#sacrificed sleep to make this
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
I don't want your vote!
Nevertheless... you have it.
Piledriver Waltz - Thomas Lawrence x Vincent Benitez
Conclave (2024)
#sacrificed sleep to make this#slaps roof of edit#yes sir this bad boy can fit so many sad shots of lawrence in it#lawrenitez#thomas lawrence#vincent benitez#ralph fiennes#carlos diehz#ralph fiennes edit#conclave edit#video edit#conclave
610 notes
·
View notes
Text
idk if this is accurate but i’ve felt like in previous seasons riz & gorgug have been one of the inter-bad kids dynamics we’ve seen the least of & this season has been so great in that aspect. gorgug having helped make some of riz’s magic gear. riz helping gorgug with his studies. the shared birthday party. gorgug’s gift to riz being something he himself made to protect riz. riz’s gift to gorgug being something he illegally grabbed to protect gorgug. gorgug who utilizes rage to put his body on the line for his friends & riz who will take deep levels of mental stress for his friends. even though it was within the context of a joke, riz calling gorgug an “absolute sweetie.” like yea they might not be in a band together or both part of a presidential campaign team or owlbears teammates, but they’d go to war for each other, because they’re best friends.
#riz gukgak#gorgug thistlespring#fantasy high#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#these kids are all so self-sacrificing but i do think riz gorgug are the most clear (& juxtaposed) self-sacrificers#riz will mentally tear himself to pieces and get lost in cases and take on ungodly levels of stress for those he loves#gorgug will use himself as a human shield. he will take hit after hit if it means his friends are okay.#and they’d both do the other thing too. riz would let himself get hit for gorgug. gorgug would pull all nighters & take stress for riz.#even if mechanically they can’t or it wouldn’t make sense. they would if they could.#also#the starstruck barry mechanic of being a guard is so gorgug. it’s soooo gorgug like that’s literally him#anyways love this tall green guy & this short green guy so much#especially because gorgug is tall & considered intimidating but protective in a deeply kind way#while riz is short & underestimated but protective in a deeply vicious way (affectionate)#i hope this makes sense but i think riz is primarily ‘i would kill for you’ & gorgug is primarily ‘i would die for you’ maybe#this does not mean gorgug would not kill for riz or riz would not die for gorgug. they both would.#but those are the primary ways their love manifests due to the nature of their strengths/personalities. To Me#idk this is all just me saying stuff when i should be sleeping 😭#sorry if i missed a riz gorgug moment in the main post btw i’m tired
2K notes
·
View notes
Text

Ink October day 29: Heir
A person who succeeds or is in line to succeed to a hereditary rank, title, or office.
One who receives or is expected to receive a heritage, as of ideas, from a predecessor.
#khux#kingdom hearts#kh#kh sora#kh ventus#kh ephemer#kh brain#kh skuld#kh lauriam#kingdom hearts birth by sleep#kingdom hearts sora#sora kingdom hearts#kingdom hearts ventus#lauriam#brain kh#sora kh#I don’t know what to taggg#blue boi draws#ink october#ink october 2024#ink October 2024 day 29#I’m not completely sure why but I’ve always considered Sora a sorta heir to the dandelions/dandelion leaders#he’s Ventus’ little guy. and Ventus is their little guy. therefore he is their littlest guy#he’s a continuation of Ventus without being Ventus (ala Wayfinder Ven and Vanitas). he was the only light who die died during the second#keyblade war. Xehanort also is heir material but his place is coloured by what he’s done to them. Sora is kind and stupidly self sacrificing#his relationship with Marluxia makes the whole thing tragic. he is unchained (he has so many issues). they’d get along so well#that’s Ven’s kid!!! Sora saved Ventus’ life!!!#EPHEMER IN THE KEYBLADE GRAVEYARD. STRELITZIA IN QUANTUM. EPHE ‘need some help? :)’ TO HIM!!! CARE ABOUT HIM#The only ones missing are Skuld and Brain. and I know in my heart Skuld would love him. Brain technically could be connected via wayfinders#if Eraqus is actually Brain’s grandkid. THE CONNECTIONS.
