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Is there something romantic going on between you and Roka?
Is there somethin’ romantic goin on between you and my ask box? Huh??
#I WISH I were cool enough for a Devang#pretty sure I make their heads hurt#also I don’t think they do romance#but that’s none of my business#ic
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Divorce Saga Domon - A Haunted Honk Prequel
Hello Internet Stranger looking up G Gundam on Tumblr dot com!
This is an idea for a fic set in an Alternate Universe involving Queer Non-Canon Relationships between the characters of the series.
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Ended up outlining a completely different fic as a Segway for an explanation instead of making progress on the Royal Flush Haunted Honk AU's Clown Motel Fic like I wanted to but uh....
For y'all's review for the AU: A Prequel Outline - Divorce Saga Domon
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Hey real quick - I'm thinking of maybe changing the timeline to 2 years post canon as opposed to 3 years and change post canon.
The reason being: I had a thought that this scene could either be part if the fic or if it's getting to big then it could be a stand alone tie-in prequel fic as part of this AU but - like
Immediately Post Divorce Domon Needs Space and runs off. As one does. And he runs to Earth because he just wants to Get Lost for a while.
He has Argo smuggle him out to avoid detection.
Argo has Andrew help stow Domon in a storage hanger of a Neo Canadian supply ship that's returning to the US - they have trade often enough and share agricultural resources - which leads to Domon ending up in New York when he hits Earthside pavement.
He's privately worked on his English the last couple of months and after being dropped in New York with a different hairstyle, outfit, and accent he's unrecognizable.
He considers making his way west to get some solitude in the wilderness, but something about that initial plan feels off now that he's on the ground.
Chibodee is also Earthside for a special series of prize fights aimed at raising charitable appeal for the US in the eyes of Neo Americans.
Domon decides to hit up Chibodee for a fight on a day between matches hoping it'll clear his head and give him the clarity to decide on a course of action. What ends up happening is an unexpected heart to heart via blows and a breakdown.
Domon is happy for Rain and Kyoji, and he knows it's not true; but he feels like he lost a piece of himself when his relationship with Rain fell apart.
Domon's instinct is to run after that but Chibodee knows this city and Domon doesn't hide out for long before Chibodee drags him back to his place to stay and just "Chill out and breathe. You don't have to be anyone but yourself here. You can take as long as you need to find out what everything changing means for you." Friends and teammates stick together.
So Domon spends a few weeks with Chibodee sparring and hanging out in New York. Chibodee does a frankly awesome job at containing his feelings because he's focusing on Domons feelings and being a good friend first and foremost. Whatever he's feeling can wait until after Domon is done going though it.
There's a bit of a twinge in Domon's heart as he leaves that he can't really place.
After he returns to Neo Japan and gets settled back into life with his family, The Dreams start.
They're mainly set in New York. Small things first like noticing Chibodee's smile and his eyes. Then sparring sessions that begin to turn lurid.
He thought these kinds of dreams would stop after he was married.... he doesn't know what to do about this.
I just figure it gives more clarity and sense of time for the journey from Comphet Marriage Dissolution to Feelings to Confession. Idk.
But I got stuck on a bit and then had this thought and needed to get it down before I lost it and it was so long it made sense to make it its own post as opposed to several replies.
The Maize and Clown Motel will probably still be 3 years and change post canon for clarification.
