#seriously i cannot stop listening to it
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So a bit about this song… it is the final track of the first album from Jakob Nowell. He is the son of Bradley Nowell, legendary frontman of Sublime, who tragically died when Jacob was still a baby.
This song is all about growing up in the shadow of his father and how that has affected him as an artist. It is so beautiful and lonely and desperate… It breaks me.
They say I've got it so good
But did I ever have a choice?
They see you when I smile
And say I’ve got your voice
Is it me that they see?
In everything I make?
Every song I play?
It's just a symptom of my name
And your reputation
It's not me
It's not me
It's you…
If you have Spotify reblog this and tag what your number one song on your “on repeat” playlist is.
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I've reached the point in my "not supporting taylor swift era" where I've gone from "I still respect her music a lot" to "Fuck her AND her music," and I think that's very sexy of me.
#like if you like her music good for you#but after hearing daddy i love him and other songs on ttpd i simply cannot#i am no longer just upset and disappointed with her#i am angry and done#wtf was bdilh#she seriously told her fans that she can date a racist if she wants to#and to stop bitching about it#and spent months letting her friends hate on joe#when joe did nothing wrong#ugh i can no longer enjoy her music#i wish i hadn't given the album a chance i didn't even listen to either of the past two recordings#idk why i thought this would be better#anti taylor swift#anti matty healy#swifties dni#anti ttpd
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It’s been ages since an anime has sunk its teeth into me and shook me like dog with a chew toy but Dan Da Dan is pretty much all I can think about lately………..
#dan da dan#listen okay it’s weird and it’s freaky#but I am having such a good time#I really REALLY like the dynamic between momo and okarun#and science saru is my all time favorite anime studio#and the theme song is so good that I’ve had it on repeat for three days now#it is like the perfect storm and it caught me at a good time in my hyperfixation rotation#it’s an unexpected contender for Next Thing I Can’t Stop Thinking About#but I cannot complain#I saw the episode 2 dropped yesterday and squeaked but had to wait until today to watch#and it was very good#anyways mind the triggers but seriously I think it’s so good#it got me from EPISODE 1 yall like I watched the first episode and my brain filled with happy chemicals
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one piece is crazy fr like what do you mean you’re following up Everyone’s Dead™️ with Objectifying Women: The Arc™️
#bruh :/#im bout to vent cause im mad about it rn sorry#op fans there are many good elements to your series outside of this and i love u sorry im about to talk shit about it#pls abandon ship now and stop reading my tags to avoid if you want#anyway#once i put a certain amount of time into something i usually commit to finishing it#but this arc is like 👌 this close to making me abandon the whole series like wtf is this#i know i KNOW sexist shit is like practically unavoidable in anime but this is a LOT jesus christ#i want to punch a WALL#like wtf do you think women ARE#i want to attack and kill#everyone who has ever told me that naruto is worse than one piece about women owes me 500 dollars rn#like it’s BAD and i would have been mad about this either way#but i think im extra salty because ive had SO many people praise one piece women at me#and i was like doubtful cause ya know LOOK at them#but i LISTENED because everyone was so insistent the women are good and it’s not bad with that kinda thing#which was a BETRAYAL because seriously wtf is this😤#ughhhhh i CANT watch this HOW am i supposed to watch this#why do i have to watch the creepy island of women cluelessly mess with unconscious mans dick trope i canttttttttt#the answer is i DONT have to watch it and i want to STOP#how are yall watching this i still havent even forgiven thriller barks invisible man nami bath scene#like yall i canttttttttt#my ‘fiction that treats women like shit’ tolerance is too low for this#ughhh really at a loss here because so much time already committed and i was enjoying it aside from this#but i really CANNOT keep watching if the bar gets any lower and idk if it even CAN get lower#sorry sorry okay vent over this just#REALLY pissed me off#cause it kinda blindsided me i think
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rhaenyra searching shipbreaker bay for signs of lucerys— inspired by "the enemy" by mumford and sons
#house of the dragon#rhaenyra targaryen#lucerys velaryon#i seriously cannot get over that still and haven't stopped listening to this song last night...had to write something#hotd fic#hotd#my writing#the enemy#mumford and sons
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Why is the Discworld: City Watch series so fucking good holy shit
#seriously I have not stopped thinking about Guards! Guards! since I finished it I think it’s maybe one of my favorite books I’ve ever read#I cannot put these books down I’m gonna be so sad when I’ve read through them all#Sam Vimes I’d call him a king but I know he’d hate that 🫡#the characters are so good I just want more Lady Sybil that’s my one gripe#and the climax of Men At Arms had me literally holding my breath heart pounding I could fucking hear it#and not because I was listening to the audiobook it was just that vivid and well built up#GOD#I could seriously rave about these for hours I gotta find somebody to get into them#I’m gonna hold off on starting Jingo until tomorrow morning but I’m very excited about it#discworld#city watch#spilling the Tea
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culturallymaxxing.. queerpilled……..
