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aanthonyvb · 6 months ago
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Yeah I needed to draw this. Still unfinished, with text coming as well ~ What do you think they’re talking about? >:)))
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nomairuins · 3 months ago
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and also it doesnt even matter if i miraculously get a job tmrw bc we don't have a car . and im too out of shape to walk anywhere bc everything is far away . so i genuinely dont jnow what to do
#im not smart or talented or hot enough to have a source of income working from home.#i dont have a ged or a kicense or a way to get to work or much experience + ive got a steadily fucking growing gap in my employment history.#And i have essentially 0 social skills i barely Function half the time im dissociated or just crying. im weak and out of shape and#not pretty im like. unhireable i think . and again even if a place did hire me I dont have a way to fucking get 2 work#i might be able to walk 2 a place if i had been at work for a while bc if be more used to being on my feet and active again. its take a#while and id be in a Lot of pain but like. itd be doable. and once i worked for s bit i could get lyfts even tho Expensive also idk that#there as many drivers here. and wtvr. but if i did that itd be Less money to help my family and less money to save up toget my own place and#atp maybe its selfish of me to want my own place and i need to judt be more grateful im allowed 2 stay here . yk#idk. im so tired i just need like. idk. ik the only way is to just get through it and get a job and make it work but it feels so pointless#everything always does. i cant keep getting over hurdles man im so fucking tired of getting through hurdles#every single day is Difficult and every single day is the Same and any time j manage to have a good day ill just go right back to feeling#exactly the same. and even if it looks like everythings better for a bit it all goes back down eventually and ik im supposed to be like But#itll get better again after that <3 ups and downs are a part of life <3 we have to have the bad to appreciate the good <3 im just fucking#sick of the goddamn bad im fucking sick of it ive had enough bad i want good. ik other ppl deserve it more i want everybody to have good#days and be safe and happy i don't want things to keep getting worse but everything just gets worse and all the good parts r tempirary and#im so tired. I am not your strongest soldier bro !!!#idk. i just want to be atable i dont need anything crazy i just want my family to live comfortably and to have enough money that i can#donate i rly donot need much i dont need that much food 2 survive i dont need a ton of space i dont need a nide house i like. i just want to#be Stable and know that everything will be ok. yk. at least 4 my family i want them all to be able to eat and the bills 2 be paid and#hopefully for lamp and the kids 2 go to college. bc lamp and tag both want to go to college and itsy is 6 so he soesnt care#but i want them to be able to so bad bc i can't and i ws never gonna be able to and i dont get to be whiny abt that but like. they want to#and theyre smart and passionate and like. i want them to be able to achieve their dreams and get to have normal lives and be fulfilled and#happy. yk. idk. annie showed me her schoolwork the other day and since it wa first week at like. an alt school it ws a lot of personality#type stuff and mental health stuff and im not gonna get into it bc its not mine to tell but. their answers for one of the things made me so#upset bc it sounded so much like me when i was their age and even now and it makes me feel so guilty that like. i didnt make it better for#them. im the one whos supposed to endure it and then theyre supposed to get to be happy but im too fuckinf weak nowadays and i can't keep#any of them safe or happy and i feel so insanely useless. i hate it i just want to be useful idc anymore like. i want to be good i want to#be helpful i want to be cared abt and its so selfish bc a part of me is like. Ohh wahhh we shouldnr have to do all that to be cared abt wahh#and its dumb bc Yes i do its my job. it just fucking sucks rn bc like i have all the like. sorrow over this being what i have to do and this#is my lot in life but i also have all the guilt over how im not doing it bc km lazy and selfish and i cant just work bc im . Ugh
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honeyglz · 2 years ago
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I know damn well Outlaw!Cowboy!Izuku wouldnt make me feel like shit w/ other ppl. He listens. I know he told me himself. So because he told me heres some cowboy word vommit. Because I felt like shit tonight lmao!!!
He's so nice too. He would never talk down to you, well sometimes but he means well!! He likes to hear you rant, even if its angry incoherent thoughts spewing from your mouth. He doesn't care, he wants to hear you speak, just you <3 Sometimes he since he's not rlly supposed to be around ya, he will find ways.
