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posting just some of my feitan headcanons to put off my anxiety about an impending zoom meeting
-he's autistic and has sensory issues. i fear this is common sense
-he can't stand loud noises. that's why he talks so quietly. the mask he wears helps to muffle loud noises, but if it's not enough, he has noise canceling headphones
-the only loud noises he can stand are the screams of people he tortures (fbi look away)
-he has two safe foods. the first is monster energy. he prefers the original flavor but any other flavor will do (except zero sugar). it's too bubbly for him (sensory issue) so he stirs out some of the bubbles but not all of them
-his other safe food is french fries, but from mcdonalds. he wont give that company money tho so he steals them
-when he's anxious/overstimulated, he'll knead biscuits into his thighs with his retractable claws (he has them because he's a zoldyck). if he's around other people, he'll try to hide it.
-said this in my pt music post but he listens to vocaloid and heavy metal. he likes poppy's latest albums. he likes maretu.
-he only listens to the same music over and over. he doesn't like discovering new music.
-he drinks extra monster when he's out on missions with the troupe because he has trouble sleeping in new places. change is hard for him.
-at his home, his bed is just a giant mound of pillows and blankets and soft things. he has to sleep curled up into a ball.
-when he's extremely anxious, he crochets. he either crochets matching sweaters for all the troupe members or voodoo dolls for torture. there is no in-between
-his english(? or whatever language is common in hxh) skills aren't too great because when he was growing up (critical period for language acquisition AAAAA I love being a psych major i love developmental psychology), his social anxiety was so bad that he didn't get to practice conversationally with others.
-machi saw him being a bundle of anxiety and didn't want him to be alone, but she saw that talking to him made him anxious. so instead of trying to play with him, she would just play on her own next to him. (sorry i didnt mean to make this about machi)
-again his special interest is monster energy. he collects every can he drinks and makes them into intricate towers. the other troupe members know not to make the tower fall because it'll cause him to lose it. that's how phinks found out what rising sun was
-last one for now i have to join my zoom meeting. the other troupe members sometimes help him build the monster can towers and shit. feitan doesn't really like it all too much because he likes to think it's his own special thing, but he doesn't say anything because he doesn't want to hurt anyone's feelings
-when hisoka was in the troupe, though, he offered to use bungee gum to secure more cans together. feitan did NOT allow this.
#hxh#feitan#headcanons#feitan portor#phantom troupe#hunter x hunter#genei ryodan#kinnie#projecting my autism#or maybe he's projecting his autism onto me?
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Have you ever wanted to play a cute monster taming game with lots of love and heart put into every inch and corner of it by a Team of fantastically talented artists?
Me too!! Too bad it got cancelled literally a few weeks before it was going to be anounced!
Artist Nicholas Kole on twitter along with many other talented artists have been sharing their work of nearly 4 years on this game. I cant imagine the heartbreak of working so hard on this project only for it to get canceled right before Release and everyone on the Team to get laid off.
It was meant to be an open world, minecraft inspired builder, with all sorts of unique creatures with various skins, variations depending on biomes, and even petting animations. That you could tame! It also had a large amount of beautiful and unique character customization. Here's some of the art ( NOT MY ART ) for the project!
Apparently alot of this game was near finished, coded, etc! ( ART ABOVE IS BY NICHOLAS KOLE , JOHANNES FIGLHUBER, INES MARSAL, AND MARIA LOBANOVA )
I dont know if the artists can look into crowdfunding ( the Studio still may own the IP ) , but myself and a few others have been trying to get the hashtag #bringbackprojectdragon get some traction on twitter! Maybe if the internet raises enough stink, the Studio might pay attention. Im not sure how likely that is but I desperately want thus game to exsist, it would be a dream game for me and many others im sure. So please consider joining in if you have a twitter.
#Not my art#nicholas kole#project dragon#creature taming game#creature concept art#game#please get this hashtag trending i would die for a game like this#im devastated#my autism would have me obsessed with this for years#dragon#animal game#taming#video game#pheonix labs#xbox#game dev#game development#gaming industry#games industry#layoffs
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face value
#it's autism torment hours for cloud strife (featuring Projection™️)#everybody just assumes the worst about cloud the moment they meet him.#i think all the time about the 'be nice!' -> 'i'm doing my best :(' thing from remake. like. all he did was answer a fucking question.#it burns because i know EXACTLY what it's like to be on the receiving end of that. 'don't be rude!' i wasn't planning on it but ok i guess?#and people getting mad because they assumed i meant something completely different than what i said.#how many times have i asked 'hey when are we leaving' (so i know when we're leaving. god forbid)#only for them to hear 'WAAA WAAAAAAA HURRY UP!!!!!!! I WANNA LEAVE RIGHT NOWWWWW UGGHHHHHH'#like ???????????#we're speaking the same language right??? RIGHT????????#cloud listen bby. just know that i'm always here for you. even if no one else got ur back.#ok i'm better now. at least until the next easily avoidable stupid misunderstanding#ffvii#cloud strife#my art <3
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post-canon siffrin design!!!! might change it up more of course but!!!! yeah!!!!
he does HAVE something to represent odile and bonnie too,,, it's not just his partners (romantic & queerplatonic), he's got his family too, i just don't know where to put them yet :) so for now assume he is carrying them in his multitude of pockets!!
