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hmm... i don't wanna be a person today
#we got that emotional exhaustion in our bones today lads#gonna roll around in some mud maybe#seeing hate is tiring
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my artblock muse
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#yuji itadori#itadori yuuji#jjk yuji#ive been using what little energy i have at the end of a workday to chip away at this all week#i am TIRED of looking at it take it take it take it#i feel like im reusing poses and that my render is muddy but i am trying 2 convince myself im seeing things#except the poses part . yuuji rubbing sheepishly at his neck needs 2 stop i cant keep defaulting here#it doesnt matter how cute he is i need new material or i will get a bad grade in anime fanartist#im being dramatic fr the most part fgsdjj i dont hate this im just ready 2 move on#its not bad! yuuji 1 and 2 are my favourites. after 3 i burnt out#altho this new addition to yuujis hoodie collection is a banger i love giving yuuji all the fv merch that doesnt exist tht i wish i had#so 3 has that going for it i suppose#anyway long weekend god bless SURELY i can use my time 2 draw smth more substantial. surely.#<- coping
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btw i feel like this shouldn't have to be said but the reason that agatha hates rio is because agatha didn't get to say goodbye to nicky. rio couldn't offer her any more time. and, in rio's mind, nicky going peacefully in his sleep (and even telling him to turn around and kiss agatha goodbye!!) is the one grace rio feels she can give agatha. nicky doesn't suffer. he doesn't fight. he just...goes. he goes on a walk with his mother and kisses his mama goodbye. but agatha doesn't get to say goodbye!!! she doesn't get those final moments with him!! she wakes up and he's already gone.
#agatha all along#aaa spoilers#agatha all along spoilers#agatha harkness#idk i keep seeing people say that like. there's no reason for agatha to hate rio bc of how gentle she was collecting nicky and its like#i don't think u are seeing it from agatha's pov.#unfortunately i am team agatha in the divorce. sorry.#also i do genuinely love that they were so messy.#agathario#kind of?#anyway. trust i have my docs open.#again so sorry to everyone who followed me for literally anything else#i also think some of agatha's coven killings for agatha were a way to balance the cosmic scale or whatever.#she kills enough witches and she might have the chance to get nicky back etc etc but im too tired to go into that further
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he thought silent hill was for one day only !! he mad!!
#my art#fanart#digital art#sketch#silent hill 2 remake#silent hill fanart#james sunderland#pyramid head#a particle brush hates to see me coming#dont look 2 closely at the perspective i am very tired#pyramid boy is oversaturated in fanart but hes very fun to draw... frogive me....#im going to sleep. goodnight
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Doodle dump because I have too many thoughts about them </3





Stupid shenanigans during their college era referencing this. Harold used to have a stupid moustache and goatee in that “I just started growing facial hair and idk what to do with it” kind of style.
Giving Melvin friends but also making him the shortest and the angriest out of the gang. He is friends with George and Harold and he hates it so much, he is entrenched in denial about it. His only two besties are each fathers of two and very much married, OF COURSE he's going to be mom/dad-friended to death.
They are judging you.
#I LOVE making them friends as adults but also collectively super dumb.#It doesn’t matter how smart you are- when you’re around your friends your average common sense levels just drop drastically - it’s a law.#I’M ALSO including the kids / younger versions in their shenanigans because fuck canon and fuck time space continuum.#I need them to have anachronistic stupid interactions NOW.#I like to think that George and Harold to be pretty good with their younger counterparts because they have experience with kids.#Meanwhile Melvin and HIS younger self are bickering and arguing every five second like two siblings with a big age gap and#absolutely HATE each other. Like an 18 year old moody brother with their 6 year old abnoxious little brother.#But if you really really REALLY squint you can kinnnd of see some sort of care between the two? In some sort of weird fucked up Melvin way?#It basically just consists of Melvin yelling and mini-him and dragging him out of school at 9pm like: WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU STILL HERE#STUDYING YOU DUMB LITTLE SHIT- SCHOOL'S BEEN DONE AN HOUR AGO. GO SLEEP- YOU'RE GOING TO GET FUCKING BURNOUT#Anyways#my art#captain underpants#tetocu#the epic tales of captain underpants#george beard#harold hutchins#melvin sneedly#tw scopophobia#I'm so tired
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thinking about embarrassing hilson sex injuries.... wilson throwing his back out while trying a new position.... house slipping in the shower during shower sex and hitting his head.... first degree burns from wax that was way way way too hot to be dripping on each other.... handcuffs gone wrong.... they get a copy of the kamasutra and end up in the ER three separate times in a month....
