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1st Snowbaz Drabble since writing block started in Nov 2022!
Tags: Alternate Universe, based on (crossover with?) Percy Jackson series, yes this is that horrible gut-wrenching scene, non cis-hets know the one, sad ending, angst, also not betaed lol
TW: towards the end there are some thoughts from baz that are dark/suicidal so please be safe if needed!
Completed at 956 words, Teens+
Drabble below the cut for space! <3
Lies.
Lying to hide.
Lying to pretend.
Lying to protect.
Lies seem to be all I know. All I can do now. And yet they do me no favours as everyone seems to distance themselves from me. (Though, maybe that is due to other factors. There are plenty to choose from.) I don’t have any friends, anyone close to me. They all seem to be scared of me because of who I am.
I have ignored the stares. Ignored the whispers. But it seems that there is no escape for me now.
There is nowhere I can hide or pretend to protect myself anymore.
Because in order to save the one person that I have ever had any feelings for, I must reveal my secrets. Eros demands it.
Even if it costs me him. No… not if, it will.
Simon Snow, the boy that I hated when he first entered my life but has somehow wormed his way into my heart. No matter that I knew he has been with his girlfriend the entire time. My heart chooses not to obey me. Making its own choices and following its own path. Now it, along with Simon Snow, have ruined me.
And now Eros wants me to announce my secrets, as my personal sacrifice to save Simon. To reveal how pathetic and disgusting I am to the one person that I care would know. I always knew that Eros was a horrid thing, always spouting off about love, affection, and harmony but demanding a “sacrifice in the name of love” in the same sentence.
“Now, Son of Pitch! Reveal your secret! Let me know what your deepest, darkest secret is.” Eros orders, pulling me out of my thoughts.
I grit my teeth, and decide to reveal a secret, a big one to me and hope that it satisfies the god. “I am—” I swallow harshly even though my mouth and throat are dry, “I’m a vampire.” Memories of Simon Snow trying to prove my affliction for years come to the first of my mind, as I wait for his exclaims of enthusiasm for being right all alone.
However, I’m unable to hear it as Eros shouts, “That is not the secret I desire Pitch!”
I look over my shoulder to see Simon Snow. “It’s fine, Baz!” He calls out across the distance separating us. Having no regard for his own safety as he is tied up and immobilised by endless vines and thorns of red roses. (A bit on the nose in my opinion even if it is Eros.) “I already know that you have feelings for Aggie! Just say it; I promise I won’t be mad.” He says like the bumbling fool he is. Of course, I don’t have feelings for Agatha Wellbelove.
“I don’t—” I snap at him, but cut myself off just as quickly.
“Say it. Tell the truth and reveal your secret.” Eros grins wickedly, enjoying every second of this.
I glower at him, but I’m unable to think of any way out of this. I always knew that Simon Snow would be the end of me. I just never thought it would go quite like this. Whatever, it’s not like I expected anything different. I’m an undead vampire in love with my straight enemy. There is no happiness for me; not in my past, my present, or my future. Maybe it would be best to just save Simon’s life. Reveal my secret and then quietly disappear.
I swallow, feeling my throat bob up and down as I gather whatever courage I can scrouge up. “I.. I don’t have feelings for Wellbelove. I never have. Because I’m gay.” I stop abruptly, though I don’t know if it’s because I hope that is enough of my secret for Eros or if I just ran out of courage.
“More.”
“My secret is that I’m in love with Simon Snow!” I yell, trying to keep my voice level and hide my fear and shame at my admission.
“Finally. Good, Son of Pitch.” Eros grin before disappearing before my eyes. I hear some noises behind me but I ignore them as I know that Simon is being free. He will probably just leave me to get back to his perfect golden girlfriend.
“Baz?” He calls out timidly, which just sparks my self loathing even more since he sounds like he is scared of me. When he was running around telling everyone I was a vampire, he wasn’t scared of me, no, but the fact that he knows now that I’m gay and have feelings for him—that is scary to him.
“Leave, Snow.” I growl out.
