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Feeling the weight of the box in her hand she sucked in a breath. It isn't anything special. It feels like a normal ring box but at the same time holds so much more. Carefully she popped it open and took in the ring inside. It was old; probably a good bit older than her, but it was beautiful. As cliche as it sounded, it really did take her breath away.

Knowing Bucky it had meaning which meant his mother or maybe Rebecca. She couldn't be too sure which. She'd never really studied up on engagement ring styles. She laughs a little at his joke before meeting his eyes. "I don't know. I really like those dice," she says, joining in on the joke. "But I think this might actually give them a run for their money."

Her eyes dropped down to the ring again. Gripping the box for another moment, she moved it towards him again, holding it out to him in one hand before extending her ring hand out between them. "Help a girl out?"

"Gotta make it official."

Sharon had just finished pulling on a new fluffy pair of socks (something she allowed herself rarely) and was settling down again onto the floor when Bucky started speaking. Her eyes cut to him and then to the box he was holding as he spoke. He'd been toying with something in his pocket all day. He'd been distracted. Sharon hadn't thought too much into it, assuming it was the holidays. Everyone got a little sad around the holidays, right? Maybe it was just them. A lot of baggage to deal with.

She sat up a little straighter. Flashes of a similar box and another speech made in the rain toyed at the edge of her mind as she tried to pay full attention to the nervous super soldier in front of her. Sharon was carefully not to interrupt him even though her mind was screaming.

Her first proposal had been part of a cover; part of the mission. It hadn't been real (for her) even if she'd felt stupid things for the stupid boy giving it. She'd been young and it had worked out for her job. Maybe not the whole being shot on her honeymoon part but it had been a job. Even if she'd let herself feel things a little.

Since Daniel she'd learned her lesson. Spies or agents didn't fall in love. It wasn't safe for anyone involved. It was messy. But then in had walked someone as broken if not more so than her. They both had so many things to work out; to figure out. But they'd been gentle with each other. They'd stuck by each other. Maybe they didn't fully talk about it because they were a mess but they knew the other was safe. And really that was all she could ask for. But this? It didn't feel safe. It screamed uncertainty and Sharon didn't like not knowing how things could go.

"James," she said softly. James. Not Bucky. This was a serious moment. Don't do this she wanted to scream. Cry. She doesn't know what to say. Doesn't know how to express herself. She's scared. It's just the holidays, she wants to tell him. People were always proposing at high emotional moments. He didn't mean it. He couldn't mean it. Not to her. People didn't stay for her. But he promises not to leave her and says all the right words and she can't help but feel emotional as she looks at him. She tries to push Daniel from her head. This wasn't a mission. He wasn't a target she'd tricked into loving her. He'd done it all on his own. He'd seen parts of her she hadn't shared with anyone else and hadn't run away. Just as she hadn't run away from him.

"I-" she starts, but she doesn't know what to say. How to respond. Her heart is pounding. She's looking everywhere but at him as she tries to slow the load pounding in her ears. But then she looks at him again and makes eye contact. And it slows down. Everything slows down. All she can see is the love he is so openly giving her. He's nervous as well. Of course he is; she hasn't really said anything. But he means every word he's just said. "I feel the possibility with you too," she finally confesses. Something she hasn't let herself fully believe until now. She's felt it but she'd tried to ignore it. The tug. So she finally gives it a voice.

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"We'll see," was all she said as he joined her starting pace, an amused look on her lips. This could be fun.

Already she was wondering what ridiculous drink she could order on his tab. She enjoyed a good beer especially with a burger like anyone but she wasn't too much of a sweet drinks kind of gal. It might be fun to experiment with on someone else's dime, though she knew a lot of them packed a bigger punch than you thought. She remembered a girl back in college that had ordered two long island iced teas in quick succession only to be found over a toilet shortly after. They'd cost a pretty penny too.

Trying not to let her mind wander too much she glanced over at him. He was watching the news. "You ever turn off?" she teased.

"You know, from my experience, anytime a woman puts her hair up she means business." He teased with a small smirk in the corner of his mouth, watching her as he circled around to the treadmill next to her. Setting his water bottle into the holder, he pressed a few buttons on the console and gave a glance over to Sharon as the screen on the console counted down until the belt began to move. He started to jog then increased the speed to match hers.

"I'm warning you, I only drink top shelf. I hope you came prepared." He didn't need music to run, turning his attention to the line of televisions hanging from the ceiling and focusing on the one playing the news. Sitwell might give him the assignments but he still liked to keep an eye on the world so when he went out on those assignments, he knew the temperature of what he was heading into.

