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[lemedstudent2021]

yah i only eat khamas raised chickens with my antisemitic vegetables (fried aubergine and cauliflower) cooked with terrorist sourced rice and illegal spices to make molotov maqloobeh 👌

Maqloobeh (arabic for upside down) is one of the best things known to mankind and a symbol of palestinian protest and resistance;

a hearty levantine dish made of fried vegetables (typically any combination of aubergine, cauliflower, potatoes or all three.. it also varies depending on the country and whats in the pantry XD)

the veggies, chicken/meat, and rice are eventually layered in a pot and slowly cooked together with a bunch of spices, and is served on a flat tray by flipping it over, like a sandcastle, hence the name :D

the mark of a well made maqloobeh is if it stays put after being flipped, served with a side of salad (falahi or cucumber & yogurt are popular).

and as we say in arabic: صحة و عافية (saha wa afiya) with health and well-being ^-^

https://www.middleeasteye.net/news/palestinian-women-fight-al-aqsa-and-jerusalem

https://masjidalaqsa.net/2018/01/16/palestinian-maqloubeh-fuels-resistance-at-masjid-al-aqsa/

lol. With Biden saying the word "intifada" is antisemitic, and this moron claiming the keffiyeh is Hamas attire, it seems all zionists can do is just lie and hope their audience is too stupid or uninformed to know any better.

[belovedcherie]

I posted 498 times in 2022

That's 498 more posts than 2021!

94 posts created (19%)

404 posts reblogged (81%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@luymani

@pcktknife

@tizzymcwizzy

@belovedcherie (lol its me)

@buggachat

I tagged 497 of my posts in 2022

#art - 137 posts

#reblog - 128 posts

#fav!!! - 101 posts

#cherie's chats - 69 posts

#miraculous ladybug - 64 posts

#project sekai - 56 posts

#cherie watches stuff! - 30 posts

#cherie's aesthetic - 21 posts

#spy x family - 20 posts

#splatoon - 18 posts

Longest Tag: 139 characters

#if i had a penny for everytime we were worried bakugou died i'd have 2 pennies which isnt a lot but its concerning that it happened twice..

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

THAT TEASER IS GOING TO PUT ME IN A DAMN COMA

9 notes - Posted July 1, 2022

#4

thoughts on multiplication

bc i need to scream about this SOMEWHERE. LIKE WOW. OKAY.

obviously spoilers are under the cut !!

tld;r: yelling abt adrien and WHAT ARE EVERYONES INTENTIONS??

ADRIEN FALLING FOR MARINETTE ADRIEN FALLING FOR MARINETTE ADRIEN FALLING FOR MARINETTE ADRIEN FALLING FOR MARINETTE

yes im gonna yell about this first because adrienette holds my HEART YOU DONT UNDERSTAND THEY R EVERYTHING TO ME </3

ive been waiting for adrien to pin for marinette in canon for so long and season 3 def delivered with the little stares he was giving her BUT NOW THAT ITS FRFR HAPPENING?? HIS BLUSH WHEN HE LOOKS AT HER IN THE MORNING? HIM IMMEDIATELY CALLING HER UP IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT TO TELL HER HOW SPECIAL SHE IS? SOBBING

okay but the fact that he probs tried to kiss her every. day. we only saw 3 sequences but if that montage happened over the span of several weeks..... i am swooning. i am in tears. shambles.

adrien had me KICKING MY FEET AND RUNNING LAPS OKAY I HAD TO PAUSE SO MANY TIMESSDHFK

that being said before i write an essay on light of my life adrien lets talk abt,,,

reverse love square??

i love the idea of reverse love square bc adrien being a lovesick fool for marinette is my aesthetic but iM JUST HJDGSFSGKF BC OF THE TIMINGG

i was kinda hoping for some sudden rapid development today but im not complaining at all dw 🙏🏾 simp-drien is enough

the ladynoir moments are real cute tho :( them playing cards im cryingsdjhs

im excited to see the ship dynamic in the future episodes heheheh

GABRIEL. AGRESTE.

this man becomes more of a loser every episode what else is there to say

him digitalizing adrien.... funny... not funny haha...funny weird....

i hate when this guy gets smarter cuz he always has some wack trick up his sleeve 😔 but i wanna know more abt those weird siri rings

ALSO HOW DOES TOMOE PLAY IN THIS?? i think she knows hes hawkmoth but why is she helping him?? ik they were leading up to their partnership before so i guess we'll finally see why they were so secretive in the past!!

lie-la

i was gonna talk abt her in the gabriel point but this girl is so annoying she deserves one for herself

SHE GETS ON MY LAST NERVEEE

the genuine irritation i feel whenever i see her character on screen is actually funny

"ladybugs just a kid we need to forgive her ;(" GIRL I HOPE PARIS CAN FORGIVE U FOR THE CRIMES YOU'VE COMMITTED??

im sorry theres nothing productive to say abt her other than the fact that it seems shes going to play a bigger role this season (sadly) (but also yay cuz she brings the spice)

okay last point is abt felix

HELP WHEN HE APPEARED AT THE END 💀💀 THIS GUY WAS HERE THE WHOLE TIME????

i hope and PRAY he treats dusuu well homegirls been going through it D:

WHAT. ARE. HIS. INTENTIONS.

