#IM STUPID !!!!!! I CANT DO THSI SHIT

[motherforthefamicom]

started mother 3 . real good so far but the battles r kinda driving me crazy w the rhythm game thing

[just-spacetrash]

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[tekitothemagpie]

CHARLIE 👹

Big shout out to @tekitothemagpie and all the stainmight fans for cheering me on and motivating me. I love all of you very much so consider this animation a big thank you gift for y'all (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)

HAPPY HALLOWEEN 🎃👻🍬

[hearts-4-vicky]

hi my loves 💪 im sorry for not updating this week and last week as well.. this may happen until the end of june😔 i havent found the time to js sit down and write these reqs but i do have some drafts so yay !!! ive had the biggest writers block since like man idk the julie fic ig? but anyways prepare for a more consistent update schedule like before when i first started out !! oh and thank you so much for all the support on in for it and call over your homegirls !! i’ve actually really enjoyed writing for this lil series and it makes me giggle (my sense of humor is rlly bad.) anyway.. i wanted to know if i should turn it into something liek idk bigger.. and stuff .. yknow ! ill still write reqs but then have like chaewon whining in a different fic

di that maker sense idk m tired and i mids nabi and jwannie boo

COME BACK HUYS I CANT DO THSI SHIT ALONE

[domoriu]

Hi bae this is 🧀 idk if you still rmb me im just rlly busy rn LMFAO but can i just say i will gladly match ur freak….. I am number one challengers fan (mike faist and zendaya i love u) and altho i dont dabble into the yaoi shit (maybe like ever idk. Sorry) i may have watched art n patrick make out a lil too much lol oopsies!

Anyways imo i truly think u should write what u want! Limiting yourself to what your followers/what u think your followers want is👎🏼 cuz honestly from experience it just prevents u from getting ur creative juices flowing….yk idk what the fuk im talkin but ya :D tldr just write what u want!! Am 100% looking forward to whatever fic you’re brewing SOON i am eagerly waiting at the dining table for the domoriu fic meal i bet it’s scrumptious.

Also tangent but thanks to that stupid blonde angelface art donaldson my type in men (or lack thereof) changed drastically cuz like i always like the feminine(?) gentle looking male idols ifygwim LOL. Like i LOVE RIWOO just because of thsi he’s just sooo my type even tho he’s a little shortie but its ok inm not even 160 so i cant even say much. Riwoo girl agenda indeed cuz fuck men but also fuck men….. just one singular 170cm tall pretty man….. anyways i hope u had a good day/start of the week!! I rlly need to lock in for school lmfao im tryign not to freak

hi lovely yes i do remember you!! i love challengers sm like that movie changed my life 🙂‍↕️ i literally watched challengers solely bc zendaya is in it and i wanted to see the men kiss 😭 and don’t even worry about not dabbling in yaoi its not for everyone… i used to like it then i like hated it (??) for a while but i fw it again ☝🏽 i read more yuri tho cuz go lesbians

and yes i try not to limit myself toooo much cuz at the end of the day, its my page and i can do what i want 🙂‍↕️ but some stuff i tend to keep to myself cuz i dont wanna be perceived LOLL

and yes i love riwoo sm my type when i have a bias is usually the really cute one/feminine looking one and riwoo just gives like. girl to me and as a girl kisser that is EXACTLY what im looking for ☝🏽 and unfortunately im 5’2 (157cm) so EVERYONE is fucking taller than me 😭😭😭but i like to pretend in my head that riwoo is actually shorter than me my little short king

and tysm !! i hope you have a a good day and a good week all together as well 💋

[gayspock]

