#s1 fluff

[radrobsgarage]

"Inspirational"

[nemesyaaa]

❝ no brain. only big arms and fat thighs.❞

featuring himbo!rafe x reader.

⸻★himbo!rafe who’s a beast of muscles, all beefy and heavy, literally the bulky man towering everyone around him. when he's not putting on his stupid preppy kook dressing, he loves wearing those little tight t-shirts that are too small to fit his big tits but shows off his well-shaped six pack.

⸻★ himbo!rafe who is the king of manspreading. you can be sure that his massive legs are always highly spreaded every time he sits down somewhere. bonus, when he's wearing one of those favorite shorts after going to the gym, and his thick thighs are naked enough to reveal his fleshy skin filled with hard stunning veins.

✦ He's HUGE so ofc, he's gonna take a lot of place. ⸻ “sit on my lap, baby. you don't need a seat. ”

⸻★ he's more a female magnet than a womanizer. attracts women as well as he knows how to catch them but it doesn't mean he's got a hard interest in them. you're the one he cares about. he's not smart enough to get them with his brain but like any good himbos, he knows how to use his physique to his advantage. ⸻ his pretty face saves his lack of culture.

⸻★ biggest and proud member of the thirst trap community. you can be sure that he posts hundreds of photos after the gym of his large thighs and strong arms, flexing his muscle on the bathroom mirror to get all those veiny lines bulging his thick biceps and pecs.

⸻ he likes to pretend that it's for his gym bros but will delete the story if you don't see or react to his post.

✦ of course, he's an attention whore when it comes to you. that's a true himbo.

( the rest under the cut...)

⸻★ himbo!rafe who will take every opportunity he gets to show you how strong he is.

no matter your weight, he's bigger than you so don't you dare worry about your body size. you're perfect. he's gonna lift you up so easily, and it's also an excuse to show you how well–builded he is.

✦ if your feets hurt, he will carry you a short distance as well as a long one. he will open all the jam jars for you, and carry all your bags and suitcases. with him, you won't move a finger and you can be sure that you won't break any nails.

✦ you are a princess to him, and he will treat you with all the respect a girl like you deserves. he doesn't call you his baby for nothing.

✦ and that man loves to smack on your ass but you immediately need to calm him down because he doesn't know about his heavy strength. like this man, he's kind of a beast, could bruise you with just one good slap.

⸻★ big addict when you touch and compliment his physique. like yes, praise him. you're the gool girl he craves and literally dreams of. huge simp when you've just done your nails and you're testing their quality on him. he loves having your wild marks on his skin. come on, he's big. ⸻ his huge size is literally not for the WEAK so he's begging at your feets for you to use your nails on him. he wants you to dig them so hard so that every time he looks at his broaden back in the mirror, he remembers why he's paying for any of your girls appointments.

⸻★ 100% jealous. he’s really is. he doesn't want to share you. even if you're not his girlfriend, he’s convinced that you are his and that you belong to him.

the problem with himbo!rafe is that he's not really that smart... even if you're the one who made the first move with this guy in the club, you can be sure that the innocent person with whom you flirted will end up in a hospital bed...⸻while you will have all the privilege of ending up in his bed. (women can do no wrong)

he doesn't want to hear or know the context. (be serious, he's not gonna understand it in any case.) like any himbos, he hates to think. he only trusts what he sees. so if he has to spend all the party breaking the jaws of all these guys around you, you can be sure he will do it.

you don't want to care about him ? he's gonna show you a reason why you should.

this man will literally fight. yea, he got muscles to show off but also to be sure to destroy his rivals.

he is proactive. he acts, he does not think.

⸻★ if you want to go out in a short dress, a mini skirt, any tiny piece of clothing, you can be sure that he won't say no but will be clinging to you like a leech. like he's okay with your outfit but you don't go anywhere without him. it's THE RULE.

✦ if you're not okay with that, fine. you're gonna cry about it at home.

and you can pout, he doesn't care. (you're still pretty so…)he will literally mock you by saying don't play games you're gonna lose if you want to win.

“ but raf…” you start. but he doesn't care. “ do not rafe me. you've done enough tonight. ” “ i want to go to the party ! ” “ no, you just want to get on my nerves so you stay here. ”

but if you're going out and the other boys want to look at you, there's no problem. you can be sure that in the next second, their faces will be too broken to continue staring at you.

⸻★ don't talk to him about things that are too complicated like politics, ecology or feminism, you're gonna waste your time. the only thing on his mind is you so don't confuse him with things he'll never understand.

⸻★ himbo!rafe who adores when you need him. like, if this man doesn't wait for your call every time.... that's probably the only reason he has a phone.

he loves when you need him, even for random things. you need a driver? he is there. you need money? give him the amount and it's done. you need advice on your new outfit? he's gonna worship you.

⸻★ himbo!rafe who always got a soft spot for you and called you by sweet nicknames like baby, princess, peach, and pretty. he's listening to everything you have to say, don't make you repeat even if he doesn't understand a single word of what you're saying. ⸻ “ rafe, you're not listening. ” you shouted softly, snapping at him. “ of course, i'm listening baby. ” “ okay so what did I say ? ” “ that you wanna hang out with me tonight ? ” he proposed with such an obvious smile that you're forced to laugh at his audacity. “ i didn't say that. ” “ okay, but do you wanna hang out tonight ? you can't say no. i mean, it's yes or yes. ” “ okay, i wanna hang out with you tonight. ”

if you hate some people, you can be sure he's gonna be the biggest hater of those people too. but easy girl, because he's also the biggest hater of boys that you love.

✦ himbo!rafe who loves when you cry on his arms because one, his ego needs to be the first man you think about when you're sad, but also because he loves to carry you against him. shush you everytime you sob, but also kiss your forehead dearly. he's so gentle at the moment, but the moment he knows the name of who makes you cry, he's turning into an evil man.

⸻★ when you show interest in him, he loses his mind. he's like a sweet giant puppy. he's not the type to blush when you look at him but he just wants to squish you in his big arms. like, you are so nice and pretty.

you make him feel so dumb ( when in fact, he's really stupid on daily and it's not about you.)

⸻★ it's also a sucker for the size difference between the two of you. like, you are so small compared to him. so, don't try to run away from him, he will always be faster than you. himbo!rafe loves to play around with it, resting his arms on your head when he's next to you, joking about your small feets compared to him, pretending to not see you when you're around.

it's all a joke until he finds that thing can be a kink…

and that you’re maybe into it.

⸻★ himbo!rafe who's is a BIG VIRGIN not because he doesn't get any opportunities to fuck some bitches but this man wants to get his first time with you and only you.

✦ not only he cares about his virginity, but he does checks on yours every time.

⸻★ he's got a nice cock if you ask, everything so good-shaped about him…but god, he's such an himbo. there is nothing in his brain, so don't expect your dumb puppy to know how to use his pretty dick.

[sheriff-millk]

I wish we got an interaction with them oml

We were robbed..it would’ve been so wholesome 😞😞😞

[angeluvvs]

𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝗽𝗹𝗮𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴: first date by blink-182

a/n: based on the rec "Natalie x shy reader dating fluff" @ashtonslefb0ob

content: secret relationship ooo, just straight fluff (as per request, i got you, babe), just a tad bit of angst, nightmares, 1.5k words

sweet secret / natalie scatorccio

now, since when did you ever care about soccer before? and what in the hell made you start? well, the answer is currently weaving a ball between her legs as she laughs on the field, lines of sheen sweat covering her forehead.

one of her signature cocky laughs falls from between her lips as she ends up kicking the ball past van, straight into the goal.

you had become assistant to misty, always helping out with setting up the field and coming along to away games as an honorary equipment manager. all for your girl.

"jesus, nat. again?" taissa says from the edge of the field, panting as she comes closer to nat, who was absolutely beaming at the third goal she made in a row.

she shrugged, fiddling with the ring on her finger that you had given her. "i just have my good luck charm on me today." her words are punctuated by a smile and a wink to you in the bleachers. and it's safe to say you are absolutely preening at the attention.

after about fifteen more minutes of watching her practice, coach martinez calls it for the day, and she immediately makes her way over to you.

"hey, baby." she whispers, leaning in close enough that only you could hear her. "how'd i do?"

your entire body is practically thrumming at the proximity and the gravelly rasp of her voice. it was one of your favorite things about her, how she always managed to just sound good. "mhm, you were great, nat."

she smiled, her fingers trailing over the cool edge of the bleachers, the space between you two growing smaller and smaller with each passing second. "just great? come on, you can do better than that, doll."

if you were blushing before, it was about ten times worse now. your fingers fall to your lap, messing with the hem of your pants as you glare at her through your brows, silently begging her to knock it the hell off. "you were phenomenal," you said through a smile, seeming to please her as she leaned away from you and grabbed her bag, plucking your fingers straight out of your lap and tugging you down the bleachers.

just like every day, nat walks you home (like a sweetheart, might i add). her hand is interlinked with your own, in typical 'best friend" fashion, of course. no one knows yet about the two of you being together, but she swears that she will tell people eventually. eventually just seems years away whenever you have to hide your love for one of the best things that's ever happened to you.