See the full post

11 notes - Posted June 21, 2022

#3

i saw miraculous was trending and i was like OMG IS THERE FINALLY A NEW SEASON 5 EP?? but it was just beau 😭

12 notes - Posted August 30, 2022

#2

HI so um. back in 2020 kade made this meme thing and i dont think ive ever recovered from it bc I WAS SO TOUCHED LIKE 🙁 NOBODYS EVER MADE ME A MEME BEFORE

since we started talking again a month (+ a day bc i am late) ago i had the idea to make him one in return bc TALKING TO U MAKES ME SO HAPPY AND U DESERVE THE WORLD !!!

sooo here ya go @luymani ILYSM!! happy one month anniversary /p (that sounded way funnier in my head im so sorry LMAO)

13 notes - Posted August 9, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

thinking abt my son syaoran li ♡

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27 notes - Posted July 27, 2022

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[draconpyrothayan]

Okay, so I’m actually going a little obsessive about guessing what the party comp for C3 will be. Reblog with your own guesses and theories, please!

To look forward, I tend to look back, so let’s see what folks have played so far:

Ashley :  Between War Cleric and Aasimar Zealot, homegirl is circling a Paladin like a stalking panther. She likes to be a damage monster, and she likes to have a divine connection. We also haven’t had any mainclass Paladins in the campaign thus far - both Fjord and Vax went at least 9 levels as non-pally first. This also allows Ashley to be charismatic, which lets her glory in the fact that she’s allowed to be here all campaign this time.

Laura :  Vex and Jester are a study in contrasts, and I am fairly certain that C3′s character will also be different. Having gone through my entire list of characters with her as a Wildcard, I realized the group doesn’t have a Barbarian yet - between Grog and Yasha, they really do love having them in the party, and imagine how hype Travis would be when she rages the first time.

Liam :  After Vax and Caleb, I’m guessing that Liam’s character in campaign 3 will also be dark. I’m further guessing that he will either take an early Actor, Alert, or Observant feat, because he does seem to delight in finding ways to make Matt have to think very quickly on his toes. However, his statement that his character is “Just some guy” makes me think he’ll be a Changeling Fighter or Ranger - he clearly enjoys being a backliner, and he’s aware enough of the mechanics to know the *massive* boost to Ranger that was given in Tasha’s. He’d avoid Beastmaster to stay away from Vex/Frumpkin parallels though. As far as Changeling is concerned... yeah. You don’t go from a human to saying “I’m just some guy” as your next character without it being an in-character protestation.

Marisha :  She’s been wise. She’s been smart. And now, she’s going to actually have proficiency in Persuasion. It’s no coincidence that Beau was fashioned out of Keyleth’s pain-points, and this particular issue was her most common plead with Beau. Moreover, there is a class that the party hasn’t really gotten to play with in some time that would fit the Charismatic role quite well that still gets to be an efficient note-taker. A role that I like to call the Arcanist (Full-caster of an arcane tradition, like Scanlan and Caleb have been) that gets to go ham with Identify and Sending and general arcana... I think Marisha’s going to be a Sorcerer. Possibly Shadow or Clockwork - Draconic’s too Tiberius, Storm’s too Keyleth, Wild Magic’s too Chaos Crew, and Aberrant Mind’s too Eyes of Nine. Possibly Divine, if they wind up not getting a Cleric.

Sam :  The only character he actually built for himself was a UA class that changed heavily between his c1 appearance and its eventual printing. However, he confirmed that Liam made his character again, so this time we are definitely looking at Scanlan and Veth moreso than Tary for this question. So to that end - Either he’ll be another small race, or one of the absolute massive folks. And he’ll be a class that can easily lead to in-character jokes, but with High Wisdom this time (to match previous Charisma and Intelligence). Thus, either Druid or Cleric.

