#rambling but they caught my feels today
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last ask got me thinking ;;;
here’s some very brief twst oc plans/ideas i’ve been thinking about: (all names are TBD so theyre just named on who they're twisted from or based on)
iago
jamil’s middle school (best) friend
bird beastman ???????????¿
not sure if i want them to be a rsa oc or not
because i was thinking twst iago would show up post-graduation instead
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rajah
tiger beastman
childhood best friend of 🌺 jas (jamil and yuusha’s fankid)
vice-housewarden of scarabia while jas is housewarden
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abu
monkey beastman
also childhood best friend of jas
idk man i’m obsessed with trio best friend dynamics
went to rsa instead and kinda grew distant from twst rajah and jas
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elsa/hans
listen. okay. YEAH i know i already put elsa inspirations into yuusha but !!!
i’m planning on doing an actual twst elsa that isnt yuu/mc
anyways they’re a rsa student housewarden who died from an overblot before yuusha came to twisted wonderland
(theyre also yuusha’s universe counterpart) (<- this’ll only make sense if you’ve seen me rambling about it but uh dont worry about it u dont know 🤧)
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other random/crack ideas:
jamil’s roommate lmao
twst genie/lamp
twst olaf/sven
twst doofenshmirtz (who’s a janitor + i want to incorporate perry but idk how)
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#[—✦ rambling#-✧ oc rambles#have i ever mentioned i was an elsa frozen kid#(i believe i have and i feel the need to reiterate it once again for those not caught up with my lore)#also has anyone else here have been in the hell that is “rise of the brave (frozen) tangled dragons” or were you guys normal#i’m talkative today omg BYE 😭
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why the fuck do i miss pigeons
#don't ask me i am going thru it today#ebhehbbehbhebhabh#i miss pigeons dude#oooh the poor little domesticed cuties#kate rambles from here#this is a small detail of the feeling i am feeling#like post leaving nyc is wrecking havoc on my psyche#i don't want to be in the fucking great plains#a few irls don't understand my want for city life- and i didn't know it was this bad until staying there for 4 days-#but my mom's whole family is from the city- i just feel so at home there- and everything i've inherited that way is in my blood#and i just wanna bawl my eyes out#i have been quite a bit but like ik i have a goal now- to move into the city- i've always had that goal to at least move to the city near m#but like nyc was like being somewhere i felt i wanted- it's not that i'm looking to make it big- i miss the noise the water and pigeons#around here you'll hear the occasional car go by- and crickets- i miss the city lights- i keep crying about it for so many reasons but#i just don't know how to actually express it?#because it's such an odd feeling for me to feel? because if yknow me well- i love being at home- i hate sleeping somewhere else-#taking a trip down south this last christmas- i couldn't stand the quiet- it's quieter the more south you go and i can't do this#i've always wanted to leave my small town but ?? like actually being somewhere that has felt home has been unattainable bc every#where in oh hasn't been home... and for once i felt like i could do this- and having to return here- just made me break down and cry#maybe it's the person i live with- that makes me wish to leave- but that's not the full truth- idk maybe a good nap will help#kate rambles#i have a life goal now but i wish i could do it now- i hope sooner rather than later i'll at least live in the city#i've been happily living but now i have a direction i wish to run towards- and i'm gonna chase after it#sure i miss seeing tbz i loved seeing them- but it's not even post concert depression- if that makes sense?#which it doesn't make sense- because for mx it was only pcd- but for nyc it's missing the city... and it feels awful#pls ignore this i just needed to be frustrated somewhere#ig knowing what i'm missing- i can finally work on filling that spot huh? i guess that's what i'll be doing#(also vv small point but the fact that one of the people i live with- refuses to ever visit nyc again- is so comforting to me)#pls don't send me an ask about this i just needed to ramble and i haven't caught up on my daily journal yet to do so- so this is here
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GOD. HELP. PLEASE FORNTHE LOVE OF GOD. HELP ME <- is slightly self-conscious and extremely worried about doing something Incorrectly
#like i promise my og piece for today was sharena centric I PROMISE. I SWEAR. I PROMISE. ON MY LIFE. I SWEAR#like a rule i set for myself was to include alfonse as little as possible and if he's there he's just There#like i was rambling to my sister about it the other day but like. alfonse is an extremely important part of sharena's life#and like sharena is luigi. younger sibling syndrome. ofc she's gonna bring him up he's a huge part of her life#i still don't have the proper words for it but i said it's like misogyny ouroboros. specific phenomenon#where someone is soooo caught up in perceived misogyny (whether it's there or not) that like.#they don't even give the female chara a chance. like eg camilla or charlotte immediately being written off for being oversexualized#and this type of person ONLY focuses on that and refuses to actually engage w camilla or charlotte as characters#under the guise of like. caring about women. and maybe they do! but the way you're doing it you're eating yourself.