#self txt post

[nvvacane]

not to be dramatic or anything but i haven’t been in romantic love in a really long time and it makes me feel quite lonely

[draftnvva]

unbelievably bummed that the guy i was dating for a month fizzled out so fucking fast— we didn’t even go see a scary movie together :( he was sooo close to my perfect physical type and we actually had interesting conversations (occasionally) and there WAS physical chemistry i just think our roles sexually were incompatible which is just like. so frustrating. i keep having dreams about my ex and no wonder why if it’s been close to 2 years and i haven’t felt even a sliver of what i felt for him. it’s so sad. i’m genuinely quite morose over it.

[vermin-fangs]

Reposting, because I doodled SVSSS again. (Binghe being bullied in the distance.)

[raenyships]

self shipping is amazing because i can have a terrible day, come home, get in bed and think about my f/o for a bit and my stress is suddenly lifted and i feel so much better. my imagination is healing my brain and that's beautiful.

if you're a self shipper you're awesome, and your f/o loves you

[girlbossagenda]

I wish Tumblr had a "save/bookmark this post" button

[cakeemoji]

best friends 🍎

[deloveusion]

heal so you can manifest a love with no trauma attached to it

[legallypumpkinn]

I want to find just one person who self ships with Gregory House and fully acknowledges how awful of a partner he would be and then fully embraces it. That would be so fucking funny. If you’re masc, house would call you slurs if you tried to hold his hand in public and he’d pretend to not know you. If you’re one of his uhhh group? His clump? The Foreman clump? Then he’d be even harsher on you. You don’t get special treatment, now go to the patients house and grab a few mice and slices of moldy bread with your bare hands while you’re there. He’d compare you to sex workers and tell you you need to ask them for lessons sucking dick. God forbid you ever talk to Cuddy, he’d call you a traitor and pull an elaborate series of pranks to keep you away from her. He’s still kissing Wilson in the background by the way.

[phleb0tomist]

as it happens i actually have this body 24/7 and can’t take it off. please stop looking at me like my skin in its natural state is illegal or whatever

[nvvacane]

i just feel like i put so much of myself into people and it always puts them off. it’s somehow never enough and always too much. never fully reciprocated or understood. just doomed to feel things so intensely until they hurt me. ignored. nonprioritized. who cares? why give a fuck? if you have me why vie for my affection? whatever. a loss that doesn’t matter if you don’t want it any more. right? i wish it didn’t always go this way.

[urbodymytemple]

you ever see like. really attractive art/images of your F/O and trying to not let every fiber of your body explode because of it. yeah.

[binxelf]

gentle growth is still growth, slow growth is still growth, fast growth is still growth, steady growth is still growth, messy growth is still growth. It’s as simple as that :), growth isn’t linear <3

[writethatdown]

if you are someone who struggles with motivating yourself to attend to your chores, take care of yourself, or feel drained by the thought of hoarding so much responsibilities, i want to share a tip.

if you happen to be standing for some reason, try to complete all tasks that you usually do up standing. so for me, once i am on my feet, i do a sequence of activities like brushing my teeth, washing my face, ironing my clothes, brushing my hair, organizing my stuff for college, making my bed etc. without taking any break and i am able stack around 5 tasks comfortably. also, once the momentum is built, it gets easier!

similarly, if i am at my desk, sitting, i usually have my laptop there and always some work that needs to get done for college, admin or miscellaneous purposes. i try to do as much as i can.

this is particularly helpful for me because i am a big bedrot. especially when i am in pain or uncomfortable in general.

i just thought maybe it will help someone out there. this same hack might go in vain for me in a few weeks lol and i am just always figuring it out to push myself to be a functioning adult.

anyways, i hope u r taking care ♡

[idsmiile]

confidence with your f/o!

having low self esteem is always tough, it seems like nothing you do is ever enough. but just imagine your f/o always supporting you through it all. what you see as "ugly" they see as gorgeous/handsome/beautiful. what you think is you being "stupid as usual" is what they see as you just struggling and needing help. you're not talentless, you're not stupid, you're not ugly. you're you, and that's amazing. your f/o would always tell you this, remind you how special you are, and slowly but surely, you start to notice how special you are too.

[pluminosity]

[putridement]

i am mourning the person i wanted to be