#rolling this around in my head again
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"I knew no one was coming." vs. "I thought someone would have come by now."
"I knew you would come for me." vs. "I didn't think anyone was coming."
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somewhere in another universe hes still fighting homosexual demons
#i hate color palettes like these remind me never to color like this again#i have another like priest/cath thing w an apple rolling around my head#saw#lawrence gordon#adam faulkner stanheight#saw 2004#chainshipping#larry art tag
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CORI WITH BOYD’S TATTOO
#he usually dresses like he’s never seen clothes before but Jesus Christ he hit me upside the head with this look#he just felt like being Cori again for a day#and I’m down on bended knee#I’m rolling around on the floor#the sandman#the corinthian#boyd holbrook#my posts
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TSS compilations need to stop popping up in my reccomended I don't want to be back in the fandom 3 years after I left in the year of our lord 2024 I think my brain would explode
#sanders sides#i haven't watched the show in over 3 years#have there been any more full episodes#is the finale out yet#has the orange side been revealed#genuinely asking#it feels weird talking about the show i was obsessed with when i was 11 years old#the one that got me on tumblr in the first place lmao#you know when you can feel an old hyperfixation wrapping around your head again#and you wanna bat it away with a rolled up newspaper#funnily enough I'm still drawn to virgil all these years later#hehe#on another note why does this blog have over 4000 followers#have y'all not read my posts. i used to be a fucking bitch when i was in this fandom lmao#13 years olds are the meanest people in the world#/ref#if i ever posted about tss again the posts i make now would be very different than the ones i used to make#I'd talk differently and about different things#because I'm nearly a legal adult now!!#with an almost working brain!!
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fellas i need you to be aware that marlin is canonically 185 cm (~6 feet 1 inches)
and celia is 155 cm… (5 feet 1 inches)
v-vesta………………….
#ma’am i’m not worthy#several of her lines are rolling around in my head rn#harvest moon a wonderful life#hm anwl#bokumono#hm awl#story of seasons#sos awl#still going insane thinking about Her#queue tea pie#vesta deserves to find love again + men are intimidated by her = i need to marry her asap#editing tags because i’m once again up at 2 AM thinking of Her#realized marlins pompadour makes him look taller here#v-v-vesta…………………..👀
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like this and specify a muse in the comments (specify your own as well if you’re a multi, please. multiple choices are welcome) and i’ll send you a short-ish starter based off a verse from a song i have in that characters playlist! (or if i don’t have a playlist for them yet, a song i associate w them)
#ᖭི༏ᖫ 𝒍esbians⠀for⠀the⠀moon. ⠀ ༽ ⠀ooc.#work starts again tomorrow but i want to get things rolling here so bad#and i’ve had this idea floating in my head for a couple days#private muses are open to any friends & mutuals i’ve spoken to <3#i think listening to a certain vibe for certain characters will help my muse too#bc i’m already bouncing around so many different characters#(edit: no longer accepting xx)
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extremely cool i think that ive been unable to progress in this mmo for almost a month now because im scared of the videogame equivalent of being on my own while standing in line for a theme park ride. very awesome and mature of me i think
#venting again#i think this is one of the things that has me so tired lately#ive kinda been just rolling this around in my head the entire time and im sick of it at this point#plus ive been putting a lot of energy into convincing myself to try again pretty much every day. not that its gotten me anywhere#ive gotta do this one on my own though. after what happened last time theres no way i can ask for help again
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IF I HAD A NICKEL EVERYTIME I WANTED TO BE FRIENDS WITH A DUO OF CHARACTERS FROM A HORROR GAME, ONE BEING HUMANOID AND THE OTHER BEING A MONSTER WITH SHARP TEETH-
#i don't know what clicked in my brain but now everytime i see the doc i just think “DOC!!!!!!!!!!” and get the urge to tackle hug him :D#i'm just picturing him like “oh god not you again” rolling his eyes with a smile and holding his arms out#HEAR ME OUT. ARTIC DEALER AND DOC ALL BECOMING FRIENDS#something something dealer and doc realizing how close they've been this whole time through their relations with artic#there's this one scene in my head where artic runs out into the pine forest outside the club#collapsing into a mess of dirt and blood and tears as she's forced to come to terms with the past that she came here to forget#for most of my s/is the lavender hair is natural but here i like to think it's dyed and her hair is naturally brown#and the dye's been slowly fading as a visual representation of her gradually remembering things#the doc eventually finds its body. and assuming it's unconscious he admits to himself that despite coming off as stoic most of the time#or acting like it's a nuisance#he does genuinely like having her around. thinking back to that time she told him she died and came back#except artic did in fact hear all of that and lets out a weak chuckle or goes “...really?” scaring the shit out of doc gjshdkf#and for a while they just. sit and talk. the sky is blue and the birds are chirping. life goes on.#and eventually he helps artic up and they head to that cornerstore to get something to eat#and later she re-dyes her hair! something something a renewed sense of self after processing things ouo#i also like to think an optional part of artic's design is a knee brace? it doesn't need one all the time#but sometimes its left knee feels weirdly loose so it's just nice to have#dancing with the devil#my nonsense
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not to ninjagopost but it's the most annoying and simultaneously funny thing in the world to me that jays memory loss has been a big huge thing and they've been avoiding showing him and it's a huge mystery and it's SOOO dramatic and angsty and don't u wanna know what's gonna happen to him??? and two out of 3 times he's shown up he has done absolutely nothing at all and then all three times immediately left again. like they didn't even try to follow him or anything he just fucking left.
