#second time i’ve ranted about this
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Just a reminder that if you don’t have anything nice to say THEN DON’T SAY ANYTHING AT ALL!
“And you don't see how you're incapable of writing happy things?” (after I told them what I thought TKN is in one emoji)
“Me personally I wouldn't want the emojis people would describe my story with to be literally all of the sad looking ones”
#joy’s rants#the king of the nameless#these are the exact quotes btw#because APPARENTLY i’m allergic to happiness#and basically all i do is make my characters suffer#shut up shut up SHUT UP#if you fucking read days 2; 5; 6; and 7 of flufftober none of them have any angst!!!#day 9 doesn’t either!! the one i’m working on!!#you used to be supportive back when it was shitty fanfiction!#what the fuck happened? huh?#did i fucking talk too much?#am i not supposed to be passionate about my writing?#“face it joy: you can’t write happy characters” when i made charlie actually fucked up from everything#instead of having nothing wrong with him#WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME?#if charlie did stay completely unscathed you’d probably say that’s unrealistic!!#i fucking hate it here!!!#you don’t even read any of it before coming to these fucking conclusions!!#“you keep giving bits and pieces of a story but none of them are linked together”#because they’re just fucking oneshots right now!! i’m getting used to writing them before i dive in like i did before!!!#second time i’ve ranted about this#it’ll probably happen again
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Sophie Oliveira-Shepard Alenko-Oliveira and Kaidan Alenko-Oliveira - ME3 (2/?) "I want to be your strength. Your soft place to land." Mass Effect 3: Legendary Edition (2021) + Bonus
#mira makes gifs ✨#sophie shepard#kaidan alenko#shenko#mass effect#mass effect 3#me3#dailygaming#otp: you’re real enough for me#heyyyy i’m back with more shenko content bc these two live rent free in my brain :)#you know how i always say ‘this is coolest shit i’ve ever made’ well guess what this is my favorite set i’ve ever made :)#this is my favorite cutscene in ME3 and probably all of mass effect and no one can change that#the way that they look at each other? the softness? the gentle touches? rent. free.#those last four gifs? my favorite 4 seconds in mass effect#soph having horrible nightmares and insomnia throughout her life is very canon so this cutscene is everything to me#it's something about the hurt/comfort of it all. it resonates so well with them. it's spawned so much of their characterization for me :)#i thought about dialogue relating to something non-reaper related but i just wanted the gifs to do the talking this time#the little like half second blurry shot of the picture frame was part of the inspiration for this set :)#it was too important to me to NOT render something out to put in the picture frame by their bed :) and it was going to be on inta’sei#but then i settled for a mission on illium that takes place between ME1/ME2 that’s just the two of them that i will pen out as a oneshot#at some point™️ the render inspired a great many ideas for it. and i had to do a bonus to get a better look at it ;)#i’ll probably throw the actual piece up in the future lol but it was nice seeing it in game :) and kaidan’s tattoos and his piercings :)#it ain’t a mira gifset unless i do something slightly convoluted to show off little pieces of canon :)#thanks for listening to my mini rant :) have a good day like always friend 💙
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Chappel Roan saying she’s sad she’s demisexual and then there’s me being aroace as a whole like don’t you think I’m even more sad 😭
#not saying she’s not allowed to feel sad at all#just makes me think about myself LOL#I hate being aroace it’s like everyone’s part of a secret club I will never be a part of#and that people don’t tend to understand and if they do they never uphold that fact#like I actually have thrown up before from the concept of being in a relationship because it’s horrifying#and disgusting to me in a practical sense#like I don’t want to throw up every time I start thinking about those things I just want to be normal#and not panic like a relationship sounds like even worse than a death sentence#ppl think aroace is cute and problem free but it’s literally so uncomfortable and inconvenient when you’re in a world which a) doesn’t#understand wth aroace is b) doesn’t respect it at all c) has shit povs on what friendship is and how it can be more fulfilling than somethin#and d) how badly it impacts some ;-; like ik it sounds easy but try telling yourself omg I want to have a forever bestie#but then said forever bestie will never end up truly putting you first because they’d have a partner who will be their number one#and as usual you won’t even be second place you will be last like always#because I’ve noticed that the moment ppl get a partner suddenly they become their forever bestie role and then I can’t have that cause it#freaks me out and disgusts me all at once so I’m literally just cursed with forever feeling lonely and not meaning anywhere near as much to#someone who you wish could even look your way the way you do to them …#honestly by the day these reminders make me feel more and more aplatonic but it’ll simultaneously always feel like a