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sigh LOUDLY at ppl who have reposted my work on pinterest. why lol
#i dont even have pinterest but i wasnt asked or anything#this is giving me homestuck flashbacks when all my work was literally everywhere on deviantart and pinterest and like. forums???#someone used my (ancient) merkarkat (ik embarrassing lol) pic and posted it to a forum and i was like WHOS DOING THIS AND WHY#i guess thats the world i get myself into when i post my art publicly tho#it used to make me really wanna pull out of the art world (and i did at one point lol)#but i just dont feel like dealing with it again now that my vld stuff is gaining significant traction#on that note thanks for the new wave of followers!!!#rly nice to see u lot#PLS DONT REPOST MY SHIT LMFAO#reblogs are ok#ofc#and retweets not QRTS#voxxrambles#txt#twitter doin vld and my art justice btw i prefer posting over there lol
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obligatory water tribe alt outfits so i am not held liable if they freeze
jjk atla!au with @philosophiums
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#itadori yuuji#fushiguro megumi#kugisaki nobara#fanart#jjk fanart#jjk atla!au#lmhs#atla!au: art#atla!au: design#head in hands yuuji is just wearing korra's outfit i realized too late thats just her s4 fit.......#THE ARMBANDS AND SLEEVELESS TOP HAVE TO STAY#theyre SO necessary . but they r also The Problem :<#though in my defense theres rly not a whole lot of options 2 make each culture's clothing look visually distinct Within that culture#the colours and silhouettes r all so similar there r only so many combinations i can frankenstein tgt...#it makes Not accidentally copying an existing design so difficult#im trying my best out here :(#though it would have been nice if i didnt rip off . u kno. the PROTAg#sighs gomen korra im plagiarizing. yuuji keep ur coat on.#i do like their outdoor fits better tbh so maybe it will b ok#or maybe i will rework. we shall see
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the thing that gets me abt religious ppl is they'll demand u respect their religion & that religion hating your existence but they won't respect ur right to be like yea my belief says god isn't real so thats a dumb reason for hating other people or ye ok then ur god is homophobic thats kinda shitty they go APESHIT like. it goes both ways? like they can say i hate gay ppl bc of my religion but when a gay person says well i dont respect that religion bc it doesnt respect me its ww3. I'm not walking on eggshells for people who are too quick to condemn me to hell
#likeeee. ppl have been homophobic to me bc 'their religion condemns it' but i cant be like ok well then fuck ur religion?#but they can say okay fuck you and be hateful and intolerant like that?#why do i tolerate u if u wont tolerate me? im just#like to me as an atheist/agnostic im like. hearing that something i dont even think is real is why u hate me as a person is so insane#like 'its unnatural and wrong bc my religion says so' like ok. why does that have to affect me as someone who doesnt follow said religion#jusr wish more religious ppl were as understanding and non judgemental as they claim they are??#like ur gna say that shit to me? u think god likes that ur speaking for him rn? u rly see urself on the same level as god?#u think YOU can judge others? embarrassing#*smacks own ass* this baby can fit so much religious trauma#i love religion sm for some ppl but then other aspects of it im like why cant yall just modify this as society progresses#them books old as hell them writers didn't even know electricity but ur talking their word abt an entire group of ppl being wrong & evil?#i like when religious ppl apply the teachings to modern society & take into account how shit has changed#when ppl take the good parts of religion and focus on them and bring that religious warmth w them where they go is so nice#(my friends<333)#like they live by them teachings and are good ppl but dc abt divorce or abortion or gays bc society has changed & ppl ultimately deserve#control of their own bodies and shouldnt have to be trapped in bad partnerships#& girls who love other women and dont agree w the typical 'woman serve men' that a lot of religious old folk got goin on#if u can modify some stuff in the religious books whats stopping u extending that grace to literal people just being who they are
