#scorpio adventures

[passifloramoonlight]

11.11

Simmering in the energy of death and retribution today I realize the Abyss is my brother and he is the King of the Abyss. We pray and sing. We read psalms. Im Isis and her Seven Scorpios. Im covered in this energy and protected.

When I pray, heat comes from my body and my left arm. I feel the cracks barely hanging there resisting but its the energy of love. It must come through. Ganja take care of me. Cacao open my heart. Mushrooms help me. Tobacco elevate me. All plants offer their medicine. The poison is on the dose.

And so, this is the first birthday we celebrate as adults, brothers that shared a womb. He is my sweet brother and Im his baby sister. We are alright. Dancing helps me tamper and expand. How mysterious is love and attraction. But when things get confusing gotta take a step back and observe. I took the rosary and the hagstone. After months of trance and charging I used it to pray for him. I offer him medicine.

As soon as I get home I need to clean the rosary, the river quartz and the hagstone. YES it feels good, what we needed. And as I soon as I step outside the bathroom, the hagstone slips and falls. For the sound I know it cracked. Its too much of a coincidence. These days everything is too much of a coincidence. And so we depart and Im grateful for all the magic and trips it grant me. The trance of love. RIP, my sweet hagstone. You’ll be missed.

[midostree-art]

I did it! FINALLY! I finished the color wheel challenge :)

[xomoonlover11]

I just want to dilly dally everyday. Is that too much to ask for?

[disneymbti]

Hiya, Sarah 💛! For the MBTI ask, Kristoff and Varian? I'm curious as to whether or not they'd be friends.

Hi there, Sunshine! I really hope you like this a lot!

Kristoff Bjorgman's MBTI Type, Big Three, Enneagram Type and Moral Alignment

MBTI Type: ISTP [The Virtuoso]

Virtuosos are generally more reserved and prefer being alone. They are self-sufficient and independent thinkers.

They are very observant and focus on the details of a situation, trusting facts and making decisions based on the here-and-now.

ISTP types favor logic and reason over emotional influences. They base their decisions on what makes sense.

They are also spontaneous and prefer keeping their options open. Virtuosos are often more adaptable and less aware of time.

Big Three: Capricorn Sun, Scorpio Moon and Virgo Rising

Capricorn Sun: Capricorn is ruled by authoritative Saturn, which is why they tend to work hard toward advancing themselves in earthly matters. 

Scorpio Moon: Scorpio Moons are known for their brooding nature that exudes passion. Once you win them over, they are loyal and unconditional in matters of love.

Virgo Rising: Virgo ascendants are the fact-finders and checkers of the zodiac. They are fair-minded and slow to anger.

Enneagram Type: 9w8 [The Advisor]

Basic Fear: Nine wing eights are afraid of being separated from the world. They avoid this by preventing conflict; however, their eight wing also encourages them to be assertive, which can create an internal tension.

Basic Desire: Their basic desire is to be internally balanced. They seek to be at peace with themselves and others.

Advisors defend themselves by numbing their negative emotions through routine and repetitive patterns. They avoid facing their own internal struggles by distracting themselves in this way.

Moral Alignment: Neutral Good [The Benevolent]

These characters seek to do good, but are flexible in how they achieve it, valuing both order and freedom.

Varian's MBTI Type, Big Three, Enneagram Type and Moral Alignment

MBTI Type: INTP [The Logician]

INTPs prefer spending time alone so they can explore their rich inner world, and prolonged exposure to big groups of people can make them feel drained.

Their focus lies more on understanding the big picture than on noticing the tiny details. They want to know how things connect together, which gives them great intuition for solving complex problems.

As the most thinking-oriented of the types, they rely on logic rather than emotion as their main influence in decision making.

An INTP normally likes to keep their options open rather than locking themselves into a commitment. They’re flexible and spontaneous, which allows them to capitalize on opportunities that come available at the 11th hour.

Big Three: Scorpio Sun, Virgo Moon and Aquarius Rising

Scorpio Sun: Ruled by Mars and Pluto, the Scorpio Sun is known to be intense, mysterious, and ever-evolving. 

