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#vent post#vent blog#ventcore#vent#mentally fucked#self h@te#s3lf hate#mentally drained#kinda depressing#tw depressing stuff#s3lf harn#self h@rm#tw depressing thoughts#tw selfhate#tw self destructive behavior#feeling sad#self destruction
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#sadnees#tw depressing thoughts#depressing shit#i'm sad#depressing life#tw depressing stuff#quotes#childhood trauma#poetic#childhood#childhood ptsd#childhood truama#child abuse#tw selfhate#self h@rm#truamacore#kill my thoughts#kill my feelings#complex ptsd#how could you#just cptsd things#scribbles#are you proud of me#daddy issues#this is a cry for help#family#abandoned#ptsd#i hate my existence#wound tw
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Is somebody gonna match my freak? (Double suicide)
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I hate when people say suicide is the easy way out, they have no idea the pain you must be in to want to end your own life
#tw sucidal ideation#tw selfhate#mentally drained#sorry for being depressing#anxitey#i hate me so much#tw depressing thoughts#tw sui ideation#depressing shit#mental health#tw depressing stuff#please let me die#please let me kms#let me go#you’re losing me#you’re on your own kid#mental problems#i wanna die#i want to disappear#i wish i was dead#i’ll never recover#what is wrong with my brain#tw sui vent#tw self h4rm#mentally fucked#so fucking exhausted#tw sui talk#very unstable#im going to kms#what is wrong with me
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How does life just keep moving forward when everything in me is standing still
#actually mentally ill#mentally fucked#self h@rm#sick of myself#tw selfhate#actually borderline#bpd problems#bpd vent#actually bpd#bpd safe#grief
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we are all born to die right? so is it wrong of me to speed up the process?
#self deprecating humor#self h@rm#self mutalition#tw self destruction#tw selfhate#tw sui ideation#tw sui vent#kinda depressing#tw self destructive behavior#tw self h4rm#bpd thoughts#bpd problems#actually bpd#borderline pd#borderline personality disorder#bpd#bpd vent#sorry for being depressing
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what I say: “it is what it is”
what I mean: “I have cried about this for hours and have probably self harmed and contemplated suicide over this.
#self h@rm#tw sh joke#tw sh related#send help#mental illness#sh cvt#actually mentally ill#baby cvts#cvtaddict#tw depressing stuff#tw self destructive behavior#tw sui ideation#tw sui implied#tw selfhate#tw self h4rm#tw self destruction#cw#sh#vent
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Not to be dramatic or anything but I really wanna die.
#bpd#actually bpd#bpd thoughts#actual bpd#borderline personality disorder#actually mentally ill#tw sui ideation#bpd vent#mental illness#tw self destruction#tw selfhate#tw self destructive thoughts#tw self destructive behavior#mentally insane#mental instability#mentally unstable#actually borderline#borderline blog
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"Ugh need" I say to an image of someone's cuts with a hospital room in the background
#self har#self h@rm#shblur#shtmblr#sh things#sh trigger#sh tumblr#sh mention#sh ment tw#tw s3lf harm#tw self destructive behavior#tw selfhate#tw self destruction#tw self h4rm#tw sui ideation#tw sh related#s3lf harn#tw s3lf hate#s3lfharmm#s3lf mutilation#s3lf hate
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I k1ll myself in my head about 15 times a day, why can't at least one of them be real?
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Trying to not be jealous of people who actually cut deep challenge
#self har#shblur#shtmblr#self h@rm#sh things#sh trigger#sh tumblr#sh mention#sh ment tw#tw s3lf harm#tw self destructive behavior#s3lf hate#s3lf mutilation#s3lfharmm#tw selfhate#tw self destruction#tw self h4rm#tw sui ideation#tw sh related#s3lf harn#tw s3lf hate#s3lf harm
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I‘m a burden for everyone. I’m even a burden to myself.
#tw depressing thoughts#alone with my thoughts#depressing shit#feeling alone#sad thoughts#mentally exhausted#mentally tired#sadnees#overthinking#self h@te#i dont want to be here#self h@rm#i hate everything#overthinker#tw selfhate#i am useless#im not feeling good
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By @hel7l7
#sadnees#tw depressing thoughts#depressing shit#i'm sad#tw depressing stuff#depressing life#childhood trauma#quotes#poetic#childhood#childhood ptsd#childhood truama#child abuse#truamacore#tw self destruction#tw selfhate#wound tw#tw: sucidal thoughts#self h@rm#self h@te#sucicide#sucidial#tw abuse#generational truama#tw ptsd#complex ptsd#kill my thoughts#kill my life#this is a cry for help#i am in pain
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My life was supposed to end at 16
Idk what im doing now
#tw depressing stuff#self h@te#tw depressing thoughts#su1c1d4l#tw selfhate#depressing life#kinda depressing#self h4te#depressing shit
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I walk into a room and immediately think of all the potential ways to kill myself that exist there
#mentally drained#mental health#anxitey#sorry for being depressing#depressing shit#i hate me so much#tw depressing thoughts#tw depressing stuff#tw sui ideation#mental problems#tw sucidal ideation#tw selfhate#please let me kms#i wanna cvt#let me go#you’re losing me#i wish i could disappear#you’re on your own kid#mental illness#mentally exhausted#i wanna die#ready to kms#let me disappear#please end my suffering#please let me die#why am i this way#please help#i cant do this#i’ll never recover#why can’t i just be okay
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it's such a lonely existence wanting love but being so abused and traumatized that it feels like a fucking death sentence
#actually traumatized#actually bpd#tw selfhate#self h@te#sad thoughts#bpd vent#bpd#i wanna kms#kms#i wanna cvt#self h@rm#bpd thoughts#depressing shit#slef harm#sorry for being depressing#sh vent#i'm broke
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