Talesin :  Mollymauk was a mirror of Percy. Their souls and appearances were yin and yang. A study in contrast, designed to be as different from the former and from first impressions as possible. Caduceus was a mirror of Mollymauk. Their souls and appearances were yin and yang. Et c. et c. The fact that he managed this without making Percy again shows that he reflected himself across a different axis. I suspect we will see a character that is the opposite of Caduceus along another axis. Intelligent. Foolish. A different chaotic energy than Mollymauk. A mad scientist, of a different discipline than Percy. An Armorer.

Travis:  As with Ashley, this is a guy who likes the big numbers. And there is one infamous variety of big numbers he’s not played yet - Sneak Attack. He got a taste with Chutney, and tried to crit Santa Claus, so he’ll be back for more! Give the big guy a Rogue

TL:DR

Ashley - Paladin Laura - Barbarian Liam - Fighter/Ranger, also Changeling Marisha - Sorcerer Sam - Druid or Cleric Talesin - Artificer (Armorer) Travis - Rogue

[papirouge]

Guys-

The psychopath has yet again made an account (this had to be like 10th one TODAY) and is literally WRITING ESSAYS (with screenshots and all bc I blocked her EVERYWHERE) that literally NO ONE will read 😭 (I automatically block her new sockpuppet so her reblogs don't even appear on my posts notes)

Mind you, she's been having a literal mental breakdown ALL.DAY.LONG over the fact she tried to come at me in one of my post notes (failing understanding the data/stats sourced in it) and that I ate her up before blocking her... IDK what mental string I pulled out but homegirl refuses to let it go and is harrassing me ever since 💀 I blocked her main account this morning and she's been creating sock puppet accounts non stop ever since, basically talking to a wall (since her reblogs get erased off my post at each block). I automatically report + block her, but I get the notif of her reblog that's how I know she remade.

I literally have no words.... Imagine having such a visceral commitment to harass someone FOR HOURS over a Tumblr discourse you lost, I-

Of course I systematically report her new accounts to @staff for harassment, spam, etc. but there's not much I can do for now beside removing reblogs and asks. It will be that way until she eventually goes away :/ sorry guys.

Tl;DR: all reblogs (in my original posts) and asks will be deactivated until further notice because of a butthurt troll harassing me. Really sorry for the inconvenience😓

@ the troll (since I know you're lurking)

1) your reblogs disappear off my post notes once I blocked you so you're literally wasting your time snatching your reblogs on posts of mine thinking it will get anyone's attention 🥀

2) i don't read any of your post/desperate attempt at clap back and no one will. No one will magically stumbleupon your empty no followers having sockpuppet account and bother reading your essays yapping nonsense that no one but you cares about. (Meanwhile my followers/usual lurkers will read what I have to say about you because my opinion is actually relevant 🤭)

3) you'll never have the last word. I willl meticulously block every.single.one of your new account and have the last laugh doing so :) FYI my OG post where I handled your butt #papistyle is still making rounds, and your lame attempts at coping against me clocking your ignorance are gone, so trying to make up for it by going crazier is never gonna fix that. Sorry not sorry ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯

4) it's okay to take L and be blocked. Creating dozens of sockpuppet accounts to keep harassing someone who blocked you and desperately trying to interact with them is peak psycho behavior. This is waaay beyond replying-trolling in the notes and actually against Tumblr guidelines. Sorry but you cannot do *that* and try to convince anyone you're not the most butthurt one in this situation. You definitely are. Get real.

5) here's the list of international mental health helplines. You're welcome 😘

from now on whenever I feel sad I'll remember that at least I'm not a pathetic illiterate sore loser butthurt at having her butt handed back to her in a discourse, and lost sanity to the point of making DOZENS of sock puppet account to harass a person from the internet she never met (and never will)

[hightownquccn]

MIRANDA’S GIF AU MASTERLIST

I have made several gif sets over the past few weeks. Unfortunately my tags seem to be broken so a lot of things do not show up when you search via an actual tag so here is a comprehensive list that will be periodically updated with my work.

PSA. FEEL FREE TO REBLOG THEM!!! I do NOT mind. 

Just don’t steal my work and repost it is all I ask. <3

HOSPITAL AU.

Sharon is injured and ends up in the hospital. People visit.

1. Sam and Bucky checking in on a still passed out Sharon.

2. Bucky checks on Sharon in the hospital.

PEGGY THINGS AUs

Sharon and/or Steve visiting Aunt Peggy in her nursing home.

1. Sharon visiting her Aunt

2. Sharon and Steve visiting Peggy.

Sharon being a Badass AU

1. Sharon is caught but breaks out   ( Sweet motive Buck, but homegirl has got this. )

STARON themed AUs

1. ....Shower sex

2. Shar and Steve at the beach with their daughter

3. More beach - like mother like daughter

WINTER13 themed AUs

1. A nice way to wake up ( minus Folgers in your cup ;) )

MISCARRIAGE AU.