Virgo Moon: Virgo Moons use their calm nature to gain deep clarity on matters, filtering questions through their kind, but reasonable, lens.

Aquarius Rising: This rising sign can speak lucidly on a number of topics, using their lofty knowledge to charm crowds and solve problems alike.

Enneagram Type: 5w4 [The Philosopher]

Basic Fear: Type fives with a four wing are afraid of being helpless and incompetent. They tend to overcompensate for this by spending their time developing new knowledge and skills to feel useful and worthy.

Basic Desire: Their basic desire is to feel helpful and able. They express this by passionately pursuing knowledge and understanding of the world.

Philosophers tend to guard themselves by withdrawing from others, which may lead to loneliness.

Moral Alignment: Chaotic Good [The Rebel]

These characters value freedom and kindness, often challenging laws and order to achieve just outcomes.

[alyjojo]

🪄 Scorpio 🧙

[theambisinistrousquainterelle]

Welcome to my new series : Ridiculous Conversations in the Universe at the Time of Birth, chapter I, Sagittarius Rising, Neptune conjunct.

This was originally supposed to be The Portrait of Dorian Gray, part I, but as the characters left me feeling utterly depressed, despite the beautiful and thought-provoking language and story-telling, I stumbled down the absolute rabbit hole that's astrology and found a new hyperfixation.

Scorpio MC (🤦🏻‍♀️) : Ugh... Sag!!

Sag rising (galloping, beaming) : Scorpio, what's up ?

Scorpio MC (side-eyeing) : What's up ? Aren't you supposed to be wise and clever and whatnot? You're up, that's what. You're rising...

Sag rising (still beaming) : Oooh, fun ! It'll be such an adventure ! We are by the way, you know... we're actually very bright. And that's why we know life's meant to be experienced and enjoyed.

Scorpio MC (🙄) : Super fun... WTF is that hair ? That colourful... paint... on your face ? And that abomination of an outfit ? I'm in charge of our public image and I refuse to be seen out like that. Also, what the hell is Neptune doing here ?

Sag rising and Neptune (in chorus) : Chill...

Sag rising (cheerful 🤷🏻‍♀️) : Neptune's conjunct, so whether we want it or not, wherever I'm... er... we're... going, he goes. And obviously he affects our appearence and behaviour too. Aaanyways, Venus will determine what we choose to wear eventually. Also, we're a kid🤨. You're positively morose!

Scorpio MC : Not morose. We're daaark and myyysterious.

Sag rising : You mean sunny, optimistic, positive and enthusiastic.

Scorpio MC : Secretive, quiet, intriguing and powerful. Possibly intimidating.

Sag rising : You mean adventurous, extraverted, friendly, creative and inspiring.

Scorpio MC : Passionate !

Sag rising : For sure!

Sag Neptune (softly) : But mostly we're dreamers. With a penchant for escapism, both in the harsh reality of things and in the mazes of our mind.

Scorpio MC and Sag rising (glancing nervously at each other) : That sounds... interesting😬.

Sag rising (philosophically) : Isn't our mind real ?

Scorpio MC (impatiently) : Of course it is.

Sag Neptune (gently) : Either way, we'll struggle with knowing the difference.

Sag rising (squinting) : We're meant to be lucky, not struggle. This will be a... good... thing.

Scorpio MC (☹️) : Not that I'm afraid of struggling, but you're just going to have to take control, you're supposedly in charge here. Captain of the ship and all that.

Sag rising (sighing) : I need optimism, please cheer up !

Scorpio MC : Perhaps I'd cheer up if we were to change from tropical to sideral, because then *I* would be in charge.

Sag rising (🤨) : Oh, I see...

Ophiuchus rising (smirking) : Hello !

Sag rising and Scorpio MC (slightly panicked) : Fuck...

[goblinpuppystudios]

happy pisces season!!

[astro-tag-9]

👉👈

Gemini sun, Leo moon, Sag rising

Libra sun, Sag moon, Scorpio rising

❤️‍🔥Rapunzel and Flynn ❤️‍🔥

[comfort-zone-magic-zone]

6 Days to 30

My goodness! How am I already entering another decade of my life? How have I go from a kid to a teen to a young adult to an actual adult? How has life flown by? 30 years feels like a 3 hour movie as I reflect back.