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#feeling so silly lawwlll walking in circles#i thnk im feeling a special type of way ..#i know i keep going on ab the samw bs and how crazy gf YEAAH UEAH WE GET IT#but i thnk in doing so im like revisiting parts of myself and writing more and i think im jst being sentimental#sooo sentimental .. so saccharine ..#everyone has been rly nice ab my art LIKE SOOOOO NICE RECENTLY#and imean people always have like im very lucky and grateful 2 be able to feel like i can share my hobby .. ^__^#but i thjnk like . to take smth that is so representational of my like . art goals and wants from a young age#ouuyyyyuuuuuyyfff T__T ooiujjjjjj#I DONT KNWWW i dont know . i dont know what im saying but i feel like i just need 2 talk abd be like hey this is so reaffirming .needs 2#i think like . bc my life turned out soo different than i imagined ive been dealing w like . a lot of hopelessness and feeling soo stuck and#stagnant and idk bad things and in a way i think like . coming back 2 something years later and being able to see progress in such a physica#physical way and to feel like more at ease and more like myself than i ever have is rly crazy and making me think long and hard abt stuff#and its all of these like . reflections im dealing w that r then padded by like some of the nicest comments and tags itslike#head in my hands /pos . grief but like ij a way happy grief#INFEEL SOOO RIDICULOUS its ridiculous it rly is IHAHAHAHAHAHA#i think its bc im turning 25 soon and thats the age i told myself id never live past iykwim which ks like crazy to drop on tmblrdotcom#but there r so many emotions tied 2 that and i think this is just one of the things^ stupid fanart ^ that makes me rly happy idk#do you know what i mean . like i feel so goofy saying it but its genuinely the connection i rly appreciate and means a lot 2 me#i feel like my ‘thank yous/i appreciate it/ means a lot’ grow tired but its soo fr every time i swear#kicking rocks or watever . i wish i cld extend my gratitude but anyways . thanks 4 reading this far if u have#ughg man and i think of the friends ive made thru this blog specifically nd my eyes r burning#sorp.. guys i love u all thank u.
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Hi I just wanna say thank you so much for your Tangled Hector art, you're the only one keeping the weird old sexy man flame alive in this fandom
!!! thank you sm, anon 🥺💖 this fandom is v small and quiet these days so your message is rly encouraging!!
i'd honestly thank @pennumbra - her hector art/takes rewired my brain and if it weren't for her i most likely would have migrated from this fandom years ago (hi ilu bb LMAO)
#i see an opportunity to stan my gf i tAKE IT 💘🐺#fr though if birb wasnt rbing and/or leaving such nice comments on my art i would not have stuck around !!#not even in an 🧮📊engagement📉📈 sort of way - just rly abt making connection/creating smthn others enjoy in an otherwise quiet space#im forever grateful to birb for that!! at the time i was sorta in-between fandoms and in a weird limbo#and making a near instant connection w/ her + realizing we're on the same wavelength#had me stay in the fandom LMAO so it makes me happy to see other people appreciating my art/hector too#this side char with like <10 speaking lines in a niche disney show means so much to me#so tldr ik i ended up rambling but have a lot of (positive) feelings abt this and ty!!!#interactions / msgs like this rly go a long way! esp when irl things are rough- at least art-wise i can feel hopeful/motivated 🖍👶#also go look at her art if u havent yet!!! 📣💖🐺🌙#so ty anon!!! 💖💖💖#xanreplies#pennumbra#((i love my gf and our 84 hector AUs lmao))#me always: is this a chance to ramble 🎙🎤🗣🗣🗣🎙🎤
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Where else am I gonna rant if not to a group of random strangers that barely know me, right? So ofc I'm gonna rant here cuz these people have no idea who tf I am.
