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All I'm saying: I'm crying. I'm a mess. I blame Liam O'Brien and Laura Bailey. I can't believe we have to wait a week.
#quit playing with my heart#the legend of vox machina#lovm spoilers#liam o'brien#laura bailey#i know what happens next#but that doesn't make it hurt less
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Kingdom Hearts Union χ - Daybreak Town
#kingdom hearts union x#khux#daybreak town#scenery#my gif#i was unable to play this game during its run time because i didn't own a phone#and then when i DID get a phone the app wouldn't work. never even got to join a union! i'd be team snake#wish i could have explored this town. it's so quaint i love the purple rooftops and soothing music#i had this post (and many others for this game) prepared in my drafts for quite some time and was going to start posting them-#after i finished replaying through the series. but i think i'll post them early on behalf of the khux/dr app being recently-#delisted from the app store. dunno what's going on with that but it's very unfortunate#so i'll be peppering these in between other posts
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im on my hadestown bullshit again but im also still on my SVSSS bullshit too so au where Shen Yuan gets transmigrated into a nameless NPC sometime after Bingge merges the realms and becomes the demonic emperor over like, basically everyone. And Shen Yuan manages to become an immortal cultivator and has a few years to himself to explore the world he's in, conveniently avoiding Bingge the whole time. Until eventually Shen Yuan joins what is essentially a traveling theater group.
They all love the strange stories he tells, ones he claimed he learned from far away places, and eventually ask him to write one as a play so that they can share it with the world. He does one better and writes a musical and slightly xianxia-izes Hadestown so it fits with the times better.
Eventually they learn everything, the music is st up, their lines learned, and the group rents out some kind of low-class stage for a night in a town that's neither too big nor too small. One that Bingge is conveniently passing through.
The actor for Orpheus falls 'sick' the opening night, and Shen Yuan gets convinced into taking the role by his. He has the prettiest voice, and he knows Orpheus' lines and character the best! Shen Yuan agrees.
Bingge attends that night too, and sits in the far back, in a seat where nobody can see him that well.
There is nothing to prepare him for the Tale of Orpheus and Eurydice.
Not the actor, who looks distressingly, uncannily similar to Shen Qingqiu, from the sharp curve of his jaw to the sound of his voice. It's Shen Yuan's saving grace that he has just enough differences that Bingge doesn't fly to his feet immediately.
Not the character Orpheus either. Who shares a distressingly similar worldview to the one Bingge once had a long, long time ago. A young man, a boy really, with so much hope for the world around him to near the point of naivety. Who believes that there is still good in the world and the people around him.
There's nothing to prepare him for Epic III. A song the lone Orpheus sings to convince Hades to let him and Eurydice go, one that rends Bingge of his flesh and leaves him feeling raw and wanting.
Suddenly he's no longer watching the stage; he's on it, standing in Hades' place, jaded and bitter and cold and reigning over all. Having become cruel like Shen Qingqiu once was. He stands in Hades' place, tall and imposing and powerful.
And there is a shadow of the past sitting at his feet. A boy in love with the world looking up at him, stripping him down to his soul, and asking him where he's been. Bingge stands in Hades' place, and just like that, becomes a man again.
#svsss#scum villain#luo bingge#luo binghe#svsss au#shen yuan#bingyuan#bingyuan au#tldr: epic iii from hadestown would fucking SCALP bingge i swear and i stand by this decision#bingge in the crowd on the verge of a qi deviation:#shen yuan singing his heart out on stage: thank GOD i never have to do this again#the orpheus actor wasnt actually sick it was a plot to get their Shen Yuan on stage because they wanted to listen to him sing#he has such a lovely voice even when he denies it and he's capable of such soulful expressions when he thinks he has a role to play.#ignore me i will project any and all creative arts headcanons onto my blorbos if i can. shen yuan is my newest target.#there was not a SINGLE dry eye after SY stopped singing. the room was fucking swallowed in a suffocating silence. like five seconds passed#before the next song kicked up because everyone -- even the actors -- needed a moment to recollect themselves and bask in the echoes#of shen yuan's voice. everyone was holding their breath. as if the world had suddenly stopped to listen to him sing#anyways yeah this was all a longwinded way to say: i think epic iii would gut bingge specifically like a fish#bingmei would relate with orpheus quite a bit too and the song would hit him hard#but bingge specifically is getting snatched by his fucking ponytail and dragged by this song methinks#neither binghes are getting out of this musical unscathed but bingge is arguably in the worser shape.