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⋆｡‧˚ʚ💋ɞ˚‧｡⋆ 𝘀𝗲𝗮𝗹𝗲𝗱 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗮 𝗸𝗶𝘀𝘀

send 'reverse' for the reversal of the prompt, nsfw implied

[ dizzy ] sender kisses receiver until they’re both breathless and laughing

[ hush ] sender kisses receiver to keep them quiet in a tense moment

[ linger ] sender pulls back slowly from a kiss, savoring every second

[ mid-laugh ] sender kisses receiver right in the middle of their laughter

[ cover ] sender cups receiver’s face as they kiss, fingers gentle on their skin

[ spin ] sender grabs receiver mid-twirl and kisses them dramatically

[ sleepy ] sender places soft kisses over receiver’s closed eyelids

[ twitch ] sender kisses the corner of receiver’s mouth when they smile

[ secret ] sender kisses receiver where no one can see, hiding their feelings

[ collarbone ] sender kisses receiver's collarbone in a moment of stillness

[ silent ] without a word, sender pulls receiver in and kisses them slowly

[ saved ] after thinking receiver was gone, sender kisses them in relief

[ chilled ] sender kisses the cold tip of receiver’s nose to warm them up

[ jealous ] sender kisses receiver hard after seeing someone else flirt with them

[ hallway ] pinned against the wall, sender kisses receiver between hurried breaths

[ promise ] sender kisses receiver and mumbles a quiet vow against their lips

[ nap ] sender kisses receiver gently while they nap, not wanting to wake them

[ ache ] sender kisses receiver like they’ve been waiting forever

[ clumsy ] sender bumps noses with receiver, then laughs and kisses them anyway

[ blanket ] sender and receiver are wrapped in a blanket when they start kissing

[ forbidden ] sender kisses receiver even though they know they shouldn't

[ backseat ] sender and receiver sneak kisses in the backseat of a car

[ apology ] sender kisses receiver to make up after a fight

[ lipgloss ] sender kisses receiver and leaves a shiny smear behind

[ achey ] sender kisses every part of receiver that hurts

[ tease ] sender pulls back just before their lips meet, over and over

[ sinking ] sender kisses receiver while pulling them into their lap

[ sway ] sender kisses receiver slowly as they dance with no music

[ stars ] under the stars, sender cups receiver’s face and kisses them like a wish

[ balcony ] sender and receiver sneak out to the balcony for a stolen kiss

[ temple ] sender kisses the side of receiver’s head without saying a word

[ sunlit ] sender kisses receiver in the soft light of morning

[ please ] sender murmurs a soft 'please' between every kiss

[ familiar ] sender kisses receiver like it’s second nature

[ ache ] sender kisses receiver like they’re trying not to fall apart

[ thumb ] sender wipes a tear from receiver’s cheek before kissing them

[ flutter ] sender gives receiver a light, barely-there kiss that leaves them wanting more

[ crashing ] sender and receiver kiss like the world is ending

[ tremble ] sender kisses receiver’s trembling hands, calming them

[ chill ] sender pulls receiver into their coat before kissing them

[ tug ] sender tugs receiver closer by their collar and kisses them firmly

[ wrist ] sender presses a soft kiss to the inside of receiver’s wrist

[ slowburn ] sender and receiver finally kiss after holding back for far too long

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Now They're Back

For muses that vanished. Sometimes physically, sometimes metaphorical.

"I... I missed you."

"Why were you gone for so long?"

"What... what happened to you?"

"Where do you go, when this happens?"

"It's like you vanished. I was alone..."

"I'm so glad you're back."

"You don't know how empty it was without you."

"I felt totally alone."

"I wish you wouldn't disappear like that."

"I get scared when you're not here, you know?"

"Oh. You're back."

"When did you get back here?"

"You have to tell me when you're leaving, you can't just go!"

"I don't want you to vanish on me again."

"You aren't meant to just leave."

"We're meant to work on things together. I know you're stressed..."

"If you leave again, it's over."

"You have to stop checking out."

"I hate seeing you disappear like that..."

"You need to get help for this. Leaving... it isn't normal."

"You shouldn't be wanting to vanish all the time."

"I wish you would tell me when you're drifting away."

"I have to make sure you're okay. I can't do that if you're not here."

"Let me in. I can help. Please?"

"You're in there. I know you are."

"Let me - let me keep you grounded."

"I have to take your hand, and you have to focus on it."

"Don't leave me again. Don't - don't go."

"Hey. I'm here. You need to stay here with me."

"... will you come back?"

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⋆｡‧˚ʚ💋ɞ˚‧｡⋆ 𝐲𝐨𝐮. 𝐦𝐞. 𝐧𝐨𝐰. (VERY USFT!!!!) 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 - send ‘reverse’ for the sender and receiver to swap. adjust wording as needed!

