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"Who Is Superman? A Private Interview with Lois Lane" a fancomic about hope and connection. I've had this story in mind for so long and I'm very excited to be able to share it at last. Thank you for reading, and happy Lunar New Year!
#superman#clark kent#lois lane#clois#dc comics#my art#fancomic#long post#my immigrant clois love story agenda is HERE#I have big feelings over the superman private interview canon event- how differently an asian lois would make that scene play out#jl remix
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because sometimes there are invisible tests and invisible rules and you're just supposed to ... know the rule. someone you thought of as a friend asks you for book recommendations, so you give her a list of like 30 books, each with a brief blurb and why you like it. later, you find out she screenshotted the list and send it out to a group chat with the note: what an absolute freak can you believe this. you saw the responses: emojis where people are rolling over laughing. too much and obsessive and actually kind of creepy in the comments. you thought you'd been doing the right thing. she'd asked, right? an invisible rule: this is what happens when you get too excited.
you aren't supposed to laugh at your own jokes, so you don't, but then you're too serious. you're not supposed to be too loud, but then people say you're too quiet. you aren't supposed to get passionate about things, but then you're shy, boring. you aren't supposed to talk too much, but then people are mad when you're not good at replying.
you fold yourself into a prettier paper crane. since you never know what is "selfish" and what is "charity," you give yourself over, fully. you'd rather be empty and over-generous - you'd rather eat your own boundaries than have even one person believe that you're mean. since you don't know what the thing is that will make them hate you, you simply scrub yourself clean of any form of roughness. if you are perfect and smiling and funny, they can love you. if you are always there for them and never admit what's happening and never mention your past and never make them uncomfortable - you can make up for it. you can earn it.
don't fuck up. they're all testing you, always. they're tolerating you. whatever secret club happened, over a summer somewhere - during some activity you didn't get to attend - everyone else just... figured it out. like they got some kind of award or examination that allowed them to know how-to-be-normal. how to fit. and for the rest of your life, you've been playing catch-up. you've been trying to prove that - haha! you get it! that the joke they're telling, the people they are, the manual they got- yeah, you've totally read it.
if you can just divide yourself in two - the lovable one, and the one that is you - you can do this. you can walk the line. they can laugh and accept you. if you are always-balanced, never burdensome, a delight to have in class, champagne and glittering and never gawky or florescent or god-forbid cringe: you can get away with it.
you stare at your therapist, whom you can make jokes with, and who laughs at your jokes, because you are so fucking good at people-pleasing. you smile at her, and she asks you how you're doing, and you automatically say i'm good, thanks, how are you? while the answer swims somewhere in your little lizard brain:
how long have you been doing this now? mastering the art of your body and mind like you're piloting a puppet. has it worked? what do you mean that all you feel is... just exhausted. pick yourself up, the tightrope has no net. after all, you're cheating, somehow, but nobody seems to know you actually flunked the test. it's working!
aren't you happy yet?
#almost wrote the champagne line as ''effervescent'' but legit could not write it without saying ''effervescent like a snail''#ah tumblr...#writeblr#warm up#idk . having trouble writing rn#ps i don't like to talk about it . it is my medical information. but before you ask. yes this is about being on the spectrum#i really don't like when ppl make my writing about how im [whatever ID]. i want it to ring true for the people who it rings true for#i don't want it to be like ''awwwww look at this person!!! she's the EXCEPTION!!! :)" .....#no.... not really.....#idk something gross happens whenever i admit to certain conditions and i turn into like inspiration p*rnography#like yes they actually let us use keyboards these days#furthermore i just... dont feel comfortable talking about this part of me. i had too bad of a childhood. adhd is one thing...#this one im like. still coming to terms with. which is like. my own journey.#idk. just please be kind. some things are more private than others. this one feels private to me.#i do not know how to help others w/this . and i do not know how to help myself. i will talk about it if im ever ready. idk if that will#actually ever happen#ty in advance i love u im kissing you we are kissing somewhere on the spectrum
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another campaign brought to my attention by a palestinian i speak personally with, and i trust its legitamcy. Hamdy has suffered great loss since the start of this genocide, his mother, aunt, siblings, cousins, neices and nephews, and 5 month old sister were martyred. despite making the campaign months ago, Hamdy has only received FIVE donations so far, and hasn't gotten any donations in months.
please share and donate to his campaign, no amount is too little!