#i’m not making fun of that man blah blah blah blah don’t take this seriously plz..#i literally cannot stop thinking about it tho.. even w context idk i feel like it’s worded weird IDK#IM NOT A HATER…… NOT REALLY………..#i’m so tired.. i have 2 big exams friday and monday and then i will be FREE (mostly)#i literally feel culturally queer rn you guys…………#i’m reallyyyyy funny.. i swear……….#i’m also realllyyyyyy tired i just spent the past 6 hours working on my art project#so maybe i’m just a little delusional right now erm#don’t listen to ANYTHING I SAY let me just live in my delusions for now#porcelainposting
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another doodle :3 mtt clothing swap!
DUST STOP SERVING WITH HORROR AND TAKE YOUR DEAD ASS BROTHERS SCARF OFF KILLER HES ABOUT TO HAVE A MOVIE REALISTIC PANIC ATTACK
#this is what bad sanses is to me#horrordust having the time of their lives and then the world + nightmare being out for killer#no because why do they look good in each others clothes. actually why did i ask theyre mtt OF COURSE they look good in eachothers clothes#i cant tell im just biased or not but dust doesnt look that bald without the hood the way i drew him#he looks FAR too similar to classic in my style though its unnerving. ive been noticing that recently its scary#change the colors on him thats classic. thats sans undertale#killer a PAPYRUS behind you 💙#hold up wait hold on??? DUST outfit killer... HORROR outfit dust... KILLER outfit horror........#that order of swaps is just like a certain other trio of mine. i wonder who. huh#swapinverse reference (only i understand because i have not told much about swapinverse to anyone)#triglycercule when will you stop talking about swapinverse when nobody knows about it and actually start swapinverse posting!!!!!#never (when i finish the full doc including character details and actual multiverse lore)#which will likely be in like 2027 or something idk man im a slow worker#slow in working and physical activity too 💔💔💔 triglycercule what can you not not do?#i can be unnecessarily into 3 freaks who dont even know eachother and put them into every situation together#truely comedic. thank you i know. i am truly a comic. call me the muse of comedy. call me....... thalia (gets shot)#ANOTHER swapinverse reference???? WE CANNOT LET BRO GET AWAY WITH THIS ‼️‼️‼️‼️#was gonna say bruh but then i realized i would sound too much like epic and um#listen epic i like you but id rather shoot myself than speak like you bruh#yet another doodle where killer is the butt of the joke. at least its not like 90% of other jokes like this#where killer either gets the shit beaten out of him or he gets yelled at or someone gets angry at him#i dont have the right to criticize the majority of the fandom's humor ill silence myself#tricule art#THIS one goes in tricule art because its digital and not traditional. i know thats medium discrimination. i dont care#can you believe i only drew this during a 5 hour flight. seriously. 5 HOURS 4 ONLY THIS?????#whatever at least ive been drawing. bare minimum is best minimum#as long as i keep draw...... eventually ill improve....... its literally impossible if i dont improve if i dont keep drawing#imGONNA improve soon trust (when will it happne 😞😞😞☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️)
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Wow threats of violence and death woe is me. Bitch it's been like this for years if you hate me kill me already and if you don't plan to just shut that shit spitting asshole mouth of yours.
I have nothing to lose if he actually carried on with it, he'd do me a favour. It's funny to me he thinks he scares me and its even funnier he gets more angry when I laugh.