102 notes
·
View notes
Text
#I sacrificed a decent night's sleep to make this you'd better appreciate it#not incorrect quotes#meme#shitpost#parappa the rapper#parappa the rapper anime#parappa#papa parappa#paula#matt#joe chin#source:arthur#...sorta#mod uee
114 notes
·
View notes
Text
sad thinking abt how the whole "no cost too great" mindset probably was passed onto hornet
#not that pk told her directly or anything but like#idek she grew up seeing a ton of ppl sacrificing themselves#including her mother#because ouhhhh hallownest has to be eternal or whatever#and then she just sort of dedicates her life to that bs#even after pk is gone#even after he literally just dipped and left everyone to die while he did whatever in the dream realm#it just makes me sad#ppl lowkey sleep on hornet given how much of a interesting character she is#hollow knight
11 notes
·
View notes
Text

Day 3b: Bond/Gamble - Inspired by existing art
#posting this one first bc the other one is still on the making#khunbamweek2024#day3#tower of god#tog#my art#bam#baam#25th baam#25th bam#the 25th baam#the 25th bam#jue viole grace#khun#koon#khun a.a#khun aguero agnis#khunbam#koonbaam#bamxkhun#it was hard to think of an existing art that has 2 characters and themed gamble (mostly bc i was stuck on looking for classic paintings)#after lots of thinking (and sacrificing my sleep) i suddenly got enlightenment of cuphead AU 🎉and so this art was born yay#i gave soli a sneakpeak of bam's headshot and he guessed it right on the first comment without knowing any context on what i'm drawing for#a clap and a half for him 👏 plus it's good to know that i nailed the style hahahah#they look so silly i love them so much
39 notes
·
View notes
Text
Henlooo!!
#seventeen#svt#hoshi#my art#kpop#i am aliiivveeeee!!!!#this semester has been kicking my ass but i managed to find time to draw something#more like i forced to make time by sacrificing my sleep ahahahaha#i would like to be more active on here again but we'll see how that goes#n e waysss look hoshi!!#i love this pic of him so much the lighting goes kinda hard#i love the subtle red lighting on his face it's so pretty i had to draw it
59 notes
·
View notes
Text
I definitely love to experiment with stuff when im bored :) and when I experiment, i always aim to make it better ant better, so like with that stylus, i realized that if you do use the flat side of the eraser, it's gonna be pain drawing with that, so if you sharpen the eraser and then cover it with aluminum foil, it's gonna be better since the flat side will be smaller and more similar to a pencil :D
Now I should finish that fic-
#fresco's chatterbox#random ik :]#i have this fic i promised to i person ill wrote for them but I just can't get it right ughhh#i hope they don't think I gave them false hope when I didn't T-T#it's just that i can't get it right#it just feels wrong#i really hope i didn't make that person upset im trying#ill try to get it done today or im sacrificing my sleep once again
12 notes
·
View notes
Text
2025 is about acquiring tattoos u don’t have money for ig
#I will be broke but I WILL be sexy#well actually tbh I’m in a privileged position#(if u can call sleeping on ur dads sofa a privileged position which ig it is if u disregard the mental pains)#where I don’t rlly spend money on anything except food bc I don’t pay rent so#I have some money for things like that where I feel it makes more sense to lock em in now rather than waiting#I’m usually good at resisting the tattoo urge relative to how many sick pieces I see/how many I want but this one was so sick#I saw it n went for a nap and hours later i still couldn’t stop thinking abt it#and it passed my test of ‘do I know where I would put it’ so#idk my parents might beat my ass for being a bit irresponsible but ik I can make it work#like I’d rather be a bit sad for a bit with sick tattoos rather than sacrificing that idk like I’m willing to put everything else behind#the ultimate goal of getting tattooed#if u think about it I’m just fulfilling baby lulus dreams so
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
GO Fanfiction list
This contains part 1 and 2 of my list of recommendations. There are 12 on here now. Some are about 9000 words and others are almost 250,000, and I have read every single word. Three of my favorites are Stitch me up, Slow show, and Or Be Nice
******Stitch Me Up (medical au)*****
If you read any of the fics from this list this is the one. I was literally distracted at work last week because I was thinking about it. There is angst, fluff, spice (like really spicy), comfort, ughhhhh it has it all.
This is the fic that started my medical field au binge.
Link to fic: https://archiveofourown.org/works/23157691
Pretend for Me (fake dating)
Fake dating in order to trick the Archangels. This one is so beautiful and the ending makes me tear up (happy tears) every time
Link to fic: https://archiveofourown.org/works/20535329
Their tumblr: @obsessivelollipoplalala
In Plain Sight (fake dating)
This is the companion piece to Pretend for Me. I 100% this should be read after the first one, it makes it feel so much more complete
Link to fic: https://archiveofourown.org/works/21741256
Tumblr: @obsessivelollipoplalala
*******Slow Show (tv show costars)*****
They are co-stars on a TV show. The backstories on this one are so beautiful. I forgot this was a fanfiction at multiple points and thought it was a work in and of itself.
