#probably not knowing how i an tho XD
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wait check out this shitty animation i made the other night
#i havent animated anything in soooooo long especially not frame by frame#its kinda janky cuz i was just messing around but im very proud of it =3#oh yeah chaarcter is ness earthbound but a furry. lol#an artist i follow has these awesome furry designs of all the mother series characters and its like. literally so smart so i ended up grtti#inspired by her art and started doing that (also i just like making little furry versions of characters its fun#i ahve a lot of art of said designs ……….. kinda embarrassed abt it cuz its all just silly stupid shit but mayyybeeeee illl post some. mayb#probably not knowing how i an tho XD#scribbles#mother series#<- retroactive tagging for blog organization bleahhhhggggh
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IT WAS GONNA BE QUICK DOODLES I TOLD MYSELF
You'll have to pry this head canon from my cold, dead fingers
I recorded this with my Tav, should anyone be interested(realized after she had different armor on whoops).
#but is it really a headcanon if im right /j#He confessed immediately after Raph's speech despite being grumpy here so ...XD#This game has me in a vice grip and I fear I may never recover#tw blood#bg3#astarion#baldurs gate 3#baldur's gate#bg3 spoilers#bg3 tav#bg3 astarion#astarion ancunin#astarion x tav#baldur's gate 3#baldur's gate iii#baldurs gate fanart#I did feel a little bad tho#i know you get the grumpy aftermath dialog regardless of how you kill the orthon#but god do i have so many feelings about this scene lmao#probably so blinded by how convinced he is that you're about to betray him#that he doesnt even pick up on what you're doing#and not only did you not betray him#you didnt even have to touch the orthon to kill it#despite the good in [this] Tav she can be...also a little terrifying sometimes haha#Astarion is probably thinking the same thing as Gale but wouldn't admit it out loud lmao#my Tav was calm and collected#meanwhile me SHHH ASTARION BEFORE HE HEARS YOU OMG YOURE GONNA KILL US
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Me, episode 1: Oh, a relatable protag! And a relatable female protag, at that. Sweet! That never happens.
Me, a few episodes in: Wait, the protag really is going to be my character? The one I identify with the most? Seriously? It's not going to be a strange, at least somewhat sinister, seemingly hostile male side character? It's gonna be a female character and the protagonist? That's insane, that literally never happens... what's the catch??
Me, more than halfway through the season: ... huh, I guess Maomao really is it. Okay, then ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Me to myself, after episodes 22/23:
#i let my guard down#i should have known#like really i should know better by now lmao#that's probably the best depiction of prosopagnosia i've seen in fiction ngl#also luo//men's suggestion re: using other attributes to tell people apart??#A++ approach what a guy#mine isn't nearly as severe but i totally use footsteps/gait/mannerisms as my primary means of distinguishing people#the very few people i care about i can definitely recognize by facial features#and people i see frequently; though i do have trouble recognizing them if they appear in a context i'm not used to#like. if i were to see one of my sword classmates at my workplace for instance i would have trouble recognizing them#but anyone else? forget it#the most difficult part of working veterinary front desk was returning animals to their owners#bc even though i could have /just/ spoken with the owners like. ten minutes ago#i couldn't tell you which animal belonged to which owner#faces just don't register with me#dogs were easier in that i'd just let them lead me to their owners#but if it was a cat in a carrier i was fucked lmaooo#it's why if there was another receptionist working i'd let them handle any hand offs XDD#i don't remember most of my childhood but i have some very vivid impressions of moments like#my mother asking me to go give a cash tip to the hairdresser who did her hair and me being unable to pick who it was out#of everyone that was working even though i'd been there with them for two plus hours.#or like. taking the school bus home and being unable to recognize my bus monitor and so getting on the wrong bus#and also getting ridiculed about this by my parents lol. ah good times.#on the other hand i can easily recognize a dog i've met once or twice even years later. and remember their name.#i think it all mostly comes down to disinterest for me. i've tried to change this but it's just how i am#so. he's very relatable. painfully so#also the pragmatism and rationality and hyperfixating on things.#i've never hyperfixated on another person tho and i am so grateful for that every single day#i know in my bones it would be an absolute disaster XD#withoutwords
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I can excuse gory murders, but I draw a line at selfishly lying to your patient/"friend"
Y'all ship these two? Smh...