“Is it true?” He asks, ignoring my plea for mercy to leave me alone to wallow in my despair. As if it isn’t clear that it was the truth with Eros gone and him now free. All thanks to my deepest, darkest, dirtiest secret being exposed to the one person I didn’t want it to. I don’t answer him, but that doesn’t seem to deter him. “Well… um, I don’t know what to say.” He mumbles aloud.
It causes me to straighten out of my crouched position, whirling around on him in a haze of fury. “There is nothing to say! I never wanted you to know!” My voice cracks at the same time something inside of me does. I feel like collapsing into myself. “Just leave me alone, Snow.” I plead, hoping that he listens.
The tears finally start to fall as I hear his footsteps get further and further away.
It’s better this way.
Maybe. Maybe if we were born in another lifetime, maybe things could have turned out differently. But that might just be my broken heart’s hopeful thinking.
Hope you enjoyed this?? it feels weird to say that since this is hella sad and I despised this scene in the PJ series, but I’m just so happy since this is the first thing i’ve written since my block started!
#new snowbaz fic#more of a drabble#snowbaz drabble#less than 1k#really sad though#inspired by percy jackson scene with nico#sorry if this is shitty#just trying to get out of my block by writing anything i can
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#i don't watch the olympics but i knew these kinds of incidents would start popping up#extremely sad and extremely predictable...#i wish all of these affected athletes the very best - the system has failed them in the same way it continues to fail the rest of us#sars cov 2#twt#long post#''you might get really sick lose the career you spent your whole life training for and possibly die idk.#but them's the breaks. still fine for everyone to get infected with covid over and over and over again though''
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Todoroki Touya ✩ Dabi
↳ through the years
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Will Abby ever meet Elizabeth 👀
I’ve technically drawn that once before! In newer comics? We’ll see,,
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Meeting the Light Dragon ✨🐉
[tagged as spoilers!]
#do you like the color of the sky#sorry long post#anyways#everyone’s talking about ‘the theme of totk is hands’ okay yeah but have you seen the eyes??#this game is so good I’m biting my hands#I just wanted to get this one off my chest bc im tired it didn’t turn out the way I wanted but that’s okay#coloring was really fun though!#im sad now gotta draw happy stuff to cope#totk spoilers#the legend of zelda#legend of zelda#tloz#loz#tears of the kingdom#breath of the wild#totk#botw#Zelda#Nintendo#totk link#totk Zelda#totk light dragon#light dragon#totk zelink#zelink#tloz fanart#totk fanart#art#my art
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Elphelt seemingly has unique dialogue with every character! This one kind of breaks the 4th wall a bit...
#guilty gear#elphelt valentine#bridget#ggst#she knows#some of the other ones are also REALLY good#the bedman one makes me sad though :(
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I wonder if humans and demons in Obey Me! might have different taste receptors and experience taste slightly differently. Not for all things, but for really random stuff, like how some people irl enjoy cilantro and others think it tastes like soap.
Lucifer trying to pridefully power through the dinner MC made for him and failing because he's already gone through five drinks trying to mask its taste, and MC is getting suspicious.
"What is this incredibly sour vegetable? I've never tasted anything so... acrid."
"You mean the sweet potato? Are you saying this sweet potato is what's making your lips pucker?"
"There's absolutely nothing sweet about this potato."