10/10 I will recommend this to anyone who will listen
Link to fic: https://archiveofourown.org/works/20395261
Tumblr: @mia-ugly
Give me a title, I’ll give you my heart (single dad)
Aziraphale is a single dad to an adorable and mischievous Adam, Crowley just moved into the neighborhood. This had me kicking my feet and giggling.
Link to fic: https://archiveofourown.org/works/21160262
Tumblr: @nohaijiachi
Ink Blots and Forget-Me-Nots (tattoo and flower shop)
Literally all of the best tropes in one well written fic. Tattoo shop and flower shop. Friends to lovers to enemies to lovers
Link to fic: https://archiveofourown.org/works/19455634
The Crime Boys AU (mafia bosses)
This was so dark and beautiful. If you like dark themes and dark romance these are the fics for you!! Make sure to read the tags on this one, but it’s so so good.
I read Dark Angels, Golden Serpents first and then Dark Angels, Darker Serpents. It can be read either way.
Link to fic: https://archiveofourown.org/series/1924780
START OF PART 2
******Or Be Nice (musician and bookseller) ******
Author description:
Crowley and Aziraphale are neighbours. And...it does not go at all well, until it does.
A human AU in which Aziraphale is a bookseller, Crowley is a drummer, and they are both petty disasters in the worst/best way.
My thoughts: If you read anything on this list make sure it is this one. This fic had me up until 4:45 in the morning because I could not put it down. The characterization here is absolutely perfect. I was giggling and kicking my feet at it. Also there are in text images that push this fic over the edge to be one of my all time favorites.
Tumblr: @charlottemadison42
Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/28427940/chapters/69660750
In Knowing, In Silence (they are angels)
Author description: After being punished in Heaven for being in love as angels, Aziraphale and Crowley spend the next 6,000 pretending their relationship never happened.
My thoughts: The naivety of both characters is beautiful. They are just both full of so much love and don’t know how to deal with anything. It is cute and fluffy and then it kinda rips your heart out in the best way possible. It is one of the fics that make you feel something when you read it.
Tumblr: @obsessivelollipoplalala
Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/50313406/chapters/127105990
Epiclesis (Aziraphale can hear Crowley’s prayers)
Author description: Prompt: Angels can hear it when you pray to them. Crowley has been praying for 6000 years.
My thoughts: A very beautiful representation of the idiots to lovers tag. I want to give both boys a hug and also tell them how stupid they are. I can 100% see this fic happening and I really enjoyed it.
Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/27836200/chapters/68148130
What Angels Want (Crowley can hear Aziraphale’s thoughts)
Author description: Set post-s1. Aziraphale finds a "communication spell" in one of the books in his shop. He decides to try a modified version of it in hopes of finding out if Crowley feels the same way about him. Nothing seems to happen, and Aziraphale assumes the spell is a dud.
Unfortunately, Aziraphale is bad at magic and through the kind of silly logic only fan-fiction can provide, it turns out Crowley can now read all of Aziraphale's thoughts about his favorite demon!
Join these two silly heads in a silly mini-adventure featuring some very un-angelic thoughts and one very scandalized Demon. Please do not take this seriously, this is just for fun and not representative of how I view the canon characters!
My thoughts: If you like dirty talk then this is the fic for you!!! This fic was a lot of fun to read. It gets very dirty but I absolutely loved it.
Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/47184475/chapters/118884859
#i sacrificed a lot of sleep for this#good omens fanfiction#good omens fanfic#good omens fanfic rec#good omens human au#good omens ao3#ao3 recs#good omens makes me emotional#ineffable husbands#ineffable idiots#aziracrow#crowley x aziraphale
71 notes
·
View notes
Text
Every time I go into Seele's tag to find artwork, the salt in my veins increases tenfold. It's so disheartening (and annoying) to see how she's reduced to nothing more than a half of a lesbian ship in which she's also noted to have been 'so mean to Bronya', and if not kept in that context, then she's just disliked for being 'rude', and all of it's entirely missing the mark in terms of what makes her who she is. Salt incoming, and super incoherent salt at that.
