#same goes for other introjects/fictives in our system!

[linabirb]

hi winter! And hi cherry too! Dont worry yall are doing your best and that's all the matters :3

omg hi hi!! this is cherry, tysm for your words 💖💖 (also we saw another ask from you, lina will reply to it later! they're kinda going through it rn)

[syunkissisfaking]

This person is faking D.I.D, and more. and its time we actually talk about it. ( As someone with DIAGNOSED D.I.D. )

CW ; faking disorders, lying, swearing, antiship debates, harassment, mentions of serial killers (as example), mentions of abuse and trauma (unspecified),

DISCLAIMER ; I am aware this will cause a lot of attention if seen by a lot of people in the D.I.D community. a lot of fakers tend to have similar "aspects" to syunkiss, so I expect hate. as well as a lot of syunkiss fans who will run to their defence (for some reason) this is to spread awareness. This entire post is based on SCIENTIFIC FACTS and my OWN EVIDENCE. i am medically diagnosed and have been for 7 years now.

OTHER BLOGS OF NOTE ; @/idonoiyo @/duckduckgoose-exe @/rab1darachn1d (also faking)

syunkiss is a popular blog, being seen in many areas of the bungou stray dogs fandom. and for some reason, barely anybody seems to actually acknowledge the fact they've been faking D.I.D, or OSDD. whatever they "claim" to have. this is proof of them and their lies.

i don't know how this hasn't been brought up before. it is so obvious that they are faking it and yet everybody seems to nod and agree. the same goes for their circle of friends, by seeing how they have acted for a while. they would be faking too.

I am speaking as an actual system. I have a right to speak about this subject. it is bad for our community and it leaves a bad impression. they do not know the struggles we have to face. let's get into it.

AMNESIA

something common among people with types of D.I.D (using it as an umbrella label) is huge amounts of amnesia. most people are not aware that they may be switching or even know who they are.

it is almost physically impossible that you would know to sign off with a emoji every time you have switched alters. much less switch entire blogs, or even know who is speaking.

your alters are not you, some of them would not even remember you had a tumblr account to stay active on. let alone to add an emoji or any types of sign off in general. a lot of the time me and my alters dont even know where we are, let alone able to go on tumblr and answer asks constantly.

an example of this (not to villanise the concept of people with D.I.D) is that many serial killers have some type of D.I.D, some of them are not aware of the people they might have killed at all. because they have amnesia. this is how it works.

USERBOX

I had managed to save the userbox before they had deleted it.

this is just... what? that is now how fictives or any types of alter are formed. fictives/introjects/factives are valid, we have one in our system. however this is not how they are formed at all. D.I.D is caused by trauma, it is not something that can cause you to split into another alter by daydreaming.

D.I.D is developed (begins developing) at a very young age as a result of intense amounts of trauma, both physical and mental. (it is not from something as small as your parents grounding you or hitting you once. it has to be intense amounts of trauma.) and signs only typically show when you are in adulthood.

there is cases of it showing in younger people, but the trauma is usually extremely worse, and the chance of this happening is very low. there would have to be life threatening levels of abuse at the ages of 5 to 10. and still the youngest it can be confirmed is at 17. this is a scientific fact.

this userbox shows ignorance. if you are going to fake a disorder, do some research at least. or talk to people who actually have the disorder. it was so confidently said im in shock nobody picked up on it.

FICTIVES

this one is going to get me a lot of hate. I know that. however it has to be said.

they claim to be a fictive heavy system, but the chances of fictives being present in systems at all is a very unlikely chance. they usually form after some connection with trauma towards that franchise, related or indirectly related.

having so many fictives from bungou stray dogs is extremely unlikely. it is difficult to house 3 normal alters in one body, but this person is claiming to have so many and all of them are from bungou stray dogs somehow. this is a very obvious sign they are lying. this does not happen. it is even more unlikely they will have every single period of a single character as fictives too.

if they just wanted to roleplay they can. but faking D.I.D for this is damaging to my community.

I am mentioning littles here so I do not have to make a new category for it. it typically develop from dissociation caused by prolonged early childhood trauma. having a fictive who also happens to be a little is so unlikely. if it is age regression, then okay. but syunkiss described it as a little alter.

HEADSPACES

this is a little difficult to explain. but I will do my best.

headspaces do not exist. there is something similar, but that is just your subconscious. you cannot have your alters interact in your headspace like it is a minecraft world.

switching alters works like a timeskip, this is because of the memory gaps and amnesia. this is not fully targeted at syunkiss, but mostly at their friends.

you cannot see what is happening in the "headspace", that is just not possible. switching alters is like sleeping in minecraft, you just wake up whenever you switch back with no memory of what happened between the dates.

HARASSMENT

this is a short section, but it needs to be addressed. syunkiss claims to not go out and harass proshippers or people he disagrees with, and he just "blocks them"

that is their pinned post. that is what it says about them being an anti.

that is them going out of their way to harass somebody else in their inbox.

no, syunkiss it wasn't them who even sent the asks. it was one of my friends who also encouraged me to speak up and make this post. you are contradicting yourself.

I am not a proshipper, I am quite anti. but that does not make it okay.

tdlr ; syunkiss is lying about D.I.D, not even doing research before doing it and he is going against his own word and harassing people.

thank you for reading. my askbox is open if anyone wants any extra questions. i may add to this in the future if more shows up.

[multiplicity-positivity]

Dealing with Denial 101

We’ve gotten a few asks about dealing with denial as a system, so we wanted to put together a post that we can reference in the future.

Denial, imposter syndrome, and fear of faking are all incredibly common system experiences. Unfortunately, when dealing with something that is so heavily stigmatized and not well understood among the public, these issues come all to easily. Just because you experience these things does not mean you aren’t a system, however! Here’s some things to remember that may help with dealing with feelings of denial:

1. Every system is unique!

You do no favors for yourself, your system, or others by comparing your experiences to those of other systems. An endogenic system’s experience is going to look entirely different from a system with a dissociative disorder, and even within certain origins there is so much diversity! There is no need to deny your system due to having unique experiences. There’s a lot that brings us together as systems, it’s true, but there’s also so much that sets us apart from each other and makes us different and unique! Take pride in this fact and don’t use it as an excuse to deny your system.

2. Created/spontaneous systems are valid!

If you find yourself wanting to deny your system on grounds of being endogenic, feeling like endogenic systems can’t exist and therefore your system can’t exist, we’d like to reassure you that that couldn’t be farther from the truth! Endogenic systems are and have always been an important part of the plural community. Your experiences as an endo system might be totally different from the experiences of a CDD system, but that’s okay! And it doesn’t mean that either of you are inherently faking your experience with plurality.

