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Hand Embroidered panel of All Might, Deku, and Bakugo
Time taken to embroider: 35 hours
#mha#my hero academia#all might#toshinori yagi#bakugo#deku#bkdk#posting this to cope with the new ending#you know I had to incorporate bkdk somewhere in this cosplay#toshi is a proud dad to these tragic little gay men#manga panel embroidery#embroidery#all might manga panel dress
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Can the anon who told me that they knew someone involved in the game development of Puzzle Tales please reach out and let me know what the FUCK happened??
For those who don't play: the game is being shut down completely and deleted on Dec 13th. They gave less than a month's warning.
It's weird and sudden, since there was still unfinished new content they had planned to release. Rumor on the streets is Netflix is doing massive layoffs before the holidays.
#it's fucked#i feel so bad for the employees#and also for me because it was my main coping mechanism through all the bullshit over thr last couple of years#alexa play linkin park- in the end#st puzzle tales#stranger things puzzle tales#stranger things#puzzle tales#stranger things netflix#netflix#wtf netflix#stranger things news#stranger things fandom#netflix games#st vickie#vickie stranger things#<- tagging because the anon originally replied to a vickie post!!#shot in the dark lol
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RAVENOUS
Relationship: Penelope Eckhart/Callisto Regulus | Rating: E | Word count: 7068 Warnings: smut (please read the tags on AO3 for more information) with plot, post-canon
Summary:
“Penelope Eckhart,” he growled. “Follow me to my office. Now.” Her skin tingled, thrilled she had finally managed to push him over the edge. Even before their busy schedules had kept them apart ahead of Callisto’s coronation, they had to be mindful of Callisto’s condition whenever they engaged in… physical activities together. Nevertheless, he had never left her unsatisfied. Penelope still felt bad, given how overworked and exhausted he had been. But tonight, Penelope would finally get Callisto’s unbridled self to pounce on her. Or: Penelope and Callisto enjoyed their engagement party, in more ways than one.
Read on AO3 here
A/N: Penelope and Callisto are currently giving us: greenhouse angst so I offer you: domestic fluff and smut.
I played a bit with the timeline concerning the engagement banquet and made it happen the same day as his coronation when in the novel, it likely took place a few weeks after his coronation (when Penelope had already left for her expedition) given the timing of Maryanne's first pregnancy.
I reread the novel to incorporate canon displays of affection between Penelope and Callisto and add more details to them, including: Callisto's ears turning red, kissing hands, Penelope saying he's handsome, her obsession with his hands, Callisto peppering Penelope's hair in kisses and hair pulling.
Concerning the scene with Reynold, I added it because I have a soft spot for him and to bring more closure (for now) indirectly between Penelope and the Duke. I found myself frustrated with their last dicussion before the 5 year timeskip, Penelope herself in the novel says that unlike with Reynold, there were many things she left unsaid.
I did my best to keep the banter even in their intimate moments (smut included) while also showing their mutual adoration for each other (“Let me worship you, be your devoted subject.”/ “I often find myself in awe in the presence of someone so divine,” he admitted in a labored breath. “I will spend the rest of my days worshiping you the same way you are worshiping me now.”)
