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Until my heart can finally breathe.
#glitter texts#glitter text#glittercore#glitter#black glitter#web graphics#webcore#oldweb#old web#old internet#2000s aesthetic#2000s emo#2000s nostalgia#early 2000s#2000s#thoughts#self destruction?#or self love?#or self care?
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i have therapy tomorrow but first i'm going to visit my family and they are the exact reason why i need therapy.
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lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)
if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.
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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.
I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.
I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.
If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.
#cw: suicidal ideation#cw: suicide#cw: self harm#cw: mental health#cw: depression#i made the balloon the main representation of my self destructive urges for a reason but im not going to explain it#i tried to keep a lot of the details in this vague#it would be my worst nightmare if this comic encouraged someone to hurt themselves#so. please dont#for a long time even the thought of making this comic felt so insipid and narcissistic#with the state of the world as it is#having the only threat to your life be yourself felt so privileged and trite and shameful#but doing this comic made me sit down and process things in full#and im just. very grateful i didn't give in to my thoughts back when i sincerely felt i'd be more useful to the world dead#i also feel the need to say that this wont represent everyone's battle with mental illness. its unfortunately different for all of us#there is no fix-all#and im afraid this might be one of those comics that either resonates a lot or misses the target by a mile#i made it for myself foremost. and now that its done im glad i did it#thank you for reading#and please stay alive#stillindigo art#stillindigo comics
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Fanart for Drawfee's "I Want to Unify the Kingdom But the Second Male lead is TOO Indecent!" ft. Queen Bridgetton, Lord Daleton, and Lord Dickenton
It's been a while since I've tried any sort of anime style so this was a fun style exercise
#drawfee#character design#drawfee show#isekai#art#the idea of an anime where every character is revealled to be isekaied is super funny to me#also the second male lead's trousers keep self destructing because his tailor is an isekaied accountant who can't sew
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#self h@rm#self mutalition#$h relapse#3d relapse#relapse#self h@te#tw self destruction#beans cvt#cvtt!ng#cvtblr#sh cvt#thigh cvts#arm cvts#cvtting is silly#thigh cvtting#hate myself#i hate my existence#i hate my body#i hate everything#i hate mirrors#tw sui ideation#suic1de#blogging#blog#tumblr fyp#fyp
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this is my favourite daniel molloy-ism by the way
#I’m enchanted by his self-destructive tendencies.#text#daniel molloy#what does he have except his career and his talent going for him at this point in his life. of course he picks the book over his life.#interview with the vampire
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A Lifetime Served in a Little Cup
pt.1 / pt.2 / pt.3 / pt.4
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bill, babygirl, the red flags get outta there
#gravity falls#billford#the book of bill#standford pines#bill cipher#stump art#comic#A Lifetime Served in a Little Cup comic#AND WE'RE DONE !!!!#a month of my life condensed into a frantic gay mania#i'll wanna do a post-mortem at some point because that'll be FUN#but yeah i really love this stupid comic#was just a random concept i decided to commit to . thought this would take a weekend but lol#anyways to the folks who been reading i hope you enjoyed !!!!#they're gay !!! they're going to mutually self destruct !!!!!#they're going to accidentally both buy into the same timeshare in florida and then be forced to share !!!#romantic comedy of the fucking century !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#GOOD for THEM !!!!!!!!!!!!
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#franz kafka#metamorphosis#the metaphors#books and reading#just girls being girls#just girly thoughts#just girly things#just girly posts#the feminine urge#the female experience#the feminine mystique#girl blogger#girlblogging#girl interrupted#female hysteria#the female urge#female manipulator#divine feminine#female experience#self destruction#insecurity#self image#books#old books#tumblr girls#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#girls girls girls#obsessive thinking#i wanna be pretty#im just a girl
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#vent post#vent blog#ventcore#vent#mentally fucked#self h@te#s3lf hate#mentally drained#kinda depressing#tw depressing stuff#s3lf harn#self h@rm#tw depressing thoughts#tw selfhate#tw self destructive behavior#feeling sad#self destruction
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#actually borderline#bpd feels#bpd mood#bpd problems#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#actually bpd#borderline personality disorder#depressing shit#living with ptsd#tw bpd vent#tw self destructive behavior#tw depressing thoughts#tw depressing stuff#tw depression#actually ptsd#childhood trauma#trauma#borderline things#borderline thoughts#sad thoughts#suicide
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I just want to give up I’m tired from the bottom of my fucking soul like I don’t want to do this shit anymore like let me rest please I’ve had enough
#vent#tw depressing stuff#tw depression#depressing shit#kinda depressing#mentally exhausted#depressing life#tw self destructive thoughts#tw self destruction#tw sui ideation
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#artists on tumblr#my art#own art#graphics#illustration#oc#graphic art#art#dark aesthetic#self love#self care#tw self destructive behavior
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People who self harm only for attention are just as valid as people who self harm for any other reason.
Seriously.
Parents often make the mistake of dismissing their child’s self harm as “attention seeking” when it’s otherwise.
But what always gets me is that, even if a child is harming themselves solely to get attention, that is a huge problem they need help for!
If a person has to go as far as to cause physical harm to themselves in order to gain what they feel as the proper amount of attention, that is someone who needs help ASAP.
No matter the form, no matter the severity, no matter the reason, self harm is a sign of severe distress that deserves immediate, intense attention.
And no one will ever convince me otherwise.
#i was one of them#mental health#positivity#self care#mental illness#self help#recovery#bpd#npd#npd safe#actually bpd#self h@rm#self h@te#thinspø#hpd#cluster b#attention seeking#autistic#autism#neurodivergent#self mutalition#self destruction#tw s3lf harm#childhood trauma#trauma#encouragement#depressing shit#depressing quotes#did system#gentle reminder
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“You look like you’re about to cry.”
No I just wanna k1ll myself.
#s3lf hate#s3lf mutilation#self destruction#s3lfharmm#s3lf harn#tw depressing thoughts#self h@te#self h@rm#self mutalition#su1c1d4l#su1c1dal#988blr#tw sui ideation
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Late night walks hit different when u feel empty and suicidal
#bpd#pienblr#bpd vent#jiraiblogging#bpd mood#actually bpd#jirai onna#bpd stuff#bpd feels#bpd problems#suic1de#self destruction#tw sui ideation
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