s amazing, isn’t it? What Prosecutor Kwon did for you.”
“He charges me by the hour.”
“Well, you and Dongsik-ie will legally have joint finances soon, so I’m sure you’ll be able to afford Prosecutor Kwon’s rates.”
“Dongsik-ssi is actually not happy about that. He said he doesn’t want access to my finances, and while I understand that it’s because he also doesn’t want to have anything to do with my father’s dirty money, the fact remains that he of all people deserves to be paid reparations by Han Kihwan. Why are you grinning like that?”
“Only you, Inspector Han, will blackmail Lee Dongsik into becoming filthy rich through a De Facto Marriage because he won’t accept your money otherwise. You two lunatics truly deserve each other.”
“… I’m trying to ascertain whether that is a compliment or an insult.”
“So—joint finances, joint custody of properties. You’ll also now legally be the co-owner of the Okcheon lake residence. It’s all just a formality anyway, since you two have been living together there for years now.”
“How did you—”
“Jihoon-ie talks. A lot.”
“Finances and property aren’t my main concern anyway, because unlike legal marriages, common-law spouses aren’t automatically granted inheritance should one of us die.”
“Pretty sure neither of you are going to let that happen in the first place.”
“I’m certainly not gonna die before him.”
“Not really a competition Inspector Han, considering you’re thirteen years younger.”
“What I mean is that I simply won’t survive without him. Because I don’t want to.”
“That’s—Inspector Han—”
“And because common-law spouses are still legally mandated to uphold the same vows of fidelity, I am looking forward to him keeping his vow to spend the rest of his life with me.”
“You’re—blackmailing him to keep himself alive for you.”
“That is the gist of it, yes.”
“Huh. Well, whatever works to keep him safe, I guess.”
“It is a grave lesson that the unfortunate situation last year—“
“You almost dying—”
“—has irrevocably taught me. It is better to protect him by keeping him close instead of keeping him at a distance.”
“And the privilege extended to common-law spouses in legally refusing to testify against each other has absolutely no bearing on your decision to ask for Dongsik-ie’s hand in marriage? Publicizing your relationship like this makes you even more of a target.”
“From what’s left of my father’s fallen network?”
“No, I don’t think Han Kihwan’s men will be a problem anymore. I’m more concerned about the homophobic vultures inevitably swarming you both because of your soon to be public marriage.”
“De Facto Marriage. The spousal privilege is not automatically granted in the same way as legal marriages, because every protection and privilege granted to common-law spouses will have to go through further legal proceedings to be granted by the court.”
“It’s a good thing you have a cutthroat lawyer on your side.”
“Whose exorbitant rates are preposterous.”
“It’s worth it though, isn’t it?”
“For Lee Dongsik? Always.”
“I’m really happy for you, Joowon-ah. Both of you. You’ll show me the photos, right?”
“Of what?”
“The wedding ceremony. I’m sure it’s going to be magical.”
“Why would I show you photos?”
“I—I just thought—I mean, you don’t have to if you don’t want to—”
“Why would I show you photos when you can take them yourself?”
“… What?”
“You’ll be out on parole soon, won’t you? For good behavior.”
“How did you—”
“I have, shall we say, a ridiculously overcompensated lawyer working on it.”
“… But why? Why would he—why would you do this for me?”
“There’s a reason we set the date of the wedding ceremony after your prison sentence has ended.”
“I—Dongsik-ie didn’t invite me.”
“You’re not his guest. You’re mine, Park Jeongje-ssi.”
“I see,” Gwangyoung murmurs. “I’ll take note of that. Thank you for informing me.”
Jihwa looks up as Gwangyoung ends his call. She sees the way he frowns when he sees precisely who’s missing.
“Where’s Dongsik-hyung?”
“Where do you think?” Jaeyi looks incredibly drained but the smile she gives them all is much more weightless now. “It’s going to be an impossible challenge to pry ahjussi away from Inspector Han’s bedside from now on, unless someone has a pretty compelling reason.”