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im OBSESSED with this au and my brain decided to make this— what if prowl was just shoved far far deep into his own processor and locked in? So he can’t control his own frame, his mind, he can only watch as this person, this imposter, controls his frame and has no thoughts of its own. He has to watch as slowly, Jazz gives up on him and leaves even when he’s screaming for Jazz to not go, to not give up on him, but it only echos in the emptiness he’s trapped in
Empurata! Prowl au by @keferon <3
#just thinking of this makes my heart break#I don’t think it’s possible with shadow play (not quite sure how it works) but even with the small possibility my brain wanted to draw it#this au is rotting my brain#transformers#maccadam#maccdam#prowl#empurata prowl#now I’m just thinking of prowl sitting near the ‘portal’ in a fetal position#listening and watching everyone he knows through it and knowing he can never get out#he’s trapped there#😭
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hiii so I made some isat style face sprites for Claire from witch's heart! :3 (there's a whole au attached to them but shhh we'll talk about that Later.)
#my art#witch's heart#whnoc#claire elford#in stars and time#wh isat au#in hearts and time#I also have sprites made for ashe wilardo and sirius too but I'll post them later.#also as a note: while the sprites themselves aren't spoilery; talking about this au in any depth is going to be spoielrs for both games#so I'd recommend being playing both before getting into this!!!#otherwise ehehe#I don't think I quite followed the isat style conventions but hey!#the sprite looks good so who cares teehee
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you think that by cryin' to me, lookin' so sorry, that i'm gonna believe you've been infected, by a social disease--well then, take your medicine
#thkedit#the heart killers#the heartkillers#khaotung thanawat#thk bison#asianlgbtqdramas#tuserrowan#userjamiec#userbon#tusersilence#tuserhidden#fordaniseyes#my gifs#my edits#mine: bison#mine: the heart killers#mine: a gif but not A Gif#i'm quite proud of this i'm ngl#i did stay up til 4am making it out of panic i'd never pick it back up#my patience normally runs out 1.5 gifs into these things#i'm not sure this looks Great on mobile bc the contrast in some places sucks#anyway this is probably because of how long i spent looking at bon's work last night so#i have a vague idea of doing i dare you for kant/kant's perspective on kantbison but it doesn't quite fit yet#we'll see how it plays out in the show#any anyway this could be kantbison but it's also yeah just bison
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I love being an bard main as a player, but I hate being an bard main as an artist..... (accept my botched attempt at drawing a bow.)
#hetalia#hws england#aph england#hetalia england#ffxiv#ff14#my art#this is quite an old doodle#arthur is a very pretty viera now with the most sluttiest fit ive seen on a male wol#he's also v slutty as a midlander too hahah#ive been playing alot of ffxiv recently so i may make tons of art from it#ive been playing safety dance and owner of a loneley heart ever since i became a bard lol#i listen to the safety dance everytime im in a battle#whether its by the fear cult or men without hats is only by how i feel on the day i guess??
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"Despair", Supernatural S15E18 Today's the day, fandom.