#villains are destined to die#death is the only ending for a villainess#penelope x callisto#penelope eckart x callisto regulus#penelope eckhart#callisto regulus#vadtd#lilac writes#i am new to this so i'm not sure which tags to use#please consider leaving kudos or/and comments if you read it i would love to read your thoughts🥺#i posted it just in time to cope with the greenhouse scene
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7am, eating cold leftover teriyaki stir-fry for breakfast and crying over blorbos
#normal Saturday morning behavior#redacted spoilers#redacted audio#redacted sam#Seven.txt#rp audio stuff#well. crying over one singular blorbo in particular. Sam's still got me in an emotional chokehold#and i'm too sad to even make a stupid little joke abt how i wouldn't mind if it was a physical one too. ayeee *insert sad eyebrow wiggle*#no but seriously. i have so many feelings abt him and i can't even say it all bc some of it isn't public info yet#eh fuck it i'll just draft this until the audio goes public and then i'll post it once it's no longer Exclusive Info#bc i dont wanna leak Early Access stuff but i have to get this out of my system rn and the new audio is part of what sparked these thoughts#which is funny bc i. literally haven't even listened to it yet. i'm not Ready 😭#where's that tiktok screenshot that's like. 'hyperfixation so bad that i can't even engage with the source material' bc that's me rn#like bro Sam only won the poll like. 2 or 3 days ago and Eric is Already dropping a new Sam audio?? hello? Mr. Redacted i wasn't prepared#anyways i was spoiling myself by perusing the comments last night trying to get a feel for if it's gonna be more angst or comfort#and i saw a comment that absolutely shattered me. and it reignited all my sad thoughts about Sam's eventual. uh. y'know. death.#apparently they plant a tree together or smthn in the new audio (which already has me & my beloved 10y/o orange tree feeling some kinda way#but to the individual in the comments who brought to all our minds the image of Sam sitting beneath that tree in 30 or so years time#when he's decided that he's ready to die and sits out there waiting for the sun to rise..................... 🥲#i'm gonna need u to compensate me for all of that unexpected emotional damage /j /nm#i'm Still not over what he told Darlin' while they had their talk about the future up on his roof together. that audio killed me#then yesterday i was listening to my Sam & Darlin' playlist while cleaning. and Malibu Nights by LANY came on. which i always skip bc Sad#but i let it play and just started crying. standing in the middle of the room all disheveled and holding a broom. as one does.#iirc that song is one that Eric himself said is applicable to Sam which is why/how i found it and put it on the playlist. and god. g o d#hm. i hope that wasn't Patreon exclusive info. i can't remember if it was a public post where he said that or not. hope it's okay to share#but if we can take that song as like. unofficial canon for Sam then that also confirms my idea that he used to drink to cope#which makes the opening lines of Fix What You Didn't Break by Nate Smith even more applicable. i should go edit that post actually#anyways i'm just. feeling a lot. and i love Sam very much and i don't want him to die. but i want him to do what he wants at the same time#Alexis took so fucking much from him. he deserves to live - and end - his life on his own terms. ... i think i need to go write something#*casually fishes this post out of the drafts 3 and a half days later* hi so uh. i wrote a 4k oneshot :) and will hopefully post it tomorrow
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Since I'm spamming anyway, have some Hazbin doodles (mostly Sir Pent because because) Starting with an appreciation canvas for his hat, ofc
Text for those who can't read my shitty handwriting (I don't blame you tbh, me neither most of the time):
Bro got in trouble
the main character in the franchise (pointing to the Hat)
Hat: "What a bitch"
Sir Pentious: "thank you Sir Hat"
Text transcription below
upper left: "Sir Hat, your mouth!!"
bottom left: "EVIL!! MUAHAHA!"
bottom middle: "I thought heaven would have more evil inventions. or at least kareoke"
#dragonling says shit#probably the end of my pentious spam#a few hazbin hotel spoilers#just because#well#i need to cope#if you want my serious art of his new design check out my last post#sir pentious#hazbin hotel#hazbin sir pentious#vivziepop
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#baldur's gate 3#my art#halsin#karlach#oc art#everyone was so nice on my last post but i am not very familiar with new tumvlr etiquette so i dont know how to say thank you!!!#but thank you!!!#gwyneth likes pretend she has a modicum of control#it ends up being very funny watching her cope with getting the absolutely opposite#gwyneth
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I remember THE LAST EVER MINECON was in my city and my mother had bought tickets, but last minute she decided that I didn't need to go so I never went (and she sold the tickets)
AND THEN WHEN I FOUND IT WAS THE LAST I NEVER LET HER LIVE IT DOWN
She'd told me "it'll come back around" and guess what?-
And now since the UK isn't "technically apart of the EU", that means if they ever do a MineCon/Minecraft event in person in Europe, then it will never be in the UK and therefore it's super unaccessible for me because poor
This is the root of my trust issue and villain arc I swear-
#minecraft#Yall I'm not coping well with the news that a new minecraft event may take place-#I'm not doing well#mcyt#10yr old me is kicking and screaming because my mother had built it up and said I'd be an early birthday present#I'd know since the year earlier that once they announced it#She said I could go with my best friend at the time#So like I KNEW KNEW. It's not like I didn't know and it fucking crushed 10yr me and that's when I learnt adults lie#Like it was probably the first arc of the downfall of my mental health-#And it was all over my 1 interest and the one thing I actually enjoyed. I ended up stop watching mcyt when I was 10 bc I thought they'd+#Disappoint me like my mom did#AND NOW I CAN'T EVEN FUCKING GO BECAUSE IT'S TOO EXPENSIVE-#vent post#vent#personal vent
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anxious sigh again