[ grind ] sender straddles receiver’s lap and starts grinding against them, slow and intentional

[ whisper ] sender leans in and whispers exactly what they want to do to receiver in excruciating detail

[ wristgrab ] in the middle of a heated moment, sender pins receiver’s wrists above their head

[ needy ] sender pulls receiver into their lap, desperate and breathless, kissing them like it’s not enough

[ tease ] sender drags their lips and tongue down the length of receiver’s stomach, but stops just before going lower

[ undone ] sender undresses receiver one piece of clothing at a time, dragging it out with loaded glances

[ taste ] sender drops to their knees and starts kissing up the inside of receiver’s thighs

[ lapfull ] sender drags receiver onto their lap in the middle of a conversation, their hands already wandering

[ control ] sender takes full control, guiding receiver’s hands, body, and every motion

[ tug ] sender grips receiver’s hair and yanks their head back to kiss them roughly

[ choke ] sender wraps a hand lightly around receiver’s throat while their lips are barely apart

[ lipbite ] sender bites down on receiver’s bottom lip while grinding against them

[ praise ] in the middle of it all, sender whispers praise between every movement "just like that," "you're doing so good," "don’t stop"

[ beg ] sender makes receiver beg for it

[ mouthy ] sender licks into receiver’s mouth mid-kiss, messy and aggressive

[ suck ] sender sucks a mark into receiver’s neck, possessive and without shame

[ edge ] sender brings receiver right to the brink, over and over, refusing to let them finish

[ wrecked ] sender has one goal: to leave receiver trembling and ruined beneath them

[ needy grind ] clothes still on, sender grinds against receiver until they’re both panting, desperate for more

[ between ] sender slips a hand between receiver’s thighs while whispering, “you’ve been wanting this, haven’t you?”

[ ride ] sender pushes receiver down and climbs on top, holding eye contact the entire time

[ spit ] sender leans over and lets spit drip into receiver’s mouth before kissing them hard

[ mess ] clothes scattered, sheets ruined, bodies tangled—sender and receiver didn’t hold back

[ slow ] sender draws everything out. every stroke, every breath, every motion unbearably slow

[ possessive ] sender fucks receiver like they’re trying to make sure no one else ever will

[ overstim ] sender keeps going even after receiver's already shaking from release

[ grip ] sender grabs receiver by the hips, holding them in place while taking full control

[ hot & heavy ] sender and receiver go at it somewhere they absolutely shouldn’t

[ control freak ] sender lets receiver think they're in charge… until they flip the roles mid-way

[ lips everywhere ] sender kisses every part of receiver’s body.

[ breathless ] sender doesn’t let up until receiver is clawing at their back, gasping for air

[ all night ] sender makes sure receiver doesn’t sleep... again, and again, and again

[ tongue ] sender slides their tongue along receiver’s skin, taking their time tasting every inch

[ dark corner ] they don’t make it home! sender drags receiver into a shadowed corner and gets to work

[ eye contact ] sender holds eye contact the entire time they’re going down on receiver

[ mirror ] sender takes receiver in front of the mirror so they can both watch

𝐝𝐢𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐮𝐞

❝ i want to hear every sound you make. don’t hold back. ❞

❝ get on your knees—now. ❞

❝ you’re not leaving this bed until i say so. ❞

❝ look at you. all mine and dripping for it. ❞

❝ you said 'just one more time' last time, remember? ❞

❝ keep quiet, or they’ll hear. ❞

❝ is this what you wanted? me, like this, ruining you? ❞

❝ you’re shaking—already? we’ve barely started. ❞

❝ i haven’t even touched you yet, and you're already begging. ❞

❝ be good for me and spread your legs. ❞

❝ don’t you dare finish until i tell you to. ❞

❝ you’re going to be the death of me, but i’ll die happy. ❞

❝ say it. say you need me. say it louder. ❞

❝ i could do this all night. want to test me? ❞

❝ if you want more, use your words. ❞

❝ you look so pretty when you beg. ❞

❝ you’re not shy now, are you? ❞

❝ take it. like that. good. ❞

❝ tell me where you want my mouth. ❞

❝ don’t bite your lip—moan. i want to hear it. ❞

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Send “It’s OK. I’m here” to comfort my muse after a nightmare.

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Captain America, ladies and gentlemen!! ♥️

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Send Smash or Pass + a name and my muse will say if they would smash or pass on that person.

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𝐒𝐔𝐆𝐆𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐕𝐄  𝐑𝐏  𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒  .  .  .    Set  the  stage  for  lingering  touches,  stolen  glances,  and  words  laced  with  double  meaning.   ✧  ˚₊  Themes:  tension,  teasing  &  unspoken  desire.

✧     ›    HEAT   &   TEASING   .

My  muse  runs  their  fingers  along  your  muse’s  wrist  absentmindedly,  tracing  slow,  lazy  circles.

My  muse  leans  in,  their  breath  warm  against  your  muse’s  skin  as  they  whisper,  “You’re  enjoying  this,  aren’t  you?”

