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Aptrill Day 27: Black Rosy-Finch.
#really not feeling it anymore#art#digital art#illustration#artists on tumblr#birds#bird art#finches#black rosy finch#aptrill
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chill out season 2 jon... it's all in your head...
#ah yes season 2 famously very relaxing season#jonathan sims#the magnus archives#tma#fan art#really enjoyed making this one#the archivist#idk the colors aren't my fave but I'm ok with them#hopefully they r enjoyed#magpod#yeah maybe he’s too hot here. I’m not that sorry about it tbh#oh noooo jon’s too hot. oh nooo#I’m just doing it for the gays and bisexuals. you’re welcome man lovers#fuck I forgot his glasses. SORRY I feel like that’s important to his look but the drawing technology is powered down.#I’ve banned myself from anymore drawing until I sleep. it is 5 am and the birds are chirping#that’s all
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Danny doesn't know he's the Ghost King, or that he's scaring the shit out of other people.
So, Danny and Jazz moved to Gotham for a new start in their life and un-life ( ignore that he and Jazz are rather young to be moving across the country, ignore that his parents died saving them from the GIW ). They've got an "ok" apartment, and a job at this cute little flower shop run by an eccentric "possibly former supervillains" lesbian couple.
He's even making friends with the ghosts. Like Richard and Mary Grayson (trapeze incident) who are teaching him to fight like a human, if Danny didn't know better he'd think they were stalking those vigilantes. or Dr. Hamish (killer clown?) who's helping Jazz with her studies.
Apparently some time before they met Danny they were just shades who couldn't even manifest, weird. There's also the weirdly active shades telling him where all the good spots to watch the city are and how to find the cheapest prices at stores.
Nobody knows what's wrong with this creepy kid. Every time some mugger even looks in the scrawny boy's direction their loved ones show up and yell at them until the kid's down the street.
Batman tried to investigate the potential meta until he saw his parents waving in a nearby window. Danny's neighbor swares his grandma is haunting him and Danny for some reason, and any time the Joker goes within a city block of ivy and Harley's flower shop/home he becomes blind and deaf by the sheer number of his "volunteers" telling him to die.
#dpxdc#danny phantom#dc x dp#dp x dc#dc comics#crossover#feel free to add on if you feel like it#the ghosts know Danny's their king- they're not telling him though.#ghosts dont really need one after Pariah was gone for so long.#Good parents Jack and Maddie Fenton.#harley quinn#poison ivy#they aren't villains anymore but they will beat up creeps.#they are also very concerned for the extremely haunted teen working as their cashier.#and his sister's aiming to be a psychologist-that's like a one way trip to supervillainy#Mr. Freeze can just barely see Nora's shadow if he ever shows up.
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Being someone who read Under The Red Hood and came out with the firm belief that, for Jason, it's not about killing Joker, it's about Jason wanting proof Batman would choose him over the Joker (bc shelia chose the joker). Makes seeing any other media where it's all about just wanting the Joker dead is a teeny bit frustrating. to be honest
Jason could've killed the Joker himself, really, really easily. Jason kidnaps the Joker before the confrontation. I can't open my comic for a reference right now, but it felt like he had the Joker for quite a bit before the confrontation. He had him. He beat him up with a crowbar. He had every single opportunity to kill the Joker himself, but he didn't because that wasn't his goal. Make no mistake, he did plan for the Joker to be dead by the end of it, but do you see what im trying to say here
Edit: If I knew this post was gonna get 1000+ notes I would've tried to word it better or something, this was a rant I made on the way to the grocery store 😭
It's not about making Batman kill either. When Batman says he won't kill, Jason adjusts and goes, 'Let ME kill the Joker or kill me to stop me' instead. The test is all about Batman choosing him. The whole final confrontation is Jason's first death again. The parent, The Joker, and the explosives. It even ends with Jason unable to move as a bomb goes off right next to him again because the parent didn't choose Jason. And instead tried finding an option that'd benefit them and (consequencely) letting the Joker walk, again, lol, lmao <-in agony