“Nothing less than the apocalypse happening,” Seonnyeo says amusedly as the tightness of her shoulders finally relaxes.
Dosoo grins at his wife when she lays her head on his shoulder. “Maybe not even then.”
“We’re going to have to ask the nurses to bring in two trays for every hospital meal,” Jihoon chuckles, puffy eyes still red-rimmed but brighter. “And two changes of clothes every night and day too.”
“The hospital bill will also definitely double,” Ohsub says wryly. “Too bad the NHIS doesn’t recognize Inspector Han as Dongsik-ie’s dependent, though I’m sure Inspector Han can afford to pay for everything anyway.”
“It’s not really the money that’s the issue,” Jihoon protests, “but the principle of equality. Especially in the eyes of the law.”
“Yeah well,” Ohsub shrugs as he leans back with a sigh. “The world has never treated everyone equally and that’s never gonna change, kid.”
“I am not a kid,” Jihoon grumbles.
Jihwa smiles and reaches out to ruffle her baby brother’s hair affectionately. Across from her, she notes the way Gwangyoung takes his seat with a sort of quiet tension, and it makes Jihwa pause.
“Everything okay, Gwangyoung-ah? Who was that on the phone?”
He looks up at her with uncharacteristic seriousness. “A friend from the force. Someone who has access to the traffic cameras.”
Jihwa feels her pulse begin to quicken.
Ohsub narrows his eyes. “Can this friend be trusted?”
“Yes,” Gwangyoung says firmly, “because I asked him to review the route Inspector Han had taken tonight before the collision.”
The mood in the hospital corridor instantly changes at his words.
“And what did he find out?” Jihwa prompts impatiently.
Gwangyoung presses his lips together. “We all know that Inspector Han is someone who sticks rigidly to routine. Whenever he gets off work, there’s only two routes he ever takes for either of two destinations: Manyang butcher shop, or Okcheon lake.”
“Wherever ahjussi is,” Jaeyi murmurs.
Gwangyoung tilts his head. “Tonight however, he made a detour.”
Jihwa’s eyebrows rise. “To where?”
“That’s where it gets strange,” Gwangyoung says in frustration. “The cameras coincidentally malfunctioned just as he started to break away from his normal route.”
That’s not a coincidence.
“The tickets.”
Everyone turns to Jaeyi in surprise; Jihoon clutches the letter envelope a little tighter against his chest.
Jaeyi meets Jihwa’s gaze. “Inspector Han told me that he went to pick up the tickets tonight.”
“Where though?” Dosoo pipes up. “Ticketing offices are already closed by the time his shift is over.”
“That’s not even the most questionable part.”
Jihwa turns at the way her brother hesitantly speaks up; his brows are furrowed in contemplation as he gazes at the envelope in his hands. He takes a deep breath and meets Jihwa’s eyes.
“The tickets for the festival were already sold out months ago,” Jihoon says quietly. “I’ve been wondering how Joowon-hyung got these tickets in the first place.”
“Some government offices actually get free complimentary tickets from entertainment companies who want to cut through the red tape,” Ohsub points out. “It’s technically bribery, but unfortunately it’s common practice for crooked officials taking advantage of the perks. Maybe Inspector Han’s department got a hold of these tickets.”
Jaeyi swiftly shakes her head. “No, Inspector Han definitely said he bought them.”
“Also—” Dosoo’s eyebrows fly to his hairline. “Han Joowon? Accepting bribery?”
“… All right, well, point taken,” Ohsub mutters. “It was just a theory.”
Government offices…
“Seonnyeo-ah,” Jihwa calls her out. “Can you go through the list of clients the truck driver delivers to, and see if there are any government offices along his route tonight?”
Ohsub furrows his brows. “What are you up to, Inspector Oh?”
“Gathering evidence,” Jihwa answer simply, startling all of them when she starts rattling instructions. “Jihoon-ah, if it’s true that the festival is already sold out, and Jaeyi says that Inspector Han only got the tickets tonight, it means he bought them secondhand.”