"so, the party tonight, are we all set to go?" she asks, her voice pulling you from the momentary wandering your mind had become so accustomed to.

a frown etches onto your lips, a gentle sigh falling from between your teeth. this was one of the many joys of high school for most, but for you? it was a patriarchal nightmare. and before you could even begin to voice your complaints, natalie beats you to it.

"we don't have to go," she reassures, which immediately sparks a rambling from you.

"nat, no--" that she is infinitely quick to cut off.

"it's fine, babe. we can have a sleepover at your place." she says, eyes coated with thick, smudged eyeliner meeting your own in the most sympathetic way possible. she knows how bad those parties can be for you and even feels slightly bad she had pushed to go to one with you in the first place. "we can watch some shitty romcom and make out and have the best night of our lives, no party included."

her words elicit a small warmth blooming in your chest, the tug of her hand in yours grounding you as you offer a small nod. "okay."

the copy of bound that you borrowed from your parents is finishing up as you pull away from nat, breathing heavily and laughing at some stupid comment she made. both of you are in a set of pjs you let her borrow, the bright colors looking way too good on her.

you sigh and check your clock on the side of the bed, seeing that it was well past 1 in the morning.

"shit," you mumbled, picking up the half-empty bowl of popcorn and bringing it to the kitchen as she followed, her steps ever so slightly hinting at a tired linger.

her arms wrap around your waist as you dump out the rest of the popcorn, nuzzling her face into your neck with a gentle murmur. "you're so soft."

a giggle releases from your chest, rolling your eyes as the bowl is forgotten entirely, and she drags you right back to your room. you could never get too far away from her. she shoves you down onto the bed, draping all of her limbs over your own, small kisses pressed to your neck as she mumbles something about being tired.

the peace of such a domestic moment has you feeling the same way, placing a gentle kiss on her head as you both drift into sleep.

the next day, you two wake up and board the plane, both still feeling the aftereffects of your grogginess in full effect against your bodies. a sharp jolt of the plane has you feeling slightly more awake, anxiously eyeing nat.

"did you feel that?" you whispered, to which she replied with a soft mumble that it was okay and just continued to rub your hand more.

you nodded, looking out the window to see the plane slightly angled downwards. that's not normal. a moment later, a red light flashes above the head, the sound of the PA ringing out in a warning that something had malfunctioned. you stopped listening after those words. all that mattered was that the plane was going down. fast.

nat's words become muddied in your ear as you feel the steady descent grow quicker and quicker, green trees coming into view as oxygen masks drop down in front of you. you quickly fumble to put yours on, tears beginning to sprout in your eyes, as you pull natalie closer.

the impact is jarring, leaving you ever so slightly dazed and dizzy. you feel a tightness in your leg as you try to follow natalie out, her tugging you up out of your seat. only, you are stuck, fighting against the metal that holds you down as you scream, pleading for help.

the sound of your own ragged breathing wakes you up, a cold sweat dripping down your shirt as the realization comes to you: you're in bed. safe.

tears still overcome you, a sharp ache in your head forming as your heart does absolutely nothing to stop its frantic pounding against your chest. you feel a hand grip your wrist, that same familiar rasp filling your ears.

"breathe, baby, breathe," she instructs, her free hand going over your chest and rubbing it. "tell me five things you can see." she starts, coaching you through the panic as your eyes meet hers.

"i can see…" you start, swallowing the spit that accumulated in your throat. "you, the window… the bed, my room, and…" you stop for a moment, tears flooding your vision. she waits for you to finish, just brushing her hands against your skin. "and… my hoodie on the floor."

she smiles, whispering ever so softly to you. "good job, that was great. four things you can touch." she prompts.

"You..." you say with a smile, immediately flicking back to that frown that had set in your face. "the comforter, my shirt, and… and the pillow."

she continues this for a while, allowing you to acclimate back to what you remembered. she questions you for a moment, trying to find out what had you coiled so tightly.

"the plane… i had a dream that it… crashed." you admitted, tears ready to spring from your eyes once more. she shook her head, brushing her fingers against your cheeks.

"doll, i promise, that won't happen. i'll be there with you the whole time, i swear. we'll be alright." she reassures, cool eyes meeting your own in an ocean of sapphire. a new pang arises in your chest as you whisper delicately,

"when are we going to tell people about us?" you ask. the question seems to take her back a bit, eyes widening and fingers stilling on your skin. she sighs, nodding slowly.

"after nationals, love. after we win." she promised, fingers tightening around your wrist once more before gently linking with your own. "we'll be okay; we'll do it together."

and with that, she helps you lie down, cuddling you up into her chest. you fall asleep to the sound of her gentle breathing and the prospect that yes, you will be alright. just the two of you.

what's the worst that could happen?

if you are ever feeling anxious, that method is called the 5-4-3-2-1 method and it works so well at grounding people. please use it if you need to.

au revoir! have a great day, a great night, or a great life! <3

[taliamamane]

very smooth, viktor

[vviolets444rroses]

— bf!rafe gets the silent treatment ✧.*

at the end of every month, the cameron family hosted a small dinner at their house on figure eight. it was just their thing, in consideration of all of their busy schedules… and being rafe’s girlfriend, you were always invited. you loved his family and they loved you. it was a pleasure to be there every time.

except tomorrow's wouldn't be.

you were furious with your boyfriend.

how many times have you told rafe over and over to leave the damned pogues alone? last night, all you wanted was for him to pick up food, so why did he come home with bruised knuckles and a bloody busted lip? and no food? why did he have to be so impulsive when it came to them? it was childish, it was tiring, and you were over it. in response, he's been on silent treatment since then.

the following night— dinner night with the camerons…

as the two of you got ready in your room, he could tell you were still very, very upset with how last night ended. the way you aggressively patted your face with powder spoke volumes.

sliding into your dress, you realize you’re not going to be able to zip the back alone. but you- oh you are stubborn. could you have asked rafe? yes. were you going to? noooo, of course not.

you twist and you turn your arms to reach the back, attempting to do it on your own. you didn't even want to go to dinner at this point. “stupid fucking zipper.” you mutter, catching your boyfriend’s attention as he clicks on his shiny watch. he continues to watch you struggle and curse under your breath.

should i help her? nah, nah... fuck, she'll bite my head off. oh, forget it, i know she'll get more pissed the more she tries it. he thinks to himself.

he calls out your name, just to see if you’d respond. nothing. he tries again. “i- baby, let me help you.”

“no.” you shoot a cold glare, then return to the zipper you couldn’t even get up halfway.

“come on let me do it.” he walks over and gently moves your hands away. you huff as you reluctantly give in and let him zip it. “there…” you hear the zipper make its way to the top and he smiles as he hears you sigh with relief.

“thanks.” you grumble, fixing your hair in the mirror and smoothing out wrinkles in the dress. he stands behind you, his rough hands lingering carefully. "let's talk, yeah?" he watches your eyes flicker up at his, thinking about it fully before deciding.

it was a face he's seen one too many times before. a face that seemed to always let rafe back in. a face that he loved but hated to hurt- but always did.

his sweet, forgiving girl.

you nod.

"i'm sorry, angel. i am, i really am. you never even really let me explain what happened last night and-" "that matters?!" you cut him off. "i just want you to stop coming to me all banged up, because i care about you. i wish you'd just get over yourself and leave shit alone. it's immature." you pull away and go to sit on the edge of the bed. you try to get into your heels but struggle again. he watches you carefully, going over what you said to him in a loop. he kneels before you and slips the heels onto your feet. rafe slowly meets your eyes and sighs, "you're right. i suck, i should grow up. i don't mean to make you worry. i am so sorry. promise i'll try to be better. please angel." gosh, the way he looks at you. a sad, hopeful puppy look. how can you deny him when he gives you that? you stick out your pinky, to which he chuckles at and nods and sticks out his. your pinkies interlock and you both kiss your thumbs with small, growing smiles. "thank you." you mumble when you let go. "that's my girl." "now hurry baby, i heard my dad made that pasta you like for dinner." he helps you up, just to press a fat kiss into your cheek and hug you tight. oh, how he missed your smell and touch. yeah, rafe's an asshole— but he's your asshole. just not to you, duh.

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a/n: i literally finished this shit at 6am. did not even realize it was this time until i looked up at the sky was turning blue again thru my window. ANYWAY.

how'd i do :P !! this is supposed to be s1 rafe, but like is it canon to how he acts? no. idc tho cs this ma babaaaa. i think it's okay considering i haven't written in a while.

