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Guess who's back after not posting for 3 months? :D
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Thinking about vampires, death, life, and the space they occupy in between
#to be or not to be. that is the question#ty adam for being my model for dramatic vampire moment#musings on the thinkings about:#when to live you are required to hurt others. you must repeatedly ask yourself what the value of your life is#To sleep... perchance to dream...#ah. THERES THE RUB.#ok I actually couldnt come up with too many thoughts. I had a lot more while I was drawing this but I guess I put them in the painting LOL#reading that soliloquy and being like damn this is just like vampires#the reality of course is that the soliloquy is a debate over suicide and ultimately making the choice to live#even if just out of fear of the unknown#and vampires are about dying and then in undeath choosing to continue to live#despite the fear of eternity and loneliness and hurting others#theyre not the same. but like let me thiiink come onnnn I'm allowed to thiiink and have incomplete thoughts#I would have to write like a proper essay about this to organize my thoughts. this is the tags on a tumblr post.#anyways finished episode 79#working on patreon stickers for this month (and next month soon)#and working on book 4. taking a pause from episodes cause I've got 3 weeks of buffer now... UGH#I'm so mad that they changed it. it would have been 5 weeks before but it's fine it's whatever#anyways yeah taking a break from episodes to make my book now!#its good stuff.#and this painting is good stuff#banger after banger from me tbh#this was a little relaxing giving myself a couple hours to muse#it's necessary for my health and I always forget that til I do a painting...#I loved doing the little landscape in the background too I should do that more! I love how plants are just like whatever shape you want#like you can make up any plant you want and not only does that plant PROBABLY exist somewhere#a weirder plant exists somewhere too. so. literally whatever you want#ok bye again for a few days while I get back to work
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traffic light trio posting!! heeheehoo
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Inspired by this tweet!!!: :D!!
#I made this yesterday and forgot to put it here oopsies#Sorry for forgetting about you Tumblr it will probably happen again ueue#lego monkie kid#monkie kid#Lmk#red son#Mk#Mei#mei lego monkie kid#mk lego monkie kid#red son lego monkie kid#traffic light trio#Rare non-frenoodles post wowee#Zaacoy art💫
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hi! i'll keep this short
i came to the realization everytime i've disappeared from tumblr to "take a break" i never really have because of other things going on in my life (which, duh, this isn't my whole life) but! i also realized that if i never actually take the time to recover and rest and think about things i should be writing i'll never feel better. so! i'm (once again)(but now more formally) going on hiatus until maybe may! i might pop in for spring break or earlier if i feel like it, but until then, not really any writing from me! with that being said, i'll still be around, doting on my moots (i.e. like, dorothea <3 wyr <3 and bug <3) because i love them so much and i will probably also post chapters of present ever so often! the reason being (i'm going to try to make this make sense but it may only make sense to me but i'm aware of how contradicting i am to me five seconds ago when i said i need to take a break from writing) present is a very personal fic for me that i've worked on for years at this point. what i'm posting now are chapters i wrote months ago after I've read over and edited them (or in the case of the upcoming chapter, i did randomly add it in and had to write it from the ground up last week lmao) but if it isn't obvious, present is a work i'm very passionate about and am just posting in case anyone else enjoys it but it feels like it's a work that is very individualized just for me and it doesn't cause me any stress or anxiety. on the topic of individualization, although i am of course so so thankful for all of the support and people that follow me, i do sort of miss when my blog and world were a lot smaller. it's something i feel like i only get when i get to reply to people in comments, but other than that, all the numbers and people on my feed give me a lot of anxiety. the hq (smau fandom especially) fandom or at least how much i'm (was) involved in it has grown exponentially and of course i'm happy about that but it's a bit too much for me. i'll be taking a huge step back from the fandom and any hq works i've written at least in the meantime, but that's not to say they'll never be finished! but i either need to grow to handle the bigger audience that now reads my works or wait for things to grow a little smaller again :) i hope to still be able to read my moots works but forgive me if it takes me a bit or i never get to them! i think at the least i'll still like them to show my support <3 thank you if you read my long ramble! i love you all <3
oh also i'll probably post self ship moodboards and the beginning of my reading list (thank you again dorothea for the idea <3)! but again, I think you get the idea by now; I want to go back to doing this for me! so this is a tiny little goodbye now i'm leaving for you all with forehead kisses and flowers and love notes and mwah <3 i'll see you around!