....turns out I have no words to explain how I'm feeling right now so I offer this emoji instead: 😔
#so i went to this 18th birthday aka debut of my friend and tbh its the first debut ive ever been to and i was rly looking forward to it#plan was to enjoy with my friends and all and i was also planning to get some ideas for my own debut whoch is two weeks after hers#tbh my debut is the bday that ive been looking forward to for basically my whole life cuz the other important ages i did absolutely nothing#for my first bday i was literally in the hospital so nothing there. in my seventh bday i cant even remember what happened. we went swimming?#so the 18th is what i always dreamt of. ive already told my moms this a couple hundred times and ive already thought out how i want it to go#then at the party i observed everything and i realized a lot of things. firstly that shit is expensive. while we used to have the money#no we dont and thats all just in the past now. second thing which i find the most disturbing is the amount of people#the debutante invites the special people in their life and while yes i do have those i dont think they can even reach the proper number#and also i rly cant see myself in that position yknow? being the center of atteaction with people telling you nice stuff abt how they like u#so thats made me quite sad that the bday ive always wanted is never gonna be mine. my biggest TOTGA...#at this point i just wanna spend my whole 18th wallowing in self pity and sadness. while i know my friends love me i dont rly think they#love me to the point of throwing me a lil party of our own like we did earlier this year to ine of our friends. im the spare friend i guess#and plus when i got home my paretns arent even talking to me or looking my way if not scolding me or getting mad at me#well IM SORRY i also didnt want to get stuck in the fckin road for A WHOLE HOUR while waiting for a ride home#and IM SORRY that im just wearing jeans to a debut. this is my frist fucking time going to a debut so how tf would i know???#plus a lot of people were just wearing casual so wtf 😒#all in all im sad and i want to go die
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I slept rly deeply last night even tho it took me a while to get to sleep but I think that was bc I had acid reflux and I'd been playing videogames too late not anything else.... still only got 6 hrs but doing pretty okay all things considered 😚
#and not feeling sick this morning so im sticking w the higher dose for one more day. my heart rate does feel a little uncomfortably fast#but its tolerable. just gonna make notes of how it goes through the day and ill submit my review form to my dr this evening#and hopefully she'll give me the green light to drop back down instead of continuing to titrate up#this is making me think of those heartrate fetishists... do u think i could make money selling tachycardic heart recordings online#i do wanna try to exercise this morning while i have energy. might take the bike out it looks like a gorgeously sunny day#maybe ill try to map my cycle route to work so i can consider cycling there instead of taking the bus in a couple weeks..#i cant atm thp cuz they have scaffolding up and its blocked off the bike racks sadly 😔#i think making myself eat + drink as much as i can has helped control the nausea too. just need a lot of fuel to process meds properly ig#and a lot of sleep.. its a bit stressful to think abt how rigid im going to have to be abt my daily routines if i want to stay medicated#but to be honest i have a pretty rock solid sleep/meal routine already bc its the only way i can function with the hours i work#so like. i dont rly need to worry too much. i think i reacted badly the first couple days bc my base anxiety was high#and then bc that feeling was heightened by meds -> made me not eat/sleep properly -> knock on sickness the next day#but yeah still the side effects arent very nice and i dont wanna take the risk of it exacerbating every difficult emotion i deal with#but fingers crossed bc 30 worked rly nice for me and i had barely any side effects so hopefully i can settle w that long term 🤞#we will see....#ANYWAY. sorry for making the same post over and over the last couple days. talking abt it on here has helped me feel a lot calmer#i dont wanna bother ppl irl w every thought and physical symptom i experience hourly. but this is my blog i can do what i want#hope everyone else has a nice sunday <3#.diaries
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riding the high of getting a different haircut for the first time in several yrs n feelin cute !!!!!
#u know the drill ignore me of ir gonna be mean ty#*if#rly tho im so into ittttt#stylist was nice even tho i barely knew what i wanted but it alllll came together n i like it lots#2nd pic is kinda so u can see how the sides are#shag mullet thing or. wolf cut apparently#p
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did a lot of stuff in elden ring 2day but i only beat like 2 bosses (draconic tree sentinel & crystalian duo) so it was mostly a lot of running around doing tasks & gathering items hehe i farmed the banished knight greatsword 2x also, so now aries looks more like an actual banished knight (but castle sol is still far away...) also, as always finishing the session w/ fashion souls, this time i got lots of new clothes :3
#incoherent turtle noises#DSposting#fashion souls#as always the best part of these games is playing dress up#fun things: ghiza's wheel is itself a statement piece. and goes well w/ a lot of ER's ornate or gold-ish garments.#alberich's popped collar is rly nice but doesn't show up often. and pairing commander's standard w/ the banished knight helm unaltered?#felt like.. a stroke of genius. obviously im a fashion expert & not at all late to this game so u can see.
