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soullessjack · 1 year ago

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I love you horrible gut wrenching queer media I love you narrative doom and damnation I love you bleakness and bloodiness I love you tragedy as a tool of union I love horrible depressing unhappy eviscerating queerness I love that we are so full of horror and terror and bloodshed and guilt and tragedy and pain and yet we are all still so full of love and joy and bliss and happiness in ourselves and we are all still beautiful in each others eyes I love u adam and lawrence from saw 2004

#cal.txt #queer media #queer coding #sawposting #chainshipping #saw 2004 #saw 1 #lawrence gordon #adam stanheight #lawrence x adam #toxic yaoi #doomed yaoi #this is what tragic gay media means to me #heartstopper is literally palatable queerness I won’t back down from that I want . raw and diseased gay people #thisbis so bad but I’m so fivkinf emotional and wrecked right now #queer studies I guess #I’d not fiuvking know ignore my dimb ass

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thebroccolination · 7 months ago

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THE EX-MORNING SERIES CONCEPT

By now I think many people have heard that KristSingto’s upcoming series is an original script that was written for them. What we also have confirmed is that it was written about them.

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KRIST: This series was written by P'Backaof and directed by P'Lit where they created this script from the start deliberately for the two of us and they got information for the characters etc. from KristSingto directly. In the series, the name for P'Sing is Tamtawan, and my name is Phatapi. And Tamtawan Tamtawan and Phatapi are KristSingto themselves.

INTERVIEWER: Does that mean you play yourself?

KRIST: [laughing] Yes, we act as ourselves, so it's not difficult at all.

Today, Aof elaborated on his part on Twitter:

[source: @backaof]

[translation: @_beinglistener]

And Jojo added:

[source: @jojotichakorn]

[translation: @_beinglistener]

So, two gay men are the leading creative minds behind KristSingto’s comeback series. Time to study up on your KristSingto history, kids. \:D/

Long live sanctioned RPF. 🎉

#krist perawat #singto prachaya #kristsingto #the ex morning #i’ve already seen the same tired ‘guess rent was due’ about krist and #i see on twitter when people link my thread about krist to people still insisting he’s homophobic #man’s rich #he works constantly #he even said it’s something he regrets now that his grandmother who raised him passed away #he worked so much he didn’t have as much time for his family—who he helps support #he is quite literally considered bl royalty #he has more queer people in his circle than straight #waa (gay) is his mentor #aof (gay) wrote this series and jojo (gay) thought up the concept so even professionally he's supported by queer people #you don’t have to like him #and you don’t have to admit to sending death threats to a stranger who doesn’t speak your language based on rumors you didn’t verify #just y’know #admit quietly to yourself alone in your head that you were wrong and you caused harm to a person who didn’t deserve it #plenty of actors use bl as a stepping stone to bigger jobs #he’s not one of them #he wanted to do bl for years but gmmtv told him he could only work with singto #so literally the only reason kit didn’t do bl until BMF was scheduling issues because singto wanted to study abroad #and singto couldn’t get a fixed date for it and then the pandemic messed with his plans even more #i’m glad to see more and more people are understanding who krist is recently #and even in the series they made pathapi’s controversy an impulsive act of anger #krist has said he used to struggle with being hotheaded #and one of his apologies for the igs was even something like ‘i acted without thinking of how it would look out of context’#he just wanted people to stop harassing him for his sexuality but the context isn’t in the igs #anyway my go-to when i’m too tired to talk about this is always this #if he had ever been homophobic thai people would be the ones leading the charge against him…but it’s interfans

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skarkkk · 2 months ago

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First, that dialogue. "I don't know how Athena must be feeling right now" and "I don't know how Bobby must be feeling" (or something like that), because Eddie knows what it's like to be on a plane (a helicopter, anyway) that's going down and before I had made the connection that he didn't know how Bobby was feeling because he wasn't on the other side, not knowing how his partner was in the moment, then I remembered Buck and still, because every time either he was there at the moment or only found out after it happened (like the tsunami).

Second, did I mention that I loved the cinematography of this season? Because I loved the whole scene on the road, Buck on a motorcycle, the one with the flare, I'm loving it.

Third, did I expect a little more from 118? Yes, because of the photos but still so perfect.

Fourth, Buck on a motorcycle.

Fifth, of course the one who saved the day was a probably autistic kid with a great hyperfocus on planes who in the end thought he wouldn't make it but did.

Sixth, "killed a fiancé, saved a husband" plot.

Seventh, omg I loved Eddie's face when Gerrard hugged Buck, and omg I feel like this is going downhill hug.

Eighth, let me see, Tommy "my racist, homophobic, sexist and all that bad ex-captain who was also one of the reasons I stayed in the closet and was horrible to Hen and Chim and who knows who else hugged you?" Kinard. Yeah, I see that.