hole in my heart#because apparently being aroace is like being some weird person and some freak#and not in the 𝒻𝓇ℯ𝒶𝓀𝓎 type of connotation LMAO I mean just plain freak#and then that loneliness will always accumulate and accumulate and accumulate until I physically cannot handle it anymore or I take matters#into my own hands and just off with her head to myself LMAO#dora daily#and that is why despite aroace being cool to me it’s just not placed in an environement which makes it cool#as those assholes tend to say oh meh meh meh you never struggled girl … we’re in the 21st century every person in the lgbt community is#living the life dating who they want and being with who they want#but allegedly it is but a crime I can’t like anyone and that nobody fucking listens to me when I say I have an attraction deficit#and that they take it upon their hands to define what I’m attracted to or head canon me as whatever they are#I swear I’m not even fucking worth that shit just leave me alone 😭#I promise like if I was with somebody they will regret the day they were born by being with me LOL I am not all that in fact me being aroace#is saving them from torture ☠️ anyways ! rant over :3
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Went to an arcade in a mall recently and they had a Marble of Souls in there, so I played it and won some cards hehe. Those things are LOUD, like piercingly LOUD. I could hear it screeching bitcrushed vampire killer throughout the whole arcade, partially because of how loud it was and partially because I heard vampire killer and immediately tuned out everything else. Had a really nice conversation with the people at the ticket counter too, one of them was a fan of the games and they were all really nice :). Really interesting experience, I guess now I get to say I’ve fed Konami’s gambling addiction 💀💀💀. I’ve got Simon and Maria in card protectors rn (only had two) and I plan to get more protectors to put cute little stickers on them lol. Might put Simon in a lanyard or my wallet XD. But for now they’re just sitting on a shelf for display :3.
#castlevania#castlevania games#akumajo dracula#akumajou dracula#simon belmont#maria renard#richter belmont#charlotte aluin#marble of souls#genuinely kinda sad that this is like uhhh the only merch I’ve seen in years#and it’s for a pachinko machine based on a game in the series that I don’t even like lmaoooooooooo#hmm? grimoire of souls? what’s that? this is just uh ayami’s art it has no game attached to it??? Grimoire of Souls is a myth—#I could and should make a rant post about GoS and why I don’t like it but ehhhhh#eh whatever it was an interesting experience and I had fun tbh#I won a couple things in the cranes and there was a project diva cabinet#also very cool food court at a marketplace I went to there was black sesame ice cream mmmm#there was also an active FYE which is wild cause I’m used to them being closed#yippie simon for a lanyard tho#this will be the second time I’ve put him on some kind of necklace lmao#uh idk if I should make like uh a general hobby tag for this now that I think about it#hobby posting#for some reason tumblr just started lagging BAD so I guess that’s the end of tags then
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Every person thinks about the battle of Cadair Idris once a day is a statical error. I, CaterpillarInACave, who thinks about it once every 3 to 30 minutes, am an outlier and should not have been counted.
#I wonder what it was like for everyone around me when I first read it#I don’t even really remember the first time I read it#It must have been in middle school??? Which is wild to think about#My brain must have short circuited#I went through the five stages of grief in thirty seconds then twice more in the next ten pages#There are two scenes from two separate books that are like really ingrained in my brain. One for like third grade. And that battle.#My reread is gonna be an experience for everyone around me#Retching on the floor#This is the scene I missed a line in fyi that I’ve been ranting about. Literally can’t believe I missed something.#Tid
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this is like…a totally different vibe from my last posts but i never realized how fucked up it is that we in america have to do school shooter drills. like i remember being in first grade after sandy hook and having my first lockdown drill and being told by the teacher that if we didn’t stay hidden and stay quiet that we would die. like even today over the announcements, we had one, and it was like…five full minutes of strict instructions on what to do and when. idk if they do this in every school but i know my school sends security guards to bang on/check the doors to make sure it’s 1. locked and 2. that everyone stays hidden. it’s more fucked up when you realize no one takes them seriously anymore. that it’s just become an every day thought of “oh, another school shooter drill”, and it gets to the point even the teachers don’t bat an eye. i admit, im guilty of not taking it as serious as i should, and its kind of messed up.
i dunno. it’s sad that some people don’t care about the lives of children and would rather have them go from kindergarten through maybe even college under the guise that “i may be shot at school today”, and they don’t support gun control. i dunno. this has bugged me for forever.