Man's pulls up in a milk man outfit and you have to patiently ask if he bought the milk or if you have to put him back in his cell. "C'mon darlin its just some milk!! And plus, I know you missed me." He's smiling at you with the stupid lopsided grin as he confidently puffs out his chest in declaring you missed him. Which is true but how tf he know that?- Yk what who cares. "Go put back the milk." "But-!" "No but's Deku." He's literally sulking, eyes to the floor as he pouts turning to reluctantly give the milk man back his delivery, and clothes ig :(( BUT THEN "And hurry back, it's my day off and as far as I'm concerned, my property is off the towns border." "Meaning?" "Meaning, if your fast enough your food will still be hot" He RUNS. Like literally little cloud of smoke in the shape of him and everything. When he gets back he realizes you weren't joking. Whole home cooked meal and everything. (If u cant cook than imagine u got horse uber eats or sumth??)
He's vry grateful, even plants a lil kiss on the top of ur head when he walks in. To which you promptly try to ignore in hopes of not making a fool of urself. He probably thinks he's dreaming cause if it were up to him he wouldn't leave. Screw breaking the law he wants to break out a ring and get down on one knee. Hehe I love him. But lets not keep the others waiting shall we? Now Izuku wants to stay but you tell him he needs to scram cause u have things to be doing. He's understanding, bidding you farewell before heading into town to do whatever. So here u are, alone, doing ur thing. When all of a sudden u hear knocking. Weird. You decide to ignore it and eventually it stops. It's not until someone comes running to your door, banging down the door screaming that someone is running around town shooting in the center and I quote this next bit- "Telling 'extra's' to come out and fight him like a man" Yea safe to say u know who this is. So being so nice u head into town ON UR DAY OFF TOO to sort out this mess. And there he is, standing on a barrel in the middle of town is Dynamight, gun out and pointing at what your assuming is some poor bystander. Now you know Bakugou. And as fond of the blonde as you may be, your not the type of person to allow violence, ESSP in ur own town outside ur damn office. So you do something about it. Now he's yelling and cussin all over the place unaware of you standing directly behind him. You don't bother to try gain his attention, instead pressing the cool barrel of your gun to his back. Even through his thick coat he knows that pressure, that familiar sense is one that's not so easily shaken. He goes silent, mouth turned up despite the drying sensation in his throat. He lowers his gun, chucking it to the side. "Took you long enough." The town goes silent watching as the blonde menace steps down from his makeshift throne while you cuff him. Mind u he's smirking during the whole thing. Izuku is watching this from the bar, rolling his eye whole you throw Bakugou in his cell. Stupid sillies. AN- this has been rotting in my drafts for like a week so here. It is vry unfinished but idc lmao
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sinfulsalutations · 1 year ago
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WIP Wednesday
ty for the tag @dystopicjumpsuit !
here’s another snippet from riding the soundwave, because i can’t help myself and i’m having sooooo much fun writing it 😁
it is a lil nsfw, so you can read it under the cut. yk the drill, minors dni
Your depraved fantasy of Hunter is all you can dream of when you sit yourself on your fingers, holding back as many of the impoverished whines you wish to let out due to your true desperation for such an attractive man.
And the sweet indulgences you luxuriate in make you selfish. You want more, need to know how he’d sound grunting, moaning your name while his cock lay on your tongue. Or how the oscillations of his words feel on your inner thighs, against your clit when he pushes his fingers past your tight barrier. There’s much more you could learn, could explore if you could attempt an advance. Or simply given something more than slight moments of suggestion that he might have the same deviant desires as you to allow the green light.
You’ve yet to receive such signals. And flimsy fantasies, the work of your fingers to chase unattainable pleasure, and insistent memorization of his voice can only keep you quenched for so long.
gonna tag ppl i think might enjoy, sorry if i double tag 🤍 @secondaryrealm @blueink-bluesoul @anxiouspineapple99 @freesia-writes @starqueensthings
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wilderhyperfoxations · 2 years ago
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⚜⚘ A B O U T ⚘⚜
⚜Welcome to my messy blog! ⚜My name is Fox Pearl Wilder. He/him. ⚜Main blog (replies, likes from it)- @foxpearlwilder. @foxpearlwilder2 personal/goblincore. @vaporpearl vaporwave. ⚜ Ukrainian, disabled, intersex, artist writer. ⚜A billion years old. ⚜Languages- English, Ukrainian. ⚜This blog is for reblogging fandom/interest-related posts, posting fandom/wip art, shitposting.
