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The other day they had me start crrt for “volume removal” bc the patient who had been approaching needing dialysis kept going into a fib and ended up on levo…. Put him on crrt and he went back into a fib and needed more pressors and I was like hey doc wanna try some fluid he doesn’t look or sound overloaded at all and has normal EF and went into a fib right after starting…. Doctor did bedside ultrasound, ivc super collapsible. Pressure bagged 2 liters of saline, back in sinus, off pressors a few hours later. Unit of blood once his hemoglobin got further diluted and BP was actually high. He’s been off pressors, now off lidocaine, in sinus rhythm and hypertensive now, and is waking up now that he’s off lidocaine and no longer has a BUN of 174…. Before all this they were planning on meeting for goals of care… like????
#the good thing is I fixed him my first night with him so my second night while deliriously tired and sick I did not have to work and think#quite as hard
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this was supposed to be a new years picture but we're way past that already. so now this is just. an ode to a found family 💜
#still couldn't get taash quite right but. this is as close as i can get for everyone's faces so far ig hkshds i Cannot look at this anymore#seeing them all happy and smiling and hugging does something to my cold cold heart. missing poster: HAVE YOU SEEN MY FAMILY#taash#emmrich volkarin#lace harding#davrin#assan#endras mercar#rook mercar#rook#manfred#lucanis dellamorte#neve gallus#bellara lutare#datv#dav#veilguard#fanart#digital art#art#my art#artists on tumblr#it'll be a simple sketch she said. ill just do it really fast she said. lol. lmao even#i miss them o(-<
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caitlyn: sorry to say, you've grown a bit predictable
vi: *kisses her with SO much tongue*
caitlyn:
#guys i don't think she predicted quite that#this is canon btw#caitlyn was SHOOK at that first kiss#she could not get her facilities in order for a good few seconds#vi kissed her HARD and sloppy and left her stunned#piltover's finest#caitvi#arcane#arcane spoilers#yeah this meme is old i don't care
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ride the carousel!
#HES SOOOOOO CUTE CUTE CUTE!!!!! THE CUTEST PATOOTEST!!!!#i love drawing silver on trinkety objects. snow globes music boxes carousels ougghh i want him little and tiny in a big magical world. sigh#my brain chemistry goes NUTS for that type stuff its my favorite. its the customization the way they can be decorated for the char#SIGHS LOVINGLY. anyways. the bat and crocodile seats apparently do exist on some carosels! YAY! i ref'd them theyre so cyute#also wanted to give some simple riso vibes here#they go SO HARD!!!! robin owns a riso machine#id love to learn how to design for more elaborate ones someday i think itd be rly cool#twstファンアート#twst#twisted wonderland#twst silver#do the seats count. i dont quite think id get away w that here#suntails
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colored some sketches
#my art#dsmp#c!tommy#c!tubbo#c!quackity#c!ranboo#trying very hard to not spiral into depression and quit art aah.....#sorry for the boring drawings lately i dont know what else to draw
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on a completely separate note; shizun luo binghe with a disciple shen yuan who fell into the abyss??? *thinks about LBH canonically stealing SQQ's corpse for 5 years* he'd hallucinate i think. like, like visual and audial hallucinations.
Keeps thinking he's seeing SQQ in the corner of his eyes, or wandering between the trees, amongst a group of disciples. Thinks he hears him calling for him, but its just the wind or another disciple.
Gets Xiu Ya reforged but patently fucking refuses to make a sword mound. Because his disciple Is Not Dead :))) There was No Body. He's Not Dead. And If You keep Insisting That He Is, He's Gonna Skewer You :). He's holding onto Xiu Ya so he can return his most favored disciple's sword when he returns. It's on his hip right next to Zheng Yang where it's supposed to be.
Also this motherfucker?? does not sleep btw. He has the image of SQQ, wide eyed and hysterical and standing at the mouth of the abyss burned into his fucking eyelids. Can't use the dreamscape to escape it either because he keeps trying to save him and either he does and it's an incredibly cruel trick to wake up to, or he doesn't and he gets his heart broken in several different pieces again.
There is no convincing this man that Shen Qingqiu is dead. Absolutely nothing at all. He is buried so deep in denial that moles would be jealous of how deep he is. He keeps making tea for two in the bamboo house only to remember that it's just him. SQQ's fans are hiding everywhere, little reminders of his presence. He goes to wake up SQQ on the mornings he sleeps in-- only to find the room empty.