#the final confrontation was basically his first death again#and YES he Does want the Joker dead#and it would've been really really nice if Batman was the one who did it#but when batman made it clear he wouldn't kill the joker. Jason easily switched to saying “LET me kill the joker” to accommodate#because he Wanted batman to pass his test#he gave a test to dick too. and technically tim but it wasnt the family test it was a different one so it doesnt rly count#AFTER utrh and the reveal and the batarang you can go hog wild about it. i care less about it then#granted i do believe they make jason more scared of the joker after it at some point#i guess because hes a bit too willing to kill the joker and ive heard jason wasnt meant to live after utrh#my watsonian explain for that is he was so fixated on his plan he cpuld override his fear. or maybe the pit. either work#i prefer the fixation bc i dont like the explanation that the pit was the /only/ reason he could get all plan together and done#BUT THATS UNRELATED!!!#dc stop putting the joker in jason stories im begging you please please please. lock him in a vault for the next 20 years or something#it Cpuld be good and i understand. but also. after so long of people that dont know or go for jasons need for family and parents#that love him and he can trust#the joker starts to feel like?? hm. words. a cop out? oh haha its that guy that killed him woagh hes here#i bet you dont even know that jaybin got beat until unconsciousness by an angry mob#while asking batman to save him only for batman to have to walk away#anwya. where was i going with this#i think i got off topic#jason todd#dc comics#batman#ADDED AN EDIT. SORRY. this post has been haunting me it keeps me awake. what if people misunderstand#they cant read my tags where i ramble more depth. thisbis the only option#EDIT EDIT: hiii#removed the sentence abt jason having the joker for several days bc i misremembered some things#go read its-your-mind 's addition instead also#ok no more i wont edit this post anymore i promise
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Hey Owl House nation how we feelin
#TOH#hunter TOH#redraw#I just felt like it#cause I feel the old one doesn’t really represent my style anymore#anyway#uhhh#who else do I tag#the owl house#TOH flapjack#soz#but not really#finn sketches#fanart#wip
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Learning to celebrate the little wins!
#fersona#While I don't have the capacity to do Hourly Comics Day#I did journal my day hour-by-hour and the sheer difference in my self-care and routines is *staggering*.#Honestly both Feb 1 2024 and 2025 were rough days...but this year I had a far better outlook on it all.#The funny part is that when I drew this a few days ago I actually *was* celebrating not crying.#Might have still cried on Feb 1st. A meagre 4 times. But I also had lot of good moments!#January is a very hard month for me and frankly I've been in a fugue state for most of it.#Drawing helped me pull through these last 2 years but this year I've been finding myself so upset at how I can't seem to focus anymore.#So updates and posts have been slow. I'm just slow. I'm tired and burnt out from work and grieving.#But you know what? The days I do manage to post; I'm never shamed for how long it took. You're all just as excited and kind.#I'm coming home and eating better and sleeping more and spending time with loved ones.#This is all to say; you can be a lot happier when you realize that life can be taken a little slower.#I'm more grateful that words can possibly convey.#If you related to the mindset of constantly feeling like you've 'failed' the day; please know you have done more than you realize.#I'm struggling with it everyday! I'm in the trenches with you!#Life is too short and painful to not celebrate what you *do* accomplish! It's hard work but it is worth it!#Bit by bit...we will learn to live. *Really* live. And enjoy it!
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caterina's datamined character description calling her korean-italian and early lucanis designs having him look east asian . i'll just do everything myself i guess
assorted thoughts: caterina is fully 'korean' or whatever the thedas equivalent would be in this design, and clawed her way to the top of the crow food chain after years of work. their armor is something caterina forcibly incorporated to distinguish house dellamorte from the other crows, and a symbol of their status because they get it custom made or imported. of course race-equivalents do not really exist in thedas or this world but i also will never forget how gaider just implied (east) asian people don't exist in thedas because it just so happens that there are no asians on the continent of thedas (guy who forgot about boats) . explode and die. there's not the same kind of discrimination as exists irl ofc (and the dellamortes are actually treated fine, much better than a mage or elf) but a level of xenophobia against foreigners from a different continent. illario looks the least like her, and passes for being fully antivan, which changes how he is recieved by the other crows.
and sorry if the korean is bad please actually let me know if it's horribly translated i relied on google translate . if you are one of ten asian dragon age fans feel free to talk to me at any given moment.