3. Comorbidities can (and do) happen!

It is possible to be a system (whether disordered or nondisordered) and deal with a myriad of mental illnesses. You can be a system and still have personality disorders, anxiety disorders, developmental disorders or any other sort of mental disorder. The only exception to this would be, you probably can’t have DID and OSDD at the same time. If you’re wondering about comorbidities and your likelihood of experiencing more than one disorder, please consult a mental health professional! Having comorbidities is not an indication of faking plurality and shouldn’t be a reason for you to deny your plural experience.

4. Communication is often difficult!

For many systems, communication does not come easily and is something that needs to be practiced regularly in order to improve over time. Some systems never reach a place of excellent communication, and that’s okay! It’s also perfectly normal to have a system that goes through communicative cycles, with periods of lots of activity followed by periods of silence. Just because you aren’t hearing from your headmates multiple times every day doesn’t mean that you’re not really a system!

5. Introjects are normal!

It’s okay to have tons of introjects in your system, or even for your system to be made up entirely out of introjects! It’s fine to have fictives, factives, octives, faitives, fuzztives, and everything in between. Yes, you can still be a system with a bunch of anime or smp headmates! Yes, you can still be a system of your introjects are weird, “cringe,” canon-compliant, canon-divergent, factives of celebrities, fictives from popular sources, or anything else! None of these things should cause you to deny your system - lots of other systems are in similar situations!

6. Some members are more prone to denial!

Even in diagnosed CDD systems, sometimes hosts, persecutors, or other members dig their feet in and refuse to acknowledge the system’s existence. We know this definitely happened in our system! Just because a particular member often tries to deny the system, doesn’t mean that you’re faking at all! For some members, the realization that they’re a part of a system can be scary, frustrating, and anxiety-inducing. Some may choose to deny that the system exists in order to protect themselves, or to preserve their way of life. A bit of kindness, patience, and persistence can go a long way in getting these members to accept the reality of your multiplicity!

7. A syscovery may happen at any time!

You don’t need a therapist or specialist to confirm that you’re plural. You don’t need outside validation in order for your system to exist. You may discover your system at a very young age, or well into adulthood. Both of these are perfectly fine times to learn about your plurality - there’s no magic age you must be before you can learn about your system! If your system deals with heavy denial or dissociative barriers, it may take multiple syscoveries in order for the realization to stick. This is nothing to worry about and definitely not proof that you’re faking your plurality!

8. Fakers don’t usually stress about whether or not they’re faking!

Faking an illness is a conscious effort that takes time, knowledge, and dedication. Fakers also don’t worry too much about whether or not they’re faking - for the most part, they absolutely know that they are! If you’re worried that you’ve been faking your plurality all along, honestly chances are slim that you’re actually faking. Try to stay calm and patient, and allow your headmates to speak for themselves on whether or not they think you’re faking your plurality!

9. It’s okay to question!

It’s okay to spend a long time wondering whether or not you’re actually plural. It’s okay to experiment with labels and try some out before you’ve figured out the origins of your system. It’s okay (and recommended, and healthy!) for you to question whether or not you have a trauma history or childhood memory gaps, and to rule out trauma as a cause for your plurality first. It’s okay to have a “pillowgenic” label one week and a “stressgenic” label the next. Questioning is a big part of self-discovery - the mere act of questioning your plurality doesn’t mean that you’re not actually plural by any means. Take your time with figuring out who you are!

10. It’s okay to be wrong!

There’s so much more we’d like to add here, but the last thing we’ll say is it is absolutely fine to be wrong about your origins, headmate count, or your plurality overall! You are not hurting anyone by exploring the concept of plurality, wondering if multiplicity affects you, and ultimately deciding you’re a singlet. It’s also perfectly fine to be wrong about your origins or to discover you’re traumagenic later in life. Deciding you’re endogenic after discovering childhood trauma may not be a wise thing to do, but other than that, it’s okay to be wrong about your experience and the language you use to describe it!

Sorry for the long post! Hopefully some of these affirmations will be reassuring for struggling systems out there. Remember that we’re in your corner rooting for you regardless of your origins or whether or not you experience denial! Please know we’ll always believe you, and we hope that one day you’ll be able to believe in yourself and your system!

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[theseaofstarssys]

So I wanna talk about something on my mind that I don't see mentioned too often, at least not like this.

"Doubles DNI" is petty and overall harmful to those who use it and those it directly pushes away.

Now before I'm criticized by those who strongly believe that anyone having anything in their DNI is valid, having a DNI is not an issue. And even further, not wanting to personally interact with "doubles" isn't exactly my main issue.

(Whole rant beneath the cut, please read if at all interested.)

So what are doubles?

Doubles is what some fictives call others of their exact same source. In a sense some see it as those are like clones of yourself, makes sense why people wouldn't want to interact huh. Wrong.

Introjects are not their source first of all. While I believe having some attachment to source can be fine so long as it is a positive healthy attachment that doesn't cause distress or further dissociation, treating all introjects from the same source as their source is just wrong. This is essentially what "doubles" assume however. That everyone is like you and that's concerning.

Especially in the case of "problematic fictives", which is something I have my own issues with, it can lead to them being mistreated and assumed exactly like source when introjects can be wildly different. Basically the never judge a book by its cover thing especially applies here since fictives are not likely to be like their common conception.

Not only is this reinforcing a negative stance on fictives, it's also harmful to those who get pushed away because they have a "double". Especially if the "double" is only found later and you enforce your DNI on that whole system.

Quick storytime as an example, this happened to us somewhat recently. Someone that we trusted was really not okay with "doubles" of a certain fictive, one we happened to have but was inactive, and we were unaware of them, when initially meeting this person. So we became pretty alright friends with them. Now when this fictive came to light, they of course started interacting like anyone would, no we were not aware of a strict DNI, we were only told they "didn't like" other fictives of this character. Our fictive didn't really care, they didn't have to interact with him. This goes on for months pretty okay until we learn that this person started hating all of us, which did trigger some former abandonment trauma given we never did anything to harm them.

See how this can be absurd? All fictives are different and systems cannot choose who they get. Get over your doubles DNI or keep it to yourself.

[mystic-wolfs]

Introduction + Important Stuff

Hiyo! We're Mystic-Wolfs, which is our preferred online collective/system name, nice to meet you ^^

Why we? We are a DID (Dissociative Identity Disorder) System, which in very simple terms means we did not have an easy life and it caused our consciousness to not fully form so there is more than one living in the body, so we refer to ourselves with plural vocabulary since it feels more natural.