#obsessed with him#yes the evil wolf thing is still constantly prevelent in my mind. it's absurd at this point but i am a petty bitch and will never let that#go#i haven't even watched the episodes after he fucked off again#HE'S NOT DOING ANYTHING IMPORTANT HE'S JUST SHOWING UP FAILING AT WHATEVER HE'S SUPPOSED TO DO#AND THEN IMMEDIATELY LEAVING.#i can't even tell if this is good writing or not#someone remind me in like a week to make the nya post ive had rolling around in my head for a while. actually ill make it now#ninjago dragons rising
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while i was still playing around with the concepts of devimega sol and the options i had for what i wanted them to be, i entertained the idea of making them some sort of angel for a while..
i thought itd be interesting if they were some sort of angel sent down to earth to experience a human life, with no knowledge of their actual identity. I thought about giving them traits of mine and turning them into something that hinted to it. Like back / shoulder pain that would be a result of their wings being stuck inside their body. And insomnia because their body is still not used to human sleep cycles…
i decided on just keeping them a regular human, but sometimes i think about bringing it back just bc i like giving my characters wings, or find some way to make them an angel without killing them off. even as a non believer, theyre fascinated by angels. Sol had always wished as a young child and teen that they could grow wings and escape their living situation, go wherever and be free…. so i could imagine as an adult, they’re still holding on to that hope that maybe one day theyd wake up to see that they’ve randomly sprouted wings
#but i probably wont make any changes unless i can figure smth rly good out#the thought of something making them release their wings whether on purpose or not has been rolling around in my head#if i were to give them wings that is#itd probably be painful.. like imagine sleeping on your arm for like almost 3 decades#and then one day u can suddenly move it again. that shit would hurt#sol ososan#devimega au#the other two ideas were making them a little demon like oso or making them just a normal angel that wouldve been like a guardian angel idk#writing this as im sat in the closet floor lmfaoo
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the flash should have ended with barry quitting his job at ccpd to become a stay-at-home husband and that's on that
#the fun part is it genuinely could have ended like that. i have no idea. still haven't watched it#NOBODY TELL ME BTW#THAT IS NOT ME ASKING FOR SPOILERS. I'LL GET TO IT#but honestly it's the only thing that makes sense. i have genuine reasons for this#namely: how the fuck is iris. an incredible but ordinary non-speedster woman. meant to look after a baby speedster#ordinary babies are already making it their life's mission to die. eating shit they shouldn't. rolling over and suffocating.#idk i don't know about kids but i know babies are breakable and will roll off tables and god knows what else#now imagine you have a toddler and she can literally move at hundreds of miles per hour#how the fuck was iris meant to cope?#i still maintain that when they did the 'she put a power dampener in nora' plot it should have been like. not a control thing#but also yeah. literally a control thing because HOW THE FUCK ELSE WAS SHE MEANT TO LOOK AFTER HER BABY#if barry is gone and she's a single mother. assuming no other speedsters are around to help her. what the fuck else was she meant to do?#of course she had to suppress her powers because how can you stop your toddler running into traffic if she can run 1000 times faster than u#how do you keep her in her crib at night if she can phase through the bars?#in that sense. yeah it's fucked up. but you can understand it. you can empathize. what other options did she have?#so yeah stay-at-home dad barry is the only thing that makes sense for genuine safety reasons#he is quite literally the only one who can keep up with the kids#they dropped the ball on nora is all i'm saying. again. fic that lives in my head where original nora's death actually means something#and we get a new nora who is ACTUALLY a different person. as she would be considering her whole upbringing was different#and she has to somehow live up to the memory of a version of her that was erased from time#part of barry and iris can't accept that that specific version of their daughter is gone and it's not her#THE ANGST POTENTIALLLL#in my head she doesn't even go by nora because she's like. THAT'S NOT ME. SHE DIED. WHY CAN'T YOU ACCEPT WHO I AM AND LOVE ME FOR ME#she goes by dawn bc yeah im still kinda sad they didnt use that name#fictional characters give ur kid an original name instead of always naming them after dead ppl challenge#my fics#my meta
