#probably i'd still hate it a bit but i don't think as much as i used to
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umm the crews reactions to reader making advances on them flirting and whatnot/being touchy with them? hip grabbing, shoulder gripping, just sexual touches that arent TOO sexual but they are definitely suggestive. and lets say for the sake of the headcanons they are somewhat into reader so its not like its harassment. please and thank youuu! also i love ur writing!! take ur time <33
Anon....i... I think thsts sitll harassment......
Curly is confused, might even catch him off guard with this one. If you're on the clock, he will talk a bit of sense into you about responsibility and professionalism. But in a nice and kind way. If you're not on the clock, he'll just kinda... Stare at you with this nervous smile.......... Unless it's not like, super suggestive. A little hand brushing ( hand on hand ) and he'll kinda like, heheehhe they touched my hand im so inlove. But anything else that is just... A little too much, is an awkward laugh, a lecture, or a "can you not.. do that....?" Might not even say anything.
Personally, I don't think Jimmy would like that all, interested or not. He's supposed to do THAT to YOU. Not the other way around. He'll give this nasty look, and maybe say that you're being unprofessional with a very humiliating tone so that you can feel embarrassed and he can get off to it. Win-win. I guess....
Swansea doesn't like it. He's old, and he's dying, and he probably doesn't want someone, whom he isn't in a romantic relationship with, touching him weirdly. Of course, he'd love a good massage once in a while, but you have to ask him. âThe hell was that for?â type of guy, or the one that would just stare at you angrily as you feel the shame dropped on your head like an anvil.
Daisuke, ehhhhh....? I can't see a vision for him. I'd say that if it was on the level of ass slapping, he'd be uncomfortable, but if it was like... Casual touches that can also be interpreted as sexual, he'll be kinda fine about it. Maybe he'll do it to you too because he thinks you're joking around and also because he likes getting touched. ( Extra hc, one of his love languages is physical. )
Please, feel ashamed of yourself. Anya would hate it. She simply wouldn't like it. Anya won't say anything, but she'll have a realllllly... Nervous look on her. She's going to tell someone else how you've been touching her weirdly, and she doesn't like you anymore. Or she still does like you and it ends up being like.. âThey touched me weirdly... But i like them... But they overstepped my boundaries..."
#jimmy mouthwashing#anya mouthwashing#daisuke mouthwashing#mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#captain curly#anya x reader mouthwashing#curly x reader mouthwashing#daisuke x reader mouthwashing#jimmy x reader mouthwashing#guys that is still harassment dont say that being interested in a person makes it not harassment
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one of the lesser talked about fun things about intentionally reading more books is finding new stuff to be a bit of a hater about tbh
#and i know sometimes im probably just not properly picking up whatever the writer is putting down but whatever it's still fun#to actually know what you think about stuff like the highly regarded classics and extremely popular hyped up things#here are a few writers im a bit of a hater about w my opinions now btw#neil gaiman: does not do it for me at alllll#have read the graveyard book and american gods and hated almost every minute of both#in american gods i just found the aesthetic ideas and characters completely unappealing and in the graveyard book#i thought it was dreary and not well described enough... kept feeling like it was too bare bones in some way to picture things properly#i was like 'hmm i wish this was one of his graphic novels instead bc i'd like to be able to see what's going on here a bit better...'#also his humour just never lands for me and i do not often get his references either#ray bradbury annoys me in a similar way to neil gaiman but also somewhat oppositely like where#the way they write characters and plots and ideas and the stuff they care about gets on my nerves in an almost identical way#that i don't know how to define except to say i had a bit of a 'same energy' experience reading Something Wicked This Way Comes#and some of neil gaiman's stuff#but unlike neil gaiman i think that ray bradbury attempts to describe things unusually so much and TOO much#to the point that it takes me out of the story in a different yet similar way#to how the lack of description in neil gaiman's stuff does#what else have i become a bit of a hater about or did not get the appeal of lately? hmmm#oh hp lovecraft hahahaha#least scary stories ever god everything he's scared of is so dumb#like even aside from his extremely racist takes and fear of the 'exotic other' his fears about being cosmically insignificant are just like#yeah and? whats so scary about that hahaha i literally just dont get it#also the amount he writes dialogue in heavy accents annoys the shit out of me#p
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#gonna say I'm venting a bit (kinda of a lot)#but I may seem selfish from this and let me say now ik everyone was putting themselves first (which is a very good thing)#but having three mutuals deactivate their accounts within I think two months or so??#I rlly don't like to be negative and I might also take a break from Tumblr (as much as I love posting here#so I'm still unsure if I'll even stick to that) bc of how negative I've been lately#I just don't want to keep venting and putting that on everyone so#but yeah I just. It makes me sad to see old/new mutuals go#I never thought I'd have to like#witness it#Idk#I've cried over losing them all and it feels rlly silly but I mean idk#I (try to â my feelings with crying are iffy and I hate admitting I do cry) not cry over everything but I just can't word stuff rn#might be posting less/not posting at all for the next few days or so#I'm gonna be busy in July anyways so it's probably better to just say that now#sorry guys I'm just dealing with some stuff mentally lately (an example being gender dysphoria but I can't even word the stuff going on#not to sound like I'm overexaggerating bc I rlly don't wanna seem like I am. It's nothing too serious so don't#be worried at all pls I'm ok enough I won't just disappear)#I just wish I could have alone time in my room with my cats without my family bugging me for a few days#It's tiring atp#I wanna lock myself up just to recooperate and figure out how to deal with certain things the best I can#anyways yap fest over I'm gonna go play wuwa and build Jinshi more#sorry for venting again đ«Ąđ«Ą
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Happy Valentines Day!! đ I hope you spend the day being haunted by someone you love đ» (or if you're like me, just eating a lot of heart-shaped candy)
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#I really REALLY wanted to make a little video for valetines day but I ran out of time đ„Č#maybe I'll do something late over the long weekend#for now I offer you my hot takes that absolutely nobody asked for:#the Arondekars- LOVE LOVE THEM. they're everything. just like wwditsâ the married couple is my favorite ship. idk what this says abt me#Isaac/Nigel- I think they're really sweet!! I don't think I'm as into them as some people but I do like them a lot#the concept alone is so charming and it's a choice that establishes the show a bit from the original that I think works really well#Isaac's awkwardness and hesitancy to move things forward is SO relatable to my experience as a baby lesbian and I find it really endearing#Flower/Thorfinn- I'm not super into them I'm sorry đ I don't hate it but I also don't really feel the chemistry#although maybe this week's episode will change my mind!!#Pete/Alberta- oughh I didn't realize how much I loved their dynamic until I thought about it more#their opposites attract kind of thing is really cuteâ with Alberta helping Pete step out of his comfort zone#and alberta knowing she deserves someone a bit more stable who will treat her better than she was in life (she already knew this but still)#it's a shame bc they're probably the couple with the least chance of getting together đ#Sasappis/Shiki- unfortunately there's not much they can really do :') however sass' shiki tree was adorable. what a dork#Sass/Jessica- cute while they lasted!! they weren't able to spend a ton of time on their relationship but it brought out a different side#of Sass that was fun to watch#Hetty/Trevor- absolutely hilarious. I never knew I needed it. I don't ship them in a capital r Romantic way but their chemistry is great#I'd rather see it stay just a fling tbh. also when the other ghosts find out it's going to be SO juicy I can't wait#last one- I really don't want to see the entire house coupled off. The ships are fun but also the friendships between the ghosts and how#they function as a group is the real heart of the show for me I don't want that to get lost. I don't think it's impossible to balance both#so it's ultimately just a personal preference đ€·ââïž#wow I didn't realize i had so much to say about this aksjsk#anyway. my prediction for this poll is a close race between isaac/nigel and h-money#cbs ghosts
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I think I am not as horrified by the prospect of going on a date as I used to be. I think that is good.
#mine#so my theory is that romance repulsion is a response to the trauma of being aromantic in an allonormative world#repulsion here meaning like repulsion as in visceral dislike/horror/discomfort/etc#if something's not your thing it's just not your thing but most of the time (without trauma) you'd not have much of a reaction#beyond a ''well that's not for me'' or something#so if you don't like dates then without romance repulsion the reaction is more i don't like that thanks than eww no make it stop#which was how i reacted#now it's more something i just don't want (neutral reaction) and could theoretically be persuaded to do without hating it tooo much#probably i'd still hate it a bit but i don't think as much as i used to#so basically my theory is my trauma around dating is fading a bit and i'm developing a better relationship to it#in that i am mostly ambivalent rather than repulsed#idk if people have different theories about how/what romance repulsion is please share! i'd be really interested to hear more!#personal
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Try Me
Pairing: Lando Norris x reader
Warnings: suggestive
"Lan, c'mon..please don't go." You whined tightening your grip on Lando's shirt. "Stay with me"
"Baby, I want to, believe me, I do, but I told you I promised your brother to go out with him tonight. Why don't you come along with us?" He asked holding your cheeks between his hands and leaving a kiss on the tip of your nose.
"Because I want to spend some time alone with you. Why can't he go out with Charles or anyone else?"
"Charles is not feeling well, and besides, it will be suspicious if I turn him down for the second time today." He explained trying to get some sense into you, but you just decided to be a brat today because, well, you just felt like it. You wanted his attention. You needed his attention.
"Fine. Go with him then. I don't care." You pouted crossing your arms and turning your gaze away from him.