#svsss#luo binghe#svsss au#scum villain#scum villian self saving system#shen yuan#shen qingqiu#disciple shen yuan#lbh. visibly exhausted and with twitchy eyes: im fine :) | everyone else: ho no the fuck you ARENT.#SQQ was hysterical not because he found out LBH was half-demon but bc he was having a long-awaited mental breakdown over his autonomy :)#or (limited) lack thereof. he was having a sudden onset crisis of mortality and was handling at quite literally the WORST time. oops#im thinking very hard that LBH would never push his disciple into the abyss especially with no system to force him to. so SQQ either#had to goad him into it (failing always) or throw himself in. he ended up doing it himself but not before some very impressive hysterics.#BUT ALSO. IF THIS HAD BEEN WHERE SQQ WAS THE HALF-HEAVENLY DEMON INSTEAD IT WOULD'VE BEEN SO GREAT.#and by great i mean horribly angsty bc SQQ is NOT doing too hot and has. in very SY-like fashion. convinced himself that LBH will kill him#when he finds out he's a demon. so when it comes out i have this mental image of him lunging at LBH and LBH flinches back. but SQQ wraps hi#hands around the blade of Zheng Yang and yanks it up so the tip of the blade is digging into his chest where is heart is. LBH can't yank th#sword away without risking slicing into SQQ's hands. SQQ's hair has fallen out of its tail/bun and is now messily spilling down his#back and its NO helping the kinda deranged look he has going on. he's visibly shaking and his eyes keep flittering away and back at LBH's#face. SQQ is looking at the messages from the system warning him that he has to go into the abyss or punishment will occur. he's like.#rambling though. talking about how shizun doesn't *like* unclean things and there is nothing more unclean than a demon. like he is#INSISTING. LBH can't?? get a fucking word in. actually. SY isn't listening that much either anyways. too overwhelmed with the system and#the amount of stress he's under and his crumbling mental state and the innate and primal desire to live even when he's standing in front of#his own executioner. it all ends with him sitting on the ground at the lip of the abyss with his hair falling in his face. he looks so#unkempt and fallen apart and so distinctly *non-Shen Qingqiu* that LBH feels physically ill over it. tears are streaming down SQQ's face#and despite everything he is smiling. its not a nice smile. its a very frayed falling apart at the seams about to crack smile.#he tells shizun not to worry about staining his blade with this disciple's filthy blood because this disciple will take care of it himself.#and then he falls into the abyss before luo binghe can so much as grab him. the only reason LBh doesn't literally jump in after him is bc#he was numb with shock and the abyss was already closed before he could feel his legs again :]
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tessa, being the edgy little freak she is, obviously took the original darkxwolf username
#synemy is like a fun fic go read that#inspired by some chatter in the archives where tessas username was discussed and i suggested “darkxwolf16”#synemy drone tessa is quite the enigma. i dont draw other peoples oc designs often so it took a bit to get the hair a way i like#you can see it changing inbetween panels if you care hard enough#i think im getting better with like poses or stuff#im not hating myself nearly as much when i draw hands so thats gotta be a positive#putting tessa in a drone body so uzi can strangle her for taking the name#otherwise she would've found a way to strangle her own bits of code. hell hath no fury like a doorman scorned#art#murder drones#murder drones uzi#murder drones tessa#drone!tessa#synemy#never thought i'd use tags like these but well here we are#hi kalpeavaris if you somehow stumble your way onto this
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Ni-ki Between Your Thighs
Pairings: Nishimura!Riki x fem!reader
Ni-ki would insist on being between your thighs at any chance he can get. He'd lay between them while playing games on his phone, or watching a movie, just so he could feel your warmth and the gentle press of your legs around him.
⤷ You look down to see Ni-ki's messy hair and warm, brown eyes looking up at you with nothing but adoration.
Ni-ki would make sure to get extra cozy, napping between your thighs and waking up every now and then to sleepily bite at the skin of your inner thighs, then drift back to sleep.
⤷ You can feel the way he nuzzles against your skin, planting soft kisses on your inner thighs. His lips are warm and sweet, and you can’t help but giggle at the way he playfully bites at your skin, leaving little marks that only you will see.
Ni-ki's favorite thing to do to you while cuddling is probably kissing your thighs, marking them up, biting them. He just thinks you are so perfect, and he can’t help himself. And he knows what it does to you too– he’s a tease. He loves to make you feel the same way he feels for you.
⤷ His hands grip gently onto your hips as he presses soft kisses onto your inner thighs, causing you to shiver with pleasure. He takes his time exploring every inch of your skin, leaving a trail of kisses and nibbles that make your breath hitch.
