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Bonus 8: How met your mother (CSSR design by @qourmet!)
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#cangse sanren#wei changze#jiang fengmian#It was important to me that WCZ had the hereditary mole. I will die on this hill.#I have been *waiting* for the day to finally arrive when I could finally make this comic. It's been marinating for months.#My mission is to redraw all of qour's character designs one day. They are just *that* good.#CSSR has the vibes of a wandering menace who shows up in towns like a stray cat arriving at a new doorstep for treats. 10/10.#While YZY strongly leads us to believe that JFM was in love with CSSR and that's his whole motivation behind taking wwx in-#-I do think this is (once again) rumour being presented as reality. It's the juicer story to tell after all.#It is still possible that he did love her! But I think that story undercuts the relationship he also had with WCZ.#Yall ever think about how JC and WWX parallel their fathers? How Wei Changze also left the Jiang Leader's side? I do.#Unlike JC though It is far more hilarious and plausible to imagine JFM begging to be CSSR and WCZ's third. You know he would.#My wild headcanon is that JFM and YZY are in a mlm and wlw arranged marriage situation. Deeply unhappy as partners. Better as friends.#they care for each other and I'll admit that there is a beautiful tragedy in them having romantic feelings for each other the whole time.#But I am also here for the gaffs. Let them be unfulfilled homosexuals together.#Meanwhile cssr and wcz are having incredible hetrosexual sex in a bisexual way that WILL leave him pregnant by the end of it.
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03/09/1998 - happy birthday to the king, the legend, the light of my life (and the actor that he is) 🥺
~ ⋆˙⟡ ♡˙⟡ ✨🫶🏻💘🫳🏻🐈⬛🍊⋆˙⟡ ♡˙⟡ ~
#first kanaphan#gmmtv#happy birthday pookie!!!!! 🥺#had about 4 breakdowns making this#it also took 3 hours bye lmao#but anyway!!!!!!!#my boyfie!!!!! my hubby!!!!!!! love of my life!!!!!!!#hes my favorite child (one of them) & i luv him more than anything :(#hes clearly also gods favorite bc look at him#he has the prettiest face and the most beautiful soul to go with it so clearly#he is a man written by a woman#may 26 bring him everything he wants and dreams and hopes for and more#also brb crying over his squishy little face in WUL wolf and the shipper 😩😭🤏🏻#im so emotional#he deserves the world#series in chronological order:#wake up ladies#wolf#the shipper#blacklist#not me#astrophile#the eclipse#our skyy2#moonlight chicken#only friends#the heart killers#(2x)#eras in order:#purple = 2018-2020 (baby era); orange = 2021-2023 (soft era); green = 2023-present (dark era)
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Nico saying that Lewis gives his daughters boxes of presents every Christmas just got caught in my mind.
Imagine you were a mixed race boy born in Hertfordshire, different from everyone else around you. Bullied in school, being raised by your father to compete in a sport where money is very much of essence and you and your family do not have a lot of it. And then you meet this other boy who comes from the kind of life you dream to live one day. You're friends and fierce competitors. You find solace in each other. You visit Monaco for the first time with your friend, dreaming up the life you will have when you make it, when you beat out of the mould that the world thought it could capture you in.
And then you two grow through the ranks and you're at the pinnacle of your sport and you have what it takes to win and the world recognises that you can win. And you win. You win with your friend and fiercest competitor by your side fighting with you for those wins, and this fighting ruins something something that was valuable to both of you when you were still innocent and unsullied by life.
But despite everything that went into the doing and undoing of this relationship, you still realise that this person you once called a friend has a life and family beyond your bitter dynamic. He has children, and children need love and affection and good memories. And you're a better man now so you understand that. So you make sure the kids get gifts on Christmas. And you make sure of it every year. Afterall, if you met someone you loved deeply when you were both kids, wouldn't you feel a pang of nostalgia when they had kids. Wouldn't you try to extend the warmth that you couldn't find for your friend to his children. Afterall, whatever happens during childhood basically remains with you forever.
