#im really nervous but ik it will be okay + tbh it distances me from drama that played out last year
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#+#i wanna bawl my eyes out ToT#just found out im going to be working at a different school this year#which is ultimately okay bc i know itll work out#kids warm up to me really fast + i get along with other ppl well#it's just like... im gonna miss my kids sooo much#+ my coworkers too#update three days later bc i saved this in drafts 😔:#i still want to cry about it sometimes but i have made peace with it#im really nervous but ik it will be okay + tbh it distances me from drama that played out last year#i’m really sad that i don’t get to tell my kids bye… they’re just babies (kindergarteners ) so i was excited to see how much they grew#+ ik they won’t really understand why i left. but they’re also so little they won’t remember much#it’s okay though! i poured so much love + care into them + ik they’ll remember being safe and adored#i think that’s the most important thing for little kids to experience and im glad they can carry that with them#i am nervous about being a new environment bc i’ve worked so hard to be flexible and adapt quickly to change#+ i do well with it#but honestly even though i cope well it terrifies me#ill be so glad once august is over and things have settled#but im excited too.. things will work out bc they always do ^^
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hiiiii anon who has had 9 of their requests written. Ig i’ll use the squid emoji from now on to represent myself 🦑
you asked if there were any other requests of mine you haven’t gotten to and im genuinely having a hard time remembering all the requests ive sent you 💀
But ik there is one i requested about ethan and reader having phone sex when being in a long distance relationship
one angsty fic that ends in smut where both ethan and reader think the other person doesn’t have feelings for them anymore
i think i suggested one the notebook coded one
and i think i suggested one where its super fluffy smut where ethan and reader lose their virginity, and are at first nervous because they want it to be special, but realize it’s special purely because it’s between them
oh and i requested a second part to the voyeur fic (that og request was mine as well 🤭)
AHHHHH ILYSM
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Ahhh, my favorite cephalopod ❤️
okay OKAY the phone sex one…have they ever met in person at any point of their relationship? Or is it like a met online kind of situation? Just want to know if Ethan’s already familiar with readers body or not🫣
The angsty smut one where reader thinks Ethan doesn’t like her anymore, I was kind of leaning more towards a friends with benefits situation but they both have their feelings (readers made hers obvious, but Ethan’s scared of heartbreak), and Ethan gets a little cold towards her, like not acting like he always does around her, and she thinks he doesn’t want her anymore, which leads to Ethan thinking she doesn’t want him because she just kind of does her own thing(I still have the request so I know how you want it to end, I don’t want to give the whole thing away because someone else might read this and I’d ruin the story👀), seriously, let me know if that sounds okay!
With the Notebook coded one, the only thing I’m really caught up on is how much time passes between the breakup and when they see each other again, and if they both still try to date other people during the breakup or if it’s more like…they both just don’t want to because they still love each other sm that they can’t even really think about anyone else (I’ll admit it, I only half-watched the notebook once👀)
The virginity one I’ll get to soon, because I just need to write some super sweet fluffy smut in my near future lmao
And the voyeur fic, I’ve actually been working on that one a lot lately! I keep bouncing back to it and tweaking a few things, because obvi reader and Ethan see each other after she sucked the soul out of him and like, there’s SO MUCH TENSION.
For real, if you want to talk about this stuff through asks, we can! Or if you want to message me, I’d of course still keep you anonymous! I’m sure you’ve realized that I like to go into detail, like it’s probably awful tbh, but I want to make sure something I write is exactly what you want! ❤️💕🫶🏻
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