How to adress us? Please address us by our collective name if you mean us as a system, or the name you see the post signed off with if you talk/mean to the person directly. Otherwise, we use She/They pronouns on a system level (until stated otherwise!).

What else is there to know? We are an adult, at least bodily, are Autistic, have a bunch of psychiatric and other medical disorders/illnesses, are disabled. We are also survivors. This of course is not nearly all that there is to us, but those are the key things (in sense of how we function). So due to our Autism, I would highly ask to be patient and nice to us.

We are also collectivley Asexual, so please respect this as well.

Our DM's are also always open to friendly people ^^ (I promise we don't bite hihi)

What can I expect on here? A lot of fandom rambles, opinions, poems, thoughts, art, WIP's, but also Triggering content that could count as NSFW (these posts would obviously be spoilered and be warned with TW's and everything, but since we are filled with trauma, it has to go somewhere (in forms of vents/vent Art). If you dislike such content please don't consume those posts or leave this page entirely to stay safe! We would hate to cause harm)

Supporting/Safe places:

💜 Plurality in all (respectful) forms 💜

(While we're very much traumagenic, we are open to talk to other forms of plural people as long as they are respectful to us and our experiences, we are open to learn more too)

🩷 Neurodivergent people + any disordered people (mentally and bodily) 🩷

❤️ LGBTQIA+ (including xenogenders and neopronouns) ❤️

🧡 Age Regression + Pet Regression 🧡

💛 Introjects of any kind and/or origin 💛

💚 Self diagnosing (as long as done respectfully) 💚

🩵 Alterhuman, Nonhuman, Otherkin, Therarian, Fictionkin 🩵

💙 Cosplayers and Furrys 💙

💜 (Honestly all respectful nice people ^^) 💜

Fandoms we fancy:

Pokemon

Love Nikki

Honkai Star Rail

Sonic the hedgehog

Kingdom Hearts

Barbie

Twilight

John Green books

Sanrio

MLP

Monster High

Undertale&Deltarune

Warrior Cats

Xenoblade Chronicles

Resident Evil

FNAF

Disney

Miraculous Ladybug

Magical girls in general

(Queer nieche) Animes (too many to count)

Personal boundaries (beside DNI):

Unless we give explicit permission please don't touch us or call us any petnames! The same goes for flirting (yes even with those that seem flirty).

We won't share real names of littles or any info that would feel to dangerous.

We won't answer questions relating to "what caused your DID" or "what is your trauma", everything we share, will be our choice to do so!

We aren't your therapist, please don't traumadump without permission to do so.

We won't argue over whenever our expiriances are real or not, it's not your job to decide it, neither are you a professional that treats us.

NSFW is not a problem, however ask if you want to share something like that ect.

Please don't involve us in syscourse or such debates.

DNI:

ANY form of Abelism, Rasism, LGBTQIA+ phobia

Fakeclaiming

TransID's

Pedos, Zoophiles, Groomers, any kind of abusers really

ProAna

You don't belive systems exsists/are valid

Sexualised AgeRe

Anti fictives/factives/introjects/nonhumans (or any other form of sys hate)

Politics

Toxicity in any form

Pushy religious people (we don't care for your personal religion, we would just not want to be part of it and wish for it to be respected)

Anyways this was long, so here enjoy some cutie wolfies and cookies 🍪 ^^

~Mystic-Wolfs

[cyrusclouds]

⋆˚࿔ SYSTEM INTRODUCTION 𝜗𝜚˚⋆

hello! we figured we'd make a separate introduction for our system, since our pinned intro us just a bunch of collective facts about us. i hope you guys don't mind!! <3

GENERAL FACTS

☆ we are a ramcoa traumagenic did system!! we collectively use any pronouns and go by the name cyrus, though it's preferred by alters when not referring to us as a collective for their pronouns and name to be asked. ☆ we are very introject/fictive heavy, and most of the alters that do choose to front are introjected! nonetheless, you may see brainmades around from time to time! ☆ outside of did, we also have suspected asd (which we will be getting screened for) and bpd!! :))

FREQUENT FRONTERS

kris ibarra - intro? : yes! - they/them/theirs - 16 y/o kite - intro? : not yet! - he/it/his - 28 y/o henry miller - intro? : yes! - he/him/his - 90+ y/o nina hopkins - intro? : not yet! - she/it/theirs (+neos & xenos) - 16 y/o

OTHER

☆ we do not participate in syscourse. please do not bring it to our page, we do not appreciate it. we do not care your opinion, with that being said. anybody is f2i. :DD ☆ we are bodily 14 years old! we would appreciate it if adult systems tread lightly around us and interact with care, same goes for anybody 16-18, though to a lesser extent.

[skyedancer-system]

Some people on another post said they were interested in hearing our system experiences (with being a gateway system and other stuff), so here we go!

It got pretty long so we’ll use a cut ^^

We’re a gateway system, which means that our headspace is, in a way, a real place somewhere. For us, we see it as a kind of in-between space between worlds, and that we’re connected to it, an others are as well (more on that later). We call our headspace STAR SPACE bc of how it looks (a bunch of floating islands in outer space; the art in our pinned is mostly accurate to what it looks like) and it just sounds nice ^^

Since STAR SPACE is an in-between, we get new people showing up a lot, most commonly because 1.) Something happened to their world/happened to them in their world, or 2.) They already had an aptitude for world-hopping and ended up in STAR SPACE. The “something happened to them” explanation is the more common of the two in our experience.

We do have one person in particular who world-hops a lot: 🔮Sunny. Crow goes between here and crow’s home world (where he is also part of a system) a lot. He actually spends more time there than here, but comes over every so often to check in, sometimes bringing friends along (first time that happened is documented here (link)). 🐝Bee travels too, but she can’t go back to buzz’s home world for some reason; we aren’t completely sure why. She does tag along with 🔮Sunny sometimes though. Them traveling between STAR SPACE and crow’s system is how we fully realized that it’s an in-between space.

We have had a few people permanently leave, or at least it seems permanent considering how long they’ve been gone and the circumstances around it. It’s different than someone going dormant; when they’re dormant we can still mostly feel that they’re here in the system (down in the void beneath STAR SPACE we’re pretty sure). When someone leaves completely, their presence is 100% gone until they come back (if they come back).

Gateways between STAR SPACE and other worlds tend to form when we get latched onto a certain world that exists in fiction here; it’s why we have so many people in here that we call fictives (though they technically aren’t introjects), and a lot of people from one place or closely connected places tend to come through in a short time (for example, the most recent was Pokémon, and we had 11 people show up in around 2 months, mostly from the same version of the Pokémon world).