#in all seriousness tho I didn't expect this to be such a big issue for me#I can't often say I dislike a character for an in-show reason#don't get me wrong I still think hannibal's an intriguing character and I highly enjoy watching him#what he does is supposed to make the audience feel this way while keeping them curious and in a way charmed with him#like that's the point of this joke XD#but this is now the first thing that comes to my mind when I see lecter with will and it makes me genuinely mad#and I love it#ALSO I SHOULD PROBABLY MENTION THAT I'M STILL WATCHING S1 AND KNOW NOTHING ABOUT THE STORY#I'm curious to see how it develops and why exactly hannibal's lying to graham#cuz I just feel so bad for will it makes me wanna cry whenever we see him struggle with this disease T^T#hannibal#hannibal lecter#will graham#hannigram#mine
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He's my lil guy with his monstrous obsidian eyes and ordinary urbane face and terrible divinity that clings to his hairy skin of nondescript brown
#he'd never ever get flattered in htn#both narrator and pov characters are lesbians and both are his 'children' one way or another#and yeah of course gideon would obliterate her own dad#'ancient ass man with them aging lines scary ass eyes who probably gave me oily skin and no ass'#'kiriona...'#'what? i'm introducing you in the most affectionately honest way i know how'#who would've thought this is what would take to finally have a written man i find attractive?#describe him as the least attractive basic looking man you can#and go into detail on how nondescript yet weird he looks#john gaius#tlt#the locked tomb#(jk kiriona has ass but NOT thanks to you dad!) (tho thicc john sounds funnier xD) (the struggle!!!)
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I want to say your style is soft and whimsical? If that's the word. Its a nice variation to a lot of the others I've seen. Sorry if my words are not wording. I love your style is just so fluffy and sweet between Ghost and Soap.
daww thank you! That's so sweet!! Drawing big buff military men has been a challenge for me, it's very different from my usual stuff - but it's fun to love a piece of media so much that it forces you to leave your creative comfort zone. I used to only draw animals when I started out, so that's definitely shaped my style into what it is. But Ghost and Soap deserve a little softness, as a treat, so it’s ok that my style is sorta mismatched with the source material
#ask#xpaintedladyx#warning: rambling in the tags#whimsical is such a sweet word thank uu#like i know making them soft and sweet is ooc but my mental illness demands it#they get to be macho and dudebros in canon#my art style has also changed since getting into cod#believe it or not but I used to draw even more cartoony and that just didn’t fit the vibes I wanted to hit#I didn’t want to make them too dainty so I’ve rly pushed myself to learn how to draw muscles and angular shapes#which probably surprises u considering how soft it still looks XD#it’s also why my art tends to fluctuate a lot bc I’m trying out a bunch of stuff to find a style I’m happy with#going thru my page is just ‘different brushes for lineart’ and ‘different ways of colouring and shading’#I’m getting somewhere slowly tho
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i dont know why the running joke of this chapter is kakashi fearing for his kidneys. where did that come from. WHY did that come from.
i should probably cut that in editing it's a little ridiculous.
except it makes me giggle every time so maybe i should leave it there.
#girl's mind fanfic#clena's writing progress#just have to write ONE more conversation and the whole chapter is done. but DAMN if editing wont be a bitch#still wondering if i should cut jiraiya's 3-page infodump#because while most people dont mind#some people keep commenting saying that my fic is too wordy and i keep adding unnecessary things#and like. they're 1% of reviews but i have the emotional fragility of a china teacup#i cry when i get those sorts of reviews and they ruin my day even tho i get twenty comments who love my rambling#but like. also. i shouldnt delete stuff from my fic just for the 1% of assholes who will say mean things about it#but also i dont want to cry when someone inevitably says something mean about it.#most if not all of said assholes are on fanfiction dot net so technically i could just stop cross posting#except there are people on that site who DO like my rambles so#ugh. why am i such an emotionally sensitive crybaby. my life would be so much better#if i didnt have such thin skin#i'm 90% certain that jiraiya's 3-page infodump is going to get LONGER with editing cause i'm gonna turn it from infodump into#an actual conversation. so who knows how many pages it'll be by the end. the chapter's already 6500 words#which is double my average chapter length#and i DO like the info he presents even if it maybe ISNT strictly required for progressing the story. probably only the last paragraph is#ugh. i wish people would just never say mean things ever. then i wouldn't have a problem with anything xD
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merry crimas <3 :))
#swatchton#swatch deltarune#spamton#spamton deltarune#my art#i started this drawing november last year :')#i also started something this year that ill probably finish next year xd#im pretty happy with how this came out tho :)#i know the perpective is off but i dont care lol#merry christmas#christmas
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Today, I offer you...