"Y/n.." He sighed turning your chin with his finger making you look at him. "I'm trying my best to spend as much time as possible with you here. If Carlos knew I spent the whole day with his sister in her hotel room I'd probably be a dead man right now. So if you want me alive, you gotta let me go now okay?"
Everything Lando said made sense. It's true that Carlos would haunt Lando for the rest of his life if he knew that he had been seeing his 5 years younger sister for over 6 months now. It's also true that Lando is a bit torn between the two of you. He doesn't want any trouble with his best friend, but he also doesn't want to even think about having to stop seeing you.
Lando and you were not in a relationship, well, not officially, you didn't call it a relationship because you were forbidden to him. You had been seeing each other for half a year and both of you knew that there was something more between you, more than just sex although you never put a label on it. The more time passed the more you liked each other and wanted to spend more time together so it got harder to keep it a secret.
"Give me a kiss" He said leaning down to your lips. You hesitate for a second, but give in rolling your eyes which Lando doesn't take very well. "No, no, don't do that."
You ignore him and head towards the bathroom not wanting to wait until he leaves your room. You just wanted to show your dissatisfaction with all your might.
"I'll talk to you later okay?"
"Whatever" You muttered before slamming the bathroom door shut.
Later that night, Lando was texting you just to check up on you, to see what you're doing, to see how you're spending your time without him and you decided to continue being a brat for the rest of the night. Because you just felt like it today.
'Just took a shower. Think I'm gonna go check up on Charles since he's not feeling well'
You replied smirking knowing that you mentioning Charles would completely push his buttons with you tonight. Ever since Carlos introduced you to them, both Charles and Lando have been trying to flirt with you. Only Charles has been doing it directly and Lando was more subtle with it. Lando was always more mysterious about it, that's probably the reason why you were attracted to him and not Charles.
So ever since he got his eyes on you, he hated that Charles was trying to get your attention. He hated that he was still doing it and yet he couldn't do anything about it because you two were a well kept secret.
'Oh really? Carlos and I saw him. He's just fine so you don't have to do that.'
He was replying back to your messages within seconds. You knew he was going crazy about it.
'Well, I'm gonna go check anyway'
Of course you weren't gonna go. You were all ready for bed, but since you didn't get what you wanted tonight, you decided to play with his head a little.
'Y/n..You have nothing to look for in his room'
'I mean it's not like I have a boyfriend if you really think about it. So..I don't think it would be inappropriate, no? '
'I can hear the attitude through the text. Fix it, before I fuck it out of you.'
His text sent shivers through your body. You threw your head back against your pillow sighing and reminiscing the way this morning the bed was squeaking beneath you two.
'I don't think you're gonna do anything about it'
'Oh, try me then'
#lando norris x reader#lando norris imagine#lando norris fanfic#lando x reader#lando norris smut#lando norris#carlos sainz#charles leclerc#f1#f1 fanfic#f1 fic
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Love that I can't tell if I have a pinched nerve or Meningitis <3
#I don't have a fever but I'm on so much ibuprofen right now that idk if I even can have a fever lmao#but I'm still in so much pain? like can a pinched nerve do that?#and I've never thrown up because of pain before now#but my doctor says I'd have to get a spinal tap to know if I have meningitis which i do not want to do#it's probably a pinched nerve like I've had back problems my whole life it makes sense#i very much hate my life rn though#all i can do is try and find thing to distract from the pain#i rewatched both mixnine and the unit#and got mad at yg for what he said about Junhee again lmao#did you know all of the episodes for both shows are on youtube?#I think I'm going crazy a bit
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howdyyy, what do u think of plat yan! dick grayson (or platonic yan father bruce wayne up to u) with a batsis who is very disinterested with him primarily bc when she was younger she idolised him a lot but now not so much. there are comics where grayson has cheated on his partners before so imagine batsis coming to realise as she aged and matured that her doting brother is a bit of a playboyâŠ. a lot like a playboy actuallyâ
You know, this is actually extremely realistic. There's nothing like the rose color glasses falling off and realizing just how messed up your family truly is.
I'd like to think that there was plenty of jokes and mentions about Dick being a playboy but Batsis would just be absolutely clueless. You probably just thought it was a reference to his charming appearance or the way he gets hit on at least once whenever he goes out. Not really that he was an notorious heart breaker.
Like i don't think the other batkids had serious talks about it in front of you because of your (then) age or maybe it was a request by Dick so he could keep on his perfect mask with you?
Ironically, he wouldn't want any man to treat his little sister (or any of them) the way he does to other women but he has a problem. I will say though, it makes absolute sense that Dick or even the others would have issues keeping relationships or even have sex addictions. I mean it's a real issue that many people are struggling with right now. But can you imagine your father constantly bringing home women and cheating your entire childhood? Like Bruce introduces some of these women to them, they get attached to this potential mother then it's ripped away to be discarded for the new catch. I think that definitely warped Dick's view of women and romance stems from that. *intense mommy issues* But also i mentioned before that it's hard for him to maintain relationships while taking on the fatherly role in the family. His obsession with making sure all of his siblings are cared for and protected(mixed with being nightwing), makes it all the more difficult. Maybe that leads him to just hooking up with and being sloppy in his relationships. Maybe its just a means of stress relief and that causes him to almost dehumanize/objectify the women he "romances".
I'm not saying this is justifiable, cheating is disgusting and his behaviors are something that needs to be corrected regardless of mommy issues but for headcanon sake we are entertaining the concept
I'm not sure how you'd exactly find out about it. Maybe one of the kids let it slip and didn't bother to do damage control because you're old enough now? Maybe you spoke to one of his exes that is still friendly with the batfam? Or maybe your brain started to develop and you realized he wasn't hanging out with that new super model as just friends all night...it was something more and his girlfriend definitely didn't know about it.
Regardless, I think when you finally found out about everything, your world crushed. I don't think you'd hate him but you just feel yucky about the whole thing. Now when you look at him something in your stomach just sinks. You might even wonder if you can trust him. I mean if he's got that much of a problem to be dishonest with his lovers, then why would it be so left field to suggest he lied to you too when he said he loves you or that you were his favorite? The transition from you idolizing him to being standoff-ish would be extremely noticeable to him. I mean it's hard to ignore when you were his mini me. Even as you got older you followed him around and never skipped an opportunity to be near.
He wouldn't think that it was because of the playboy thing, maybe just you needing some space as a teen. Everyone has gone through that phase before but when he notices your shift is only directed towards him, he's a little upset about it. He doesn't understand what he did wrong? One day you guys are eating ice cream together while having a sleepover in his room to you treating him like a disease.
Eventually your big brother corners you and makes you to confess whats bothering you. He apologizes if something he said rubbed you the wrong way but you couldn't keep treating him this way.
"uhm..i dunno, dick? I found out how you've been treating you partners and i think it's kinda gross. I guess i just don't really wanna be around someone who treats women like that right now..."
I think Dick's reaction would be complete shock....who tf told you?! He has no defense but he tries to muster up one before realizing this is just making him look worse when EVERYBODY knows how much of a whore he is lol. He'd back off of you and maybe even mutter an apology before walking away to go collect himself.
He's furious as well...whoever told you will be getting an earful because they just ruined something precious to him. (yeah they did. totally not his OWN actions) If it was one of his brothers, he will be throwing hands.
Dick does very much care about others perception of him, i've said this before. He knew he had a problem and his other siblings have spoken to him about it and it affected him but never enough to change. It's just a far deeper issue than wanting a quick fuck in the expense of his partners...But seeing his baby sister look at him with just so much disgust and disappointment was enough to cause him to spiral. He's not proud of his actions and knows he's hurt and discarded of many, many women for his own satisfaction. It's deplorable. I can imagine him taking maybe a few days to himself, he's just in his head while being overtaken by heavy guilt.
I'm not sure if Dick would actually change for you though? I think he is even debating it. Yeah he's a yandere for his batsis but is his obsession with you enough to kick the other one to the curb? That's up to you. A hopeful person would say, yes he would. Anything for his babybat! He's going to do whatever it takes to prove himself again, anything to make you proud. This habit isn't worth it if hes loosing you.
My opinion? No, he won't change after his guilt wears off. He'll just pretend like he's reborn. Dick would try for like a week and then go right back to doing his habits. He's a manipulative piece of work and yeah, lying to you is bad but he wants his cake and to eat it too. He's not willing to give up anything that gives him a euphoric boost. Shh...what you don't know, won't kill you.
#headcanon#imagines#oneshot#x reader#yandere imagines#headcannons#yandere headcanons#fanfic#dick grayson x reader#yandere batman#yandere nightwing#yandere dick grayson#yandere family#platonic yandere#batsis!reader#batfam x batsis#batfamily#dark batfamily#batbrats#yandere jason todd#yandere tim drake#yandere bruce wayne#yandere batboys#yandere batfamily x reader#dc incorrect quotes#dc imagine#dcu#dc universe
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My friends
grid x fem reader
p1 p2 p3 p4 p5
Summary: The drivers defend you from insults
Face: people on Pinterest, Bianca Bustamante, and the driver
Warning: fluff and hate
a/n: We are 100!!! Thanks to you guys.I apologize for these parts that may be a bit boring, but lately Iâve been having trouble writing whatâs on my mind. I still hope youâll like it.
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Yn.official
Description: Let's hope this intense simulator session makes up for my disaster.
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Olliebearman: Wait, why didn't you come to me for help???