@thedragonchilde @amplexadversary @youreaclownnow
#Domon Kasshu/Chibodee Crocket#Royal Flush#Chibodee Crocket/Domon Kasshu#Royal Flush Haunted Honk AU#mobile fighter g gundam#I imagine he hasn't had time for a Big Gay Crisis yet but the time is absolutely now#Kyoji absolutely helps him through this crisis because he had a normal environment and university to figure his own shit out.#Kyoji has to figure out WHY Domon is imploding and explosive and avoiding everyone a second time though.#This doesn't seem related to the Divorce but it doesn't seem immediately obvious either. 🤔#Cue Schwarz FINALLY getting a fucking break and immediately coming to stay with Rain and Kyoji at their place.#Domon was aware that they had been living together in Neo Japan briefly before Schwarz was called back to Neo Germany for questioning#Once his rank was stripped of him he was back with Kyoji for a short period before the Divorce as part of Kyoji and Dr. Kasshu's study of#DG Cells. Once they had a breakthrough - Schwarz was sent abroad with a small military group and Doctors Without Borders group to assist#With immediate infection cases on behalf of Neo Japan as part of reparations. So Domon hadn't seen him in quite some time.#Domon certainly wasn't expecting to see him in the garden when he rounded the corner of the Mikamura residence#Leaned over Kyoji who appears to have been working outside on his laptop. Fingers intertwined a hand on Kyojis jaw and locked in a kiss.#Which ends pretty much instantly as they sense Domon and break apart. It occurs to Kyoji and Schwarz that Kyoji never#Got the chance to actually tell Domon much about himself and the man he'd grown into while Domon was training in Hong Kong with Master Asia#This might be a pretty significant shock to him.#I can't decide between Domon running from his Gay Revelation or IMMEDIATELY Losing His Shit at the thought of Rain's SECOND marriage ending#And knowing for sure now the reason why his and Rain's marriage didn't work out. He really does prefer men.#Bu HOW DARE Kyoji do this to her!!! She's been through enough!!!! This will HURT her SO BADLY!!! (Projection of guiiillllttt)#Back to square 1 fir a moment like damn#And once he starts fighting Kyoji about it (Thank God the ressurection gave them the option to make Kyojis new build similar to Schwarz's)#It comes out that Rain cant go through this AGAIN and he won't let him do this to her! Her honor means something to Domon#And it should mean something to Kyoji too as HER HUSBAND#Kyoji and Schwarz catch on the Again bit and Kyoji makes it clear that Rain has known about his situation with Schwarz since they returned#That they're quite literally inseparable and that Rain married him knowing this. She's fully aware and an active participant.#Domon takes a leg sweep and doesn't quite make his recovery as Schwarz steps in#Pinning his arms and one leg in place so he can't run from Kyojis question. Kyoji grabs Domon's hair to turn his head and asks
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I find a lot of talk about support needs in the autistic community equate unrelated things to how much support you need. Like I stim visibly and sometimes can’t talk and generally act “weird” but I still have low support needs because I could live alone with no problem, those things aren’t actually related to how much support I need whatsoever
#I can’t bc other disabilities mean I can’t work#but provided a supernatural entity granted me a livable ‘wage’ for the rest of my life that’s all I’d need#sure I can’t drive a car but I take public transport a lot#and I’m sure I could figure out Uber or an app like that in an emergency#(I live in Sweden so this is actually pretty common compared to say the us)#I don’t normally talk about being autistic because I don’t feel welcome in the community and I don’t want to talk over anybody#so this is probably the only post I’ll make about it in months#the wording isn’t as clear as I’d like but my head really hurts so I’ll post it like this#there’s also the fact I’d pick technology over people any day#I don’t want people to touch me or be in my space#and I’m lucky most of my issues can be solved with technology
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I’m really struggling w seeing people who participated in the “let’s gang up on and brutally harass this guy based on an assumption, because he makes a convenient scapegoat” incident of ‘24 saying “I apologized :3 sorry I was just emotional :3 all done now :3”
Hhgghgghghgh. Apologized to who. To me? To the other random people y’all harassed off the platform? Sorry, I’m still hurt over this, I say this as nothing more than an expression of my own feelings. No animosity, I’m just struggling. Like I still have no closure on this entire thing, the most I’ve gotten is… people stopped telling me to kms? Which might mean they now understand they were mistaken? I do not know. Hsggdgs. I don’t understand how people are saying “I apologized”
I wish absolutely no hate towards anyone, that’s never a solution, I’ve always advocated that. I only hope people grow and heal from this. I just wish I had even a smidge of closure.