All are the same concept, Sharon was pregnant and loses the baby. Can be seen as ‘Staron’ and in a few possibly Winter13. Will be updated as I make more angst…because I have no self control….

1. Sharon getting stabbed

2. Sharon and Steve waiting for news

3. Bucky breaks the news to Sharon

4. Tony and the boys by Sharon’s bed - argument

5. Steve by Sharon’s bedside

6. Tony by Sharon’s bedside

     BONUS: Storyline from Comics

1. Full Storyline

2. Comic vs ‘RL’

MORE TO COME..... Hopefully less depressing....

[zuzu-reacts]

#81: Crush - Weki Meki

It’s a trap darlings. o.o Don’t do it

Unless of course your crush is on me

In which case I pray for your poor soul.

Leggo.

⚠️contains spoilers⚠️

...you have my attention.

You DEFINITELY have my attention. Hello ma’am, how do you like your eggs in the morning?

Whoever was the stylist in charge of these outfits and concept deserves a raise

mom I love her

like...

do I even have to say it at this point? XD Y’all know EXACTLY what my hard stan ass is thinking

oh damn, homegirl bringing out the big guns, literally

Alexa, play Day6 - Shoot Me

We’re just under a minute into this and I’ve seen more weapons than a mafia au fanfic. XD I thought they meant “crush” as in the noun, not the verb 

This is the stare of a woman who will probably murder you in your sleep

I fucking told you!

That is the cutest hacker I have ever seen :’) she can hack m- wait, on second thought don’t. Don’t hack anything of mine because what you find may disturb and/or traumatize you... >.>

This song issa bop so far tho, I’m digging it

Awwww babyyyyyy T T

I feel so conflicted. I dunno if I wanna squish her cheeks or let her step on me or both

The choreographer deserves a raise too

Okay but why is she literally me? XD

This that “on my way to snatch all you bitches souls” walk. We stan confidence.

did...

did she really just hack into the system to play space invaders?

Awwwwww babyyyyyyyyyyy T^T

wait, they’re surrendering? What happened?

Oh boy what did she do? XD

The “you had one job” stare

It was all of them officer... they’re the ones who stole my heart. ARREST!!

prolly me if I ever get arrested/put in a lineup tbh

Wait is that height measurement accurate? o.o Am I actually taller than every single person here? o.o wtf???

also me xD

why are they all meeee? XD

Okay she has got to be the most me of all the me’s

Ouuuuuu that’s smarts

I’m baaaaaack~

Let’s just pretend that I didn’t overwork myself to exhaustion with a bunch of different tasks irl and my body had to force me to take some time off to recover. Okay? Okay? Okay.

That out of the way, I also took the time to number all my posts while I was on that mini spontaneous hiatus, to make things easier for when we hit 100 and other future milestones. 

Once again, thanks for all the support on this blog so far. I love reading all you guys’ replies and reblogs. They really make me happy. I’m glad you all are entertained by my crack and may we all continue to grow and flourish together. Love you loads my darlings~! See you next time! <3

[drrtgrrl666]

Help Your Local Trans Feminine Genderfluid Girl Out for her b-day

Hello hello! I hope you're all doing well <3

Sooooo my 20th birthday is next Wednesday and ya homegirl is a broke college student (and plus like my parents haven't given me a birthday present or cash since I was like 15) so if you want...

here's my Venmo! https://venmo.com/code?user_id=2084966104039424303

There's no obligation whatsoever (duh), but it really would help me out a lot with textbooks and everything, thanks y'all! Shoot me a message and say hi!

(Please reblog, I tried to make this sound lighthearted but I'm struggling so hard y'all)

[cheesyramynry]

taggy tag

the Living Sweetheart @starlightjeongin tagged me in this thank you so much melly :D

I tag: @ohkaypopthis !!! 

1. nickname: krys!!!!

2. gender: hahahahahahahahhahahahha uhhhh genderfluid 

3. star sign: virgo

4. height: 160 cm, or 5′3 but I have not measured myself in a while!! (im problably this tall and this tall only tho but i can dream!!!) 