Yn.official: I needed a veteran.
georgerussell63: You did great, don't worry. â€ïž Like to author
charles_leclerc: Don't be pessimistic, mon ange.
carlossainz55: I also want that little toy.
georgerussell63: Sorry, Mercedes exclusive.
oscarpiastri: We should make an official request to the teams. â€ïž Like to author
landonorris: Guys, would you buy them?
f1lover: Yes, right away.
lan_: Please make them!
Leclerc_: Poor Hamilton.
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Yn.official: No Lewis was harmed.
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user23: Instead of playing around, go train.
user48: I hate when people don't put in the effort.
user21: All pictures of George, not one of Yn, I wonder why.
user3: Yn, please stop playing the victim.
maxverstappen1
Description: Yn is training and also acting as a social media manager, what more do you want?
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mv1: Max has entered protective mode.
checomax: Yes, these tactical jabs he throws at Yn's haters are awesome.
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Red_:Max's like????
charles_leclerc: I've always said she's perfect.
landonorris: And also beautiful.
georgerussell63: I'm booking a photoshoot.
oscarpiastri: Leave her alone, George.
Yn.official: As soon as I find some time, I'll take some beautiful photos for you.
landonorris: You raised her well, your daughter.
danielricciardo: I know, she's my pride.
Yn.official: I'm about to cry.
op81: How cute you all are.
lewis: What a perfect family.
Lec: I want a dad like that.
user43: Proud of what?
user12: He probably taught her how to crash.
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user76: At least you can go straight in the simulator?
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Description: Mom forced me to go shopping.
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yourcousin: Go auntieee!
Yn.official: Momâs waiting for you at homeee.
landonorris: Yn left the house!!!
charles_leclerc: Strange but true.
carlossainz55: These are the powers of mothers.
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Yn.official: Mom said thank you.
oscarpiastri: Especially for that McLaren shirt. Mom said thank you.
user3: No, but how can you go out when you should be preparing for a race?
user32: And youâre with Haas, why are you covering McLaren gear?
user14: Canât you do your own hair?
la_: Guys, mind your business?
16.55: If youâre here to insult, donât follow her.
user09: I donât think you get the point, if I were her mom, I wouldnât let her out for the whole week so she could just train.
81: But how do you know if sheâs training or not, and how much?
Landonorris
Description: When she apparently doesnât train.
Liked by oscarpiastri, georgerussell63, and other 74,467,3
f1lover: Now the drivers are at war.
lan_: After Max, now itâs Norris too.
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oscarpiastri: All thanks to training.
maxverstappen1: Training and willpower.
user30: You only go to the gym for photos.
user78_: I donât understand why they defend her.
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Description: You're the best cousin I could ever have. We love you.
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Yn.official: My two stars.
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Formula: Yn would be an amazing mother.
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Yn.official: Thatâs not true!
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georgerussell63: Now weâre all scared.
Yn.official: Never
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Yn.official: Oops.
Ynislife: Please tell me theyâre coming to the GP.
yourcousin: Weâll see.
user87: Why do you have to use a child to get views?
Ynqueen: You guys are even here?
yourcousin: If you notice, you canât even see the childâs face.
user45: Oh please, youâre probably just like Yn.
yourcousin: And how would that be?
user45: A manipulator.
Ynandlando: How dare you?
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A few DIY beauty secrets I began doing to elevate my "natural" look | IT GIRL DIARIES
something that I noticed over the years, when looking to enhance your natural beauty, there are 4 main points that build the first impression, hair, eyes, brows and lips..
I have naturally bushy brows that I used to manage with eyebrow gel, but it would start flaking during the day, which gave me the ickk. So, I began laminating them with a kid-friendly relaxer every two weeks (my eyebrows grow pretty fast, which is why I do it so often and i don't get them professionally done because i don't trust people with my brows lol).
I always tweeze my eyebrows instead of waxing them; they seem to grow back slower that way + it's easier to do, just grab a tweezer along with a pocket mirror and you can do it anywhere if you see a hair out of place. ( don't over do it though, i made this mistake and it went horribly, just keep them neat )
Get your lashes laminated !!! Natural lashes are so classy and I don't have to worry about putting on mascara or falsies. This I'd get done professionally though lmao, I would do this myself but I'm way to scared to be messing with anything chemically so close to my eyes, so it isn't necessarily a diy but still, get it done!
ALWAYS make sure your hair, eyes (lashes) and eyebrows are done! You don't have to have a silk press, falsies and freshly waxed brows 24/7 but make sure they're neat. These are the key features that attracts people's attention when youre speaking to them
I have tight 4b type hair, and I used to have to lay my edges with gel or edge control because of how fluffy they'd get when I wore my curls out, but it was super damaging from constantly pulling on them and having them laid down. So, I started relaxing my edges every 3-6 months. Now, all I use is a bit of hairspray to keep them tamed, and now it doesn't puff up even during workouts and it lasts my whole silk press. Yes, my curls are still thriving.
I do weekly deep conditioning, monthly hot oil treatments, routine trims, and always use a heat protectant and frizz control when doing silk presses to stretch them out and minimize heat application. ( my hair has grown so much, leave your hair alone and only feed it when it's hungry! )
you'll hear everyone talking about silk bonnets, but as someone who hates the feeling of having anything on their head or in their face, I always took it off unknowingly throughout the night and it defeated the purpose, so i got silk pillow cases instead, game changer! i don't wrap my hair as often anymore and i don't experience frizz anymore.
I apply a face mask every week depending on what my skin is lacking, whether itâs moisture or something else. It just keeps my face looking fresh and plump in between professional monthly facials.
I use a lip tint every third day. It makes makeup application easier, and it doesnât wear off throughout the day so i don't have to re-apply lipstick continuously. It also gives my lips a bit more colour so now I just leave the house with a pretty gloss or plain lip balm.
I take zinc supplements religiously!
Vitamin C everyday, all day. Lemon wedge in my greentea for breakfast, orange for a lunchtime snack and a naartjie for a late night movie. My skin is glowinggg!
hair removal cream! this is so slept on, i no longer shave or wax, both of them have caused ingrowns for me and accentuate my strawberry legs. i use hair removal cream now and i don't think I'll ever go back! i use it probably every week or so depending on how much growth i have, it's so easy and mess free. apply it before you get in the shower and use an exfoliating glove to slide it off gently and continue with your normal wash routine. always apply tissue oil and moisturizer after! baby soft skin all day, everyday!
It's not much, but these small changes have completely transformed my overall look. i do them specifically for those actual no makeup days where i want to give my skin a break from makeup or where im working out but still want to look prettyyy and done up..it's like a wash and go except it's for your face lmao, anyways
mwah! xoxo, colebabey8.88
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Really, even though you were friends, the last thing Logan should be asking the Williams HR representative about, in her office, is sex.
Warnings: oral, petnames, lots of petnames
Based on true events that happened to me last week. Only difference is it was in my appartment, and I didn't actually come.
Do I use too much italics? Probably. Do I care? Not one iota.
So yeah, this was probably breaching several clauses in both your contracts.
But Logan came into your office, looking a bit sheepish, and sat down on the grey sofa in the corner without a word. You just stared at him, waiting for him to say something, but he just avoided your gaze.
"What can I do for you Logan?"
He didn't answer, just squinting at the floor, contemplative.
He came into your office quite often. Probably more than was strictly appropriate but after all, you used to be on the media team and had become friends with most of the drivers during your years at williams. Usually Logan and Alex (and occasionally others who "happened to be passing by") would come in for a chat, generally cheerful or angry or sad, depending on the kind of day they were having.
Today however, Logan was fully silent.
"Logan?"
He squinted again, this time at you, trying to figure out how to say what was on his mind.
"Lo, I can't help you if you don't tell me what's wrong"
He took a deep breath before responding.
"So you know I'm a virgin, right?"
You, in fact, did not know that. You didn't think you were that close a friend, although you didn't exactly mind. It was just a bit sudden.
"What?!"
"Well technically I had sex once but it went really badly. And I haven't had any practice since, because I'm scared of picking up girls because I don't know what I'm doing and I'm an F1 driver so I'm supposed to be having loads of sex but imagine I'm really bad and it got out, it would be super embarrassing and I'd have to ask you, my friend, for an NDA about bad sex, which is just another level of weird and I'd hate for you to stop tal-"
"Logan!"
He stopped ranting and looked at you, obviously feeling rather vulnerable.
"Logan... have you just come into my office to tell me you're inexperienced at sex?"
He pursed his lips and frowned.
"Yes"
"Okay.... why?"
"Because I want you to teach me how to pleasure a woman"
He looked you straight in the eyes, with way too much confidence for someone who was suddenly eligible for a lawsuit.
You raised your eyebrows at him. "Logan, couldn't have waited until... oh I don't know, until we weren't in our workplace to ask me for sex?"
"Um... I guess?" He had the audacity to look embarrassed. "I'm sorry if I read this wrong. Do you uhh- not want to?"
You studied him for a second. What the fuck. It wasn't that the idea was unappealing, he was an attractive young driver with probably incredible stamina. Which is why you found the idea of him being inexperienced so odd. And why was he asking you for... guidance? A lesson? It was weird to think of him as anything other than your friend slash coworker Logan, who you had now known for nearly two years.
If someone had told you this morning that this is how your day was going to go, you would have told them to fuck off and gone back to sleep. You realised you must be taking too long to respond when Logan sighed and rubbed his face.
"Okay nevermind, I'm sorry I brought it up, we can just- pretend this conversation never happened"
He sounded almost sad as he got up to leave but stopped as you blurted out "No, wait!"