[thepinkprincesss]

ִֶָ𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ🐇་༘࿐

you wanted jj to be committed to you.

you'd given him sly hints that you wanted him to be yours, but he still played around and would nudge the question off— you felt stupid. you were giving your all to this boy. the least he could do is let you own the title of 'his girl' other than the alias of 'some girl jj is stringing along' you weren't dumb nor deaf, even if you had the fitting appearance you didn't lack knowledge— although that's the persona his friend kiara had in mind for you, she wasn't really set on you yet.

today was one of those days, a hot sticky day on john b's boat while you ensured your seat next to the blonde relaxing into the seat on the boat— your flimsy bikini material begining to irk you as the sun beamed directly at you, per usual you'd been left out yet another conversation with the pogues. kiara had made it painfully obvious she didn't enjoy your presence, with her typical side-eyes to you whenever you'd spoke up. it was because you were a kook and slumming with the whorest of them all— jj. if you'd been with john b, no one would've bat an eye other, he's the leader and has that respect put in place. meanwhile jj is the one they worry about on a daily basis.

a loud laugh from kiara interrupts your train of thoughts— a smirk on her face before she shoots you one of her most venomous looks, a glare that was enough to make you feel sick. your eyes narrow as you look back at her, but are immediately drawn back to john b's head of brunette hair— her hand wrapped around his shoulder. not for the first time you wonder if you had developed a friendship like that with his friends, then he would feel comfortable announcing your relationship. you're jolted from your thoughts again by one of jj's hands wrapping around your waist, but you immediately swat it away.

"your friends are here. don't be creepy." you say, trying to shield the annoyance in your words. he doesn't remove his hand at all, it's warm against the skin of your waist through the thin material of your top, fingers twitching against your flesh like he was itching to just touch you. "they're not even lookin' back here." he grins, his head tilting a little to look at you as he did so— an easy smirk across his face, completely unfazed by your swatting. it's one of those familiar expressions that you know all too damn well.

"yeah well, still. just wait till we're back at the chateau." you grumble, leaning to shove your hand onto his chest which he catches easily, still not bothering to remove his hand— in fact, he shifts in his seat until his leg is pressed against yours. "yeah, but that's not as fun." he frowns dramatically.

you give him a sharp-toothed grin, your tongue peeking out of your clenched teeth. a little bit of your usual sass returning at the sight of him being so annoyingly cool about it. you give a quick glance down to his hand, still resting on your lap. you were getting hotter and hotter, the heat of the sun getting to you as well as the fact you were already feeling the effects of jj's hand on your body. a low hum vibrates from your chest, the son of a bitch made you horny.

you can't help it that your eyes wander back down to his hand, now gently squeezing your thigh. you can feel his callouses rubbing into you skin, the rough texture against your bare thigh. a shiver runs through your body on its own, and you hope he doesn't notice the way your legs part slightly.

his hand starts to move lazily, shifting as it goes, his fingers brushing up and down the bare expanse of your thigh. he watches silently, a smug look on his face as you grow more and more restless under his touch. he can't help but notice the way your body is heating up, the way you're squirming in your seat and he just watches, the slight twitch of his leg against your own going unnoticed. "something wrong..?" he drawls in a playful manner.

"m' fine. just…" you trail off, feeling your stomach do little flips as his hand slides a little higher up your thigh— getting dangerously close to your clothed pussy. you give a slight kick to his leg, but it's more of a brush against his skin than anything. "your friends are right in front of us." you grumble, your voice coming out a little weaker than you're hoping it does. your cheeks starting to burn as your mind begins to wander to just how far he'd go with this.

you were practically aching to be alone with him. and he knew this. the two of you had always had the ability to read each other like damn books, despite the different personalities— you always seem to be in tune with what the other needed.

"they're not payin' attention to us." he ressuares , acting as if he didn't know exactly how far you'd let it go— his fingers tracing soft patterns on your knee now, occasionally brushing against the inner part of your thigh only to then move away as if it was accidental. he can feel it— the effect he has on you, the tension and frustration written all over your body, he can see the way your tongue flicks out to moisten your lips. he wants you just as bad as you want him.

you knew with certainty that he was doing this on purpose— trying to get you all hot and bothered in a public space, knowing you were too much of a nervous wreck to do anything about it. you knew he could read you so clearly, and for some reason it was just driving you insane. there was always a weird, twisted thrill when he'd do things like this, when he'd make you squirm until you wanted to scream his name. you let out a shaky breath, his voice bringing you out of your swirling thoughts for a moment. "yeah, but they'll notice if we— if you start doing…"

"if i start doing what?" he drawls, feigning innocence. although he had a small grin, like he already knew exactly what you were hinting at. his hand starts moving again, resting for a brief moment on the bare skin of your upper thigh before moving higher up— fingers tracing the inside of your leg, slowly, ever so slowly. the gesture so deliberate and clear, that you could see the corners of his lips twitch into a small smirk each time your body jerked with a shiver.

"if, if you start doing stuff. in public." you reply, your words coming out a little shakier than before, you feel yourself grow even hotter, the heat in your stomach growing so quickly it's almost unbearable. your fingers curl into the material of your top, trying to find ground or anything to focus on as you feel his hand moving higher and higher up— the tips of his knuckles brushing against the inside of your waistband. you let out a low gasp, barely audible over the noise of the waves, but you know he heard it. he always does.

he knew you too well, but that was part of the thrill of it. the way he could read your body like it was an open page, each little twitch and shudder of your body giving up what you wouldn't say. he liked watching you squirm, it was fun to see you trying to act like nothing was happening when his hand was so clearly making you ache. he loved how you got all worked up from even just his simplest touch.

he chuckled when you gave another twitch, his fingers sliding higher— his knuckles brushing over the thin material of your underwear.

"i just don't want them to hear us.." you added, giving a glance back at john b and the others who looked far away absorbed in their own conversation, but you couldn't help but feel nervous. his hand was in such an exposed area now, and the idea of getting caught was enough to get you feeling even more worked up.

"they're fine. just lemme work these fingers.." he muses, his fingers tracing along the waistband of your pink lace panties.

you give a huff, a mix of being annoyed that he's got you at his mercy this way and being annoyed that he knew you were so easy to get going. "you're an ass." you mumble under your breath.

he grins, seemingly not at all bothered by your grumble. "don't i know it, babe." he responds, his tone dripping with cocky confidence. his fingers start inching further down, still playing with the waistband of the panties, but just barely slipping underneath.

it's sooner or later hes preparing to slip a finger in— you bite down on your lip, trying to hold back the moan that tries to slip past your throat. you knew he had the ability to make you lose any sort of self-control — and right now you were barely hanging in there. you give a glance to your friends, thankful that, at least from where you were sitting, they had no way to see what was going on. you knew that if they could, it'd be game over for you.

your sudden intake of breath makes him chuckle, a quiet sound so low it's barely audible. "quiet. c'mon." he hisses, leaning in close to your ear, his other hand reaching to keep your head steady. "gotta stay quiet, right?"

you bite down on the soft skin of your bottom lip, trying to keep any sounds in from slipping out. you knew that if he continued with this you wouldn't be able to hold back any longer. your body was starting to feel so hot, and the way he was still just tracing and teasing you was just driving you wild. his hand is still so close, barely under the band and you feel the slightest brush from his middle and ring finger against you, and your grip on the edge of the chair tightens.

he smirks as he takes note of your lip biting, noticing the way your grip on the armrest tightens, your knuckles almost white. he slowly starts to push the material of your panties aside, feeling the heat coming from your core. "see, it's not so hard… just don't keep gettin' all worked up on me." he teases, leaning in closer and murmuring into your ear. he's always been good at using your own words against you, and right now is no different.

he knows just the spots to touch you, the ones that make you shiver and squirm. his fingers press lightly into the sensitive flesh, he starts to shift, moving his bottom a little closer to yours, his body pressed closely against you. he pushes further into your ear, his hot breath sending a shiver down your spine. "y'wanna know something cool..?" he purrs, voice low and taunting.

you nod your head quickly, trying to hold back a small whimper as he teases you again. you're trying to keep quiet, but with him so close to you and his hand in such an intimate place it's getting harder. his lips are so tantalisingly close to your ear, and you can't hold back the gasp you let out as you nod. "jj! can you focus! we're literally in the middle of something!" you manage to mumble out shakily.

your eyes dart around, nervous about making even the smallest sound as he continues to tease you, but you're struggling to keep yourself quiet. your mind is starting to get foggy from the sensations he's sending through you, and he's making sure you're aware of just how hard he's toying with you. "i'm focused… how 'bout you?" he asks, his fingers still lightly tracing your hot skin. "c'mon babe, you're always all over me." he murmurs, his tone teasing but a hint of truth in the message.

you give a huff, a small grin on your lips at his words. you're usually the one who makes passes at him, and it's true— you can't seem to keep your hands off him in public. but right now he's got you all tangled up. your voice comes out slightly flustered, the words tumbling out without you thinking. "you're one to talk, you're literally trying to finger me and just keep teasing!"

he hums, the corners of his lips twitching up into a smirk, clearly amused by your frustrated tone. "that's a low blow, baby." he teases back. he knows how easy it is to push your buttons— he knows that you struggle to keep your cool when you're around him, that he gets the best out of you. he loves that you're practically squirming from how he's got his hands on you, the way you're trying to keep your voice from shaking.

"i can stop, if y'wanna." he offers, feigning innocence.

you give a small huff,your hands are gripping the armrest on the boat, your knuckles once again starting to go white. you were always bad at being mad at him— especially when he's got his hands on you, but you'd die before you let him know that. "m'mad at you…" you murmur, your body shifting again as he continues to keep his fingers in place. "y'think you can put your hand in my pants and then say your not my boyfriend!"

he laughs when you try to act mad at him, knowing your grumbles and pout were just a way of hiding for the real feelings underneath. your reaction just feeds his ego, and he knows it. he's always so proud when you look like you're fighting the urge to just give in and let him have his way.