#everything feels wrooonnng#im living at home again (??!!) yay#im coping but the lack of space and shenanigans is mmmm trying#ive not seen my friends friends in ages .. one side busy other side still really bad at making plans ??#not sure what to do there tbh ive not seen the other side of frens for a nearly a year#and theyve still not acknowledged that theyre not (?) speaking with the ones i have seen#i dont know where that puts me ... i miss everyone lol#and weve yet to do an extended family gathering yet ? thats kind of been a bit out of step for a few years but fully just its all a bit off#the other branch went to see their in-laws and left the adult kid behind because he didnt fucking want to go#(the in-laws will be hateful about him being on T ... my blood-related aunt is being odd and its putting everyone on our end OUT)#we're all in MY parents house anyway so shrug ...#and my grandad has parkinsons and its all a lot for everyone yknow#either way ... feeling very out of sorts and deeply un-festive for a post-xmas / new year#bad juju yknoe#rory's ramblings
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#I haven’t posted in a while- I’ve changed shifts due to my partner getting a new job so I’m going through a transition rn#but hey is it normal for a cutesy otome game to maybe change your life a little bit?#cheritz really said ‘we matched you with this character who has a back story you can oddly relate to a LOT’#‘he’s also coincidentally a therapist’#‘also he has all the same coping mechanisms you’ve used in your past to cope with stress’#‘watch as he grows and learns to love himself and therefore learn how to better love others! won’t that be fun?’#meanwhile I’ve been having what feels like an out of body experience lol#like oh that’s how people see it when I do those things#hey maybe my hatred for myself really has messed up relationships with people who genuinely care about me#maybe not giving people a chance to get to know the real me is a bad thing actually#also I love him so much lol#tomorrow is my last day of his route and I love it#I’m so sad that it’ll be done but also so glad that I get to see where it ends up
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I've noticed that because of all the medical shit we've dealt with this year and the sheer amount of stress from how triggering some of it is, we've reached a point where I start to feel anxious and get an overwhelming sense of dread anytime I have to take a medication, no matter which medication it is.
this is obviously not great when we take multiple meds per day and will probably be prescribed more to take after the dental surgery, but I don't really know what to do about it, especially since the extremely triggering medical stuff is still an ongoing situation and this specific stuff is probably the reason any medical stuff makes us panic, along with us getting a similar sense of panic and dread when we encounter various stuff to do with teeth and dentistry.
I don't know what I'm meant to do when taking our meds and brushing our teeth is enough to give us a sense of impending doom so strong we get nauseous from it.
also I'm fine while I'm drawing, but the minute I'm not distracted I start getting intrusive thoughts and our brain will not stop giving me flashbacks on top of bringing up the current situation that's fucking me up and I'm basically writing this while dissociated as hell and relying on that to stop me properly remembering or thinking about the stuff that's going on in any more detail than what I've written here, but even that's enough to still make us anxious and on edge, and the dissociation/amnesia only kicks in this hard after we've panicked hard enough about it.
we've been having multiple panic attacks per day and getting migraines every time we're reminded of the situation. I'm ending up in significantly worse pain because of the sheer amount of stress from this shit
#personal#thoughts#🍬 post#vent post#and this post was made because I went to take my meds and it felt like the world was ending#I think something about growing up traumatised and repeatedly being in traumatic situations#has maybe led to our brain developing in a way where the threshold for what will give us PTSD symptoms is lower than in other people#I have no idea if there's any actual scientific basis for this#but like I guess if your brain is used to being in survival mode then it's gonna keep doing what it's used to doing#and especially when the incredibly overwhelming situation you're in is one that mirrors other situations that have been traumatic#it makes sense that our brain would be freaking out so bad over something with so many similarities to very traumatic experiences#to the point where we're too overwhelmed to cope with it#and being too overwhelmed to cope while not getting enough support and not having any way out or anything to make it better#is the exact kind of thing people develop new triggers and stuff from#but I do hate having to watch in real time as something fucks up our brain in a way where I know I'll have to then deal with that#and figure out how to try and help because it's definitely then going to be an issue in the future#and I especially hate it when the triggers are the exact kind of thing that make people think we're just overly-sensitive or being difficul
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#re: your post in my inbox is overall great and poetic but i very much disagree about verstappen's driving style and preference of understeer#he absolutely heavily favours oversteer#in fact his *preferred* setup is incredibly oversteer#like a whole new world of front end#it doesn't mean he can't cope with understeer - he doesn't like it (nor does charles) but he is brilliant at it (charles too)#i agree that his style going into a corner is quite different from charles - the way the latter throws himself into a corner is...#extremely aggressive#max is razor perfect and charles aims for perfection on the razor edge is more how i would describe it#for me their car preference is very similar - they love snappy front end with extreme responsiveness and have amazing skill to wrestle it#they scorn understeer because that balance through the whole corner is unnecessary for their level of skill but they ROCK at understeer too#in fact the less responsive front end makes the car more unstable to drivers like them#in their earlier days i would stay max's incomparable quality was his internal clock - absolutely unbeatable timing#so his corners/braking/etc are just perfect and he extracts the absolute maximum#charles of that era actually took a more square/straight racing line which is fascinating as it's not the 'ideal racing line'#but he lets the car rotate on entry into the balancing phase of a corner and exits with a straighter line#not at all like max but very fast#i think he has actually adapted as some of the short shifting out of corners may have led to more tire deg back in the day#meanwhile his tire management (ferrari setup disasters aside) has been excellent last season#elle.txt#analysis#technical#car ride conversations with the hubby... this is what we ramble about lmao#btw thank you so much for the message! and so appreciate your love of my fics. it means so much <3 ty!
