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oblivioustinygay · 2 years ago

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Sometimes, I forget how much grief comes from leaving those you love

#i move in two weeks #and my chest aches from the realisation that im leaving my family. my friends. my support group for another city #and sometimes i feel like im lying to myself #pretending that im fine with it #but im jumping into completely unknown territory and it scares the livjng daylights out of me #and I know part of why im feeling it so viscerally is im hungover and sleep deprived #but i saw most of my friends last night and my best friend lit up when i walked through the door #because she didnt think id be coming and it aches knowing that itll be a long time before j see her again when i move #that i will have to build a new support network and life #and im scared #and im tired #and im a but sad #and i think i just need to acknowledge that

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canidaezy · 9 months ago

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how do transmascs not want to kill themselves all the time honestly

#i experience transphobia and hardship in my daily life #and then i go home and go on my computer and learn that i dont experience any of that actually #im just pretending. and i shouldnt talk about it because im just a fake trans #who wishes his experiences could even measure up to a crumb of what real trans people (women) have to go through #ok cool.#testosterone is a controlled substance did you know that. my state is actively making it harder for people my age to access hrt #but i guess since im transmasc i dont actually have to worry about any of that! im fine!#i didnt have a 3 month time limit before it would be illegal for me to access hrt! im transmasc im too privileged to worry about that!#transphobia #transandrophobia

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gal-o-guacamole · 10 months ago

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●Radiant is Gabriel●

Feb.2024 (stained and artistic glass, copper, lead, gold and silver paint)

Process pics + vid ↷

#im pretty sure i gave myself lead poisoning #but it was kinda worth it #i was making this piece for like 2 months #lets pretend it looks fine so i can justify all the time i lost on making it #he is incredibly scuffed but oh well #i might sell it to fund my surgery if it gains some attention #anyway #guac art #gabriel ultrakill #ultrakill #stained glass #ultrakill gabriel

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1alchemistart · 1 year ago

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gonna start scheduling older art (all from this year tho) to post, since i have so much un-posted art goddamn JKAKFKLSD

some desmonds :]

#sxf #spy x family #damian desmond #melinda desmond #demetrius desmond #sxf manga #spy x family manga #sxf manga spoilers #i wanna say that the way i draw deme isn't always indicative of what i think his CANON dynamic with damian is #this is fanart so im allowed to pretend like all is fine and dandy when it's clearly not JKAKLFKLSD #my art #also that is bebe melinda!

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ping-ski · 6 months ago

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im goNNA BE LATE FOR WORK CAUSE I WANTED TO COLOR THIS WAGHH PLEASE TAKE IT

LOVE, DEATH, AND ROLLERSKATES AU by @spadillelicious !!!!

#pingdoobles #fnaf #fnaf dca #fnaf daycare attendant #fnaf sb #sundrop #dca #dca fandom #love death and rollerskates #IM HELLA LATE FOR WORK BUT ITS FINE #shoot. dare i say FUCK #rlly proud of how i shit this out in an hour or so ngl!!!#cw eyestrain #cw bright colors #eyestrain #bright colors #self insert be nice <3 #ok cleaned this up like 13 hours later!!#ldr but y/n pretends to not know how to skate to hang with sun yeah

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sillylilfang · 8 months ago

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maybe someday they won't get cock-blocked but personally I doubt it.

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tangledinink · 1 year ago

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the second attempt (it goes way better.)

(here's the silly, self-indulgent content i promised previously.)

[ gemini au ] [ prev ]

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simandy · 8 days ago

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Basic calculations led me to believe that you are making, at the very least, around $6k per month. With that amount of money in DONATIONS i would be physically unable to complain like you do. Please grow up.

#[eye twitching]#ok it's ok it's all fine im a grown person we're all grown ups we can deal with it #let's focus on good stuff together <3 and pretend she's not there in the corner ok <3

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airborneice · 7 months ago

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hands down giving alfur a little cat is one of the best things the series ever did

#who gifted us with this adorable baby i wanna shake their hand #yes peppercorn changes size in comparison to alfur between drawings.. its fine we can pretend that's her as a kitten vs adult #hilda the series #hilda netflix #hilda alfur #hilda peppercorn #art tag #nitten #peppercorn #sort of living vicariously through alfur in these drawings #i really miss having a cat :(#anytime i draw peppercorn or freyja im thinking of my one

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socialc1imb · 7 months ago

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Toss him around !

Do NOT repost my art without asking/without credit.

#social’s art #social’s animatics #chonnys charming chaos compendium #chonny jash #cj soul #cj mind #i forgot his static :(#AND i hate this #but im gonna pretend that im okay with it im going to petend its fine

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ghostespresso · 1 year ago

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staff logging on to tumblr dot com today

#staff sweetie i Promise you an algorithm would kill this webbed site #changing the way reblogs look/work would Absolutely kill this webbed site too #this is a Blogging Platform i dont want it to be like tiktok or twitter jesus #if you NEED to change something literally listen to the the Tumblr Users you pretend you cant hear #if money is what you need make your userbase Happy and you should be fine #the shop is fine blaze posts are fine ad free subscriptions are fine but dont get rid of shit that Works For You in favor of making money #someone really laced up their clown boots today im. so tired staff please dont #tumblr staff #EDIT: staff updated their original post to say we were all misunderstanding but #that doesnt stop the post from being stupid #the whole post was worded for Investors and then presented to the userbase #if you say 'we have big changes planned!' and dont put in the 'as options' its Your Fault that people read it as 'were changing everything'#staff isnt stupid. they know how they Should have worded it better than what they did #so yeah. someone Did lace up their clown boots before they hit post #edit pt 2 lol for the record i dont think tumblr would actually go through with all their changes in that post #they know how the userbase is and there are A Lot of us #i just dont like how? idk. condescending? the post sounded #and out of every place on the internet being being burned alive in the name of money #tumblr is the one place i know enough about to be Actually mad at lol #ive really liked some stuff staff has done in recent years #but talking to your userbase that way wasnt one

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ap0llx · 3 months ago

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acrylic charm ideas. since Wit wont sell me any merchandise,

#its fine im not mad about it.#great pretender #laurent theirry #edamura makoto #edaurent #farts

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telanadasvhenan · 5 months ago

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Inquisitor, We still have not located Solas. However, my a few of my agents believed they have discovered one of his outposts. Nothing of import was found, save for this. I am unsure why he left it there or if he meant to leave it at all. The paper is old and I suspect it was drawn during his time with us. Do with it what you will. Leliana

#dragon age #art #dragon age inquisition #lavellan #solavellan #my art #oc: avelea #dai #inquisitor #just keep nodding and smiling and pretend that everythings fine #(im sobbing)#i think solas sees arlathan when he looks at lavellan :(

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risingsunresistance · 1 month ago

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