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🌧Little Pets Shop (G1-G4 merch) 🌧Monster high (Merch, show, movies) 🌧My Little Pony (G1-G4 Merch, G4 show, G5 show.)
🌧️ Kamisama Kiss
🌧️The Ancient Magus' Bride
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🌧️ Howl's Moving Castle (Books & Movie) 🌧Hitchhiker's Guide To The Galaxy (movie & books)  🌧Venom (Comics & movies) 🌧Spiderman 2099 (comics from 90s) 🌧"Cryptids" (Mothman.; Sirenhead) 🌧The Runaways 🌧CORPSE
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regalbois · 2 months ago
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reposts the entirety of "And Lo, Unto Eternity" but the only thing that changes is that Dolores is transmasc this time instead of transfem
i honestly think she could go either way but i prefer not to think that everyone was deadnaming/misgendering her all the time yk. more trans ppl in any direction is always good
i mean unless she wants to be masc but still use she/her and the name Dolores i think she's allowed
but also part of the fun in writing my fic was making Trina not only the goddess of sleep, but dreams and wish fulfillment and therefore transness and gender non conformity 🤭 I wish she'd remained nonbinary in the dlc but hey if she wants to use she/her pronouns that's alright with me, go girl
And actually Gideon uses they/them for Trina until part 3 of the series when Ansbach corrects him
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serenitea-boyyo · 3 months ago
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Yk, I recently got rid of a deep part of my brain that kept telling me ‘yeah, u like boys and girls but u like boys more bc ur fav characters are men’ and when i did that i knew that i grew tf up. I realized that yes i like fictional men, FICTIONAL!! But I LOVE real life women. And when i was staring up at my ceiling, trying to sleep but couldn’t, it dawned on me. I’m a lesbian! And its actually made my heart so full! It felt like I could breathe finally, like nothing in the world could stop me. And i think back to high school me vying for boys attention so i could prove to my girl friends that ‘yes, i can get a man, bc of course i’d love to go on a double date with you’ even though i just wanted to hang with her. I would use them as a crutch. And when things inevitably didn’t work out, as most high school relationships do, I found myself missing them, my “boyfriends”, but not romantically. I’d miss the way they’d joke around with me, the way I had a male perspective just at the ready, the way I had a cushion from the outside world bc they saw a boy and a girl giggling on the back of the bus and assume we were flirting instead of making fun of each other for something dumb we did at lunch. That they’d see someone normal. Someone who lives up to unsaid expectations, someone who is youthful and not complicated. Someone I was faking to be. I missed their friendship, and yes i know that some ppl are friends with their exes but once they realized that I wasn’t who they wanted me to be, and that I wasn’t who I wished to be… we parted ways. I do have male friends, I have female friends, I have enby friends, I have trans friends, I have friends. But is that enough? When what I really want is only available in the years 2017-2019?? I want to be an uncomplicated teenager, the way I never was before. I want a do over. But time travel hasn’t been invented yet so here I am, rambling into the vast space of the internet. Hoping that it’ll reach someone. And maybe it will. And we can talk about how uncomplicated the teen years were and how our parents had to of known what we were doing at our friends house. But now I’ll lie back, reminiscing on the past, figuring out my present and manifesting my future, and hopefully, one day, I’ll find a woman, get married, and love her with my whole being, something that I never dreamed of doing back then, but will allow myself now. I’ll indulge a bit, I deserve it, and when she comes, I’m here.
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cecil-tumbles · 8 months ago
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tagged by @combatbootsfemme
Questions for 15 friends (well I will simply tag however many I tag)
Am I named after anyone? Not my first name, but my middle name is an amalgamation of my mom's best friend's name and my dad's middle name.
When was the last time I cried? Ohhh like... two days ago.... maybe yesterday...
Do I have kids? absolutely not
What sports do I play/have I played? Soccer growing up, did some cross country in high school, but nothing now. My joints hurt 😔
Do I use sarcasm? Yeah but not successfully
What is the first thing I notice about people? Good question, depends on the person but I guess I vibe check them?? Gotta check for queer vibes yk
What's my eye color? Brown
Scary movies or happy endings? Happy endings I guess, but scary movies aren't usually my cup of tea unless there's a bit.
Talents? I'm a musician 😎 so that's my main thing. Is that a talent? Well I've got pretty decent pitch so maybe
Where was I born? Hospital, small town but not really that small
Hobbies? Music, gaming, arts n crafts, sleeping...