#and nico's perspective of the same is just#being bullied as a child and being profoundly lonely till you find this friend who is in many ways the yardstick for performance#and even when you go through all this rancidity and the love has almost evaporated down to bare bones politeness#you know there is something that remains deep down#and so he gets your kids Christmas gifts each year#both their childhoods were sites of pain and both of them found something with each other#and lewis honours that by being a positive presence in nico's childrens' lives#albeit from a distance#and of course we're no strangers to how much Nico loves his kids#you can bet if Lewis had kids Nico would do that same#sorry this caught in my heart a little#I knew he had been giving presents for a while and I always thought of that as very beautiful but seeing it on the tl made me remember#man#love haunts you in such peculiar ways forever#brocedes#lewis hamiton#nico rosberg#f1#formula 1
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I always get irrationally annoyed when people talk about drizzt and inevitably someone is like "ho ho Menzoberranzan is like that because the author is HORNY for WOMEN TO STEP ON HIM!" and its like...
the worldbuilding spends a lot more time going into how horrifying the indoctrination is and how it's a nightmare hotbox of a cult, you can't just say that it's horny because there are women with whips involved, the text isn't lovingly lingering on them and taking any excuse to get dudes whipped, that's what would make it horny. Menzo is drow matrons bullying each other for power and station, like Real Housewives with extra disemboweling.
If the author is horny for anything it's for fights and textually beautiful men trying to stab the shit out of each other while shouting about moral ideology, because that sure happens way more often at much less prompting
#my friend also says Writing Electrocution is a big thing with him#i will also present my argument of Completely Unnecessary Shirtless Scenes Featuring Beautiful Muscled Men At Sword Training#While Their Love Interest Watches Disrespectfully
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guys nobody understands i love how fucking angry chocobox girl is. the last bridge?? the sheer fucking rage?? the way it says "you did it all for what? some twisted kind of fun?" even within rin's vocals you can just. feel the emotions coming off her. the whole song is mad and upswt and full of hatred and i resonate so deeply with him. morgan moretti you will always be famous to me
#i might retheme my blog after her. we'll see bc this theme was a birthday present from my beautiful friend .....#chocolate box girl
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sigh. i need to be kissed on the mouth or i might start killing people
#just me rambling again#incredibly drunk rn sorry tumblr i somehow share more of my thoughts with you all when Under Influences#before i go full dog boy mode im sharing this#i need someone who wants to kiss me on the mouth soooooo bad#im such a beautiful boyfailure id be a fandom favorite#its been too long </3 i need some intrigue i need some spice to my life and also i need a smooch#the yearning has gone absolutely crazy the past few weeks#i love my friends so so so much and im sometimes filled with so much warmth from just their presences#however#i would really love to maybe have a lover of some sort as well. i would love anyone to be interested in me like that#been craving the sort of intimacy and also just the fun of romance and also just... smooching#sigh#ah well. there is homework to be done and errands and work to do. and in the present moment i just have to exist#you know how it is#time to go watch stimboards or dapg and probably have more peanut butter snack bc it's yummy and comfort food#and also bc doglike tendencies (again. you know how it is)
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@redmapleleavesonwhitesnow gifted me this beautiful Karlach 💕💕
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#karlach#bg3 art#holding my favorite flower#bathed in golden light#she's so beautiful 😭#thank you for this present friend
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friends just make everything so worth it, don't they
#i think we were put on this planet to make connections .#i think if we all remembered that we aren't separate from each other and the world around us the pain would be so much more bearable#its nearly 10pm and im so fucking proud of my friends#even the ones ive drifted apart from. i love you. im proud of you#theyre beautiful people#they really are#even if the future is terrifying and uncertain im so happy to share my present with you#god. fuck. i just love my friends.#ryan's screaming
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matt murdock exes class action lawsuit
#they should all sue him. together.#static.soundz#my friend telling me the lovely ideas of matt exes union and exes class action lawsuit. beautiful world presented by friend elias
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Sorry for being so rambly today (and last night) I have thoughts so onto the blog they go
I feel like part of the joy of art is in community, like you create something and you get to talk about it and share it with the world. This year I lost touch with the friends who I would always talk about art with and I think that loss is heavily impacting my ability to create (and the enjoyment I get from it.) I miss having a new idea and getting to ramble about it excitedly. I miss texting people the sketches and the mock ups and the color palettes.
I got into art for me. I wouldn’t show anything I made to anyone for years. So I’m no stranger for creating for the target audience of myself. Still, I miss that sense of community. I love this blog and I absolutely adore the lovely comments you all leave on my art but sometimes it feels so one-sided on here. I post a piece, I receive a lovely tag back and that’s it. End of story. I spend hours and hours working on something and it kind of disappears into the void in a day or so.