#destiel#deancas#supernatural#confession#destiel gifs#despair#dean winchester#castiel#aaaaand...we're canon#but make it weird because one of them has to go#nov 5th#anniversary#quit playing games with my heart#spn#works
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Meme dump yayyy🥳✨️
(off to make more now muhahaha >:3)
#SIGH WHERE HAD LILI DISAPPEARED TO THIS TIME? TSK TSK SMH 😔#Now now my dearest darling loyal subjects fret not~!!#your beloved princess shall answer all your worries away ~★#mwah mwah~<3#heh~🤭🩷#Soooo updated time!!! >_<#I'm on a road trip halfway across the country rn (was a fun bad idea..my cousins and I nearly had a heat stroke TWICE but it's soo worth it#...I'll hopefully be back by tonight because it's my grandfather's birthday tomorrow and we're planning a surprise party for him#Muhahaha >:3#* happy dances*#Anyways I had time to kill between crying while playing mystic messenger together with my cousin#(I'm making her do Saeran's route sjbqbjjbqjbqbj9ioqjqhiqohwu9wh9uwub I LOVE HIM I ADORE HIM HE WAS THE FIRST CHARACTER I EVER WANTED TO#MARRY HE IS SO DREAM HUSBAND CODED SIJSB8YWBUW MY POOR POOR SWEET ANGEL BABY YOU DESERVE SO MUCH BETTER#THE WORLD DOES NOT DESERVE YOU AAHHHIHSIHAIJIAJ AND OMG HIS ENDING SONG IT ALWAYS MAKES ME CRY SJOBSOJHJSH0SSUS0SSHU0IS0HISH0IS0JHSHJS0HIS0#EVEN IF YOU WERE AN EXPIRED LOLIPOP I'D STILL EAT YOU!! I'D ALWAYS EAT YOU AND ONLY YOU NO MATTER WHAT#I-I MEAN PICK YOU!!! I'D ALWAYS PICK YOU NO MATTER WHAT!! NOT TO SAY THAT I WOULDN'T CANNIBALISE YOU!!#GIVE ME THE CHANCE AND I'D LICK YOU UP I WON'T LEAVE A SINGLE DROP BEHIND O-OF THE LOLIPOP OF OFC NOT TO SAY I WOULDN'T DO THE SAME IF IT#WAS HIS C- I'LL STOP MUST CONTROL I CAN'T WRITE ESSAYS HERE OF HOW MUCH I LOVE AND WANT SAERAN AHHHH MY HEART🥺🩷🩷😭😭)#*cough cough*sooo anywho I'm normal now dw!!😇✨️ (/lie)#and us reading ORV (I'm on chapter 340 something rn and kdj is kdj and i just want to soksjnss9hsj9sbu that stupid squid (/affectionate)#and if I start ranting rn it would never end...#so expect like a 80000 words essay when I'm done with the full novel🫠)#I cleared out my phone gallery yayyy heh🥳🤭 and found so many RH memes that I never posted lmao#Oh!!! And I've noticed something even though I'm a Vin girly through and through#(as evidenced by the fact that my blog is quite literally a shrine to him)#I always end up making Crux memes more...That stupid green onion clown you're so easy to love😔🩷#Anyways Lili out now mwah mwah mwah 🩷🩷🫂✨️#♡{reanimated heart}♡#reanimated heart#reanimatedheart
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That "least favorite companion" post I referenced earlier today keeps haunting me.
Because... well, it was obvious that many would say Oghren. I expected many to have said Oghren.
But it still makes me a little bit sad just how much of Oghren's depth and potential was lost by him being written as a "comic relief" character that both fell flat, and aged poorly.
I remember, the first time I played Origins when I was like 17-18, I was a bit put off by him immediately: he reminded me of people I knew in real life, and were not people I liked, or was proud to know. I was a little disappointed that I'd have to have him in my party for the last part of "Paragon of Her Kind". But that short little scene, where he first steps out under the open sky...
That scene, I still think about regularly.
The moment he casts off his caste, the last thing he still genuinely had. When he first looks up at the sky, and realizes just how vast and open it is. When he takes that step he knows would mean that he can never go back.
That tiny little scene, less than a minute long, made not just him, but my own Aeducan click for me immediately.
Because Oghren is a clear failure of the caste system. Or better said, a failure of dwarven society, really.
He's a castoff, a reject, a lost cause: a once respected warrior, a famed dwarven berserker and husband to a Paragon, who fell through the cracks because he fell out of his house's favor.
Because he got hit hard by his wife and his whole family leaving him behind. Because he got too hard to deal with, too embarrassing.
So under the carpet he went, in both his own mind and everyone else's.
Oghren's, is... an ordinary tragedy. A story of an everyday struggle for men like him (lonely, middle aged, depressed), with feelings that are quietly shoved to the side, joked about, tamped down by both him, and the people around him- and him not being “likeable”, well... isn't that just the way it usually is? People who are suffering are sometimes genuinely not good people.
And despite his best efforts, I can't bring myself to dislike him. I don't like having him in my party because I don't find him funny like he was clearly intended to be, and a lot of his dialogue, I find deeply frustrating and off-putting (in Origins and Awakening alike), but... I can't bring myself to dislike him.
I just... feel sad for him, more than anything else. Because in a few rare moments, there is loyalty. There's honor. Care. Sadness. Even humor when it's allowed to be there, beneath the very 2009 "sexual harassment is totally funny you guys".