Do I have any pets? I have RATS actually
How tall am I? Pretty damn average. So average that I perceive most ppl as being the same height as me unless they're notably tall or short
Favorite school subject? Mmm a decent math or science course I think. But not chemistry.
Dream job? One that allows me creativity without also participating in capitalism.
Tagging... @thegodoftime @anjodedesgostoeerros @toedeodorant and uh those of you who I currently can't remember their handles
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lovebvni · 11 months ago
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Shifting tonight. I have a good feeling about this time. -Milo
WISHING U LUCK AHHH!! <3
also sorry i haven’t interpreted ur dream 💀 deleting a lot of spam and “send this to 10 ppl!” asks and i rlly don’t have the time or energy to do those… know i do care abt them i just don’t have TIME yk?
anyways, love you!! remember. you are your own guide. only you can allow yourself to shift. <3
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wellnesscard · 1 year ago
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omg my teenager coworker was talking about how theyre gonna make a five night at freddys movie im like ya it already came out i saw it - with nic cage? not in my top 10 its no time bandits but whateva. guess nododis seen that one tho. also why do so many ppl with like d.i.d. Obsessed with that franchise ? or maybe thats just tumblr. even b4 tumblr tho there was this girlie at my highschool who was like mental like insane not in reality at all n it was all she fuckin talked about? what specifically is the pull like creating this demographic . but it weirds me out so i dont actually want 2 engage in real five nights at freds only thru the sweet filter of nic cage am i safe ig. cos that was a knockoff? who made that movie it was so weird and not even in an awesome way like many other b movies. idk the whole concept like. and yk fs theres towns like that in america. but theyre just racist. this post is getting away from me . idk the insaneos just dont talk abt jeff the killer anymore maybe im just old . do any pardonmyfrench normal ppl like five nitez at fred. i mean ig my coworkers pretty normal from what i know. ig im probably just in such different spheres from the enjoyers of that n the only ones being crazy abt it is the crazies so. i feel like this isnt very pc im sorry like my brain dont work good too like its no problem to be mentally ill and have interests im just . it throws me thry a loop. that n like taylor swift continuously getting bigger status thru out what feels like my lifespan. like i remember singing 'our song' in first grade w classmates n its like yeah its gud ig im 5 i dont have a critiquing of music mind yet too much. its catchy. never thought shed still be around let alone with a cult following in the year 2023. was it covid? like i havent heard about nikki minaj in ages but taylor swift is being exponential as hell in like . all this. why is she in so many commercials. ok my neighbors just got home one minute and thirty seconds ago and theyre already using power tools fuck yea girls build a house for her!! or that could be a blender tbh i thought i heard hammering though. hammering and sawing. shit did i just stereotype lesbians. i shouldnt be allowed to have tumblr app when im home alone cos then i just type type type whatever i want and we end up with this. oh sidenote too, i have a thickass nodule on my thyroid im having checked today so like ig ilyk laterz if its really fucked. like i hope i dont get all goited up thatd suck. its so funny bc in my eating disorder in highschool i was like oh what a dream itd be to have hyperthyroidism, sighs wistfully. omg what if gods punishing me and i get hypothyroidism and get f*t. but its probably just a lump and its not the consistency of cancer so we good basically. just waiting for the doc to say that too haha! and im like 3 days off all alcohol even the light beers bc i am getting sick of never having energy and like i wanna make sure my life is good and its hard to take care of everything because ngl im a heavy drinker n once i have any alcohol im just like impatiently waiting for my next drink, so. and its expensive when you drink a 12 pack a day plus other alkie snacks such as shooters pints or beers at the bar. and i need to save for a cruiseeee devon n i have been married for almost three years n still havent went on vacation yet goddamn! we deserve it , and i was the sexiest in my life when i was sober for a year too so jot that down.
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electracraft · 3 years ago
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it is genuinely so weird how bad the dsmp and dream is made out to be. like i've only been a fan of dream + friends for like 3 months now, but of course i've heard the name around like tumblr and other online places before and always in such a negative context (like the pride dono thing), but i never looked into it myself because i just wasn't at all interested in gaming youtubers. and then when you actually do look into them they're all just fairly decent generally nice people
the thing is that ANYONE would look like an horrible person if every questionable thing they said was recorded on the internet and compiled in a single place where they're all missing context, apologies, and following behaviours. let's say a content creator made a bad joke once two years ago, they got called out, they understood why that wasn't cool of them and apologised and they never did that again. at this point you're allowed to still dislike them obviously and you don't have to accept that apology, but if you're stuck on 'everyone should hate them because that is unforgivable and if you support them you're a terrible person' you're campaigning against someone that doesn't exist
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lemliv · 3 years ago
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some voice line ideas bc pog!!