#that was not kept short#tldr; i'm taking a long break from writing (probably around may or so) and will not be super involved in the hq fandom anymore#i'm planning to try to go back to my roots! where i often really only ever posted when i uploaded fics and then i'd disappear again#idk what i'm doing!#or maybe i just need to wait long enough for people to sort of forget about me 😭 (IN A NOT SEEKING ATTENTION WAY SORRY)#but i just need to like! just do stuff for myself again!#last january or so i believe is when i started posting and i'd just really nervously hit the publish button#and then never look at tumblr again bc i was so scared#and i didn't have to worry about notifs from anyone and it was a very small and personal blog where no one knew me and I didn't know anyone#and while i sort of miss that i'm also not trying to say i'm not greatful for the friends i have made! i am very thankful for them#so that's instead why i'm settling for a middle between what my blog used to be and what I feel like it is now!#even just posting that dazai fic a little bit ago made me realize how much i missed just showing up out of the blue posting something#in a fandom that has literally basically never heard of me#and leaving again 😭#i'm happy to give out my socials if anyone wants them :3#okay bye bye!
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i've been considering doing an AJ au but then i found out that AJC and AJPW are somehow connected and it confused me so I considered rebuilding my au lore from the ground up but then i was wondering if it was doing too much and if i should just make sense of canon i'd like some advice ^w^'
In my personal opinion, I think aus are somewhat meant to be a lot of things; whether it's changing the main story line almost entirely or adding things that you want in there to help the canon out a little. There's not really a right or wrong, as long as it stays true to the canon somehow. Okay let's yap
For example, you could literally go off the canon story entirely and base a whole oc around that canon world, just make sure for others who might wanna look into it know it's still that canon world!
For animal jam however, it's a bit more hard, but it gets easy! Then hard again— it's like a rollercoaster with barely any stops
For my au, P&F, it's a mix of both animal jam worlds (classic and play wild) because even if they're both separate and sometimes the same, they're technically more different than anything story ish wise
But I manage to combine certain elements from each game, making what I truly want from it
But it can't stay like that forever sometimes if the story gets officially updated or adds something that might ruin a plot in your story. So don't really be afraid to make changes if you're wanting to stick with more updated AJ content
Another thing I do for my au is to establish certain characters, events, and most pop-out stories I find intriguing!
I can't say much about this one since my au is still technically a WIP but it's out there.. :]
But anyways, if you're gonna go with what I do, which is use most of the canon story lines and combine it into one just with a pinch of more creativity and some original stuff, I would suggest developing the canon characters and their settings
Depending on what you wanna make for your au, the canon character could have more personality then it's original
I will have to admit, I have done that with some but I keep it close to what their personality is as possible
What I also like to add to canon characters is their own story! Especially for animal jam when you don't really get the right answers.
A good example of what I mean is Greely's adopted family!
It's not much, it barely impacts the story for Jamaa, but it impacts him and his choices later on when he grows :] which is always fun to do!
Let's see... Another thing to help get an au going is by looking at things that would inspire you!
Like other people's aus, songs, even books, hell even the canon stuff might help out!
There is a lot of "canon" animal jam stuff that a lot of people don't really know about like the comics and books for animal jam!
And yeah, there's not a lot of animal jam aus but I have seen some around here and there! Best ones I would look into art pieces for is @bootleggreely , @prztails , and @vioblu-star, they're all really cool artists with interesting stories for animal jam stuff :]
(probably forgetting a whole bunch but yet I wrote this at like 2 am)
Then there's music/songs, the reason why I mentioned such is because it helps me create a scenario in my head when I listen to them! It even help me discover some new ideas I barely knew I could develop!
Another thing to keep in mind is that you don't really have to go all the way with aus, take your time!! It helps a lot, even when you feel stressed over it. Take breaks, you don't always need to focus on animal jam stuff for the au! You don't even need to make a whole book for it, you can just do what I most of the time do and just draw out stuff you like from your stories so far! Even if people don't know the full context!!
