#realizing

[everlastingleuthymia]

When you realize my little pony has blue spider lilies

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[moons-muse]

So uhm,, I just realized that being bisexual isn't 'oh I don't really have specific feelings for a certain gender, all my feelings are equal for all of them.'

t h e r e w a s n o f e e l i n g s p e i r o d .

[gayofthefae]

I just realized. Mike reused a bunch of speeches but do you know what we haven't talked about? The beautifully improvised

"You're my superhero"

Immediately following him hearing "you're the heart". He tried it. He tried saying something like it. It didn't hit the same.

because

You're the heart

You're my superhero

Mike thought it would work on El because it worked on him

When Mike thought to himself "What does it feel like to love someone?" he could only think of Will. The first day we met. You're my hero, my inspiration. He reused but he said to Will but we rarely talk about how he reused what Will said to him.

And now that I think about it, what he said to him seconds earlier in full earshot of El. He reused something she heard Will say.

That means she knows when Mike repeated it he meant "what Will just said to me? I saw it as romantic"

[your-local-anime-simp]

Me at 1AM realizing I’ll never hug or cuddle fatgum (god this is torture! But the FG stuffie kinda helps 🥲)

[beautifulmindset111]

FINALLY COMING TO REALIZATION

( if you don’t want to read the whole thing which I don’t blame you lol scroll down to the last bit <3 )

I have officially decided that i have everything i want and don’t care if the 3d shows me different because i know it’s not real. i am done entertaining the old story. I have stopped caring about irrelevant things . I’m living as the person who has already has it. if i got it in imagination then im good. i have became the person i always wanted to be.

that was a little vaunt/rant i wanted to say before i get into what i really want to talk about. I have came to the realization that i have been wasting time and energy into methods. (If you like/love doing methods and it works for you then keep continuing to do so <3) I tried meditating , the lullaby method,yoga nidra and so much more. when i found another method i gave up on the method doing before and went to the next. I even went back to the previous methods that did not work for me the first time desperately hoping that they would work. I was seeing angel numbers everyday multiple times (still do) so that was giving me hope. There were times i would get frustrated with the void/the law and just cry. Now im going to tell you what i personally think held me back ( btw i no longer identify with these things anymore!) i always used to procrastinate a lot and i would give myself these lectures and still did the same thing i told myself I was not going to do. I started getting more into states i found it interesting kinda. I even made an alter ego ( Miss Arianna Avalyń) that did help me with confidence I still use avalyń time from time. all Im really trying to say is the power is not in the method but its within YOU. I thought I had to affirm for hours or certain amount of time for the affirmations to really work but now I consider affirming once saturating my mind because it repeats a zillion times. I made my own rules. I’ve gotten into the state of knowing I already have what I want and don’t have to do anything else. most important part⇩

To make this simpler : YOU have all the power and control. YOU make the rules. YOU are God. everything starts and ends with YOU. YOU are limitless and YOU can do this <3 !

Rave & Star <3 .

[grungepen]

[randomreasonstolive]

Reason to Live #8560

  Realizing that you do have the strength to work towards the goals that seem like distant dreams. – Guest Submission

(Please don't add negative comments to these posts.)

[sofiafi]

Work out💪🏻

Today is the first day of April 2024!) It’s a warm day and the atmosphere is so motivating to do homework) I wish u a good mood to realize all your ideas) ✨✨

[postsecretsalone]

[theravenclawfangirl]

We grew up so similarly

Mourned and loved the same people

I didn't understand how we were so different

It just takes a while to learn that we aren't

When I was 8, I wanted to be you guys

You were my older cousins

We were almost the same minds

I thought it'd last forever

When I was 10, you guys started drifting away

It was understandable you guys grew up

But I always asked when you were coming back

It made me want to grow up faster

I was 11 the last time we saw grandma

She died that year

Death brings out the worst in people

It made me realize maybe I didn't want to be any of you

When I was 13 I learned things

It made me never want to be you guys

I didn't understand it, how could 3 years change so much

It broke me realizing that none of you wanted anything to do with me as well

When I was 15 I thought pretty much the same way

We got the first group picture of us in 6 years

I compare the pictures of us young and recently

It's funny how much time changes us all

When i was 16 i started to understand,

The bad habits, the destructive nature,

Because I have it too, it may be in our blood

I guess we really are that similar still

There was a time I thought that we'd never be the same again

I was young then and didn't realize they had grown up and I hadn't yet

Maybe we aren't so different after all.