"i'm not sayin' i'm not your boyfriend," he responds, a wicked tone to his voice. he's teasing you again— it's just too easy. but he keeps his hand in place, fingers slowly tracing over skin, but not quite close enough to where you need them to be.

you shake your head in an attempt to compose yourself, your mind becoming increasingly clouded with desire with every second that you have to keep yourself still and quiet. you bite down on your lip, breathing a little more harshly. "exactly! you haven't said your my boyfriend at all!" you mutter, your voice coming out a little breathier than you wanted it to. you wanted to act stubborn, and you needed to stay mad at him, but he's not making it easy with his teasing and little touches. "stop messin' with me."

he laughs heartily, the sound low and amused, almost like he finds your attempts to act annoyed at him endearing. he's enjoying this, having you all worked up and trying desperately to keep it down, and he knows he's been making you feel it all. he feels your shift, the way you're getting more and more restless under his touch, and he knows you want to give in.

"m'a good boyfriend, ain't i?" he murmurs, his voice quiet and warm against your ear, his hand starting to shift towards the waistband of your panties again.

your beginning to relax back into the seat till an abrupt stop in the boat happens. the sudden change in the boat's movement takes you by surprise, your breath coming out in a gasp, and then you remember that you're not alone. you feel his finger slip inside finally but at the wrong time— and you're sure the rest of the group turns around to look at you, but all you can notice is the way you're biting down on your lip now to try and keep quiet.

your eyes widen as you suddenly remember the whole group is staring at you, and you're frozen in shock for a moment before the reality of the situation sinks in— you have to keep a straight face now.

jj curses under his breath, his lips against your ear. "shh." he whispers, his free hand going over your mouth to silence you. he lets his fingers slide down to where you're aching for him and pull them back out, and he grins at the noise you let out. he's still got a smirk on his face when he looks up, watching how the pogues turn around with wide eyes to look back at you both. he gives a casual nod, his thumb still keeping your mouth covered.

"what—" you manage to let out in a small voice, a mix of surprise and panic. but you feel him shift next to you, his free hand covering your mouth, not too hard but just enough for you to be able to take a shaky breath. he doesn't say anything, the silence is deafening as the group stare at us.

"s'all good man, she just slipped." he says to the others, making up a white lie on the spot, in which they take for the final answer and run with it.

[viviwah]

V*RGN

pairing: park minsu x f!reader (virginbf!minsu x gf!reader)

WARNING the content written below contains nsfw/ dark themes (unprotected sex resulting in creampie) read at your own risk

as you made your way towards the dresser in your bedroom, your fingers ran throughout your damp hair. you had just finished a nice, warm shower and now, you were about to change into pajamas, finish your nightly routine, and get into bed.

once you found a cute set of pajamas, you pulled them out, resting them on your bed as you dropped the towel that wrapped tightly around your body onto the floor of your bedroom.

your phone chimed twice and curiously, you made your way over to the bedside table that your phone sat on—grabbing it in a swift motion. your eyes narrowed at the notifications—both of them being text messages from your boyfriend, minsu.

“what’s he still doing awake?”

your brows furrowed as you thought to yourself, eyeing the time that was displayed on your phone as you clicked on the messages and began typing a reply.

you could’ve believe your eyes. was minsu really saying this? a smile crept up on your face as you thought back to the start of your relationship with minsu. when the two of you first started dating, you didn’t even know that he was a virgin—you only found out a couple of months later when you got too handsy during a make out session.

you moaned into the kiss, sliding your tongue into his mouth and tugging at the waistband of his pants. minsu pulled away suddenly, breaking the kiss with a light pant. “stop..” he breathed out. “why, minsu? what’s wrong?” your eyes filled with worry as you backed away from him. “nothing’s wrong..it’s just..i’m a virgin and.. i don’t think i’m ready yet.” he explained, biting into his lip softly. “ohh, okay. i’m sorry.” you nodded understandingly, apologizing as you smiled lightly, running your fingers through his hair.

dragging yourself out of your thoughts, you walked over to your dresser once again, pulling out a pair of sweatpants and a graphic tee. once you were dressed, you slid your shoes on and grabbed your keys.

once you made it to minsu’s apartment, you reached into your bag, pulling out the spare key that he had given you. you slid the key into the lock and turned it slightly—walking in and closing the door behind you once it opened.

“babe?”

your voice rang throughout his dimly lit apartment, echoing slightly as you made your way into his bedroom—eyes meeting his immediately once his bedroom door swung open.

his face beamed with excitement as he stood up from bed, pulling you in for a hug.

“god, i missed you so much.” he spoke softly, sliding his hands slid under your shirt—trailing them along your bare skin.

“are you sure that this is what you want, minsu?” you questioned calmly, shivering slightly as his cold hands rubbed against your warm flesh.

he gave a soft nod, throwing himself into the bed once again, watching as you pulled your shirt off—revealing your breasts that were cupped so nicely by the lacy black bra that you wore. once your shirt was off and laying on his bedroom floor, you slid your sweatpants off too.

a lump formed in minsu’s throat as his eyes watched you undress, a slight tent forming in his pants. if he wasn’t too sure about wanting to do it before, he was definitely sure now.

you laid next to him in bed—trailing your hand over his growing erection, a small smirk creeping onto your face as his breath hitched. you hooked your fingers into the waistband of both his pants and boxers, tugging teasingly before pulling them down completely.

his cock sprang up almost immediately, leaking with precum—desperate to be touched by you. you took his his cock into your hand, wrapping your fingers around it tightly.

“f-fuck..” minsu huffed.

you stroked his cock slowly, watching in awe as precum leaked from the tip and down onto the base of his cock.

“please..” minsu whined, lightly bucking his hips up into your hand.

“you’re so needy for me..” you smirked before running your tongue across the tip of his cock, lapping up all of his precum.

you gave his cock a few more strokes before you removed your hand completely, sliding your panties off. minsu’s fingers softly grazed against your pussy before he began running light circles around your clit.

your moans filled the room as minsu’s fingers continued teasing your pussy—the same one that dripped and ached for his cock.

“does that feel good, baby?” he looked up at you with glossy eyes, questioning in a whisper.

“so fucking good.” you moaned, pulling him in for a kiss.

once your lips locked with his, you straddled his hips with your legs—pulling yourself closer to him and deepening the kiss. minsu’s movements on your clit paused as the kiss deepened and he broke the kiss—pulling away with a string of saliva. a soft whine fell from your lips as minsu’s lips trailed along the skin of your neck, leaving light kisses and faint marks that’d turn into hickeys before the sun came up.

as you kissed at your neck, you grabbed his cock and lined it with your entrance before lowering yourself down onto it. as soon as minsu’s cock pierced through the walls of your tight pussy, he became a moaning mess. his hands grabbed onto your hips tightly for support as you fully lowered yourself onto him, taking every inch of his thick cock.

“your pussy f-feels..so good.” he moaned.

“does it, baby?” you smirked, moving your hips back and forth.

minsu’s eyes closed tightly as he nodded, a series of moans and whimpers leaving his mouth as your hips moved faster. one of his hands withered away from your hips, trailing up your back and unhooking your bra.

the sight of your tits bouncing in his face as your pussy tightened around his cock nearly threw him over the edge. his second hand left your hip—quickly grabbing onto your tits as he stared up at you with doe-like eyes.

“so..pretty…” he breathed out, latching his mouth onto the left one.

your head fell back in pleasure as minsu sucked on your hardened nipples. your walls fluttered around him, tightening around his cock once your hips desperately came in contact with his.

minsu’s mouth pulled away from your nipple with a light ‘plop’ as he grabbed onto your hips once you began bouncing up and down on his cock—filling the room with sounds of skin slapping and moans.

minsu’s cock twitched inside of you, signaling that he was nearing his orgasm and you continued to bounce on his cock—bouncing even faster than before.

“i’m gonna cum..” minsu moaned out—nails digging into your flesh, leaving crescent shaped marks behind as his grip on your hips tightened.

“cum for me, minsu.” you whined, walls tightening around him once again as his cock continued twitching inside of you.

“i-inside..?” he looked up at you as he questioned.

you nodded lightly—hair becoming stuck to your face as your body began to glisten in a thin coat of sweat. minsu grabbed onto your hips, even tighter than before as be began thrusting up into you.

your eyes rolled into the back of your head as the tip of his cock grazed your cervix as minsu pounded into you. your walls tightened once more before covering his cock completely with your sweet juices.

minsu’s thrusts became sloppy as he neared his orgasm—pumping his cum deep inside of you and filling your womb with his warm seed after a few more sloppy thrusts.

both of you panted heavily, sweat dripping from your bodies as you came down from your orgasms. catching your breath finally, you slowly pulled yourself off of minsu’s cock, watching as his cum spilled out of your pussy and onto his abdomen.