Change is always good too! Let me tell you, when I was younger in my animal jam little brain, I had such a mess of a story, now look where it is now! A bit better!
But let's give little me around of applause for predicting Moku'ahi 👏 (this thought still scars me)
Ooo and another thing, if you ever feel doubt in yourself with writing for the au, don't worry about it! You're doing great, but if you want a second opinion or two, ask for it! I'm sure people around you would provide answers if they know animal jam and care about some of the story :] it's always okay to ask for help! Don't be like me who hides in the corner and just writes and draws a lot 🌟
At the end of the day, this is your au, your story, your art pieces, your fun
Enjoy it and always be creative :]
#animal jam#jamblr#art#my art#animal jam lore#animal jam au#phantoms&fireflies aj#artists on tumblr#oc#animal jam oc#lets talk#yap#yapping#woo#artist#i really do hope this wasn't a lot to swallow#and i hope this is all readable#im not really good at writing when im tired lol#i hope this helps out! my explanations aren't probably the best but hey#gonna hope this actually posts and doesnt get shadow banned again#but if it does thats okay:]#gonna test out the schedule post thing so i can sleep and not worry about forgetting to respond hehe
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thinking about him
#fr dragon share#dragon share#flight rising#fr#flightrising#fr wildclaw#wildclaw#i continue to post dragons. when will i stop?#probably when i forget about tumblr again
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I AM GOING TO DIE!!!!
My mom accidentally saw my phone background, which is a fanart I made of Our Flag Means Death over a year ago and she said we should print it out and display it somewhere.
There are GAY PEOPLE KISSING in it and she's HOMOPHOBIC!!!
I don't think she managed to get a good look at it, but I need a way to erase that memory from her brain. Right now!
btw here's the art (I posted it on instagram as a stupid prediction for s2, so you might've seen it somewhere before, but I'm the original artist)
there's also a stabless version
the layout of the characters is based on that old Wolverine meme
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I have set grumpy Izzy part as my lockscreen and the kiss as the homescreen on my phone. I fought it was funny at the time and then promptly forgot about it and haven't changed it since.
Alas routine has become my downfall. My escape from reality is suddenly causing it to come crushing down on me.
Now I might have to come out as trans and gay and a fucking shipper at the same time. I don't want to come out like this. Like, it's not even funny to me anymore.
#well fuck#i am going to die#because of a stupid dead meme#there's always a chance she'll forget about it and never mentions it again#shitpost#ofmd#ofmd fanart#our flag means death#i am probably overreacting#blackbonnet#edward teach#stede bonnet#izzy hands#this is not how i imagined posting my art on tumblr for the first time would be like#but it could be my last time so fuck it
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just saw someone accusing people of content farming. on tumblr.com. girl, farm what? the soil here is bone dry.
#especially funny because the person wasn't even accusing like gif makers who rush to get sets out after a new episode dropped#(though that would still strike me as dumb just given the effort gifmaking takes even if the person is doing it quickly)#they were complaining about fellow bloggers in their very small fandom circle#i guess it's content farming now to make posts about something you and your mutuals enjoy#and again: farm what?#corporate sponsors? for your tumblr blog?#followers? on the website where follower counts aren't visible?#and the people who are interested in this very niche topic are probably all following you anyway?#words just don't mean anything anymore i guess#a shout into the void#i feel i'm getting heated about this for little reason but the post just came across as very mean-spirited and nonsensical#and sometimes this website can get so snide and catty like we forget where exactly we are
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There's honestly... just so many people, just so so so so so many people in this world where I'm like... aren't you people tired of this fucking... you know, I was going to call them clowns but that's really disrespectful to clowns, these people could never get their face on an egg...
Anyway, aren't you tired of this childish jackass? Don't you just want to ignore them and never have to hear about them again? If we just ignored them they legitimately would go away... don't you want that?