#there's also some things in my mind about illario's ability to pass as an antivan while not really being antivan at all#so he's actually partially rivaini. and how differently he sees his family being treated whereas he gets the privilege of passing#but isn't at all 'antivan' . and while he tries to distinguish himself as being like caterina and her heir etc.#he is Aware of the difference in how he is perceived. i can really make anything about immigrants fr LOL#if you the dragon age fan reading this are korean feel free to give me constructive criticisms PLEASE.#it was all referenced off the 'joseon army' wikipedia page with some da-specific embellishments#oh plus modern styles of hanbok. ok. thats it#and other thoughts from my own background. lol#dragon age#illario dellamorte#lucanis dellamorte#caterina dellamorte#veilguard#my art#edit. slight adjustment because technically gaider has been misquoted#but its still a stupid fucking idea#you cant decide you're including india dressed up as the roman empire and say 'dorian is indian' without thinking of THE SPICE TRADE#NO ONE CARES ABOUT THE SILK ROAD AND CREATING FANTASY EQUIVALENTS ANYMORE
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#I don’t feel this way anymore but whatever#severance#helly r#helena eagan#im so happy for you helena fans i really am but i just want her back
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Pokemon AU my absolute beloved 🙏🙏
(Translation for Ford's cursive/complete image description in the ALT text ❤️)
Made a companion piece to this!! See it here ❤️
#yeah i drew this instead of literally anything else i should be drawing#i love pokemon AUs guys i know there are already some in this fandom but i wanted to contribute 😭#I'm rewatching pokemon rn and I really couldn't help myself#cole's art#gravity falls#art#grunkle stan#stanley pines#grunkle ford#ford pines#mullet stan#pokemon#pokemon au#image description in alt#🙏#it feels wrong not to draw Stan with wolf ears that's literally the only way i draw him anymore 😭#I don't draw ford enough sorry he looks weird 😢#gravity falls pokémon au
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can you draw another koishi please pls u drew her cutely in the wilson drawing can you draw another koishi please pls u drew her cutely in the wilson drawing plssss
i dont have a lot of free time for drawing recently but i can give you a couple of pixel paintings i made last year! thank you for enjoying my koishi- wait who what was i talking abt huh that was weird
#koishi komeiji#utsuho reiuji#okuu#touhou project#touhou fanart#pixel art#this was from my geometric pixel art era#really therapeutic#not to be basic but koishi is my favorite character#bc she feels like an allegory for neurodivergence/rejection sensitive dysphoria#killing parts of yourself and stopping to exist so you cant be hated anymore#but in turn you can no longer be loved either#she fucks me up#also a big fan of okuu bc I LOVE NUCLEAR POWER I LOVE CLEAN ENERGY#my art