First off, I need to not-so-blindly defend the character and say (and this'll sound harsh, I know): if you love Seele, but also praise Hoyo for how Bronseele was written in HSR, I'd like to have a word with you. Because here's my issue: Seele's issue with the Overworld is so immense and it's a view that's so thoroughly and deeply rooted, that hearing that little miss Overworld princess to actually have come from the orphanage in the Underworld wouldn't have made a single difference. Bronya still had a life that not a single child down below could even dream of, Bronya still represents 'the Overworld' in all its glory, no matter if she has a kinder heart that is shown only later on in the story. Seele is rude, and mean because she has a right to be. She once, when quite young, canonically fought a man (and he ran off) for the last little bit of water that was left in a bucket outside of the orphanage for the homeless, only to see him at death's door through the window not long after (and since, has ensured there's always water left for others). Seele, when young and little enough to fit into a supply bag, has seen people in the Overworld throw away food as if food is a luxury and comment on how cruel it is, and how she never wants to come back up to the Overworld ever again. Seele has immense dismay (bordering on loathing) for the Overworld for such good reasons. The Underworld suffers already in basic human necessities, while the Overworld has them in abundance. Of course Seele will detest everything that Bronya represents, and letting all of that go simply because 'Bronya also came from the orphanage' is, in my opinion and I don't resort to saying this lightly, bad writing on Hoyo's part, and I can only write it off as fan-servicing to the HI3 fans. I do not take 'expies' into account when it comes to ships. If Hoyo, or the fandom, wants me to see and acknowledge a 'heavily insinuated ship', then write it well, and where it makes sense for both characters, without sacrificing their values and the core of their characters. Respect them, and I'll respect the dynamic, and/or the ship. Until then, no. So when I go into a tag and all I see is Seele tied to Bronya, especially in the ship. I absolutely hate it. And I hate it even more when I read people hating on people who don't ship it. Guess what, maybe it doesn't always have to do with people being 'anti-lesbians' or 'anti-women', maybe sometimes, like in cases such as my own, it has everything to do with... hey, maybe actually respect the women in question through actions, rather than claiming that you do with some easy peasy words. And then when it comes down to it: you fall short.
And though I touched on it in the last paragraph, I just want to reiterate it: Seele's story isn't about Bronya, it's not about love of one woman to another. And thinking that it is, or relegating it to that, is incredibly saddening, because you're overlooking everything that she stands for— actually no, it's throwing away everything that she stands for. Do you know how Seele in HSR got her name? 'Seele' was given to her by Oleg, and it means 'soul'. And do you realize what the soul is representative of? It's the... immortal element of an individual. The very foundation and 'core' of a human being, touching on the conscience, individuality, and... emotion. That which makes us human, and gee, I wonder why she was given that name as of an early age. And gee, I wonder why she's noted to be the actual backbone of Wildfire, the organization that arose to protect the Underworld, when the Overworld retreated entirely.
I'm not saying that Bronya and Seele don't have an interesting dynamic, I'm just saying that I wish people didn't take away from the latter's character to make it happen simply 'because it seems to be an obvious thing in HI3!' Well guess what, I'm not playing HI3, I'm playing HSR.
#[ i'm /so tired/ of the bronseele fans. and not all of them-- but the ferocious ones that will condemn anyone who doesn't ship bronseele. ]#[ because 'omg you hate women'. god. don't make me throw the damn comment right back at you. ]#[ if you take away from a female character to make a lesbian ship work. i will actually judge you to the moon and back. ]#[ that's not 'being a feminist'. sacrificing one FOR the other isn't being a feminist. ]#[ you're not doing 'good for women' by promoting that. ]#[ salt. ] should i be quieter next time? / no. no… it's fine. children don't learn unless you shout at them.#[ seele. ] we tell them 'things will be better tomorrow.' everyone knows it's a lie; but it gets them to sleep with some hope.
9 notes
·
View notes
Text
What finally getting another fic written has taught me:
I still really really like writing and find it fulfilling and want to keep doing it.
With my current schedule I have to sacrifice either writing or exercise
#teruyo talk#🙃#lack of exercise makes me sleep like crap#but lack of writing washes out the colours in my life#maybe if my commute was shorter this'd work#but as it is i have to find some kind of a compromise#but ngl i hate sacrificing writing time when i have so little of it to begin with#(actual time AND more crucially time during which i'm energetic enough to do it lol)
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
I LITERALLY MADE THIS YESTERDAY HOLY CRAP YALL ARE QUICK-/pos
34?ALREADY?THIS IS MORE THAN THE OTHER 2 FRAGMEM QUIZZES I'VE MADE- I made it when I was half awake so if any doesn't make sense or if it's too hard just lmk via dming or commenting or reblog thanks guys Anyways link undercut
#rosen yaps :\#fragaria memories#I'm sacrificing my sleep to provide fragmem quizzes frfr#bc I'm the person that makes most if not all of the fragmem quizzes on sporcle-#And I kinda yapped a bit too much on the logic quiz ahhh#should I make it easier#or nah
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
Gally hides a lot of his panic attacks and nightmares that he got after he went through the Changing in a desperate attempt to be liked again in the Glade
He was kind of universally hated in the books, apparently becoming extremely unlikeable after he got Stung
which is honestly so sad. What he saw drove him slightly insane and he couldn’t handle it and shut down.