There is a lot to talk about regarding Oghren, starting with mental health, and ending with the typical dwarven mentality being to cut ties with what they perceive to be lost causes (which also goes for Kal-Sharok, really), but... I can't shake this feeling that had he been written a few years later, with a touch slightly more careful than the ones with which he was originally handled, he could have been so much more.
..... Though I suppose there's some poetic irony in how the character who was let down by his people would also be one that was let down by his time.
#dragon age#squirrel plays dragon age#oghren#this is of course not about his writers; i know jay turner sheryl chee and mary kirby all had their hands on him#and all of these people have also written excellent characters i love with my whole heart#i just think it's about.... well; 2009#there were quite a few jokes and lines in origins that aged poorly#and oghren just had the dubious honor of uttering quite a few of them#..... also side note; I didn't know Steve Blum was both Oghren's and Gorim's VA#I totally thought it was Brian Bloom#i can see where my confusion came from though; they do similar voices and i tend to remember VAs by their full- or last names#Blum-Bloom; I get why I got it mixed up#i guess I assumed that they just got Bloom to do all the minor dwarf dudes because Leske in the Brosca Origin was also his#weird of me that i personally find him more sympathetic than Fenris; i know; but. well. i have thoughts on that
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Celebration time 🎉
Happy 100 followers everyone! Thank you all for following my silly side blog, and for enjoying my work! To celebrate, I made a lil quiz to match you with one of the housewardens. Originally I wanted to do all characters but that would be a humongous task, so if this one does well, I might do a vice-house warden one later on.
Happy quizzing!
#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland x reader#twst#quizzes#uquiz link#uquiz quiz#twst x reader#thank u thank u so much everybody#this is something small cuz exams have been killing meeeee#but I just really wanted to celebrate#this just made me imagine an nrc dating show#like love fairies have invaded nrc and are forcing students to participate in match making reality tv show#they can’t keep re using the ghost bride event but they can play with our hearts#just imagine the whole being forced to act romantic to appease the overlords#malleus doesn’t even do shit bc he’s enjoying it too much#this also reignited my thoughts of doing some sort of cyoa with twst characters#have I also mentioned I wanted to write one of those “there was only one bed!! sorta scenarios?#cuz I do and it’s been hitting me in the head for quite awhile#I also have love triangles I wanna finish and also like 2928283828 individual stories#have I told yall about my little mermaid azul au where azul is the little mermaid? that shit be in my head for like 3 years now#there’s also a 50s au deuce story#and a sound of musicesque au with Lilia and the diasomnia gang#and a my fair ladyesque one with vil and rook#oh oh oh and also the 1920s mafia au with the mermafia and killer for higher reader#who is roped into being Azuls fake fiance#if only I was literate and not just a monkey with a brick hitting a typewriter#if you read all of these tags u get a cookie#and probably a psychological evaluation
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Kingdom Hearts - Halloween Town
#kingdom hearts#kh1#halloween town#scenery#my gif#not sure if i ever really registered that the sky is red when you're in the town#as well as all of the background noises that constantly play. from snarling dogs to weird scurrying and strange laughter#i had to talk myself out of the idea of doing a quick replay of this game so that i could include oogie boogie's manor#because it's such an intricately designed location. they really went all out on it but it disappears after you defeat him#i felt so unsatisfied leaving it out of this set#so i elected to just use shots from some cutscenes and painted out any characters in the way#saved me so much time and it worked out quite well#i have a couple of other gifs from this world that i'll save for halloween since that's coming up next month :]
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Neither of us knew we were lost until we found home in each other. ~ lonely.penguin
Currently obsessed with this amazing chibi art of Kieran and my MC Ella from TCH! I had a vision and @weetlebeetle executed it perfectly!
Tagging @choicesficwriterscreations
#I quite literally cannot stop staring at them#the cursed heart#the cursed heart 2#choices tch#kieran x mc#playchoices#choices fandom#choices stories we play#pixelberry#choices fanart#commission#my mc: ella
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The SCJW ship is so delicious. Both of them have feelings for each other, but neither will confess coz in Jeongwoo's mind *Sangcheol can’t forget his late wife*, while initially Sangcheol's conscience won't let him *in his mind Jeongwoo will say yes if he asked coz he feels grateful for everything Sangcheol is doing for him* SC won't want to take advantage of that. Then when he feels like that might not be the case and steels his resolve to ask he thinks Jeongwoo is getting close to Haseol.