#tw shooting#tw school shooting#(it’s mentioned a lot)#america#like nobody needs a military style machine gun that can rip a fucking child into shreds#say what you want but i don’t think the founding fathers knew that people were going to bring guns into school and go after kids when they#wrote the second amendment#if you wanna have a gun then use a hunting pistol or something i dunno#you don’t need an ak-47 for even hunting#this is personal kinda#i’ve never been in a lockdown but there have been gun threats and a number of times where a gun/bullet was found in the school#they found bullets on the fucking elementary school playground and didn’t do anything about it#usually we don’t get emailed about this shit until weeks later like “oh yeah we found bullets in the bleachers after a football game”#idk this is a rant#rambling#kinda
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#rant time#ok you know what im literally done bc if you’re going to act like my friend only when it’s convenient for you you’re not my friend!!!#like!!! hello??? do you realize how not ok it is to treat people that way??? to make comments that lift them up and make them feel like#they’re your best friend and then ignore them for the next two weeks or whatever??#seriously stop being so fake!!! you should’ve just been a mature person and told me that you don’t want to be my friend anymore instead of#whatever this is#like just tell me if i did something wrong to you and we can move on#because do you understand how terrible it makes me feel every time i’m in a class with you and all of your friends and you act like you’ve#never seen my face in your life??? and i’m just sitting there alone when years ago you would always sit by me when i was sitting alone#because you said you hated when people sat alone#yeah right ok girl i believe you!!!#of course you don’t understand that because you’ve never felt that way#you just ditch your friends every one or two years because there’s new people you like better#well guess what??? if you keep being a crappy friend those people will never be your real friends#like seriously who are you actually friends with??? you’re so fake!!! you constantly talk crap about all of your new friends!!! and then#the second they’re in the room with you you act like they’re your best friend for life#like no they’re not!!! not when you’ve said stuff like how mean and braggy they are and how you don’t want them to get leads over me!!!#well guess what if you want to ditch friends who are actually good people then you’re stuck with mean and braggy people so deal with it#and it’s not just me!!! i feel like you’ve treated everyone like this and it’s so not ok#so anyway i know I’ll say all this and then the next time you try to talk to me i’ll keep acting like it’s fine#but just so you know i think you’re the fakest friend I’ve ever had and i hope someday you get a taste of your own medicine#sorry for the rant lol#lav speaks
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Come play FFXIV with me. I promise I don’t bite… unless you want that.
#The game however DOES bite. Hard. It sinks its fangs in and doesn’t let go#and I love it for that#I have crossed the 900 hour threshold now#we are approaching 1k hours and I’m so happy about it#this game deserves every second of that time- and more#It’s the most fun I’ve had#The only downsides that I’ve felt so far are that I don’t have enough friends who play it-#and that a lot of the people who play it don’t seem to actually enjoy it? For some reason?#The kind of people who think ‘be critical of the media you enjoy’ means ‘complain about every aspect of the thing until it loses all joy’#I don’t understand the people who think ARR is bad#or something to just slog through so you can get to ‘the good stuff’#I’ve experienced some of ‘the good stuff’ now and you know what?#I still love ARR just as much as the day I found it#AND I love Heavensward. And I love Stormblood.#There’s no need to pit five bad bitches against each other#anyway sorry for autisticly ranting I’m just obsessed with this game#the point of this post was to say. You should be playing it too.#It’s worth it.