🌟 he 🌟
#[been thinking all day abt how much jona happily infodumps abt az/te/c culture and civilization on others if he gets the chance lol]#[especially when you take into account he canonly has some kind of morbid fascination with the dead and w/occult stuff (ie. the stone mask)#[probably had a blast the first time he tried pozole (a dish that seems it was popular in that culture and still is nowadays in mexico)]#[and he'd totally throw in the good ole ''did you know it's believed az/te/cs used actual human flesh instead of meat to make this?!'']#[he wouldn't do it in an ill-natured manner tho! he wouldn't try to upset others on purpose (and possibly ruin their meal in the process xd#[it'd be just his nerd ass infodumping and throwing some very dark facts/stuff bc he's so used to all of it lol]#[but yeah. i can definitely see why he got invested so much into all that stuff]#[it's just perfect for him]#[and yeah. i will be making a more formal post about all this sometime (if my pea brain doesn't forget to do it)]#;ooc tag#[stilllll feel free to interact with jona if you wish to! (regular jona. not micro!jona lol)]#[anyways.. had a bit of A Day]#[but at least i got to see some hal/low/een and dia de muertos stuff!]#[so that was good]#[i'm tired but i'll be working on replies]#[might not get any done tonight but they will be worked on nonetheless!]#[hope everyone's having a lovely day/night!! <3]
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see sometimes I try and think about it all more logically. what if it was all happening to a friend. my friend!! you completely forgot to feed your kitten his wet food for five days? you haven't drunk water for a couple of days? you didn't shower or change your clothes for four days? you've only eaten two actual meals in the last two days? your average sleep in the last week is around five hours? my friend, you need help.
since it's me, I don't need help.
#most of it has been genuine forgetfulness/zoning out and 'oh it's 2am'#but like. last night i was lying awake hungry as anything bc all I had was dinner and not a great deal of that. if id been in a house on my#own i would've hopped up and got smth but i couldn't in case of disturbing grandma#(I have since purchased things that I will store near my bed that I can either take out of there#or leave them there for any such emergencies. if you call them emergencies. sometimes if i can't handle eating normally if i can't see what#im eating i can manage that - makes it less real somehow.)#honestly tho i am shocked by how immediately all my carefully created routines have fallen apart tbh#should i talk to my lecturer at uni who does the 12-2 class? to check she's ok with me eating in class? bc otherwise i will likely not eat#anything before dinnertime. probably skip breakfast#i don't know. i don't know anything. i love my course i love it so much and i don't know how i'll handle it#but i don't think i'd handle not doing it#idk im just so tired man#depression does a number on you frfr#okay that's it im turning on the heater finding some music and doing a lil dance. see if i feel better. maybe try a bit of hot water with#ginger or smth livening in it. i do want to try that. something to wake you up. ive been in a dead depressed limbo for five hours straight#and done nothing of use#tw ed#good news tho i find my anxiousness overall reduces the more depressed i am xD idk why lol#personal#puddleglum hours
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started mother 3 . real good so far but the battles r kinda driving me crazy w the rhythm game thing
#IM STUPID !!!!!! I CANT DO THSI SHIT#i dont really play rhythm games the only other thing ive played is the fucking. rhythm heaven tutorial level at my friends house#multiple times. ive never beaten it. IM SO BAD ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY#i dont even get what ur supposed to be timed to or whatever in battles tho like#i keep putting enemies to sleep and trying to do it to the heartbeat thing but it doesnt ?? do anythint ???#the stupid thing that tells u abt the rhythm battles in game says you can get by without doing it but i kinda doubt that#like…. thats half the whole battle gimmick youd imagine the game is balanced around it being utilized#also im judt absolutely getting my ass kicked rn i never got any game overs until i got to the castle#i forgot how to spell the name sorry#uh anyways i died like 7 times . sigh#still havent gotten thru all of it but whatever ill figure it out eventually#i needed to take a break anyways#its kinda bumming me out how much trouble im having w this but ive only played for like 3 hours its a whole game ill probably get better#as the game continues ??? idk#inquisitivewaltz.txt#characters and whatnot r very fun so far but again im only 3 hrs in so not much has happened i didnt already know abt XD
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Month 4, day 25, Keen demanded I work on him tonight so I did :D Better defined his wings and leg armor, gave him a skirt, rotated everything so he could be nice and big on the canvas and have more room for his wings, and even gave him his emblem and name :D Yeah, he still refuses to change it. He's an asshole, your honor.
#the great artscapade of 2023#art#my art#forspoken oc#original character#character design#character sketch#next time I work on him I'm either going to define his gauntlets or his helmet#or I'm going to forget I wanted to do either of those things and work on rendering him XD#man is rendering even the right word?#or have I just absorbed too much 3D modeling and animation lingo?#who knows not me#we're gonna find out tho probably :D#my roommate got a steal on a sweet computer and picked one up for me too so I might be getting into Blender y'all :D#I mean I've BEEN into Blender as in I've been salivating over it for... oof probably about a decade now?#but with this new computer (well new to me; it's a 2013 model and used by a school) I should FINALLY have the power to model! :D#... if I can get my mitts on Forspoken models and textures I will be a downright unapologetic terror#and don't get me STARTED on what I'll do with FFXV models and textures >.>#as for Kingdom Hearts models? oh honey there will be no end to shenanigans and bullshit#I expect 0% of these to come to pass but damn am I excited to figure out how to translate my character designs into 3D :D
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aaAAAAAAAAA IT HAPPENED!!! A PERFECT!!!