When Jeongwoo first visits Sangcheol’s house and sees the wedding photos, he’s probably shocked to realize Sangcheol was married. So, he tries to test the waters by asking, “Did you leave your wife in Seoul?”only to find out she died on their wedding day. Suddenly, all of Sangcheol’s disdain towards criminals made sense, and Jeongwoo realizes he really hasn’t forgotten her.
On the other hand, Sangcheol had been attracted to Jeongwoo from the first moment he saw him, but he treated him poorly due to his misunderstanding. Then he felt guilty and couldn’t approach him for a long time. However, during their cohabitation, he noticed Jeongwoo’s affection towards him and began to openly care for him, worrying about him freely and even downloading couple apps.
When Jeongwoo asked about Sangcheol's late wife, he thought the moment had finally come and candidly shared his feelings, which allowed Sangcheol to feel liberated from his past. And he started envisioning a future with Jeongwoo in it.
After the case is resolved and the retrial concluded, Jeongwoo thought his connection with Sangcheol was over. As a final gesture, he called him "hyung" pouring all his affection and love in the single word and embraced Sangcheol. On the other hand when Jeongwoo hugged him, Sangcheol became certain that the feelings were mutual and decided to ask Jeongwoo after he is settled well in Seoul.
After that, however, Jungwoo begins to maintain a strange distance, leaving Sangcheol feeling confused. And one day Jeongwoo tells Sangcheol that he has enrolled in the same medical school as Ha Seol, Sangcheol thinks Jeongwoo and Haseol are getting close. He takes a step back and decides to take his feelings and bury them somewhere deep. (Noh Sangcheol you idiot)
In conclusion they will keep pining over each other for months... And....
#백설공주에게 죽음을#black out#they won't confess until some external force *maybe one of them in mortal danger(quite possibly Sangcheol) *comes into play#the other (definitely Jeongwoo) will cry and pour out their heart#or maybe HaSeol will play cupid and ask Jeongwoo to take care of Sangcheol coz not only is he a friend but a medical student#it will be convenient she will say and Jeongwoo can repay the detective for taking care of him#JW will agree ofc coz his hyung needs him and maybe they will have a cliché romance#thanks for coming to my ted talk❌ incoherent rambling ✅
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@kiisuuumii (___ ___.)
#twcpoetry#bitsofstarglow#writerscreed#poeticstories#poets community#poetblr#poemblr#poem#poetry#original poetry#original poem#i just wanna clarify that i'm being very dramatic here#i'm a diva at heart unfortunately#(also quite possibly my magnus opus i fear i've peaked with this one folks)#(edit: euclid by sleep token started playing immediately after i hit post. im gonna go cry now.)#kiisuuumii#☆
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can you fucking imagine if instead of the mourn watch or lords of fortune factions we'd instead had an inquisition and agents of fen'harel faction . personally i have not stopped thinking about it once since finishing veilguard but maybe thats just me
#datv#datv spoilers#tay plays datv#oc: deia#oc: evander#oc: matthas#harding literally IS an inquisition faction all on her lonesome#in my heart deiadre served the inquisition between dai and trespasser but like to have actually had that IN CANON#and like. to have had a faction of [even just former!] informants to solas who have since been clued in and either want revenge#or stil sympathize with him. girl. im so fucking sad#can you imagine having had companions that reflected THAT. how much fun both sides wanting to straight up kill each other wouldve been.#and rook have to reconcile their feelings with solas/leadership in general as they are directly tied to their teams dynamic!!!!!!#OR they couldve even made their relationships mirror how solas and the inquisitor feel. either enemies or eventual-friends or lovers LMAO#GOD. IM SO FUCKING SAD LOL.#MUCH LOVE TO EMMRICH AND TAASH BUT WHY WOULD THEY EVEN BE HERE. FGVBKLJFGKLFGJ#anyway this is quite literally deia's backstory btw. her brothers are an inquisition simp and a fen'harel simp#fighting a familial proxy war in both of their heroes' names because they are both idealists and have not yet clued in to the fact#that neither ashara or solas probably even know who they are :/ lol. something something inherent apathy and exploitation of leadership#man. ok well. gonna be sad abt this off on my own somewhere for the rest of the day lol
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