#and how this relates back to sharena is like. that 'let female characters exist outside of their male counterparts'#WHICH. SOUNDS GOOD. ON THE SURFACE. but like i feel like it's too easy for some people#to see a female chara have a significant tie to a male chara and immediately decide to write her off as 'just that'#when like. ESPPPP in sharena's case. and esppp in alfonse's case. two things are happening here#sharena and alfonse have VERY different ways of expressing their affection for each lther#sharena more overt and alfonse way more subtle. and then there's the mario and luigi thing happening#where mario exists and stands on his own as The Main Guy. objectively#meanwhile luigi is just always thinking about mario and how cool he is. cause he looks up to him#and like idk idk i am not a mario expert i can't do a full analysis/comparison here but like. that's the dynamic they have.#NONE OF THIS IS RELEVANT. or maybe it's Barely Adjacent. to the entry i'm gonna submit#BUT I FEEL SO BAD.... my big piece had sooooooo much more storytelling i promise...........#the one i'm about to post I PROMISE YOU. it's just concept art and the focus was Not primarily on alfonse i swear to god
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#sighs#my dad passed away today…. was abe to be with him in his last moments at least#but rn im just so tired and numb and might not be around for a while#or i will but maybe to try to distract myself idk idk#my relationship with him wasn’t all that great specially in the last few years but still#kinda caught between feeling nothing and feeling everything all at once#it’s been a long day and tomorrow will probs be longer#just wanted to leave this here i guess#maggins' ramblings
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...staring at my drafts and realizing i should perhaps consider pausing on answering ask prompts to start getting caught back up on those instead bc the number is back in the 40s & i just found a starter i completely forgot about bc it got lost on the second page :x
#a few weeks of mentally struggling & being out of it has really done a number on all that hard work i did getting (almost) caught up l-lmao#tbf everything except like. 2 threads (& a few unprompted asks that're in there) are all from march & april but. hhhh.#i was doing sm better at staying on top of stuff and then suddenly that all went to hell lmakjfakjs#really tho i suppose i should just keep doing whatever i'm feeling/enjoying the most right?#i'm here to have fun not stress over deadlines that don't exist for replies#need to get better at remembering that. need to..... idk. stop feeling overwhelmed over a hobby lmao#i just!!!! feel so bad leaving things for so long!!! i worry it makes people think i don't want to write w them#or i've lost interest or smth which!!! is not at all the case!!!! my brain just sucks so bad!!!!!#i'm rambling to myself ignore me ajsfksd i'll see what i feel like tackling tomorrow#hopefully?? i'll have some better focus??? bc my writing has still felt v disjointed today and i don't. like that. at all.#but my usual routine around the house is still kinda disrupted & off-kilter until monday which i think is playing a big part in my struggle#so. idk. we'll see. i'm still rambling i'm sorry pls continue ignoring me askjfsd#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don't @ me.
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good morning!! <3
#get to finish up the last little bit of argenti's quest today#would've finished it yesterday but groceries and dinner and everything took up my time lol#but yeah! we're basically caught up#in time for the genshin update which is going to steal a lot of my gaming time for a bit for exploration and w/e :3#also i know sometime in the next week I'm gonna end up adding the otome guy as an f/o#depending on how far into the story i get in that time#but it feels rather certain at this point#anyways#usual plans for today hehe#i hope you all have a good day/night :3#morning rambles
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you ever think about the canon characters that your oc would get along with but keep it to yourself out of habit bc you naturally get nervous trying to connect anyone from canon to your oc bc you've had it drilled into your head that people hate that despite rp being 90% relationship building so ofc you're gonna have to think about this stuff
you ever realize you're just scarred from years of tumblr rp being icky towards oc's asdfg and this isn't from a place of bitterness! this is just genuinely me realizing i'm still very worried about stepping on someone's toes despite! having really cool mutuals!! i still get so nervous when i'm plotting with someone and it's their canon character against my oc. i might give them a really fun plot idea, but i also make it clear that it's cool if they don't want that dynamic with my oc. and it is cool, but it shouldn't be if it's only bc my oc is involved.
it's just!! a lil sad that i still get that way is all, especially when i'm sure a lot of people feel that way, too. there needs to be respect both ways, and there always should have been respect both ways. respect the person who put the effort into portraying a canon character, and respect the person who put the effort into creating a character. respect each persons' boundaries and their ideas. be willing to work with each other -- rp is collaborative after all! just!! respect each other enough to put in the work!!!
