#and i just wanna bawl my eyes out
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blizzardfluffykpop · 5 months ago
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why the fuck do i miss pigeons
#don't ask me i am going thru it today#ebhehbbehbhebhabh#i miss pigeons dude#oooh the poor little domesticed cuties#kate rambles from here#this is a small detail of the feeling i am feeling#like post leaving nyc is wrecking havoc on my psyche#i don't want to be in the fucking great plains#a few irls don't understand my want for city life- and i didn't know it was this bad until staying there for 4 days-#but my mom's whole family is from the city- i just feel so at home there- and everything i've inherited that way is in my blood#and i just wanna bawl my eyes out#i have been quite a bit but like ik i have a goal now- to move into the city- i've always had that goal to at least move to the city near m#but like nyc was like being somewhere i felt i wanted- it's not that i'm looking to make it big- i miss the noise the water and pigeons#around here you'll hear the occasional car go by- and crickets- i miss the city lights- i keep crying about it for so many reasons but#i just don't know how to actually express it?#because it's such an odd feeling for me to feel? because if yknow me well- i love being at home- i hate sleeping somewhere else-#taking a trip down south this last christmas- i couldn't stand the quiet- it's quieter the more south you go and i can't do this#i've always wanted to leave my small town but ?? like actually being somewhere that has felt home has been unattainable bc every#where in oh hasn't been home... and for once i felt like i could do this- and having to return here- just made me break down and cry#maybe it's the person i live with- that makes me wish to leave- but that's not the full truth- idk maybe a good nap will help#kate rambles#i have a life goal now but i wish i could do it now- i hope sooner rather than later i'll at least live in the city#i've been happily living but now i have a direction i wish to run towards- and i'm gonna chase after it#sure i miss seeing tbz i loved seeing them- but it's not even post concert depression- if that makes sense?#which it doesn't make sense- because for mx it was only pcd- but for nyc it's missing the city... and it feels awful#pls ignore this i just needed to be frustrated somewhere#ig knowing what i'm missing- i can finally work on filling that spot huh? i guess that's what i'll be doing#(also vv small point but the fact that one of the people i live with- refuses to ever visit nyc again- is so comforting to me)#pls don't send me an ask about this i just needed to ramble and i haven't caught up on my daily journal yet to do so- so this is here
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ourlittleuluru · 3 months ago
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Okay... So... I was on a spree taking screenshots for Xavier's Floral Blessing memory, right?
While I was taking the screenshots I heard this VERY SPECIFIC melody and the piano in the BGM of the memory. I could feel my brain just flip a dang switch like some kinda flash back or something...! ∑( 口 ||
Thing is, music is always important to storytelling, especially medias like games and movies.
Now, I won't go too deep into an analysis because there's an amazing analysis and breakdown written by @rose-tinted-kalopsia (i might chip in my own stuff that I noticed in another post in future...)
Some bits of spoilers I guess
OKAY
SO
It's plainly obvious this new Memory of Xavier's is something that kind of comes full circle, making parallels to his previous stories in our dearly beloved traumatizing Anecdote 3 (When shooting stars fall) and his Lightseeker Myths. A lot character building and development and seeing how Xavier's grown as a character.
Not much surpise there.
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listen.. again... when I hear the BGM... I WAS HECKING LOCKED IN BECAUSE THE DEVS ARE VERY MUCH AWARE AND JUST!!!! 😭
I went back through ALL the Kindled of ALL of Xavier's 5 star memories, and took a listen to the BGMs.
As very much expected, all the kindleds just use either one of Xavier's BGM that you can earn from his Affinity Level, one of the more generic BGMs that's shared, or one that is thematic to the series (like No Restraint)
FLORAL BLESSING THO
THE MOMENT I HEAR THAT ONE LINE FROM THE PIANO...
Floral Blessing is using the SAME BGM that is played when you read his Anecdote 3. SPECIFICALLY ONLY ANECDOTE 3! (okay it plays when you're in his Anecdote menu too but it changes after you select an anecdote to read)
AND GUESS WHEN ELSE THIS BGM PLAYS?!