whilst i cannot sleep

is anyonegetting angry and upset in their own head is anyone feelign hateful is anyone going nuts knowing it never gets anywhere that it never means anythingi keepgetitng really. really fucking angry. walk around try not to be sick fucking calm down breathe br normaallll!!!! and upset thinking abt how fucking stupid it is that i keep getitng angry andupset. when ive been trying actively not to care about it because caring doesnt mattereither and nothing matters but i cant fucking shake it. gorgeous spiral because it jsut fucking goes round in circles and it never stops and i feel like half this shit its like peopelwont even remember any more but i cant ever fucking get it out of my head and i wishthere was some fucking closurebut i dont fucking ever move i keep trying to fucking push shit forward dbutr im always jsut fucking stuck. everyone just fucking leaves and goesd on like it never happened or mattered. and idontknow whyi everjust sit there and theres this niggling fucking . ache forsoemthing just some fucking acknowledgement . like i dont want apologies i dont fucking care i dont think its even due just fucking realise i existed just for a second pleaseand my head was jsut .slightly fucked up by thsi but i feel selfish and stupid and childish and its just a fucking pipedreamgod help me but no . imstill fucking stuck as i always am and i cant get out andit doesnt fucking matter how hard i try im alwya sjust never doing enough for anything.igenuinely do fucking try to move on try to fucking do somethingelse and i jsut fucking cant fucking get anywhetre and if eel so so fucking . stupid and theresnothing there but the hollow fucking tauntssaying its going to be okay one day! and then the prompt walking away from your fucking corpse haha ! when theres nothing in sight and i its stupid fucking horseshit selectiverly designed todrvie you so, so fucking angry but youre not allowed to fucking say anything without being the cunt yourenot allowed to react you have to fucking swallow it fucking perform for people who do not fucking care or respect you truly like HAHA. YOURE DOING THIS TO YOURSELF! IF YOU SAY YOURE OKAY FOR ME! YOU WILL THEN BE OKAY! NOW SAY IT! some fuckingsong and dance to make them feel betterdespite youre . fucking . insane and even if you didnt exist this would have no fucking bearing on them whatsoever but oh sure fucking fine fuck OFF do you ever fucking think aboit that i wish i could be fucking miserable for fucking once because i cant ufcking do anyhting else i really fucking cant and i wish someonewould just fucking let me be for fucking once i feel so so so fucking alone i jsut . befrore i finsihmyself off i dont know. . i keep triyng and i wish justr something could get some sort of fucking resolution for once or some fucking release or end but i jsut feel like i cant ask for anything i feel fucking crazy man i feel fucking crazy all the fucking time i feel like imgetitng my shit yanked back and forth . something smehying its never fucking worth being alive i keep sitting there and praying for it to matter to fucking have meant something but i cant fidn a fucking point to any of it im so so fucking sick of it im sick of exisitign but i sut. wahh wahh wahh or whatever i wish i couldfeel happy i wish i could feel loved or just feel liek ive done something okay jsut for fucking ocne before i die idont think im ever going to get there i cant i just keep criyng about all the meaningles nothinhs that keep coming in droves but are just more fucking shortcomins and disappointments and FUCKKKK MY LIFESS<333333

[fag-on-goth-action]

🔪 KNIFE - how do they react to injury / misfortune befalling their loved ones (significant other, family, friends)? do they put themselves at blame?

🙈 SEE-NO-EVIL - whats a side of your oc that they don't want to show other people?

🙊 SPEAK-NO-EVIL - what is something your oc will refuse to stay quiet about?

🙉 HEAR-NO-EVIL - what is the worse thing your oc could hear from someone?

for all your OCs <3

🔪

ok so all of them but wes has dealt with that. so this is easy

Lilith- denies it happens doesn't put herself at blame and acts like nothing changed

Marr- shuts down and does a lot of stupid things to fix it but makes things worse

Am- takes all the blame feels guilty and then inflicts the same pain or what she thinks is equivalent pain upon her self

Wes- drinks. a lot.

🙈

oh this is easy they r all hiding sooo much

Lilith- the fact that she's a trans woman obvi but she is trans and queer and all that shit as Lea so that's a cop out. Hers is how she has never truly processed things. ever since she got bit the years have blurred and she doesn't know 78 from 09 well because Am had the same haircut or whatever and she thinks she's been going crazy for so long she's horrified about how bad it is

Marr - Ever since she got cursed to be unable to do the things she loves ( makeup, hair, acting, singing ) she has acted really chill about it and she knows that she hasn't done them in so long so she's fallen out of love but god when things get bad she will cry for hours after trying to sing a song. it devastates her even if parts of that curse have become regular parts of her life, like her makeup being messed up is part of her brand, some days she wants to just look classically pretty and she wants to feel like the woman she used to be and it breaks her.

Am- Context is in my world vampires acquire parts of their greatest fear and desire. for this you gotta know Am's biggest fear is dying alone and without true love. she has taken refuge in platonic bonds but oh my god the day she found out Wes was her soulmate she broke down. She was incapable of having the love of her life ever. she said she would never meet her soulmate and if she did she would kill them, but you can't kill another vampire as a vampire. it's an act only witches or humans can do. And then shit, they are best fucking friends. the worst part is Wes is bound to her until the world ends. he will never experience love that is true, and because Am is always around he's constantly subconsciously comparing his romance to how he feels for her, which is impossible to beat. she can't tell him.