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#sometimes i find the degree to which i cannot concentrate very alarming#like bro i canno read. i have so much to do but i wanna sleep forever#i just have to get up and go somewhere else. normally id go transfer algae or run but im stuck inside and .y fingers r all cold#usually its just in the morning that I get thr high distress so its prob the meds#but yesterday was kinda fucked. ugh.i just need to run around but i cant#i have such a sinister combo of: brain stops me from being able to b productive and if im not productive i am compelled to do horrible#things. mood issues and 0cd is horrible. horrible feedback loop#i just wish i could breathe. itll b fine. eventually itll b summer again and itll b fine#its like someone's squeezing my throat. like im sick but i kno its just that im anxious#i was doing so well the past few days in terms of reading and productivity despite the distress#and im trying to b kind and roll with the punches but its so hard#like i kno i need to relax and not resist bc resistance makes it worse but it's just hard and im worried this is how itll always b#i wish i could go back on lamicta1. i felt way better on low dose of that then i do on low dose of abi1ify. its so hard to stay on this#just bc of how my head works. and like things were complicated with the lamicta1. maybe i wouldnt habe had a reaction if i didnt get a#tatto0 while upping the dose but now im marked as allergic so i prob wont b allowed to try any of thr anti convulsive type antidepressants#ugh. i hate this. its so frustrating#unrelated
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animatic battle aus in my heeead....my ideas sound very very silly though (and maybe i was already beaten to the punch on a reversed personality au concept. Sad!
#therez this 1(ONE🎒🎒🎒) host swap au thingy i found once that had a really really neat concept ... but-#-i have 0 clue if the creator gave the green light 4 people to make stuff 4 it again ... i have drabble ideas rolling around in my head -#- lilke . Erm . Mud.#animatic battle
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like ronnies wuest is ALSO really really good but you basically get to say to her everything i wanted to say. about it not being her fault and about how much i love her and want her to be free and live her own life and not tie herself to a sinking ship forever. girl i love you sometimes your family is determined to wallow in the mud but YOU dont have to. but like you get to tell her that straight up. the combo of not getting to say everything i want to say + arcade LEAVING ME FOREVER. SOMETHING I DID NOT KNOW WOULD HAPPEN. just leaves me with this big aching arcade gannon shaped hole in my heart that will never be filled by anything else as long as i am on this earth. i get to go back to my apartment every night and go HONEY IM HOME and kiss veronica on the mouth. i wont see arcade again for months and months and months of in game time. and i miss him dearly.
#this is very immersive becayse of how i set up dannie and arcades relationship#ie: hes been someone shes known since she was a kid and pretty regularly would run away from home#and at some point made freeside her hangout spot when she was on the run. and would bother the followers. so in my mind#arcade (who i think would be ~10 years older?) would kind of be her tutor and just generally a weird older brother figure#and then one of the times she gets dragged back home by the hair she just never comes back#yk until a few years pass and she gets shot in the head#so i think arcade is someone she thinks about often during that time where she doesnt go back to vegas. and i imagine hed think about her o#occassion. yk like wondering what ever happened to her. probably assuming that shed died young.#so i think itd be very sweet when shes doing quest stuff and rolls back up to freeside for the first time since she was like 15-17ish#so its been like 8-10 years at that point. so i think itd be a nice little reunion#and also like WOW. that weird scrawny kid you used to tutor is huge and badass now#i think a lot about them getting to know each other again and just chatting while hiking around or making camp#and i think as things progress dannie really starts to rely on him more as she feels in over her head vis a vis the fate of vegas#and in her mind arcade is like. the worlds greatest person. so he must know the right decision. so i think she would ask him for reassuranc#or just for his take on the Political Situation a lot#(immersive because i got REALLY scared after killing house i was considering reloading a save. and i asked arcade just on a whim. and he#said he thought i was making the best possible choice. and it made me feel so much better and less scared)#anyways. i think she thinks the world of him. not very many people have been nice to her in her life and arcade is a little bitchy but his#heart is full of love. i do think they have a very sibling-ey dynamic#so i do think once he leaves. she would miss him agonizingly bad#she would catch herself turning around before big decisions like 'arcade what do you think - oh.'#and i think shed kind of retreat into herself without him there. very quiet. very uncertain of what shes doing.#🏜️#<- for the tags.