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nooo im all caught up on my manhwa and now i have to actually do something else
hell world
#*scoffs* as if i don't have a bunch of other comics and some video games lined up#BUT!!!! 😩 u know when u get sucked into something for weeks or a month then u finish and face The Void#yeah lol. it's still going too ૮ – ﻌ–ა I'll try 2 keep up#i been rereading Tower of God for a while tho 😹 it's sooo good.#it's rly funny it just has the one season animated because this is one of those cases where you TRULY have not seen anything yet#i assumed there was just enough material for like one or two more seasons but oh no. lmaooo#it's like ~12% of the story and there's hella seamless time skips bc doing things actually takes a realistic amount of time lol#so there's still A Lot to explore. i already liked it but i found it a lot more enjoyable the second time around 0:#“takes a realistic amount of time” ← it is seamless bc u do not have to necessarily see or follow them thru this time#u can just b at the result sometimes. the pacing is always p good tho. it never rly feels like it drags on longer than it needs to#except maybe the last like 50-100 chapters bc the artist needed to take it easier‚ which makes for some good long visuals#but they do kinda feel like padding for the story that drag a bit before getting to the point#but this is after being absolutely spoiled for like 560 chapters which are long as fuck themselves. the scrollbar is like 1-1.5mm 😩#on top of it moving fast and staying interesting like berserk does. kinda stumbling frm one thing to the next but#yeag :3 yayy it was very nice and i will be referring back to it a lot as a means to keep up w the story and to practice my drawing
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I love my brothers so much i want to protect them all wasaaa
#.txt#i love my parents but i think they r harsh nd mean nd not self aware at all#my parents dont believe they were strict growing up#but my moms the same one who took my phone away for a while year bc i was depressed#my parents r the same ppl who didnt lwt me do anytbing growing up#i literally didnt ask them to do anything bc ik they wpuld say no#i was so paranoid in highschool i couldnt even enjoy my free periods without thinking id get in trouble from my dad#my parents are now being rly strict nd harsh to my youngest brother#nd im doing all i can to support him but its also hard bc the fee times i disagree w my parents they get mad#so ive leanred to keep my mouth shut nd talk to my brother privately about my support for him#u kno how messed up it is tht i cant side w my brother in front of my parents#i have a lot of trauma from my parents nd ive done A LOT to better myself so it makes me feel so bad seeing the same things happen to my bro#nd my other brother he is literally the poster child for traumatized kid nd its insane to me how my parents dont see it#he moved out the second he could nd hasnt been living back here since#my parents stress abt like oh why does he hate us blah blah blah its bc u guys r not nice 😭😭😭#like how r u not self aware omg kids turn out a certain way bc of the ppl who raised them come onnnnnnnn
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I personally would be oVER THE MOON EXCITED about you breaking away from lu- you're the one (1) creator I've stuck with after I ditched lu bc I couldn't stand Jojo hdjsgsjsg. Your ledge and wars are my everything,, they're so fucking SOFT I can't handle it, but I've been a lil shy abt reblogging things bc I don't want people to think I'm a lu blog, y'know? Of course- if you decide to not separate your stuff from lu, I've been thinking abt making a blog specifically for Quirkle Appreciation, so. I'll still be your fan either way, and if engagement is what you need to encourage you to keep creating, I'll step up my game to support you as best I can!!
u guys are the SWEETEST holyfucking shit GVIEYAV i've never even thought abt people avoiding reblogging my art cuz they don't wanna seem like an lu blog ,,, honestly valid as fuck bc,,,, [looks at the state of the lu fandom]
#qktalks#anon#it's rly nice seeing so many people say that they'll step up on the reblogs if it means i get more motivation#like that's . so sweet guys tysm#if u don't have the energy pls do not feel forced tho#i care u all eeee#im seein a lot of yesses to straying away from lu!! very inchresting ...