5. time: 8:44 pm

6. birthday: september 9. (mel out here sharing a birthday with my love bang chan must be nice)

7. favourite band(s): kpop-wise, i would say i full on ult ult ult stan astro, got7, elris, mamamoo, day6, and stray kids, but there are like other groups with really good music like april, block b, bts, exo, myteen, pentagon, seventeen, vixx, vromance, winner and wonder girls (whaat i went alphabetical order?? shh). not k-pop, i really like hippo campus and yall should check them out they are, and the lumineers have a solid place in my heart <3 (also they arent bands bc they are duos but akmu and bolbbalgan4?? amazing)

8. favourite solo artist: oh dear lord i love so many AHA SO LIKE GUSTAV HOLST N CLAUDE DEBUSSY N MAURICE RAVEL N ARTURO MARQUEZ WOW GREAT ARTISTS GREAT ARTISTS lmao I really like dpr live, baek ah yeon, ailee, suzy, and zico in the solo kpop artist realm and in the non-kpop world i am a hecca big fan of beyonce, shakira, dodie, nicki minaj, cardi b, and leslie odom jr. like they are great and my music taste is crazy oml

9. song stuck in my head: for some DANG REASON its Oh Cecilia by the Vamps but its only the first three seconds where they say the title of the song and thats it its just the vocals and the harmony and the box they are hitting and the shaker idk but that has been in my head constantly thanks mel

10. last movie watched: lmao i watched the second half of Captain Underpants with my sister rn bc she’s watching netflix. real great movie for the animation style i love it

11. last show watched: do stray kids vlives count??? because i was watching their series on there idk

12. when did i create my blog: 2015 i think because i remember getting a notification saying my blog is three years old so i think like august 2014 or somth

13. what do i post: my original posts on this blog is usually tags and random things i think of but on my other blogs it’s writing. I tend to reblog a lot of kpop and memes and cool stuff on my other blogs tho :D

14. last thing i googled: “interpersonal communication definition” because communications class yay

15. do you have other blogs: @starry-kfics is the blog i share with homegirl mel and we write kpop fanfiction and make other cool things!!! @kpopdrabblecanons-lmao is my lowkey drabbles blog that i made over the summer bc i wanted a break from wattpad but now its just a queue of dogs, ice cream, and green/pink kpop stuff, and @persymmonry is my lil side blog where i reblog things i need to remember and more mj :D

16. do you get asks: not on this blog lmao but i usually get the tag things :D

17. why did you choose your url: i changed mine bc the muffintop832 era is coming to an end. rip 2011 deviantart. i chose cheesyramynry bc cheesy ramen is a magical thing to think of (i just had some lmao) and i changed the e to a y bc vowel changes are cool

18. following: 1783 blogs whOOPS

19. followers: 370 whats good my 300 pornbots

20. favourite colour(s): green and purple!!!!1!1!!!

21. average hours of sleep: around 5-7 weekdays (i either sleep at 11 or 1 lmao), and on weekends, it could be like 8+ bc i tend to stay up and sleep in lmao

22. lucky number: i guess 20 or 3

23. instruments: i started playing piano when i started elementary, and about late into the 3rd year of elementary school i quit taking lessons but i can still play some piano. in november 2010 i started playing the flute, and in november 2015 i started playing bassoon. around 2014/2015 i picked up the ukulele!!

24. what am i wearing: jeans, my tlt shirt for pathfinders bc i tHOUGHT I WAS GOING TO PATHFINDERS BUT LIKE I HAD NO RIDE SO SORRY TO DISAPPOINT LMAO IMA BAD TLT

25. how many blankets i sleep with: one. i am a sweaty child. used to be two but i would sleep on top of the comforter with a smaller blanket??

26. dream job: something that i absolutely love 100%. i used to say teaching but now i doubt my teaching skills so i dont know anymore :(

27. dream trip: i wanna like drive out in the netherlands where its just green field or some european country like that and know what a flat green field and clouds and wind and emptiness looks like

28. favourite food: spicy ramen is rad, rice crackers, fried anchovies with rice, thai food, mexican food, and american food

29. nationality: filipino/dominican republican 

30. favourite song now: UUUUHHHHH i have been listening to danzon by arturo marquez on repeat recently so i guess that??

[rumpelstilskenlovesfanfic]

I AM SHOOKETH!!!! What a finale, mein lieber Scholli (a silly German expression that means something like oh my god but for some reason I just thought of it)!!!!!!!

My poor baby Joon :(((( The hand and the tooth thing, lord, I am convinced I would have been throwing up right along her, very much appreciate the realism you painted here, despite OC coming from this world (but not super involved in the nitty gritty), being up close and personal with is very jarring.

But I live for the amount of girl power in this, both friend and foe!!!!!! Switchblade to the rescue, man, heart eyes!!!!! 😍

And I'll tell you what, it was worth waiting 6 chapters for the love confession (5 if we count the phone call which would be fair imo). Ugh the way that boy melted when OC woke up, my my <3

Sidenote: With all the spilled tears I do hope OC drinks enough water!!! But for real though, homegirl has been through it.