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i want to rant
#tw rant#cw rant#WHY is it always me that gets treated so differently. i am so fucking sick and tired of being treated like this because i genuinely get so#fucked up over stuff like this. like. i’m so sorry the way my life is going right now makes you all bitter and sad that you have to fucking#shit on me for being happy. if YOU have a problem with me the least you can do is TELL ME. we’re adults ffs. tell me if you have a problem#with me. i don’t care how fucked up your reasoning is. what i will appreciate is that you at least had some decency to tell me so i won’t#act like a stupid fuck trying to wonder why things are the way they are.#second of all fuck this LMAOOO if you genuinely wish sadness upon someone fuck you. because i will NEVER especially if i saw you as a friend#im just so. speechless. like— why would you say that about me. i’m trying to hard to brush this all off but my mind keeps thinking about#all the things. i’m wondering if you even saw me as a friend in the first place.#i’ve experienced this so many times where i have to constantly water down my personality just so i can keep a friendship.#but now i realised thats not the right thing to do. like im so sorry my personality is too cool for you and now you decide you want to hate#me because i’m doing so much better in life. whatever aaaaaa i have a headache i need to sit down
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got some new books at the library today 😈 hehehe
#I got mary Oliver essays#a John Keats poetry book love him!!#a book of Kurt Vonnegut speeches/essays#a journal/essay thing by an author I don’t know#eligible by Curtis sittenfield because I love Jane Austen and I needed a fun fiction read#and a collection of stories and essays by Raymond carver#oh and south and west by Joan didion#I’m very much in an essays/diaries/meditations on writing and reading type of mood lately#I still need to finish the three library books I got first though#I’m reading mystery and manners by Flannery O’Connor currently and then I need to read a novel by her#and her other collection of short stories i haven’t read yet#plus maybe I think there’s some of her letters in the anthology I got#and I also have a short book of Rilke that I need to get to#but I’m pretty sure these will all renew without an issue cuz I think I cant renew three times#anyway I’m ranting I just love the library#they have a perpetual book sale going on and I found a romance book by an author I’ve read before#and a local book about moon phases and regional lore I think? it looks cool#and christian got a book#I’m gonna try to read at least 50 pages a day at minimum#I’m on track to finish 6 books in July! my second most accomplished month this year#I can’t believe I read 12 books in january what was I on#tbf some of those were graphic novels and middle grade lit though#but still
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i need to invest in an animated series about my life in my organic chemistry class istg
#first. i fucking failed that exam like lowest grade i’ve ever gotten in my life n i studied for that.#time to teach myself everything fr this time bc that exam had stuff we never even discussed in class. the median grade was a 59.#my professor was HAPPY about that.#like three exclaimation mark happy#bc one (1) person managed to get a 105 n i don’t wanna know which devil they sold their soul to for that grade#second. everyone in that class is clearly there bc they didn’t get into their waitlisted class. no one chose to be in this class#the professor has a 2/5 rating on rate my professor and i felt like a clown when registering for her class like yeah shooting myself#in the foot is my fav thing to do.#clearly.#ok rant over time to teach myself this shit
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You’re telling me that Wanderer doodles on his notes?
You’re telling me that the headcannon that sprouted from the idea that he knows and continues the isshin art in the distant future (as an act of atonement), the idea that made me go down a rabbit hole of “if he knows how to draw…he would totally doodle…”
You’re telling me that THAT it’s actually freaking CANNON?
#genshin impact#genshin#wanderer#scaramouche#genshin impact wanderer#genshin impact scaramouche#i saw an artist I follow bring this up#and i was like: there is no way my headcannon became actual freaking cannon#there’s no way#of course#it happened#im both enthralled and…#Well#this is the second time this happens#I’ve been writting this headcannon for…#(checks notes)#well my notes said I did this one rant on 5/12/23#soooo#about two months#which isn’t a lot#BUT STILL
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I love running so much. Like it’s not complicated you don’t need to be good at it you don’t need to go out and buy xyz beforehand. You don’t even need fancy running shoes really if you’re just running on your own. All it is is just “can I run? Do I want to run?” And if the answers are yes then you can just go out and run! You don’t have to be the fastest person in the world. There’s no standard. You don’t have to run a sub 25 5k or anything you just go out and put one foot in front of the other and enjoy it. Running is literally the best more people should do it
#S.K rants about running again#Probably just a personal thing but like it’s also really refreshing and helps me mentally#Like I don’t care about times in the way it defines how good I am. If I can cut a couple seconds off my average 5K time then I’ll be happy!#Like I dropped from like a 30 minute 5K to just over a 29 minute 5K and I was so happy with myself#And even when I’m not running competitively like get me some good tunes and give me like a half hour I’ll be good for the rest of the day#The conditions don’t have to be good either like I’ve ran in the rain it’s the best thing ever#Anyway yeah. If you want to do something productive go on a short little run!!! It’s fun I swear#No matter how slow or fast or whatever you may be. Don’t care abt anyone else#And a word of advice to any fellow XC runners: don’t beat yourself up over times. Especially if you’re on a team and competing#It’s one thing to know you’ve gotta improve a little and it’s another to be down in the dumps over a bad race#Trust me I’ve been there it sucks. But there are better races to come!!! Just you wait#S.K thinks#Sorry I ranted I just really like running
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what the fuck i didn’t expect to cry just now. it’s so amazing how you can connect to people you’ll never meet.