He stared at you questioningly.
"I'll do it" You sounded breathless "I'll teach you- how to do uhh... sex. With me."
His eyes lit up as he laughed "I hope you'll be more articulate than that "
"Oh fuck off" you hit his shoulder in retaliation "You're the one who looked like you were going to shit a brick when you walked in here!"
"Hey! That's a low blow" He pouted.
The atmosphere became more comfortable with the bickering but there was still an undercurrent of nervousness. He took a couple of steps towards you and leaned in but you stopped him with a hand on his unsurprisingly firm chest.
"You want to do this now?" You hissed "Are you fucking mental?"
He pouted again "why not, the bosses aren't here today, it's just us, and the engineers are working on the cars" He wiggled his eyebrows.
Well when you put it that way....
Fuck's sake.
You leaned in slowly, as if aiming for his mouth before swerving at the last second and pecked him on the cheek before whispering in his ear. "Lock the door for me will you, darling?"
His eyes darkened "Yes ma'am" and he turned away to lock the door.
You sat down on the sofa and spread your legs, beckoning him over and silently motioning for him to kneel between them. He did so and put his hands on your thighs, then looked up at you expectantly.
Oh, right. You were supposed to be teaching him.
"Okay so first you're gonna want to get me naked"
He giggled at your obvious statement before hooking his fingers into your waistband. "Sure thing, princess" Pulling them down and off, underwear soon following as he let out a breath, eyes and hands roaming over your newly exposed skin. "Shit, you're already so wet." He looked up at you again.
"Can I?" He asked.
So polite.
"Be my guest" you smiled at him as he lowered his body. He kissed the inside of your thighs, slowly inching towards where you needed him most. When he got there, you let out a strained half-sigh half-moan as he licked a stripe from your taint to your clit. The noise made him look up as he licked his lips, eye contact making you shiver. He then spread your thighs further and immediately buried his face between them like man starved, making a valiant effort to find your clit with his tongue.
"A bit lower- lower- a bit right. Wait no, your right"
He followed your instructions dilligently and when he found it, he sucked on your clit with fervour, which made you gasp and let out a shaky moan. "There, right there." as your right hand weaved itself into his hair.
Eyes on yours, he blinked up at you and you nodded to tell him he was doing a good job. Satisfied, he carried on, closing his eyes in concentration.
You grabbed one of his hands and started licking at his fingers, it startled him a bit and he looked back up at you, still surprisingly efficient with his mouth. The sight was absolutely sinful, blonde hair a mess, eyes blown wide, tongue out, working over your flesh. When you sucked one of his fingers into your mouth, straight down to the knuckle, he groaned, the vibrations making your hips twitch. You slid a second finger into your mouth, then a third, ensuring they were nice and wet, then pulled them out. "You can start putting them inside now".
He put the first one in, reaching so much deeper than you could manage on your own, all the while still lapping at your clit. You were so wet it didn't take long for a second one to join as he pushed them in and out gently.
"Okay now sort of hook them upwards" you showed him the movement with your own hand and he nodded, hooking his fingers and it felt so good you moaned quite loudly, hoping none of the engineers would be passing by your part of the building. He put a third finger in and the stretch was delicious as he pressed upwards again and flattened his tongue over your clit.
You could slowly feel an orgasm building and he felt you clench around his fingers, going slightly faster with both his hand and mouth.
"Oh god whatever you do, do not stop!" You panted above him as he used his other hand to hook a leg over his shoulder and he sat up a bit, changing your position slightly and making his fingers hit even deeper inside you.
"Fuck!" You clenched around his fingers as you came hard and he slowed down, helping you ride it out for a while before you had to physically push him off because he wanted to seemingly carry on forever.
"Geez Lo, give a girl a minute, yeah?" You laughed, a bit out of breath. You felt boneless as Logan started kissing his way up your body and finally sealed his mouth over yours. His face was sticky, and your hands went to his hair and pulled on it, making him groan into the kiss. You pulled his head back and he whined, his hips bucking against the sofa, searching for some relief. You lifted an eyebrow at him.
"Please" he panted. You glanced down.
"Need some help down there, soldier?"
He grinned, lopsided. "Sargeant, actually"
Oh yes, you were going to have some fun with this one.
#my thots#logan sargeant#logan thots#ls2#logan sargeant x reader#logan sargeant smut#f1#formula 1 rpf
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ChordStriker!AU Q&A
I'm doing a bit of a Q&A about my ChordStriker!AU on insta after sharing this teaser WIP, so I figured I'd present some of the questions here! (Feel free to ask more btw!)
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Rock!Poppy
Q: "Is Poppy's family (Peppy & Viva) still with her since the Bergens didn't attack them?"
A: Peppy is with her, but he is confused/in mental decline like canon King Thrash was. Viva is missing. Poppy was old enough to remember her.
Q: "Will Viva play somewhat of a role in this AU?"
A: Yes, she's had a much bigger impact on Poppy's life, even till this day even though she's been missing for many years now. Poppy has never stopped looking for her.
Q: "Is King Peppy still a liar in your AU?"
A: Nah, he's normal. Sometimes hating him with my entire being is hard, so he gets to be a good dad this time. He's just not all there mentally so Poppy is more like his caretaker now.
Q: "Poppy's relationships don't last long because she gets bored... So how long is Branch going to last?"
A: The Rat Pack (Snack Pack) is wondering the same thing, but Poppy's never used the bf/gf/partner labels before meeting him which is strange... đ
Q: "Does Poppy still party?"
A: She's a total party animal! Her parties are even more intense than a Pop Troll party since Rock Trolls are pretty extreme. LOL
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Pop!Barb (Barbie)
Q: "What does Barb look like?"
A: For now, this is her design, it might change once I have time to draw her digitally.
Q: "Does this mean Barb has to go through the events of Trolls 1?"
A: Nope, Barb never befriends Bridget because they have never met. They have found a way to remain undetected in the forest. (Thanks to Branchâs constant nagging about safety)
Q: "How does Barb's gang look? Is there any significant differences in their dynamics?"
A: I haven't had time to finish them all, but here's some of them for now. There's more members of The Lunch Rush, but this is all I have for now!
Val Thundershock â Valentina Wondershock.
Only Queen Barbie calls her Val. She is very optimistic & loves to sing & dance! She's Barbieâs right-hand troll, BFFL & knows everything about her. They have a very... "close" relationship. ;] She's a popstar who's managed by Demo and loves to help make Pop Village a happier place.
Riff
He's a university student studying to be an engineer. He's very soft spoken, doesn't like to make a fuss and is probably the nicest guy around. He's quite close to Barbie and sees her as an older sister. He's actually on friendly terms with Branch. His favorite treat is lollipops. đ
Carol
But you can call her Carrie! Everyone does. She's a bit of a diva, loves to look good & dull things bore her. She will ignore anything that doesn't catch her eye, even trolls. Best to be looking your very best!
Sid Fret
Just call him Sid, no need to be so formal. He is every trolls dream guy and he knows it! He's a great roller derby racer and loves the attention trolls give him. Sure, he's a little self-absorbed, but he's a very loyal friend.
Demo
Not much has changed about Demo. He's perfect as he is <3 He's just a little more excitable & cutesy than before. He cares about Valentina a lot & they are very close friends.
Petra
She is the blueprint, she's the moment, she's everything. A model, actress, singer, you name it, she can do it. She's perfect... Who doesn't want to be her?
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Branch
Q: "How different is Branch in this AU vs canon Branch?"
A: He is the same Branch essentially, just without the development he gains at the end of Trolls 1 & so-on. None of it occurred, so he is still grey, miserable & a recluse. He helped Barb to come up with a plan to keep everyone safe after nagging & warning her for ages, but after that, he returned to his bunker & is still not well-liked by the village.
Q: "Does she know Branch's whole past? If she does, what was her reaction?"
A: Not sure if you meant Barb or Poppy, so I'll answer for both. Barbâno. I don't think she'd ever find out, and she's also not the type to ask. Their personalities clash a bit too much, she stays out of his way like he asks her to.
For PoppyâI think it would come up naturally in conversation after a while when Branch feels more comfortable sharing. Poppy isn't the type to pry, but makes it clear that it's out of understanding, not a lack of caring. She can tell that he is closed off for a reason. She relates to that. I think she'd be beyond pissed once he told her, though.
Q: "Will Branch's brothers be in this?"
A: Yes, but Floyd will be getting the bigger role this time.
Q: "How quickly does Branch fall for Poppy? I'm sure the answer is yes, but is he happy?"
A: I'd say he's quite guarded in the beginning. He is cautious around her for the first few weeks, but he starts to come around once he picks up on Poppy being emotionally guarded herself.
Things move quickly once their walls come down around each other, & a mutual understanding is there. Poppy fell for him first. (At least, that's what Branch lets her believe, as it was love at first sight for him, but he'd never tell her that; she'd get a big head about it.)
#this isnt all of the questions but the post is getting long#trolls#dreamworks trolls#trolls poppy#trolls branch#broppy#askbee#thatbennybee#trollsbuzz#chordstriker!barb#chordstriker!branch#chordstriker!poppy#chordstriker au#cs!broppy#cs!branch#cs!poppy#cs!barb
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i hate you. i hate you? â cs55
genre: humor, fluff, love confessions, childhood friends to enemies/rivals to lovers (damn, tongue twister), maybe a bit angsty (don't worry too much about it though, lol), flashbacks that add to a tiny slow-burn
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The dwindling friendship that comes crashing down when you get offered the opportunity of a lifetime. Leading to a bumpy road with your best friend.
req!... i swear that when i put angst ITS NOT BAD. anyways, enjoy, anons!