#the whole time I’ve been thinking “Sydney O Sargent would be shaking his head and frowning. he would never support bullying. ever.’’#and he sure as hell would never participate in it#not my Sydney.#it makes me feel nauseous#I feel like people think I’m some big strong grown adult man guy dude. I’m just some teenager who posts art online#my following ain’t even large. it only looks that way because this fanbase is smaller. I’m not untouchable. I was in fact very hurt#am very hurt#it’s 4am and I can’t sleep again#venting on the personal blog again because idk where else to go and I’m pretty sure it’s only friends here#I am glad it’s over for some of them. I just wish I could move forward that easily#nobody seems to acknowledge the consequences of their actions and how they hurt people#and re-opened a lot of wounds I was already trying to heal#at least don’t lie about it… don’t say you apologized
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Dᴉq λon ɼԍɑʌԍ ƨowԍϝμᴉuმ pԍμᴉuq?
yeah, my fucking charger
@spiral-shelley-uwu is this from you
#my head hurts enough#you posted in this exact fuckoff typefont before so i want to make sure this isnt you#you were just making sure i was okay#ngl i'll be pretty disappointed.#Another Archive#the magnus archives#tma#tma podcast#magpod
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that's so annoying :(
#I took a gummy because I've felt like shit the past few days#my head hurts and I'm so tired#and I was really looking forward to being high#but then I just threw up#and I'm pretty sure I could taste the gummy#so I can't take a second one just in case. so I just have to wait#for it to probably not work. and now I'm nauseous and my stomach hurts#everything is pissing me off#I feel like I've been back in middle school for like the past month#everything makes me so angry and frustrated and sad all the time#I don't know what's wrong#I'm such a fuck up like. I genuinely do nothing all day#and I'm still exhausted and incapable#and fucking crying at nothing. it's so frustrating#there's only so much mindful breathing I can do before it drives me crazy too
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#unironically i would die without music. i have such awful fucking sensory issues when it comes to auditory input#cicadas screaming wakes me up? instant rage. day ruined. the hum of a voice in another room? meltdown imminent. better kms.#not really but genuinely it makes me feel like that. i hate my brain so much oooh noooo i can hear noises its the end of the fucking world#my NC headphones stay glued to my head . for my safety and everyone else's lol#i should probably stop throwing them across the room when they glitch out and screech directly in my ears seeing as they are#the only thing keeping me sane at this point. alas#i need the ones that are like little ear plug headphones... doing my hair has become a hazardous activity in this burnout#cuz i cannot wear them then... i am. struggling.#x#misophonia#hyperacusis#i am pretty sure i have both because it hurts and makes me rage at the same time :)))#autism is like. you can hear the shrimp noises. you also do not want to hear the shrimp noises and will take damage from this. great.#THE AIR FRYER IS MY NUMBER 1 ENEMY I NEED TO OPEN THAT PIECE OF SHIT UP AND DETACH THE FUCKING WIRES#WHY IS IT SO FUCKING LOUUUUUD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#this shit is why i rack up a minimum of 300000 minutes of play time on wrapped every year#ok bye
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Ykno the suckiest thing about being broken up with for someone else is that like. Well I'm doing generally fine, all things considered, but I Am kinda sad thinking about the things I've lost and all the casual affection that I can't have now.
But she's out there having all the affection she wants from her coworker, and it's just like. Damn this feels so skewed and SO unfair.