#chyanne speaks#house md#hilson#gregory house#james wilson#hate crimes md#cameron is so tired of seeing their gay asses in her ER at 3 in the morning bc they tried something overly ambitious for men of their age
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My conclusion while reading the batfam comics.
#dc comics#batman#bruce wayne#batfamily#dick grayson#jason todd#tim drake#cassandra cain#damian wayne#I'm so tired of seeing Bruce hit dick#I sorta understood after Jason it wasn't justified but it was understandable#i hate it when it happens more and more
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i don't think that people really understand how mentally fucking draining it is to live with chronic illness. like, people talk about it a lot, sure. but i feel like it is constantly kind of a shrugged off thing that people don't understand the weight off.
how exhausting it is to have your body not be able to do things, while your brain carries on as if it can.
how exhausting and painful it is to try to do things and not fully be accommodated for your needs.
how exhausting goddamn brain fog is. it gets me every day it feels like and i'm still surprised.
how exhausting and frustrating it is to be ill and to think you're having a good day, but SURPRISE, here's a flare, or a bunch of symptoms, or whatever, and now you're in pain and can't do anything. you can't make the pain stop. you just have to feel it.
how exhausting it is to know that nothing will take the pain away. that you literally just have to live with it. and that people won't get it. they won't understand that you are constantly in pain, all the time, and just have to act like you aren't.
how exhausting it is to be exhausted. the fatigue is awful. it just catches me and i can't do anything. i can't move or speak or anything. i just have to exist in it.
it's so annoying and exhausting to see my body give up and to know that i can't really do anything to stop it or cure it. it's so exhausting. it makes me want to cry constantly. i feel so tired and worn down and angry and depressed.
and yet, i have to continue on, like a normal functioning member of society. i have people look at me like an imposition. i see people talk down on chronically ill or disabled people online all the time and complain about us ruining society or taking away resources or whatever the fuck bullshit.
and it makes me feel so shitty that society perceives my only worth as my physical ability to contribute to a fucked up system.
and yet, we carry on, day after day, in hopes it will get better.
#chronic pain#chronic illness posts#chronic illness#chronic fatigue#chronically ill#fibromyalgia#pots#chronic migraines#gastro issues#etc#the list goes on#i'm so tired of being in pain#and having illnesses that we can't find the cause of#and being so fatigued by it all#i have a colleague who noticed me turn my big lights off to turn on my lamp and they went “oh how are you? migraine day?” and i wanted cry#they remembered. that i do that. they also asked how i felt yesterday. if it was a good day or not.#so i know people are out there who care and genuinely want to help us#but it is very isolating to be chronically ill and not be able to make people understand#and now i park in handicap spots permanently and worry people will come yell at me that i'm not disabled enough since you can't see it#and i hate that#god#it's so exhausting yall.#ill be okay. just needed a vent.#sun rants#sun thoughts#sun notes
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if your first reaction to someone sharing an opinion about sunrise on the reaping that differs from the majority is “oh you’re falling for propaganda!! you’re just as bad as a the captiol!! you just don’t understand it at all!!” maybe you should take a closer look at what propaganda is.