Wes- he's my least fledged out little guy but oh my god he is so incapable of anything past first base and like that wasn't a part of his curse! he doesn't know what's up he just can't feel a lot of things for people man. only time he remembers being good at sex was with Am but she's probably a sex god or something. he can't figure out love and it's pissinf him off

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Lilith- she seriously needs to stop talking about how she helped with jfk in bars she's gonna get arrested soon

Marr - one of these days she'll finally get someone to believe her and be sober enough to see her magic in clubs shes sooo bad at hiding being a witch

Am- WE.DONT.CARE.YOU.WERE.AT.9/11.SO WAS EVERYONE ELSE IN THSI HOUSE AM AND YOU RAN LIKE A PUSSY WHILE WE WATCHED

wes- im so sorry shut up about yr highschool band it was soooo bad u did violin covers of beetles songs

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Lilith- the details of what happened to marr when she was deported and had to live in russia from 57-73. that would break her so hard.

Marr- What happened to the kids who cursed her

Am- Where her brother is ( she thinks he's dead )

Wes- that his fuckinf band sucks shit

okaaayy that was so long sorry but i'm on mobile i cant do cut :(

[smileymoth]

venting more cuz im sick asf of being the way i am lolz . Every trigger warning ever probably

Its like soooo hard for me to describe how bad thsi shit makes me feèl like i KNOW i can do it i CAN DO SCHOOLWORK i just feel like im mega lazy and not putting in enough effort so i always feel like i need to hurt myself so so much to feel like my struggle is like worth it. Like i keep fantasizing abt hurting myself realllll bad but its like okaayyy it wont like. fix anything? Youll still have to do it?? So like get a grip and just do it. But i on god feel like i cant? I cant? I feel like i cant??? I feel like i need so much help but i cant keep asking for help all the timr bc i need to vocaalize my own thoughts bc thats how the real world works how am i meant to get a job if i cant express my ideas. How have i become so degenerated in my creative ideas over the past 4 years. My god. Probably got to do with not having had a psychologist for 2 years and only seeinf my psychiatrist once in a blue moon (ITS BEEN A YEAR SINCE IVE SEEN THE FUCKER SOON) and my dad died but im over it now. Idk why im so depressed. Why am i so fucking pathetic man. Like get a grip. Literally. Makes me wanna kms how saamatu i am. I constantly fantasize abt hurting mydelf so bad just to show how much im hurting (eewwww i sound so emo) but again. Wont fix anything. And id hide it anyway. But by god i want to. So bad. Everybody has it hard and im not special so i need to suck it up and do it. I cant do this school shit. I also probably cant do a job. Nor anything. I rly should just kill myself unless i wanna become a 30 year old basememnt dweller who still lives with her mom. I neeeeeeed to kill myself theres nothing out there for me. Not skinny enough not smart enough not skilled enough im just mid. Id rather work at rimi but by god i want to be something and not just some random person. But thats a skill issue. The worst part is tjat i believe i can be someone that actually matters. I need to kill myselfffffff. Anyway fucking. Goodnight its too late ill do those stupid moodboards and personas tomorrow when i dont want to kill myself over school (mission impossible)

[the-firebird69]

Guns N' Roses - Paradise City (Official Music Video)

and we are apologetic no. ruined our own plan so what it was is ours to r uin.  and now we see it. we are ruining it so what we do it on purpose and  you dopes dont know our power and helaughs and says it we combined them he grabbed us after.  we nabbed them not after the to the bone was befoer it and wnet to the grve wiht our secrets and progrms and their computer took it lightly no uses it damnti ok makes sense but we tried ahahahhhhahahhhhahhhh oh boy wht if you dont try sit and live damnit yoiu fucking idiot lol.  not ufun true thouhg

sarh

we re delusional and cnt stop we needed help this might

trump

hahh wont help you.  you might hv some peace. but no.  they seek you now.  and with a pull you wont believe  tht it isi for thsi.  and y eh y ou re fuk ups

Zues Hera

the math is right he is right we get you trump you bozo shit your dumb

mac daddy

fun night and now this wow we hit you you faggot shithead your out now

ben arnold

and no embeds so yor..annd hahahh you faggot joel and this blwos we  are nohting and habe been fn sucks samnit

and we were near the spheres ok this blows.