Trying to put it into words, but I think I wish I could create art that starts a conversation. That inspires people to create their own things in response, or even just talk with me about process. I think the perfectionism has gotten out of hand lately because I feel like I’m missing something—which I attribute to the quality of the piece—but really what I’m missing is buddies to chat about art with. There is no level of being “good enough” that will serve as a substitute for a real community.
#ahaha if you can’t tell I am a very introspective person#and a lonely one the transition to college has been rough and all my friends are back home#anyways I was thinking about drawing more stuff for my ocs today#and then I remembered the friend I loved to talk about them with hasn’t replied to me in a month#which is understandable. she’s busy. she made new friends. she’s not struggling like I am so it makes sense that she’s just kind of moved on#but I miss her#I had no chance of making it to her in group because all her friends she met through dance and I can’t dance for shit#I don’t even think she meant to ghost me but who knows#it sucks that I won’t get a real goodbye#anyways all of that to say I was going to draw my ocs and then I got so sad because who would I even share them with#there are a few art groups on campus but I have anxiety and mild agoraphobia and when I try to go I just feel awkward and shy#anyways if anyone ever wants to chat about art#it’s only one of my fav things in the whole world#lea talks#WHY CANT I BE A PROPER TORTURED ARTIST#WHY CANT I TURN MY ISOLATION INTO SOMETHING BEAUTIFUL#WHY DO I NEED SOMEONE ELSE TO BE PRESENT IN THE PROCRESS#is it not enough to descend into a quiet madness on my own and create from that??
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I decided that too many star wars planets were European already and because Corellia is dear to me it got to become space continental Americas but I am fond of some of the formal attire sketches I did before making that decision so here's the sketches ft my terrible hand written notes and all.
#eye strain#I sketch in obnoxious colors and cannot be stopped#the bug presents#my corellia#<- gonna need that tag as I inflict my thoughts and feelings about corellia on more than just a gc of my friends#the first coronet dress is iconic though it may survive somehow. i could justify it.#I am very excited to redo everything though. malal being the andes is gonna be soooo fun and beautiful to ME#star wars world building
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Aww dudes... I love my friends :') <3
#dyntalks#today was such a nice day sobs#my bosses told me i did a great job a presenting a project today#im getting a lot more caught up on work again#my friends care about me ;;-;;#and it was a beautiful day outside...#wah...#im gonna cry hdsldjd o|-<
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my fwiend saying i should give a presentation on the history of trans ppl in video games and thinking about the pure evil slog i must get thru until roughly 2015 when things go from slur city to "mentions theyre trans once in optional dialogue tree"
#wrote a paper about this in college so my beautiful flashbacks <3#friend works at a library so thats also the context of i should give a presentation lol
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The visceral rage I feel when I see a brilliant and unique monster design humanised into a white twink with a pinterest haircut and full makeup
#people always tend to make monsters into really young and androgynous characters#which can work#but when it's a guardian stalker or a Lynel or whatever they shouldn't be.... do what you want but Idk#personally i think we shouldn't be so scared to turn monsters into older and scarred people who don't look like pinterest models#you do you but im putting in conscious efforts to make my human versions of non-human stuff and creechers™ look MESSDD UP man#or just not.... Airbrushed#pleasw#I'm begging you#add scars and marks to your characters in places other than the eye or cheek#not everyone's scars are going to look like that#scars are beautiful anyway#you're doing yourself a disservice not drawing them#Anywya im not trying to target anyone I just have. Thougjts.#there also like a but of bias#especially when you turn them to fem presenting characters#they always have to look stereotypically beautiful#while the more maac characters have more freedom#*sigh* anyway#draw what you want friends <3
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re last answer: please don't stop, being very unhinged about these two pretty white boys is helping distract me from the sharks losing streak rn so bring it on
https://www.tumblr.com/bondedpairs/764566430180147200?source=share
(sideblog woes but there's the link for you) anyway in the vid they talk about going over to each other's houses to have dinner and things and while that is a delicious example of their codependence i love it bc through an rpf lens there is definitely some old man ******* going on. they can have the dilfs and each other.
(someone else mentioned kept boys which i could write an essay on but i fear being Perceived™️)
anyway if you have anything to add to this please do, if not ignore me and i will hide under a rock until the stress-related insanity has worn off and i am a functioning member of society once more 😂
- @bondedpairs
ty for the video!!! and please, WRITE THE KEPT BOYS ESSAYYYY i promise i will read it with my hands over my eyes if you don’t want to be perceived. do it scared!! do it anyway!! we’ll all love you for it!!!