#i’m actually so tired of this take#retconning your work is not turning it into propaganda. having thoughts that differ from the canon is NOT FALLING FOR PROPAGANDA.#THINKING FOR YOURSELF IS QUITE LITERALLY THE OPPOSITE OF FALLING FOR PROPAGANDA.#yes there are some obvious things about the series people clearly miss.#but even then??? does misunderstanding really make them as bad as a DICTATOR???#does wanting more books in a fictional world about fictional characters make you evil???#many book series are rooted in history and current events but people do not act thissss weird towards their fellow fans#i’m barely in the hunger games fandom and it’s crazy to see how many people turn on each other over this#so tell me. who is really susceptible to falling for propaganda?#the people speaking up about the opinions not shared by the majority and getting hate for it?#or the people ganging up on them and hating on them for having a thought that differs from the rest?#anti sotr#anti sunrise on the reaping#sunrise on the reaping#the hunger games#thg sotr#thg#anti suzanne collins#sotr critical#study in scarlet.
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Grapeduo lazy doodles dumps, i havent had much motivation to do anything proper lately.... also the last drawing is based off of this song i was obsessed with it for a while and had to make it about grapeduo LAWL The part where i drew purple in, is in the chorus "eu ja deitei no seu sorriso, só você não sabe" which the literal translation for it would be "i already lied down on your smile, you're the only one who doesn't know that" but what it basically means "i've already fallen for your smile, but you don't know that"
#AvM#my art#grapeduo#avm grapeship#avm grapeduo#avm green#avm purple#animation vs minecraft#yea honestly i've been so tired lately zzzz not doing much as i expected to do#tried doing studies and i hated everysingle bit of the process it's actually infuriating#i have some non related grapeduo art but idk if i should post it yet so i can compile just like this one#eh we'll see#funfact the kiss on the top right of the sixth drawing is not on the twitter because i don't wanna be burned on a stake <3#i don't think there's nothing wrong with a tongue kiss but ig i'm too embarassed to directly expose it to twt lol
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Saw a post that made me furious yesterday so if people STILL don't understand this:
Aspec people are queer.
And no, it's not our love that makes us queer, it's our LACK of certain types of love that make us queer.
There is of course aspec people who are queer both because of their love and their lack of love, but being aspec is queer because of the lack of love.
Saying "but aspecs love too! Their love is also important! Aro and ace people have love and their love is also important!" is not the support you think it is for a lot of aspec people.
My love for my mother isn't what makes me queer. My love for my friends isn't what makes me queer. It's my lack or romantic love that makes me queer. Yea love is important to me, especially platonic love, but that is not what makes me queer.
And let's not forget about loveless aros.
For the love of god stop going "but aros love too!" just so you can relate to us somehow or just so you can include us. We don't need love to be included.
And because some people are going to take this as a personal attack: no, there is nothing wrong with being gay. There is nothing wrong with love is love. Love is important to a lot of people and I am not saying love is bad.
Happy pride everyone
#stiff talk#sorry the post pissed me off SO MUCH#i wanted to argue wjth the op bht i just blocked them#i did not have the strength to argue#aromantic#asexual#aspec#aroace#sincerely: someone who is tired of seeing others try to constantly bring love into queer identities who are about the lack of love.#also please note i will not be arguing wjth any exclusionists#if you say shit on this post youre getting blocked i dont need go argue with someone whos not here to listen but to be hateful
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trying so very hard to fist fight my mental illness and leave my house to go spend time with my friends but bc i was brave and decided to go back to finish my degree and i had to be responsible and paid my tuition for next semester. and since my dear friend patrëon doesn’t want to work the 3.62 in my bank account just pushed me on the ground and started kicking while chanting “ha! suffer more, bitch!!”
#god forbid women do anything#just ignore me#i’m tired and sad and crying over silly things#and i just needed to rant#bc they hate to see a girlboss winning
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Once again......... a REMINDER:
you are free to dislike things but please don't be rude under a creators' hard work on the media they love
#personal tag#gifmakers#gifmaking#im tired boss..... so fuckin tired#esp cait.... do ppl not realize i am also extremely biased for her.... the more cait hate i see the more gifs i will make of her you know#honestly surprised that ppl DONT KNOW im a caitvi simp LMFAOOOOOOOOOO#love being a gifmaker bc i can make what i want yeeeeee#to the rude ass ppl.... bye
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A character looks straight into the camera and says "I'm not interested in romance" and people will still say "No, it's not confirmed they're aromantic!!!" "They could change their mind!!!" "it's a challenge for them to overcome!!!" "They'll have character development that makes them fall in love"
It's like they are given the most blatant answer to a character romantic orientation and they actively ignore it. all the while all it takes is subtext for people to speak as if it is fact for a character to be any other sexuality.