joel watts

whch way is it the way we say and we said it and they hit ok dumb

sarah 

so you live after they shoot y8ou i see that is why you live

Zues Hera a loop hahha lol

no no you wnot make fun of us and ok tons do now and  i made a hogpodg and it workd but thi guy said im doomed and i sought daves.  no heard it. lost it could not get it and found it no missed and he says oh oh yeh oh yeh and ok we are dead he is happy and no kidding we are doomed

trump

you re we pull shortly nd tommy f too and hit yours.  wesee why.

mac daddy

He continues it and the stuff doesn't work and he keeps saying it works people keep hitting him and he won't shut up and here it is the math he had taken over by Dave's stuff and he won't admit it and he had taken over by Dave's stuff and he won't admit it and he didn't admit it and the stuff is just what other people have he's stupid and he keeps telling on himself and Dave's computers are getting dest and Dave's computers are getting destroyed it is up on Saturn so we watch this guy in space and he was at those spheres. But he couldn't get out them just like everyone else. So we're wondering what the hell he's talking about. He does have a story and he's been telling it lately

Thor Freya

we lit it up the compuer and held jc and mary on the ships and ours were there at the dig.  and went in and seabotaged it. nd it was not so big bout ttwo hundred miles and ok how long did it take and so yoou disabled it.  no. took it over wiht  virus.  homeade copy.  ahhah had the pieces. damnit.  true too.  and ok he says rigged it.  and the computer does it day and night.  but heck with what he says you knowfor old ties sake...and with c4 and tons of it.  and inert mostly unless you hit thedeetontor and true a ton all over it.  ....and then....we left and said one fals move to disarm. it goes.  and you left it rigged and cant see it. nope.  so there.. tht is what we did

trump

and so what no. w e see him. and you dont trump. hehehe.  you use him as the computer your shit ok.  now we know wht he says and in mmments it is disbled all your crp and how did you get onbord and ok.  then your there with what it wnted so where is jc and mary.  we saw you exumed her sister

bill preston this needed to come out we knew no

oh no

mac

Olympuos

out now Thor freya Hera alll list attched

[zarovich]

i love having abandonment issues due to childhood trauma that is now coming back to fuck me over

[futurist]

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[jihyolesbian]

[snowmiku]

im really sad and upset and i brought this upon myself and i hate it so much and hhhhhhhhhhhhh

[traumatizeddfox]

i hate christmas so much and it's coming. everybody wont shut up about christmas and im so mad. christmas used to be so happy when i was younger like i believed in santa and all that shit and i was so happy and when i think of christmas it just makes me so upset that im growing older really fast and there is nothing i can do to stop it. im not a kid anymore. i dont think ill ever be happy again because i was only happy when i was a child. i was so happy and everybody's all superficial jolly around the holidays like shut up youre not happy or maybe everyone is and im the only one who wants to die. but like its all people talk about and the colours the red and green and being with my family they used to be so much fun they used to love me and care for me but now theyre... theyre just notlike that anymore like when i was smaller and i cried they would hug me and tell me its gonna be okay but a few weeks ago i was in my room crying when my mum came in and started yelling about how i need to regulate my emotions and then she took my phone which is like one of the only things that makes me less sad because its my communication with my friends and i cant not talk to anyone i hate being alone so much i need my phone what if someone calls me what if they needm y help whatif someoen even just calls to tell me they love me not like that would happen but what if? and then theres snow i used to love snow so much i would go out and make snow angels get all bundeled up but now when i go outside and its snowing i just want to bury myself in the snow wearing little clothing and get hypothermia and die. ive heard that's peaceful but of course everybody would have to pretend they care about me if im dead and i dont wanna do that to the people i love

sorry thsi is stupid and it doesnt make sense you dont have to publish this or answer it if you want i just typed out what's always in my head but yeah your blog's nice have a good day

i dont think this is stupid at all!! its really hard growing up. christmas is rly diffcult. im sorry that ur mom takes away ur phone and tells u to regulate ur emotions. crying is normal and healthy. i am so sorry </3 i hope one day christmas will be a happy time for u

[moon-yeongjun]

The Internet is for Porn || Moon Bros

Summary: Tae has some questions about porn. 

TW: talk of porn, but i mean this is very PG-13 people 

@moon-yeongtae

Tae: Hyung

 Jun: eh?

 Tae: I have a weird question to ask you

 Jun: when are you not asking me some kind of weird question?

Jun: what is it

 Tae: I tried looking it up on the internet but the internet is a weird place, hyung

Tae: um first of all you've probably had sex right

 Jun [deleted]: holy SHIT

Jun: what kind of question is that???