Oh and by the way: I love your theme!!! <3

(P.S. I dreamed about this story 😂I binged it all last night but I tend to leave the reblogging to the next day because I always forget something I want to comment so I leave it for a night for my brain to ponder. And this timed apparently it had a lot to ponder so it continued to do so in dreamland.)

(P.P.S. You said Joon is the next story right??? I am dying to know if he is okay 🥺)

RUN: CHAPTER VI

Jeon Jungkook hops from bed to bed, sleeping with as many beautiful, rich women as he can possibly find time for.  He’s young and attractive, with a silver tongue that gets him practically anything he wants.  So when his friend and boss, Kim Taehyung, tells him it’s time to settle down, Jungkook takes it pretty badly.  And when he finds out that the woman he’s destined to marry is, in fact, his little sister’s best friend, he is less than impressed.

You have spent your entire life trying to forget the way you feel about Jeon Jungkook.   So when you find out that Jungkook is to be your husband - and that he is anything but pleased about it - your world is thrown into chaos.  How can you survive a loveless marriage with the man you are hopelessly in love with?

WARNINGS: Language, some violence and smut

A/N: Final chapter friends!! Hope you enjoy it.  We’ve still got the epilogue to go and then onto Joonie!

When you woke up with a start it was on a cold, stone floor.

Your body felt like it had been run over by a truck.

You could barely see anything - but you could smell burning - and you tasted ash.

Where the fuck were you?

“Hello?”  You tried to move around and realised your hands were held together with what felt like rope, “Is anyone there?” Panic settled in your chest as you realised the situation you were in.  It wasn’t looking hopeful.

Your mind drew back to the car crash - the men who’d pulled you and Namjoon out of the wreck - 

Namjoon.

Your heart felt like it might very well fall out of your ribcage.  Was Namjoon okay?

The last you could remember he’d seemed very much unconscious.  You winced.

Shit.

What the hell was going on?

Before you could try to even begin to answer that question - the door to the room you were in swung open and light flooded your surroundings.  You realised quickly you were in some kind of storage room - and you had been chained to some pipes sticking out of the wall.

“Seems our guest is awake.” Your blood ran cold at the voice.

You’d heard it only once before - but you’d never forget it.

Violetta.

“Y/N was it?”  She took a step towards you and flipped a switch - lighting the room up. 

Your chest tightened at the look on her face.  

Unfiltered anger.

“What are you doing?” Your voice sounded like sandpaper, “What’s going on?”

“Surely you’ve seen enough movies to know what a kidnapping is.”  She smirked - cold and cruel, “Or do I need to talk you through it?”

Weiterlesen

[emberglows]

HEY YALL!!! Sorry I've not made a personal post in a while, but I've honestly been so busy (and loving it) so explanation under the cut if ya really feel like you wanna read more :P

So last weekend (not the one a few days ago, the one about a week and a half ago) I went to New York and visited my good friend @menaraline :) Which was! So super fun!!!!! She very kindly let me stay with her for the four days and took me all around ^-^ So many great memories, so much great food, but the best was her company <3 Her family was so lovely as well!! It was so nice to meet her and the fam, I loveeee love love meeting tumblr friends for the first time and feeling that connection :) Also, I'm being purposefully vague here (because secrecy is key), but I'm ALSO being completely serious when I say that it was my best trip to New York I've ever had :D So thank you for that, my darling! I loved it! <3 BTW HEADS UP YALL she is amazing and wonderful and so intelligent and talented, go hit her up or read her stuff! Mutual fanfic buds and mutual friends fo lyfe <3 LOVEHERSOMUCH

Then after I got back home, my other homegirl @lantur came and visited me! She's got a way better post about what we did together whilst she was here, but it included the CN Tower and Niagara Falls and botanical gardens and tons of other stuff :) She was here from the Tues-Sun and very kindly put up with the craziness of my insanely large and loud Italian family, including a surprise party for my father with like 60+ people there. Bless her <3 ALSO bless her for being as amazing as I remember! Lantur's Life Chats are so healing :)

This is a pretty quick update because I'll still be nonstop busy for another period of time coming up! It's my last week at my current job (ever, because my contract is up) and I'm coming to terms with all the pros and cons, but still realizing that I'll miss it <3 It's the closing of a chapter! So I'm doing that all week, then heading right back into school on Friday night and that will be the start of my fourth year at uni!!! I feel like I'll regret it a bit because it is so exhausting (literally 6 am - 12 am days) but I'm volunteering for orientation of the incoming first years at my uni, which will take me from this upcoming Saturday to the next Saturday. So just a heads up that I literally don't have time for anything during that week - I don't even have enough of a breather to text my family that I'm alive lol - and I might be offline for a lil bit. I'll respond to asks and messages, and reblog/like content when I can, but my regular tumblr time won't resume for another week and a half.