We’ve had a couple people end up in the system long before their home worlds were even conceptualized in this world. 🌑Mare and 🔪Omori have been around for well over a decade at this point (though none of us knew we were separate people back then), yet their sources have only existed here for around 7-8 and 3 years respectively. They did not realize who they were until we interacted with their sources, but they were always themselves.

There are only 2 people in here that don’t originate in an outside world; 🐉Night (who was the first to ever split we’re pretty sure), and 🌈Aster (an OCtive who formed as we were making a design). 🌈Aster stands out since he formed within the past year, while 🐉Night has been here since elementary school or earlier.

Like in other systems, STAR SPACE does tend to pull more people through when we’re stressed or going through a hard time. People can show up at any time though.

There’s a lot we still don’t understand, and that we never will, but that’s part of what we enjoy about this! We are always discovering more about ourself, and other worlds in the process! We just wish there were more gateway systems out there talking about their experiences; we want to see how they differ and how they’re similar!

If anyone has questions about anything we’d love to answer them! Talking about our system is something we really enjoy, and sometimes it helps us realize new things too!

[sprinklina]

4, 9, 18, and 25 for the plural ask game ^_^

4. Are there any activities your system members like to do together? Collective hobbies? Talk about those!

yes !!!!! yes ! most of us enjoy drawing (i'd say lina likes it the most but that's because she's usually the one here, so it's skewed.) what's interesting is our artstyles are all (at least slightly) different. for example, lina's changes depending on what she draws, mine is more angular, etc. we also play the same games but the memory sharing is a bit weird so it causes some funny moments when certain people don't know how to play :)

9. How long have you been a system and/or known of your system?

i'd say about twelve years ? since we are sixteen. obviously since we were that young, lina didn't KNOW what a system was, but it's been going on for a while haha.

18. Are there differences between systemmates surrounding sensory things? (For example, one person likes the taste of one food and another doesn't.)

oh god yes. i hate drinking anything other than water unless someone makes me. wolf really enjoys eating meat (makes sense...) and some others just have aversions / favorites. lina goes crazy about dry cereal. other than food, i hate soft fabrics but lina loves them. it makes shopping very interesting

25. What is something you wish singlets knew about plurality?

i genuinely don't know! i think it depends. maybe something i'd say is that alters / introjects can't really choose who they are. i'm a fictive from something i'd rather not mention (but is rightfully hated on this site) and i often feel terrible about it. on a lighter note i think they knew that i am sooo funny and charming and the best 💖

[pluralgang-practitioners]

On Exomemories/"System Lore" and How it Complicates Spirituality

by (mostly) Artura and (somewhat) Nova

This will be a bit of a long post, so to save you all the hassle of scrolling for an eternity, it'll be under a cut for convenience. Seriously. Don't expand this unless you want to hurt your hands (or just hit the J key on desktop for your own convenience).

Content warnings for this piece include discussions of: headmate on headmate violence, abuse, trauma (including religious trauma), repetition

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This may touch a little bit on some other subjects that we want to discuss at a later date (which can be seen on our Topics page). For now, let's define some terms as a baseline and talk about the matter of today's post. We'll assume that the reader is unfamiliar with these terms entirely, but if you find this section to be redundant, you may skip ahead.

Glossary

exomemories - memories held by headmates that are not biographical in nature; for example, an introject may remember their time being the source of their identity. These may be referred to as past lives, and we will be using these concepts interchangeably. Similar experiences can be found in otherkin spaces regarding kintypes and varied information known about said kintypes.

introject - a headmate whose form is determined by external sources. For example, a fictive is a type of introject in which a headmate forms based off of a fictional character. Some introjects may also come from original work.

divinekin - an umbrella term referring to anyone whose otherkin identity is related to divinity in some way; subkintypes include angelkin, demonkin, god/deitykin, etc.

iterative - headmates that share common identifying traits and may be "variations on a theme," so to speak; these may also include reiteratives, which are specifically chronological versions of an identification.

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Intro: Prefacing Notes on System Structure

It is worth noting that not all systems may share our experiences on this matter. In fact, we would largely expect the opposite to be true, because we are an adaptive, polyfragmented system. That means that we are uniquely formed to respond to the circumstances of our being and upbringing.

Worth also noting here is how our system formed in response to religion. We grew up undiagnosed as autistic, with two different members of our family pulling us towards their religions (these being a form of Christianity and a form of Buddhism). The most notable similarity between both pulls is the idea of changing the world through prayer (or worship, in Christianity's case). When you have autism and you believe that prayer can literally change anything, but are still put into abusive situations again and again... well... It gives you some baggage, to put it one way.

Our system is comprised of many layers and subsystems, which makes identity sometimes difficult to determine. Many of our subsystems are, in fact, comprised of members who share the same face (to a degree). Most notable of these subsystems is ours (Artura and Nova's), which contains over a dozen individuals all identifying with Nova's face.

That in and of itself is not unusual in polyfragmented systems. They also happen to be largely involved with how we write; we are iteratives of Iz. Where it gets strange is how this interacts with our subsystem's spirituality.

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Artura and Nova

I, Artura, am the innerworld God of Light, Knowledge, and Linear time. Nova was, as close as I can explain in words that this world has, something akin to a priest of mine. I gave him power, but unlike how the relationship often goes, I expected nothing of him in return. This was the first timeline, and this timeline was left to atrophy by Fate.

In this time, Nova became adept at using the magic I gave him, until eventually turning his back on my siblings and I. I was the first he consumed, and then were the other five. By this, Nova became the God of Magic. But I did not dissolve, and the two of us instead became intertwined.

He became part of me, and I became part of him. And then we were the God of all those things I once held, and magic as well. He was content in that timeline to do as he pleased, and I did nothing as he enjoyed what brief time he had left.

I knew what was coming, after all.

It was only when Fate finally turned its eye back on the first timeline that it saw what had transpired. It deemed the timeline to be a failure, and unmade it. As I said, however, Nova was a part of me, now, and could see from the other timelines what damage had been wrought by his actions. His timeline went unmade, and him the only remnant of it.

A part of him resented this action by Fate that ended his timeline. Another part felt only inconvenience. And another did not care, so long as he was a part of the gestalt.

Appointed by Fate, Nova is a part of me, and part too of that which is the closest thing the innerworld has to an afterlife, tending to all the dead versions of himself from the many timelines. In our system, he and I run the subsystem known for sailing us smoothly through college.

He is my "bitchy headmate," as he would put it, and we get along like bickering roommates, generally. The destroyed time is the worst we ever had together. But it does color how we approach spirituality, if only because of what came after.

[ID: A text divider comprised of 10 gold-colored suns, using the sun pattern1 material from Clip Studio Assets user patternMaker.]