Bro I got used to your abusive shit, it's another day of you being an aggressive coward to me after I ignored you for months even if you wanted a reaction. I don't give a shit lmao
#misc#i cannot take him seriously#i remember i used to be scared back in 2019 lmao bruh hit me if you dare. ill make sure you never step foot in this house or out of a#jail cell for years#what's funnier is that i dont even talk to him he just attacks me like this because he hates me for no fucking reason other than jealousy.#because weve had the same shared trauma but he fucked himself up on purpose to be pitied and i held on and now im independent#and he hates that he cant have my attention anymore after all the years ive been the one TRYING SO HARD#homecooked meals and covering for his ass. cleaning his piss and puke and lending him money anf shit. listening to hi.#bro didn't even care to be nice the tiniest bit to me when i was on the floor after fainting or vomiting blood or when i needed rest because#i was going to work with a fever 10 hours a day to pay hospital and home bills.#lmfao abusive fuck#out of everyone ive left im glad he can see every day how good im having it since i stopped talking to him. thats why hes angry and follows#me around and stares and curses me out. im just quiet. neutral. no expressions no words. and it pisses him off. good eat your liver out#over it bitch#im leaving in 3 hours anyway lmao
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"you'll be fine at school you just need to answer people when they talk to you!" yeah sorry its always my fault somehow isn't it
#mole talks#i do answer people#if i dont answer somebody then that means:#a) they did not make it clear they were talking to me#b) they were being mean towards me#c) i could not physically answer them at the time#d) they never fucking talked to me in the first place#and honestly. most of the time its reason D. most of the time people don't say ANYTHING to me and then expect me to answer them#like i'm some sort of mind reader#hahaha i'm so excited to go back to a school where nobody respects what i am#i'm so excited to be called the R slur! i'm so excited to lock myself in a bathroom stall and cut myself! i love school!#i'm so excited to not be able to hear a word the teacher says because all of my classmates won't stop talking#seriously how can i understand anything if i can't hear it being explained to me#and when i ask for help nothing changes#oh thats another thing. so excited to see the school counseller#and just lie to her#i don't evem want to lie to her. oh my fucking god dude#school is a good concept. i love to learn and i want to learn#but i just cannot do this#theres no way#why does it have to be like this#:[#i just need to draw gay cats and listen to music#that will cure me
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Everyone I need you to please watch this video!!!
It's so good
#this goes for all my mutuals too btw#ik some people may not understand the language but they do have translations#not tryna force but it's seriously so goood#I LOVE THIS SM#also they look so prettyy#wow#desiblr#marathi#I CANNOT STOP LISTENING TO IT HELP
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biting my hands off trying not to get mad over people refusing to adhere to the given setting with regards to designs i am BEGGING people to look up references for time periods and locations. please. it’s all so much more fun if you actually let yourself study and enjoy the time period AND it’ll let you be that much more accurate
#yes this is about malevolent#LISTEN. listen. i love men with long hair as much as the next guy but you CANNOT tell me a guy like Arthur would be traipsing around#with long hair and be taken seriously professionally or casually#('oh but it's eldritch horror it's not realistic already--' JUST STOP BEING A PUSSY AND DRAW THE MAN WITH SHORT OVER-POMADED HAIR.)#(AND A PENCIL 'STACHE.)
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I may just be delirious but I kind of feel like there's something there about some of the most traumatic events in Arakawa's life arguably stemming from/being made worse by being loved too much.
Like, Toshio's death, right. The death of a parent is always always going to be traumatic, particularly when your other parent is abusive, but I feel like being there, being the first to the scene, made it so much worse. Especially when it should've been a good memory.
Non-zero chance I'm just projecting because I was there for my own father's death and I was around Arakawa's age at the time, but it's like... it did have very specific life-long effects, didn't it... the way he keeps coming back to Peking duck and talks about it like he's had it before when he can't even bring himself to eat it unless he's with family (and indeed, never did, up until right before he died)...
And then there's his former patriarch. Of course, he seemed to see Arakawa as more of an object--fully under his control and something to be thrown away at the first sign of autonomy. But I feel like, before then, Arakawa must've been his "favorite," if he was willing to arrange a marriage between his daughter and Arakawa. Which I expect is what made his reaction when Arakawa told him he was (technically) having an affair with Akane and wanted out of the family that extreme in going as far as to send men after Akane and Ichiban.
The last one I can immediately think of is not exactly traumatic for him, though it is traumatic For Me so I'm counting it, but it's of course what we were talking about with Jo hesitating so much at the thought of killing Arakawa that he passed up the chance to save him.
