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A drarry WIP snippet I guess because I've never posted anything re my WIPS so why not! As shit as it might be :)
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"Could ask you the same thing, Malfoy," he slowly opened his eyes to a scowling Draco Malfoy because of course he's here at Harry's Yoga studio, well, it's not Harry's of course but he goes frequently enough.
"I don't see how that's any of your business but if you must know Granger recommended this class to unwind and relax and so I must once again ask, why are you here?" He said before laying his mat down next to Harry's.
"Well I don't see how it's any of your business but if you must know, Hermione said meditatation would help prevent any more outbursts and this place was the closest"
"Well that's settled, then. I'll sign up somewhere else" he sits cross legged in his stupid yoga pants, for fuck's sake it's not like he needs to show off his stupidly pointy nice arse to relax
"You don't need to do that, I was honestly just surprised."
"Why because it's.." Draco whispered "Muggle?"
"No! Merlin! It's just that someone never takes the early shift because some of us need beauty sleep, Potter, we don't all want to wake up scruffy grumpy prats"
#it might be shit i know#BUT LIKE I DID SOMETHING#proud of me for at least trying#might not go anywhere#might go somewhere#who knows!#drarry#drarry wip#wip#draco x harry
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My page for @destinytriofanzine! I drew something about kids always dreaming of far off places
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#kingdom hearts#kh#ahh this one was so hard to draw; i never know how to combine a bunch of scenes in one picture without it looking cheesy#just threw a bunch of waves and leaves and birds on top and called it a day haha. it might be a bit too busy though#the white line going up the center is supposed to be a trail left behind by the gummi ship! it connects to the ship in the bg at the top#it's kinda meant to evoke little kids dreaming of other places-> getting older and earnestly making the raft to try to reach the dream#->the gummi ship as a premonition of how they'd actually reach the dream in the future. i guess? idk how to explain#and i really wanted to have kairi's expressions be really similar but changing subtly from wonder to worry when she's older#the boys are just max enthusiasm the whole time#but yeah. something something Symbolism and hopefully it's at least kinda pretty if it doesn't make sense#i'm just super proud to have been part of this project! everyone's work is just amazing#the destiny kids give me this soft feeling of kinda lonely nostalgia. it's nice to have a book full of that#very wistful looking through it#fan art#my art#project stuff
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An uncertain homecoming...
<previous - next>
#Final Fantasy XIV#FFXIV#Erenville#X'vahl Tia#Erenvahl#WoL x Erenville#wolship#Dawntrail spoilers#went back and forth between wanting to include Erenville's inner monologue or not#decided against it because X'vahl can't hear it#so I have to rely really heavily on conveying emotions just via facial expressions#which I *hope* I managed to do here.#I've been.... feeling like I've been really annoying lately...#so I've been keeping a little more quiet and to myself#but I want to keep posting these#because at the end of the day I do it for me#because storytelling like this makes me happy and gives me a creative outlet#and honestly it's something I'm proud of myself for that I've managed to keep going this long while still maintaining excitement about.#I figure if anyone finds them annoying I use the Erenvahl tag pretty consistently (or I try to at least)#so they can either blacklist that or block me outright.