I have been doing a lot of reflection lately...well, I've never truly stopped reflecting. Just every so often, the urge to do a deeper introspection takes place in me. When that happens, I end up on tumblr to allow for some privacy while still sharing my thoughts with people who may or may not read them.

Anyway, with finally finding a good therapist and recognizing that I may be experiencing burnout in some aspects of my life, drawing closer to 30 has left me reflecting on how I want to start this next chapter of my life. In the last year, I have made some major changes to include:

Losing 100pounds - I have 6 more to go for my goal weight.

Moved back to Maryland from Hawaii to have more job opportunities in my department.

Started reading regularly again - getting over 50 books in since my 29th birthday.

Went on adventures of a lifetime - swam with manta rays, walked in Hawaii Volcano National Park, submarine tours, etc.

Yet, I feel like there is more and better I things I can do and be. I want to be a mom and a wife. At the same time, I want to do more for me and set boundaries with the people in my life I feel are taking advantage of me. I am starting to think I want to own a home. At the same time, I think I want to do a European move for three years sometime in this decade of my life before I set down roots. I want to do Olympic lifting competitions. I want to start baking and cooking more than for meal prep. I want to host. I want to do photography. I want to join a run club. I want to do areal yoga. I want to dance and be free. I want to be 30, flirty, and thriving!

I want so much more out of my next decade especially after spending this birthday month feeling stressed, unappreciated, and alone. I want more for and from myself.

So for the next 6 days, I am going to gather my thoughts and come up with goals, activities, and boundaries for myself. I know none of the things I want will happen over night. I know that I will have to start slow and manage not to burnout as I do it. However, if I want to be the woman I see myself being - the woman who is managing to stay consistent, the woman who knows what she wants and goes to get it, the woman who her younger self would admire and strive to be - I have to make the time to get there.

[jjoelswatch]

I’m here to be That Person obsessed with a new character and inform you all that if we go off of the first comic Miguel is introduced in as his birthday (September 1st, 1992), this is a 30 year old Virgo man in the midst of a mental breakdown and I find that very fitting. In this essay, I will-- [gunshot]

[youweremynewdreamm]

Ngl this is pretty funny

[scary-skeletonz]

I have a feeling that all vengeful spirits are just scorpios.

[asteroidgalore]

Narcissus/Narcissist/Narcissism (37117) is a masculine manifestation of the Borderline Personality Disorder. Both are Cluster B Personality Disorders, with the feminine version coming from complex (repeated) traumatic events and the male version coming from an exaggerated sense of self importance and willingness to destroy at the expense of all others.

To qualify as NPD (the male version), the DSM-5 instructs you must have at least 5 of the following 9 symptoms:

A grandiose sense of self-importance

A preoccupation with fantasies of unlimited success, power, brilliance, beauty, or ideal love

A belief that he or she is special and unique and can only be understood by, or should associate with, other special or high-status people or institutions

A need for excessive admiration

A sense of entitlement

Interpersonally exploitive behavior

A lack of empathy

Envy of others or a belief that others are envious of him or her

A demonstration of arrogant and haughty behaviors or attitudes

On the other hand, to qualify as BPD (the feminine manifestation) you must have at least 5 of the following 9 symptoms

Chronic feelings of emptiness

Emotional instability in reaction to day-to-day events (e.g., intense episodic sadness, irritability, or anxiety usually lasting a few hours and only rarely more than a few days)

Frantic efforts to avoid real or imagined abandonment

Identity disturbance with markedly or persistently unstable self-image or sense of self

Impulsive behavior in at least two areas that are potentially self-damaging (e.g., spending, sex, substance abuse, reckless driving, binge eating)

Inappropriate, intense anger or difficulty controlling anger (e.g., frequent displays of temper, constant anger, recurrent physical fights)

A pattern of unstable and intense interpersonal relationships characterized by extremes between idealization and devaluation (also known as "splitting")

Recurrent suicidal behavior, gestures, threats, or self-harming behavior

Transient, stress-related paranoid ideation or severe dissociative symptoms

NARCISSIST (37117) is where the masculine manifestation, NPD, manifests in your chart.

