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oblivioustinygay · 2 years

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Sometimes, I forget how much grief comes from leaving those you love

#i move in two weeks #and my chest aches from the realisation that im leaving my family. my friends. my support group for another city #and sometimes i feel like im lying to myself #pretending that im fine with it #but im jumping into completely unknown territory and it scares the livjng daylights out of me #and I know part of why im feeling it so viscerally is im hungover and sleep deprived #but i saw most of my friends last night and my best friend lit up when i walked through the door #because she didnt think id be coming and it aches knowing that itll be a long time before j see her again when i move #that i will have to build a new support network and life #and im scared #and im tired #and im a but sad #and i think i just need to acknowledge that

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canidaezy · 6 months

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how do transmascs not want to kill themselves all the time honestly

#i experience transphobia and hardship in my daily life #and then i go home and go on my computer and learn that i dont experience any of that actually #im just pretending. and i shouldnt talk about it because im just a fake trans #who wishes his experiences could even measure up to a crumb of what real trans people (women) have to go through #ok cool.#testosterone is a controlled substance did you know that. my state is actively making it harder for people my age to access hrt #but i guess since im transmasc i dont actually have to worry about any of that! im fine!#i didnt have a 3 month time limit before it would be illegal for me to access hrt! im transmasc im too privileged to worry about that!#transphobia #transandrophobia

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gal-o-guacamole · 7 months

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●Radiant is Gabriel●

Feb.2024 (stained and artistic glass, copper, lead, gold and silver paint)

Process pics + vid ↷

#im pretty sure i gave myself lead poisoning #but it was kinda worth it #i was making this piece for like 2 months #lets pretend it looks fine so i can justify all the time i lost on making it #he is incredibly scuffed but oh well #i might sell it to fund my surgery if it gains some attention #anyway #guac art #gabriel ultrakill #ultrakill #stained glass #ultrakill gabriel

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1alchemistart · 1 year

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gonna start scheduling older art (all from this year tho) to post, since i have so much un-posted art goddamn JKAKFKLSD

some desmonds :]

#sxf #spy x family #damian desmond #melinda desmond #demetrius desmond #sxf manga #spy x family manga #sxf manga spoilers #i wanna say that the way i draw deme isn't always indicative of what i think his CANON dynamic with damian is #this is fanart so im allowed to pretend like all is fine and dandy when it's clearly not JKAKLFKLSD #my art #also that is bebe melinda!

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ping-ski · 3 months

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im goNNA BE LATE FOR WORK CAUSE I WANTED TO COLOR THIS WAGHH PLEASE TAKE IT

LOVE, DEATH, AND ROLLERSKATES AU by @spadillelicious !!!!

#pingdoobles #fnaf #fnaf dca #fnaf daycare attendant #fnaf sb #sundrop #dca #dca fandom #love death and rollerskates #IM HELLA LATE FOR WORK BUT ITS FINE #shoot. dare i say FUCK #rlly proud of how i shit this out in an hour or so ngl!!!#cw eyestrain #cw bright colors #eyestrain #bright colors #self insert be nice <3 #ok cleaned this up like 13 hours later!!#ldr but y/n pretends to not know how to skate to hang with sun yeah

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sillylilfang · 5 months

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maybe someday they won't get cock-blocked but personally I doubt it.

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tangledinink · 1 year

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the second attempt (it goes way better.)

(here's the silly, self-indulgent content i promised previously.)

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wispscribbles · 1 year

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i bring u... angst

#ghostsoap #soapghost #soap x ghost #john soap mactavish #simon ghost riley #COD fanart #COD MW2 #my art #angst #blood tw #screw it im posting it lol #soap got an owie :(#death tw #??? i mean we can just pretend hes gonna be fine #i was in a silly goofy mood (depression)

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socialc1imb · 4 months

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Toss him around !

Do NOT repost my art without asking/without credit.

#social’s art #social’s animatics #chonnys charming chaos compendium #chonny jash #cj soul #cj mind #i forgot his static :(#AND i hate this #but im gonna pretend that im okay with it im going to petend its fine

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airborneice · 3 months

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hands down giving alfur a little cat is one of the best things the series ever did

#who gifted us with this adorable baby i wanna shake their hand #yes peppercorn changes size in comparison to alfur between drawings.. its fine we can pretend that's her as a kitten vs adult #hilda the series #hilda netflix #hilda alfur #hilda peppercorn #art tag #nitten #peppercorn #sort of living vicariously through alfur in these drawings #i really miss having a cat :(#anytime i draw peppercorn or freyja im thinking of my one

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ghostespresso · 1 year

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staff logging on to tumblr dot com today

#staff sweetie i Promise you an algorithm would kill this webbed site #changing the way reblogs look/work would Absolutely kill this webbed site too #this is a Blogging Platform i dont want it to be like tiktok or twitter jesus #if you NEED to change something literally listen to the the Tumblr Users you pretend you cant hear #if money is what you need make your userbase Happy and you should be fine #the shop is fine blaze posts are fine ad free subscriptions are fine but dont get rid of shit that Works For You in favor of making money #someone really laced up their clown boots today im. so tired staff please dont #tumblr staff #EDIT: staff updated their original post to say we were all misunderstanding but #that doesnt stop the post from being stupid #the whole post was worded for Investors and then presented to the userbase #if you say 'we have big changes planned!' and dont put in the 'as options' its Your Fault that people read it as 'were changing everything'#staff isnt stupid. they know how they Should have worded it better than what they did #so yeah. someone Did lace up their clown boots before they hit post #edit pt 2 lol for the record i dont think tumblr would actually go through with all their changes in that post #they know how the userbase is and there are A Lot of us #i just dont like how? idk. condescending? the post sounded #and out of every place on the internet being being burned alive in the name of money #tumblr is the one place i know enough about to be Actually mad at lol #ive really liked some stuff staff has done in recent years #but talking to your userbase that way wasnt one