⤷ As he continues to tease and tantalize you, you can't help but run your fingers through his hair, pulling him closer to you. He responds by pressing even more kisses onto your thighs, making you squirm.
Ni-ki would watch movies with you, his head resting on your lap, and his body settled comfortably between your thighs. Every so often, he'd let out a sigh of contentment, the warmth of his breath sending a shiver down your spine.
⤷ He leans into your skin as he murmurs little compliments that make your heart flutter. “You’re so beautiful,” he whispers, his breath hot against your thigh, causing a soft gasp to escape your lips.
Ni-ki would draw little flower shapes on your skin using his fingers, tracing intricate patterns and designs, knowing how much you love it when he does that.
⤷ “Just hold still for a moment,” he murmurs, his voice low and teasing, as he pulls back slightly to study you. His fingers trace delicate patterns on your thighs, drawing tiny flower shapes, almost as if he’s painting a garden on your skin. You can’t help but smile at his cute concentration, the way his brow furrows slightly with determination.
“See? Aren’t they pretty?” he asks, his eyes sparkling.
Here u go, my Niki-post-hungry pookies teehee 😋
Also don't steal that pic, it took me a bajillion hours to draw 🥲
#enhypen#enhypen smut#enhypen hard hours#enhypen hard thoughts#not quite smut#smut#enhypen x reader#enhypen fluff#enhypen au#fluff#ni ki fluff#enhypen scenarios#enhypen niki#niki enha#niki nishimura#niki enhypen#niki x reader#ni ki scenarios#ni ki x reader#ni ki imagines#ni ki#nishimura riki#ni ki enhypen#suggestive#givemefevrr#givemefevrr blog
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they say imitation is the sincerest form of flattery :)
(a silly 4-pg comic I've loosely titled Seeing Double, for fun! I know it's only mid-September, but I'm so so so getting into the Halloween mood)
#tgm#top gun#top gun maverick#icemav#tom kazansky#tom iceman kazansky#top gun iceman#pete mitchell#pete maverick mitchell#hangster#sereshaw#bradley rooster bradshaw#top gun rooster#top gun hangman#jake hangman seresin#comic#halloween#top gun fanart#art#illustration#digital art#fanart#artists on tumblr#clip studio paint#csp#NOTE: i gave ice so much dialogue so consider this an au post-movie where he does NOT die and also recovers his voice quite a bit thank you#a healthy ice if you will#also this was so hard!!! but so fun#people who do comics all the time are so impressive lol#anyway enjoy and happy early halloween!!
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exy fans + twitter (the trial: day one)
#DISCLAIMER THIS IS NOT REAL#if any of my posts need a disclaimer its this one#this one is not going to be funny#it is very hard to make a murder trial funny#just keep in mind this is fiction <3#cos theres a tiny part of this that doesnt feel quite right to be making memes about so#i hope this is??? okay???#aftg#all for the game#socmed au#mine#dan wilds#kevin day#andrew minyard#aaron minyard#renee walker#matt boyd#neil josten#nicky hemmick#allison reynolds
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[Savior Faire: Challenging] Bust a sick fucking move.
#he will gain the honor and respect of the nightclub by whipping out that saturday night fever shit#rotoscoped from that solo scene#did i spend too long on this......... yes...#he must DANCE i recommend to around 125 bpm#disco elysium#harry du bois#kim kitsuragi#disco elysium fanart#disco elysium animation#harrykim#animation#gif#my first ever 🙈 quite the learning experience! HARD. insanely HARD even for little things#chicken scratch#reuploaded for minor tweaks. the more obvious mistakes i'm leaving because i can't be bothered. LOL
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i had a dream where etho accidentally called bdubs 'john' on stream,, and in retaliation bdubs said 'yes horace'..... and that's how we found out etho's real name is freaking. Horace.