#i did not mean to write all of this but i got a lil bit caught up in my feelings i won't lie asdf#and the thing is i have mutuals who make me feel very comfortable!! but i didn't always#and even now if i'm plotting with someone new i will typically be anxious suggesting a dynamic with my oc#and i don't consciously think about the why most of the time but today i did#bc i'm thinking of the characters i'd love to write miyuna and tsugumi against and how in general i never talk about my oc's#and the people they'd likely get along with or argue with etc.#i dunno this just got me in a rambling mess asdfg#it's got me thinking about some of my older blogs and just! how incredibly difficult it was to foster interactions back then#if the other person wasn't also writing oc's#and some things have changed and some things haven't but! i'm definitely in a much nicer space than i was#i'll take awesome mutuals over thriving in a particular rpc any day uvu#get ready to ramble | ooc
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Craving her* so badly that I WILL commit atrocities in her name to have her
*Sweets such as cinnamon rolls from Pizza Hut
#KB Rambles#I'm absolutely getting towards my period#At least I caught the signs early; I was feeling absolutely depressed today#Also it feels like someone punched me in the eye so that's great#Poggers even
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ok so i was reading fanfiction and thought about the nightmare knight calling people "my child" (yknow like toriel in undertale) AND THIS MIGHT BE THE BEST IDEA I HAVE EVER HAD
#this idea hit me right in the feels and i love this so so much#also by “people” i mean peridot and the disaster masters etc but that felt to long so just “people” EVERYONE IS HIS CHILDREN NOW#oh if anyone has wondering the fic in question was "question of immortality by hinder (heilige_bos)#i had been planing on reading it for a while before now but its very long and i hadn't gotten around to it#i finsihed it today and ITS SO GOOD OMG IKE IF YOU LIKE CQ READ THIS ABOSOLUTLY#but you MUST be all the way caught up on cq or it will be SO SO confusing#oh also its 136k words sooo BE AWARE#nk doesnt call anyone “my child” in question of immortality but in an incorrect quote in the qna/incorect quotes bit at the end he says it#ANYWAY POINT IS QUESTION OF IMORTAITY MADE ME CRY SORRY FOR RAMBLING OK YEAH THATS ALL#also sorry about my horrible spelling. its late and i am way to lazy to correct it. sorry#cucumber quest
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gbf Oh my god
#🌙.rambles#[ gbf. ]#i rmbered when i went on discord rq in our server w the yk updates bot n#WHEN I SHOWED APOLLO THE SANDALPHON VALENTINE THEY JUST FROZE ! IT WASNSO FUNNY AHAGJSHFS#n then twt 🥺 he's so lovely.. apollo's reactions r so endearing too lmfao <3#WILNAS CAUGHT ME SO OFF GUARD 😭#OH MY GOD I WILL CATCH UP WHEN I GET HOME N ALL#.. ngl wilnas i am enjoying that wilness art but you don't see me writing this okay 💀#his smile is so precious yk !!!! aahahhalgjdhfjs#I WILL RLLY HAVE TO CATCH UP LATER THO OMG?#saw some screenshots of the trailer n#i really need to catch up in general w everything gbf that i haven't been up to date to aaaa ><#I JUST REALIZED THEYRE ALL BASICALLY NAKED IN THE UHM SS OF THE TRAILER#i am looking Respectfully bcs they're so. beautiful. wow#i hear lucifer uncap which means i will respectfully also be dying#new illustrations.. hflsjfksjfjs HE IS MY HEAVEN#out of gbf context that'll be so funny to say#yk technically i'm low on sleep today but i'm srs not feeling it#school onsite again tmrrw 😔 ILL SLEEP EARLY TONIGHT BUT ILL REST <3
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My friend was telling me about Arknights and how good the story was since we were talking about gacha and I told him that I’m still at the beginning of the story, sorry 🧍🏾♀️-
#I’ll get further I swear lol#he plays everything I was talking to him at work and had to talk a little lower since my boss has her door open and I work right next to her#office#she already caught me on my phone the other day I didn’t want to here her mouth#rambling#for some reason or another she was in a good mood today 🗿#I just don’t feel like playing a lot of the times especially when I have to wait for the game to load and if I don’t open up the game for a#few days there’s just always so much new shit to download and it spoils my mood for even playing it skkss#I hate long ass updates man especially when there are multiple ones like come on#this is the same for other gacha as well even tho I don’t play that many to begin with since I barely play games in gen
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Shout out to the house who didn't question me when I was really weird about dinner utensils and other little things today
