#recovering from lost love

[chalkrub]

hq versions of some of the HEDS i did for comm examples

(you can buy one here !)

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

"See you tomorrow"

MDZS Disco Elysium AU part 4 [prev parts]

[sarah-cam]

"he was the best friend we ever had"

[rdng1230]

HE SPENT TWO HOURS ON HIS HAIR THE FIRST TIME HE WENT TO SEE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[mymarifae]

completely forgot that pepeshis exist and that opal is definitely one of those and that explains everything i've been deeply confused about for the past 6 hours. eeeeexcept the gemstone pacifier

like what? not only is this stupid, it's extra stupid because it's a fucking gemstone in there and not even a rubber sucky thing. and he puts it in his mouth. and carries it around in a stupid little briefcase. god forbid that's his actual cornerstone like i'm ASSUMING it's not???? but if it is no wonder diamond didn't care about aventurine shattering his. opal's out here slobbering all over his for no reason except to make himself look like an idiot

[bumblingbabooshka]

Tom Paris thinks he's like a womanizing playboy rebel and then Harry like, opens a jar he couldn't and it changes his life literally forever. He's gone. It's over for him the second Harry like, pulls him out of an exploding shuttle and grins: "That was close, almost lost you there." You're killing him, Harry. He's reciting mantras and affirmations in his bathroom mirror over your every move.

[spiderpawzsys]

DRS2P2 SPOILERS

I think that should've made a cut in my post? IDK I've never used it before eek..

But guys, hear me out, Jay stays evil for all of season 3 and actually DOESN'T get his memories back ever.

He doesn't remember Nya, he doesn't remember ever falling in love with her. She keeps trying to get him to remember, basically, in his eyes, stalking him and continuing to try and manipulate him into joining their side, when she was the reason he was discarded in the first place. I'm not saying he'd follow Ras like a blind puppy, more that he hates both of them, and himself with it. He believed Ras when he said he was a warrior, a fierce one at that. But then Nya came along, saying these sweet things about loving him, just to rip the little bit of true identity he had gained away from him, embarrassing him, shunning him from his savior, the past he believes he had and the only semblance of friendship he's ever had. Just for her to continue to try and sweet talk him right after she'd beaten him. I'd hate her too, honestly. Now she took some guy you don't know with her to come track you down, with the same bittersweet words of "I love you" falling from her mouth again and again. I think it'd become a parallel to the early seasons of ninjago, where Jay was desperate towards Nya's affection and attention, literal quote from s3:

"What did we talk about?"

"Right! Boundaries.."

Only now you can turn the colors around. Jay doesn't fall for Nya all over again, as much as I love Jaya, if prefer this much more from a writing standpoint. Tragic parallels my beloved!! Jay eventually does cave in and join them, purely because it's his last shot at getting a home, and getting away from the administration. He doesn't have anywhere else to go besides Ras, someone who threw him out after his first and only failure despite forgiving his other pupils for the same thing. The administration where he feels drained and empty. Or somewhere where people, at least pretend to, love him. Eventually he'll become more and more like the Jay we know, but he'll always be damaged. He'll always be broken. He'll always be shattered. And he'll still beat your high scores, Cole.

[purplesoup-lad-le]

i really wish they gave vertina a body so that SHE could crush brant to death instead of that stupid rock.

[teddybeartoji]

Not to be a freak on main but sae loves giving you foot massages, because he knows the mental torment you go through bc yeah, you’re so ticklish and when he featherlights his touches, he smirks when your toes curl and you instinctively jerk, but also the sighs and whines you let out when he digs his thumbs into your arches make his dick twitch. The dichotomy between it makes his mouth water

Alternatively, when you playfully shove his back and whine at him for being “too gentle, it tickles, stop that,” he looks you dead in the eyes and just. Starts. Tickling you in punishment (do not perceive me. Don’t look at me-)

WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

[bandaidfingers]

more James Bond doodles from my sketchbook :)

gradually drawing all the Bonds. George Lazenby this time + some Tracy and Blofeld. Telly Savalas is my favorite Blofeld actor by a landslide, I think he’s the only one who really struck a perfect silly/serious balance. He’s such a campy 60s movie villain but he still feels like a real threat to Bond’s life. Though I might be biased since I was already a fan of him in various stupid 60s horror movies before I got into Bond.

[happylikeasadsong]

i've been thinking a lot about these parallels

my newest obsession meets my longest one.

Luke's life was music. He didn't love anything else than that. Then he met Julie.

Carmy was the best chef at 21 and after his brother died, he wanted nothing more than fix Mike's restaurant so it could be a place ran by adults. Then he met Sydney.

just like sydcarmy, juke makes each other better:

my twinssss

so, yeah, i think a lot about them

and also about the fact that Luke brought music back to Julie's life and Carmy hires Sydney and inadvertently makes food good again for her. Both Luke and Carmy see their potential and do whatever it takes to bring it to surface. They're down BADDD

Syd's failed in the past, but Carmy sees the undeniable passion within her and harness her talent to do big things. So does Luke with Julie's talent.

bonusssss:

like, both of them fully turning around ready to follow their annoyed soulmates just tickles my heart in a different way, i guess

[lilyofthevalleycaughtintherain]

twilight encounter

AAAAAA explodes here's so more wolcred - it's ARR Post-Lahabrea :)

[tears-of-taelia]

[rosykims]

i want to talk about leda sooo much but i keep remembering that doing so means i have to own up to the fact that i not only made her survive the literal astronomican soul sucking process on terra via implied divine providence but also admit that During the soul sucking she had a god-emperor-bass-boosted supervision of like 45% of the plot of rogue trader and also a good chunk of dark age of technology history as well so now she literally thinks shes the honest to god blue check verified iconoclast prophet of big E himself

[moeblob]

What Deacon thinks: what did that mean? did he want me to wear a collar too? why else would he mention my neck? i mean, if he /asked/ me i would wear one but he didn't so would wearing one be weird?

What Ymber meant: It's nice to be near someone who isn't tethered to this world to serve it with a physical reminder for all to see.

[hugcollector]

so lovely to see ELP back and to hear that it meant so much to him to feel the support of everyone 😊💙