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In response to your question about chronic pain and binding - yes absolutely. I had initially kind of assumed it was because pushing a manual chair = more upper body strain, but actually I think it's just overall that binding is more stress on an already over-stressed body. I mostly wear binders a or 2 size up and giant shirts nowadays. Also had to switch entirely to short tank-style to distribute pressure more evenly.
Yeah I think that's exactly it it's like when your body is already dealing with soooo much, any extra uncomfortable stimulus can quickly become unbearable... A few other people in the notes of that post also said they stopped binding or wearing bras because of the pain too... I guess using a manual wheelchair is still exercise of the kind they tell us not to do in a binder, so it probably is a bit of extra strain, but they also tell us not to drink alcohol and use a wheelchair and we do still have lives to live yknow lol?
I think I got lucky that I stopped feeling the need to bind so much anyway (no idea why, my mental health in general has improved so maybe it just has less of an impact who knows) but I'm sorry it continues to be tough for you. I hope your system works for you and it'll ease in the future <3
#mez speaks#asks#chronic pain#chest binding#u seem cool btw nice to meet u :)#i have to wear a sports bra at wheelchair rugby#partially bc i change shirts there a lot for being on different teams#and thats bad enough i think binding would be realllll tough for that#but yeah i dont rly see this talked about it's a relief to know its normal and i didnt just like. give up for no reason yknow
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listening to jeremy stream on low volume is so comforting to me man
#logan speaks#obviously ive not rly been myself for the past few weeks#i have a LOT going on in my personal life rn#so i havent been making it to streams like i usually do#and i have him on quietly on my tv while i'm fucking around online#and its so nice#he keeps saying shit that makes me smile#i love him sm dude fr ;----;#jeremy if u see this no u dont shut up
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ordered a brazilian dvd of playtime.. why... because i so crazy..
#mainly wanan see if its a different remaster than the criterion one and like since its one of my fav movies i wanna have lots of it lol#and like its region 0 ntsc so itll work on my dvd player and also a movie u dont need to rely on language to watch so if the eng subs are ba#bad it wont matter cause u can watch it unsubbed and like have a grasp on everything#trullly one of the greatest films ever#rly wanna find a trafic dvd thats nice looking and ntsc region 0 or 1 or smthn#the criteerion one is nice and def like u kno glad it exists but i would like to find a more niche random release if i can#but probably unlikely given that its one of his least popular films
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i feel so weird about how nice last night was not weird. but like. good ig. it was really sweet i cannot stop thinking about how sweet it was which is a very weird term to use when i sat observing most of the night and my manager clocked that i was and told me i should say something rude and call someone a cunt but it was sweet!!!!!
#i do think it’s the most socialisation i’ve done since like. being here#definitely with the most people and i think except for the few nights i stayed at a friends house#for less than pleasant reasons . it’s just the most socialisation i’ve done full stop…..#so maybe it has something to do with that like. maybe actually seeing people is good…… i was gna go to a gig tonight though and . fuck me#i’m so tired so idk if i will but i Could…….#it was just rly lovely it was really nice i felt like. idk. idek what i felt like bc it’s not really a friends situation#however it’s not really just a coworkers situation once u go out fucking dancing with them i feel#idek ! it was just sweet i felt like maybe i wasn’t such a terrible human being both in the sense of like being good at being a person and#being a good person………#it was really fucking nice is all i’m saying i’m just saying i don’t think anyone hated me#i’m just so lucky like. idek. idk! i am amazed that i got this job because the job is fantastic for me#and i’m amazed that the people are people i get along with and feel comfortable with bc how the fuck do you get both#i also really think i should maybe get an adhd diagnosis at some point bc a couple ppl were talking about their adhd and i go back and forth#on whether or not i think i have it or if i’m just exaggerating but bro. it was sounding a lot like the former….
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