#paper craft#isat#in stars and time#siffrin#isat siffrin#isat fanart#isat spoilers#spoilers#yknow!!! jic!!! i mean it's post-canon so not really but i mean...#anyways i'm nervous posting thi one but i wanna try n post my arts anyways so o7!!!!!#it... is to be determined if i'll draw this design a whole lot bc i am anxiety : ) but!! this is a lil design in my hea.d....#also siffrin does wear His bonding earring (the simple star stud) but wear's loop and isa's on his belt bc he doesn't actually like earring#in his ears* BC LIKE... IDK. THE AUTISM. but he likes the symbolism of it all so he'll still keep their bonding earring and have his gay li#stud <3#aaaaalso fun fact his lil without-cloak design is so painfully reminescent of my dnd character;s designs :)#bc i project onto both#and they're both rogues#teehee!!!
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Hey sorry, if the ideas for oumasai art are still welcomed...Art of Shuichi giving Ouma tge Hammock?
Since you've mentioned it in your tags a couple of times!
ofc tysm for the ask!! i will always be up for drawing more silly gay people
also sorry its kinda crappy i sketched it out at like 11pm and icba to fix the anatomy and whatever! theyre still cuties though
#this is not the ingame text but it is in my heart#i randomly picked up a habit recently of saying awesomesauce so im projecting it onto kokichi#saiouma#drv3#my art#silly gay people#drv3 free time events#beige background bc it was the colour of the paper i originally drew it on and i was like sure this looks cute#im still gonna be drawing the other asks im just not doing them in order#just wherever the autism takes me
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WHEEEEEE
#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#emu otori#i drew this insteabd of payong attention to class. Sorry.#And am posting it while i wait for the bus. I ha e sleey disease#SLEEPY.#emu otori from um . fortntie#Rhebusihesjehr THE BUS IS HERE BYYE#edit ok im back waiting for my transfer BROTHER. THE ANNIVIERYUAEYH it got me so fucked up prsk you crazy son of a gun#I THINK THE NEW OUTFITS ARE RLLY CUTE MIKU SOOOO KITTY#im almost done with all of my commsni dont think i will open them again this semester. or next. summer. Im sho tired#my assignments r fun but theyre like big. Theyrbe large#my prof said he was gonna make us make fur/sonas for an assignment hut didnt want to get fired. dont be a coward#proseka autism is killinng me i cant lie WHY IS DARKNESS FESTA TIERING SO FUCKING CRAZY#IVE NEVER EVER SEEN THE 10K CUTOFF REACH A MILLION POINTS ON EN. USUALLY WE SLACK SO HARD. COME ON#im so sleepy and have things to do please sotp it AND CURTAINCALL IM GONNA BE SICK I CANT TRHJNK ABOUT IT
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#hehehehehehe#first saw this meme format from taavisplushies and#it fits :3#i love shellington so much#hes my fav character#this is projecting#sfw interaction only#shellington#octonauts#octonauts shellington#autism memes#actually autistic
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hear me out…. hear me out………
#wicked#galinda upland#glinda upland#elphaba thropp#autistic headcanon#autism headcanon#wicked movie#wicked musical#wicked book#CAN BE ANYTHING IF U PROJECT HARD ENOUGH#not all of this is projection (read as: i don’t own a sunflower lanyard)#but some of it is (read as: i DO study brown and levinson’s face theory extensively for use in my social interactions)#she just gives high-masking to me idc what anyone says#offering to teach popularity implies that you view popularity not as a natural trait of yours but a learned behaviour…#I Know What You Are…!#fanart#ig#gelphie#if u squint#shes getting rizzed up by that infodumping HARD bro <\3
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[ID: Digital artwork of various Mob Psycho 100 characters. The 1st features Serizawa Katsuya and Reigen Arataka, kissing while holding each other, as Serizawa's psychic aura envelopes them both, causing Reigen to float a little. The next drawing is of Shigeo Kageyama / Mob, gingerly holding a sea bunny nudibranch while observing it with interest and affection. The 3rd image is a sort of comic, with the first panel showing a speech bubble requesting, "Draw serirei play wrestling", with the artist showing a thumbs up and responding with "Sure thing!". However, a little note mentions that the artists has no idea how to draw that, and the next panel shows Serizawa suplexing Reigen while the words "PLAYFUL SUPLEX" are plastered around a dramatic background. The 4th drawing is a 6 panel comic, depicting Shou and Ritsu pranking Reigen via Shou slapping a sticky note saying "PLEASE take my credit card and bank information" on his back, and Ritsu psychically levitating his wallet out of his pocket. As Reigen attempts to chase after them, he trips over his tied shoelaces (Shou being the culprit), demanding Mob to intervene without any success. The following drawing showcases Tome behind a sticker-covered computer, playing Octodad while wearing a Gir hoodie and Minecraft Creeper headphones. She's speaking to an audience on twitch, saying things like, "Thank you for the bits Arson1765376", "Don't forget, all proceeds go into me buying more fake cockroaches to put in my boss's shoes when he's not looking", and "Anyway this game is so me if I were an octopus or a dad". The final drawing features Reigen as a dumbo octopus, with a little pink tie and some orange head fuzz. End ID]
