#rhyme or reason

[hammity-hammer]

another non steddie post BUT has to do with gender shit and being a queer recognizably and existing in my skin--

i went to a friday the 13th party last night with one of my platonic partners (whom i will now call pp because shorthand is easier) and we both are very fem presenting afab people who use pronouns that don't match our outward expression. i personally use he/him exclusively, unless another trans person is referring to me in which they can use it/its because they get it in a way that cis people i don't often trust to be able to get. pp uses they/he/(it) in the same kind of way. i had my tits OUT and i am comfortable like that, because i know that the people who know me and love me and understand me know deep within themselves that i am not a woman. they see me for everything that i am and they love me. we re-met someone that we had seen the last time at the party, who was a fucking angel and so sweet! he offered us drugs to which we both declined because i was DD and pp strictly drinks, and we had good conversations! i gave him chocolates i had brought with me, we complimented each other's costumes, and overall just had a good fucking time vibing together! we started talking about gender, because i have a more androgynous sounding voice because of my testosterone, and pp referred to me using the correct pronouns. our new friend got so fucking excited that someone who was like him existed-- he tells everyone that he uses any pronouns because he doesn't want to have to repeatedly explain to people that he's not a woman, that he exists outside of the gender spectrum. he told us about the immense euphoria he gets when his partner refers to him using the correct pronouns, and i got so excited for him! it's been really fucking hard lately existing as such a feminine presenting person in spaces that aren't full of me-- and he helped re-light that spark of wanting to tell every person that tells me i'm a woman/too feminine to be a man/too xy or z to be trans and live my life peacefully to fuck right off. he was so fucking happy to meet people whose perceived genders didn't match their identities because people like us are so fucking far and few between. i have dysphoria-- i have it so fucking bad some days and didn't even realize that's what i was feeling because people that look like me/feel like me don't talk about it! transness is always seen from such a binary point of view, and even when people try to go outside the binary it just ends up like a third gender of androgyny and i personally just don't fit that! i am a guy. i am a dude. i'm a girl. i'm a person. i wear dresses and skirts and pants and proudly display my body because it's the only one i have and my mother did a very good fucking job in raising me to believe that i'm beautiful, and that anyone can be beautiful regardless of their gender identity. she taught me that people are people at their cores and that is what makes them beautiful. she also taught me that as long as i'm happy with myself and with the people i surround myself (who love me unconditionally, might i add) then it doesn't fucking matter what the world thinks of me. she let me play with whatever toys i wanted as a kid, she dressed me in the most neutral shit, in boys clothes, in girls clothes, because she thought they looked cool and they made me happy! she took the gender out of things that society and my peers and the other adults in my life kept trying to force gender into. she reminds me daily that as long as i'm happy, i'm beautiful. i know that i come from a very unconventional upbringing when it comes to gender expression and identity, and that i'm so fucking fortunate to have such a supportive family, and i am so fucking grateful for that. i spend every day at a job that i hate because i'm surrounded by people that don't respect me because they see me as a woman because of the tits on my chest and the clothes that i wear and that fucking kills me. i still fight them every day on it, because i have to. because if i don't then the next trans person that interacts with them will have to deal with this shit. and hopefully exposure therapy helps or something because jesus fuck.

[thirdtimed]

some more lifers

[boythingpup]

when i have 2 muts who are dating each other i hopethey all know this is how i look at their thrwads n replies to eachother

[prehistoric-minds-lost-in-time]

Trust me, every day I open a scar

A way for me to feel again,

Instead of this numbness draggin' flotsam

Bars pry and force open

These pieces I stab down deep

'Cause what they keep doing is killing me, wounding me

If you recognized this as a plea

Would you even see me?

Or would you just observe the smiles

Miss the eyes that stare beyond you,

Miles

I walked, crawled, bled and sweated until I fed it, met it,

This ego

'Til I realized

It ain't me though

It was a beast that pushed me to the very limits of pleasure and pain

Like they were the same rank and category in my brain

Fuck it, hit the lane and speed until we percieve

What we really exist as,

The true beings that with a touch,

Change a heart, electric scenes

Painted on skin and in mind, de-sign like a dream,

But we can create it, if we work it, pay it, show patience

[cutiesigh]

❤️🖤🩷

Wuthering Waves has taken over all of my free time recently, so here's a sketch of Scar!Ren I originally shared in da 14DWY Discord!!

[recklessmoss]

Boobys in DMs??? please? please? please? pl

[guardian-angle22]

This or That: Tarlos Edition -> Casual clothes or uniforms

[ato-dato]

Angel Crowley angel Crowley angel Crowley angel Crow-

[za0mbie]

eddie sneaks into the all-julie party whoops.

[spookysweaterblog]

they're mad monsters? and theyre at a PARTY???

screenshot redraw ref↓

[mossymandibles]

Here’s a Fury. His name is Nebu, the Gilded Casque. I haven’t thought up fashion or anything yet so he just gets a bs loincloth slapped on him for now.

He’s a personal guardsmen/concubine of the rook matriarch. His particular species of Fury is called Welkin Sphinx. They’re like, an ‘upper echelon’ type species of Fury and are known for their large manes. They live at the higher peaks of their home; Mt. Somanyx, which was formed by a massive underwater volcano that’s thankfully been inactive for quite some time.

Anyway I don’t want to dump a buncha info just yet with only one Fury to show you, I want to make a whole thing for their different species and such but I don’t have the mental stamina right now to clean up and make presentable all my writing and sketches tbh, so here’s just a singular character :’T

[moeblob]

Shane but black mage but chicks.

[t-hirstreview]

[ecoforesttreehills]

stars dont twinkle the moon doesnt shine