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Oj, svijetla majska zoro
#hatsune miku#omg almost homeland of one immigrant boy(me) hatsune miku....... i grew up there...#i should visit#wanted to try something new and i'm not really proud of this one!!!!!! maybe I will try again later... i need to give her justice..#but no folk montenegrin miku in sight?? great shame...#I love national costume of Montenegro it's so pretty it's insane. I need to get my hands at least on the capa....... for my heart#montenegro#art tag
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his sassy little thigh shift with his hands on his hips like he did something (he didn't) (the only one who rlly helped was laserbeak pretty much LOL) and then awkwardly going back to join the celebration just so he can stand there awkwardly and continue to do nothing
#he just stood like that while everyone celebrated even before soundblaster and his gang showed up to freeze time like#he is so 😭😭😭 awkward#but he can at least try and get away with it by looking cool#or by being mean so ppl see him as this one-upping bully and not the lame nerd tryhard jock he rlly is#hes so cute to me#i like how no one started cheering until he played victory music like they just snapped back into reality what the hell is going on#oh look soundwaves doing a gay little pose. maybe this mean-(stupid music plays) YIPPEEE!!!!#he looks like a proud mother and Is a proud mother. actually#he didnt rlly get his lick back personally but at least he still has his glorious thighs i guess 😭#soundwave#tf cyberverse#cyberverse soundwave#transformers#maccadam#massive magnitude cuntquake
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stargazing
#my art#tbhk#toilet bound hanako kun#jibaku shounen hanako kun#jshk#yashiro nene#amane yugi#hananene#i missed hananene tanabata again but at least i got to use my new markers this week lol#i know the perspective is iffy on this one i just can't tell how bad cause I've looked at it for too long#but! doing a weird top down thing with 2 characters fully colored is a lot for me so I'm proud regardless :)#and as usual one of the worst parts was trying to digitally edit the colors back to how they look on paper. sigh
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PLEASE DO NOT TAG AS YOUR OWN OC OR PAIRING.
Nathan and Ruben share a bond more powerful than most; mutual understanding through past experiences no one should ever have to go through, and through past actions so horrible they cannot be spoken of. Their grief and the blood on their hands binds them to the STEM technology they created, which has alienated them from the rest of the world— but they give each other the comfort they have both longed for so desperately for years, and that is all they need. They are each other's counterpart; you cannot imagine one without the other, like two sides of the same coin. Through their pain, their grief, their desire, and their regret, they have become one.
anna akhmatova, the guest // bones; equinox // 'i won't become' by kim jakobsson // agustín gómez-arcos, the carnivorous lamb // by oxy // achilles come down; gang of youths // czeslaw milosz, from 'new and collected poems: 1931-2001' // 'extended ambience portrait from a resonant biostructure' and 'migraine tenfold times ten' by daniel vega // a little death; the neighbourhood // marina tsvetaeva, from 'poem of the end' // by drummnist // katie maria, winter // 'nocturne in black and gold the falling rocket' by james abbott mcneill whistler // micah nemerever, these violent delights // body language; we are fury // 'the penitent' by emil melmoth // chelsea dingman, from 'of those who can't afford to be gentle'
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@celticwoman, @rindemption, @carlosoliveiraa, @noirapocalypto, @dickytwister;
@killerspinal, @euryalex, @ri-a-rose, @velocitic, @thedeadthree
#tew#edit:nathan#nuclearocs#nuclearedits#so much shame in my body but still used my taglist but um let me know if you want to be excluded from oc/ship web weaves#just really wanted to share this one because i'm very proud of it and i want it on my blog. so. :]#recognition of the self through the other + wanting so desperately for the other to be deserving of a second chance#because if there is hope for them than there is hope for you etc etc and so on. that's the core of their dynamic i think#they understand each other on such a fundamental level that no one else comes close to because they are in so many ways the same#like how in in the first game leslie could sync up with ru/vik and all that? nathan would be a VERY good candidate for that as well#and it makes me insane!! and then the added layer of nathan being lead developer of mobius' new and improved STEM system#which makes him the same as ru/vik AGAIN but in like. the way that they're both men of [computer] science#and there's the fact they both have a dead sister. they both killed their parents. they were both mobius playthings for YEARS#and they've happily killed and tortured during all of it. they're angry they're out for revenge they're completely disconnected from#the normal human experience and they're working with what they have. and then after all of that is over then what is left?#their story focuses on them picking up all the pieces. everything that's still salvageable at least. and try to start over in a way#they cannot be forgiven for what they've done but they can move on from the past and do different in the future#there's still things left undone and left unsaid... in my canon at least. i know there's not gonna be any more games. it's fine#anyway they end up going to therapy and then they get better they're not a doomed couple they just like being dramatic#if you read all of this we can get married tomorrow if you'd like