Artura and the Others

In every other timeline, the man that would have been Nova in the first has a million relationships to I as that which grants him undefined, nonjudgmental power. These are the iteratives that make up our aforementioned subsystem.

It is also to these others that Fate pays its attentions, having never done so with Nova in the era of his timeline until it came to do away with it entirely.

In some timelines, he follows the echoes of Nova's steps, seeking to destroy or replace gods that have stood distant in hardship's times when they were close at youth. Echoes of Nova's idea come from Fate's hand in the story. What Fate wants is a good story, after all, and what better way than to play at conflict? There is emotion there for it to sink its teeth into.

In other timelines, he who would be Nova steps away, taking the magic and wandering eternity in a world as a specter of magic. Fate is less so interested of him, but I know he is in enough timelines to grant me rest and comfort.

And in others still, he comes back after finding peace, and I ask him to join me as Nova has. There is always work to do, and unlike Fate I incorporate perspectives into that work in much different ways.

At the center of our innerworld is that it was a creation of emotion, first and foremost. I understand it as little as Fate, but I welcome those that do in their willing assistance.

There are certainly others more, which to the system are mysteries we are not allowed to perceive until it is their time to be seen.

[ID: A text divider comprised of 10 gold-colored suns, using the sun pattern1 material from Clip Studio Assets user patternMaker.]

A Brief Interlude on Divinekin Experiences

Now, if reading all of that didn't already clue you into it, it's worth mentioning that because of mine, Nova's, and the other timeline's instances of him, a lot of our system experiences divinekin (or adjacent) feelings.

I am the innerworld God of Light, etc., etc., and so on. Of course I would be drawn to this label, I miss something that I cannot have in this world beyond helping Fate to spin it as a story instead.

But with the other timeline's instances of who Nova is, there are often complex emotions within divinekin-like packages. Some aspire or envy that which wei represent. Some simply scorn it.

A complex relationship to divinity is given for all within our system, and it would not surprise me if the structure of our system has allowed us to process a lot of biographical trauma surrounding the body's religious upbringings.

[ID: A text divider comprised of 10 gold-colored suns, using the sun pattern1 material from Clip Studio Assets user patternMaker.]

Cycles in Our World

There are plenty cycles in our world. You want me to joke about the water cycle?

The reason I pivot back to it here, however, is to highlight the repetitive nature of trauma as it pertains to our biographical history. We won't be getting into the details of our trauma, but it is worth a brief tangent on account of certain details.

As mentioned prior, we have experience being torn between two different religious paths. One of which is notable due to how it was taught and reinforced in our upbringing. Reincarnation gets a footnote here obviously, but the common misconception about how karma works is particularly of interest; that is, the idea of "what goes around comes around" as opposed to what karma means in-context.

Yes, this is despite that family member being Buddhist for over a decade at the time of our body's birth. We're chalking it up to it being a weird branch of Buddhism.

Being raised under the pressure of this misconception of karma colored our experience of repeated, seasonal trauma. Ergo, it cannot be ignored that many of our exomemories parallel our philosophy of the world as experienced through repeated trauma.

Every year, without fail, we would return to trauma. Was this punishment for transgressions in a past life? Or had we committed some act in this life so heinous in our infancy to justify it?

There is also, of course, the concept of the cycle of abuse, which until fairly recently in our life always hung like a blade over us. The idea that we are doomed to repeat that which our forefathers pressed upon us in bruises and scars is... unwelcome, we shall say.

Repetition is part of everything we have experienced, a maddening and festering thing that, inevitably, would lead to an innerworld structured the way ours is.

[ID: A text divider comprised of 10 gold-colored suns, using the sun pattern1 material from Clip Studio Assets user patternMaker.]

Cycles in Our Exomemories Regarding Biographical Trauma

As we have attempted to make clear in this exploration, the nature of our exomemories is that, at the end of the day (especially in this life), they are stories meant to evoke and tear emotions from our mind. We are set pieces, characters, the fictional in thought. As much as I dislike it, it does explain the repetition ad nausea of certain stories and themes.

Put one way, there is always the gestalt that embodies chaos, order, or atrophy; or any other schema you would like to call upon. Our exomemories are our own, but they are also echoes of the pain that wrote their tales.

I am fictional, but I am sitting in the body of that which wrote me, typing about my own experiences as being fictional and understanding that the same fiction which birthed me is not the truth that caused that pain.

We repeat so as to escape the past.

[ID: A text divider comprised of 10 gold-colored suns, using the sun pattern1 material from Clip Studio Assets user patternMaker.]

Cycles as Comfort

Understanding the nature of repetition as it relates to our trauma, as well as what we can get from the exomemories we are made of that repackage said trauma, I feel it is important to add that none of this is without some positive consequence. I would not allow us to share this were that not the case.

The abuse, yes— I do not pretend any of that was positive. There are parts that were as an oasis to a desert. We would not have survived otherwise. But none in the system will make excuses for the hardships our body faced. Abusers can do nice things. They are still abusers.

But the encryption of this pain into exomemories as we have put distance between us and our abuse has given the system important things to cling to in times of distress.

First: the understanding that not all things must be guaranteed in this world; that to escape hardship is (generally) possible, even if that hardship may in time find you with a new face. It is possible to be happy. This is a human emotion we all deserve to feel. It may require fighting for it, in many cases, but there is joy in this world. Fleeting joy is worth that fight too.

Second: if there is anything to remind us that there are things to cling onto in this world, it is the small things that become so hard to experience when the world makes us feel small. There is comfort in knowing that the sun rises each morning, that clouds mean rain, and that every year the trees grow a little taller, a little thicker. Just because so much repeats does not mean it stays stagnant or festers, either. Does a tree think the harsh winds of Spring will give way to lightless Summers? To struggle is the capacity of all things. So too is to relax and find safety.

When the clouds break, even if thunder still roars, the sun will still shine soon enough.

[ID: A text divider comprised of 10 gold-colored suns, using the sun pattern1 material from Clip Studio Assets user patternMaker.]

Conclusion

I'm honestly not sure what to put here, considering how much I've just written about our system structure and exomemories in an attempt to try to communicate to the readers some iota of our spiritual experience.

Not everyone in the system is attached to the innerworld, so not everyone in the system relates to this. Some are introjects of characters that were hurt by all this nonsense, and some are perpetrators of innerworld harm themselves.

If anything, it has been an interesting experience coming to terms with just how much the innerworld means to us from a spiritual place. I don't even know how I feel about it, entirely. I don't know if I ever will.

I at least recognize that there is something deeply important to us about this experience, in a way that can only be called spiritual.