#can you freaking imagine i think i'd die if i'd been losing my mind over a man called HORACE.#even worse than when i dated someone called gavin tbh... and that's quite hard to beat#i think the funniest part was that the internet couldn't tell if bdubs was joking or not. until etho addressed it as the comment of the day#in his lets play series.... and he was like. yes guys my name is horace. please stop being mean to me.#and he sounded like a kicked puppy#<- tbf he often sounds like that. pathetic man#horsemeatposting#etho#bdubs#hermitcraft
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annihilation is soooo good because the biologist is aware that she is an unreliable narrator and also hates it. she WANTS to be completely impartial and objective and just observe everything without influencing any of it. but she cant so instead she omits her name from the entire book to the point where it's almost absurd and completely intentional and splits her journal into "objective" chapters detailing her expedition and "subjective" chapters detailing her memories about her husband. ill never be over you biologist
#annihilation is my favorite book in the series for this exact reason#i like acceptance a lot too#but authority doesnt hit quite as hard as the other 2 bc it has a more traditional narration style#southern reach trilogy#annihilation
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Something something Fitzjames and Hodgson are two of the most dandy-ish characters in The Terror but they're also two of the most dangerous; they've both been to war, both do the greatest damage to Tuunbaq using the weaponry they were trained in by the navy (Hodgson with the cannon and Fitzjames with the congreves), and Hodgson is also the one to kill the Inuit family, directly connecting the violence of imperialism with the gentlemanly facade it likes to use.
#the terror#the terror amc#james fitzjames#george hodgson#is this something#also I couldn't figure out how to word it in a way I liked but#I originally also had a second paragraph#about how it's also interesting#they they aren't just outwardly somewhat effeminate#but they're actually both quite sensitive#both in terms of their own emotions and in the way they treat others#as well as neither being particularly aggressive people at all#fitzjames makes a bitchy comment here and there but#he's not physically aggressive even when truly angry#and he seems to try very hard to be patient with people#hodgson of course is extremely mild-mannered#and they're also both artsy types#yet they were sent to war and did terrible things#and also experienced terrible things#and it doesn't matter what effect that might've had on them#because in the end they're just chess pieces for imperialism#tl;dr I was thinking about how hodgson and fitzjames both directly injure tuunbaq#and then realized the parallels
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I'm on chpt20 and I want to study SQQ like a bug. My man is flushed, hair down, robes literally falling off his shoulders, LBH on his lap playing with his hair and kissing him... and he finally cottons on to the fact that maybe this isn't how you have a platonic and important discussion. Enforces it for all of five seconds at which point LBH starts massaging his waist and SQQ is back to being like "yeah this is fine and normal". Amazing. Can't believe he insults the IQ of SQH's characters.
#Shen 'the pot' Qingqiu meet Shang 'the kettle' Qinghua - fucking morons#svsss#shen qingqiu#luo binghe#bingqiu#sqq#lbh#honestly thought i'd be finishing bk3 today i was so ready to devour the last hundred pages after work today#and then i slammed face first into this mental image and was completely derailed#mxtx you can't keep being the funniest mfer out there it makes it so hard to read without needing to stop and draw#i seriously cannot BELIEVE this#this would not be a slowburn for anyone OTHER than sqq i'm so angry#i read the bit where lbh is so overwhelmed he buries his face into sqq's lapels and had a moment of#''gee that's so cute i may need to stop and draw this... NO BE STRONG KEEP READING this is cute but the conversation is#too interesting to stop now!!'' i said with all the naivety of someone who doesn't realize how ridiculous sqq is about to become#Bene Finish This Book Tomorrow Without Being Derailed Challenge#my art#i know in my picture lbh is not massaging his waist but the visual shorthand didn't translate quite as easily as a shoulder massage#for silly cartoony pictures like this broad strokes tend to work better than strict accuracy... hence the paraphrasing :P
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April 28 - May 1, 2024 - the CW sniper is dead.
Supernatural trends following the passing of the CW sniper. Whilst no official confirmation was published regarding their death, Misha Collins made a statement regarding destiel and since he's still alive, we can conclude that the CW sniper is no more.
The Cross Roads 8 Supernatural convention is currently taking place [x]. As usual, things have been said. There was one statement however which caused the tag to trend and it was (unsurprisingly) by Misha Collins, in response to a question asked by our bravest soldier @sunglassesmish [x].
"If the CW wasn't so homophobic, Dean and Cas would've been balls deep for sure." [x] [x] [x]
Whilst this may not be the exact quote (I haven't been able to find a video yet), this was enough to cause a destiel revival. More things have happened, and people on Twitter are posting under #CR8 in case anyone's interested. Multiple Supernatural tags are trending there as well [x].
RIP the CW sniper, you will not be missed.
#i haven't seen misha say it himself and i can't find any videos from the conferences but based on what's happening across twitter and tumblr#it's quite safe to say that the quote is genuine. i'll update this post if i find any video sources#why is supernatural trending#apparently he also said 'i fucked you hard and raised you from perdition'? but i have very few sources on this one so can't be certain#spn#supernatural#misha collins#destiel#deancas
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