First, forget it, I'm starting to get "disliked" about Avery, but she's so gorgeous.

Second, this "Ken" is definitely hitting on Max and he's playing along, okay? I want at least a kiss.

Third, HOLY SHIT, I wanted a kiss and the guy dies????? and okay, more about Max's past but like, what the fuck????? what happened?

Fourth, Tristan's mom is drama, jesus, mommy issues, so relatable.

Fifth, I really can't get into Avery/Max, but at least the triangle seems to be over.

Seventh, I need Tristan to do a sea rescue involving surfing in some way.

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phantomeros · 10 months ago

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Ive been studying for an exam all day so I treated myself to smth incredibly self indulgent. Grins

#my art #artists on tumblr #Oc #Suggestive #nsft art #Oc: azura #Body reference was used heavily so this counts as an anatomy study i guess #Nsft #Learns about roman history all day and has to cope by drawing sweaty nonbinary mechanic #queer nsft

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leverage-ot3 · 2 years ago

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harry flirting with another man for a con: wait do I actually like this???

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nonbinaryeye · 5 months ago

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I want to write my tragic doom relationship porn in peace, I do not want to AGAIN argue with queerphobic people in my class group chat.

#I was always supportive of therapies and getting psychological help from professionals and stuff #Now I'm studying psychologů and I'm terrified what kind of people will be put in charge of someone's mental health one day #I hate arguing and trying to educate and explain things that I consider common sense #But who else will do this if not me?#(I guess I'm only queer person in class of like fifty??)#Bless the heart of one single ally who argues with me against all transphobic ideas and questions they have #Hells I wish I was making this up #Eye ramble

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crescent-moon-mollymauk · 10 months ago

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Happy to announce that the final research project of my college career is going to be about the indomitable queerness of Mollymauk Tealeaf

I’m not even kidding. It’s for my Feminist Methodologies class in my WGS major. We have to do a research project and paper on a topic of our choosing as long as it can be related back to relevant topics within WGS, which queer theory is very much a part of.

I talked to my professor (my fav professor and advisor) after class and told her I wasn’t really sure what I wanted to research, because I still don’t fully get the point of research papers half the time, but I have been looking for an excuse to talk about a favorite character of mine.

She told me to explain more and I gave her a very quick run down of Molly: proudly queer, died very early from his own blood magic, past lives, future lives, the whole deal. And she was so down for it. She loves D&D and would love to see what I’d do with it.

I just turned in the first piece of the project, just a short brainstorming assignment, but it has officially started and I'm looking forward to sharing updates with y'all!

#mollymauk tealeaf #just normal parts of being a college senior #critical role #critical role campaign 2 #the mighty nein #women and gender studies #a queer reading of critical role #critical role campaign 2 spoilers #it's been forever but i guess if y'all didn't know he was dead already

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bucephaly · 25 days ago

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I keep seeing posts of people saying that a term transphobes stole and are using incorrectly to be transphobes is a Horrible Transphobic Term and Anyone who uses it is transphobic and it's Not Real and Entirely Not True when it's literally an actual anthropological term that has studies about it and is actually very useful for Everyone to think about, cis and trans, and be critical of. I hate seeing people respond to dumb hate by entirely writing off everything even remotely connected to the twisted shit bigots use when the shit the bigots are stealing and twisting is still like... a thing?

#how are assigned genders a thing but 'i was raised as a girl and im trans' isnt ?#like thats what socialization is. i was raised as my assigned gender #its not something that i Am. im not Female Socialized. i was [past tense] raised as a girl #and so raised with certain biases that i cant even put into words cuz they are subtle. but still are something i am learning to be watchful #of and shit?#but guess what? i have spent more of my conscious life being socialized as a man since i came out at 14.#socialization is literally just the way others treat you based on perceived social categories like gender #and obviously not everyone was socialized the same ?? its not smth that applies to everyone at all ??#so if it doesnt apply to you then just... dont use it!#but it can be useful for some people sometimes #and its useful for cis people too!!#a cis woman can remind herself that she was raised encouraged to take up less space and so move to counteract that #like fuck idk. i see posts like 'im on the train and a family is across from me #and the little boys are playing and shit but the little girl is being told 'you cant sit like that because youre wearing a skirt'#so she isnt able to play as roudy as her brothers because shes wearing a skirt and certain 'manners' comes with that“#like. THATS socialization its just a bunch of little stuff like that #a cis man can remind himself that he is allowed to express emotions and be vulnerable even after being raised being told that #'boys dont cry' etc like. idk its a very subtle thing and its just messy and cultural and social #and not easy to describe or study #but there are studies of adult participants asked to play with toddlers #in a room of toys. and they encourage toddlers in dresses to play with dolls and toddlers in overalls to play with trucks #and were told afterwards that the toddlers names and clothing was 'switched'#so these adults who thought they were so open minded realized how biased they still were etc etc etc #its super super subtle shit #'i was bullied for being queer' does not mean you were never socialized ? like. that in itself is socialization #and socialization is a term useful for more than just gender and shit id say. like i was sorta raised in a certain culture #and thats the socialization im accustomed to. and so now as i reconnect to a different culture and enter these social spaces #im.learning a different way to present and go about things #idk idk idk i definitely do not agree with calling a random trans person socialized as their assigned gender or anything #i dont make assumptions about the way others have been raised but like. stop letting bigots poison actual real terms please.