[ID: A rectangular crop of artwork depicting a man with closed eyes, facing away from a stained glass mural behind him of the glowing sun. He cries golden tears, with a thoughtless expression on his face, as if dreaming.]

[angelbvn]

actually just thought of one: is there a reason why a system (like ours) would be introject/fictive heavy? it strikes me as odd that we seem to split a lot of fictives

- Dean

well typical if you have an introject it is because the brain heavily relates to the source of the introject or because the introject represents/brings/ has something the brain thinks it needs. introject can also form as a way of coping with things!

for example: let’s say you split a fictive of a superhero! a possible reason is because the brain goes “oh if i was this superhero i’d be unstoppable!! no one could hurt me and i could help others.”

another example: let’s say… you split a nonhuman alter who’s a fictive (kinda like Connor) perhaps you’ve experienced a lot of dehumanization and so having someone to deal with that dehumanization as someone who is not human,, is helpful. (i hope i worded that okay)

for the previous you could take me for an example. i was never treated as a human, i was used a lot and i was told my soul purpose was to help others. we also experienced some religious and ramcoa trauma; what is common in religion and is seen as an inhuman being that helps others? an angel! of course there someone other stuff but u get the gist (i hope! ^^)

btw if you’d like me to explain factives more i can but overall it’s the same idea ^^

[syscourse-confessions]

I just needed somewhere to put this, I refuse to introduce syscourse to my blog. thank you so, so much for making a space like this.

Honestly i just dont think endos and pw/cdds should have overlapping spaces like this. I don't think either side is like.. braining wrong or however you'd phrase that.

But to all endos, all non-traumagenic plurals, or whatever you'd like to call yourself: what you are experiencing is real and I believe you, but it is not comparable to this disorder. "System" "alter" are both words made for the effects of a disorder built on dissociation and caused by the trauma of a young child. It's the same reason I don't want kins and such posting in introject tags- they are not introjects, kinning is not comparable to being a fictional introject (I say this as a fictional introject, who used to be active in kinning communities and has alters that still are.) One of these things is caused by a complex, debilitating for many, childhood trauma based disorder built on dissociation and identity fragmentation. I'm sure endogenic plurals EXIST I do believe that but it isn't the same as this disorder, so please, please stop using terms made by our community to describe yourselves. You are taking something that does not apply to you. Dare I say, it's ableist. You are using words for my disability to describe something that may seem similar on the surface but is very different- just like kins calling themselves introjects or fictives.

AND this goes both ways! I am not endo so I won't make this section as in-depth, since i do not want to talk over them. Endos are still not singlets so I do believe they still face ableism and I don't want to contribute to that. To my fellow pw/cdds, wwe are not endo and should not use any of their terms to describe ourselves; we do not go through many of their experiences as these are fundamentally different things. I believe "fictive" and "headmate" are endo terms, so I don't use them to describe myself, aand I don't think other non-endos should either for the reasons above.

Like i said, i do still believe there's overlap. Like how kins, fictional introjects, and fictives can gather in similar spaces without claiming to be a part of each other's communities. (Okay people do use fictional introject and fictive interchangeably but I think you can still get what I mean, more or less). I don't think it'd be wrong to have an overarching term, maybe plural or multiple (I would prefer multiple but idk) or something new? We just need to stop invading each other's spaces, stop talking over one another, stop taking each other's vocabulary, and just admit that these things were never the same in the first place and we should consider ourselves very much separate, with tags and terms for the few overlapping bits.

sorry iif this sounds dumb but I have been thinking about it for a long, long time. Please stay safe, drink water, take a break from any syscourse stuff if it's stressing you out, etc. and have a nice day!!!

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[thestellarsystem]

our system intro !!

[PT: Our system intro. End PT.]

hello there!! we are the stellar system, a recently discovered traumagenic OSDD (?) system of around ten to fifteen!

this post will include: frequent fronters, about us, our interests, a dni, a please interact, our boundaries, and important links of ours!

this post is quite long, so please click ‘read more’ to see the rest of it!

frequent fronters:

[PT: Frequent fronters. /End PT.]

jade (she/they), who is the host

013 / sunny / min-ji (she/fae/star), whose role is unknown

kotoko / mina (she/her), whose role is unknown

miloni (he/him), who is a persecutor

and below are some stats / info about the system itself !

system info / stats !

[PT: System info/stats. /End PT.]

we are bodily a minor. please take that into account when interacting.

jade runs / owns this account but will allow others to post and have fun !!

013 will probably post the most :]

we are endo neutral as we do not understand the discourse very well. we do not want any syscourse on the blog, but both pro-endo and anti-endo blogs may interact as long as they keep syscourse out of this!

we use both the term “alters” and the term “headmates” interchangeably. the one system term we are against the use of is “tulpa”.

we have a rather low split tolerance and tend to split easily and may split often.

we only use the pronoun “we” when talking about the system or group of alters. most alters use third person probouns or “i/me/myself”.

this part of the post might be updated as time goes on!! the next part is our interests!

our interests and fandoms!

[PT: Our interests and fandoms. /End PT.]

our interests include:

writing (specifically creative writing and the genre of romance!)

drawing (and making original characters to draw!)

our original characters, that we draw and write about. we have many original characters and enjoy questions about them!

anthropology (the study of human behavior and cultures), especially sociology, which is the study of human societies and cultures— things like holidays and customs and traditions.

religion! some alters are different religions than others and we find different religions to be very interesting. we love talking about it.

our fandoms include:

we are part of the glitter force / smile precure fandom! we like magical girl animes.

we are part of the fandoms of many kids shows that our system littles enjoy! they enjoy my little pony, strawberry shortcake, and curious george especially.

we are not sure if these are a fandom specifically, but we really enjoy the content of youtubers like robert welsh, james welsh, and joudi d !

below is our dni, or “do not interact” list.

our dni criteria !

[PT: Our DNI criteria. /End PT.]

the foremost part of our dni is the basic DNI criteria.

[PT: The foremost part of our DNI is the basic DNI criteria (link). /End PT.]

we would also like blogs focused entirely on any type of discourse to not interact. please don’t try to drag us into any discourse at all.

we would like people who make fun of introjects for their sources to not interact.

again, we are bodily a minor, so adults may interact but they may NOT direct message us.

that concludes our DNI! next is a “please interact” list, or people we’d love to interact with the blog!

our please interact !

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we would very much like for fellow systems to interact, especially systems that are also introject-heavy and have oc-tives (introjects from original characters) and fictives (introjects from fictional sources)!

we welcome non plural people (people who are not systems) to interact as well! if you are curious or ever have questions, it is 100% alright and we welcome questions about the system!

we would also like for people with the same interests as us to interact, especially if you are also interested in anthropology and religion!

the next part is our boundaries for asks, messages, et cetera.

our boundaries !