And even then, school starts right away, so I don't got a ton of time to relax D: I was hoping to get some writing and fanfics done this summer but everything has been go go go, it really sucks :( so apologies to any of you who were hoping for that! Maybe before the end of September FINGERSCROSSED <3 I'm just gonna take a moment to say here that I love all of you and am so appreciative for each and every one of you <3 any strength or good vibes you can send my way would be oh so appreciated - I think imma need it <3 Hmu if you need anything! Sending out virtual hugs to all y'all! <3

[anneshirlei]

Damn I just went to find them and you reblogged a TV question thing like five days ago? how the fuck did I find it just now?? Am I on an episode of black mirror? Tumbling back in time?? Lmao nevermind then, hope you're having a good night homegirl

OMG no no honey! i’ll do it! i found the most recent one I rebblogged and i’m assuming is this one, if it isn’t let me know!

My favorite Episode: Galvanize? IDK, season 3. I love season 3. The whole season 3.My least Favorite Episode: besides 90% of season 5? the one episode of season 6 where they just gave up on the main character and let the 2.0 lead it.My favorite Arc:  Nogitsune My lease favorite Arc: the one they had on season 4. that i don’t remember.My favorite ship: stydia, of course.My favorite character: StilesMy favorite season: season 3 (all of it)My least favorite: season 5. Yes. I like s4 better. why? bcause they understand the meaning of lightning. Who I wish would have stayed till the end: Allison! Not just to be with Scott, but we needed another human in the pack. She’d be amazing the whole season, we’d still have car scenes with Allydia, her badass scenes...Who I wish would have left the show sooner: Gerard. No need for him to come back. That dude stress me out. Who I think is the most cheated character: Kira. What about we don’t use our amazing beautiful Arden just so they can suit a stupid arc and then send her away and never mention her again just like she never existed? Also Danny, because no one knows where the hell he isWho got more screen time than they maybe should: 2.0!!!!!!!!!!!! ALL OF THEM. STOP. PUTTING. 2.0. IN ALL SCENES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!What drew me to it: this gif on tumblr

(i always thought it was Stiles - the main character - doing this because he sat right next to Lydia, the love of his life, and she was doing this face because ‘ugh, how the hell did he get to sit here?’ I cleary didn’t know what Teen Wolf was about)What kept me watching: Scott McCall seeking for happiness and peace and Stydia being canon.If I would recommend it: hell no, i wouldn’t put another person through the hell i’ve been through. 

send me a show and i’ll do this

[becauseizzy]

don’t ever fall for a teammate

I know there was like a post circling around that said tell a story about the most beautiful girl you’ve met and I wanted to like tell my story but no one was actually reblogging it and telling their story and I didnt wanna be THAT person to here it is on my own tumblr bc I know -2 people will see this but I just want to get it out.

first off I wanna say that I have seen many beautiful women in this world, i’ve seen katie mcgrath, gal gadot, and tobin freaking heath with my own eyes, but there is absolutely nothing that can compare to this girl in my life.

we’re not together. I don’t know if we ever will be together, but i’ll get to that later. i’ll just start with how we met.

I play club soccer, I have for two years now and I assumed that I was going to keep the same team until we all split off for college. I was very wrong. at least half of my original team dropped off due to injuries or loss of interest in the sport, and in those losses came half a new team. I was skeptical because I was already the new girl one year before, I didn’t want to have to get to know 6 new girls for another season. but honestly? i’m glad I did.

this wasn’t the super obvious kind of beauty, in my opinion. in all honesty we had practiced a good three weeks together before our first tournament in Asheville before I actually noticed her and started paying attention to her. saying that out loud though makes me seem like a terrible person, but you’ll understand when I tell you about her later.

anyway, it was our first game of the tourni. i’m all shits and nerves because this is a real tournament and I want to impress my coach with my new skills. granted I think I scored once the entire thing but that doesn’t matter, only she did. if I remember correctly we needed desperately to win the first game if we wanted a chance to keep moving forward, and I think we were 1-0 when she scored her first goal from 40. yards. out. now, considering that Carli Lloyd has scored from mid field on a professional sized field, 40 yards on a high school field isn’t TOO impressive. but let me tell you, this was an impressive goal. and it was what made me notice her in the first place.