She gestures to the letter envelope in Jihoon’s hands.
“All tickets have corresponding control numbers that are unique to each one. You and Jaeyi should go through the secondhand market online to see if anyone posted photos or screenshots of the tickets with these control numbers and find out who the seller is. Ask Prosecutor Kwon to send you photos of his own ticket too. Dosoo-ya, I need you to get the footage of the dashboard camera from both vehicles involved in the crash, asap. And Gwangyoung-ah.”
Gwangyoung snaps to attention at being addressed.
“Your informant.” Jihwa narrows her eyes. “Who does he work for?”
“There’s just one thing I’d like to know, Park Jeongje-ssi.”
“Anything, Joowon-ah.”
“What exactly did you mean when you said my father’s men won’t be a problem anymore?”
Dongsik’s grip on Hyeok tightens.
“I know you won’t appreciate hearing this from me, Hyeok-ah,” he hisses, “but I will never forgive you if you make Joowonie go through the agonizing pain of losing the only sibling he’s ever known—”
Even through several layers of clothing, Hyeok feels the way Dongsik’s fingernails dig sharply into his skin.
“—because I know exactly what that feels like.”
Hyeok heart spasms.
“Then you’ll understand precisely what I’m about to ask of you.”
He grasps Dongsik’s arm with equal fervor, his gaze burning with equal intensity.
“I beg of you, Lee Dongsik,” Hyeok invokes beseechingly, casting away all of his pride for the one person he’s risking it all for. “Please don’t let me lose my brother.”
Jihwa stares at all the undeniable, irrefutable evidence in her hands.
It all points to a single entity.
Slowly, she raises her head—and sees her family, her team, all watching her.
Waiting.
Jihwa takes a deep breath and looks at her boss.
“Superintendent Kwak,” she says solemnly, “I formally ask for your permission for Violent Crimes to pursue and prioritize this case.”
She glances at her partner. Dosoo nods once—firmly.
Resolutely.
Ohsub’s expression is grave when Jihwa turns back to him.
“And I’m going to need a search and seizure warrant for—”
“The Community Safety and Traffic Bureau will be welcoming new employees today, so you all better be on your best behavior.”
“Why? These newbies are going to go through our hazing anyway.”
“What are their jobs?”
“Management changed agencies due to budget cuts, so there’s going to be new custodians on board.”
“You mean glorified janitors.”
“A lot of them are ex-cons who are out on parole or probation, so it’s not like they have the best career options to choose from.”
“Who would willingly choose a career in cleaning toilets, right?”
“Ah here comes one of them now. According to his file, his probation just ended, so he’s now a free man once again.”
“Free to once again commit crimes and land himself back in prison.”
“Who knows, maybe this one isn’t a lunatic for once. You over there, you’re new, right? What’s your name?”
The man in question stops. Slowly, he takes off the cap of his custodian uniform, revealing a wild mess of curls underneath.
Everyone takes an unwitting step back at the maniacal glint of those eyes as the man takes a deep, ninety-degree bow.
“My name is…”
The man straightens, his mouth stretching in a wide, serpentine grin of a psychopath, rivaling that of a serial killer—
—and they collectively feel their heart stop as they all instantly recognize who he is.
And somehow they know, without a doubt, that they’re all about to burn.
“Lee Dongsik, at your service.”
모든 게 다 타 버리고 남아있는 한 줌이여 Ash, ash, ash, ash 방주를 새롭게 지어 나아가 저 세계로 Ash, ash, ash, ash
Oh, the handful that's left from everything burning Ash, ash, ash, ash Let's build a new ark and go out into the world Ash, ash, ash, ash
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For @eonni92, whose multiple, precious gifts of artistry I wholeheartedly treasure, and for whom I can only humbly offer this story as my gift in return.