€95 / €10,000
tagging for reach
@terroristiraqi @shamemp3 @three-croissants @srdcovka @90-ghost @fairuzfan @mithli @7amaspayrollmanager @opencommunion @anti-democratic-russian-bot @tamamita @feluka @gabajoofs @aristotels @huzni @themeoflauramp3 @witchywitchy @ma3moul @khargooshe @womenintheirwebs @splashporpoise @flouryhedgehog @revindicatedbyhistory @german-milfs @breadmp3 @bassia-bassensis @anneemay @antiquititties @anyab
#if anyone doesn't want to be tagged just let me know privately no problem at all#i was sent a video of him holding up his little sister's dead body. it's so heartwrenching please for the love of god#help out if you can any way you can im begging#palestine#free palestine#free gaza#gaza#gazan genocide#*campaigns
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This came to me in a vision.
Feel free to add your own favorite "eldritch being x traumatized mortal" ships!
#billford#gravity falls#jarthur#private eyes#malevolent#malevolent podcast#symbrock#veddie#venom#this is so stupid help#but its actually so funny how the troupe of an eldritch being and a mortal share bodues and develop a love hate relationship happens a lot
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“May I rest my weary head on your shoulder?” (insp.)
In the Mood for Love (2000), Rafiki (2018), Cold War (2018), Your Name Engraved Herein (2020), But I’m a Cheerleader (1999), Moonlight (2016), Portrait of a Lady on Fire (2019), And Then We Danced (2019), Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind (2004), My Own Private Idaho (1991), Anatomy of a Fall (2023), Lovesong (2016), God’s Own Country (2017), The Handmaiden (2016), Notorious (1946)
#filmedit#filmgifs#filmtv#anatomy of a fall#and then we danced#but i'm a cheerleader#cold war#eternal sunshine of the spotless mind#god's own country#the handmaiden#in the mood for love#lovesong#moonlight#my own private idaho#notorious#portrait of a lady on fire#rafiki#your name engraved herein#*#compilation*#films#probably the only time I’ll go over 10 gifs#I just felt compelled! (I have no real explanation)#anyways here’s something I’ve been thinking of making for years
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New relationship dynamic dropped
#I know this is kind of. unrecognizable to the original meme but it’s the one with the guy third wheeling drinking from the girls drink. bar#ly#anyway#undefinable love between a man and his entity and their third wheeling potentially malevolent skull#malevolent spoilers#malevolent#my art#sketches#jarthur#arthur lester#john doe#yorick malevolent#john malevolent#private eyes
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Give me a moment to find my style on how to draw these two I'm not used to it yet 😓😔
#art#drawing#aa miles edgeworth#miles edgeworth#phoenix wright#aa phoenix wright#judge ace attorney#ace attorney fanart#ace attorney#wrightworth#narumitsu#Do u think Miles calls Phoenix a good boy when Phoenix does what Miles tells him to#I think they would be incredibly sappy in private#and that they both love physical touch#they're both incredibly touch starved#They're literally made for eachother
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ough…… they’re so….. hng
#what if they loved each other so so much and I wasn’t normal about it ?????? WHAT THEN#anyway the first 6 are pre 43 doodles and the rest. is cope.#I mean it wasn’t as devastating as I thought it was going to be but OW OW OW#I will be drawing more specific things I mean I can’t not#enjoy the jarthur for now tho ehe#artists on tumblr#malevolent#malevolent podcast#malevolent fanart#arthur lester#arthur malevolent#john doe#john doe malevolent#john malevolent#private eyes#jarthur#freaky manifesting John my beloved <33
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That one Leyendecker painting but it’s jarthur
#art#malevolent#malevolent john doe#arthur lester malevolent#malevolent podcast#malevolent fanart#arthur malevolent#john doe malevolent#jc leyendecker#malevolent pod#artists on tumblr#This took longer than it should have#I’m REALLY happy with the colors tho#jarthur#private eyes#not romantic not platonic but a secret third thing#they’re in love#evil love
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Lee Pace attends the Thom Browne Haute Couture Fall/Winter 2024-2025 show as part of Paris Fashion Week on June 24, 2024 in Paris, France
#lee pace#leepaceedit#lpaceedit#flawlessgentlemen#thehobbitcastedit#foundationcastedit#lotrcastedit#marvelcastedit#dilfsource#usernastya#mandapine#userteri#usermichi#tuserhan#gaybuckybarnes#userdaniel#usertom#*#officially a father a daddy and a dilf! love that for him (it's been a while but he's always been very private about it)