Me encantarĂa formar parte del equipo, you muse whimsically, pigtails flying against the winter breeze. SerĂa un sueño hecho realidad.Â
Despite being young, you knew you were differentâ came from a divergent background compared to those around you. Your family definitely didnât have the resources to fulfill your dream to kart or race professionally. You partially blame your brothers for getting you into the sport.Â
Si. Lo serĂa, a particular Spaniard, agrees. You smile. Your parents share a pitiful glance before sitting you down. It wasnât going to happen, not because they didnât want to but simply because they couldnât afford such an expensive hobby that would probably kick you in the butt.Â
Thatâs where your first guardian angel appeared. Carlos Sainz Sr. Better known as your best friend's father. Without a doubt, he offers to sponsor you, for he grew keen on having you around, enjoying time by the pool with his two girls and shy son.Â
Was there a way you could ever thank him? No, not reallyâ nothing would ever cover all heâs ever done for you, but youâd make sure to try your best to find a way. Even if it took you a lifetime.Â
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âYouâve known her for a lifetime! Probably five, for all we know!â Lando yelps, running a hand through his curls. âYou canât just call it quits on your friendship just likeâŠâ He snaps his fingers.Â
Carlos shrugs. He fills up a styrofoam cup of coffee, silently offering one to his moody friend. The Brit rolls his colorful eyes. Youâre making a mistake, he presses. Itâs the Spaniards turn to grow serious.Â
âPor favorâshe should have thought about that before she stole my seat.â
That, you did. It wasnât an easy decision to make. It could have never been, even if you had been warned. But suddenly you were getting an opportunity, the kind you only ever dreamt of. Carlos would be fine, he was a man who would eventually have a pile of teams interested in keeping him around. You, on the other hand, were surprised that anyone was even intrigued in having you form a part of their F1 team, much lessâ Ferrari.Â
This was it, and you had to grab at the opportunity. You just never imagined losing a friend along the way.
Why would you even consider accepting? You flinch and heâs looking as if he regrets it, so you give him the benefit of the doubt.Â
I know this isnât what we were expecting, but think of it this way. I'd be coming in 2025 and you would already be too busy preparing to join Audi! Itâll work out. Youâre still doing that, right? You knew he was, he had been so excited and told you as soon as he found out. Audi was in his blood.
He runs a large hand through his tangled hair, sighing. Still. You have to say no. You canât do that to me. Itâd be embarrassing.
Your shoulders drop an inch. Why? Because youâre being bought out or because a woman is keeping your seat? His silence is enough for your heart to break and for your mind to be made up.
Iâm signing.Â
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There is indignation, and then there is you.
âYou are such aâargh!â Pounding your fists against the locked door, you reach out to briskly twist the knob, trying your best to get out of the cramped room. The world was spinning, and you could feel a migraine rolling in strongly, but you sworeâsworeâyou would kill him as soon as you got your hands on him.Â
The morning had started off fairly simple. Show up, run a few tests on the stimulator, get to know a few of the mechanics youâd be working with, and finally, sign your contract. You had waited longer than intended, due to minor changes you had suggested, so you were extremely ready to get it done. This was supposed to be your day.
That is until the grumpy Spaniard pushed you, locked you in, and ran off before you had a chance to register what was going on. Fred had been adamantâshow up on time. The next time he would be available would not be until three weeks, and that was ridiculously long if anyone were to ask. Carlos knew that.
Charles hums slowly, munching on a pack of M&M's when he hears the spine-chilling scream you let out, wood vibrating as you punch angrily. Hurrying over, he unlocks it from the outside, surprised by your appearance. Your hair is tussled, face is blotchy, vein throbbing. Itâs definitely a sight to say the least. He mentions something about âhe went that wayâ and âthink about what youâre going to doâ but youâre off before you settle with any of it.
The twists and turns make your head hurt, practically seeing red before you come to a halt. Smiling sophisticatedly, Carlos is sat, legs crossed, fingers pointing to his watch. No. âNews for you, my dear friend; Fred just left.â The Spaniard winces playfully, already making his way out the door. âGuess weâll just have to wait and see.â
Charles was right. You should have thought about what you would do. Jumping onto his large back, your flimsy hands dig into the forest he calls hair, and pull. He screeches, swaying from side to side as he hurriedly tries to disconnect your legs from around his waist. Let go, he groans harder when you pinch his arm.Â
âWhy? Why did you do thisâany of this?â At this point youâre kicking and screaming, panting, heaving. âIs it really that difficult to accept it? You lost. Iâm in, youâre out.â
âAt least we know sheâs a fighter.â
Coming to a sudden stop, your eyes flicker to the familiar voice, instantly burning up. Fred taps his foot gingerly against the white tiles, an amused Monegasque standing right behind him. Jumping off of the sulky brunette, you begin to shake your head in disbelief, pointing towards the exit. âN-noâŠyouâre supposed to be gone. HeâŠâ Then it hits you. This was a fucking set up.
âWhile Iâm evenly impressed by your toughness, I will say, I think we should put a hold on signing.â Your stomach drops. The older man quickly waves his hands in dismissal, grinning apologetically. âWe still want you! Nothing has changed, but I think itâs for the best that you fix things with Carlos before doing so. Itâll be good for you two.â With that, he bows his head, and strolls away, heading for the airport.
âIâm out too,â Charles whispered, slowly stepping back. âFill me in on what happens, though!âÂ
As soon as your breath evens outâand Carlos creates a safe distance between you twoâyou let out a deranged chuckle. He almost cringes at the cold sound, but keeps his chin up high. âYou did this all on purpose?â Itâs a question but comes out more like a confirmation, which in a way, it was. Shutting your eyes, you tilt your head with a ghostly smile. âYou knew he hadnât left and let me make a fool out of myself. Why would you do that?â you grit, orbs laser focused on him as if you could light him up into flames if you really set your mind to it. Â
âWhy would I not?â he stubbornly spits back.
âYou asshole, Iâm just trying to make your dad proud.â
A pinch of guilt dives deep into his veins as he watches you stomp down the hallway, mindlessly tugging at his heart.
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I say we let him burn, Ana pitches the idea, laying flat on her bed as you scoff with a knowing smile.Â
Does it make me a bad person if I donât disagree with you?Â
She sits up, eyeing where you calmly paint down on a canvas. She squints her eyes. âWhat even is that?â Holding your art with pride, you shoot a sheepish smile. Nice, huh? The Spaniardâs youngest sister giggles, nose scrunching up at the dark sight. âIâm confusedâis he supposed to look like that?â
You curl an analytical brow, shooting a quick snarl. âI think itâs pretty good. And yes. Heâs supposed to be getting run over by my future car. What a sight.â You dramatically swoon.
Ana drops her stare, focusing instead with a teasing curl gripping the corner of her lips. âRemember when instead of plotting his death, youâd be fantasizing about a life with him? God, I could still remember all the heartsâthe glitter.â She shudders, faintly recalling the mess in her room, which led to Reyes giving you both a good scolding, but not before winking at a red-faced you.Â
Looking away feverishly, you shake your head, picking up the flimsy paint brush once again, never once bothering to make eye contact with her. âI was young. Stupid as shit. I canât even remember what I loved about him.â
âLiked,â she corrects you.
You cough. âRight. Liked.â
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If the Spaniard took the time to sit down, roll through a philosophical journey, wonder where things might have changed for himâit would have saved him enduring a puddle of dreadfulness at this very moment.
Anaâs wedding. The first of his sisters who would get married. It was a bittersweet day, and not just because she was finally leaving the family nest. âWho is sheâŠâ he can hear himself ask. Almost demand. The brunette smirks, slightly pleased.Â
âMy best friend. Youâre nemesis,â she jokes.Â
Carlos growls slowly, lightly pinching her cheek as she yelps. âWith. You know what I mean.â
âLalo. She met him a few weeks ago. Very nice guy.â A beat. âPlease donât ruin my wedding.â
But heâs not even listening. Brown eyes follow to where you stand straight, arms crossed over your body like a shield. He always knew youâd been self-conscious, but never understood why. You were stunning. Lavender dress hugs your curves beautifully. A trace of honey fills any area you fall into. Your hair is nicely pinned up, allowing him to enjoy your silky skin.Â
And it seems like Lalo too.
Rubbing a large hand against his smooth jawâwhich was only neat since Reyes had hounded him to fix his appearance for his sisterâs big dayâhe smoothly made his way over. Rupert warns the Spanirad with his eyes, but Carlos scoffs. Did everyone think he had something up his sleeve?Â
âEnjoying yourselves?â
Mid-sip, your face freezes, doe-eyes flickering between Lalo, then Carlos. Then Carlos, then Lalo. God, when did the room begin to boil? Your voice gets caught in your throat, to make matters worse. Carlosâ personal trainer pityâs you for a split second, deciding to help out. âThe drinks are stellar, mate. Weâve been hogging the bar for so long at this point.â
The brown eyed boy studies your so-called date, faking a cold smile. âYou donât sayâŠCarlos, by the way,â he says, extending his arm out. âRemind me of your name again, sorry, sheâs just never mentioned you before. At all, really. I apologize.â
âThatâs okay, we only just met a few weeks ago. Weâre taking it slow.â Weâre. The word itself makes the 29 year old fear he might puke right then and there. âEduardo, but you can call me Lalo. Huge fan.â
âMines or hers?â Carlos bitterly questions, thick lips forming a straight line. Lalo awkwardly clicks his tongue to the roof of his mouth, pulling away and leaning in to hold you close.Â
âGuess itâs my turn to apologize now. Hers. Always. But youâre pretty cool, too, I suppose.â His voice is light, unbothered. It makes Carlos tick furiously, though he doesnât dare show it. You canât pinpoint the moment tension rose up, snapping you out of your trance. Blinking hastily, you aim a sour snarl at the Spaniard.Â
âWe were sort of having a good time, soâŠâ You shoo him away with a jeweled hand. âI just donât want to kill the vibes. You understand, right?â Barely giving him a chance to respond, you turn back to your conversation, leaving Lalo and Rupert to appear puzzled, but stupidly playing along.