- i agree with anon that jack would yell things like bombs away!! i dont have many ideas for him other than that but mayb as an easter egg he could do the 'number 15: if i saw that darn thing in my living room-' thing when he hits people?
- techno would say sun tzu quotes but the game forces him to make them candy themed so he delivers them in complete monotone. "know thyself, know thy strawbenemy" or something equally as dumb. when he's in first he yells 'later, nerds!!'
- dream does the 'oh george~' thing but to whoevers in front of him. if its ranboo he just says 'oh' and then his voice cuts out lmao
- sapnap screams!! very loudly!! also he crossteams with karl and quackity and they make ur mom jokes and call ppl dogwater when they hit them
- there used to be an easter egg of george saying 'think abt this dick fucko' but it got removed rlly fast bc it was inappropriate
- eret taunts people with the elmo voice
- yk the enderman shrieks? bc ranboos code is fucked instead of screaming he has this really scratchy glitched out sound instead
- theres an easter egg where tommy starts scream-singing thats what i like and it is his least favourite thing in the world
- phil used to have a voice line that was just him saying 'mate' in the im not mad, just disappointed voice when ppl hit him
it’s so early and I cannot respond to all of these but I love them all SO MUCH!!!!
Honestly the hardest part with voice lines is no one is allowed to cuss. Looking at you Tommy “196 swears in 2-3 hours” Innit
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saintobio · 3 years ago
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Ai, you’re writing is honestly so amazing. the descriptions are so vivid and enjoying to think about and your characterization of everyone is top tier. and as usual, this was yet another great chapter! and sorry this might be long bc I’m writing as I think but here I go...
“Seeing the intense atmosphere in the Gojou household allowed you to compare them with the lively ambience with the Zen’in family. The stark difference was notable, and you felt bad that you enjoyed the latter’s company more than the ones you called your family.”
with this part and everything else, the way you write is honestly so beautifully woven together likeee the juxtaposition between toji and gojo, as well as their families! with the gojou’s i feel like the only light of Satoru’s family currently is nana and yuta, then ig before, it was Satoru and his mom. with the zen’ins, the atmosphere at their estate is so welcoming/inviting and they all can easily joke around as a family should. it seems like the gojou family is broken beyond repair ever since satoru’s mother left and they only ever display their homelines when it’s convenient and that’s in the public eye but even then, i’m sure if ppl actually looked hard enough and paid attention they’d see that it’s really just a facade. you can also see how much less at ease y/n is with them as compared to toji’s family and why do I feel like his step mother knows something more?
i remember you answered in one of your asks that some parts of SN are inspired from a few kdrama’s including, Love (ft Marriage & Divorce) and after reading this—Satoru’s father lowered his fork and took a sip from his wine. “I had a conception dream, you know,” he revealed with enthusiasm. “That could be a sign that a grandchild is coming along soon.”— it instantly made me think of a scene in the first episode where one of the character’s in laws called her bc I think her husband’s dad had a conception dream as well and even though I watched only a little bit, from what I saw, it turns her husband actually did get someone else pregnant bc he made a phone call and while he was at work, he was looking up pregnancy related things soo now I’m thinking you may have inspired this scene from that...could be a stretch though
on top of that, the last couple of chapters have been hinting at a possible pregnancy for sera, and now seeing what I mentioned before as well as this— “They were talking intimately like any normal couple would although it looked like their conversation wasn’t a happy one. You didn’t miss the arm that was locked around her waist and the hand that rested on her belly as they conversed.” —i feel like satoru and sera might’ve been continuing the previous conversation they were having during the last chapter about her taking plan b and yk, she probably put his hand there herself cause I wouldn’t put it past her.. if sera actually ends up pregnant, she’d probably look at that as a upper hand and win over y/n bc remember she said: “Just know that if I ended up having his kid…” she paused before she shifted on her feet to take her leave, “…I’d end up having him, too.” in chapter 8 and she clearly doesn’t wanna let him go out of her own selfishness. just like toji said, being a mistress really isn’t attractive and as usual, sera should be the last person calling y/n wicked/scoffing in disgust, like may i remind you that you’re messing with a married man and started to let your bitterness dictate the way you act towards his wife? i’m hoping that maybe she learns to eventually take accountability and change bc this situation isn’t necessarily ideal for anyone involved, and as much as I don’t like her, i’ve realized that she’s not necessarily a bad person... her actions are a product of her circumstances due to growing up poor, however, she could’ve done a number of things differently especially since she knew what she was getting into when gojo announced that he’d be getting married.