#speculation nation#and then U add in the fact that the girl she broke up with me for is already dating someone else (poly sort of situation)#and im just like. WHYYYYY did she break up with me instead of trying to negotiate poly???#she was gonna at first but when i expressed concern about poly given her obvious communication problems about it#then she dropped me like a hot coal. like sorry i wasnt about to let myself be stood up and ignored for basically a whole day#just to accept u trying to negotiate poly. like What?????#anyways i may have a bit of a history with being a bit of an asshole and breaking up with them#but at LEAST ive never broken up with anyone to immediately start dating someone else#and at LEAST ive broken up with them in person and not over text!!! the fuck?????#i keep alternating between 'surprisingly okay with it all' and 'maybe a little sad' and 'absolutely fucking LIVID'#and i keep wanting to yell at her more but i already said quite a lot of things. so id just be repeating myself#and at that point id just be a vitriolic piece of shit. which i try not to be.#so im letting her live in peace while i continue to be So Pissed about it and it just sucks man lmfao#why do i gotta be the bigger person fr. i even apologized for the hurtful things i was saying in anger. literally in that same conversation.#and she gets to pull this stunt and walk free and spend so much time with her new 'love' ignoring the world etc etc#honestly i hope it fails miserably for her. bc sure theres a chance it works out but every single part of this is impulsive and So Stupid.#and even tho my ex agreed with me when i told her it was INSANE. she was just like 'i have to' like OKAY????#jesus fucking christmas she's revealed a side to me that i really hadnt seen before.#so i hope it fails and i hope she tells me about it. i hope she owns up to her mistakes. for my own satisfaction.#but i have 0 intention on ever taking her back. because what the fuck????#i may be a flawed individual with plenty of problems. but i still have basic fucking dignity. and i am NOT accepting this back in my life.#and god damn her friend is moving into the unit across from mine for this coming year#and i may have to see my ex sometimes bc of it 😭😭😭#the friend seemed generally level headed tho. idk if i happen across him & he doesnt avoid me maybe i'll ask him what he thinks of this#bc she was treating me with such love and affection showing me off to all her friends. and then she drops me like a fucking coal.#i wouldnt say i made friends with them myself but we were at least friendly. so i doubt theyd have a good opinion of her for this.#so would the friend loyalty take precedence? or would he be willing to chat with me and confirm Yeah what the fuck?#bc if i had a friend who did this same exact thing id be side-eyeing them SO hard.#id support them bc theyre my friend but i would also be like 'hey uh Why did you do that. that was pretty awful of u you know that right'#& itd also make me more cautious of them too. for being Able to drop someone so suddenly lol.
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everyone say thank u to my roommate for going to visit her parents this weekend so I can jack it loud and nasty 🙏
#i love her but there are some benefits to having the flat to myself.... love getting to wander around in just my boxers + a tshirt too#things i could do while she was still here if i wasnt a pussy 🙄#jk itd just make her uncomfortable and im too respectful for that#having a lowkey crush on her is an endless comedy to me bc we would be so woefully incompatible romantically#and also sexually.. historically ive only ever stone topped bc ive never been comfortable enough w anyone to let them fuck me#despite very much Not being stone or exclusively a top. and i think shes some form of sex repulsed anyway so like. sits there dead silence#and also shes so in love with her other friends and i showed up late to that party.... ive been feeling kinda guilty lately bc ik-#she misses them a lot and wishes we'd be able to stay roommates w them too. and im a pretty poor replacement for them tbh#and i love spending time with her but whenever i do i feel kinda painfully aware im not them like i could never fill that space#and asking to hang out more with her always feels like im taking away from time she could be talking to them. or even being alone ik she-#likes her own company and i get that a lot too so its chill but ahh.. man#i dont mean this in a bitter or jealous way at all like theyre all such sweet ppl i couldnt ever hold it against them#theyre kind of a 3 headed cerberus type situation and im like. the stray puppy they found on the side of the road#theres nothing they can do differently i was just born to be alienated from other ppl forever until i die. and someday i hope ill-#finally get used to it and accept i wont ever feel like im enough for anyone else or feel like anything else is enough for me#old wounds healed over 5082 times that still hurt to touch but i cant help pressing my fingers into them anyway bc its a familiar pain etc#anyway lost where i was going with this its just been on my mind again recently. i hate to be pitied i hate to feel like im only included-#bc they didnt want me to feel left out i hate feeling like a shoddy secondhand stand-in and its been a lot of that lately#also been a little annoyed bc sometimes it feels like shes trying to micromanage my social life and girl. we're not close enough for that#im sure its well intentioned but im not part of what they have going on i cant compete in that ring so dont try to push me into it..#ahhh. its all ok tho one of the guys is coming to visit next month which will be rly fun but ill try to give them some space too#its good at least im doing this processing now bc group situations can be spike traps of triggers for me sometimes#regardless of how good friends i am w ppl and ive already had a wobble a few weeks ago w how i cope and i dont want it to become a#fully fledged regular issue again bc its so hard to crawl back out of that pit. anyway losing coherence here im gonna stop rambling#and go make myself an early dinner and then back to drawing........#sorry for long tags if ur reading this blows u a kiss but go find a better use of ur time girl!!#.diaries
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Congratulate me boys, I finally made an appointment with an otolaryngologist to deal with my chronic rhinitis that has been making my life more miserable than it should be for a long while! Finally manned up to do it which was pretty difficult due to my really bad anxiety but im like, really tired of this problem. Hope it will actually help!
