#refusing to confide in me about it

[lotus-pear]

rewatched madoka magica again today bc i fucking hate myself and to absolutely no one’s surprise i went through all five stages of grief in a single evening

[ninja-knox-ur-sox-off]

I have an exam in like two hours and what am i doing with my morning? that's right i'm STILL trying to upload this amv tumblr hates me

[centaur-dreaming]

Idk guys I’m just in love with the fact that Jean is healing past feeling like he needs Kevin. With him realising he’s not in love with him anymore. I’m in love with the idea of Kevin seeing Jean during championships and seeing how much he’s progressed and how far behind he’s left Kevin in the dust.

Kevin does nothing as far as I am aware to help himself. He’s got more courage than he did before, sure, but it feels like he’s barely moved. Jean on the other hand is actively bettering himself. Trying to heal. Becoming a person Kevin doesn’t recognise

[swallowtail-ageha]

What are your thoughts on people who call the Divine Comedy fanfiction?

They should be put on a desert island and be forced to fight each other to death for our own amusement

[dukeofthomas]

My understanding of Jason Todd's age;

Jason dies when he's 15, 4 months before his 16th birthday. He is dead for any number of time; it doesn't count towards his age.

He's resurrected; he is in a coma for 1 year, then catatonic for another. He is then put into a Lazarus Pit. (These 2 years are practically useless, as he doesn't remember them and they contribute very little to the story. They could be condensed to 2 months and it would change basically nothing.)

He trains for about a year. You can then give him 1-12 months of prep and planning time before his debut as the Red Hood, and the story of UT(R)H, at which point he would be mentally 16-17, physically 18-19, and it would be (--) years after his birth.

[cetoddle]

sometimes i watch other people interact and they’re just throwing insults back and forth at each other or constantly bickering and seem to be happy about it but i just can’t understand. i’ve done that before and it really didn’t feel great at least for me. i’d rather be friends with someone who makes me feel genuinely cared about and wanted. so i go out of my way to be genuine and do nice things for people. but somehow that’s wrong. and i just don’t understand

[shaissa]

seeing all the early twenty somethings interacting this week AND all the liv mentions* is making me miss her so much more </3 i keep thinking about how she’d fit into this current group of people her age.

like i am Not entirely caught up on 2019-2022 but from what i have heard they really dropped the livgabby relationship which is unfortunate. the wiki says liv is gabby’s son’s godmother though?!! that’s adorable <3

and of course liv and sarah are both dinglesugdens so it would be interesting to see them interacting as adults. (i always thought the age difference between them was bigger than it is. but i mean they both dated jacob, they’re in the same age group.)

and kammy is so like bubbly sunshine personified. he reminds me of gerry honestly </3 and i always loved liv and gerry’s dynamic. bet liv and kammy would play off each other well.

i have no idea if they would have kept vinny and liv together the past three years or not. i mean would they have even gotten married if they weren’t planning to kill liv off later that year idk :((

regardless, just wish she was alive and in the village right now. missing her forever.

*mind you i don’t particularly like the WAY they’re talking about liv or her asexuality but it IS nice to hear her name so often lately. both with robron and with this vinny storyline

[calamitys-child]

I WISH I could be able to watch the birdcage for the first time again, I'm so happy you're getting to experience it, its such a great movie

There's just something so precious to me about allowing "it's about authenticity and love and solidarity" and "it's about being completely ridiculous and also a massive bitch" to exist in the same space ! I hate when queer media has to be Perfect and Wholesome and I hate when it's like "your Alternative Lifestyles and Quarrelsome Ways leave you Doomed" NO!!!! I'm a ridiculous dysfunctional bitch AND the love will save us!!!!!!! I love people in strange and ludicrous ways and we are sometimes abrasive or clumsy or foolish and we are going to be laughing one way or another til the sun burns out!!!!! This is the most fantastically uncomfortable dinner party I've ever seen!!!!!!!!!

[purplespacekitty]

donna troy, kyle rayner, jason todd trio run when???

[napping-sapphic]

idk if i’m just THAT tired of feeling awful and dealing with so much life stuff lately but i’ve decided that actually i’m going to like myself and allow myself to have a nice day this time thanks

[cosmogyros]

I'm going to lose itttttttttttt

November was my first month of unemployment; I got my benefits for the month on December 6.

The Agentur für Arbeit did not pay me for December, without explanation, and once I called their headquarters and complained, I got a double payment at the start of February (covering the months of December and January, I guess).

Then they messaged me that they're stopping my benefits, and that they would explain why "in a separate letter". Guess what: I never got the separate letter!!!

And now I've received a letter from my health insurance implying that if I'm really not receiving any unemployment benefits anymore, I may be in danger of losing my health insurance.

COME ON, GERMANY. How hard can it be to just send me a certain amount of money every month? Why has there been some stressful technical issue around receiving my benefits EVERY month since this has started?

I'm basically staying at home all day every day and barely living my life because I constantly don't know if I'm going to have an empty bank account at the end of the month or if I'll actually get paid this time. This is so fucking stressful and I hate it. Why is the AfA SO dysfunctional?

And more importantly, why the hell would they cancel my benefits with no explanation??? Also they just informed me on Friday that I've still got a meeting scheduled with my advisor, for March 18. But like... why would they be scheduling meetings with me after having randomly stopped my benefits? Surely if my benefits are canceled, that means I'm not a "client" of theirs anymore.

This is so stressful omfg. I technically have enough money to cover rent for a few more months, but then my entire life savings would be gone and I'd still be in debt and jobless. And that doesn't sound like a pleasant prospect 🙃

I know I am legally entitled to get 1500 euros a month, every month, for ONE WHOLE YEAR. Even the AfA themselves sent me an official document stating that.

But in practice, I've had to fight tooth and nail to get those benefits for even three months, and now they're suddenly like, "Oh we're not gonna give you any more money, AND we won't tell you why either :3 Byeeee!" So I'm mad af. WHY WON'T YOU TELL ME THE REASON YOU'RE CUTTING ME OFF?!?!??!??

[la-galaxie-langblr]

job rant incoming

[daemon-in-my-head]

Based on my latest post I'm overjoyed that my moots (whether or not tumblr officially recognises them thx sideblog doing sideblog sht) and those who randonly stumble upon my shit are objectively some of the greatest people.

I love this weird corner I found myself in and the general mindset and views on things.

And I may be too scared nd socially awkward to approach anyone directly but be assured I'm on the sidelines rooting for folks in a very cutesy, very demure manner and y'all should feel loved.

[pigeonclaw]

the amount of times I have potentially controversial opinions that I type up and then save in my drafts forever because I still feel them but am too shy and afraid to choose violence in any way

[shikai-the-storyteller]

One of the funniest things about the QSMP finale was Pac going "Yeah, Cucurucho transferred my consciousness into this Egg body to save me," and Mike is immediately like, "Wait, why the hell didn't they save me?!?" pfttt

[hissterical-nyaan]

I know someone in my circle who was initially a science student but then neet/jee didn't work out for them, gave clat and now studies in a private law college. He is all about Men's right activism and looking at people like him wonders how many men hold such views within law🤔.

Nah trust me law is not so different than your other degrees considering the poor quality of education in most law colleges. I mean look at most of the lawyers in general, extremely sexist people. The field in itself is very male dominated. I know a few senior women lawyers who had to fight for even women washrooms in Courts.

I'd say I'm in one of those lucky few colleges where the humanities curriculum is taken very seriously. Even then I come across all kinds of jackass men so then it kinda boils down to what one chooses to believe in