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playing through where the dead must go with an ingellvar rook and......... oh. rook LOVES loves the grand necropolis actually huh. you can hear it in every line they say. I'm. so full of feelings I didn't expect this to hit so hard but between the voice lines, banger music and astounding visuals (TELL ME this game is ugly and that the visual style sucks while you meet me in these halls of grieving I fucking dare you) I feel second hand drenched with grief and melancholy on the inside what the fuck
(feat. lucanis coming along unwittingly meeting future in-laws and realizing that rook has been clenching their teeth with the effort of only seeming about 5% of the freak they actually are the entire time he's known them fhsadkjfsa. local man learns that the one thing future spouse is deadly fucking serious about is their role as a watcher. it's a little hot)
#it fits so well because I haven't picked up a single necromancy spell and kept holding off on going to recruit emmrich#almost like rook is so homesick he could die but also dreads being back there because he fears he fucked up#and that the place itself would reject him somehow the same way the seniors watchers did#WILL THEY KNOW ME they say about the wisps with all the fear and longing of a child!!!!!!! what the FUCK what the fuck helllo!!!!#emmrich already feels like such a healing presence for ingellvar in particular through this he's so kind and companionable with them#of course rook is ruefully wracked with grief beneath it all they're in exile. augggggghhhh#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#rook ingellvar#oc: Ellaryen Ingellvar#at least american masc rook DOES sound like an excited child through this whole mission it's so endearing#I had headcanoned that rye was a bit of a problem kid -- brilliant but restless and underachieving despite wanting to be good#and this works really well with that actually. emmrich. pls come help this guy heal his relationship to academia and home lol#'what *idiot* would try to break into our necropolis?' he loves this place he's so proud of this place bonding over it with another watcher#is so important to him. I need to lie down
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Vroom..
#my art#käärijä#*mine#I worked hard on this but still struggled with the bike obviously please be proud of me for at least trying
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"I should've seen the signs" I feel like Stoick was basically reliving the way he lost Valka.
To him, after a lifetime of wanting nothing but to kill a dragon, Hiccup's suddenly and inexplicably changed his mind. To him, Hiccup saying he can't kill them is just like when Valka refused to and tried convincing others as well, then as a result was 'killed' by one herself.
To him, way Hiccup tossed his weapon and shield to the side then approached Hookfang while speaking about how dragons aren't what people think they are probably bares an uncomfortable resemblance to the way Valka put down her weapon and stared a dragon in the eyes and as a result was taken.
To him, attempting to do anything but preemptively defend yourself against a dragon will only end in tragedy, so he has to do anything he can to stop Hiccup before it's too late.
(And just like with Valka, he unintentionally escalated the situation by trying to protect Hiccup but only agitated the dragon, causing it to panic and react, inadvertently putting someone he loves in danger. again)
Stoick of course, wasn't acting rationally, but it makes sense when you think about how traumatizing Valka's 'death' must've been for him (and how much Hiccup reminss him of her); he watched her get taken, presumably killed, and couldn't do anything about it.
#THE PARALLEL GHSSHRBFK THE PARALLELS#'so everything in the ring was a trick? a lie?' he was so elated when he though hiccup was finally taking after him#he convinced himself so hard that This was the real hiccup he's finnaly going to be a proper viking a real member of the tribe#and he was so proud and glad he finally had something he could connect with his son over#but again he'd convinced himself of all that. he completely ignored everything hiccup had to say#in his eagerness to actually be a Family to actually bond with his child#he was so stuck with this fake image of Hiccup the Dragon Slayer he'd convinced himself of to the point#when it all fell through he felt almost betrayed#betrayed and scared#scared he made a horrible irrational and emotionally charged decision of essentially disowning his son#im not saying stoicks a good parent. hes not. but hes trying and alone and taking care of an entire village as well as hiccup#and all the unprocessed trauma and emotional repression#hes not great but hes not bad either. hes trying.#hes trying and its not enough but at least it got better#i love stoick#parents of autistic kids they dont understand moment#httyd#stoick the vast#stoick haddock#hiccup haddock#valka haddock#httyd analysis#maybe?#hiccup horrendous haddock iii#haddock family#moth.txt#also pls dont tell me abt how valka and the 2nd movie wasnt planned yet. ik that but i like expanding on things#and pondering a characters reasoning for certain decisions bc its fun and makes them all the more fascinating#post rewatch 1am thoughts go crazy (sorry if any of this is like redundant or confusing. im tired) if u read the tags ily
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"You thought I was bringing you flowers?"