 Tae: look i have to talk about this sometime alright I'm not stupid but also our parents arent really sex talk enthusiasts

Tae: I'm a sheltered catholic school kid

 Jun [deleted]: what did i do to deserve thsi

Jun: what is your question tae yah

 Tae: is it like 

Tae: idk exciting to think about? 

Tae: like is it normal to maybe not be that excited when you're sort of trying the normal things to /be/ excited?

 Jun: are you talking about watching porn

 Tae: maybe

 Jun: there are many types of porn out there. not all porn is made equal. if you find some porn not exciting, its probably bad porn

Jun: or it isnt 

Jun: your taste 

Jun: yah i cant believe you're making me type this

 Tae: I underestimated how embarrassing it would be to read you type porn

 Jun: you brought it on yourself

 Tae: um so basically I'm sort of doing it wrong then?

Tae: bc it's supposed to be nice

 Jun: you cant do porn wrong

 Tae: and not weird or embarrassing even just with myself

 Jun: its like finding something to watch on netflix not everything is going to be worth your time or something you will like

Jun: also stop watching porn

Jun: im your hyung and i am required to tell you that even if i know you wont listen

 Tae: well u watch porn

 Jun: i never said that

 Tae: u know an awful lot about it

 Jun: never said that either 

Jun: we are talking about you not me

 Tae: I just feel like I'm sort of broken

 Jun: you are not broken

Jun: if this has something to do with... ah i hate you

Jun: if you're having problems with erectile dysfunction, that's a medical issue and you should see a doctor WHO IS NOT ME

Jun: but more than likely you're just young, puberty is weird, hormones are weird, you're thinking too much about it

 Tae: yeah I'm probably thinking too much idk

 Jun: stop watching porn this problem goes away see

Jun: again i have to tell you that as your hyung

 Tae: I just...guys at school are always talking about girls and how they look naked and what noises they make which I dont think any of them have ever actually slept with a girl...maybe murdered a few idk

 Jun: lmfao

 Tae: but it's not appealing and that just makes me feels weird

Tae: bc sometimes I feel like I want to have sex obviously but at weird times or bc of weird things

 Jun [deleted]: seriously why is this happening to me

Jun: boys your age are always going to make up things like that to seem cool they're probably just mimicking bad porn

Jun: its good that you arent like them

Jun: i wasnt like them.

Jun: you should focus on your studies

 Tae: it doesnt feel like its good

Tae: what if

Tae: nvm

 Jun: are these boys your friends?

Jun: what are their names, nemo and what's the other one

Jun: they arent making fun of you are they?

 Tae: no they arent

Tae: they dont talk about sex that much

Tae: Cept nemo said he wanted to climb a boy like a tree once

 Jun [deleted]: aish fairies 

 Tae: lmfao

 Jun: Well, maybe if you talk to your friends, people you trust, then you'll feel differently

Jun: you can have actual conversations instead of that locker room talk

 Tae: that's what I'm doing....

 Jun: Yes, but people who are in that same stage as you are

Jun: you know, puberty and hormones

 Tae: I cant talk to nemo about this

Tae: and I'm not going to talk to finn about sex he might faint

 Jun [deleted]: aghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

 Tae: louie will tell me to go try it

Tae: he just jumps into stuff

 Jun: Why can't you talk to nemo then?

Jun: you two seem very close

 Tae: we are

 Jun: he is a good friend to you

 Tae: he is

 Jun: i mean i will.....................keep talking to you if you want

 Tae: thinking about talking about sex like this with nemo makes me want to vomit

 Jun: but you didn't like it when I typed porn, so

Jun: that seems very dramatic

 Tae: yeah well I'm a teenager

Tae: also ur literally so dramatic I wonder where I got it

 Jun: ah you punk watch it

Jun: Look, here is my best advice

 Tae: [deleted]: would u still love me if I liked boys?

 Jun: porn is very overwhelming at first. i'd suggest just relaxing and trying it without porn. Go slow, see what feels good. Use lube, that helps

Jun: There

 Tae: yeah ok

Tae: sorry hyung

 Jun [deleted]: you should be, this was very uncomfortable

Jun: no worries tae yah

Jun: You aren't broken. it's also okay if it isnt for you. Lots of things that we think are normal are not actually very normal. The human body is extremely complicated and no two bodies are alike. There's really no way to tell what is normal or not, and thats my professional opinion

 Tae: thank u

 Jun: just respect women, none of that rape fantasy trash, dont have sex with children and animals

Jun: ok

 Tae: got it

 Jun: good

Jun: you're a good kid, tae yah

 Tae: you're a good hyung

[vadre]

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