I yelled for her to shoot the freaking ball and so did everyone else and I wasn’t expecting her to make it, honestly, but she did and it took my completely off guard. I don’t know how long it was before I came off the field but when i did all I could see was her. and fuck, let me tell you this girl is the most beautiful soul I have ever laid eyes on.

she’s tall, taller than me actually, and in my town that’s surprisingly hard to do unless you play volleyball or basketball. she has blue eyes, blue eyes that I swear on my life I really could get lost in if I wanted to. and her face, dude, her face was crafted to literal perfection. she’s got these amazing cheekbones and her cheeks are hollow enough to make her look angelic but not too much that she looks like she needs to eat a burger or something. she’s beautiful, pretty, gorgeous, everything. and don’t even get me started on her personality. she’s one of the funniest people I swear i’ve ever met, and it’s so easy to be myself around her that it’s scary.

but that’s not the scariest part.

like I said before, it took me a while to actually realize just how beautiful this girl is. two months to be exact. it wasn’t until a very intense practice that I realized this girl made my knees weak and my hands sweat. she’s a completely different person on the field and off. on the field, she’s 5 feet 8 inches of pure grueling kickass soccer. homegirl does NOT play around, she’s got at least 8 different colored rolls of pre wrap, never wears pants to practice because she works her ass off and knows she’s gonna get hot, and she’s beautiful while doing it all.

off the field? completely different. she’s shy. like, super shy. an introvert if I have EVER met one. she really doesn’t talk that much at all, and she very rarely stays at the team hotel and it took at least 10 minutes of convincing for her to come out to dinner with the team at a tourni. she’s not much of a texter at all. you can have a super big and meaningful talk with her for maybe 20 minutes and then you don’t talk to her for a couple days. she keeps streaks, and if you’re lucky you get to snap her back and forth throughout the day and talk about drama at your schools or how you’re feeling. I was one of those lucky people.

looking back on it, I don’t know if i’m grateful for being lucky, or if I despise it with everything inside of me. because she’s straight (as far as I know, but it’s complicated) and I, on the other hand, am very very gay. especially for her.

if you asked anyone on the team who I was the closest with, they would say kennedy. even to my suprise. I had no idea everyone thought we were the closest on the team, or that it was so obvious to everyone that I liked her, except her. it didn’t take me long to realize that I did honestly. but I kept stuffing it down because I knew there was little to no chance of it actually happening. if anything it got forced out of me, and once it did, it blew up. by the end of the week everyone knew and it was stressing me the HELL out. I was trying so hard not to act different, I really was. but it was so hard to not stare at her when she untied her hair and let it all flow down her shoulders like some fucking slow mo movie. and it was so hard not to cheer her on and hype her up when she was quite literally becoming my best friend. and I really tried not to fall, I really did.

by the end of october she knew. I told her through a spotify playlist because i’m literally so stupid and basic, and honestly? it was fine. at first. she told me that it didn’t change anything, that I was still one of her bffs. but it did change and i think it’s one of the things I hate myself for. we had a tournament at james island in november, our last tourni that actually mattered and I was scared. because she knew, everyone knew, and this might be the last time that I see her. it wasn’t, but the fear was real.

anyway, back to the point, things changed. at the end of the tournament she was hanging out with anyone BUT me, she was short on her replies, and she wasn’t telling me basic things like how her day was or how she was feeling. which, she’s not obligated to tell me, it’s hard to become close to her like I was. but it hurt, and I had no idea why she was being the way she was. but I should have seen it coming.

she blocked me on snapchat on thanksgiving. it took me completely off guard, she hadn’t even gone through my whole story to the part where I was saying I was thankful for her before she swiped out of it and blocked me. unfriended me. did whatever she did. and it hurt for such a long time, because I asked her if I had done something because that’s what you do right?

she said she needed space, that she had been freaking out lately, please don’t text back. I don’t know why it still hurts to think about that text because we’re sort of okay now, but it hurt then. how did we go from best friends to just the girl she keeps a streak with? i have a feeling that it was just me in general. she eventually told me all that had been happening, after 3 weeks we had practice for state cup and i’d never been more nervous in my life. I respected her wish for space, cuz like duh? but anyway, she told me about her anxiety, and then made an emphasis on how it wasn’t me. I don’t know why it’s significant to me that she said that but it is. because I feel like it is me. I feel like I fucked up the one good thing I had by telling her how I really felt. I don’t know if I things would be different if I had never told her. a part of me wishes I never did. because now all I can think about is her smile and her laugh and the way she’s actually happy around me, the way she’s so much more open and touchy with me than anyone else on the team. and it all leads to hope, hope that maybe me telling her got her to thinking about things she never had to think about and that’s what made her anxious. that I made her anxious, because maybe I was something she wanted.

but now I don’t know. I don’t know if i’ll ever know. but if there’s any kind of god out there, I pray that they give me a chance to show her just how amazing she is. because she is so perfect, in all of her blue eyed glory.