#text#yes I'm calling out the hypocrisy within queer readings of a text and how often people dont see aromanticism as queer#and thus they will hear a blatant omission that a character is aromantic and still say it is not enough#mean while a character saying 'im not interested in the opposite gender' is rightfully taken as the character being queer#the queer community hates aspec characters because they don't match their perfect idea of sex sex relationships as being peak queerness#aphobia#aro#aromantic#aspec#aroace#im sorry but n oit isn't a difference of opinion if you blatantly ignore a character outright saying 'im not into this'#like y'all complain abt ppl turning gay ppl straight but will defend ppl erasing aro identities all the time#fandoms will throw a fit if you ship gay characters in straight relationships but ppl shit aro characters and we r told to shut up#im so fucking tired of this bs#I will keep complaining and keep calling this shit out#until it is drilled into ur skulls that you are being APHOBIC becaue WHAT? You want to REALLLLLY SHIP a character?#Because you'll die if you dont???#fuck man just say you hate aspec ppl and move on#it's easier than dealing with your 'im not aphobic ur being unfair i supposed aspec people really' bs
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i love when ppl draw bumblebee like the happy little creachure he is but also i love when people draw bumblebee like he's had 500 beers in the last 1 hour and still the pain won't even ebb
#bonus when they do both by making him just utterly psychotic but he smiles so no one notices#i am a shameful idw bee enjoyer but like in the tired af ppl pleasing libra girl who needs a therapist so fking bad but#has 700000 billion duties and 900000000 billion expectations and mean bitches in his ear telling him hes stupid#sense#and not the he feels like an officer sense like no my queen is just a teachers pet doing her best which is her worst im afraid#anyways i love bee hes very indignant and a bitch but also im gonna stand beside her sorry#u do not understand how powerful it was to give him a cane . a literal crutch to hold onto to feel stronger even when ratchet says he doesnt#have to anymore but yet bee still insists bcs he doesnt have time for the repairs itll take when others cannot survive#and 2 it comforts him with support and also power and so he cradles it close with the idea of him being weak & needing smthing else#to make him strong#even tho at this point it's rlly just for comfort but he cant afford to allow himself to have comfort when others cant#or dont need it in his heroism ideals (specifically optimus being seen as so much stronger than him)#optimus also had bee tho. had him. but bee is so self conscious he just sees all his failures surrounding optimus & views himself not a#crutch to lean on but a crutch to optimus' character#he rlly needed rodimus and his fiery upbeat persona so they could fake it till they made it together and he left & fucking exploded#(in bees eyes)#like idk im just obsessed with this little tryhard loser#he islike a sad little clingy mother who refuses to think herself as human. she is just mother. lives off evrryones accomplishments#never her own#idk like hes so interesting tonme i want to kill him teehee#chew on him like sponge cak#bumblebee#transformers#tf bumblebee#tf idw#idw#tf#????#maccadam#i hate not knowing waht tag to use
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made it gayer
#dungeon meshi#farcille#marcille donato#falin touden#manga panel#yes I was cackling the whole time I edited this#free to use#took the speech bubbles out and made it gayer#by this I mean I changed Marcille’s expression#Falin was already making that face#edit: if you’re going to be a hater on any ship in the fandom; f*ck off. This post is not for you (certified: a multishipper)#if you’re the type to like/reblog posts that go “eww who ships Marcille x Laios.” This post is not for you#if you’re hating on the m/m ships because “it’s taking attention away from Farcille” f*ck off. Shipping is not a competition#as you can see#I am getting TIRED of shipping wars being brewed in the fandom#I thought we were all adults here#why am I seeing Voltron-like behaviour in the main tag#Fy posts
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