#it’s 2am I hope this makes sense my brain is losing itself#in a ‘Teresa lives’ AU I can actually totally see them becoming friends#if I had a nickel for every time a maze runner character witnessed horrors and did bad things#that specifically involved sacrificing one or two people in order to benefit many more people#I would have two nickels#they also bond over being extremely protective over Minho#because I think Teresa would be super duper protective of Minho in Paradise#partly out of guilt and partly out of trauma#she works closely with the doctors to heal him and visits him daily to make sure he’s feeling a-okay#she spoon feeds him when he’s too weak to feed himself#actually she has almost an obsession with bringing him food or feeding him or cooking food for him or just watching him eat in general#but it’s because WCKD regularly starved him or used food as an incentive/weapon against him#and now she’s just extremely determined to make sure Minho never has that happen to him again#Thomas sits in the corner awkwardly waiting for Teresa and Gally to finish fussing over his boyfriend so he can kiss him#Minho wakes up like ‘I don’t remember having a girlfriend as well as two boyfriends???’#and Thomas is just ‘YOU DONT????’#Minho will be sleeping on the couch for that comment tbh#Minho goes to Gally and/or Teresa whenever he and Thomas get into arguments#Thomas is so confused by this. Especially Teresa#‘YOURE LITERALLY MY EX GIRLFRIEND YOU SHOULD BE ON MY SIDE’#idk if I actually agree with anything I just wrote but I’m too sleepy to do things like reread
18 notes
·
View notes
Text

inktober 2024 - day 22
#inktober 2024#yuuto nakajima#jock studio#fanart#ink#pov you’re helping yuuto do situps 👌🏼#ugh i finally managed to make a somewhat decent drawing in the midst of my social life lmaooooo#all it took was a bit of sacrificed sleep lol#i’m telling you yaoi visual novels have a special power over me
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
i'm back on tumblr (again)
#exams are over mostly#for now at least until may altough i might have one next week let's see#but so far so good#i did postpone a few unfortunately thought but it is what it is i'll still have to do them this semester#it's gonna be tough but i'll pull through and i want to prepare even better i can do this#the one's i did though i die exceptionally well on which makes me kinda proud ig#i got an a on two really difficult one's as the only person :oo lol ig i did something here#feels like i cracked some code for studying and ngl it feels so good i want more results like these#not sure it will work on all exams though but i feel like my studying techniques were pretty spot on and i actually studied more than usual#i feel like i'm getting addicted to this lol like actually being good at uni feels so good so rewarding#i mean i always wanted it and i have been good at uni for some time now but like i did even better this semester - i finished with no c#and lots of a's#but then also i wish i could just study for the enjoyment of it 🥹#don't get me wrong i love learning and being at uni most of the time is actually enjoyable :)#and i like learning the materials because it's interesting to but actually sitting down to study - the anxiety takes so much away from that#when i sit down and study it's usually with so much anxiety ... how do you study without those negative thoughts in your head constantly#i'm always convinced i'm gonna fail anyway and also when i don't meet my study goals on a day i get stressed because i'm behind schedule#and disappointed whenever i don't study as much as i planned or even not at all#like i tell you before i wrote that exam i got an a on i thought oh i might fail i'm gonna need a bit of luck to get a d#altough i thought i could also get a better grade but i have no judgment#part of me still thinks i got a bit lucky with the questions and i still cannot fathom how i did that ngl#i'm trying to stop these thoughts to make studying more enjoyable and i try to tell myself it's not a linear process#and sometimes it takes longer than expected but then your knowledge increases exponentially at one point#or i also feel like i set myself such unattainable study goals i'm bound to not meet them#and i should really prioritize my sleep more and not study in terribly sleep deprived states sometimes#i did get better with that but still it's so bad how i'd sacrifize my mental health for my grades 🥲#but if i'd fail an exam or do badly on it i'm also always so disapointed in myself so it's like i can't win 😅#i just want better balance with good grades and having a life and being in a better mental state#i do have some internal motivation like i want this for my future still i wish i could be more internally motivated#i also don't want my parents to worry and want to make them proud altough that's not a bad one
3 notes
·
View notes