Borderline Personality Disorder individuals have the opportunity to heal through Dialectical Behavior Therapy. That’s the best option.

Nyx (3908) in her most famous depiction sits with her legs crossed, blindfolded, a star in one hand, the moon in another, testing herself on whether she can tell the difference even being deprived of sight. Based just on how they feel. There’s a clear difference. Nyx is the biological mother of Hecate (100).

[arun-jaswal]

New Mahindra Scorpio N main aayi nayi problem🤫

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[scorp-man]

The Social Event

I was out of town at a project in northern California, at a hotel that had a social event Mon through Saturday. I arrived Sunday afternoon as my drive was a 7 hour journey from So Cal and was excited to see the town since I arrived a day early I went to a local dispensary so I didn’t have to travel with anything and then headed to the hotel where I heard about the social event following days to come. The hotel had the usual restaurants across from the hotel and that was fine for dinner that night. I continued to watch a movie (Radical) if you were curious before I actually fell asleep; of course it was a exactly up my alley and why I wanted to watch it as it was based on a true story and it was really phenomenal. Passed out, night one done

Monday morning, woke up just semi tired as the bed was different but the king size and extra pillows helped. I was also fully erect and hopped in the shower to just get the morning going cause I didn’t want to get too exited. I headed down to the lobby for breakfast and found a nice breakfast spread for all the guests. I grabbed a quick plate and sat down at a table the seating area was in a different room I forgot my fork 🤦🏽‍♂️. I headed back to the cutlery/napkin/condiment area but as I was just grabbing my fork I glanced around the room and saw a lovely brunette lady from behind. As I was turning she also turned and faced me finally and we caught a quick glance at each other. I ate and just relaxed before work cause who doesn’t like to relax as much as possible before work obviously. Also side note I thought I would eat and she would walk into the seating room but she must have taken her plate back to her room. Off to work I went about 15min away. Work is appropriately named and I was excited to be off that night I was burnt out, at least way more than I expected. I got back to the room and showered.

So I actually ended up missing the Monday social event in the Lobby/hotel and passed out and jumped right into Tuesday morning, had breakfast and got my morning going again. Work was fine continued helping the team with the project and assessing our timeline as we only had 6 days to complete the project. By the end of the shift we left the building and headed back to a new army dinner at Red Lobster 😅 it was suggested and I’m always up for adventure. Our waiter was cool though and she was laughing it up with the team(probably thinking our group of six was a nice way to get into her shift and make a nice tip early on). Hit the hotel and social that night only had about an hour left before it ended but I had some extra tickets from the night before so I ended my night.

BIG WEDNESDAY Morning! Of course I passed out after all the alcohol at dinner and the hotel, but on Wednesday morning I got to see my little brunette lady friend again( we weren’t friends yet 😉) but that morning some kind of energy was in the air because we just vibed at the food counters smiling and across the room just once and a while glancing at each other and our food. Almost like a sex flirt but also very omnisous as to what we were feeling and definitely not strong enough to approach each other yet and maybe some what akward 😐 back to work and the grind. Wednesday went quick and after work I hit a hobby lobby because I saw it off the freeway and was thinking something different, I would find drones and RC planes and models maybe but instead found arts & crafts almost like a Michael’s or Joanns. So I exited and went to HomeDepot right next door and then Walmart. Hit the hotel and room for a shower. I got to the social event and hung around for quite a bit

Thursdays was much of the same for work and I was so burnt out that I didn’t expect to do much but getting back to the hotel to relax but into the elevator I go and my new friend(allison), was maybe gonna walk out but saw me and took a ride, we got to talking and let her know I was gonna be at the social after I went to shower and change. Her smile was lovely but also a nice inviting smile. I met her and started a fun filled night of drinks and heading back up to the room. We mostly kissed but the touching we did do almost left quite a fluttered feeling for more.

[phantomcat94]

Watching Cats (98), eating Nacho Fries, took an everything shower 🥰🥰🥰 hap birth to meeeee