#recovering from lost love

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

"See you tomorrow"

MDZS Disco Elysium AU part 4 [prev parts]

[sarah-cam]

"he was the best friend we ever had"

[mymarifae]

completely forgot that pepeshis exist and that opal is definitely one of those and that explains everything i've been deeply confused about for the past 6 hours. eeeeexcept the gemstone pacifier

like what? not only is this stupid, it's extra stupid because it's a fucking gemstone in there and not even a rubber sucky thing. and he puts it in his mouth. and carries it around in a stupid little briefcase. god forbid that's his actual cornerstone like i'm ASSUMING it's not???? but if it is no wonder diamond didn't care about aventurine shattering his. opal's out here slobbering all over his for no reason except to make himself look like an idiot

[bumblingbabooshka]

Tom Paris thinks he's like a womanizing playboy rebel and then Harry like, opens a jar he couldn't and it changes his life literally forever. He's gone. It's over for him the second Harry like, pulls him out of an exploding shuttle and grins: "That was close, almost lost you there." You're killing him, Harry. He's reciting mantras and affirmations in his bathroom mirror over your every move.

[spiderpawzsys]

DRS2P2 SPOILERS

I think that should've made a cut in my post? IDK I've never used it before eek..

But guys, hear me out, Jay stays evil for all of season 3 and actually DOESN'T get his memories back ever.

He doesn't remember Nya, he doesn't remember ever falling in love with her. She keeps trying to get him to remember, basically, in his eyes, stalking him and continuing to try and manipulate him into joining their side, when she was the reason he was discarded in the first place. I'm not saying he'd follow Ras like a blind puppy, more that he hates both of them, and himself with it. He believed Ras when he said he was a warrior, a fierce one at that. But then Nya came along, saying these sweet things about loving him, just to rip the little bit of true identity he had gained away from him, embarrassing him, shunning him from his savior, the past he believes he had and the only semblance of friendship he's ever had. Just for her to continue to try and sweet talk him right after she'd beaten him. I'd hate her too, honestly. Now she took some guy you don't know with her to come track you down, with the same bittersweet words of "I love you" falling from her mouth again and again. I think it'd become a parallel to the early seasons of ninjago, where Jay was desperate towards Nya's affection and attention, literal quote from s3:

"What did we talk about?"

"Right! Boundaries.."

Only now you can turn the colors around. Jay doesn't fall for Nya all over again, as much as I love Jaya, if prefer this much more from a writing standpoint. Tragic parallels my beloved!! Jay eventually does cave in and join them, purely because it's his last shot at getting a home, and getting away from the administration. He doesn't have anywhere else to go besides Ras, someone who threw him out after his first and only failure despite forgiving his other pupils for the same thing. The administration where he feels drained and empty. Or somewhere where people, at least pretend to, love him. Eventually he'll become more and more like the Jay we know, but he'll always be damaged. He'll always be broken. He'll always be shattered. And he'll still beat your high scores, Cole.

[happylikeasadsong]

i've been thinking a lot about these parallels

my newest obsession meets my longest one.

Luke's life was music. He didn't love anything else than that. Then he met Julie.

Carmy was the best chef at 21 and after his brother died, he wanted nothing more than fix Mike's restaurant so it could be a place ran by adults. Then he met Sydney.

just like sydcarmy, juke makes each other better:

my twinssss

so, yeah, i think a lot about them

and also about the fact that Luke brought music back to Julie's life and Carmy hires Sydney and inadvertently makes food good again for her. Both Luke and Carmy see their potential and do whatever it takes to bring it to surface. They're down BADDD

Syd's failed in the past, but Carmy sees the undeniable passion within her and harness her talent to do big things. So does Luke with Julie's talent.

bonusssss:

like, both of them fully turning around ready to follow their annoyed soulmates just tickles my heart in a different way, i guess

[witha-boxofscraps]

AMC you better start treating her better because Carol Peletier did not come this far from the timid abused housewife in s1 only to be reduced to a grieving mother every other scene. Being a mother and having lost kids is a pivotal point to her character, and it absolutely should not be ignored, but do not just bring it up after 2-3 years in the show have passed and portray it as “she’s still grieving after all this time” as an excuse just to add some angst. She was healing. Let that woman heal.

[tears-of-taelia]

[lilyofthevalleycaughtintherain]

twilight encounter

AAAAAA explodes here's so more wolcred - it's ARR Post-Lahabrea :)

[moeblob]

What Deacon thinks: what did that mean? did he want me to wear a collar too? why else would he mention my neck? i mean, if he /asked/ me i would wear one but he didn't so would wearing one be weird?

What Ymber meant: It's nice to be near someone who isn't tethered to this world to serve it with a physical reminder for all to see.

[bandaidfingers]

more James Bond doodles from my sketchbook :)

gradually drawing all the Bonds. George Lazenby this time + some Tracy and Blofeld. Telly Savalas is my favorite Blofeld actor by a landslide, I think he’s the only one who really struck a perfect silly/serious balance. He’s such a campy 60s movie villain but he still feels like a real threat to Bond’s life. Though I might be biased since I was already a fan of him in various stupid 60s horror movies before I got into Bond.

[gideonisms]

I do think that not being allowed to be a little grumpy and unreasonable in private without someone noticing would give me new unique kinds of neuroses though. I have always wished the imperial radch books examined breq's surveillance of her crew more in the later books because the common radchaii habit of being intentionally oblique/people from other places being more oblique and unreadable when talking to someone from the radch irritates breq frequently but seems to me to be the natural result of constantly being monitored. breq may be causing some of her own interpersonal issues here

[nexus-nebulae]

known we were a system for about 7 years now, probably been a system for far longer, and just realised. we got an intrusive self-fakeclaiming thought today and laughed it away

[bittwitchy]

m/cr finally going on tour again but their promo and timing was NOT thought out at ALL

[xproblematiquexx]

On November 27th at around 9 pm, my precious little baby suddenly died. In my arms. It was so quick we couldn’t do anything, his breathing slowed down until it stopped and I literally saw the light leaving his eyes.

Everything went to shit ever since…

💔

[another-clive-blog]

Oh that's a good one !!! I freaking love unecessary censorship, like watch this-