Some MP100 requests from insta
#i am absolutely projecting my entomology autism onto Mob he deserves to enjoy little creatures#mp100#mob psycho 100#serirei#serizawa katsuya#reigen arataka#shigeo kageyama#mob#tome kurata#ritsu kageyama#shou suzuki#my art
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if you are doing more requests the only thing i ask
wrightworth your headcanons are my fucking favorite i will eat NOMNOMMKMWKNWOSML
I probably have more, but these were the ones I could think of off the top of my head
#doctorsiren#ace attorney#miles edgeworth#phoenix wright#narumitsu#wrightworth#ace attorney fanart#doodle requests#art#digital art#my art#fanart#procreate#I just woke up and this was the first thing I drew so I can’t think of everything right now#headcanons? more like me projecting 🤭#I draw people I like a lot so I gave that trait to Phoenix hehe#also adhd + autism hehe#ALSO THANK YOU SO MUCH#PEOPLE LIKING MY HEADCANONS?!?! THAT MAKES ME SO HAPPY
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sensory hell on planet wonderland sekai
#idk. its just funny joyful pic i made it drunk#im coping w the amount of sad beige bare concrete i had to see from my classmates n profs#project sekai#emu otori#tsukasa tenma#nene kusanagi#rui kamishiro#komashkart#peace and love on planet autism have a good day everyone
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maybe unpopular opinion but probably one of the least useful pieces of advice I've ever got as an auDHD person to the question of "how tf does one make friends" was to go and join clubs/groups that do hobbies I enjoy. Not only does this not actually answer the question of how to make friends (yknow, how to approach people, how to start a conversation, how to appear friendly enough that they don't immediately reject you for existing, how to actually keep them as friends later on, etc), but also the chance of me choosing to force myself into the discomfort of "making smalltalk with random strangers" is absolutely nonexistent when the alternative of engaging with a hyperfixation is not only socially acceptable but even encouraged
#autistic#autism#actually autistic#adhd#actually adhd#neurodivergent#actually neurodivergent#one time a friend of mine took me to a knitting club#she kept telling me beforehand how nice everyone was and#i shouldn't be anxious cuz they are all nice ppl#when we got there the social anxiety got to me#so to calm myself i took out my project of the time#i then proceeded to hyperfocus on knitting for the rest of#the two hours that we spent there#ignoring everyone else and not talking whatsoever#and since they didn't approach me either i just sat there in silence#she obviously couldn't pass up the opportunity to make fun of me afterwards#needless to say i never went back there again#cuz i mean if i wanna knit i'm gonna to it in the safety of my home#i don't need the added stress of masking in front of others#i still don't know how to make friends
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growing up didn't fix me, so...
#got a lot of cloud autism strife thoughts rn.#can't really put it into words without projecting REALLY fucking hard so this'll have to do :)#ffvii#cloud strife#my art <3#ask to tag
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My custom Draculaura doll
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I forgot to post her here! I finished her 3 months ago, and making her took 2 months!
The dress is not perfect by any means! But this project took me out of a pretty bad depressive episode, so for me, it's absolutely perfect!
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Her dress is made out of 4 major parts:
The dress itself!
Lolita style white dress with long black sleeves in more of a witchy/goth style. A lot of ruffles and pearl chains!
The belt/skirt thing!
It's a separate part to allow easier dress up! It hooks up in the front, pleated skirt look and two chains on etch side! One black one white, all made out of glass beads!
The clip-on cape!
The cape isn't visible very well on these photos but there's only a drawing of a spider web in on the back, so you're not missing much lmfao! It has two chains hanging from the shoulders, made out of black glass, pink clear and silver beads! (I've used a lot of beads on this project didn't I...) And it uses tailor's snaps, hidden behind the silver heart, to clip on and off!