And this applies to... just ungodly amounts of people, from jake paul to even elon musk (just... don't touch his shit, he'll run out of money eventually with how bad he is with it), to just... name an annoying famous person and you'll name someone I've literally forgotten right now that I could never have to hear about again if people would just ignore them (unless they committed crimes, investigators are welcome to pay attention while gathering a case)
Yet the answer's always "no, we're paying so much attention to them!" and I'm just like... why? Why would you watch jake paul box? I heard about that and was like "he's still doing that shit?", and yet I guess it made a lot of money yet again and it's just like... ignore him
These people could go away, and yet
#to be blunt this is also very very very much about trump#the best part of all if he'd lost is how I'd never have had to see or hear about his loser ass again#and you people couldn't even manage that (collective you; not you personally... unless you're Pennsylvanian basically)#like he's insufferable... unless you're a die hard fan of him you know he's just stupid and annoying#why would you want to hear a washed up reality star for four more fucking years?#we could ignore these people hard enough to make them go away#and yet I'll be stuck having to hear him say shit about Hannibal or whatever for four more years cause you couldn't do that#I'm so sick of it; I honestly am#jake paul could have been ignored into obscurity like a decade ago; and yet he's able to launch a scam with mr beast#like dear god... can't you people find something better to do than watch these people? ...like watch paint dry?#it's not just people; it's every live action disney remake; it's... it's just all of it... fucking ai#can't you people fucking ignore it? can't you just kinda boo when it shows up and then forget about it?#I get someone like elon is a toddler that needs an eye kept on him to make sure he's not breaking shit but like...#we could just not buy his cars... which... like... doesn't seem like a hard ask given how badly they're manufactured#again... weirdos on tumblr; I'm doubting you're to blame for most of this#but just like... could we just for the love of god let the stupid shit die out you losers?#I'm not even... I'm not even joking here; this isn't like a goof; this is a prescription#nfts die if literally everyone ignores them; live action remakes die if no one watches them; elon goes bankrupt if no one buys from him#(also gets really sad because he's a massive attention seeker; and that's pretty funny so bonus)#why do I still have to hear about jake paul other than like... 'he's been arrested for fraud' or something reasonable?#could have been done with him years ago... like maybe if you kept around one or two bad habits but... like the lootboxes couldn't go?#tune in; turn on; drop out... this part here; I'm asking you to do the drop out part#drop out of society and stop playing their bullshit games#pay attention; be engaged with the world and your community as best you can; and just stop... stop giving this shit oxygen#but again... if this isn't hitting the void it's probably hitting the choir... you're not an oaf on twitter sucking this stuff up#but fuck me... worry over tariffs and other shit aside; concrete quantifiable worries I can lay out I might add#for the people who act like it's just sky is falling mentality; nah... I can expressly say what and why I worry about come january#but all that aside... you couldn't have voted against him just... just to never hear his annoying ass again?#not saying harris would have been good or bad or anything else... I'm saying she would have been a fuck of a lot less annoying#and like... you gave elon a win too... the two most annoying people on the planet and ya couldn't just... not
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Ough the daddy issues are big today
#sorry for venting on tumblr dot com again. im just having a lot of feelings#i dont even know where to start. thinking about it has given me a headache and now i dont even want to leave my room to get food or anything#its just. a lot. he isnt even home rn. ough and i probably have to leave soon cause its Thanksgiving#i think falling asleep at like 3 a.m. didn't help either. my body and mind are just in pain today#cuddling up with Arthyr while it takes a nap and forgetting about all my problems hgbjgbjhbjbnkh#vent#vent tw#sorry again mutuals i love you
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hello psychic mind games fandom population 3.7 /silly
I'm eepy sleepy and also I really have to buckle down and start studying bc my exams start at the end of April, so I'm going on hiatus again for about a month 😔 /gen /sad
Ik I just went on hiatus in like Feb and I'm sorry but rl stuff is unfortunately more important than psychic the psychic :(((
it'll probably end up being a semi hiatus again knowing me lmao but for the most part I won't be posting. I'll still rb other people's psychic art and I may occasionally drop a doodle or song rec though
dw, it may feel long but the time will pass anyway <3 ty everyone for all your support and I hope to post more psilly, psinister, and downright pslanderous content about our favorite pscoundrel soon <333
#why am i talking about this like im leaving tumblr#im not leaving tumblr#we'll see if i spontaneously decide to post again tonight or not but for now consider me on break ⛱️#dont unfollow me though i AM planning to post the purpleswap bois' designs eventually 👀#mod light#announcement#fnf psychic#oh yeah ill probably post more cat!psychic and dragon!psychic too once im back#AND SOFT!PSYCHIC DESIGN! cant forget that#and ofc the fics#so im just taking a break ^^ byebye
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that moment when you see a mutual who hasn't been in your notifications for a hot minute in ur notifs again reblogging your stuff
#tumblr#mutuals#moots#meme#memes#joke#funny#hahas#no but actually seeing a mutual active again is so eeeEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeee#like YAY YOURE BACK#I MISSED YOU DEARLY#YOU PROBABLY FORGOT ABOUT ME AND WENT ABOUT MY LIFE#BUT I DIDNT FORGET YOU#AND I REJOICE AT YOUR RETURN#mizismiz
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1981. Weird Al's first live TV performance, age 22. I fucking love this.