[thelastdiamondpiratealchemist]

When you realize Inspector Gadget is going to outlive his niece Penny.

(And any other loved one he has.)

[sincerelykent]

I’m in this place, a place I once was in, and I didn’t like it. This place was a place that kept me heavy and burdened down. I let go, then I allowed myself to end right back up in that place.

Many times, I've cried and poured my heart before God. At one point, I found myself caught in the grip of an addiction to pornography and masturbation. In March 2023, after 20+ years of dealing with this struggle I decided to put an end to my destructive behavior, driven by a desire to protect myself and my relationship with God. In April 2023, I did a fast, and it was on that fast that I really received what I had wanted for many years. Throughout 2023, all the way up until July 2024, I remained sober.

I can’t sit here and make up a story about how it happened; it happened, and I was broken. Please don’t get it twisted. When I was walking in my sobriety, those thoughts did come. Those feelings did come, but I didn’t back down. I stood my ground, even when they flooded me. I was grateful for God and His word, which upheld me.

When that moment happened, a sudden wave of emotions washed over me, bringing back all the things I thought I had left behind. The emotional pressure and pain that I had before are now present. All the thoughts of same-sex attraction and perversion were knocking on the door. I was mad at myself because now I had to redo my first work all over again.

I sat in that moment, of course regretting that I relapsed, but also regretting that I caused God pain. In that moment, I was being completely selfish and not caring about anything or anyone else, including myself, but most importantly, God.

I know God's grace is sufficient for me, but I felt like the lowest of the lows in that moment and wondered: Is His grace sufficient in this moment? Of course it is, for His power is made perfect in our weakness.

Anyone who has relapsed on some level understands the feelings. Before, when I would relapse, I used to beat myself up hard. My favorite line was I hate myself. It was a line I repeated to myself after every incident. It was a line I kept hidden in my heart and to myself, and it only came out when I relapsed. When I relapsed after 14 months of sobriety, that line was on the tip of my tongue, begging to be spoken, and even though I was feeling it, I didn’t say it.

I looked at myself in the mirror and said, “I’m not going to say it. I’m not going to say it.” It had been a monotonous statement that I had ingrained in myself after every relapse.

I have to remind myself on a daily basis that even though I am a Christian, I still have struggles and even sin, but in that we can repent and receive forgiveness. With the forgiveness we get from God, we extend it to others, but we also have to extend that forgiveness to ourselves. It is true that we can do all things through Christ, who gives us the strength, but we must rely on Christ to give it to us. It’s not in and of our ability, but His.

Just gonna put it out there: staying close to God is key if you wanna stay sober. There is no need for a long, complicated 3-step guide; just stay close to Him. In Him, we live, move, and have our being. He knows us better than anyone around us. Being close to God in your relationship with Christ is one of the best decisions you will ever make. I remember hearing my beloved Bishop say that when Jesus is Lord in our lives, in all areas we have victory. But when we fail to make Jesus Lord, we will fail in areas where we once had the victory. He can help you stay sober in any area, and even if you fall, He helps you get up and stay up.

When He helps us get up, the question is, How are we getting up? Are we getting up defeated? Guilty? Or are we getting up in His strength, knowing that we are forgiven? Even after the fall, are we getting up in triumph?

The godly may trip seven times, but they will get up again. The getting up part can be difficult because we were on a high, feeling completely thankful, grateful, and free from whatever it was, and then we fall, and that fall can hurt, but we will get up again and do even more damage to the kingdom of darkness.

To everyone who is experiencing anything, just remember that your fellow brothers and sisters around the world are experiencing similar hardships as you and me are. Know that you are not alone in your battles; there is someone who has been in the same position as you or is in that position.

This too shall pass.

[ohnoidontexist]

[youalreadyknows-her]

[letniwieczor]

i wiem, że mogę przyciągnąć każdego

ale nikogo nie potrafię zatrzymać

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