#repeated experiences

[rockinrye]

exhausted of

[foxsketch6543]

Is it me or is history is repeating itself?

[syoddeye]

unedited soap x f!reader thing i had to purge out of my brain.

you meet a soldier at a house party and end up fooling around with him in some stranger's bedroom.

he hauls you close, sloppily melding your mouths together, and asks in a borderline whine if he can touch your tits. the second you utter a 'yes', he shoves his hands up your top and your bra, which you didn't clarify but—fuck, it feels incredible. and several divine minutes later, it sneaks up on you, you genuinely do not expect it, but you come hard.

he pulls back immediately, mouth slick with spit and eyes wide, staring transfixed where his palms have frozen to your tits. you, meanwhile, are trying not to go nuclear with embarrassment. forcing a little laugh, you remove his hands, fix your bra and shirt, and squeak out a quiet 'thank you' before fleeing downstairs and the party together, ruined panties adhered to your throbbing cunt.

for months after, every time you let a man's hands wander north, you're reminded of the incident, and have to end it. mortified, you send them away with a weak excuse and a spark of heat that makes you rub your thighs together. it takes nearly a year for it to sink into the background of your mind, to age into a funny memory.

one night, out at the pub with your friends and waiting for your drink, a thick arm bands around your waist and hauls you back to a sturdy chest. a familiar voice barks out a few inches above you, trying to beat the crowd's noise.

"lt! it's her, the lass i told ye about? the one i made come playing with her sweet tits? ye oughta have a go."

[auden-dahn]

just started my first playthrough of pokemon mystery dungeon: explorers of sky!!

[bugcouncil]

IN ANOTHER LIFE.

[cringefail-clown]

thinking about them again (turnabout au post-scratch jakehal)

[haunted-xander]

One thing I really love about Marcille is that despite her deep fear of outliving her loved ones, she never, never let's it get in the way of her making bonds and getting close to people. She loves deeply and strongly and she doesn't try to supress that! She embraces it wholeheartedly! Her friends are so important to her and she's not ashamed or scared of it!

Actually, out of all the characters, I'd say Marcille is one of the ones who care the most about bonds of friendship. She's angry at Namari for leaving after Falin got eaten and holds that grudge up until Namari helps defeat the Undine (and therefore having 'proven' herself). She's shocked and upset when Chilchuck explains his policy of payment and that he's not really here bc of friendship. She puts a lot of focus on the party being a Group Of Friends rather than a team of hired hands dedicated to the specific role(s) they are paid for. Which of course makes sense since she joined the party to begin with because of her friend! To her, the party has always been 'Falin and her brothers' friend group' rather than a hired party. (A little reminder: Marcille was the most recent member when the story starts. She never met the previous members who left so the team of Laios, Falin, Chilchuck, Namari and 'Shuro' is what she's always known it as.)

When she becomes dungeon lord, the thing that manages to snap her out of the Winged Lions grasp is the earnest care and love her party is showing her. Literally 'power of friendship'ed their way through the Lions hold and gave her her clarity of mind back.

And!!!! At the end of the feast right before they're about to attempt to revive Falin again, she says!!! this!!!!

She's ready to accept that Falin might not come back, even after everything. The entire story she's been running away from death, from having to outlive her loved ones (in this case: Falin). But here she is, ready to let her stay dead if this last attempt doesn't work.

And it's not giving up. It's realizing that she did all she could, and that it's okay. Because she still got to meet and be friends with Falin. That time with her might be just a speck in the length of life Marcille will have to live still, but it still happened and that's what matters.

It's not about escaping death; it's about cherising the moments before it.

[mmelolabelle]

Helaena didn’t fight back or try to stop Blood and Cheese because she knew it wouldn’t make a difference, the same way you or I know that the sky is ‘up’ and that if you let go of an object from a great height it’s going to fall to the ground and break. Not because they were two men and Helaena’s a young woman with no weapon and no fighting experience, but because she’s a Dreamer.

This poor girl has been seeing cryptic visions of terrible futures and hearing prophetic riddles in her head her whole life — whatever specific knowledge she may or may not have had about what “the rats” were going to do, she knew it was going to happen (because what she knows always happens) and that she couldn’t stop it (because she has never been able to stop it).

“They killed the boy.” Not “They killed my son.” Not “They killed Jaehaerys.” It might not even register as something personal that those two men have done to her and her baby. Helaena experiences her son’s murder as a horrific forgone conclusion; ‘the boy’ was always going to be killed.

[tuberliker1337]

let me be a friend in need, let me be a friend indeed

[doodlejoltik]

my greatest accomplishment in PLA yet

bow before your new Almighty Sinnoh, peons

what're you looking at? there's nothing weird at all going on here

the view from up here is actually really nice XD

a wonderful use of the great and powerful Wyrdeer!

i thereafter took my newfound power entirely too far.

[heal2ninjagogirl]

I am cruel I am gentle I can make you laugh

[ofswordsandpens]

I'm sincerely very happy for anyone who is enjoying the show but every time I see takes that the show has improved the book characterizations or that the book characters are underdeveloped in comparison to the show...

[0palnova]

“When the gold rays fell on your skin And my hair got caught in the wind The choir sang a melancholic hymn” [lovesick-laufey]

[thedevilandhisbride]

i will never apologize for my accessibility needs. i will never apologize for standing up for myself and my accessibility needs. i will never apologize for having accessibility needs. i will never apologize for asking for my accessibility needs to be met. neither should you.

[deoidesign]

I'll either succeed or I'll learn trying

[cutieacefuck]

chronic illness is a coin flip that I somehow keep losing