#whenever i re-find this video i watch it like 10x in a row before forgetting about it again#it's probably on tumblr somewhere but i thought i'd share#weird al yankovic#another one rides the bus#Youtube
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to be completely honest, the stranger things fandom has damn near ruined the show for me lmfao
#and i don't mean in the 'i know too much i can never be satisfied as GA again' way#people are just soooooo fucking petty#and i swear to god nobody in this fandom seems to remember that it's supposed to be... fun???#for them and for everyone else#like. bro. have u considered sitting down and maybe drinking a glass of *insert preferred juice*#people take the stupidest shit tooooooo seriously#also HEAVILY controversial opinion so i'm banking on nobody seeing this lest i get hashtag cancelled:#the vast majority of the characters are pretty bland and have middling chemistry#yes. this includes mike and will#i enjoy them. i like them. i don't think they're BAD. but sweetheart they are not that deep i'm sorry ToT#truly fascinates me how worked up people get over a handful of fictional pubescent suburbanites#yeah i'm losing followers if anybody sees this but i honestly do not give a shit#it might just be the mental illness but i barely care about any of it anymore even on a perfunctory level#i miss stranger things being a show i really really liked without being muddied by how fucking annoying fandoms are#(just in general but indo tend to fall into obnoxious ones and ST is no exception)#honestly half the entertainment i've gotten here has been from participating and half has been from watching other ppl squabble#i guess we all suck. haha#i'll probably be less of a holier-than-thou jackass in a couple weeks when i maybe get new meds#but til then i am honestly so sick of logging onto tumblr and having my dash at least half full of stranger things#i'm sick and tired and bored. i just wanna enjoy my blorbos in the peace of my own mind and then forget about them for a couple of years#maybe the hyperfixation is finally ending#honestly??? i hope so#lexi stfu challenge
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majoras mask twilight princess and tears of the kingdom are like three very distinct shades of "dark zelda game" so when a zelda game is considered "dark like majoras mask" it's not true because majoras mask was a very specific type of dark.
#dark with color#least serious#wild#gary.txt#mm is if that makes sense. like tp looks like the classic grimdark video game and totk's depths are literally pitch black#while mm had a really striking contrast. and this is just talking about color palettes#also mm is probably the in tone which i think adds to the overall unsettling and distinct feel to the game#i would also say the n64 graphics add to it but i dont think the 3ds graphics take away anything#anyways i want a new zelda game set in termina. imagine open world termina#i would want the world to be less and more a world with cities and civilization#because a big charm of clock town is how big it is. imagine that in open world#OH MY GOD I KEEP FORGETTING HOW MUCH TUMBLR HATES QUOTATION MARKS IN TAGS#listen im not typing that shit up again. decipher it yourself
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There was this pseudo intellectual of a man on bikbok and he was on live I had a conversation with me
And now I don't like calling other stupid but him ohhhh him he was stupid acting like he was wise when he was very much not
And I've never seen someone make such an Olympic jump to conclusions in a sentence ever
Like that conversation still bothers me rn
It shouldn't I don't like that it does but it just kinda make me peeved
#CHAT IS IT VAILD TO BE PEEVED WITH A STUPID MAN#I hate rumination#It's some random ass dude who will probably never amount to anything in life#On the internet#I'll never interact with em again#But I'm peeved#Still#Hopefully I forget about it#It just bothers me that it bothers me lmao#Oki I ramble ramble#I like tumblr yall are cozy
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