Petticoat!
A simple layered petticoat used to give she bottom of the dress some needed shape! It made out of, and stay with me on this, the material of dried out wet wipes... OKAY LISTEN. It's the perfect thickness for making petticoats! And by layering them you can create a perfect "sculpting material"! It's so easy to shape and control to achieve the perfect petticoat look!
Shoes!
Now, I know shoes aren't a part of the dress, but they also aren't accessories... so I'll put them here! I can't really explain the process of making them too well... I followed the shoes making steps I saw on the enchanterium YouTube channel! They are truly wizards in making shoes and dolls in general! So definitely check them out! (And they're my fellow polish girlis so dabble check them out!!!)
Accessories:
The bad!
The legendary bag... why legendary? Everyone who saw this doll irl immediately said "oh my god!! I need this bag in human size!!!" And honestly, I agree, it's cool as all hell! It's a simple messenger bag, the flap is layered, black material on the bottom and a weird material I found that kinda looks like a spider web! (I would really love to tell you where I got it from but I have no idea... I collect random trash that could be used in DIY and most likely, that's how I got it! Sorry... but I'm sure you can just Google "material that looks like spider web" and you'll probably find something similar!) It also has 4 belt like things hanging from the bottom of the flap! The two longer ones also have holes on the bottom with two silver rings! No real function, just there to look cool!
Garter!
It looks complicated but it was very easy to make! It's made out of a small piece of ribbon, it has, you guessed it, a chain made out of glass beads!!! And has a small a rose made of a mesh fabric!
The jewelry!
A silver ring, two silver bracelets, and safety pin earrings! A nod to her iconic earrings from gen1!
Wallet!
A piece of cardboard I wrapped up in black fabric and sticked a mesh rose on top! Sadly I got a bit lazy and it's not functional...
Blooding!
I know Draculaura is a vegetarian! Well every other Draculaura is. So she has a blood pudding for lunch! I used some random small cup, and the blooding itself is made out of... glass... beads... AND glue!
The process!
It was really easy! I don't really follow any patterns and I just measured everything by eye... yea, not very professional. So I can't give you a pattern now, but if anyone wants it, let me now! Even if it's only one person! I will get to work and draw the pattern to the best of my ability! ˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥
Thanks so much for reading! ♡
#my art#diy craft#monster high#doll clothes#draculaura#monster high g3#sewing#sewing diy#monster high draculaura#monster high dolls#lolita fashion#goth lolita#my art <3#my artwork#art process#art project#diy projects#doll collector#doll community#draculaura monster high#sewing project#lolita dress#gothic lolita#trying something new#actually autistic#autism#autistic adult#autistic artist#actually mentally ill#autism art
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clocking Donnie as one of those little kids who look vaguely concerned by everything. like he could be doing the most chill activity ever but he still looks kinda worried
#I’m not projecting my tiny autistic self onto him what#how dare u accuse me of such#anyway cat ear noise cancelling headphones canon#a lil warmup doodle for the morning#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the tmnt#tmnt#rottmnt fanart#rise donnie#my art#explodingstar art#e stars scribblez#turtle tots#turtle tot donnie#donatello tmnt#unpause rise of the tmnt#save rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#autism#you know i had to include that tag#the lad ever#doodles
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just how can i protect your smile?
#you guys like yaoi? can i get you some yaoi#pjsk#prsk#project sekai#proseka#tsukasa tenma#rui kamishiro#ruikasa#AUUUUUGH.#this is what finally makes me actually draw riks. vocaloid autism#putting the link in the caption because NOBODY FUCKIGN TLAKS ABOUT SCISSORHANDS EVER WHERES THE HYPE I NEED HER. SONG OF THE DECADE(2009)#this song makes me incredibly normal. my bad. i saw the miume choreography when i was like 11 and my brain shifted#i wanted their outfits to look like mikus in the mv so bad. Fuck my life for that btw stupid fuckign frill trim. why did she have to slay#tried to think of smth other than butterflies for kasa but i have no brain and tbh i hope his life is miserable so its fine#me posting this only to tmblr and not twt because i fucking hate twt#im drawing more song covers that live in my mind palace so i'll pist them there all together. and maybe here all together. who give a shit.#emnn skeleton orchestra next and it will fix me#Good lord. sorry. Im so caught up posting this for no reason. Get me out of here#im supposed to have a lecture in 3 hours but post covid symptoms say otherwise. im so fucked#i have a cyberpunk dead boy wip with them but idk i dont like posting wips on here its like an archive. n i want to actually finish it#but dear lord rendering it with their stupid outfits. clutches my chest falls to the floor. AUUUUGH#wxs killing me killing me taking damage augh auugh aughg
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