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Wanna say I LOVE how you draw young Vic's hair, HE'S SO GENDER (as a non-binary person specifically) Do you happen to have crisper pics of him? (Potentially for when I get my hair cut again)
HE REALLY IS also of course i do <3
#ramble#viktor arcane#jayvik#for all your trans haircut needs#he's so pretty but it's so weird drawing him without all his Angles#i think he thrives with a little bit of androgyny#i feel like he'd have that thing that a lot of us go through in early transition where we present HYPER HYPER MASC#then realise it's not actually making us happy and relax a little bit#i don't think he's really a suit person anymore in the future. turtleneck and jacket forever
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IF YOU EVEN CARE








#i dont know what im even posting about anymore#ignore all the undyne flavour text is from different people i had to watch multiple videos to find em all lol#but theyre all from around the same point in the battle#undertale#deltarune#utdr#ut/dr#parallels#undyne undertale#undyne deltarune#susie deltarune#susie dr#undyne ut#dunno if i should tag deltarune undyne? cause like she's mentioned. i feel she should!#undyne dr#undyne#susie#deltarune undyne#deltarune susie#deltarune chapter 3#deltarune chapter 3 spoilers#deltarune spoilers#deltarune chapter three#toby fox#dr spoilers#utdr fandom#undertale fandom#deltarune fandom#utdr theory#<- its not really a theory. more parallels between the two. but i dont know how to tag that
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FUCK IT!!!! I MISS WHEN MY MINECRAFT SERVERS HAD CULTURAL EXCHANGE IN THEM!!!! I MISS WHEN MY MINECRAFT SERVERS HAD LANGUAGE BARRIERS IN THEM!!!!! I MISS WHEN WE WERE ALL CRAMMED IN A PIT TOGETHER SCREAMING AND SHAKING AND SOBBING AND CONFUSED AS ALL HELL SITTING IN THE TUMBLR LIVEBLOGS HOLDING HANDS AS WE ALL EXPLAINED WHAT THINGS MEANT, WHAT THE REAL WORLD CULTURAL CONTEXT WAS, WHAT WAS GOING ON IN BITS THE TRANSLATOR COULDN'T GET!!!!! FUCK IT!!!!!!! I'LL TAKE ANOTHER GODDAMN PURGATORY!!!!! GIVE ME A BUNCH OF PEOPLE FORMING SIX PERSON FAMILIES OVER THE SPAN OF THREE TO FIVE DAYS!!!!!!!! GIVE ME THE EVIL SHADOW GOVERNMENT THAT NEVER MADE ANY GODDAMN SENSE, GIVE ME THE STUPID FUCKING EYE WORKERS THAT WERE AGGRAVATINGLY UNBEATABLE, GIVE ME THE CONFUSING ASS BLACK CONCRETE STRUCTURES THAT WENT BASICALLY FUCKING NOWHERE!!!!!! I'LL TAKE IT ALL IF IT MEANS I GET A FRENCH MAN AND A GUY FROM LUXEMBOURG AND A WOMAN FROM SOUTH KOREA SHOOTING THE SHIT IN A MINECRAFT PIT STARTER HOUSE AGAIN!!!!!!!!!! I'LL TAKE IT IF I GET BRAZILIAN PORTUGUESE AND FRENCH AND ENGLISH AND SPANISH SITTING AT A FUCKING TABLE IN A SECRET UNDERGROUND MEETING ROOM THEORIZING ABOUT A MINECRAFT CHARACTER WITH AN APPEARANCE BASED ON A JOKE ABOUT A GUY'S DOG BEING AN AMERICAN CONSERVATIVE!!!!!!! GIVE IT BACK!!!!!!!!! GIVE IT BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!