#its been a big problem for like. really long time#other than feeling gross most of the time im pretty sure it makes me even more tired than i already am and makes my head hurt more often#and i just really miss breathing fine#hope the doctor actually helps! its pretty hard to find a good one#shitpost#personal
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vibrates normally like. Can I please draw Pansy. can I PELASE draw pansy
#pk;m electrochemistry🔴#hi our ear is full of wax i cannot hear theoufh it and I am disoriented as shit and our body hurts bc we r trying 2 realign things#but i want ro draw the damn art idea she's had for months. it's soooo funny. it's sooooooo#BUT GIRL YOU ARE HARD TK DRAW ESPECIALLY UR ACTUAL CANON DESIGN!!!!! AUGH.#it'd prob actually be FUNNIER if we drew our canon designs that'd make the joke hit harder. but. GIRL.#u r so shredded. adj hot I cannnot draw youuuiuuuuuu or ur face.#waht other ideas do we have. we probably have other ideOJ I SHould .#ooooiughhhhh the ideas. i caj do that one i can draw empathy.#she's so pretty . i am not gay for her she's just prettyJFJFKDFKKGFK#'she's so pretty!' I SAY. PLATONICALLY#waoe i cannot wait for mom to pour peroxide into our head!#oh there's also thI'm not drawinf tjst one. if i do it's not seeing the light of dayUFIFIDKSKDGKGK#actually i mean ok Maybe but peopel have 2 get real cool abt a lot of thints rlly quickly (weird sex) THAT SOUNDS SO FUNNY WITH NO CONTEXT#hi. we feel sick LMAO#WAIT CAN WAX FUCKERY CAUSW. hodlvon. ohhhhh it sure can cause nausea and vertigo! and kther things! fun!
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me when the red flags warned me exactly about what was gonna happen and i still ignored them
#and still having a hard time telling him to fuck off and never speak to me again because his personal situation right now is so bad+#i couldn't live with myself if i left him alone during all this#it's so unfair to ask me to be patient and wait until he makes up his head#it's just. fuck off dude literally fuck off#half a year dating and now you hit me with the 'i just don't know if im ready to call you my girlfriend' lmaoooooooooooooooooo#but still ask me to not break contact because you don't want to lose me? oh my god lmao#okay go on fucking isolate yourself from those who really fucking care about you while your mum is dying im sure that'll help you clear+#your mind and make you feel better#im just so. confused and conflicted lmao#because i know what's best it's for me to just block him and never speak to him again#but i don't want to lose him? he's pretty much my only friend#and it hurts to let go of someone that you felt so comfortable with like i genuinely felt at ease around him#and again there's a big part of me that still cares about him bc of everything he's going through#but im gonna give and give and give and get nothing in return aren't i#and just get hurt EVEN MORE#'you don't deserve to suffer because of me and i don't want to put you through that' mission failed :)#because im really hurt right now#but whatever#it'll pass
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“it’s not that bad, baby, can’t we just try again?”
virgin!satoru looks up at you from where his chin rests on your stomach, though you aren’t sure you can call him a virgin anymore. he holds your thighs apart, your sore pussy on sweet display for him. he presses a gentle kiss to your clit, which pulls a moan from you, but you stand strong.
“no way,” you shake your head. “absolutely fucking not. you’re… way too big.”
satoru grins, “thank you!”
