#really sad though

[yeonjunenby]

1st Snowbaz Drabble since writing block started in Nov 2022!

Tags: Alternate Universe, based on (crossover with?) Percy Jackson series, yes this is that horrible gut-wrenching scene, non cis-hets know the one, sad ending, angst, also not betaed lol 

TW: towards the end there are some thoughts from baz that are dark/suicidal so please be safe if needed!

Completed at 956 words, Teens+

Drabble below the cut for space! <3

Lies.

Lying to hide.

Lying to pretend.

Lying to protect.

Lies seem to be all I know. All I can do now. And yet they do me no favours as everyone seems to distance themselves from me. (Though, maybe that is due to other factors. There are plenty to choose from.) I don’t have any friends, anyone close to me. They all seem to be scared of me because of who I am.

I have ignored the stares. Ignored the whispers. But it seems that there is no escape for me now.

There is nowhere I can hide or pretend to protect myself anymore.

Because in order to save the one person that I have ever had any feelings for, I must reveal my secrets. Eros demands it.

Even if it costs me him. No… not if, it will.

Simon Snow, the boy that I hated when he first entered my life but has somehow wormed his way into my heart. No matter that I knew he has been with his girlfriend the entire time. My heart chooses not to obey me. Making its own choices and following its own path. Now it, along with Simon Snow, have ruined me.

And now Eros wants me to announce my secrets, as my personal sacrifice to save Simon. To reveal how pathetic and disgusting I am to the one person that I care would know. I always knew that Eros was a horrid thing, always spouting off about love, affection, and harmony but demanding a “sacrifice in the name of love” in the same sentence.

“Now, Son of Pitch! Reveal your secret! Let me know what your deepest, darkest secret is.” Eros orders, pulling me out of my thoughts.

I grit my teeth, and decide to reveal a secret, a big one to me and hope that it satisfies the god. “I am—” I swallow harshly even though my mouth and throat are dry, “I’m a vampire.” Memories of Simon Snow trying to prove my affliction for years come to the first of my mind, as I wait for his exclaims of enthusiasm for being right all alone.

However, I’m unable to hear it as Eros shouts, “That is not the secret I desire Pitch!”

I look over my shoulder to see Simon Snow. “It’s fine, Baz!” He calls out across the distance separating us. Having no regard for his own safety as he is tied up and immobilised by endless vines and thorns of red roses. (A bit on the nose in my opinion even if it is Eros.) “I already know that you have feelings for Aggie! Just say it; I promise I won’t be mad.” He says like the bumbling fool he is. Of course, I don’t have feelings for Agatha Wellbelove.

“I don’t—” I snap at him, but cut myself off just as quickly.

“Say it. Tell the truth and reveal your secret.” Eros grins wickedly, enjoying every second of this.

I glower at him, but I’m unable to think of any way out of this. I always knew that Simon Snow would be the end of me. I just never thought it would go quite like this. Whatever, it’s not like I expected anything different. I’m an undead vampire in love with my straight enemy. There is no happiness for me; not in my past, my present, or my future. Maybe it would be best to just save Simon’s life. Reveal my secret and then quietly disappear.

I swallow, feeling my throat bob up and down as I gather whatever courage I can scrouge up. “I.. I don’t have feelings for Wellbelove. I never have. Because I’m gay.” I stop abruptly, though I don’t know if it’s because I hope that is enough of my secret for Eros or if I just ran out of courage.

“More.”

“My secret is that I’m in love with Simon Snow!” I yell, trying to keep my voice level and hide my fear and shame at my admission.

“Finally. Good, Son of Pitch.” Eros grin before disappearing before my eyes. I hear some noises behind me but I ignore them as I know that Simon is being free. He will probably just leave me to get back to his perfect golden girlfriend.

“Baz?” He calls out timidly, which just sparks my self loathing even more since he sounds like he is scared of me. When he was running around telling everyone I was a vampire, he wasn’t scared of me, no, but the fact that he knows now that I’m gay and have feelings for him—that is scary to him.

“Leave, Snow.” I growl out.