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cooltuna69 · 4 months ago

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Rant in tags

#it's easy to forget how unqueer the world outside is when tumblr is such a rainbow place #last night I saw a post about how the drag show in Olympics opening was “perverted” and “insulting christianity” and just.#and this was from a so called queer channel I followed.#someone in the comments even used the word “queerbaiting” which is how you know these are children with no knowledge #yeah the demon of curiosity possessed me and I scrolled the comments #everyone where saying how these folk “ruin the image” and I was like. these people are the reason we have any rights nowadays #and there was this one person defending the show and the admins were going against them full force #meanwhile another guy said polyamoury “isn't normal” and no one other than the defender batted an eye #one of the admins even said “queer platforms aren't covering this so I guess gays are homophobic now”#they say that sarcastically unaware of the fact they just uttered #head in my hands #knew better than to argue with them when my sanity is endangered but gosh I wish they at least studied queer history a bit #as if “not normal” isn't the anthem of queerphobes used even against the “good gays”#wait until they learn about the frontliners of pride #I'm definitely leaving that channel now #sucks to know that some of us don't even have a place within the community sometimes #but at the same time I know who my community are and I'm grateful for them

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soullessjack · 1 year ago

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okay word garbage vomit post bc I’m watching a movie rn but something something tfw2.0 as an inherently queer coded family dynamic via having three dads who are all (in their own way) nurturing one of whom literally cooks and bakes and wears an apron and is submissive and wore pink panties once and was already basically a mother figure to his brother. Fathers/men being nurturing and taking on traditionally motherly/feminine traits in a family something something almost every babyjack au thing I’ve seen retroactively perpetuates traditional nuclear family roles via takes like “sam is the mom of the group,” cas so frequently being equated with other women or portrayed as effeminate vs dean being a masculine macho meat man. Jack being canonically non-binary masc-presenting but always portrayed as gnc or exclusively feminine.. all of tfw2.0 being traditionally masculine expressing boy guys and gay men but constantly ascribed to femininity in some way of another bc nobody really understands masculinity as a queer concept and uhhhhh I’m um. does this make sense im not really trying to make it coherent

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icaruspartharmony · 5 months ago

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Nobody tells you actually how funny it is to run into someone when they're waking up. Because my sleep schedule is more of a sleep plan, there's no set times but it's probably gonna happen. My brother was getting up for work and saw me and was like "??why are you awake?? Why aren't you asleep?"

#my posts #the sun has risen the birds are chirping #i cant stop listening to nails hair hips heels by todrick hall #its like the cha cha slide for queer people #the only other cha cha slide for queer people would be chop chop slide by insane clown posse #anyway #i keep listening to it because i saw that edit of reigen #its ruining my life #anyway part 2 #i accomplished many things today #played some piano #drew some stuff #made 2 6 row kandi cuffs #and i kept FUCKING UP the orange on the second one #like i kept going and didnt notice and now guess what!!!!!!#i need to pull out 6 rows because oops!!!!! wrong bead!!!!!#anyway other than that i started a new painting on a canvas #and wrote a couple paragraphs for a new fanfic in my notes app #speaking of fanfic i finished a BANGER fic when i snuck out to use my phone at like #1:30 until about 2 #like it was fascinating like i am gonna study that guy under a microscope #oh and did my makeup a little!!#just a little to keep the happy funtime going #6:23 isnt a time where people can get mad at you for doing things right #hmmm #ALSO ALSO #HEAVEN OR LAS VEGAS BY COCTEAU TWINS #OHHRHJFJFJSHSGGG #ITS EVERYTHKNG #EVERYTBING

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aroaessidhe · 1 year ago

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2023 reads

The Winter Knight

slow-building urban fantasy mystery

reincarnated arthurian legends living in modern Vancouver

follows a gay autistic college student who’s the reincarnation of sir gawain who just wants to live a normal life

and a 30-something valkyrie woman

when a knight is murdered, she’s assigned to investigate, and he’s pulled into things after finding the body

m/m and pre-f/f (she is bi ace)