“You think this is funny?” your husband questioned you, derisively. Although he did release Toji’s wrist, his stare on you didn’t leave. He was hurt, you could tell that he was hurting inside. “I get that you’re mad at me, but you didn’t have to take it this far. Why can’t we just spend the whole day together by ourselves like a normal married couple? Why can’t you let me fix my mistakes while I live in regret? I’m trying my best, Y/N.”
He clenched his jaws and lost it. “But I want you!”
After a heavy sigh, you heard Satoru speak to you one last time. “I’ll talk to you at home.” He disappeared from your sight in a desperate attempt to run after his mistress, who was and always would be his first choice.
satoru makes it so easy to love and hate him at the same time. like with him talking to gen for advice,asking y/n to play the car game, and asking her out on the date... we love the small effort but then bc he’s an idiot, everything he does afterwards overshadows his little efforts. it’s like he aware of the things that he needs to do in order to fix things with y/n but the only reason he’s holding back is bc of sera and his pride. i think he subconsciously knows that y/n is the better choice for him bc up until now, she’s put up with him despite all his neglect and infidelity, and she seems to understand him a lot more emotionally than sera ever could. I think it’s extremely selfish of him to say that he wants y/n especially with sera still in the picture. like your words say one thing but you’re actions say something completely different. if you really want to make things right with y/n maybe get rid of the one person, among many other factors, that’s leading her to now want to protect her heart from you? if you really want to make things right, maybe you shouldn’t have just ran after your mistress bc of her sorry tears yet again. like he has the audacity to be a hypocrite once y/n and toji make him jealous while not even a few seconds ago his mistress was chilling on his lap and even before that clinging onto him like a leech. he needs to realize that he can’t have his cake and eat it too, did I use that correctly? as long as sera is still in the picture, y/n is going to continue to protect her heart, now literally, from him and that’s the reality. he needs to try harder and be more attentive to her and only her. he’s already basically on the brink of losing her now imagine if sera actually does end up pregnant, y/n is gone for good and I remember seeing in her pov in one of the previous chapters stating that a potentially pregnancy from sera would be the thing that would ultimately lead her to leave so now all we have to do is wait and see.
and now I’m finally done. I hope you’re doing well and that you get enough rest, bc I think you said you got 2 hrs after writing this chapter 😭 and also have a good night/day depending on when you receive this, take care!
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this analysis is very detailed and well-written, i have to praise you for paying attention to the smaller details bc that’s amazing 🥺 <33 it’s such a great feeling to be able to read messages like these so thank you very much for sharing ur thoughts !!