i was. literally shaking by the time I got to the end of this song haha i didn't think i'd ever actually get a perfect run omg i'm so happy 😭
#SORROY this is the final thing i'll ever share of this game i swear#it's just.#idk man#only a little over a month or so ago i genuinely thought this song was impossible to clear at all#and like. here i am with an actual Perfect score like what the heck#very proud of this even tho it's just a silly video game haha#it's also kinda hard to like? express how insanely challenging this game is#even if i shared a video of this chart it'd be VERY confusing to anyone unfamiliar with what's going on#(ask me how i know lol)#so it probably doesn't seem like a big accomplishment in terms of skill to just show an image of a clear screen haha#but it's def a big deal To Me xD#spectre says#hatsune miku: project diva mega mix
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The story of Cats is that in the 1930s, the famous poet T.S. Eliot wrote a book of cutesy little cat-themed poems for his godchildren
And then 40 years later, Andrew Lloyd Webber found a lost cat poem that T.S. Eliot had cut from the cat book for being too sad for children, and ALW was like “woahhh. A cat….that’s sad. That’s deep, man. I wanna make a musical out of this”
So the producer assigned to the project was like “okay, I guess you could maybe read these cat poems as a satire of 1930s British society? We could probably do something sort of interesting with that, I’m thinking a cast of about 5 and–”
And ALW was like “no. Forget the satire. Also I want a cast of dozens and the most advanced special effects technology ever seen on stage. I’ve taken out a second mortgage on my house to fund this”
And the producer was like “wh– you– wh– do you even have. a plot”
So ALW got a bunch of actors and writers and artists together and they holed up and did cocaine workshopped for 5 weeks, and at the end of it they emerged and said “the plot is that a bunch of cats are having a dance contest for the right to take a ufo to cat heaven :)”
and then it made 2 billion dollars.
#i dont know how i never made this connection#i knew the basics of how the musical came to be#and ive always enjoyed ballet tho wasnt able to indulge much until college#but yeah. wow.#xD#catch me as a small child only caring that it was about cats and enjoying the costumes dance music etc secondarily lol#the double vhs was a staple watch for me#probably influenced my love of dance lbr#which also explains a lot xD#CATS#cats musical
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anyway things i still must do
1. brush teeth
2. eat probably.
3. switch clothes to dryer
4. the showers
#i can brush my teeth rn i shouldve b4. but im prooobably gonna wait until i switch the shits to the dryer#bc then i can umm. switch stuff brush teeth Chill and relax and be beautiful for 30 minutes then eat breakfast then my stuff modt.probably#will be ready 2 be out of the dryer andd then i will SHOWERS! yay#i probably should take off my clean clothes i had to wear them to put stuff in the dryer.#i havent worn such little clothing in AGES lol. its not anything crazy its judt shorts and a croptop#but normally i wear pants that Cover my feet and oversized shirts. bc of the dysphoria nd such#i will say my dad saying 'lol i didnt know you had legs XD' does not make me want to wear shorts ever again. out of spite. but whatever#I JUDT GET COLD and also i hate hate hate hate hate ppl seeing my body esp in motion. not even related to the Body issues and stuff#even when i was skinny it made my fucking skin crawl to know that ppl could see me. when i was just like. cooking in the kitchen#idk. idk how much ive talked abt it b4 but it stresses me out supremely that ppl can see my body move when im not consciously moving my body#in a certain way to be looked at#its not even a seduction thing or anything i dont thjnk i movemy body any differently when im Prepared to be watched vs not#aside from like. if im not i shake horrifically. like i always shake i have shaky hands favt of life but if im being watched its like.#borderline i cant do anything bc i shaje so much and have trouble breathing#its worse after wa tho. i genuinely had to run to my room in tears bc i started hvaing a panic attack several several times. LOL#but wtvr. its probably some deepseated issue its rly not 4 me to think abt.
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Tfw you're making dinmer, just throwing ingredients together with no proper goal in mind and praying to the gods you don't believe in that the end result will at least be edible.
#Its gonna be edible. Probably.#I rarely fuck up my 'throw random shit together' recipes nowadays bc I have a lot more experience and a better underatanding of flavour#(bbf and I accidentally recreated jeyuk bokkeum friday night bc we we're messing around trying to marinate our pork belly#to fit with the kimchi fried rice we were making. It not only fit; it was tasty af XD)#The main question is really 'is it gonna be tasty?'#Which. No fucking clue.#I'll just have to wait and find out.#I made some weird gratin type thing thats in the oven rn. It smells good so far but who tf knows 🤷#Pretty sure thats not how you're supposed to use berbéré éthiopien tho. 🤷😂#damie talks
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