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honkai part 2 has the chance to be either the best thing ever or the worst shit you've ever seen. nothing in between. so until we have more info, I'm excited but also SCARED
#new faces.. got me thinking#truthfully i dont want a new main cast but its bound to happen i just hope its not the apho kids#as much as i enjoy apho i just dont care about self inserts#and the other apho characters.. are okay at best#but main trio's stories feel far from over tbh because the final arc was very rushed so i hope new faces are charas like griseo and su#obviously with completely new charas too BUT as prominent side characters only pleaseee#or antagonists#cause most media i know that did a sequel with an entire new cast is just shit from a butt dkvlfndkg#i wouldnt mind if it is an apho continuation but not in the adam centered/narrated side mode. that can stay on its own#so like a little timeskip after the timeskip?#this definitely wont play out like i want but i can cope. kiana bronya mei are just way too important to me sorry#dont want them to suffer any more than they alr have but. i need them back NOW#well lets see how 1.5 ends first of all (fu hua we need u). ill let them cook#i should've put all this in the og post but i already wrote everything in the tags so idc#honkai impact 3rd#hi3
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Trying to make my brain do anything today has just been case after case of 'well, half-assed is better than nothing I guess.'
#text post#idk why i have such bad post-survey mental dips every time but I always do#literally last night before end of my shift was like okay brain. it's ok that we aren't working after this. this is fine.#there's another survey in two weeks (for ONCE they told us in advance) and in the in between other things I can do to keep making some mone#and I felt really confident abt that at that point! wish that confidence hadn't been so misplaced bc I did in fact spiral#was actually exhausted enough to just eat shower and sleep after work but the shower was just a big spiral w/crying and scrubbing lmao#whatever. did a mini vid in the new outfit i have for the side job and will do dishes tonight#plus I'll get my shot done bc that's a day late now too#prolific and cloud i got a bit done too and i'll keep checking those thru the night#i actually wanna play gta for a bit & try it with the controller but i feel guilty every time i so much as look at steam so. we'll see#i just need to do something else useful today bc tomorrow will be a full filming day most likely so. gotta make today useful too#I know it must sound like im not really trying to work with my brain on this but i shit u not#this is my brain when im actively employing coping skills and other things to try and counteract the 'work or die' mindset#i dont know how to make it any better and at this point I don't think I can#this was baked into me as a kid lmao bc even playing needed to have a point/story/some goal to achieve#or why the fuck was i playing with my barbies or metal toy cars or dinosaur and horse figurines to begin with#im rambling to put off doing the dishes ignore me lmao
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AH i havent talked abt the frontierists here have i. very secretive sect of alamanni humans looking into Dreamed Realities (pocket realities born by dreams- the purposeful creation of them by eldritch deities Is possible but is also considered way blasphemous. near every dreamed reality by alamanni folk is born of essentially the most advanced form of maladaptive daydreaming possible and is unintentional. way hard to discern between them and real vivid Normal dreams). humanitys predecessors (taught the secret of intentionally dreaming up new lands by a select few eldritch beasties seeking refuge from the rest) sought refuge in a dreamed reality to get away from both the incessant typically deadly curiosity of the vast majority of eldritch deities and their incredibly shit living situation (forced into subterranean living bc of the whole corpse of the existence dragon and all of its curious parasites hanging up in the sky staring down at them, resources running low over the years with them unable to leave for more bc of the venettes- already sentient animals transformed into more human shapes by the eldritch in an attempt to get closer to that hidden race) and their shed mortal bodies upon successful exodus became the first humans so theyve got this tiny innate knack for intentional exploration that other alamanni folk dont. through the gathering of just abt every bit of still surviving texts on dreamed realities (WAY sparse, both thru the passage of time + the fact that those first eldritch deities desperate enough to part with such secrets were long killed by their more pious fellows), the frontierists understand the mechanics of it all Just enough to be able to deliberately enter and explore this 'final frontier' which they seek to put to page and Conquer