Just about a post where @jewishdainix once pointed out a possible parallel between Fitz feeling offended that the Fool would dare think he'd be bringing him flowers during The Quarrel vs. when Fitz decorates his funeral Pyre after the Pale Woman…………..not that it actually mentions Fitz using flowers for the pyre but the thought still made me go insane and I had 2 draw it teehee
#rote#realm of the elderlings#the Fool#fitzchivalry farseer#robin hobb#:v#btw I completely gave up trying to get an accurate skin/hair tone for the fool in favor of ummmm color palette <3#also this rly made me realize how much better I am at traditionally painting stuff than digital.......girl I am out of my DEPTH#to say the least. on a computer that is.#at the risk of sounding vain I am very proud of how this came out and think it ended up looking 1000000 times better than anything I could#digitally
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yearly art summary time o( ̄▽ ̄)d didnt draw much for some months so i just lumped whatever doodles i could find (template here!)
#duck rants about something#art summary#i think i got a bit better at backgrounds but a far cry from where id like to be orz otherwise not much improvement either this year akjsgh#wait actually i posted on the exact same day last year didnt i LMFAO i just looked back on those tags and lol. well no worries duck back#then bc ur having the worst week of ur life part 2 electric boogaloo!!!!!! you have seen absolutely nothing yet dude 🎉🎉🎉🎉#been having many the urge to delete this account again but also i feel a little bad for the me those years ago yg kebanyakan usahanya utk#bikin sesuatu yg aku bakal bisa banggakan so welp. even if i cant like or be proud of myself rn seenggaknya paling dia bakal suka wkwkwk#or at least thats what i try to tell myself
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depression is really weird actually wdym i spent 2.5 years of my life in bed
#and wdym that lifestyle changed so quickly into being out and about and an active member of the world??#very proud of myself#and i mean it wasn't that quick of a change#it was like 1.5 years primarily depression bedrotting with occasional school -> primarily depression bedrotting ->#primarily depression bedrotting with 3-9 hours of work weekly -> straight into 31+ hours school+9-12 hours work weekly#so there was somewhat of a gradual progression#but still#also wowza i wake up 7-7:30am every morning now. 1pm was an early wake up for a not so insignificant amount of time#i mean of all fundamental growth years to miss out on the ages like what 12/13-15 aren't too bad? they would suck in a different way if i#had been socially involved#anyway it's just. yea i'm proud of myself but it is a crazy lifestyle change#and even when i was deeply depressed in a horrible routine i feel like i learned a lot. how to regulate my emotions and cope well and find#the joy in everything. bc if i stayed in bed all day then i would at least be happy about the sun or whatever#and for the while of being not at school at all i WANTED to be at school i just could not find one bc our school system is so cute like tha#(basically every school is at capacity and the local school that has a guaranteed place for me would have been an all boys or girls 😭)#but i miraculously found and got into this school and miraculously made it work so well for me socially and now academically#it's also a good time to get back into school for my education bc any later and it woulda been pretty bad for all my certifications and uni#ive missed out on so much maths that its not worth it to me to try and catch up but my teacher knows that#but ive always hated maths regardless i only ever understood it for the first half of yr 7 then my attendance dropped#and after my recent exam i decided to try harder at school. but i still got an A on the exam i didn't study for!! academic weapon fr#i'm just idk thinking back to myself in the past few years#and how hopeless it all felt. but i got out of it!! i beat the depression and social anxiety and found a good place and made the most of it#and during the peak of my depression i remember i went out someplace near my old school and panicked so so badly about seeing#kids from my old school. and the friends at the time didnt really check on me when i went to shake and cry in a side street lmao#i kept the best of that friendgroup and have better friends now. but anyway now i take a bus each morning with some kids from my old school#and you see these hands? they look like they're shaking to you?#anyway yeah it's just cool i got to this point :) i really had no hope for so long but now i have a life i'm living and a future i'm build#--ing towards#which is funny i just decided some random day last november after watching some better call saul 'huh actually lawyer would b pretty cool'#and will i get there? we'll see but i do have hope now