#like. i don’t know how to explain how narratively aware will smith is to me. he knows he’s being put into the codependent rookies arc.#he’s aware that zeev buium transforms into a dog. he knows that he and mack aren’t getting together because mack’s gotta work it out first.#& in a less unhinged way i simply mean that will smith has an air of both self-conscious thought & projection i think is maybe fascinating.#but not in a way in which i actually know this or think that he thinks about himself and how he comes across. he just Is Something ????#the best way i can explain is one of my alltime favorite fics i use it like a shorthand citation bc i love it so much but catchascatchcan’s#many worlds universe but specifically the second tk/pat story second person you the ouroboros spits out its tale nolan walks off screen.#like that is the kind of narrative awareness i am trying to explain that no matter where i put him will smith knows he’s inside a story but#not in a way where he’s trying to do anything to it. he’s just present there. this makes no sense to me either please understand#liv in the replies#bondedpairs#happy to have brought you something in your times of woe!!! also hope things get a little less stressful for you!! <3#we’re 2gether p much 24/7” no go on i say in my nature documentary voice. watching them like bugs under a rock rn observing from a distance#this DID get me to actually watch the video. agreed with puckpocketed saying rich text and ur tags like. YES the daddy issues popped out.#just wants to make sure he’s having fun!! checking up!! mack the prime irritance in will’s life!! foisted off on one another w/ no choice#it’s like when your parents are friends so then you have to be friends with their kids in a way and then also like. you’re the only kids#close in age to each other but they’re NOT but it is definitely not like. i would choose you for any lifetime it is very will smith hockey#(once again) very aware he has to wait for mack to settle down. like now that i’m saying this i DO want clairvoyant will smith which is not#where it goes in the first half but just in the sense of like. those silly posts that are like ‘invested early in stock!’ & it’s a picture#of braden holtby & his beautiful bisexual wife brandi back when holts was a hipster who wore skinny scarves & now everyone thinks he’s sooo#like that but it’s will smith saying my god you are insufferable but you’ll be fantastic in five years. get in the fucking car.#(yes i am drawing extensively from the one picture where will has COMPLETELY tuned him out (there is a football reasoning reference here?#with the patriots? neonfretra drew this also but it was a tweet about the teams. there’s layers to this here ANYWAY) we’re building a life#i realize after the fact i addressed neither the dilf (gilf?) fucking here nor the content of the actual video & polycules to which i say:#brain scrampled egg. the burnsie/joe/patty/(pavs???) polycule just exists to me and the kids intersect the venn diagram but in a much#smaller portion than they intersect each other in both ways (will/mack joe/the guys)#also as for the content of the video. you’re gonna have to give me at LEAST (how long did it take me until i actually started posting tzjd?#i hate that this is my metric but it really was like. i see everyone yelling about them & i’m like ok. [please ignore the irrational hatred#i have for tz at the time it has to do with moritz seider and also whenever i see him on the ice something awakens in kill mode] and i DO#blame tzjd for my 800 drafts and it took me like. a good while before i finally went OH kay. i see it. okay i can get invested. horizon at#a 45 degree angle moon in the late waxing gibbous winds scented of orange & blowing S by SW from the vortex cycle etc etc ass conditions)
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I keep getting afraid of being a predatory lesbian or being disrespectful towards trans women when I'm drawing my ocs because they have a messy dynamic ... but I do enjoy toxic GL dynamics because I like to project my own traits and traits I may despise or admire onto both persons involved...
#I feel like. being afraid of being seen as predatory is so present#because my mom is a very aggressive woman and I really don't want to come off to people as being like her#and that I see a lot of lesbians being disrespectful and entitled towards other people so that made me not want to associate myself with#them.. like I don't get the aggressive mean lesbian thing#like towards men it's okay to be angry and hateful. but it's not aggression it's just self defense and self protection#but it's just not okay to be mean towards other (trans &cis) women because we are all the oppressed class under patriarchy#and we should just stick together with solidarity#I don't understand why some lesbians are mean and proud of it ..#but also irl I'm kinda shy and introverted and have never dated anyone (the only time I confessed to my crush is to tell her sorry for#having a crush on u. I don't want to ruin our friendship so I'll try my best to stop so we can remain friends( and she very graciously said#it's ok we can still be friends#so I know nothing of relationships ...#so my oc dynamics are not really to represent anyone but are just dynamics I find interesting on characters I also find interesting and#think are beautiful
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