Title and lyrics from "Ash" by SEVENTEEN
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The landmark Supreme Court ruling recognizing the rights of same-sex couples is based on factual events in South Korea, as publicized in July 2024. A portion of the article from The Korea Times is lifted word for word for the purposes of this story. You can read the article in full here. The only fictional aspect in this story with regards to the actual lawsuit is who the prosecutor in charge was 😉
Both the Oh family background and the Han family background are all canon, based on the character backgrounds in the official script book by Beyond Evil writer Kim Sujin herself. You can read the English translations of the script book here, as translated by @rumpleteasa, who is a remarkable gem of a reliable resource for the fandom.
Thank you so much for your time in reading this story, and always remember:
It's not "blood is thicker than water" but "the blood of the covenant is thicker than the water of the womb".
May you all find your own Manyang butcher shop, and may you all redefine what it truly means to be family.
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itsalwaysforyou · 2 years ago
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jafar raised jay to be slippery and selfish but jay knew there was strength in numbers and decided to trust and love and hope despite everything else. and he protects these people that he finds, the only things his father can’t take from him, his own treasure he guards like the lion’s head at the cave of wonders.
he’s the last one out, there to watch their backs, as close to them all as their own shadows. he’s their third eye, always hyper-vigilant, always on the look out. he knows when to start a fight, and when it’s best to leave it alone. it’s nearly always best to leave it alone. he wrangles them all back in, keeping them safe so they don’t have to worry about injuries or repercussions or consequences. his job is to keep them safe, and keep them alive.
and yet, in auradon, with no brawls or street fights or leering parents or turf wars or rivals or enemies, what is there to protect them from? passive aggressive comments? pastels? afternoon tea? what is a guard dog with nothing to guard? jay has built his entire life, his entire self, around servitude. if it’s not his father, it’s his gang, always the helping hand and the shoulder to cry on (metaphorically, of course) and the reassuring presence. without any of that, he is nothing.
he is the thief that gives. the boy desperate to hold on to his only sense of purpose. it’s all he knows: give enough away and they might let you stick around. chameleonic, knowing exactly who to be where and when. the charmer, the heartthrob, the villain, the protector, the liar, the snake, the attacker. anything you need. he can be anything at all, as effortless as breathing.
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s0fter-sin · 2 months ago
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one of my favourite aspects of supernatural that you very rarely see in paranormal shows is that sam and dean are already versed in the world they live in. there’s no sudden discovery of ghosts and demons and now they have to learn about them along with the audience; they are born into it and already know all about it. it allows the audience to follow their personal story instead of also trying to figure out this new world and its rules
the first season is full of knowledge we never see them learn; “w*ndigoes are in the minnesota woods or- or northern michigan. i’ve never even heard of one this far west.” […] “great. well then this [his gun] is useless.” (1x02), “you don’t break a curse. you get the hell out of its way.” (1x08), d: “it’s a god. a pagan god, anyway.” […] “the annual cycle of its killings? and the fact that the victims are always a man and a woman. like some kind of fertility right.” […] s: “the last meal. given to sacrificial victims. d: “yeah, i’m thinking a ritual sacrifice to appease some pagan god.” (1x11)
almost every episode in the first season is a monster they’ve faced before that they then explain to the audience in a way that should feel patronising; like it’s the same speech given over and over again but instead, the audience almost feels included in the knowledge. it’s stated with such an innate confidence and comfort in said knowledge that it feels like we already knew it too; “spirits and demons don't have to unlock doors. if they want inside, they just go through the walls.” […] “the claws, the speed that it moves; could be a skinwalker, maybe a black dog.” (1x02), “it's biblical numerology. you know noah's ark, it rained for forty days. the number means death.” (1x04), “no no no, not the reaper, a reaper. there's reaper lore in pretty much every culture on earth, it goes by 100 different names.” […] “you said it yourself that the clock stopped, right? reapers stop time. and you can only see 'em when they're coming at you which is why i could see it and you couldn't.” (1x12)
they already know and, at least in the first season, already have what they need to kill whatever they’re hunting; already know to salt and burn bones for spirits, fire for a w*ndigo, exorcisms for demons, a silver bullet to the heart for shapeshifters. there’s only three times in the entire first season that they run into something new to them; 1x14 when sam gets his first vision that leads him to another psychic, 1x16 when dean calls caleb for help on the sigil he put together and he tells him about daevas, and 1x20 when they find out vampires are real- and they only don’t know that bc john thought they were hunted to extinction and not worth mentioning