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Yet another beautiful day to have the Maxwel tag blocked (can't see half of the posts in the Wendy tags)
#rat rambles#starve posting#maxwell posters have lost any semblance of tolerance from me ages ago Ive yet to meet a maxwell fan who's just like a normal person#and to clarify I actually do like maxwel as I am the number one just some asshole whos in too deep enjoyer#but dear god are ppl just absolutely incapable of being normal abt this man and everyone around him#and even beyond that ppl just do not get this man like please he is indeed interesting but not because of some 'retconed redemption'#like pls we can live in a world where he is not an irridemable monster and is in fact just some guy while also still being a flawed person#like the fact that he is so deeply flawed in ways that he never actually properly adressed and challenged is the interesting thing to me#like look at me. he went through horrible shit he didnt deserve. that didnt inherently make him a better or worse person#it just made him a more miserable person#and he didnt escape because of some change of heart or character development#and afterwards he teamed up with wilson because of necessity#I do think on some level he genuinely cares abt the other survivors and he does have genuine regret for how things turned out#but again those things dont inherently mean he moved past the flaws that got him here it just means he has the ability to recognize that#shit sucks and that he wish none of it happened#its why encore is one of my favorite animations from a character perspective because it shows some juicy charlie and maxwell stuff#mainly it shows both that charlie has not forgiven his ass and is manipulating him and that maxwell is still susceptible to it#which isnt a sigh of them rolling back development it's just a sign that maxwell is easy to manipulate with the right cards#which adds up considering his past and his present very well in my opinion#this is a man whos historically always ran away from his problems and is always on the hunt for a sense of control#and charlie tapped into both that and his ever present guilt#its in fact very unsurprising and not out of place for him to fall for that sort of manipulation#and it also makes for a great set up for the inevitable betrayal from charlie as maxwell is hit by the harsh reality of his situation#and that whole situation would lead to some yummy tasty parallels when charlie inevitably gets betrayed herself (I hope)#the ways charlie and maxwel are so similar yet so different facinates me deeply I love how much charlie doesnt realize shes kinda fucked#I want her to be betrayed so hard and left in the dust with no ground to stand on I want the rug pulled out from under her feet#her composition comes from her confidence in the necessity of her actions and the moral superiority she feels over maxwell#so having her sense of superiority be revoked would make for a super fascinating dynamic as she tries to justify the situation in her head#I wanna see her siral and then maybe change her pronouns idk
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When you finish reading a novel and it's like
#tashi bumbles#you dont understand how badly i want to scream because of this novel#love the storytelling and the dynamic between the mc and ml and the world building#well considering its quick transmigration and 5 separate worlds + the og world like the basics were down and wasnt to hard to understand#anyway the reason im currently about to roll around the floor like im in extreme pain is because of the last world and og world#mind you that theyre all happy endings including og world but ahem here we go#fUCK DID IT HAVE TO END THAT WAY IN THE 5TH ONE LIKE IT HAD ME WEEPING AND SOBBING AND DEHYDRATED#I HAD TO PUT DOWN MY PHONE AND TAKE A BREAK WITH HOW HARD I CRIED FUCK YOU#oh wait yeah 5th world was more bittersweet than any of the others in my opinion btw#not to say the other ones were worse but like the 5th was more emotionally charged and heartbreaking#and then the og world like brings attention to a detail that you wont notice until you finish it because its the last line of the novel#and then its like yOU DANGLED THAT INFO IN FRONT OF ME SINCE THE BEGINNING??? YOU DARED???? AND YOU ENDED IT WITH THAT???#i dont normally read the world hopping ones because it can get confusing to me about the details and characters but this was worth it#even if the ml was always a jerk and ass in the beginning of all of them and kinda stays that way but more of a simpy yandere way to the mc#made more sense in my head#the translations were pretty good for it too like my brain didn't suffer lile it usually does from mtls#you dont know true brain exercises until you try reading from the mtlnovel site regularly#back to the point i can say the novel was 4.5/5 and not a full 5 because fuck you it made me cry#would i read it again??? not unless im emotionally prepared so maybe i will one day 💖
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