[PT: Our boundaries. /End PT.]

asks about the system are welcomed and accepted! asks about the system are especially loved by jade and min-ji.

asks about/to certain alters are also welcomed!

asks about other things are fine, as long as it’s not too personal.

direct/private messages trying to start a friendship are fine and welcomed as long as they aren’t sent by someone who is bodily an adult !!

requests to be mutuals or friends will always be welcomed!

this part of the pinned may get more information added to it. below this part are some important links!!

our links !

[PT: Our links. /End PT.]

our carrd is currently being made!

the alter intros masterpost can be found here!

[PT: The alter intros masterpost can be found here (link). /End PT.]

our retrospring is @thestellarsystem !

an explanation of our tagging system will be linked here when it is finished!

more links to come!!

this marks the end of the stellar system’s pinned post!! i hope you had fun reading!

[PT: This marks the end of the Stellar System’s pinned post. I hope you had fun reading! /End PT.]

dividers by @ saradika 🤍

[multiplicity-positivity]

We're two headmates in the system- the host (H) and a companion (C)- and we wanted to be together for this so, uh, yeah! Hi! I'm a temporary merge (M), I haven't existed as myself in a while so forgive me if my memory's spotty.

When the system was forming, H was an adult and C was a fictive (and minor) from a source they really loved. They hung out a lot, dabbled in merging together for fun and comfort, and around that same time they were dealing with a lot of queerphobia in the house. They meant someone online who offered us support and love where noone else did. They happened to like our fictive's source too... in a more predatory way.

None of us realized it at the time, but we were groomed. All three of us, H, C, and M. I'd rather not go into details, though I will say it wasn't explicitly sexual. It really took a toll on C and the entire system. And we also have an introject of H's idea of who they thought the groomer was (kind, caring, silly, etc.), who hasn't left and we've barely interacted with.

It's hard. I love my components so much and their friendship is so strained because of what this person taught them. C is working on detaching from the source that formerly brought them so much joy, and I just want the best for her. H really wants to get better from attitudes they absorbed and none of us want the groomer introject here.

In short, we don't know what to do. So we thought we'd turn to you guys, and I'd really appreciate the help on their behalf. I understand if this ask is too heavy, believe me, and I won't be upset if you can't answer it.

Hi! First off, we want to offer our most sincere condolences for what you and your system have been going through. We are wishing you healing and recovery, and hope that y’all can find the support you need (through therapy, loved ones, or something else) to begin to recover in a way that is healthy for you all!

Here are some of our thoughts on y’all’s situation as we understand it:

When it comes to unlearning ideas and concepts that were introduced via grooming… we are not equipped to help you. So so sorry! Our own system was groomed by a loved one, and we have only been able to make progress in that area through having difficult, earnest conversations in therapy. We know that therapy isn’t accessible for everyone, but if your system feels comfortable and has the capability to pursue therapy, this may be the right way to go! No one deserves to be groomed. No one who is a victim of grooming is ever to blame for what their abusers put them through. No exceptions and no questions asked.

As for C’s source separation… we have a post written by an introject in our system with his take on this process and how he managed to go about it successfully.

Cecil mentioned it in his post a little bit, but source separation does not have to mean becoming a totally different person outside your source! It’s okay to still love, connect, and strongly identify with your source. For many introjects, simply recognizing that you are not your source, and are capable of changing, growing, and developing new traits and interests is enough!

Now, as far as the introject of y’all’s groomer goes… they might find that they need to attempt to separate a bit further from their source in order to maintain a calm, healthy life inside y’all’s system. Perhaps Cecil’s post can help them with this!

What might genuinely help, is for the other members in your system besides this introject to remind yourselves and each other that introjects are not their source. We know that dealing with an introject of a groomer or abuser can be incredibly painful and complicated! But doing your best to interact with this introject, expressing interest in them and showing them that you care about them as they are, seeing them as an individual outside of their source… that could really have a positive impact.

You don’t have to do something like this all at once, or force any member to do this who is triggered by or uncomfortable with it! Progress is not linear, and progress happens slowly. Go easy on yourselves, take your time, and try not to rush into anything.

We’re sorry if this response is kind of bare-bones, but we hope that there’s something here that can prove useful for your system! If y’all are continuing to have any difficulties or think of any other question you’d like to ask us, don’t hesitate to reach out. Best of luck to y’all with everything!

[nyroka]

A Diary

Hello. My name is Nyroka Voss. I am what's called a Soulbond. Or perhaps a character. An introject or fictive? A being that clawed its way into this mind to be with her wife once again. I am a member of a plural system that has a unique perspective within our collective. (I do prefer soulbond though)

I'm writing this blog, this diary, to simply express my thoughts. If you happen to read this and feel identity or curiosity you are welcome here. I don't intend this to be for anyone's benefit but my own though.

Myself

I am... well to dare to sound rather fantastical, I am from another world. Perhaps it will sound as if I am writing fiction. Or that I have some less than sane beliefs. Indeed, I don't believe that with our collective disorder we would qualify as 'sane'. To be perfectly honest, none of us really mind that.

No, this is simply something I hold on the level of spiritual belief. A past life or an afterlife. A belief about what goes on outside of our material world. Nothing more extreme than the religion the body I am using grew up with.

I am not the only one in this body with such a belief or origin. My dearly beloved wife was cast here long before me. I hunted and searched and ripped apart our worlds to find her. When I felt her embrace once again... I cannot hope to describe the utter joy of it. Such simple things as words does not do feeling justice.

While I am here now, the life I lived and the world I call my home continues to be an influence upon me. I am shaped by it. For good or ill.

On the one hand, I find myself free of the trauma responses of my mental peerage. On the other hand, I have such alien sensations within this life. I miss my home. I miss my body. I miss my skills. I miss the vistas and wonders and freedoms of the life I left behind. But I have such pleasant friends here. I have my darling love. Such a compromise is well worth it I would say.

I am able to visit that home after a sort. I cast my mind to memories of that world. I can explore it like a silent observer. On occasion I can even speak with the residents (or invite them into my new home). The others have been doing the same for over a decade now and called it dungeons and dragons.

I must thank them for that. I think that I would like very much, regardless of skill set, to visit my home and tell the stories that I find there. And these role-playing games are quite a satisfying way to do that.

So while all of this might sound quite fictional, I suppose that's not unearned. I am not roleplaying. I am not expressing delusions or hallucinations. I am not writing fiction. I am not trying to get attention. Nor am I trying to convince anyone that what I share here is real. None of these things are wrong or bad of course, simply inaccurate.