With a raw click of the tongue, the 29 year old takes a step forward, leveling down to your ear. âPretend all you want, but youâre still wearing my initials around that pretty wrist of yours.â And walks away.
It was true. Your parents had gifted you a lucky charm bracelet for your fourteenth birthday, and Carlos greedily beat everyone to it. A car, for your love for Formula One. A chili, a shy thank you for his nickname. An ice cream, well, because you just loved ice cream. And a cursive CS. For him.Â
Watching him walk away left you with a hole in your heart. You did not need a reminder like that on a day like this. Wearing it was purely out of habit, it had no meaning to it anymore. At least thatâs what you kept telling yourself. The need to use the restroom was a complete lie as you wordlessly peek for the broad Spaniard. You spot his glossy shoes first, sticking out the photo booth.Â
âScoot,â you say, gently cramming him in deeper. Once you get situated, you slide the silver charm off, handing it over to him. âHere.â
He furrows his dark brows. âWhat are you doing?â
âI donât want anything tying me back to you anymore. It was kindâsweetâbut that was past you. Youâre cruel, mean, rude, a fucking jerk now. I donât like that, soâ here.â
âI donât want it,â he retorts, curling your flat hand into a fist, forcing you to hold it tight.Â
âWell I donât either, so what is there to do? You know what; Iâll just sell it. Itâs not even that significant,â you mumble, already making your way out, but not before he hauls you back. Falling straight onto his thigh. You can feel your pulse quicken, your cheeks tingle, and your eyes suddenly burn. âLet me go,â you squeal, trying your best to weasel out of his grip. He groans, placing a large hand on either side of your hips, pushing you down.
âNo. Just listen to me first.â Sighing, you nod. You should be climbing off; thereâs room for two. He should be pushing you off; thereâs room for two. But none of that happens as he clears his throat, rehearsing his words over and over before you raise a neat brow, waiting for him. âPerdĂłn. Por todo.âÂ
Not what you were expecting and he could tell when you let out a small gasp. Nervously, he licks his lips, admiring your plump ones that donât lay too far off from his own. âI used to be so proud of you when we were just kids. When you first admitted you wanted to race too. It was adorable, the way your eyes lit up.â Your breath deepens, unknowing of what this was leading to. âBut Iâve always been proud. Thatâs never changed.â
âYouâre a terrific liar,â you timidly chuckle, patting his shoulder, making him back off a little. But he only ricochets forward, twice as close. Your insides churn.Â
âYou donât know how fucking happy I was when you got a seat. Over the moon. But I wonât lie; I was hurt and said some shitty things that have no excuse tied to them. I know I hurt youâI know that now. But that feeling vanished when worry came creeping in. I donât want you to sign that contract.â
You flinch, reality crashing down on you once again as you examine the Ferrari driver. âWhy apologize if you havenât changed? My feelings arenât a joke,â you whimper pathetically, tears sliding down your cheeks, soft brows drawn together.Â
He panics, gingerly brushing them away to the best of his ability and you donât have the power to fight him off anymore. Youâre too busy getting your heart broken once again by the same man.Â
Sheâs beautiful. Insanelyâitâs insane. Her eyes are a shade of green Iâd never thought Iâd like.
I once wore a shade of green shorts last summer and you called them ugly. Said it looked like vomit.Â
Carlos sighs dreamily, dominantly shaking his head.Â
Well crap. I mustâve changed my mind.
Present him, was taking in your frantic sobs and he doesnât know how else to calm you if it's not by rubbing your back gently. It takes a while, but you eventually ease up, occasionally letting out a shaky breath. âFirst of all, let me tell you why I did everything within me for you not to sign. Itâs no good.â
You tilt your head in confusion, nose runny as he hands you his handkerchief. âI-Iâm confused.â
Carlos chuckles. âWhat was the one thing I would always complain to you about when I was away racing?â Lack of privacy? âOkay, second thing I raved aboutâŠâ When you donât answer, he sheepishly wiggles his brows. âHow tired I was with my team. Itâs exhausting because like it or notâweâre not at our prime. I donât think we will be for a couple of years. But for my benefit, Iâll be gone, and then itâs only going to fall on-â
âMe,â you finish, glossy eyes dancing through his painful expression.
 He nods. âListen, Charles will be fine. Mentally not, but heâll do just okay. Itâs you Iâm worried about. Not only will you dive in, nose first into a world of ruthless men, but youâll always be the entire blame. In their eyes, it'll be you. What did you do wrong? How could you fuck up? And sure, you might sometimesâit's inevitableâ but other times you wonât. But youâre a girl, and thatâs enough for the fingers to be pointed at you.â
Shaking your head profusely, you instantly reach up to catch your hair from falling from its tiring up-do. He helps you out, combing his fingers nicely, though this time it doesnât get rid of the queasy feeling. He was right. God, why did he have to be right?Â
âIâm well aware of what Iâm about to get myself into. But I think I can handle it. I canât not do itâimagine how many girls it would help pave the way for? Iâm sure as fuck it wonât be easy, and it might threaten my sanity, but I need to do this. And Iâm sorry.â
An unfamiliar wave crashes against his warm eyes, a low breath being expanded into the air. You can feel it, taste it. Mint mojito. Your body told you, you liked it, with the way you wanted to lean in and kiss himâjust to confirm. Pursing your lips, you continue. âYou have your future decided and I have mine.â
With a hesitant bow, and a tide of curls flying forward, he clears his throat. âYouâve always been this way. Dedicated. And I could never decipher why. Until now.â He canât help but brush his nose against yours. Your eyes flutter shut, allowing him to appreciate your pretty features. âIf youâre sure, then Iâm right behind you.â
You almost want to laugh, but are too scared to ruin the moment, so instead count his freckles. âI amâŠâ A sharp inhale. âBut whatâs the second thing?â
âWhat do you mean?â
âYou said âfirst of allâ. I would assume thereâs moreâŠâ You know there is, but you just want to hear him say it aloud. Youâd seen the way he glared viciously at Lalo, chest firming. Youâd seen the way things had shifted between you two, months prior, after his break up.
If this racing thing doesnât work out, you would make a killer artist. He whistles.
Down boy, you joke. Itâs just a swan. I resonate with them.Â
He sits up straighter. Then consider me a swan, too.
You laugh loudly, tossing your head back as he smiles. Why all of a sudden?
Just.
âIt took me a while to get here, but Iâm here.â He cradles your delicate face. âI think I love you. I-I mean I know I love you. Your stubbornness, your compliance. Your level-headedness, your intrusive actions. Your need to persevere and be betterâeven if others make it hard on you.â You giggle, poking his chest. âBut above all, I love the way you made me work for it. Iâm glad you did because how else could I have realized if you didnât drag that dead-beat?â
âHey! Heâs nice!â
The 29 year old tsks. âNice isnât enough and you know it.â His pink lips graze over yours as you lean in too. âYouâve always been a smart girlâŠâ Heâs about to kiss you when you slide back, leaving him hanging. He clenches his jaw, seeming teased.Â
âI love swans because I know I can love as deep as one.âÂ
âI can too.â
âAnd I know, you know, that I love you too.â
âI do know that.â
âAnd I lit you up on fire, but only on paper!â
His brows furrow. âYeah, we can circle back to that. But I donât care. I love all that about you. And I want you to know my father has always been proud of you.â He winks. âBut never as much as me.â
âWeâre doing this then?â you ask nervously. âY-youâre still going to have to grovel. I donât give up that easily. Especially after all youâve put me through.â
Carlos gently nods, eyes adoring you. âIâve waited more than a decade for this moment. Whatâs one more?â
And he kisses you.
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omggg ive really wanted to see a fluff fic where the BAU go ice skating as like a team building thing or whatever and Spencer keeps slipping and falling and holding on to the reader its so cute HISJHFSJKD
I'd pick you up and we'd go back in time | Spencer Reid x fem! Reader
just fluff!!
warnings: none
word count: 716 words
a/n: Heey! Just finished this one, it's my first ask (tysm btw!! <3). Hope you guys like it and hope i did justice to what you were imagining for the fic!!
It's the end of December and, surprisingly, you and the team are officially off duty until the next year. You guys decided to go out and have some fun, settling on the idea to go ice skating and then to dinner.
 Much to the dismay of Spencer, which besides being an academic genius, did not have any talent when it came to sports. If it wasn't for the scientific evidence, he would pretty much argue that he was born without the ability to balance himself, so any activity that demanded that skill was his worst nightmare.