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sandsofdteam-moved · 2 years ago
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I think op of that “stop comparing bigots to ppl who changed/were ignorant” post hates Dream but like, not for any reason related to the post, just because they think he’s annoying and complains too much about Buildmart 😭😭
well yk what yeah I’ll support them 😭 people are fully allowed to dislike him and it’s funnier that it’s bc of buildmart
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taegularities · 2 years ago
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Oh i forgot smth ! i actually had a dream once abt bts ( and it was really weird ) but ill just tell you about the jimin part bc i think he would be like this in real life and it makes me soooo sad 😩😩😩 so, we were in a theme park and bts was announced to be there too. While i was walking, i saw Jimin who was standing and conversing with ppl. He had blue jeans, a white shirt, jean jacket and a white and black backpack ! i went up to him, waited for them to finish and asked him for a picture. And he was so sad bc you know they arent allowed to take pics ( like in bon voyage ) so he said no and was so sad himself and i was just left heartbroken ( 😞 ). I mean imagine meeting your idol and you cant even take a pic/ have a memory with them ? anyway. So i walked alone ( bc im a loner lol ) and there was this wall on which you could sit on and watch over the whole theme park and the sunset was beautiful ! as i am sitting there, someone creeps up to me, i look to the side and i see jimin ! he smiled shyly and sat beside me. We started conversing and it just was so smooth and nice to talk to him ! we talked in english and all that we talked abt were languages actually lol 🤣 bc i am fluent in three languages yk ? like english, german and turkish ( i am also turkish anon btw ! ) and i took french classes for like 4 years but ofc at that time i wasnt really motivated and distracted a lot by my friends so you can guess how that went :/ ( i even downloaded an app again bc i really want to speak french ! ) okay back to the point, we were talking abt different languages ( english, french, german and spanish ) and he told me he would like to learn more languages too. After some time he had to go and i was so sad 🥺 but then he was like: gibe me your phone and i was like: what ? so i was reslly confused and gave him my phone and he took a picture of us, gave me my phone back, smiled at me with that beautiful smile and said in a quieter voice: dont tell anyone, this is our secret ! he then jumped off and walked away and i was left STUNNED ! i remember I did a little dancy dance and right after that my dream ended ! 🥺 best dream ever i am telling you ! 🧚🏻🥺💕🤍✨
OH turkish anon, i had a hunch !!! damn u remember so many details, what vivid dreaming :O but that's straight out of a fanfic, babe. imagine watching the sunset and suddenly park jimin is sitting next to u and taking a pic with u. talking about languages 😔 i took french for 4 years, too btw and want to refresh it, but the language is so intimidating 😭
but this is such a beautiful dream !!! i hope dream jimin came back to dream you later and you two went on romantic dates and whatnot. living the y/n life 😔 i can imagine ur happiness !!
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hey, i saw you asked a while ago why dream & techno apologists are apologists for those characters (and you liked a bunch of my posts concerning that, actually) i was wondering if you still have any more questions - and also i wanted to ask if you wanted to talk a bit about c!tommy and what makes you like him so much? like is it just the emotional attachment to him? is it the trauma? anything specific about the way in which he is written? i've always watched his pov & i'm very curious! / - red
yo yo yo hey! I think I understand it a bit more now, for the dream & techo apologists, I think I’m still a bit confused when it comes to technoblade. I see a lot about people only using him as a weapon/ him not being able to trust people / no one sticking up for him and I’m not sure where it comes from? In all fairness, I only know him as the guy who executed Tubbo / spawned withers but im assuming that’s in large part because I came into the story so late (iirc I didn’t really get into the dsmp until around doomsday, and I got most information of past events just by like. osmosis or reading wikis) so I might simply just not have enough information on techno to get it. Like, he executed Tubbo under a lot of pressure iirc but that doesn’t take away from the fact he did execute him? or things with the withers, I know technoblade doesn’t like the government and I’d go as far as to say he has a point, but was it really necessary to destroy lmanburg (iirc, multiple times). I know he was mad, but I feel like he shouldn’t have taken in that far, like from what I see and understand it’s like yes he had his points but he hurt people and doesn’t seem to care that he hurt anybody, just kinda stands there assuming he’s right about everything and not rlly looking at the situation from anyone else’s perspective. That being said like I said I came into the story really late and so my arguments might be able to be chalked up to just a lack of proper context, and even if I’m kinda annoyed at Technoblade’s behavior I still like him as a character & when techno does stream I enjoy the content so I’m not like a technoblade hater or anything I just don’t see why people can be apologists for him bcos from my pov he’s just kind of hurt people and not taken any personal responsibility for it (I mean this as in acknowledging to himself he was ever in the wrong; ex. The whole Tommy / techno betrayal situation which I think was a p complicated matter to be fair he just keeps saying over and over how Tommy betrayed him and it doesn’t seem to me like he’s even bothering to look at the situation from Tommy’s pov or rlly reflect on his own actions at all)