#yo it's d :)#💙♾️#rant incoming ->#okay so if i’m being honest being a black fan in mana/mdm/mm spaces is actually kinda isolating sometimes if i’m being honest bc a lot of#western fans are white people. that’s just the truth. and like i’ve been sorta subtly ‘bullied’ (lightheartedly) for years over my interests#misaligning with what is typically ascribed to black people. i know it’s silly to let it get to me but after a while that shit wears you out#that being said. i was watching the mdm 2007 paris show bc i wanted to see a specific song real quick. the video pans over the crowd and obv#it’s white people as far as the eye can see. shocker. however. then it gets a bit closer to the stage. not too close. but sorta. right there#is a black fan. they stand out a bit. besides their skin being brown their hair is also in cornrows! a protective style!! at an mdm show!!!#seeing them in the crowd caused me to be overcome w/ emotion. i felt so instantly connected to this person across time and space from a two#second clip of them. and of course i shouldn’t cry about it but knowing that hey. i’m not alone out here and that we’ve probably had similar#experiences is so……? it was so easy to suddenly put myself in their position. a person that looks like me in a room full of people who don’t#god.#i hope they’re doing well nowadays and that they still rock out to mdm. i hope the feel incredibly valid in their blackness.#HOLY SHIT WE BELONG IN THE SCENE !!!!! WE BELONG !!!!!#I BELONG !!!!!!!!!!!#dev rants
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Am I the only one who feels like the 2nd Fire Force OP goes so so hard??
#rant time!#personal#I haven’t seen Fire Force but I’ve heard some of the OPs#it just seems like everyone talks about the first OP and it’s CRIMINAL that no one seems to talk about the second OP#I don’t know if it’s controversial or an unpopular opinion but the second OP (MAYDAY) is INFINITELY better than the first OP (Inferno)#like HELLOOO coldrain is singing the second OP how can that not be better than Inferno??#I feel strongly towards OPs sometimes and this is one of those times#delete later? delete later
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I think Dream forgot what point he was making when he mentions Tommyinnit’s self made song. For the record, i agree with Tubbo that it was irrelevant, but i think there was something Dream was trying to say, i just don’t know what it was.
At first i thought he was trying to comment on Tommy’s hidden in plain sight message where he says he’s depressed because of bad stuff happening recently, which Dream might’ve taken as a vague take against Dream himself.
But y’know, relistening to it, i just noticed Tommy has a lyric saying “-And why the R slur back? Y’know? You- uh- ugh…” 😅
#drama#deffo drama tag this time#Also at first i didn’t like the song; but on second and + listens now; it’s actually pleasing#The rap part has more flow than i remember it having#i missed hearing Wilbur’s song honestly. I just wanted to hear Tommy sing it; and sing more#Makes me rethink about the music scene. Idk anything about it; but the concept of music sounds fun; like creative writing#I wonder if i tried writing lyrics; if it’d turn out as bland as Dream’s music; since i’m in a similar boat of never writing music before#when i was younger and first started avoiding people; i’d humm to myself soothingly#the beat and melody never stayed consistent but i thought i was a total genius for coming up with a lot of beats at all#i’m considering it because i’ve had moments listening to music i don’t like and think rewriting it would be nice#Anyways#musically inclined people seem awesome#I saw Skeppy’s self made song and it was good! Heard or saw a moment where he talks about wanting to make music; and i think he’d do well!!#He should go for it honestly#long rant in the tags oops
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