#NOT THE ADMIN EXPLOITATION THO THAT CAN STAY GONE#block game brainrot#shut up vic#qsmp#im in my feels idk the qsmp really struck a chord in me#that nothing has really been able to refill i'm ngl#i really miss the brain workout i got trying to keep up with the cross cultural multilingual stuff#and it's not the same if i just watch the streamers in languages i don't understand#bc on qsmp it was like. i can watch the pov of a streamer coming from the same language background as me#and then i know that if i'm lost so are they and then i don't feel like i'm floundering alone#but like i don't have that anymore :( i miss it a lot#it was so funny and it was so earnest and i really FELT IT#it was a whirlwind and it was so exhausting and there's bits that ethically probably should never be repeated (eggs)#but i wouldn't want it to be different (except the workers rights violations; again those can go)#idk all these fucking duos that sound like absolute pipe dream crossover nonsense and are fully viable#it's nuts and it's beautiful and i miss how fucking WILD that was#i'll never not be upset that the koreans and hugo barely even got a MOMENT#i was so excited to see how they would interact with and respond to the overall island lore like the federation and the codes#ughhhhh anyway it's 4am i'm in my feels nothing has really engaged me the way qsmp did#i really enjoyed the challenge of the culture and language barrier bc i really had to ENGAGE with the streams#in a way i don't normally and in a way i haven't since#i miss it :( also slimeriana. that too. fucking hilarious. can we get them in the outlast trials.#add cellbit and roier call it a double date what who said that#(that's a joke to be clear but not the part about the outlast trials they should do that those streams were peak)#anyway uhhhhh if you read these good fortune is coming to you soon#long tags
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so. MY THOUGHTS ABOUT PRIME TIME:
sorry this is gonna feel scattered and rambly because i dont feel like making a proper post having screenshots and whatever, i trust you guys remember the things i talk about anyway. feel free to disagree, I don't really care
The audience. the episode does NOT characterize them as biased in any capacity. they are a focus group, they are fully NEUTRAL and have absolutely no stakes in lying or misrepresenting things. yes, they are supposed to comment on US, the audience (duh), but the episode isn't saying they are wrong. at any point. they are strangers and outsiders to the gang, all of their comments are just them saying things HOW THEY SEE THEM. they are calling dennis' speech scary because it was scary, he made himself scary to play into his facade, that is what he does, he has always done this, that is his implication, the real breakthrough is the fact he couldn't keep it up. the audience (and us) sees it as frightening because the show is PORTRAYING it that way. and the audience keeps insisting on how the mac and dennis situation is gay and calling them boyfriends because they are commenting what is being shown to them.
Dennis is not being genuine for the majority of the episode. he is trying to steer the gang to be less like themselves, he is trying to do a thing "without comedy". he is trying to paint himself as things that HE IS NOT. youthful, for one. he is implied to be wearing a wig. he insists that he is classy (when he is not, and this has been a throughline for the whole season). his life experience is anything but classy, AND THIS APPLIES TO SUNNY. this is about sunny. sunny is not classy.
when dennis is having his speech, he is not asking the audience to see the real him, it is literally the opposite. he is BEGGING them to see him for what HE wants to be perceived as. classy, young, straight. all things he is not.
you are not supposed to take his speech at face value, I really do not think RCG is trying to say something so insanely deep here (shocker coming from me, I know), or they would not have mentioned the macdennis situation upwards of 10 times in the episode. what I mean by this is, what he is insisting to be perceived as is all a big fat LIE!
it's not that dennis doesn't want to be labeled, he clearly does. he said so: im straight, im classy, im young.
he is arguing the same thing he was during the sandwich speech in season 15 to mac (and PLEASE go rewatch that if you haven't in a while), which is that your ACTIONS do not define your identity.
and I'm sorry, but that's just not how things work. dennis is not Right in that speech, and he isn't supposed to be read as right either, as EVIDENCED by what dee tells them immediately after
when dennis says "Identity doesn't have to factor into absolutely every decision you make." at face value it is a true statement, like sure, don't act like a stereotype (something mac is known to do), but dennis is using this logic to justify the EXTREME OPPOSITE. ignoring absolutely everything about his life that doesn't align with how he sees himself.
which is... literally what mac did prior to coming out?
he has obviously been heavily traumatized by being perceived in a way that he feels is humiliating (it is), but that doesn't mean it didn't happen or "doesn't represent him". you are represented by the entirety of your life experiences and choices, you cannot pick and choose? either way, dennis only wanted so bad to be perceived in that (INACCURATE) way because of the fear of appearing on tv once again and reliving that painful experience, and so, he tries to hold control of the situation. obviously, one single humiliating incident ISN'T DEFINING to your entire person... but dennis feels that it is, so he is fighting tooth and nail against it at every turn.
anyway, to bring the thoughts back to were I wanted them to go, I don't see why any of this should negate what the episode is obviously saying about macdennis.