“i’m so lucky to have you.” minsu smiled, planting a soft kiss on your lips.

[rafesteddy]

𝓻𝓪𝓯𝓮𝔂𝓼𝓬𝓾𝓻𝓽𝓪𝓲𝓷𝓫𝓪𝓷𝓰𝓼

𝙽𝚒𝚌𝚎 𝙻𝚒𝚜𝚝 | 𝐊𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐦𝐚𝐬 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟒 𝐃𝐫𝐚𝐛𝐛𝐥𝐞𝐬

𝔻𝕒𝕪 𝔼𝕝𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕟: ℂ𝕒𝕤𝕦𝕒𝕝

𝚁𝚊𝚏𝚎 𝚡 ℙ𝕠𝕘𝕦𝕖!𝚁𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛

warnings: fluff, pet names, swearing, ruthie’s a bully, ruthie and the reader fight, heavy angst, gaslighting, verbal altercation between rafe and the reader, drinking

All of my asks got deleted 💕😭 so I'm not sure who requested this, but thank you! The premise the reader catches Rafe, Topper, and Ruthie talking about her from a distance (homage to s4). There will also be a nod to the beach episode with added drama between Ruthie and the reader. This post is based off an ask requesting a tie between the story and the song “Casual” by Chappell Roan ♥️

Reader’s POV:

The Island Club Christmas Party… You never thought you'd find yourself here.

You rest your back against the wall, listening to the party from down the hall, taking a moment to yourself. Well, it started that way until you heard his voice. You couldn't help but hang back, listening to him speak candidly, intrigued as Rafe’s voice weaves deftly between a conversation with Topper and his girlfriend.

“Y/n?” Ruthie cuts as Rafe mentions looking for a bigger house, making plans for the future. Your name on her lips makes your stomach turn.

“What about her?” Rafe drawls before taking a sip.

"She’s pretty Pogue. Isn't she? Are you and y/n getting serious now? She seems… invested,” she needles, wrapping her glossy lips around her straw.

Rafe pauses for a moment, thinking of a reply, letting the words hang in the air for far too long. “Just ‘cause we hooked up doesn't mean she’s my girlfriend. Okay?” He mumbles.

“I’m just saying the two of you are together a lot… Wait, are you lookin’ for a place with her?” She asks, tilting her head slightly, letting her judgment bleed into her tone.

“I’m not livin’ with a Pogue,” Rafe answers without hesitantion.

Ruthie and Topper smile at each other and chuckle at the ridiculousness of her question. “I don't know. Just thought I'd ask,” she giggles to Top as he wraps his arm around her waist, pulling her close.

“It’s casual… Nothin’ more. Nothin’ less,” Rafe adds, getting the final word. The rug gets pulled from underneath you. The harsh realization that you mean so little to him cutting through you like a knife, especially when he means everything to you.

You walk back to the ballroom—the party hitting you at full force—the smug laughter of the Kooks, rich music flowing, the clinking of champagne glasses between lofty toasts. All the noises battle Rafe’s cruel words, screaming in your mind.

"You coming to brunch tomorrow?" Wheezie’s voice startles you, pulling you out of the depths. She stands in front of you, bright-eyed and innocent, looking up at you with a sweet smile. “John B’s comin’ too,” Rafe’s little sister mentions a familiar friend in an attempt to sway you and make you feel more comfortable, her question just twisting the knife further, every word driving it home that you weren't anything more than a fling— your invitation to brunch apparently lost somewhere down the line.

You offer a strained smile, lips trembling. "Maybe," you say quietly, "I might have plans."

Wheezie’s lips tug to the side, and she nods, not wanting to push it further. “Well, I hope you can make it,” she smiles gently before stepping away.

You walk toward the tables, looking up at the stage, seeing Pope behind the piano playing for the crowd. His fingers move masterfully along the keys, holding their attention as he weaves between Christmas songs, flowing into the next effortlessly. He looks the part; his tailored suit fits him like a glove. You can't help but envy how well he slips into this world, which seems to weigh heavier on your shoulders with every passing second.

You reach for your champagne flute, watching it tremble in your hand. Heat builds behind your eyes as you start to pick yourself apart, just simple things. You notice how chipped your sparkly nails had gotten from doing the dishes before you left, something so superficial now a strike held against you. You toss back the rest of your drink, tucking your hands under the table.

“A drink, My Lady,” your eyes lift to another friend. JJ Maybank. He rests a glass of champagne on the table, taking away your spent drink. His smile falls as his eyes match yours. “Hey-Hey, you alright?” He asks quickly, his voice laced with concern. JJ’s gaze shoots up, scanning the party for Rafe, knowing it most likely has something to do with him.

“It’s fine, Jayj,” you breathe.

“Want me to kill him?” He asks dryly, making you laugh and roll your eyes.

“I’ll have to get back to you on that,” you sigh.

You look over your shoulder, heart fluttering as Rafe walks around the corner with two mixed drinks. He looks handsome—his honey-colored hair brushed back, showing off his beautiful face. His muscular body is hugged in a dark green suit, matching your dress perfectly as the two of you had planned. Rafe scans the crowd, smiling brightly as he sees you.

You swallow the lump in your throat, trying to forget everything he said, but you can't.

Casual? There was nothing casual about us. How could I not know this is how he felt? How could I be so wrong?

Six months… What’s causal about that? Were you casual this morning when he woke up in your bed? When you made him breakfast and sipped coffee as you chatted about tonight? Were you casual when he took you out to dinner? His beautiful blue eyes locked on yours while he whispered you were ‘the most beautiful thing he’d ever seen…’

Rafe Cameron, the man who trusts no one told you secrets you had to promise to say no one… Casual? I'm a fucking idiot.

Your jaw tightens, teeth-gritted, as you see Ruthie and Topper step around the corner too, following along. The three of them stroll toward your table, sitting down, making themselves comfortable as you try to compose yourself—doing your best to hide the disappointment painted all over your face.

"Wow," she calls as she looks around the room, chuckling mockingly, "We have Heyward and Maybank. I could use something to eat, y/n. Is that your job?"

You straighten up in your seat, cocking an eyebrow in her direction, biting back an angry reply as you feel Rafe’s hand rest on your thigh, grounding you in the moment. Ruthie smirks, catching the shift in your demeanor, getting off on the fact that she got to you, not wanting to stop now that she started.

"Your friends seem to know their place,” she smiles as she points to JJ, gathering some trash from an empty table, "accidentally" knocking her glass over in the process, soaking the lap of your dress before you can get a word out.

You gasp, watching the liquor spread along the fabric. All eyes turn to you. "Oh no,” she pouts, poking out her bottom lip. "Shit, y/n. I’m sorry.” Rafe quickly grabs a linen napkin, blotting the stain. You bite your cheek, fluttering your lashes to hold back tears.

“You okay, baby?” He whispers. You shake your head ‘no,’ feeling the champagne seep through your dress, trickling down your legs and onto the floor below. “Don’t know what the policy is on a rental. Maybe they’ll cut you a deal,” Ruthie giggles airily against the rim of her champagne flute before taking a sip.

The room spins around you; humiliation and sadness quickly snuffed out by a surge of rage. You shove out of your seat, grabbing for Ruthie before tearing her to the floor. “Fuck you!” You hiss as you draw your hand back, slapping her face like you’ve want to do for months, making her head snap to the side.

She shrieks in anger, clawing her manicured hands against your face and arms in an attempt to get you off as you start swinging, blacking out completely.

"Get off me!" She cries.

“Y/n, stop,” Rafe yells as he grabs your arms, pulling you off her. You lift your foot, kicking her back down to the ground, making her sob as your spike heel hits her quick and hard.

"You think you’re better than everyone?" You shout as you fight against Rafe’s grasp. "You’re not-”

“Control you, Pogue, Cameron,” Ruthie cuts over to Rafe as she thumbs some blood from her bottom lip.

“Fuckin’ cunt,” you grunt as you escape, grabbing for her, but Rafe lifts you off your feet, hauling you back. “If you keep running your mouth, Ruthie. You better learn how to fuckin’ fight-”

"Enough!" Rafe snarls in a low, angry tone.

He grabs your arm tightly, dragging you toward the door, guiding you into the freezing night’s air. You tear away from his grasp, charging toward the main road, letting the tears you held in all night go.

“Let me go!” You scream as he grabs you, whirling you around.

“What the fuck was that, huh?” He explodes as he steps closer.

“What was that?” You scream back, voice echoing through the dim parking lot. “I heard you, Rafe. I heard the disgusting shit that you said about me…"

He freezes, his expression shifting from anger to guilt. “I didn’t mean it like that,” he stammers.

“‘Just ‘cause we hooked up doesn't mean she’s my girlfriend.’ What the fuck am I to you, huh?”

“Baby, c’mon…”

“You’d never live with a Pogue. We’re casual. No more. No less. I mean nothing to you.”

“You’re twisting my words.”

"I am not twisting shit!" You hiss, voice cracking with emotion. "You don't respect me. You never fuckin’ did. Admit it.”

“That’s not true!”

