#same with drug addiction

[inkykeiji]

i was just completely blown away by your post about agnes and what you said, it really really really resonated with me. i relate to everything you said and i remember reading in a post a while back that he was in the hospital and you felt conflicted about seeing him. i understand that. i also have a complicated relationship with my dad and i just love him so much but i could also be so upset with him because of the things he's done to me and my sister and my mom. oo i can't type too much!! -🧁

oh wow cupcake, thank you so much for this!!! i really appreciate hearing your thoughts, and it’s once again super comforting to hear that there’s someone else who can relate to it as well <33

tw: mentions of drugs + abuse

family in and of itself as a concept can be and often is so incredibly complex, especially when there’s something like drugs and/or abuse thrown into the mix. a lot of people (esp people online, i find) like to act as if these relationships are black and white, as if these feelings and these experiences can be easily and neatly sorted into defined categories when the fact of the matter is, they aren’t, and they can’t. obviously, abuse is bad—this is an objective fact we can all agree on. but when that abuse comes from a family member, a parent, someone who was supposed to be there for you and raise you and love you, it really muddies things.

i love my father, but i do not like him. i am hoping i can find it in me to forgive him for what he’s done to us before he dies, but i’m not sure it’ll happen. i still hold so much anger and bitterness and just generally negative feelings towards him, and in my twenty-something years on this earth i have only JUST begun to work through this shit. and he doesn’t have much time left.

[fudgecake-charlie]

to my IRL(s) who keeps sending me disco elysium memes despite the fact i haven't played it in months THIS IS BECAUSE OF YOU. HELP ME. If people have ideas on this AU feel free to have fun with it considering I. have only a few!

[sammygender]

supernatural does this really fascinating/strange thing where they write a metaphor for something, but then also directly show the something at the same time. so you have john winchester raising his kids to be hunters (metaphor for abusive childhood) but also, aside from that, being flat out abusive. you have sam winchester repeatedly being possessed by things without his consent (metaphor for sexual assault) but also, aside from that, being sexually assaulted. you have dean winchester becoming more and more violent as result of a mark that makes him addicted to something (sort-of a metaphor for alcoholism? they’re clumsy about this one) but also, aside from that, being an alcoholic. it’s such a Choice. i don’t have anything else to say it’s just something i’ve noticed

[doctorobjectum]

my jekyll and hyde designs :]

[remyhadly]

Yknow sometimes I wonder about what would have happened if wilson was the medical proxy during house's infarction. Because I can't imagine a single reality where wilson would let house die for the sake of his leg(it was said multiple times that he would have died without the surgery). So will he also choose the middle ground? Or will he go straight for amputation? How would that affect their friendship from then on? Would he be as mad at wilson as he was at stacy? Because I feel like one of the reasons why wilson doesn't get any blame from house is because he had no involvement in the decision. I would genuinely love to see an AU where this played out

[pynkhues]

We are not collectively talking enough about Eric's line delivery in the teaser of "That's him, Jesus Christ, look at him."

[daincrediblegg]

I really wish people would stop being obtuse with their readings about things. Is it really demonizing The Thing or is it deliberately using a social perception and common tropes to frame the character in a certain light so it can deliberately subvert those things at the precise moment when it is necessary to prove that point that people are Not Like That?

[syntheticpaperd0ll]

im feeling it tonight so this one goes out to all my girlies (gender neutral) with addictions. recovering from addictions. who don't want to recover from addictions. who are relapsing or have relapsed. who have moved from one addiction to the next. who cant recover from addictions. this one is for people with addictions other than drugs. shopping. sex. internet. food. self harm. all the weirdest and worst addictions that people may or may not consider normal. for all of you also trying to live in a world where addictions are so demonized, i see you. i love you.

[uuuhshiny]

Vladimir Verevochkin in Survival game (Игра на выживание)

ФУ, БЛЯ!!!

[mariemariemaria]

Does anybody else feel like mental health awareness has done very little to help them in material reality

[bobcat-pie]

the day after i swear off disco elysium, and i get back on it for a 9 hour play session

[schizononagesimus]

🎶 they tried to make me go to rehab and i said PLEASE PLEASE HOLY FUCK I FEEL SO BAD WILL NOBODY HELP ME I CANT STOP WHY DOESNT ANYBODY NOTICE HOW BAD IT IS PLEASE HELP

[coockie8]

okay markus views carl as his dad and leo is carls son so how would that not qualify? theyre brothers

lol

lmao even

Yes, Markus views Carl as his father, but at no point is any indication given that he views Leo as a brother.

This may come as a shock to you, but a person can very much view someone as their adoptive father, while also not acknowledging his drug-addict son who nearly got them killed then dumped in a junkyard as their brother.

[charlestrask]

i would like to know more about liams current situation on drugs because it does seem likely that hes probably stopped doing coke and the like. but unlike noel hes never really associated his drug use with Addiction and hes never really said formally "i stopped doing xyz". and im nosy and i want to know everything. he claims he doesnt smoke weed or do psychedelics anymore. and given the fact that he really doesn't do "nights out" anymore its unlikely that hes doing harder drugs in any real way. but if he went out and coke was there would he do it? i want to know.

[yippie-madness]

53 34

53 last thing you did before eeping

tumblr because im addicted lmao

34 what was ur last dream about

uhmmmm idk honestly i don't dream much. i think it was a self harm dream tho because i am also addicted to that lmao

[safije]

"There are successful immigrants, why can't Black and Native Americans be like them? Get over it and stop being alcoholic criminals!"

Maybe because new immigrants didn't have to go through the generational trauma of having their entire communities sytematically humiliated for hundreds of years in the US.

Not to say that immigrants do not also face racism, but that it's different when you come from a people who's spirit and culture have been broken. As recent as the 1970s, there were boarding schools that Native children were forced into and beaten if they spoke their own language... these kids grew up to be elders who are still alive today. I'm not condoning drinking or anything, I'm just saying maybe, maybe if a person didn't have to go through abusive situations they wouldn't feel the need to cope in unhealthy ways.