Are you a history/english/art kind of nerd, a math/physics/bio/chem kind of nerd or are you the burnt out gifted kid who’s a weird ass mixture of both and it makes you feel sick to the stomach because you’re good at all these subject but you’re not good, you know, you don’t feel like you’re the best and you need to feel like something is for you, so it’d be much better to be fucking excellent at one category of subjects and suck at others rather than ACE everything and make people think you’re a genius but in actuality you feel like a fraud and your love and thirst for knowledge has turned into a kind of bitterness you can’t seem to shake off your shoulders-
P.S: i hate saying that im a gifted kid or something but literally everyone has been telling me that ever since i can remember myself so- its not like im bragging, i honestly feel like a failing ass fraud so um…you make of that what you will☝🏻
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· ☽∘✧⃝· 𒁍 "I never understood why the sickest of humanity go out of their way to appear the prettiest. You can throw glitter on a snake, but the bitch still bites."
lia. she/her. 18+. sometimes a lil too introverted and socially anxious.
könig‘s kleine maus, simon‘s wifey, sukuna‘s brat, bonten‘s princess, mitsuya's doll, ran and rindou's babe, suna‘s photomodel, wriothesley‘s little thief, reo‘s spoiled babygirl, dooshik‘s darling, joo‘s gf and little demon, caesar's passenger princess, neteyam's favorite human, loak's stubborn girlie, theodore's lil hoe, mattheo's slut, and the list continues but the post would be way too long :3
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· ☽∘✧⃝· 𒁍 current obsession... KIRYUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
· ☽∘✧⃝· 𒁍 reading... credence, jinx, codename anastasia and some other stuff
· ☽∘✧⃝· 𒁍 thinking about... getting fucked by joo (jinx bl) in his pretty white mclaren- (24/7 on my mind, sorry not sorry)
· ☽∘✧⃝· 𒁍 watching... maze runner | wind breaker | gangsta |
· ☽∘✧⃝· 𒁍 playing... genshin impact (waiting for wrio to have his rerun, i'm feral for my man-) | honkai star rail (lia.needs.blade. and aventurine. and sunday. and the new fox man i can't pronounce right. AND MOZE OMFG ) |
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so a non-welcome home related ask and i'm sorry if you already answered this before, but what got you into dragons? i'm slowly stalking through your tumblr and i can't help but admire how beautifully and effortlessly you draw the scaley fuckers (/pos) ✨
i've actually never gotten this question, so this is a delight! allow me to Overshare about this
i became interested in dragons at an early age - like, kindergarten / 1st grade age. i don't remember exactly how it started, but i think it was my fascination with dinosaurs, oddly enough? i've loved those guys since some of my earliest memories. it wasn't a big leap from "giant 'lizards' from our past" to 'even bigger mythological 'lizards' from always". the Hobbit and the first Temeraire (im trying to get my hands on the full series now actually) were read to me at this young age too, and the only parts i remember are the big dragon scenes lmao
i do know the ball Really got rolling with the first How To Train Your Dragon movie, which i saw in theaters in 2nd grade. INSTANT obsession with dragons. i'll never forget how it felt to see Toothless for the first time. but in general, i couldn't get enough of em. i made my own dragon manual, i got the Dragonology books, it was the whole enchilada!
then in 5th grade, i stumbled upon the newly released Wings Of Fire: The Dragonet Prophecy book! immediately fell in love with it. and its what pushed me to start actively pursuing art! and also what pushed me into my first online space: ~Deviantart~. i saw all of the amazing art of my favorite dragons and wanted in on it. i can actually pinpoint the main person who's art i loved and found inspiration in: someone named Liighty! i don't remember their user, it's probably changed in the many years since. i loved their stuff and wanted nothing more than to be able to draw like them
long story short, i've been in love with dragons for the majority of my life. HTTYD and WOF have been my biggest inspirations and fuel to the fire, and my first delve into the internet pushed me to start drawing dragons (specifically wof) like my life depended on it. i haven't looked back since!
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consequences
featuring : sano manjiro
notes : i have no idea how this started but this was the fastest thing i wrote out of everything so far....i just wanted them to be scared of reader hihi,,,, obviously timeskip toman members here and also reader uses they/them pronouns! (and mikey calls you baby like a lot)
"oh no."
"good thing it's already busted down anyway.""who gave them a freaking knife?"
"mikey, what did you do?"
mikey was screwed. he was really utterly screwed. and it seems like the whole gang knew it too.
"i didn't do anything." mikey whispers back. "i think."
"you think?" baji pipes in, smacking him on the head. "well you better figure it out because it doesn't look like they're going to stop."
mikey gulps as he watches you, the love of his life, the only reason he gets up for the day— beat up a worn out door. and you're terrifyingly good at it too. he's pretty sure they have to clean it up later —lord knows no one was brave enough to approach you right now, not when you're this angry. angry at him for that matter.
look, it wasn't like it was intentional. these last few weeks has been busy and sure he hasn't seen you in a while but he thought you understood that. well—you did and you also did bring up the fact you rarely see him anymore and maybe he kind of sprung it on you that you were annoying him when all you wanted was to work on your relationship—okay fine he gets it. this was entirely his fault.
and maybe it was kind of his fault for teaching you how to fight too (okay that's a lie, he thinks it's attractive as hell but he never thought he'd actually be at the receiving end of it.)
"mikey," draken drawled out, holding his shoulder in a very tight grip, "fix this. we have a meeting in a few and seeing your partner murdering a door isn't something we want others to see."
"yeah yeah, got it." he says, taking a deep breath before making his way into the room. he can do this. he's the president of toman for crying out loud. he can definitely talk to you rationally and come out unharmed.
yeah, he's getting his hopes up way too much.
"10 bucks says he'll chicken out." kazutora said.
"not helping me here." mikey says through gritted teeth but still made it towards the room.
"hey baby…" he starts off, testing the waters. he sees you stopped midair from stabbing the wooden door—or whatever is left of it. "can we talk?"
"i don't know, manjiro. can we?" he winced at the use of his first name.
"yeah, i deserved that." he paused when you went back to stabbing, then tried to lighten up the mood. "heh, are you imagining kisaki's face again there, babe?"
"no, i'm imagining yours."
ouch. okay that backfired.
"look i'm—" he settles down behind you, sitting on his knees, "i'm sorry, baby."
"sorry for what?" you mumbled, stopping and looking behind you.
"i'm sorry for not listening to you before. i know i was tired but i had no right to say that to you." he sees you drop the knife, thank god.
you've turn around now, the murderous glare you had before slowly morphing into a disappointed one. "i was just worried about you. but you made it seem like i was suffocating you or something and if i am then, "you let out a sigh "then just tell me and i won't bother you again, manjiro."
"you're not," mikey immediately interjected, taking your now free hands in his. "shit, im sorry for not handling it any better. i really do appreciate everything you do and i promise to be a better partner to you. please don't stop bothering me. you know you're the only thing keeping me sane here, baby."
you let his thumbs draw circles on the back of your hand. "you mean that?"
"god yes." he's doesn't hesitate to pull you in a hug. "i might actually go crazy if you're not here with me."
"then do better on making that known." you muttered, hiding your face in the crook of his neck as you relaxed in his hold.
"trust me baby, i will." he kisses your temple before looking back at your face. "am i forgiven?"
you nod, which was all he needed to know before he kissed you and was happy to feel you were kissing him back.
"so…did you really imagine it was my face while murdering the door? you were kidding, right? right? say something please."
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