“i’m not complimenting you, asshole,” you try and shift away from him, but gojo has your hips pressed into the mattress. “it hurts, toru. it’s too much.”
another kiss to your clit. “but she’s so needy for me,” he whines. “cant you see? so fucking wet… she can take me.”
“i can’t. it won’t fit.”
you didn’t think his pretty baby-blues could darken, but they do. satoru, your sweetheart, nips at your clit—only barely, but enough to make you gasp.
“you will,” he says, voice low. “i’ll make it fit.”
you can’t deny it, his tone only makes you even needier. you write under his grip, and his tongue darts out to lick his lips—he’s appraising you, studying his prey before bouncing. and he’s the virgin.
“oh, and after i fuck you, can we go get sushi?”
you blink at him. “what?”
“you know,” he scoots himself up and taps the head of his aching cock against your clit a few times. “to celebrate making it fit.”
#jjk smut#gojo satoru smut#gojo smut#gojo x reader#gojo x you#jujutsu kaisen smut#satoru gojo smut#satoru gojo x reader#gojo satoru x reader#satoru gojo#satoru x reader#jjk x reader#jujutsu kaisen x reader
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#smacked my head on the car door last night somehow and it still hurts ugh not only that I’m pretty sure I’m on my fucking period but like#barely and it’s so annoying why won’t my body just do what it’s supposed to do oh my god fuck pcos someone rip my uterus out right now#like let’s cut that thang out thank you very much#tmi ig but like#like oh my god just bleed normally I’m begging you cramp normally I’m on my hands and knees begging#I’m gonna scream if this doesn’t turn into a real period I’m gonna freak the fuck out if I just spot and don’t actually bleed for real#I’m so tired of spotting and never thought I’d ever ask for a heavy period but god I am on my hands and knees begging you to strike me with#at least a couple of days of it like I’m getting desperate#I cannot afford those ultrasounds so pretty pretty please make my body work the way it should ❤️❤️❤️
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my hands FUCKING HURTTTTT
#and my left pinky keeps lockin and it hurts so bad and idk what to dooo#i have genuinely been in constant pain for over a year now#but its not THAT bad i think its like a normal amount of pain like i think if i talked about it to my mom shed be like ok so what#and id be like nothin ig just complainin and then id go to my room and cry#i need to call the doctor i should anyways cause i NEED to be on antidepressants or SOMETHING but i genuinely cant get myself to call#and my mom wont help me so ig whenever i manage to call thats when itll happen im pretty sure im gonna die before then#im so sad and my head hurts and my heart hurts and my HANDS hurt my brain hurts and i see people in the dark and i always feel like im bein#followed n touched and i hear murmurin and random fuckin sounds that make NO sense#I HEAR EGGS BREAKIN!! some kinda fuckin fuzz?? static?? sometimes i hear people SCREAM and it wakes me up like i feel it in my ears#ive been so chill about it though#but theres people in my house and i am scared of them cause i know they want to hurt me and my mom is. makin things worse#shes tryna be nice n chill now i think cause she feels guilty about how bad she upset me but honestly that could be wishful thinkin maybe#she just doesnt care and is just in a good mood.#i been havin violent thoughts n made genuine suicide plans and im watchin myself do all this with detached concern#ill be out anywhere n see shit n be like i wonder if id die i wonder if i could die#im havin a bad time#i feel like i dont even really exist#idk what to do#i feel completely paralyzed
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okay so I had a fever Thursday night/Friday morning and then I've been congested ever since and my pupils are HUGE rn like hello. All I wanted was to be up to date on my vaccines and instead I had to miss a meeting and a craft fair. And I think im about to miss at least one day of work too. This is some bullshit
#personal#ive taken all the meds i can take pretty much#im downing water like its going out of style#im sleeping more than i have in a long time for sure#like idk what my body wants#i do know that i really wanna read or watch something or work on my crochet but my head hurts so im not doing that >:(#ugh ill just keep sleeping#well first some soup. cedric is gonna make me some before he heads home
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