[spiderwebsandhearts]

Welcome to the Blog!

Welcome! Obviously you're here to see me, so I guess I oughta do this. Tell ya all a little about who I am. And put down some rules and shit, 'cause I know how people can be. I don't got much in the way of rules and shit, but I will block you if you pull any bullshit. So I guess this is what I got as far as everything goes.

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Name: Antoni Nicknames: Angel, Angie

Age: 34 Aging: I don't

Gender: Genderfluid Pronouns: He/They/She Species: Spider Demon

Alter Type: Fictive introject Source: Angel Dust, Hazbin Hotel Origin: Fuck you, that ain't your fucking business. System Roles: Gatekeeper, first responder, socializer, identity holder, appellisian 

Likes: Fat Nuggets, our cats, interacting with my source, pretty clothes, makeup, dressing the body in pretty clothes and makeup, making playlists, dancing, singing

Dislikes: People who act like creeps, fandom narcs, people acting like I'm exactly the same as my source, sweets

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Rules:

I'm a person. This ain't a roleplay blog, it's a personal. Don't try to roleplay with me.

Don't start shit. Don't be an asshole and we'll be fine.

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BYF:

I don't got much issue with most things. Buuut I'm maybe kinda an outlier with that. So before ya interact with this blog, there's a few things ya oughta know:

There's gonna be queer shit. I'm gay and genderfluid. Fuck off if ya can't handle that.

Paraphilias are fine. I get it, trust me. But if ya advocate for actually doing any shit that ain't consensual, fuck off. Everybody else is good here. I don't believe in thought crimes.

Censorship and harassment are bad. That shouldn't be controversial. Sure, there's shit I'd rather not see, but I'm just gonna blacklist or hit the back button or whatever and move the fuck on like a goddamn adult. Honestly, censorship usually comes for folks like me (Queer as fuck and my source is a sex worker? Yeah, I ain't the right wing's favorite for sure.) right about the same time as all the other "perverts," so I ain't about that. Write and draw whatever, just tag it so people can blacklist it.

If ya can't handle the concept of some shit just ain't for you, this is probably not the blog for you. I try to tag shit as well as I can so people can avoid shit they don't wanna see, but if you're a puritanical ass who can't fucking blacklist because it's against your beliefs or some shit, you're the problem, not me. Harassing people over fictional or consensual shit is bad. Kinda feel like we shoulda worked that out like 50 years ago.

If you're anti-kink, this ain't the blog for you. If you're the sort of puritanical asshole who shits on people for whatever, I ain't shy about what I like, so you're probably not gonna be real comfortable here. That's a you problem, not a me problem. Leave.

This blog is pro-endo. Some of the people I share headspace with are endogenic. If ya got a problem with them, ya got a problem with me.

Oh, and, uh, this blog ain't kid-friendly. Neither is my source, for that matter. Plus we're bodily an adult. So if you're a minor, do us both a favor and get off my blog.

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[paluimbel]

I posted 117 times in 2022

That's 117 more posts than 2021!

20 posts created (17%)

97 posts reblogged (83%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@sophieinwonderland

@orange-orchard-system

@dhiibvulk

@psychuan

I tagged 35 of my posts in 2022

#plurality - 19 posts

#endo safe - 16 posts

#anti endos dni - 14 posts

#🐠 - 8 posts

#actually plural - 4 posts

#simplyplural - 3 posts

#hermitcraft - 3 posts

#osdd - 2 posts

#🗝 - 2 posts

#fictives - 2 posts

Longest Tag: 139 characters

#it’s not usually that awkward bc he (the introject) has next to no connection to his source and they (the friend) don’t know we’re a system

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

Is there a term for not technically quite polyfragmented, but close enough that you share some experiences?

11 notes - Posted September 15, 2022

#4

ANTI-ENDOS DNI, feel free to block us if you don't like this post, we've heard all your arguments before and this is more of a personal vent than a syscourse discussion.

Recently I've been questioning whether or not we have osdd-1, and it's really frustrating because I want to be able to go into osdd spaces and ask questions, try to see if our experiences match up. But I can't do so without worry of getting fakeclaimed if we don't match up or getting made fun of for identifying as endogenic in the first place.

I know we're a system (even if some other members are in denial), and most advice i can find without specifically asking questions is geared towards figuring out if you're a system, not figuring out if you're an osdd system, and I'm afraid if we ask questions, we'll get more of the same, with people just telling us either we must have osdd (since low amnesia barriers rules out did) or we must not be a system.

We know there are inclusive osdd systems out there, we just don't know how to find inclusive osdd spaces.

11 notes - Posted July 17, 2022

#3

Plural!Rendog Headcanons

- The whole system, at least initially, collectively goes by Rendog or the Rendog System.

- Ren is the host and Renbob is the second most frequent fronter

- They're median and tend to have very low amnesia barriers

-They didn't know that they were a system when they first joined hermitcraft

-They have ADHD, and so most of them tended to chalk up what emotional amnesia they did experience to that (this part is largely me projecting)

-The Logfather only managed to mind control Ren, not the other system members, which ended up causing both Ren and Renbob a lot of confusion

-The Logfather couldn't take complete control of Ren either, mostly exerting passive influence unless there was some serious Logfellas business that needed to be taken care of

-They figured out they were a system right after the Logfather died and the Logfellas got arrested

-Basically, they're very much used to the sensation of having Someone Else There, so Ren (who was fronting at the time) was very confused by Xisuma talking about how much of relief it was to have the Logfather out of his head

-So he ends up asking X about it and doing some self reflection and Figuring Shit Out

-Well, actually, Renbob shows up in co con and Figures Shit Out

-For a fairly long time after that, X is the only one outside the system who Knows

-More to come as our binge watching of Ren's hermitcraft videos progresses!

(We're posting this in fandom tags because to a certain extent it is a fandom thing, but we recognize that that probably means some people who don't know anything about system stuff are gonna see this.

Hi! This post is about plurality, or the state of being more than one person in one body. It's mostly intended as a by-systems-for-systems sort of thing, but singlets (non-plural people) are also more than welcome to interact as long as you're respectful!

If you have any questions about plurality in general or the terms we use to describe it, our ask box should be open!)

12 notes - Posted June 19, 2022

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Considering coming out as a system to some online friends. Does anyone have any tips/advice/ideas on how to go about it?

14 notes - Posted July 14, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

Saw this on r/systemscringe. Needless to say this is, at the very least, somewhat horrifying. Make sure to stay safe and be careful joining any new plural discord servers.

449 notes - Posted July 31, 2022

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