"C'mon, spence, I can convince the team to go to your favorite restaurant after!" You said to Spencer over the phone, after he said that he was not going.Â
"I don't know⊠you know I hate sports, I'll probably just fall and annoy you guys"Â
"I'll teach you, and you know you won't annoy us. Also, we really miss you." You say, in reality wanting to say "I miss you" but scared that Spencer might pick up on your hidden feelings.Â
He reluctantly agreed to go, but he was super nervous about it, scared that he would embarrass himself in front of his friends, or more importantly, in front of you.Â
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It now was the day you and the team had agreed on going ice skating, you put on your cute winter clothes and head out to the rink.
" Hey everyone, missed you guys so much!!" You say, getting close to the group that was standing at the entrance and greeting them allÂ
"Hi honey, you look stunning" Garcia says pulling you to a hug
"Thank you pen" You say, smiling to her. "Hey spence, i did not actually believe you we're going to come here!"Â
"Yeah, me either. But I decided to do some exposure therapy, actually did you guys know that it was idealized by Ivan Pavlov in the late 1800s as part of is conditioning experiments?" - Spencer says, doing his usual rambling that you found extremely adorable.Â
"Alright pretty boy, enough lectures, let's get in the rink" Derek says, making the team laugh.Â
Upon entering the place, you happily notice that besides you and the team, it was pretty much empty, giving you guys a chance to have fun without worrying about others. You guys all get your skates, and put them on. As soon as you guys step on the ice, you felt a hand holding your arm, you look over and see spencer that looked as if his life was in danger.Â
"It's fine spence, try standing up right and walking a bit, I'll be here to hold you so you don't fall down"Â
"Alright then, if I die, please make sure my books don't get mold" He says, trying to take a few steps, surprisingly he did not immediately fall down, which gave him a bit of confidence to try and actually skate, also wanting to look tough for you. "I think you don't need to hold me anymore, y/n"Â
"You sure Spence? Alright then" You let go of his arm and take a few steps back, still keeping a close eye on him.Â
Spencer was able to skate for a bit, but somehow he managed to stumble on his own feet, luckily since you were still close he tried to hold onto your arm, not so luckily, since you did not expect that, you both feel onto the ice. The whole team looked over to you guys, as you stood up and helped spencer to also get up.Â
You both we're blushing as the team laughed at you guys
 "hey Reid, at least you fell onto a pretty girl, could be worse" Morgan said, tapping spencer's shoulder and laughing.Â
That made you guys blush even harder.Â
"Hey spence, you ok? " You say, feeling a bit guilty for making him do thisÂ
"It's fine y/n, falling is part of the fun I guess" He said, not sure he meant it but happy that he got to spend time with you outside the office.Â
You spent the next hour teaching Spencer, and honestly you could not be happier, he looked adorable. It was one of the best evenings you had in a long time, and it just made your silly workplace crush worse. You also paid for his favorite desert at the restaurant to thank him for giving it a chance.
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tiny prancer || alanna kennedy x reader ||
you talk to alanna about your feelings after watching her play with harper.
"higher! higher!" your eyes drifted away from the interviewer once again as you heard harper's shrill shrieks of delight. she had been devastated whenever she saw you on the pitch, but had been immediately told that you were busy by gorry. luckily, alanna had swooped right in and picked the girl up before her pout could dissolve into a fit of tears. and now, you were swooning while trying to complete your media stuff for the day.
"sorry, sorry. this has been a hard comeback, but i'm grateful for my manchester family. i'd hate to give united their props, but those girls have also been so supportive. for our rivalry to be put aside, it means a lot. i'm very thankful for so many of my fellow players in the league from teams all over the country," you said. it was a good answer, one that people could tell came from the heart.
you had been away for nearly a year after a huge injury and bigger setback. it had truly been a freak accident, your knee giving out on you and the subsequent fall breaking your leg as you fell. there hadn't been any dirty tackles, and aside from alanna, the first person who had been at your side had been a manchester united player. some of those girls had really become some of your best friends when you needed a break from your teammates.
"well, everybody is excited to see you come back on the pitch this weekend. it has been overdue, and if the practice footage from this week is anything to go by, you're definitely in top form." you thanked the interviewer for their kind words before both of you were dismissed. almost immediately, you turned and jogged over to where alanna and harper were playing.
"do you have room for one more?" you asked. as into playing with alanna harper had been, she was quick to go to you. it had been hard for you not being able to play, but still going to practices over the course of the year, and harper was a big part of that. gorry had joked that you and alanna were like her other mothers, something that had always caused alanna to tense up a bit. although, you had noticed that she had seemed more okay with the joke, occasionally having a longing look on her face for the next week or so.
"of course we do, don't we harper? we always have room for prancer, don't we?" you rolled your eyes at the nickname alanna had not-so lovingly given you back at youth camp in australia. truthfully, the two of you had legitimately hated each other a little bit back then, but both of you had done a lot of growing up since then.
"we love prancer," harper said. you knew that she had probably been working on that for a while. harper had never called you that without alanna being directly beside her. alanna nudged her side, and harper stood up to give you a hug. "do you get to play at the game?"
"i do for a little bit, so i can't sit with you on the bench at first, but they don't want to hurt me again, so i'll probably be there for the second half," you told her. harper pouted a little, but she understood. there had been several long talks about you going back on the pitch where you belonged.
harper wordlessly handed you a doll to play with, explaining much better than alanna tried to what was happening. that game didn't last very long due to alanna's antsiness. the three of you played a game of tag, which ended with alanna and harper ganging up on you. alanna picked you up in her arms, gently placing you on the ground where she peppered your face and neck in kisses while harper tickled at your sides until gorry came to get her.
"i was nervous when we got here," you admitted. alanna knew it already, but you had been stubborn in insisting that you were fine. "everybody always says they can't wait for someone else to make their return, but i know what they weren't saying."
"don't think about it like that, okay? think about other things like how harper and i kicked your ass at tag," alanna joked. you punched her in the shoulder, earning you a bite to the thigh. "be nice. if harper sees you being mean to me, she'll think it's okay. i swear that kid loves you more than anybody else sometimes."
"we've become bench buddies, that's all. i bet when we have a kid, they'll love you the most. you'll get to be the fun parents, and i'll have to be strict," you sighed. alanna shot up and stared down at you, a confused, yet hopeful look on her face. "what?"
"what did you say?" alanna asked. you shrugged as you moved up onto your elbows. "you said 'when' not 'if' we have a kid. d-do you want to have kids with me?"
"kids? someone is getting ahead of themselves, but yeah, of course i do. i've been thinking about it, and seeing you with harper confirms it. before you came along and fucked everything up for my little 14 year old self, i was going to accept a promise ring from a boy. who knows how many kids i'd have now?" you said.
"i like the idea of a bunch of little prancers running around, but only if they've got the last name kennedy," alanna said. she leaned down and pressed a kiss to your lips. you kissed her back, smiling into it a little. "how long have you wanted little kennedy babies?"
"alanna, don't," you tried, but it was too late. she was on something trying to get this out of you. truthfully, it had been before you were even injured, but you knew that you had been lucky then if alanna wanted to admit you were exclusively together at that point. she had fancied herself a player, something that only got worse whenever leila arrived at the club and they became friens.
"come on, i deserve to know. maybe if i've kept you waiting, i'll be sweet," alanna offered. you knew that she would be extremely sweet, but you'd have to get through the annoying phase first.
"fine, the first camp that i said we were together and harper was there. all the girls kept making fun of me because trying to tie you down was still a 'lost cause' or something," you said. alanna did the math in her head. you could tell whenever she had gotten there because a smile broke out on her face. "please don't be an ass about this, okay?"
"you thought i'd be a good parent back then?" alanna asked. you shrugged, unsure of what you had really thought. you just knew that you trusted alanna and wanted to do something special with her. "wow, maybe you really did love me back then too."
"of course i did. alanna, i've never been someone who could sleep with anybody i didn't love." you looked away from her, slightly ashamed of yourself. the girls had teased you a lot about your body count, which was the girl you made yourself fall for to forget about alanna hating you, and alanna herself. they had sort of thought you were joking, especially alanna, until you blew up at them for making fun of you.
"well then, i feel honored to be your person. and as much as i'd love to go to the doctor now and try to get you pregnant, your parents, gorry, and macca would kill me if i did," alanna pointed out. "so, what do we do?"
"let me play this season, and if things don't physically feel right in that way, we can look to starting a family sooner. we don't have to do this any other way than the one we want, remember that." you cradled alanna's face and pressed a kiss to her nose. despite the fact that you wanted a baby then and there, you were fine with waiting until alanna felt more comfortable.
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Everyone has a Price (part 2) - Rafe Ă virgin!fem!reader
summary: y/n gets to know about who Rafe is and they get closer as things start to feel a lot more confusing for both of them
word count: 2.2k
warnings: light miscommunication, tiny tiny bit of angst (maybe), fluff
author's note: see when I said "things would pick up pace" I meant after this one, my bad.
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   âWhat's this?â you ask as Rafe drops a stack of papers on your still empty breakfast plate. First he makes you dress up and drive up to the main house to be allowed to eat, and then he gives you homework?
   âA file. My file,â he says, walking behind you before leaning down over your shoulder, nose brushing past your ear. âYou don't like talking about me, but you still gotta know it all to understand why. So, do your work. Build me a case. Impress me,â he rasps, and you wish you weren't turned on by it; by him believing in your potential; by his body so close to your own; by his low voice whispering in your ear.Â
   âHow much time do I have?â you ask, and he leans back up, but not before letting his fingertips ghost over the skin on your neck, leaving behind a soft trace of goosebumps.