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Lat 🖋️
#I feel like the panels don’t really go together#and I realize some of the dialogue doesn’t make sense#but yknow….I’m just kinda proud to get something out#I feel like I had a long day haha#glad I was still able to draw something#and this wasn’t really related to anything. I just like doing these with characters#random comic strips/writing scenes#helps me get to know them better I think#I realize my blog isn’t really centered around any few characters?#I mean there’s definitely some characters I draw more than others#but I wanna develop my ideas about them#who am I kidding ive been trying to do this forever haha#at least you guys like the art so slow n steady I guess#I’ll get to wherever I wanna be someday. I’m still young ig#faith is key!#if ur reading this rn (u a real one if you actually read allat???) have some confidence in your future#that sounds very cheesy and overused but it’s true. I believe in u<3#hetalia#aph baltics#art#aph latvia#my art
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EDI SYSTEMS ARE REAL THE BATERS CAN EAT MY SHORTS!!!! :-) anyway luv u all ur blog is so funny!!!!! saw u like pressure i tried it yesterday and i could NOT handle it too spooky,,,, got to lvl. 78 whcih is pgood for a 1st try i think!!!!!! have a njce day!!!!
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COngrat!!!!!!!!!!
#78 ON YOUR FIRST TRY??? HOLY SHIT THATS GOOD#IT TOOK ME LIKE TWENTY SOMETHING RUNS TO EVEN GET TO THE SEARCHLIGHTS FOR THE FIRST TIME#thats really impressive you should be so proud of yourself#im just hoping it wasnt a wall dweller that got you. those fuckers are the worst to die to.#at least pandemonium is interesting.#lol.obj#blackout poetry#pro endo#endo safe#endo friendly#anti rq#radqueers fuck off
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Small question how protective is Moth of his sister and niece, I believe he has or had one if I remember correctly🥲
@mr-1-2-3-4
Short answer: Highly. He treats the shadows well because it's how he would treat family.
Long answer: He's an older brother. Growing up he'd do anything for his younger sister (bit of a bigger age gap between them) - hell, he used to have long hair so she could practice hairstyles. Waltz into his sunday school classes with hairclips and a look that reads 'yes, i will throw hands if anyone complains'. Of course, siblings rivalries and all - "Dan stoppp-" "Em, let me see the guy you're dating- oh-..." "...STOP LOOKING AT ME LIKE THAT-"
And considering the lengths he went to making sure his sister was fine (she went to med school because of his antics), the look on his face when he found out he was an UNCLE-
Overseas. Philippines. Pre-Shadow Company. Practically whining to be sent home for days to see his niece. Dude cried when he met Sofia for the first time. He's a bit bad with children. But that's just a clone of his younger sister he's holding.
I can't really sum up how hard he tries to be a good uncle - he basically babysat his niece in the years before Shadow Company. So have a doodle-
TL;DR: Family is family and he would throw hands for his family.
#yes this is about moth#shadow company#shadow company oc#cod oc#shadow 12 3 (cod oc)#you know that triangle of “kids wanting to go to mcdonalds”? moth would fold and buy happy meals for days.#will show off photos of his niece. is a proud tito.#his sister is VERY MUCH AWARE of his medical history and is 110% concerned when he goes out and about without knee support brace.#“oh your sister's a little young to have children.” “at least she's able to parent properly.” “excuse me?” “you could learn from her 😊”#babysitting his niece before he got the shadow company job kept him active. running? don't you mean trying to put a toddler back on a leash#“sofia not now tito dan is crashing out on the couch please slow down with the glitter-”#“okay y'know what go ahead princess sofia sure put glitter in my hair i appreciate the sparkles anyways- ow- ow-”#“these are happy tears- very very sparkly happy tears- it's in my eyes-”
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