#sad depressed

[makaelachanese]

So tired of being alone, so tired of nobody wanting me and being used, taken for granted. Tired of not having a MAN, so tired of not having FRIENDS, so tired of not having supportive family or people around me. Tired of being around in competition with me, tired of people not liking me for no reason. Tired of being hurt. Tired of crying myself to sleep. Tired of missing my Mother knowing she will never return in this lifetime. Tired of being a fatherless child and a motherless child. Tired of feeling like a burden around other people. I just turned 27 and I’m tired from the bottom of my heart, I’m tired of being depressed, tired of not having people I can talk tooo about everything for once. Tired of carrying this grief and pain. Tired of not wanting to wake up and live. Tired of not having money, always broken and can never get the things I want In life. Tired of being a black woman trying to do it all on her own because I don’t have the resources or support I need to make it. Tired of hoping and praying. Tired of waiting for the better when things are only getting worse. So tired of waking up. So tired social media so tired of being around weird and fake people. So tired of being around people that are secretly jealous, tired of people being around me who don’t genuinely like me. Tired of being in last place getting the shorter end of the sick. Tired of depending on people who aren’t dependable and can barely take care of themselves. Tired of being stuck in life, tired of people doubting me. Tired of showing love to people on to get hate back. Tired of being restless and can’t sleep at night. Tired of being lied to, tired of overthinking.

TIRED OF NOT HAVING SHIT!

While I watch others get blessed. Tired of living in this unfair ass life. I literally have nothing or no one to fall back on, I’m tired of being in the streets but truth be told how am I’m going to eat..,

[timidey]

My whole life I’ve been a nerd. I grew up playing video games and watched a lot of anime. Back then I didn’t care about anything else. I didn’t have a lot of money. I wasn’t very sociable. But now that I’m older I’ve been starting to rethink a lot of my life. Maybe I should of had additional hobbies. Maybe I should have studied harder. Maybe I should have taken more risks to create everlasting memories. To say I have regrets is an understatement. But it’s not like I regret everything. I had so much fun playing games as a kid. They helped me bond with other people. I have memories I will always look back on with fondness. It’s just now that I’m older, I kinda of want to try other stuff. But I just don’t know if I can leave my comfort zone. For example, I’ve been thinking really hard lately about taking acting lessons. I’m not saying I want to be some Hollywood actor. It’s just that I’ve been thinking about opportunities that I may have missed in life. Maybe even taking singing lessons. Could I do it if I tried? You see so many new people on TV nowadays that it truly feels like anyone could do it. Anyone but me. I just don’t have confidence in myself. There’s so much about myself that I’ve been thinking about over and over. I don’t know if these thoughts are good or bad. Am I maturing? Or am I just having a mental breakdown. I really need to discover who I am. And I need to find the path that will finally make me happy to be me.

[emotionaleating]

when someone doesn’t wanna tell me what i did wrong and suddenly i’m 8 years old wondering what i did to make my mom mad again

[disc80s]

[loveelizabeths]

love elizabeth s.

[florifer]

tell me

[moonlitmourningjournal]

[dongslinger--420]

When BoJack Horseman (2014-2020) said "you can't keep doing shitty things and then feel bad about yourself like that makes it ok. you need to be better" and "all we have are the connections we make" and "I really should've thought about the view from halfway down" and "sometimes you have to take responsibility for your own happiness" and "you do the hokey pokey and you turn yourself around, you turn yourself around, THAT'S what it's all about" and "things have to get worse before they can get better" and "in real life, the big gesture isn't enough, you need to be consistent" and "if we hadn't met each other until now, we wouldn't be the people we are now" and, my personal favourite, "every day it gets a little easier, but you gotta do it every day, that's the hard part, but it does get easier".

[eccedentesiast-skies]

You’ve grown into someone who would have protected you as a child. And that is the most powerful move you made.

[injuredsoullessfrog]

[rainywhispersblog]

[lostmf]

[hopelessvalentines]

“i promise i am just as sick and tired of it as you are”

[emotionaleating]

pls don’t flirt with me i want to be nonchalant so bad but i unfortunately crave connection so intensely that i will give you my entire soul and forgive you over and over until i’ve lost myself completely and feel like i’m drowning

[a-little-less-than-okay]

[churchofivory]

some people are born with tragedy in their blood..