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Screaming crying throwing up etc over the fact that D12 weddings involve not only the TOASTING of BREAD but also the SINGING of a SONG. "There's always a traditional song we sing" are you FREAKING kidding me Suzanne?? How am I supposed to be normal about this? Knowing that Peeta's first memory of Katniss had her SINGING a SONG and Katniss' first memory of Peeta had him BURNING BREAD? Aughw maybe I'm losing my mind but what if Suzanne invented the toasting based off of Katniss and Peeta's first moments and not the other way around. What if the entire D12 wedding ceremony was created for the sole purpose of solidifying the idea that Katniss and Peeta have been spiritually married since they were 11. What if it's all always been about them. What then
#thg#everlark#peeta mellark#katniss everdeen#the hunger games#i imagine these two having their own private toasting#after the night with the hunger#and peeta's toasting some bread and Katniss is singing quietly#and they lock eyes and one of them says#“we've been here before haven't we”#augh these two#love story of all time
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People who want female characters to cry less? No. Stop it. You're doing it the wrong way. Make male characters cry. Make those beautiful men sob on their knees. Down with all this stupid emotional constipation! Here, I can fix it:
Colonel Brandon after he tells Elinor about his lost love Eliza? Stumbles out of the room, finds somewhere private, and bawls. Edward after leaving Barton Cottage thinking he'll never be able to marry Elinor? Make him weep! Mr. Knightley was glad it was raining when he rode back to Hartfield after learning about Frank's engagement because it gave his tears plausible deniability! Wentworth thinks Anne will marry her cousin? Sobbing mess of a man. Bingley can cry during the proposal when he thinks about all the time he lost not being with Jane. Edmund cries alone in his room after Mary calls clergymen "nothing". Henry Tilney cries without realizing it when Catherine accepts his proposal because he's so glad that no one is angry with him and confronting his father was way more emotionally taxing than he let himself acknowledge at the time. Henry Crawford feeling wretched and alone after the affair and sobbing into his hands. Show us post wedding and make Darcy cry after the birth of his first child.
Make them cry! MAKE THEM ALL CRY
#adaptations#jane austen#make men weep#pride and prejudice#mansfield park#northanger abbey#sense and sensibility#emma#persuasion#Wentworth is so emotional he can cry more than once#he can angry cry and passionate love cry#they can do it in private because they are British#but they need to weep#couldn't think of one for Darcy#I bet I could make Edward cry like 6 more times if I tried#and Colonel Brandon
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No matter how it always ALWAYS seems like John Watson and Sherlock Holmes are love at first sight that’s never the entire truth because they never “fall” in love because they have been in love for one hundred and thirty seven years and they are in love in every universe so no matter when or where or how they meet they will always fall in love with each other all over again because their love is carved into Fate since the start of creation just as firmly as Olympus Mons stands on Mars because their love runs and fills all the arteries and veins and vessels mapping every inch of their bodies and bleeds through every universe into them because Sherlock Holmes and John Watson are destined to be in love CAN’T YOU SEE
#every adaptation is a universe and every fanfic is a universe#they are and will always be in love because they are sherlock holmes and john watson#Can’t you see.#bbc sherlock#sherlock bbc#johnlock#sherlock holmes#john watson#johnlock headcanon#acd johnlock#acd holmes#acd watson#tjlc#sherlock#the adventures of sherlock holmes and dr. watson#the private life of sherlock holmes#enola holmes#elementary#russian sherlock#sherlock & co#buckingham-ashtray
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Times Percy could have told Annabeth he loved her for the first time:
When they reunited after 6 months apart.
When having a private romantic snuggle sesh in the stables.
When he’s saying goodbye to her as she leaves on her solo death quest.
When he refuses to let her fall into Tartarus alone.
When he’s trying to convince her to leave Tartarus without him.
When he actually chose to do it:
After making out with her in front of Piper.
#percy jackson#annabeth chase#percabeth#percy jackon and the olympians#heros of olympus#pjo#percy x annabeth#pjo spoilers#hoo spoilers#I guess lmao#do not get me wrong I love that scene#but I find it so funny that he had so many opportunities to do it in private#but he chose to do it in front of Piper#iconic
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BUNNYDOLL YOU ARE NEVER BEATING THE MARRIED COUPLE ALLEGATIONS I FEAR
#love is when you put up with your man's idiocy#or you tie him up or whatever#Its a win anyway#tadc ragatha#tadc#tadc jax#the amazing digital circus#jax x ragatha#ragatha x jax#bunnydoll#he looks so offended like girl why are you airing our private bussiness like that
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