YES, HIS LIGHTSEEKER MYTH CARD, specifically Lightseeking Shadowrend
They are drawing ALL the Parallels, no holds barred
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mayisgoingnuts · 3 months ago
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Me when a "this is me btw :3 if you even care.. ^_^" video and it's a bunch of Roy clips with a soft or sad song in the background
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benkeibear · 4 months ago
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stop i actually said WHAT out loud when i saw vetto but perhaps i just need to get to know you better
I like my men so big you could put horns on them and enter them in the state fair as a priced bull 😔✋
Add some mean energy and chest hair and I can't help myself 😭
..... honorable mentions that do not fit into this category: Leopold Vermillion
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jupitersmoonsstuff · 1 year ago
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New favorite picture of Wukong
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LOOK AT HOW FUCKING GORGEOUS HIS EYELASHES ARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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sanctfy · 5 months ago
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moonchild1 · 1 year ago
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NOOOOO JUNGKOOK I'M DEVASTATED WITH THE NEWS AND NOW THIS LETTER TOOO THE TEARS JUST WON'T STOP I CAN'T IMAGINE READING WHAT THE OTHERS WILL SAY AS WELL I'M JUST ALL OVER THE PLACE NOT THE PART WITH HIS SAYING HE FEELS SELFISH ASKING US TO WAIT LIKE BROOOOOO NOOO I WILL WAIT FOREVER I HAVE TO UGHH I LOVE HIM 🖤✨
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solplease · 5 months ago
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everything i draw looks WEIRDDDD
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vampcubus · 1 year ago
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i feel like the butt of a very cruel joke rn
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zombiechoir · 8 months ago
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I'm gonna say something very stupid and personal. I don't have a big support system of people. I have literally 3 people, two of them are my parents, the other is my bf. I don't easily trust people cause when they're bored of you or when things get difficult, they leave. That's why i seek my comfort in music and the people that make it. Music doesn't leave. Music is there when i need it to be, always, no exception. I feel more of a connection (for a lack of better wording) to those musicians than to most of my own family. I feel grateful for them, for their art that makes me feel like maybe, just maybe living life is not as fucked as it sometimes feels. That's why, when i discover a band/artist that can give me that feeling, i dive in head first, look up everything about them, learn all the lore, the little inside jokes between fans, the big and the small, the whole thing. That's why, when something bad happens to them, it hurts like a fucking shot to the chest, literally!! It's a devastating feeling and the loss feels allot more heavy. You were there for me and i couldn't let you know how much that meant to me. Or worse i couldn't be there for you when you clearly needed it. This is the second time i have to endure something like this and to say it fucking sucks is an understatement. All i know is that it will always keep hurting in some sort of way but eventually the gratitute takes over and they will mean even more to you than they ever have♡
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tittyinfinity · 1 year ago
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This was my Sadie girl! I didn't know I had these pictures! She was a German shepherd/black lab mix. She would have been about 2 1/2 years old here. We got her when I was 10 and she passed away 3 years ago at the age of 14. I will always love my Sadie baby
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ilonacho · 2 years ago
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i keep thinking abt across the 🕷verse and burst into tears
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mjtheartist04 · 1 year ago
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HEY THERE MJ!!
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MERRY CHRISTMAS!!
Hellooo!! Oke so-
MJ, you are honestly the most kind, compassionate, and supportive friend I've ever had. Your angelic personality radiates so much goodness and love.
You are hardworking and dedicated! The number of treats you handed out during trick-or-treating was simply amazing! Your generosity is truly admirable. You are also very nurturing - whenever one of your friends is sick or feeling down, you never hesitate to comfort them. You always manage to put a smile on their face with a funny comment or a little doodle to cheer them up.
You are so amazing, I can't believe how lucky I am to have a friend like you. A friend who will be with you no matter what. You inspire me so much! Seeing you draw your BlueraspberryMelon art doodles makes me want be cringe and draw my selfshipping content (can't find any cool attractive characters atm tho TnT).
"You are so cool! I always look forward to interacting with you. Seeing your name in my notifications makes me so happy. Just knowing that you, MJ, are my best friend and that you know and care about me, it makes me feel giddy and loved."
MJ, I want to express my deep gratitude to you for being my best friend, and for your unwavering support and care. You are a beacon of hope and an inspiration to me. I feel incredibly blessed to have you in my life. Your friendship is a source of strength and joy to me every day. Thank you for being the amazing person that you are. I also apologise for all the times I have ever made you feel uncomfortable., please forgive me.
I love you❤❤❤
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I LOVE YOU HUNNY!!🥺🤗❤❤
(im not the best at thank you letters so sorry if it doesn't come off as genuine, im rlly trying)
Merry Christmas from your pookie Evelyn
Evelyn…I-…..hold on lemme have a moment-…
*sobs uncontrollably*
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this is the most sweetest thing anyone has ever said to me…Evelyn just- thank you…you have no idea how much, you yourself make my day so much better with your kind words…
The effort and the amount care you put into them- it for real makes my heart flutter😭
I am just as lucky and blessed to have you as my best friend🥺 you have a kind beautiful heart and soul, it is a joy interacting with you! Your fun loving personality always puts me in awe and I admire that🥹 you yourself have inspired me and many others
I am not the best on how to respond to such kind words, but just know that I am really thankful for them and that I deeply cherish and care for you so much Eve💙
I love you hun and may you have a wonderful Christmas full of blessings and happiness.💖
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mellifloraa · 1 year ago
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i am so fucking terrified i don't wanna do this i don't wanna do this i'm so scared i hate this so much
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maenjiro · 1 year ago
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i just realized october is no more 4 months away and we’ll get the new tokyo revengers season next month, i’m gonna throw up i am not ready in the slightest . the most dreadful moment is yet to come 😃
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leander-ligo · 1 year ago
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