   âUntil dinner. I'd like to hear it after in the company of a good glass of Cabernet Sauvignon,â Rafe says while walking along the table and taking his seat. âThen we'll see.âÂ
   After a fulfilling breakfast, with pancakes and coffee and fruits in abundance, you decide to retreat to his library to work on the little project he gave you. The hours seem to flow as you work through the file and research everything you need to know to build your case, his case.Â
   âDinner is ready, Miss,â someone says from behind you, but you don't even register it, too indulged in your work as if you will be graded on it. But from all you know about Rafe now, that might as well be the case.Â
   âIf you don't come to dinner, I'm gonna have to bring dinner to you,â Rafe speaks up, putting a plate down on your notes, and you finally lift your head to look up at him. Your hair is messy, and you probably look like you haven't slept in days, although it's only been a few- it's been 14 hours since you had breakfast, but it felt like only four of them had actually passed.Â
   âI'm so sorry, I didn't see how late it is,â you apologize and start scrambling your papers together.Â
   âAm I that interesting?â he chuckles, as if he doesn't know the answer to that already. His case is far more complex than you expected when he gave you the task.Â
   âMy mind likes to focus on details. This was complicated. Things don't add up,â you tell him shyly, after all you had just found out you are a lot more weary of him.Â
   âMaybe I can shed light on it,â Rafe smiles, taking the papers from your hands and walking over to the fireplace to throw them into the flames.Â
   âHey!â you cry out, jumping to your feet and trying to stop him.Â
   âYou don't need those anymore,â he stops you from getting to the fire and using the fire poker to save a few yet unburnt pages out of the growing flames. His hands are tight around your wrists, pushing you back as your body keeps pushing forward.Â
   âYou can't do that! I spent all day on those notes!â you hiss, angry and annoyed and so very mad at this man who is basically holding you hostage if you think about the contract you signed.Â
   âMy house, my rules,â Rafe smirks, he likes to see you fight and as soon as you notice you stop, unwinding your hands from his loosened grip and taking a step back. âGood. Will you eat now?âÂ
   You snort disapprovingly, but walk back towards the sofa and take your seat anyway. The turkey sandwich tastes incredible, and you hate everything about it. You hate the fact that you can't be sure how dangerous the man across from you really is. You hate the fact that, even now, you are still incredibly turned on by him. You hate the fact that you don't actually feel that bad about losing all the work, hell, people pulled worse pranks on you in school before.Â
   âYou don't need to drink it, but it's expensive and one of my favorites,â Rafe says while swirling the red liquid in the bulky glass.Â
   âI don't really drink wine,â you say, but take your glass up anyway. Mirroring his movement, you swirl it a bit, take a long whiff and then a small taste of the liquid.Â
   âThat's blackberry in the head and a bit of vanilla and spices in the back,â Rafe explains the taste that you would rather describe as ânot drinkable.â
   âUh-huh,â you nod, sitting the glass down and pulling your legs up on the sofa. The clock above the fireplace reads 1:27am, usually you'd be asleep for at least two hours at this point.Â
   âAm I guilty?â Rafe asks after a few minutes of silence had settled between you two.Â
   âThat depends on what the charges are,â you say calmly, looking at him just like you would at a client you got assigned in a practice trial once.Â
   âWhat would you say are the charges?â The smile on Rafe's lips is imperceptible.
   âComplicity in one, if not two or more, murders. Drug abuse,â I said, and he smiled into his glass while taking another sip.Â
   âAnd your verdict on those?âÂ
   âWell, you grew up rich with little to no consequences for your actions I presume, considering you were probably just like the guys at school who still act like that- I'd say the drug abuse might be rightfully there. I don't know what's your style, but I'm gonna guess either coke or pills, but definitely one of those. Seems like you got clean though a few years back, so I award you that. Most people don't get clean and stay clean,â you say, and he nods, but doesn't say a thing.Â
   âThe murder thing is tricky, because there is evidence suggesting you were more than just there when it happened, but the statement of the official murderer contradicts this clear evidence. So, unless the evidence is foolproof and one can prove that your dad didn't do it, you'd be guilty of at least one murder.â You finish, and he nods again, but his hand is grasping the glass harsher, his jaw is clenched and there's a dangerous glare in his eyes that almost makes you want to run away from him. Almost.
   âWhat do you believe?â he says after a few minutes.Â
   You take a moment to think, evaluating your situation and the knowledge you have of the case, of him. âIf I was your lawyer, I would advise you to plead the 5th unless the question aimed at you will definitely make you seem more innocent. I would tell you to not tell me if you did it, unless you are telling the truth that you didn't, because I don't wanna be prosecuted for lying in court. I would find a way to prove your innocence, even if it means dragging down the rest of your family. Even if you are secretly guilty.âÂ
   âWhy?â he asks, genuinely surprised by your answer.Â
   âBecause I'm going to be a good lawyer. A lawyer who does her job and serves her clients. I can't afford to be nice and 100% lawful. If I have to play dirty, I have to play dirty. I can still be a good person later, once I have my own firm and enough money to not care,â you tell him about what you had always planned for your future. Usually people are disgusted by the way you view the world, but Rafe doesn't. He looks even more intrigued by you than the night before.Â
   âWell, then you should get your degree asap,â he smiles, getting up from his seat and walking over to you. âMay I?â he asks, and you nod before he sits down by your side.
   âAre you scared?â he asks, eyes raking over you as you sit there, hands placed on your knees and staring out front.Â
   âNo,â you lie, and he chuckles.Â
   âI don't like when you lie to me, but I understand. I would be scared too.â
   âWhat are you going to do now?â you ask and turn your head to look at him.Â
   âI need you to know that I will never hurt you, not unless you ask for it,â Rafe whispers, brushing your hair away from your face. âSo, there's really no need to be scared about that part.âÂ
   âI understand,â you nod, looking down at the glimpse of chest that is poking through the buttoned gaps of his shirt.Â
   âAnd I think I would love to replace my lawyer with you as soon as you're done,â he says, and your eyes go wide.Â
   âUhhhh- What?âÂ
   âYou heard me,â he whispers, his hand coming up to cradle your jaw. âI need someone I can trust, someone who will do what I say unless they know better. You don't like being told what to do.â Rafe's smile is intoxicating, drawing you in like a trap. It's like he's dangling a delicious piece of GruyĂšre in front of your face and your tiny mouse brain cannot do anything but grasp for it.Â
   That's why you don't mind when he leans in to kiss you, tentatively letting you know that he will keep you safe no matter what it takes. And against better judgment, you believe it. You taste the wine and a hint of his dinner on his tongue, a different one than the one you had. Yet, you can't help but feel like he is holding back to not overwhelm you. His hands never leave your neck, and yours never travel from your seat to his chest to pull him in, even though you wish for it. Deliberation seems to be your and his virtue that night when he pauses and lets you catch your breath before standing up and telling you goodnight.Â
   Grayson talks about the stars while driving you back to the pool house, but your mind is occupied with what happened. You spend most of the night lying in bed, throwing yourself from left to right trying to find sleep, while your mind won't stop reminiscing over how it felt to kiss him.Â
   When you started corresponding with Rafe, you thought it would be easy. You thought he would invite you, take your virginity and send you back home with a bag full of cash. What you definitely w
could've never expected, is to lie awake imagining being with him based on a simple kiss. The last time this happened to you, you were 17 and in high school, after your first kiss with Tyler D. from Biology class, but nothing had come of that, because if it had, you wouldn't be here now.Â
   It's 4am when the landline phone on your nightstand rings.Â
   âI can't sleep,â Rafe says quietly, and you don't know if you are dreaming or not.Â
   âMe neither,â you whisper into the mouthpiece. It's exactly how your 16-year-old self had imagined Tyler to be, just that Rafe Cameron is nearly 30 and you are still in college.Â
   âThis isn't going like I had planned it,â he laughs softly, and you feel your cheeks heat.Â
   âHow so?â You gnaw at your lip as you listen to him, your eyes closed and picturing him by your side instead of on the other side of the phone.Â
   âWell, I thought I was just saving you from a horrible experience with a guy I know, and maybe, if you wanted to, and only then to actually do something. But you are more intriguing than initially expected.âÂ
   âI didn't even say much,â you giggle.Â
   âThat's the worst part,â Rafe sighs. âYou should talk more.âÂ
   âI talk when I find it necessary,â you say and turn to lie on your stomach, twirling some of your hair between your fingers.Â
   âYou never tried the set on,â Rafe rasps, and you stay quiet for a moment, debating what the right move would be. âI would come down there right now and make you wear it, but we're not there, yet, I'm afraid,â he says, and you take a deep breath before getting up and stepping towards the dresser that still had the box on top of it.Â
   âHow expensive was this?â you ask, the phone is wedged between your shoulder and chin as you push the lid of the box back and pull the underwear out.Â
   âYou would want me to return it if you knew,â Rafe chuckles. âWill you put it on?âÂ
   âWill you show me around tomorrow?â you counter and he laughs.Â
   âSure. I'll show you around.âÂ
   âGood. Maybe I'll put it on then. Not now,â you grin when you hear him groan, falling back into his pillows with a loud thud, while you put the underwear on the bench at the end of the bed.Â
   âYou're killing me,â Rafe sighs.Â
   âSays the killer,â you joke, but he goes quiet for a while. âIt was a joke, Rafe,â you apologize, but a moment later the line disconnects and no matter how often you try to call him back, he won't pick up.Â
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