#i luv that when im afraid someones gonna abandon me i get frantic and do anything to get them to stay
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i love having abandonment issues due to childhood trauma that is now coming back to fuck me over
#personal#like fam im about to start isolating myself again i stg -_-#i luv that when im afraid someones gonna abandon me i get frantic and do anything to get them to stay#i luv that ppl say oh im not gonna leave u!! and then they see my bpd act up and say o_o and dip#im gods fucking punching bad he uses me to see how much torture he can put me thru until i snap and kms -_-#fucker#suck my dick tbh#im god now fucker#im manic rn if you cant tell#im gonna DESTORY the planet and all the scum on thsi planet too mcuh evil sinners#all the good ppl can stay also cats too i love cats#dont mind me im just venting im not gonna do anyhting but sleep and talk to my friends bc i love them#i need to get on a mood stabilizer om gonna end up killing myself huh -_-#fuck i know im unstablr i know i need help im not stupid im not in denial#my mood seings are so bad theyr e probabky gons end up hospitalizatng me legit if rhey do i will SNAP#i dont nesd to be hospital... i need comfort#fuckers don care abut me there shit like just be happy and positive ^_^ legit choke#be hapoy!! illbe happy when u die in front of me -_-#sorey im angry#ive ben treated like shit and it shows huh#imagine not bejnf traumatized cant realte fam kinda cringe bro#i dont even CARE like i dont evn care
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