#The Winter Knight #aroaessidhe 2023 reads #this is.....interesting #it is very slow and introspective…. I think because both the main characters are more quiet/isolated #i would def go into it more from a character study perspective than plot #also i know there are buildings on the cover but the vibes of the cover give like….rural fantasy not urban-city fantasy #I feel like most urban fantasy books with modern versions of x y z have them like…..they’re fighting demons or monsters or something #this is just like. they’re existing? there’s the occasional monster but they’re mostly just people living normally. why #I guess probably that is the question the book is trying to answer..#(ie what Would they do? recreate the narratives they're doomed to repeat? or just live normal boring lives?)#but also like....there could have been a lot more (or different) done with some of it?#it’s very slow up until a final battle at the end. which also brings in 3 new POVs of various major characters briefly?#also. as the number one defender of pop culture references in books I admit I think there’s too much here #like it’s namedropping books and musicians/songs SO often #some of it feels like it could be music as wayne’s special interest - but there’s so much of it not in that context too #anyway something about the combo of that + slowquiet tone made the vibe feel. idk like it doesn't quite mesh #i did enjoy the characters tho? theres some interesting things in here #also yes it is a gawain/green knight romance #the boy is more of a significant mc tbh #+ trans girl major characters; polyam side characters; various other queer chars #there's a line where a character sees his friend “typing in pinyin characters” on her phone which.......#pinyin is the romanisation. pinyin characters is not a thing? SOMEONE editing should have clocked that. surely #tldr mixed thoughts. there are thoughts tho.

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non-un-topo · 2 years ago

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If nothing got me, “King and Lionheart” got me

#hey guess who's listening to their favourite song again and thinking about the queer quartet instead of studying for an exam #MEEEEE BABEEEEYYYYYYYY #ask me about them. pls. pls send me asks about the queer quartet i will talk FOREVER #or send me asks about the next qq fic i'm writing. it's a liiittle more developed

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saaski · 1 year ago

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the autistic experience of your trauma becoming a special interest against your will

#i mean...i dont want to think about and process my trauma all the god damn time #but i am ✨fascinated✨ by all the ways im fucked up and love noticing the ✨patterns✨ in my life #i would just call this a hyperfixation but its...bigger than that #like it doesnt bring me autistic joy like my other spins #but my trauma is such a huge part of me and overlaps with my autism and queer identity so much #the religious trauma especially #and i dont think this fixation will ever go away #i engage with thinking about my trauma more than any other spin #and i guess in a way it ties into some of my other spins too #i want to study my own brain under a microscope #i want to make sense of this hell thats consuming me #trauma #vent #personal

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serkonans · 1 year ago

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a problem with me and the way I think is that whenever I'm single I catastrophize it something fierce and I am like I Am Doomed To Be Alone Forever I Don't Even Know How To Meet People and without fail that has just not been true

#oisín.n #oisín.txt #it's like. similar to being the kid who aces all the tests and then winds up flunking college bc they don't know how to study #between age 15 and now (almost 14 years) i've dated 9 people and been single cumulative 3 years #never much more than a year at a time #and like. i get i should not complain but the thing about that is more often than not those have been Awful relationships #bc the issue is that i do not know how to be comfortably single #i got much better at it last year and felt pretty good but then my last ex i was like deadset on and i wasn't prepped to be single again #and i'm realizing i know. nothing about how to like move in irl queer circles or even find them to begin with #which makes me worried i won't know how to meet people at all. i'm like scared to put myself out there and all i know for options are like #one queer gaming group that we'll see about i guess and dating/hookup apps and nightclubs #so like ill meet people it will literally be fine but also where tho. my friend is in like local queer discords where he's at but i cannot #find ANYTHING like that here

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fvckw4d · 3 months ago

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Not to dunk on queer joy or whatever but there's definitely this kind of artist or blogger or creative or whatever who comes out and then makes being queer their new brand and they just stop doing anything but talking about being queer. That just becomes their selling point, being queer, not whatever they do. Like hey you used to make stuff. Remember that. The reason people followed your blog or YouTube or whatever.

#I didn't follow some rando who has no knowledge of queerness as a concept apart from having that identity 5 min ago #to watch them position themselves as an expert and yap about it.#Like cool your brand now is a Queer Creator I guess. I don't care though.#If I want to follow someone who talks about that as a topic that's what I do but now that's just. How you market yourself.#You don't have anything interesting to say on account of you coming out a month ago and not studying it or being an activist or anything.#Do you still draw or whatever or am I just gonna have to block you.#Queerness doesn't get to carry you either you have some area of expertise or you are just some normal person #talking about being queer instead of whatever your creative following used to be about #Or I guess now that's just inherently how you market what you make and I just...can you fucking not.#God everyone wants to be contrapoints so fucking bad.#Yeah id love it if I could just pretend to be an expert on queerness because I came out as gay and just not evolve beyond that and...#Hold on...maybe I should just do that. Seems lucrative for sure. Especially if you're conventionally attractive.#God why even bother getting a job I could just be a Hot Gay BreadTuber tradmark.#☠️

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