“Bullshit!” You bang your fist against his chest, making him shut his eyes, drawing a deep, frustrated breath. “Look at me, Rafe,” you whimper as you show him your dress.

“That was an accident-”

“You’re not that stupid. I know you're not.”

“She’s a bitch… That’s just Ruthie,” he mutters like that excuse will get him anywhere. “You know I'll pay for it. The night’s almost over.”

“And that makes it okay? You let her talk to me like that. You didn’t say anything. You just sat there while she embarrassed me.”

"I’m sorry. Okay?" He softens his voice, looking around the parking lot for watchers-on.

“You sat there and watched her tell me I don’t know my place.”

"That was wrong. It’ll never happen again. I'll fix it. I'll tell them we’re not casual. I'll tell Ruthie everything I should have said when she was talking to you like that. I'll make this right. Just let me make this right-"

You shake your head fast, the bitterness leaving your lips in a disgusted laugh. “You don’t get it, Rafe, do you? You can't repair what just happened in there. It’s done. The little regard you had for me is all they’ll remember. You do not have my back. Allowing them to talk to me like you did without stepping in is somethin’ they’ll never forget. It’s just somethin’ they can use against me. You don't think she’ll bring that shit up again? You think those little comments you made died on your lips, Rafe? ‘Cause they didn’t.”

Rafe reaches for you, his eyes desperate and glossy with tears. “You’re upset. Let’s talk about this tomorrow. Please, just—”

"No. I’m done. I am done not being good enough for you, Rafe.”

"Let me help you relax," he says, lowering his tone further as he reaches for again. "You're just overwhelmed." You shove him back, anger and heartbreak churning in your system. “Don’t fuckin’ touch me. I’m done.”

The Twinkie rumbles behind you, breaking the tension. Pope pulls beside you, opening the door, his concerned stare meeting you. JJ hops out of the van before it can even roll to a complete stop; a wide, wild smile is painted on his lips, just begging Rafe to grab you again.

“Think she told you to stop touchin’ her, Cameron,” JJ cuts to Rafe as he steps between the two of you. Rafe shoves him, the two quickly getting in each other's faces. You grab JJ’s arm, tugging him back to the van. Without another word, you climb in, slamming the door shut.

Rafe’s rapid breathing mists in the night as the blood drains from his face. "Don't go, baby. C’mon,” he begs, his pleas getting swallowed up by the roar of the van's motor.

You look back at him through the window, feeling your heart break all over again. Rafe’s eyes shimmer with unshed tears, his head hanging low as he reaches into his back pocket, pulling out his phone and keys.

Pope wraps his arm around your shoulders, pulling you in close. You rest your head on his chest, taking a deep, needed breath.

After a few minutes, your phone buzzes in your lap as the van heads north, leaving Figure Eight in the dust. You blink away the tears from your eyes, looking down at the text from Rafe.

Rafe: I'm sorry princess. I was a fucking idiot and I hurt you. I care about you so much more than I ever let you know.

Rafe: I'm sorry I fucked up and embarrassed you like I did.

Rafe: Please let me make it right. I'll do anything. Even if it means leaving you alone while you figure out if I'm worth it

Rafe: please give me another chance

You smear a tear into the screen and lock it, wanting to believe him, but you're too overwhelmed. As soon as you close it, another text comes in.

Rafe: I’m driving to your place right now.

Rafe: Please give me a chance to explain. There’s nothing casual about us.

Rafe: Not to me.

Your chest tightens, anger and heartbreak warring on you. Those were his words. He said you were casual. He said he couldn’t see a future with you. And he said that shit ‘cause he thought you weren't listening. Your fingers hover over the keyboard, and against your better judgment, you type.

You: Ok

Rafe’s car pulls up to the front of the château. You watch as he steps out of the car in his suit, his jacket off, and his tie loose. His hair is messy now, hanging down on his forehead, his cheeks dewy and splotchy from the tears he’d never let the Pogues see.

“I’m sorry,” he whispers, his words wavering. “I didn’t mean what I said back there. That was the stupidest shit I’ve ever done. Alright? You mean everything to me-”

“Do I?” You ask, challenging his words. “Because you made me feel like nothing, Rafe.”

“I love you,” he whispers, his voice cracking. “I’ll spend every day proving it to you if you let me.”

“You love me, Rafe? Love? Why the fuck would you say that now? Do you think I’ll let this go ‘cause you “love me”?” You hurt me, Rafe,” you whisper. “How can I trust that you mean what you say when you talk about me like that behind my back? ”

“I know,” he said. “And I’ll never forgive myself for it. But I can’t lose you.”

“I need some time, Rafe.”

“A break-”

“We’re casual…” You correct him. “A break from what?”

He buries his head in his hands as his emotions start chipping away at his icy exterior.

Rafe meets your gaze again, bushing the sleeve of his white shirt along his eyes. “Can’t we go back to the way we were before? Back to how we were before we got to that stupid fuckin’ party. I can work to prove that you are right this time. That we’re together—you and me. Boyfriend; girlfriend. There’ll be no questions from you or anyone else that it’s serious… That I'm serious about you and I,” he rambles.

You look back at the broken man before you, hating yourself for wanting to do just that, loving yourself enough to shake your head ‘no.’ “We can't go back to the way things were…”

His head falls, tears tumbling to concrete steps below. “Please,” he sniffles.

“I don't want what we had. I want something different. I'm gonna need more, Rafe.”

He nods his head, taking in your words. “Can I pick you up tomorrow? Nine AM. Brunch… With my family, if you’re interested. Please say ‘yes’…”

He steps a little closer, taking your hand in his, his eyes pleading with yours for another chance.

“I don’t know, Rafe…” You whisper.

“Please, baby. I don't deserve it, I know. I got a lot I have to fix, and if shit doesn't change, you can drop me, and I swear I’ll leave you alone. You won't have to worry about me anymore. Okay?”

“Rafe…”

“I'm sorry… I'm so sorry. Everything I just said to you I meant. And I know you said you don't believe that I love you and I don't blame you. I’m gonna show you. Okay? Everyday… Your place is beside me, alright? Where I go is where you belong. You gotta believe me.”

You look up into his tear-stained eyes, and for the second time, you go against your better judgment, putting your heart in the hands of a boy you can only hope means every word he says, unwilling to lose the man you thought you had.

“Okay.”

[thefrontmanscockwarmer]

Cigarette Smoke (p2)

Sang Woo x reader [SMUT]📖

Masterlist <- comment on this post to be added to the Taglist

Part 1

Tw: smoking

Sang Woo pressed his lips on yours. Surprisingly gentle for a man like him. He tasted like cigarettes and minty toothpaste. There was a hint of liquor on his tongue. Delicious. You thought.

“I’m sorry.” He said. “I shouldn’t be doing this. Your dad is my best friend and- god you’re so hot but he’s my-“ he stumbles over his words. You pressed your lips on his again. Making him shut his mouth.

“Shut up.” You tell him, taking a finished drag off your cigarette. “A kiss wouldn’t kill anyone” you say.

“Yeah, but you’re his daughter. Not just anyone” he says, putting his cigarette back in his mouth thoughtfully. Move to straddle his lap. His eyes wide, he was no longer calculated nor deliberate. He was a feeling and reactive human. You took his cigarette out of his mouth, pressing your lips against his again.

“His daughter, is going to deliberately make out with you” you whisper. He held you close to him, pressing his lips to yours again. Forcing his tongue inside your mouth, entwining your tongues you moaned into the kiss. The sinful sound making his cock harden in his bottoms. He trailed hot kisses down your neck, and to your collarbone.

You ground your hips down onto his member, making it throb. His hand found its way to your hair, pulling your head back so he can better access your neck. You ground faster on his clothed cock, seeking friction to now satisfy your aching pussy.

“Are you really trying to fuck me on your stairs?” He chuckles lowly, the rumble of laughter from his chest satisfying your ears.

“I’ll fuck you anywhere” you whisper.

“Let’s go to your room then” he lifts you off his lap and sets you down, following you quietly through the house and into your room. You locked your door, before pulling him down to kiss you again. He lifted you off the ground, wrapping your legs around his waist, not breaking the kiss. He walked to your bed. Laying you on it gently.

He pulled your hoodie off, realizing that there was nothing underneath. He lead his kisses down your neck and to your stomach, stopping just above your waist band. He pulled his shirt over his head, you scooted back on your bed, allowing him to crawl between your legs, setting his hips on your thighs.

“Your kisses are fucking addicting” he growled lowly in your ear, taking his glasses off and setting them on your bedside table.

Your hands drifted down his arms as he held himself above you. His cock begging to be let loose. He pulled your pants down, seeing a sheer thong. His groaned with arousal,

“Holy fuck” was the only thing that left his chest. He let you pull down his pants, no boxers on, revealed a long thick cock. He made easy work of your thing, discarding it with the rest of your combined clothes on the floor.

“I might never want you to leave” he warned.

“I don’t want to leave you” you ignored the warning tone, only caring about feeling the man you now so desperately desired. He entered into you. Sinful sounds arising from the two of you. He fucked you slowly, relishing the feeling of a pussy he shouldn’t even be indulging in, but he didn’t care.