“Is it true?” He asks, ignoring my plea for mercy to leave me alone to wallow in my despair. As if it isn’t clear that it was the truth with Eros gone and him now free. All thanks to my deepest, darkest, dirtiest secret being exposed to the one person I didn’t want it to. I don’t answer him, but that doesn’t seem to deter him. “Well… um, I don’t know what to say.” He mumbles aloud.

It causes me to straighten out of my crouched position, whirling around on him in a haze of fury. “There is nothing to say! I never wanted you to know!” My voice cracks at the same time something inside of me does. I feel like collapsing into myself. “Just leave me alone, Snow.” I plead, hoping that he listens.

The tears finally start to fall as I hear his footsteps get further and further away.

It’s better this way.

Maybe. Maybe if we were born in another lifetime, maybe things could have turned out differently. But that might just be my broken heart’s hopeful thinking. 

Hope you enjoyed this?? it feels weird to say that since this is hella sad and I despised this scene in the PJ series, but I’m just so happy since this is the first thing i’ve written since my block started!

[miscellaneous-dragon-art]

I Hear Him Scream is SUCH an amazing fanfic!! If you like that, I recommend Innocent Hopes, Twisted Realities (Link: https://m.fanfiction.net/s/13085578/1/Innocent-Hopes-Twisted-Realities )

reblog if you’ve read fanfictions that are more professional, better written than some actual novels. I’m trying to see something

[halorvic]

[frostedpuffs]

HAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[eydilily]

would you bite the hand that feeds you?

[did-we-imagine]

I'm so sorry for your loss.

Btw, I'll admit that I'm always like "Damn, what a loss that author ain't updating. I hope they're at least doint well in their life and busy with good stuff.", I really don't like imagining bad things happening to someone.

It's kind of reassuring when some author who has disappeared for a long while shows up & says they had exams/moved/whatever. 💖

Does anybody else get legitimately worried when a fanfic author who was updating regularly just suddenly disappears with no warning? Like, is it a serious case of writers block or are they in a coma? Did they just up and quit? Was it me? Were my reviews not good enough?! Did they die 😳?! Were they kidnapped? Do I need to file a missing persons report? Excuse me officer, there’s been 13 weekly updates and now nothing for months! Find them! What’s their name?! Name!? I don’t know their name but they write 3k+ chapters and I need them safe and back in my life!

[arcanefanpage]

I can’t get over the fact that no matter what happens in Act 2 and 3 Vi will most likely never be this soft and trusting with Caitlyn again

[ratbastarddotfuck]

if you're a white person taking pleasure in the idea that Trump voters of colour are experiencing racist violence from white trumpers because "they got what's coming to them" I don't think you're anti-racist at all, I think you were just waiting for an acceptable target, and you're also fucking weird.

Bad Person Deserves Punishment For Their Sins give me a fucking break and get yourself out of the fucking catholic church. you're all prison abolitionists until you see someone you don't like.

[ttoya]

Todoroki Touya ✩ Dabi

↳ through the years

[chloesimaginationthings]

Will Abby ever meet Elizabeth 👀

I’ve technically drawn that once before! In newer comics? We’ll see,,

[the-phantom-peach]

Meeting the Light Dragon ✨🐉

[tagged as spoilers!]

[bigy-bigley]

Elphelt seemingly has unique dialogue with every character! This one kind of breaks the 4th wall a bit...

[zephyrchama]

I wonder if humans and demons in Obey Me! might have different taste receptors and experience taste slightly differently. Not for all things, but for really random stuff, like how some people irl enjoy cilantro and others think it tastes like soap.

Lucifer trying to pridefully power through the dinner MC made for him and failing because he's already gone through five drinks trying to mask its taste, and MC is getting suspicious.

"What is this incredibly sour vegetable? I've never tasted anything so... acrid."

"You mean the sweet potato? Are you saying this sweet potato is what's making your lips pucker?"

"There's absolutely nothing sweet about this potato."

[maespri]

i’m sorry this is so funny to me. picturing him slumped over a desk in the orphanage drawing in a frenzy for hours on end to sketch like. egregiously anatomically inaccurate Sailor Moon

[gooptroupe]

birthday family reunion

click for better quality, sketch + closeups under cut

btw the recipe techno used is one nikki gave him ((he messed it up horrendously) they still eat it tho)

[doginacafe]