"maybe america is ready for us" is an actual callback to the gang gets romantic. and its meta cannot be misconstrued in a way that fits with dennis' character in any capacity. it is a line meant for us to dissect and consider. just as the final dialogue about how frank "went woke and didn't go broke".
I really, really, really, REALLY do not think dennis is denying the macdennis situation because it's not true. if that was the case, the entire episode just wouldn't have been written.
the macdennis situation is included as the FIRST part of the speech (arguably the most relevant, I don't know why we are trying to remove it from the overall context) and is followed by all the other things dennis wants to be perceived as, BUT ISN'T. HE ISN'T CLASSY, YOUTHFUL ETC, and in the same vein, the entire first part is a lie as well, that he is desperately trying to tell the audience by also doubling down with his scary facade, hoping it will be convincing. he can't even get through his entire speech without crying. THAT'S the real dennis behind the mask of needing to seem perfect.
I mean, for fucks sake, this is the same series where one season ago dennis used anal beads on mac. he has a system for men.
dennis doesn't feel understood or listened to by the gang and especially by mac (shown yes in tends bar but also very much in inflates) but him trying to appeal to middle america in this episode was not him trying to be genuine. that was him doubling down on the facade.
which crumbled in the end, and at the end the gang finally knows how Dennis felt during the family fight moment (and they actually see that he has feelings! wow! I don't know if this will stick but that's huge to me!). dennis isn't this emotionless scary villain (he isn't a good person either), but he also isn't normal, and definitely not more normal than the rest of the gang. makes me think of misses the boat. he Likes to think he's the only normal one and they're a bunch of freaks dragging him down. this new ep showed clear as day that the audience actually really LIKED what the gang had going on before he tried to micromanage them.
which btw is the same throughline as big mo. it follows almost the same emotional structure for dennis (only instead of giving up, he crumbles). he wants to rise in the leaderboard and he is getting everyone else down by doing this. because he is not having fun.
so... ok, I don't know if I have more to say, or if the thoughts made sense, but that's how I feel. I do not like how much I've seen the obvious macdennis commentary be dismissed as being "in the way" of dennis' character. I'm sorry, to me, it is an INEXTRICABLE part of dennis' character. in fact, if you try to look at the areas in which he is in denial about, his living situation with mac is THE first thing that becomes apparent. and he is very much in denial of that, as he tried to argue in this same episode that they might not live together forever and he's gonna look for another apartment and "find the one" (also goes to hell, "our house? why is it our house?" gee, I don't know). he has tried many times, and it has always failed. because the reality of the situation is that he lives with mac, and he's always going to.
also... "palling around platonically in the bedroom"... how much more obvious can it be? just because dennis doesn't like to acknowledge parts of his life (and not just about the nature of his relationship with mac. but like, everything else too. PTSDee...) doesn't mean they didn't happen. doesn't mean he can just choose to define them incorrectly and then move past them.
the audience is going to see through that.
...for the most part.
his facade isn't working anymore, but when dennis talks to US directly, he is begging for it to work. he is doing all he can. the show is making it look scary. so the audience takes the bait. this always happens. this has happened so many times I've lost count.
in this one instance, we need to see through the cracks, through the "scary" and through what he is saying, into WHY he is saying it and what that means. he is not saying true things, but he is speaking in an increasingly emotionally honest way. and then eventually he just says it. "there is this other show". he actually explains his motivation.
and even if the audience doesn't get it and gets fooled by it as it ALWAYS DOES, the gang seems to have been receptive to it...
and in the end it didn't even matter, because there was never any camera, there was never any episode, there was no frank, they have all been replaced and it doesn't matter. dennis was bending himself over backwards to appeal to the focus group for an episode that never ended up existing for him. and this is what he has been doing on sunny for years. this is the Thundergun 4 of it. the FEAR OF THE AUDIENCE, the trying to change the media to appeal to a broader audience, the flyover states. the "bad reviews" from gets romantic. the jumper. woman's right to chop (and all of Season 14, actually). the expectations not being met.
that's why the emphasis on "pulling this off".
please, I am begging, do not leave out this part of the episode commentary. don't try to dismiss the actual meta they're trying to do about macdennis here.
the episode ends with "he went woke and didn't go broke". it is the heart shaped lock being opened. this is the game. the show has been playing this game for years. "let's keep this between us" is dead. the audience sees through it.