“Oh my god” he groaned quietly. Before quickening his pace. He buried his face in the crook of your neck so he could hear those angelic sounds you were making.

“Sang Woo” you moaned as he fucked you. He hitched your leg up under his arm, better hitting your g-spot. Making you lose your mind. “That feels so good” you said too loudly. He put his palm over your mouth. Which his free hand, he grabbed your other leg, slinging them both on your shoulder. His deep groans making you wetter as you wrapped around his cock.

“Fuck don’t stop” you pleas quietly. He took both legs off his shoulders, spreading them out further as he placed himself deeper between your legs. His large hands gripped your ass, slamming into you as he brought you up to meet his thrusts. He fucked you like you were going to disappear the next day.

“I’m going to cum” he tells you. “Fuck I’m going to cum” he brought his head down and bit your collarbone, leaving a deep purple mark as he released deep into you, not bothering to stop.

“Oh my god, you feel so good” you whimper. He pulled out and laid beside you, pulling you close to him. He put his fingers into your throbbing pussy, moving them rapidly in a motion you’d never felt before, but fuck did it feel so good. You clenched around him.

“Cum for me” he coaxed. “Come on angel, cum for me” he moved his hand so fast you couldn’t handle it anymore. You squirted on his hand, letting out stiff moans as you did. “Good girl” he praised you, gently finger fucking you until you met your release. You two laid in the afterglow of your high, you small body illuminated by the yellow glow of your bathroom light. He rubbed your back gently before reaching for him pants, grabbing a cigarette and a lighter from them.

“Opened the window a little.” You say. “It better ventilates the room” he nodded and opened the window. You laid next to him, rubbing your thighs together as your mixed cum seeped from your slit. He looked down at you and smiled.

“Hey, don’t go fucking other guys when you go to that program.” He orders.

“If you promise me you won’t like, hook up with some chick and get married while I’m that far away”

“Well for one, I already told you, I’m hard to deal with. And secondly, I don’t want to share you with a bunch of other guys”

“You didn’t say that you wouldn’t hook up with another chick” you smirk.

“I won’t go hook up with another chick”

“Or?”

“Or get married” he softly grabbed your neck, pulling you to kiss him. “I promise” he snaked his arm around you to grip your ass. Putting out his cigarette in the ashtray by your bed, and reaching behind you to grab the blanket and pulling it over you,

“Your dad won’t-“

“Nope. My bed room door is locked and thjs bathroom connects to my room. The bathroom door is closed and he won’t enter without knocking. He has his own bathroom.” You cut him off. “Don’t worry, if he comes looking, just walked into the bathroom and close my door and when he does start calling for you just walk out” you add.

A quiet breath he was holding was let out into the silence. He kissed the top of your head and wrapped another protective arm around you.

“Good night, angel” he says.

“Good night, Sangie” you reply. Sangie? He said to himself. A nickname he now had that only you could ever call him.

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𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘦𝘴: mostly fluff/mild angst | mentions of nsfw

➻ would die for you. quite literally. before every battle or fight, or dangerous adventure, she would kiss your hand and promise a safe return. after all, death wasn't worth it without you.

➻ insisted on getting your name tatted somewhere on her body. after careful consideration, she got your name tattooed along her hip bone, done only by yourself.

➻ when you go out on dates, she insists she picks the outfit. she loves your sexiness, and loves to put it on show as she brags about you being hers. tight dresses, gowns, fitted suits, anything that bought out her favourite features became your looks.

➻ regularly brings you to her gym room. not only do you enjoy watching her work out, but she loves to show off in front of you, and even teach you a few tricks and exercises to help you out.

➻ she can't sleep without touching you. usually being the big spoon throughout the night (unless she was ill, in which she insisted she be cuddled and fussed over, but she'll never admit it).

➻ on the topic of illness, vi will dote over you when you are ill. plans? cancelled, she's baking you warm bread and getting you any medication she can. she'd stuff you with pillows, blankets and stuffed toys, and kiss you to sleep.

➻ insists on being on top in bed. she struggles to tell you how she feels, so she treats you well in the bedroom. complimenting your body, your sounds, how beautiful you are... she can't and will never get enough of you and wants to show it in every way she can.

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Pairings: Carmy Berzatto x Fem!Reader

Summary: You are visiting your boyfriend while he’s at work, unfortunately for you, you didn’t know Carmy wasn’t having the best day and he ends up taking it out on you and embarrassed you in front of the whole crew.

Genre: Angst to fluff

Warnings: Yelling, cursing, and crying

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“Yo cousin! Would ya stop being such a jag off for two fucking seconds?!?” Richie yelled across the kitchen to Carmen who was giving him a nasty scowl.

“Shut the fuck up Richie, I don’t have time for all your bullshit.” Carmy said with a attitude making Richie roll his eyes. Carmy ran his hand through his messy locks as he tried to take some deep breaths to calm himself down, but clearly that wasn’t working for him. Just the whole day has been shitty for him and he couldn’t figure out why. Carmen wiped the sweat from his forehead as he stormed off into his office slamming the door.

“There he goes again with one of his moods.” Sydney said as she was cleaning up her station. Richie walked passed her as he huffed.

“He’s been such a dick this whole day. Probably missing his girl or something.”

Sydney just nodded with a sigh as she continued to clean up while Richie took cover of the front of the restaurant.

You opened the door to the entrance and immediately smiled seeing Richie.

“A table for one?” You teased as Richie’s head quickly rose to the sound of your voice, he quickly smiled as he walked over to you.

“Y/N, thank the fucking lord you’re here.” Richie pulled you into a hug, you hugged him back but looked at him confused at what he meant by that.

“What do you mean?” You questioned as he lead through the kitchen to greet the others.

“Carmy is being a real jag off right now and pushing everyone down. I think he’s been having one of those days.”

You frowned at that, you really hated when Carmy was like this. It hurt you to see him so distraught. You gave Richie an apologetic smile as you apologized to everyone else.

“I’ll talk to him, I know how much of a hot head he can be. Especially when he’s like this.” You teased making Richie snort.

Richie gave you a quick “thank you” as he rubbed your shoulder, you gave him a soft smile before taking in a sigh and walking up to Carmy’s office door. You lifted your fist and hesitated with knocking. You took a deep breath before knocking.

“Who the fuck is it?” Carmy snarled back making you wince slightly.

“It’s me babe, Y/N.” You said with a soft tone trying not to anger him more. You heard him moving before the door opened swiftly. You looked up at your boyfriend who had the most nastiest frown on his face.

“Why are you here?” He said with attitude making you frown a bit.

“I came to see you, until Richie told me you weren’t having the best day. What’s wrong?” You asked as you raised a hand to cup his face. Softly stroking his cheek with your thumb to calm him down. You gasped softly as he immediately slapped your hand away.

“I don’t need to tell you every single fucking thing, okay?!? So stop pestering me all the damn time! It’s annoying as fuck and it’s keeping me down with work. Don’t bother me anymore I’m tired of your bullshit. Leave now, I’m dead ass serious Y/N. I’m tired of you!!!”

You flinched back as your eyes widened. Carmen just yelled at you. Like really yelled at you. You felt like you couldn’t breathe. You felt your throat tighten as fat tears clouded your vision. You didn’t even hear the others coming in asking what the hell just happened. You just stared at Carmy with the most heartbreaking face. You realized his facial expressions changed quickly from looking at the tears falling down your face. Before he could say anything, he heard Richie’s voice.

“What the fuck just happened here?!?” Richie roared as he stared at Carmen before looking at you. Tina pulled you into her arms as she shushed your cries bringing you outside with Sydney.

“Why the fuck would you yell at her cousin?!? She did nothing to you. I asked her to check on you and you yell at her? Now you’re a real jagoff for that cousin. That wasn’t cool.” Richie shook his head in disappointment. He turned away as he went outside to calm you down with the others.

Carmen just stood there as he processed what he just did. He fucking yelled at you. His girl, the love of his life. He yelled at you and made you cry.

“Fuck.” He said with a crack in his voice before punching the door in anger. “Fuck! What the fuck is wrong with you Carmen?!? Get your fucking shit together!” He yelled at himself as he sat back down on his chair. Running his hands through his hair in frustration. He took a few deep breaths like you taught him to calm down. He cleared his throat before standing up. He took one big deep breath and exhaling before walking to the entrance to find you.

“I-I can’t believe he j-just yelled at me.” You sobbed into Tina’s chest as she rubbed your back.

“It’s okay mama, that’s just Jeff being an asshole. I know for sure he is regretting yelling at you like that.”

You hiccuped as you turned your head to look at Richie. He shook his head as he came by you and rubbed your back with Tina.

“I’m sorry Y/N. Carmy knows better. Little asshole. He especially should not be disrespectful like that towards you. His girl. Such a fucking jagoff.”

You wiped away you tears as you gave Richie a frown. “A-all I was doing was m-making sure he was o-okay.” You said with a whimper as you felt more tears fall.

Richie and Sydney were about to say something before the door opened and everyone turned their heads to stare at Carmen. Everyone gave him a look making him look down at the ground. He especially refused to look at your broken self.