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telanadasvhenan · 2 months

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Inquisitor, We still have not located Solas. However, my a few of my agents believed they have discovered one of his outposts. Nothing of import was found, save for this. I am unsure why he left it there or if he meant to leave it at all. The paper is old and I suspect it was drawn during his time with us. Do with it what you will. Leliana

#dragon age #art #dragon age inquisition #lavellan #solavellan #my art #oc: avelea #dai #inquisitor #just keep nodding and smiling and pretend that everythings fine #(im sobbing)#i think solas sees arlathan when he looks at lavellan :(

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nezz-cringe-crib · 2 months

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L closet cosplay (and a more unhinged-edging-on-bb cosplay) before my brain gets mad at me and forces me to take it down gggrgrhrndnsj

#auggghgfgfgghh insecurities suck ass but #funni cosplay :))))#and moot support :))))))))))#i love my silly moots thank u mooties :3333333 #im gonna go pretend this doesnt exist now before i start rethinking my life choices #death note #nezz cosplayz #cosplay #l lawliet #beyond birthday #kind of?????? eh??? it switches??????#itll be fine i love them both anyways

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cybergothvox · 3 months

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Kind of fucking annoying how much undescribed unwarned hypnosis i see out there. Like yeah sure the concept of a mystery hypnosis or suddenly a normal tumblr post turning out to be a script is fun in theory but hypnosis kind of makes people vulnerable and they should know what they are getting into. If i start reading a post that claims to just be information on hypnosis and it turns out its a script it pisses me the hell off actually. Like hypnosis is a whole thing I'm not going to just drop at any random point in the day for your tumblr post im going to say oh its a fucking script and look away from it.

And sure the ability to say 'fuck this' helps with the consent issue but someone could get dropped a bit before they realize, or say sure ill be hypnotized and then theres stuff in the script they wouldn't be okay with normally but accept because its harder to reject things once hypnotized, which is why its important to negotiate consent beforehand.

I also hate the 'no peeking!' shit about poorly described hypnosis. Like people should know whats in the file so they know its safe for them. They should know if you are going to implant any triggers, is it going to be sexual, whats going on in there. Even if you think your file is benign, it could have something that is triggering to a specific person.

And often they are good scripts that I would reblog if they described the fucking file.

#beep boop #and it annoys me bc as someone who does describe my files my posts do worse bc they are less punchy and more cumbersome and maybe look less #aesthetic on peoples blogs but im not going to sacrifice consent for notes.#hypnosis #and if youre not trying to drop people randomly when they didnt mean to be dropped with your post pretending to be a normal post #then you are just cosplaying hypnotism and didnt mean people to really be hypnotized and using it as an aesthetic #which is also annoying but i guess fine #better than trying to actually trick people into being dropped i guess.

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gale-dekarios · 4 months

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im not saying all of my posts are bangers, but its hard not to notice that posts i make about other companions easily break 100 notes no sweat, with the upper limit breaching 1k, to outliers of well over 4k, but whenever it's about wyll, it's crickets. i dunno, youre allowed to interact with anything you want to, and this isnt a call to reblog from me, specifically, this is the same for a lot of wyll orientated posts ive seen, but its just odd. and by odd i mean racist.

#the tomes #bg3 #bg3 wyll #wyll ravengard #wyll bg3 #baldurs gate wyll #baldur's gate 3 #baldurs gate 3 #ive went back and forth on whether or not to post abt this bc i dont want it to come off like WHY is nobody REBLOGGING from ME #but i want to emphasize thats not what im saying #im saying when i see my other posts take off when theyre about white people you notice when they dont for the black character #and like yeah i dont have a TON of wyll posts #theyre mostly about gale -looks at url- obviously #but i dont have a ton for halsin or astarion either and yet they have no trouble #and to a lesser extent this kinda happens with the female characters too #i dont see a lot of fan content for them #also i wasnt sure if my wyll stuff just maybe isnt as good as my other stuff #but when im consistently seeing positive feedback for everyone BUT wyll it does make u wonder #my wyll stuff does about the same as my solo tav stuff #which is fine irt to the solo tav stuff as much as i obviously want ppl to take interest and im not going to pretend i dont #its not like theyre a canon character to anyone but me so i honestly dont take offence to that #but its weird that wyll - a canon character - does about the same as my ocs when nobody really KNOWS my ocs #its not that my wyll posts get NO engagement #but my wyll posts and my tav posts normally sit at around 50ish notes #which i think is perfectly respectable for an oc post #but WYLL??

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ap0llx · 10 days

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acrylic charm ideas. since Wit wont sell me any merchandise,

#its fine im not mad about it.#great pretender #laurent theirry #edamura makoto #edaurent #farts

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