That's all I had to say, I think.
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thanks to oomf for the screenshots (idk if they want a credit so i am keeping them anon for now)

I think this dialogue explains my points perfectly, he could not say it more plainly.
#iasip#it's always sunny in Philadelphia#macdennis#macden#dennis reynolds#mac mcdonald#i had to make a post bc it would bother me endlessly if i hadnt#again feel free to disagree i dont really care i dont use this blog much anymore but i still have sunny thoughts#and these are mine and i am not changing them#thank you for reading
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"As a Hellenic Polytheist, you can't-"
Well, what if I want to, man? What if I'm tired of these random rules people are pulling out of their asses? What if I no longer want to be made to feel like my body itself is impure for being made of flesh and bone, rather than the ichor that the gods have running through their veins? What if I'm frustrated by the idea that the gods are so far above us mortals that they're entirely out of reach? What if I don't want to believe that I have to beg the gods for attention or bribe them with gifts for them to even acknowledge my existence? What if I just flat-out don't want to think that way and never wanted to? What then?
Does that mean I'm not a Hellenic Polytheist in your eyes or that I am now abandoned by the gods I thoroughly love, as much as you do? Does that mean that all of my religious experiences are immediately made invalid because you have deemed it so? Does that devalue the years of devotion and learning that I've done on my own time, just because you, a random Tumblr user, have decided that I don't fit well enough into your neat little mold of what a Hellenic Polytheist should be? I never wanted to fit into that mold.
I am so sick and tired of the rules people have been trying to force onto others. I'm frustrated by the intolerance. I'm exhausted by the drama. Sometimes, I don't want to even speak in this community anymore because of how judgemental and scrutinous some people are. There's being blunt, and there's being an asshole. There's being informative, and there's being defensive. There's correcting someone politely, and there's attacking them. Just let people breathe, good gods.
#this is partly why I've been gone#I'm tired of this bullshit honestly#I come on here and am bombarded with things#people who claim to be my friends talk shit about my practice#and they talk shit about each other#it's like there's no trust amongst this community anymore#and it's really frustrating honestly; this used to feel like a safe space for me#but now I feel like if I step ever so slightly out of line then I'll be immediately hung out to dry#I don't like this feeling of walking on eggshells with every post I make or every question I answer#I have no clue if other people feel this way but I am so goddamn sick of this. it creates such an unwelcoming space.#suffice it to say I am still taking a Tumblr break#vent post#not aimed at anyone in particular; this is not a vague post#it's just a vent of my recent frustrations with the community at large#helpol#hellenic polytheism
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#lan wangji#a-yuan.#wei wuxian#Yes I am skipping over LWJ's panic at WWX joking about giving birth to A-Yuan. It's funny bit but there are many more to come!#The last time these two sat down together the tensions were so high. The peace is nothing more than a layer of cold fat on the surface.#It's not 'really' them coming to see eye to eye. It's them not having the energy to say what they really want anymore.#LWJ is very defined by his jealousy and the conflict it creates with his need to put his feelings aside for the perceived greater good.#To live a life where you are always second and never ever allowing yourself to be first...#If other people can be at peace and happy - it has to be worth it right?#If he orders a plate of food that he will struggle to eat but is the favourite thing of the person sitting across from him#Is it not worth the sacrifice?#But remember! You can't take anything for yourself ever. No matter how much you want it.#He did it once before and he regrets it so much. So all he can do is accommodate.#And WWX? Well. You can't let anyone in if there isn't enough water to splash around in.#Keep things shallow and they just move on. Even if you'll miss them when they go - this is just how things are now.#No more teasing and trying to pull a reaction from LWJ anymore. You'll never be more than someone he can't stand so what's the point.
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