“I-I I need to talk to Y/N. Alone.” He said as he looked at Richie who gave him a frown.

Richie nodded his head to the door, signaling everyone to go inside and to give Carmen and you some private time. Tina kissed your temple making you smile a bit, Sydney squeezed your hand and gave a soft smile, and Richie patted your shoulder as he nodded at you. Everyone left leaving you and Carmen alone.

You looked down at your feet refusing to look into his eyes, you didn’t even realize Carmen walked in front of you, now closer to you. He softly cupped your face making your head lift up. You had no choice but to look into his blue eyes that had sorrow in them. You felt more tears burning in your eyes. Your lip trembling. He quickly wiped the tears falling down your cheeks.

“Baby… I’m so, so, so sorry for yelling at you like that. That was such a fucking dick move of me. I should’ve never taken my anger out on you. I was just having a bad day and I know that shouldn’t be an excuse for my behaviors towards you. I just want you to know that I really love you and that I really am sorry for yelling and embarrassing you like that in front of everyone. I will never let that happen again and I’ll do anything for you. Anything.”

You hiccuped as you tried to talk but the sobs just came out that you were holding in. Carmy quickly pulled you into his arms. Comforting you like the good boyfriend he is.

“It’s okay baby. I’m so sorry, I never wanna be the reason for your tears. I love you so fucking much. I hope you know that.” Carmy kissed your head repeatedly as you wrapped your arms around his waist and snuggled into his chest.

“I’m sorry you h-had a bad day Carmy.” You whispered as your tears startled to settle down. You looked up at him as he gave you a sad smile at the tear stains you had on your cheeks. He cupped your face again as he leaned down to leave a long kiss to your forehead. You closed your eyes at the touch.

“Don’t be sorry, you have nothing to apologize for. I’m the one who should be sorry. You were just looking out for me and that’s what I love about you. You always makes sure I’m okay and that shows how caring you are babe. I swear I didn’t mean any of that shit. Please forgive me. Please.” Carmy whispered as he pulled your face in closer to his. Your noses touching lightly and feeling each other’s soft breaths. You wrapped your arms around his neck as you gave him a smile.

“I forgive you Carmy. But the next time you pull some shit like that again I’m gonna cut your dick off and make you eat it.” You playfully said making Carmen snort.

“I definitely don’t want that to happen. I’ll be 100% sure that I won’t pull that again on you. Never ever.” Carmen said softly with a smile as he leaned closer.

You leaned closer to feeling his lips softly touch yours. You both leaned into the kiss as you enjoyed the moment. You sighed happily while Carmen cupped your face to bring you closer to him. Completely forgetting you were outside in public.

“I love you so much Y/N, I hope you know that.” Carmen said between your lips

You giggled, “And I love you more Carmy. I always will love you.”

At that you two began to kiss more passionately. You two didn’t even notice that the crew was watching you guys the whole time through the window smiling.

“There they go sucking faces again. Jesus fucking christ! They always go at it.” Richie said as he faked gagged.

Tina smacked Richie on his arm giving him a stern look “You’re just mad because you don’t have what they have.”

“Damn!!!! Richie you just got burned!” Marcus said while Sydney and him started to cackle in the back.

Richie gave Tina an offended look making Tina chuckle.

“Man, fuck you guys!” Richie flipped them off as he pouted while they continued to laugh at him.

They didn’t even notice the two of you walking back into the restaurant hand in hand. They turned to look at the two of you.

“So, y’all made up?” Sydney said with her arms crossed.

“Yup all good, told him to never pull that shit again or I’m cutting his dick off.”

Richie choked on his soda that he was drinking before laughing out the soda. Carmen just rolled his eyes as Richie began to tease him. As long as the two of you were okay, he was okay.

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ㅤ ˚ ۪˖𓏲﹒synopsis﹔murphy was always protective of you, so when he thought Jasper sparked an interest in you, he was quick to shut it down. ㅤ ˖ㅤㅤ ˚ cw﹔ john murphy x reader, sfw, kissing ﹒ ◠ note﹔ send an ask if you want a smut version wc﹔ 1.1k  ˚ ۪˖𓏲 mood﹔ playlist

Being an engineer meant I had to be around Monty and Jasper whether I liked it or not- and I did like it, they were my first two friends on the ground. Other than Murphy.

Murphy and I had been friends on the Ark before we got incriminated, he was my best friend. We always did everything together. Stealing, pranking, once even blasting music through the intercoms. I always smiled at the memories, they were the only good ones I made on the Ark.

I'd like to think Murphy was still my friend, but most of his old self had been glossed over with the new ego of being Bellamy's 'second in command' as they called it. I think Bellamy knows more than half of these people trust Murphy, or well they did. Bellamy could've been easily taken over without the title, now that people were more afraid of Murphy given his recent history.

What happened to 'whatever the hell we want'?

With Murphy playing leader, I was left with Monty and Jasper. I enjoyed their company greatly- as weird as they were. Out of the two, Jasper and I had been the closest, though, I knew nobody could take the 'best friend' title away from Monty. Not that I was shooting for it, anyway. I had my own things to worry about, things most people in this camp couldn't care less about; Murphy.

I was sitting by the campfire next to Jasper and Monty, it was a cold day, the sun was resting behind grey clouds and only peeking through every now and then. Jasper must've noticed how my nose turned color because he unraveled himself from the jacket that was previously hiding his lanky body and wrapped it around my shoulders.

I smiled at his gesture, not knowing a certain someone was looking, "Thanks, Jasp."

Jasper gave me a warm smile in return, "You need it more than me," While the gesture was sweet, he in fact needed it more. The fire didn't look like it was helping anybody.

"Have you guys seen Murphy?" I muttered. I had been meaning to talk with him and catch up on how he's been. I missed our small talks. With him playing leader he's been too 'busy'.

Monty's eyes began trailing something behind me, "Walking into the dropship, why?"

It took me a few seconds to get what he said, the coldness from before melting away as I hurriedly handed Jasper his jacket back and left- leaving them questioning.

My demeanor appeared nervous, I wasn't sure how he viewed me anymore with his new act. We hadn't sat down and talked since we landed, I was sure he had already forgotten about me. But you don't know until you try, right?

Moving past the red tarp we used as a door I saw no sight of Murphy, I was about to give up when I heard a loud slam from the level above. It had to of been Murphy.

I swiftly made my way up the ladder and pushed open the hatch with a loud grunt.

"Murphy?" I asked as I stood up and dusted my hands off.

"Look who it is." A voice came from behind me, his tone was full of annoyance. I wasn't sure if the annoyance was towards me.

"This was a bad idea." I said, heading towards the hatch.

Murphy sighed and threw his head back, "Bored of flirting with Jasper?"

His sentence made me stop in my tracks, no way he thought that, right? He couldn't possibly think me and Jasper were more than friends, no offense Jasper. I felt anger bubbling in my chest as my face conformed to one of confusion as I tried to think of how he could've possibly came to that conclusion.

He took my silence as a sign to explain, "Where's his jacket?" The dots seemed to finally connect, he was jealous of Jasper.

Murphy was jealous of Jasper?!

No offense Jasper.

A wave of relief hit my body as I let out an exaggerated exhale, which only seemed to annoy Murphy further. I was relieved that's the only thing he was frustrated with, I'd never expected to see Murphy jealous over somebody interacting with me. I knew he was protective but I didn't think he was that protective.

"Me and Jasper are just friends, Murph," I said, my shivering hands going unnoticed by me.

"Friends don't sit that close, I see you guys talking like all the time," Murphy expressed, his brows furrowing as his voice grew more stern. He started walking closer to me and I took a few steps back, my back hitting the cold metal wall which sent shivers down my body.

"What're you doing?" I ask, my voice wavering.

"What I should've done a long time ago," Murphy's hands reached for my cheeks, the warmth of his palms engulfing them as his lips met mine.

I was shocked but I wasn't planning on moving away, I swore Murphy could've heard how fast my heart was beating. After a few seconds, my eyes fluttered shut and I leaned into the kiss, bringing my arms up around his neck only pushing him in more.

His body was flat against mine, the closeness brought a nice warmth to my body. His lips felt rough against mine and his nose fit cozy next to my nose.

I didn't have any thoughts, my mind went blank, and the only thing I was thinking about was how good Murphy tasted. My hands ran through his hair and his fingers ran across my jawline. Murphy was the first to pull away, leaving me feeling a sense of loss and emptiness- already missing the way his lips felt.

Murphy smirked almost like he sensed how I felt, he leaned into my neck and began sucking, leaving traces of him all over my neck. I gasped out at the feeling, but I didn't complain, I wanted people to know I was Murphy's.

After a while, Murphy finally felt satisfied with the amount of markings he made, not that I could see.

"Now everyone will know who you belong to," He gave me his classic shit-eating grin, clearly feeling full of himself as he admired the hickeys he left.

"Shut up," I said with a smile.

"Make me," He said, shrugging off his jacket and placing it into my hands, "Next time, just ask."

His fingers trailed along my jawline again, stopping at my chin and swiftly pulling me into another quick kiss, causing me to form a blush on my cheeks.

I was his.

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