I Dunno I Am Delirious but... there's a pattern somewhere in there... Anyway. Uh. "Happy" Father's Day am I right
happy fathers day :]]]]
#snap chats#I HAVE NOTES DOWN HERE AS ALWAYS I PROMISE JUST. no better way to cap off a post with a smile :)#plus yk. i dont have any major notes to add thats not restating but i do enjoy Restating so in the tags we go#also ngl im a lil tired so if im gonna look right silly cause my brains functioning like a bowl of cereal ill do it down here as per usual#totally waited to answer this when its technically fathers day my time and i didnt just stare at a wall#listen if someone has a proejcting problem its me alright. its ok if someone else has a turn at it esp when its within fair grounds 🥴#in any case Yeah.. everyone loves patterns ones a coincidence two's a pattern three should incite murderous intent#i definitely wouldnt call it delirious thinking Thats My Job right LMAO#in all seriousness the importance of at least one positive adult figure in a trouble child's life cannot be understated#im pretty sure i talked bout that already so i wont give the whole lecture again LMAO#in any case its not unreasonable to want to assert love being a theme with arakawa- if not a detriment in some way#it was arakawas intense love for akane that inadvertently fractures their family to be#it was arakawas love for masato that didnt allow him to be harder on him when he should have been and caused both their eventual downfalls#and of course- as mentioned- while not a result of arakawa's own feelings#it was ultimately jo's. //vague hand gesturing// towards arakawa that stopped him from killing him outright#yet jo's love for masato that didnt allow him to lie and go directly behind his back#so yeah love just. works against arakawa unfortunately. an especially sad thing for a troubled child#because as a troubled child that's all you ever really want isnt it- to love and to be loved without worry#so its a cruel irony in that despite arakawa's childhood and general growing-up it didnt stop him from trying to love his family#it makes me wanna throw up (depressed)#in any case i have to stay up a little longer so i can steal water for later SO im gonna be up to uhhhh idk :) Stare At My Wall
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being the eldest daughter really is just how do i shield my sibling from everything bad in the world and also how do i gentle parent my own parents
#being home makes me realise how much i had to self teach emotional regulation and communication skills#i am truly the glue holding this family together no one talks to each other just immediate defensiveness and yelling and being mean#like i truly just sit here in shock listening to my sister and my parents interact with one another and how easily fights break out#little by little i’m starting to feel like a guest in this home again despite this being the place i grew up in#family tw#parents tw#going back to the city tomorrow and I’m sad leaving again but i’m also like.#this environment is so bad for me mentally and emotionally#and i try and fix it but i’ll never be able to bc no one else wants to put in the effort to fix it#so i need to just stop trying to hold everyone together bc my parents are grown fucking adults#my sister is my baby so she’s a lil different but seriously this is too much#why is mom yelling at my dad before he even shows any sign of frustration/anger…#not that THAT is even an excuse to start yelling but like she’ll get mad at him for being mad when he’s NOT even mad??#please make this make sense bc rn i cannot comprehend it#everyone please get therapy!! god#talk time
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Hey. Maybe if someone states they LIKE a thing and start defending themselves amongst like, a sea of people bashing the thing they like for no reason other than "brought up," dont be a dick and shut them down??? I'm actually REALLY pissed off rn bc of something that should be "small" but its actually playing into larger self doubts of mine so like. Shut the fuck up. Be nice for once
#vent#fucking pissed i just wanted to like. idk. FEEL NICE???#and i cannot beliece my friends joined in and said theyre doing it intentionally even as im actually getting pissed#fuck off - seriously. i am actually upset!!#'just assert yourself!! tell people you dont like that and to stop!' EXCEPT NO ONE FUCKING LISTENS#my boundaries dont exist but theirs do!!! hate life
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Also Gus illusions the beard in the timeskip. This is real to me
#ramblings of a lunatic#the owl house#toh#gus porter#he's 16 and while it is fully possible for 16 yr olds to have facial hair irl that is decidedly not the visual language of the show#so in my mind? he is illusion-ing it#don't ask me why. there are a number of reasons why. he is a complex boy#he's trying to one up hunter (who still cannot grow facial hair on account of calebs delicate blonde genes) AND matt (did eventually-#-grow himself a stache AND had the courage to stop lying about the beard. the character development. we stan)#he's trying to look older since he has an authority position now (listen he graduated at 16 he's very nervous about being taken seriously)#he just thinks it Looks Cool#my main reason though...#...is that i think it'd be funny if he initially did it to try and convince the tattoo artist who did his flapjack tat he was old enough :3
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