(there’s also technically two half instances if you count one of them knowing something the other doesn’t - sam figuring out the tulpa in 1x17 and dean already knowing about the shtriga in 1x18 - but those still rely on sam and dean having prior knowledge)
even when they’re uncertain about facing something, it’s not bc they don’t know what it is; it’s precisely bc they know what it is and acknowledge that it’ll be a difficult hunt (“i don't know, man. this isn't our normal gig. i mean, demons, they don't want anything, just death and destruction for its own sake. this is big. and i wish dad was here.” 1x04)
so much of the tension in paranormal shows typically comes from the main character(s) not knowing what is happening to them/the people around them and having to find out how to resolve it. supernatural is unique in that it operates more like a police procedural. the tension comes from solving the clues and identifying patterns to figure out who (what) the killer is and intercepting before they can take another victim
it’s such a different tone to go for when compared to other shows that came both before, during, and after its run. it sets sam and dean on even footing with each other since they both have the same knowledge going in, and it puts them in a place of authority usually reserved for an outside character
the shows i compare spn to most is charmed, buffy and teen wolf; every main character in those shows are brought into the paranormal world knowing nothing, putting them on the same level as the audience, and they have their mc interact with others already knowledgeable about that world in order to overcome their problem/monster of the week. the audience organically learns about this new world as the characters learn about it. it’s a sound writing strategy that prevents “as we already know”-style exposition but something that complicates it is if your world building isn’t unique or intriguing enough, this slow introduction can become boring
we’ve seen shows like these before; sitting through the same tropes of characters learning to use their powers, struggling with no longer feeling normal/relating to the regular world around them, and not knowing how much they can trust the people already involved in this new world gets repetitive. all three shows eventually reach the same level of comfort with their new world that spn starts with but if the characters aren’t enough to draw you in, you can end up dropping it before they reach that point (and often, before the overarching plot can really kick in and evolve the show beyond the villain of the week format)
it’s the superhero origin movie in tv format; dragged out and overplayed. dropping the audience into an established world of course comes with its own problems but you also have the benefit of pre-existing established character dynamics that let the audience slot in like they’ve always been there instead of just getting to know all the characters while the characters also get to know each other
sam and dean already knowing about the supernatural lets the audience immediately get to the core of the story; the conflict between sam and dean, the search for their father, and the mystery of what killed their mother
#i could go on forever theres literally so many examples#dean figuring the ‘two dark doubles’ is a shapeshifter sam figuring out the changing ghost is a tulpa#also peak how many of these examples come from dean despite them pushing so hard for sam to be the one knowing hunting theory#this format is why i cant stand watching the first season of charmed despite loving it so much#i just cant be bothered watching them have the same struggle ive seen a hundred times play out again#different genre but sons of anarchy does this well too; all the characters are already in the club life and already have inner conflict#spn having such a natural introduction makes me so glad they didnt go with the original plan of sam not knowing about hunting#that wouldve been Painful#watching spn so young has really shaped my view of media bc i legit cant stand things with a learning curve#give me an established world damnit#lord of the rings never stops to explain what a dwarf is! you just go with it! and it rules!#dean is just as theoretical and lore savvy as sam and id go as far to say he actually knows more#instead of trying to do this bullshit brains v brawn divide they shouldve done new tech vs analogue#sams laptop is famous and he also knows how to hack thing where the second dean doesnt know something he defaults to books#have dean be the one where if its written down he can find it almost like a proto bobby#they even kind of support that by him being the one to find the phoenix in s6 when they go through all their books#but this was 2005 and characters could only be so conplex and theyd already decided dean needed to be the hot one and sams the nerd one#side note how many of these metas am i going to write on this rewatch? tbd#side side note included all the quotes and episode numbers makes me feel so academic#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#carry on my wayward son#talk meta to me#meta#supernatural meta#spn#supernatural#dean winchester#sam winchester#save post
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marymekpop · 4 days ago
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⟢ highlight of the hour: love scout [07/12] ⟣
never a burden
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theoryofweirdness · 2 days ago
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I've thought quite a lot about this and came to some conclusions about Dippy Fresh and how he came to be that might serve as something of an answer.