#I think it'd be really sad if things they enjoyed in the celestial realm tasted different once they became demons#WOAH yall are fast! I went to proofread this and maybe change “sharp” to something else (acrid?) but y'all already reblogged it. thank you!#I should sit on my posts and think about them before slamming the post button jgsdjkhg very glad to see it's enjoyed though - many thanks!#its been 4 hours since posting#im gonna do it im gonna change sharp to acrid. please enjoy two versions of this post existing#obey me#obey me!#obey me headcanon#obey me scenarios#obey me ideas#omswd#obey me lucifer#obey me shall we date#om lucifer#obey me hcs#obey me hc
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i’m sorry this is so funny to me. picturing him slumped over a desk in the orphanage drawing in a frenzy for hours on end to sketch like. egregiously anatomically inaccurate Sailor Moon
#on another note though it is really sweet#everything i learn about miki tugs at my heart man#oh my god i hope shinjiro got roped into this at some point#shinji my sister is sad. shinji we need to draw sailor moon#LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOO#anyway#persona 3#persona#akihiko sanada#persona 3 reload
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birthday family reunion
click for better quality, sketch + closeups under cut
btw the recipe techno used is one nikki gave him ((he messed it up horrendously) they still eat it tho)
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#duncan and eddie#comic#i really love this comic this is one of my favorites#but some of the drawings in this one make me so sad#that's what we call growth though babe
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content warning: angst, MCD
this is a redraw of this doodle
extra note:
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anyways this started because someone retweeted the doodle on twitter, I looked at it and went hm I wonder how the current me would draw this, so I did just that
#its sobbing hours#Id like to think I've improved...#gotten a good consistency of my blorbos#and as for conveying The Sad™ I think I've gotten better too#still I have much to improve#baby steps though Im really proud of how this redraw :)#uh yes im also crying HAKSJDH#gummmyart#doodle#ghostsoap#soapghost#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#angst#redraw#call of duty#call of duty modern warfare#cod mw
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in my headcannons after the events of the final chapters, the entire touden party lives longer lives than usual for their races because of the effects of Senshi’s advice and his delicious and healthy food. And they can all enjoy each other’s company a little bit longer, and Marcille and Senshi don’t have to be as lonely for as long.
this is def also totally not because I tend to ship the short lived races with the long lived ones
#farcille#pots n picks#chilshi#delicious in dungeon#dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi spoilers#delicious in dungeon spoilers#i’m working on a really really sad fic as we speak#that’s about the differences in lives lived#i’m going to make myself sick by how much the fic is making me cry though#because I have the same fears as Marcille
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Offering to you all some sandy doodles in these trying times
#genshin impact#sandrone#Coming out to say that I think that sandrone genuinely has one of the prettiest designs in genshin#kinda makes me sad that no one really gives a shit about her except for like 5 other people#somewhat understandable though#cause she got like a total of one (1) line from the lazzo trailer and her big ass robot takes up 70% of the screen when she DOES appear#but anyways thats not deterring me from being deranged about her nowadays#She's smart. She's talented. She's mean. She commits atrocities against man on the regular. Shes French#She has it all#also i have no idea why it took me so long to actually draw her with ball joints bc she looks really neat with em imo
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did ya boi enter week 3 of @tmntfashioncompetition just to dress up my blorbo in a villain outfit? yes, yes i did ^_^
anyways~
yes, tis me, going up against @thegunnsara and @cokoweee
outfit is just Talulah (Arknights) cosplay :D
also special thanks to @v-albion for hyping me up everytime i shared progress shots <3
#sad•leonart#tmntfashioncompetition#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#rottmnt leo#rise leo#rottmnt leonardo#rise leonardo#damn i really joined and got set up again one of the best artist in the fandom huh#damn#all is /light hearted of course#i had fun with this atleast#i never wanna do perspective again though#if anyone here knows what arknights is i think we should be friends lasjdflsjdf#its so rare to meet people who know the game#plus theres an anime with 2 seasons so far :D#i've been playing this game since day 3 of global release tho so i have just#a small amount of brainrot#<- lying#tw burning city#tw fire#fire tw#burning city tw#adding those just in case
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I just saw a TikTok that actually made me think.
It basically said something about how when you’re talking about having a “normal” childhood, consider whether you’d want your child to have that childhood.
And I don’t have a child, but it still made me think. I wouldn’t want any child to have my childhood. It really hit me.
So, I thought I’d share that here as something to think about.
When you’re struggling with wondering whether your childhood was “bad” or whether you’re valid to feel upset by it, consider whether you’d be okay with another child having your childhood.
#my post#abuse#like I think my csa was valid#it fits#but everyone says the emotional abuse was tragic in my childhood#and I’m like maybe I’m being dramatic though?#but that actually made me think#I’m really not…#I’d be so sad to realize someone else experienced that too
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