My  muse  grabs  your  muse’s  waist  to  steady  them,  but  doesn’t  move  away  immediately.

My  muse  catches  your  muse  staring  and  smirks,  tilting  their  head.  “See  something  you  like?”

My  muse  playfully  tugs  your  muse’s  necklace/tie/collar,  pulling  them  just  a  little  closer.

My  muse  brushes  their  lips  against  your  muse’s  ear  as  they  murmur  something  just  for  them.

My  muse  traps  your  muse  against  a  wall,  eyes  dark  with  something  unreadable.

My  muse  challenges  your  muse  to  a  game,  but  the  stakes  are…  interesting..

✧     ›    FORBIDDEN  ROMANCE   .

My  muse  stops  your  muse  in  a  dark  hallway,  their  voice  barely  above  a  whisper.  “If  anyone  sees  us—”

My  muse  shoves  your  muse  against  a  wall,  breathing  heavily.  “Tell  me  to  stop,  and  I  will.”

My  muse  lingers  at  your  muse’s  door,  knowing  they  shouldn’t  be  here.  “One  last  time.  That’s  all.”

My  muse  runs  a  hand  down  your  muse’s  arm  before  pulling  away.  “We  can’t  keep  doing  this…  but  I  don’t  want  to  stop.”

My  muse  is  forced  to  work  with  your  muse,  pretending  there’s  nothing  between  them.

My  muse  warns  your  muse  to  stay  away,  but  the  way  they  look  at  them  says  otherwise.

My  muse  kisses  your  muse  in  the  shadows,  knowing  full  well  what  it  would  cost  them  if  they  were  caught.

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WHOOPS. I pulled a disappearing act again. I had some health stuff going on (all fine! I'm good! Just some adjusting) and my new job. So I've been getting into the flow of all that. And my cat had to be put down last week.

I've been trying to get back into online RP since all I mostly do is lurk the last year or so. I'm mostly over on @nurseconscience ( or her sideblogs, @ringleaderdana , @chicagofallcn or @lngdnwife ). So if I'm not answering here I'm probably over there. Especially since The Pitt ( my newest love ) has been airing and only has one episode left to drop. So I'm going to try and get back on Sharon but I'm also over on Nic working on the newer sideblogs for The Pitt. Also if anyone ever needs a nurse let me know! Sharon can easily get an MCU verse. :)

Also going to try and be on my sides here more ( @cartersgirls , @strawberryallergic , @followscaptainsorders ).

Basically my brain likes too many things and keeps making blogs that are hard to keep up with but I refuse to let them go because I love them so much. lol

So I'm here but lurking a bit. I'm going to try and do some OLD replies but hit me up if you want to plot something on any of these guys. <3

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                                              I don’t mind                                   not getting a happy ending                                   if it means ——————–

                                                                                 you get yours.

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#for the record this is not a criticism of stucky as a ship or me trying to dissuade people from shipping it at all#this is me defending a female character from an absurd amount of hate she did nothing to deserve#sharon carter#sharon carter defense squad#sharon carter deserves better#staron

Say it again for those in the back....

Friendly reminder that Sharon Carter is the love of Steve Rogers's life in the comics, and their romance in the MCU was not just "getting in the way" of Stucky.

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WHOOPS. I pulled a disappearing act again. I had some health stuff going on (all fine! I'm good! Just some adjusting) and my new job. So I've been getting into the flow of all that. And my cat had to be put down last week.

I've been trying to get back into online RP since all I mostly do is lurk the last year or so. I'm mostly over on @nurseconscience ( or her sideblogs, @ringleaderdana , @chicagofallcn or @lngdnwife ). So if I'm not answering here I'm probably over there. Especially since The Pitt ( my newest love ) has been airing and only has one episode left to drop. So I'm going to try and get back on Sharon but I'm also over on Nic working on the newer sideblogs for The Pitt. Also if anyone ever needs a nurse let me know! Sharon can easily get an MCU verse. :)

Also going to try and be on my sides here more ( @cartersgirls , @strawberryallergic , @followscaptainsorders ).

Basically my brain likes too many things and keeps making blogs that are hard to keep up with but I refuse to let them go because I love them so much. lol

So I'm here but lurking a bit. I'm going to try and do some OLD replies but hit me up if you want to plot something on any of these guys. <3

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Friendly reminder that Sharon Carter is the love of Steve Rogers's life in the comics, and their romance in the MCU was not just "getting in the way" of Stucky.

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Send '❤️❔' if you'd be interested in discussing a potential ship between our muses!

-send '<3?' if the emojis don't show!

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Send me "&" for my muses reaction to yours tracing one of their scars.

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Emily Vancamp as Emily Thorne and Josh Bowman as Daniel Grayson in REVENGE 1x01