My perspective on Dippy Fresh is quite unorthodox, but I believe it may be closer to the writers' original intent. I think it's highly probable that Mabel did not deliberately create him that way. Think about it. Recall Mabel's words when describing Mabeland to Dipper, Wendy, and Soos.
MABEL: “This world always knows what you want, sometimes even before you do!”
When Mabel woke up in the bubble (whatever it may have looked like back then), she would have still been in the same mindset she had at the end of Dipper and Mabel vs. the Future. She thought that Dipper was leaving her forever. What Mabel wanted more than anything in the world at that moment was for her brother to be there and comfort her, just as he always has been up to this point. So, that's what Mabeland tried to give her.
But despite being under Mabel's control (for the most part), the prison bubble is just that: a prison. Specifically, it's a type of personalized fantasy prison cell called a Paradise Trap. She can leave any time she wants, but why would she when the prison supposedly provides everything she could ever want? As it IS a prison, the ultimate purpose of everything in Mabeland is to prevent Mabel from leaving by keeping her trapped inside what is essentially a waking dream. Really, Mabeland was just a massive, literalized Sweater Town.
Dipper, however, has always been the only person who could ground Mabel in reality and pull her out of Sweater Town, for better or worse. Any remotely realistic version of him, even a copy, would try his best to get Mabel out. Since this runs counter to the above-stated purpose of Mabeland, the best it could do to grant her desire was create Dippy Fresh: a twisted fun-house-mirror reflection that's more like a male version of Mabel herself than it is like the real Dipper. I'm sure that Mabel knew this was not her real brother, but dissimilar though they are, it's the closest she was going to get to him during that time of deep emotional vulnerability. By the time Wendy, Soos, and the real Dipper show up, Mabel is almost completely caught up in the delusion, and probably thinks Dipper and Dippy Fresh would even get along.
What I’m saying here is that I do not think that Mabel deliberately created Dippy Fresh as he was. That was simply the closest her bubble could get to the real thing without compromising itself. Which is to say, not close whatsoever.
ok but can we talk about how FUCKED UP it is that mabel made an alternate version of dipper?
not fucked up she did that, (its p fucked up but hear me out) but fucked up she felt like she had to
like she felt like dipper put her down so much she made a different “more supportive” version of him
and not to mention how even though dipper clearly hated him, he never held it against mabel
dont mind me I like making myself sad for stupid reasons
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s0undsinmyhead · 3 months ago
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If I see one more “they’re platonic soulmates 🥹🥰” comment on a tagged Caryl post I’m gonna go Carol on these mfs.
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If you don’t ship it move on. Creeps. Only thing worse is when they follow up with “she’s like his mother. They have a mother-son relationship.” Wtf show are you watching?! They’re the same age??? Carol has adopted many children. None of them were a middle aged man named Daryl who she flirts with a dreams about being married too.
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darthbenn · 7 months ago
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sometimes you meet your favorite actor in the grocery store parking lot after working outdoors in Vegas summer for 12 hours
The rumors are TRUE: MATTHEW GRAY GUBLER IS THE NICEST HUMAN BEING ON THE PLANET!
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ef-1 · 1 year ago
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burn your village | female rage playlist
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