I just rlly like Tommy! I think at least some part of it can be chalked up to Tommy being the first streamer I watched in the dsmp and one of the ones I watch the most from (half the time I’m watching the dsmp it’s a Tommy stream) so there’s just gonna be some inherent bias towards him there like there is with literally any of these streamers. As you put it, it is kinda the trauma, haha. trauma and emotional attachment lol. I think part of it is I relate to him a lot, and I can see where he’s coming from on a lot of things, and I also just like the way his character is written. Smthn abt him that people have pointed out is that his trauma isn’t pretty and romanticized it’s ugly and yk he acts out and all that, which I appreciate. I can see where he’s coming from on a lot of things or at least understand why he thinks the way he does. I like seeing him learn and grow I like seeing his arcs both personally with himself and with other people. He’s an interesting and complex character and he’s been through a lot and I think it’s just super interesting to see how what he’s gone though affects his mental state and his actions as a character, like just from like a mental analysis standpoint there’s a lot to talk about which I think is pretty cool. this isn’t to say that he’s never fucked up or done anything wrong, because he has, but to be fair so has everyone else on this server I don’t think there’s a single member of the server who’s done nothing wrong (except maybe like. Charlie. Charlie my beloved). He’s made his mistakes but every good character fucks up that’s what makes them a good character is their flaws and so with the ways that he’s messed up and the ways he’s hurt people I’m an apologist because I can see why he acts that way, where the feelings and actions are coming from and I can forgive him for it because I understand the why. Also I just think the punishments he’s received for his actions are rlly unfair, easy ex with exile he did something many people on the server have already done at one point or another and was exiled and mentally broken down over it and rlly it’s just been like one thing after another and even if he’s made mistakes he gets way more harshly punished than I think was fair. I’ve seen people talk about how annoying and selfish his character is and when I read the posts (not all of them, there’s a nice chunk of people who are civil about it) it just seems like they’re not rlly thinking abt his character and his experiences. I’ll see people explain his signs of trauma and say it’s annoying because it’s not soft crying trauma it’s messy acting out trauma which it’s just like you do not understand this at all, do you? Or with the discs, I’ll be honest with you here. I will defend Tommy’s attachment to these stupid little music discs till the day I die. Why can’t he have his discs? They’re his , they’re not even that valuable outside of the fact that they’re his, why can’t he have things? why isn’t he aloud to have items he’s attached to without someone taking them for the sole reason of he likes them. And all I see is people saying he is selfish and cares about the discs more than people, which is literally disproven in the rp. Ranboo flat out says he’s not selfish, when Tommy takes the blame for George’s house (also keeping in mind here tommy and ranboo barely knew each other at the time, and if Tommy was actually selfish he could’ve very easily dragged Ranboo down with him) and when it comes to the discs he’s given up the discs multiple times in favor of helping other people (he gave them up for lmanburg, and then for Tubbo I think twice actually) and the one time he told someone the discs were worth more than they were, that was the moment yeah made him realize he didn’t like who he was becoming and he immediately backtracked and allowed the disc to be handed over. TL;DR he’s not selfish he’s just got a lot of strong attachments and his attachments are both his greatest strength and his greatest weakness. And he’s a kid, he’s been though a lot of things, he’s got a lot of trauma he’s dealing
with and it’s not always pretty but he gets better, he has his arcs and he gets better and learns from some of his actions, and I think looking at him and his yk. Timeline and character development and arcs and his whole like mental deal and just general character choices are super interesting and I find it fun, as someone who enjoys character analysis, and all in all I love him I relate to him in some ways and some of it also might just be emotional attachment and bias towards him as Tommy being one of my comfort streamers
& it’s fully possible someone could have just as much of an argument for c!techno, my deal w looking at c!tommy making mistakes and c!techno making mistakes and being able to be an apologist for Tommy and not for techno is more about me understanding tommy’s character better and understand the reasoning and the why behind the things he says and does, vs. techno who i dont really get and i can’t be an apologist for him if I don’t understand anything hes doing or why he’s doing it and then seeing him over and over dismiss other peoples perspectives and never rlly reflecting on himself (not to say Tommy couldn’t use at least a little of that himself- I am Looking over at his relationship w Jack Manifold lol) can be kinda frustrating but as I said earlier that might just be me not knowing all the proper context
I could probably write more about Tommy especially when it comes to the whole technoblade vs Tommy thing but this post is already way longer than you probably ever wanted to read so I’ll stop now I’m sorry I’m just hyperfixated haha and yk if anyone wants to like add arguments or points or if you or someone rlly likes technoblade or dream or whoever and wants to talk to me about that go ahead I encourage that like I rlly enjoy having those conversations w ppl provided theyre civil abt it bc like we’ve all said a million times over before eveyone in the dsmp is an unreliable narrator and you’re just going to automatically have a bias towards a character if you watch their POV most and all that so. Yk I am a tommy apologist but I watch his streams most and I’m also just emotionally attached so anything I can say has to be taken w a grain of salt bcos I’m biased towards his character
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