#im not saying it is this but im having like a really heavy sort of ocd feeling day#and i told them the spoon i used to serve the food wasnt a good one but/and if they wanted to change it#to pls let me get my food first and they both tried to and then they waited til i got my food and changed it#and there was something else i had an issue with that had to be done a certain way and they just let it be#theyve both in separate moments today been around me having some issues and i appreciate that they just let me do what i needed#can not explain it but just so many things today just really needed to be just so and i was struggling with it all today#i got caught up in a really frustrating loop of like 'i have done this thing so therefore i need to do this one next' and i just kept#repeating it because i kept like restarting part of it so i needed to go through it rip#i was so picky about what i cooked in and with#dont mind me#tag rambles
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im so close to being free from heeeellll
#aka dealing with my city being a bunch of bastards <33#like be mean or snide to my mom again & i /will/ become a rabid dog uwu#after the 14th we're free for their fuckery at least!!!!!!!#so maybe MAYBE#a bitch (me) can watch some movies i haven't seen :3 namely bl@de & bl@de ii possibly some others#bc im caught up on al!En (minus 3 & 4 bc FUCK those movies fr). i can hopefully see romul-s!!!!#i wanna see deadp00l & w0lverine pls g o d#speaking fo them---is this al my time to rewatch xm3n movies >:3 bwuahahah MAYHAPS#will we skip l@st stand. apocalypse. l0gan. & dark ph0enix? absolutely. bc fuck all of those movies collectively & individually#granted my may watch apoc SOLELY for Charles & peter my beloved morons#ive also gotta rewatch the v3nom ffiillmmsss but where the fuck is carnage streaming >:(( let me see eddie being my beloved moron#with his weird symbi0te husband who hates him but also loves hiiiimmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm#can we tell im chatty today because i feel human today? ASKJSHJKASFKJSF IM SO SORRY#ALSO TO CALRIFY L0GAN ISNT A BAD MOVIE!!! ITS JSUT HEARTBREAKIGN & IM WEAK OF BITCH!!#ky rambles
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#horrid day. try again tomorrow.#between overthinking every little thing i feel or do or say & anxiety beinf extremely high#to physical pain giving me hell & just not feeling well#& then just power outages ruining my plans & everything#& then this. fucking. dread i feel abt somehow causing problems on accident. or aomehow fucking things up & feeling like.#i’m walking on eggshells with MYSELF#over analyzing every single little thing i say or so to where i end up in this nasty loop of worsening anxiety#this feeling also that anything i say or do will be taken wrong bc for some reason thats been a thing today too#hell on earth. its exhausting.#i cant even at least sleep because its fucking humid as fuck too.#& my body doesnt handle that kinda weather well it feels horrid so its just…#i really dont wanna go to work tomorrow i just want a self care day or somethn atp bc no#idk im just barely handling anything well rn.#shoulda expected this mess from the moment i woke up & felt this anxiety & dread idk#maybe im just getting too caught up in my head.#i wish i could just go wandering get lost in the city or wander my neighborhood or. something. take my mind off how haywire its going over#quite literally EVERYTHING. & also ig certain memories too but we’re not touching that#just tired of this shit. & wishing i had a means of grounding myself.#tbd i suppose. idk.#ishtar rambles ;#im kinda just falling apart emotionally but is finee#emotional state falling apart faster than a nature valley granola bar AYYY
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i keep forgetting i'm employed because i'm so caught up in booping, thinking about rarepairs, and listening to songs from 2003-2009
#rambles.#good thing i'm caught up on my work today#april is feeling like a vibe so far i'm NOT JINXING IT
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life update: i hate applying for government ids
#in other news i forgot if i biased half or 5/8 of ateez.... oh i have caught myself in such a pickle 😔#so anw in order of teezer that moonwalked into the biaslist we have: joong > wooyo > jjong > yunhosan > mingiyeosanghwa#absolutely nobody asked but yeah that's that also i hope the new year brings whoever is still reading this great advancements/achievements#i hope i can get back to writing at least small drabbles again oh Lawd ALSO I HOPE I GET TO TRANSFER TO THE OTHER UNI I WANT TO GO#hope you guys are healing and are continuing to heal in whatever situation you are in and don't forget that healing is never linear !!!!#also if ur turning 18 and haven't had a job before and u feel kinda left behind i think the best course of action is to srop thinking and#start doing (accomplishing job requirements so when u do find a job u won't be like me who thought this would be a fast process)#I HATE CAPITALISM AND ALSO I HATE THAT I WANT A JOB ?????????? EMPLOY ME WORLD !!!!!!!!!!!#thanks for reading this far into my ramblings i hope u smile/d today <33#chipchats
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