#^ the rare alamanni lore post . did not realize how much of a wall of text it was LOL#theyre colonialists treading through ppls dreamed realities born of maladaptive coping seeking to stake claim and find Purpose (ie--#--resources) in this new unclaimed frontier. there is also some stuff there w when humanitys predecessors ascended they permanently and--#--irrevocably jacked up Something in the function of dreamed realities. they can still be created and even traveled through but if the--#--frontierists follow in their footsteps theyre going to mess it up just a little bit more. the ouroboros managing to swallow--#--just a few centimeters more of its own tail. an imperfect cycle which WILL end just as the existence dragons death + rebirth will as well#they hang out in an ancient venette fort in the middle of a ploilan forest and have a small army of servants to attend to their every--#--need sleeping and waking. by keeping as much of their mind in the dream as possible even while awake they can still--#--maintain a VERY tenuous connection with the rest of their research party so the servants do as much as possible for them. bathe them--#--feed them carry them to and fro so on and so forth. the servants wear velvet slippers and communicate solely in sign to be as unobtrusive#--as possible. they fight over who gets to go out to the nearest town for supply runs even tho that entails dragging them back thru--#--THE most sketchy forest trail in existence#had to go on about some tangentially related stuff to really get into them. the main Thing that happens to them is that a sole--#--frontierist discovers the truth of thules deceit + mindlessness in one (thru glimpsing toyoshis dreams. though its a mindless--#--reptilian dragon it is an ANCIENT one and constantly dreams of thule + all that) AND the truth of their predecessors (idk how yet lol)--#--and is left with the knowledge that they were simply left behind. they serve no greater power in their attempted (intellectual) conquest-#--of the dream-ed frontier. they fulfill no greater role. they are alone and unattended (EXCEPT for the venettes. humans and them have--#--existed so closely intertwined since their very conception but this sense of superiority over their slight innate ability to travel the--#--dream-ed frontier caused them to reject that eternal companionship)#<-- thinking abt making it so there is no Real advantage that humanity has over venettes and that is an entirely unfounded belief--#--made to give the frontierists a sense of superiority + unity amongst only themselves. that works better w the themes#alamanni info#<-- NEW TAG. if im going to do this instead of type stuff out in docs i want to be able to find these posts again lol
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Just finished moving into my new college dorm and waving my family goodbye as they head back home. I'm kinda nervous since I'm in completely new territory right now, and I've never really live lived away from my parents and sib before. It feels weird knowing I won't be able to see them every day, and I barely know anyone here.
It's truly closing on an old chapter of my life and opening up a new one. I get to discover the wonders of college and stuff, but I'm also not used to this level of independence, and it's a bit scary.
Hopefully things will be okay though.
#i'm probably gonna be making a lot more college related posts soon to cope#might end up saying some pretty obvious stuff as though it's a completely new concept#just due to the fact that some things are completely new to me#any advice people got for an autistic college freshmen?#college#first year#college freshman#college student#college life#college stuff#university#school#young adult#new student#student#freshmen#anxiety#blogging#offline life#personal life
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my desk is messy but. buyee haul (no the fire emblem isn't for me, yes i'm gonna find a pic of daigo to put in the pc holder)
it was my first time trying it out bc all the shogun merch was just so cheap, so,,, 😭 the plush, standee, and sticker were in a set for like $10. meanwhile the cheapest hijikata plush is still like, ~$30 so i didnt get him sdfghkjh
the whole thing went pretty smoothly BUT i will say the shipping was awful. 🙃 i did have a coupon (which is also why i wanted to finally try it out) but even before applying it, the shipping total was like,,,, 7000 yen? probably because they definitely used a bigger box than really necessary,,,
so i don't think i'll be using it again unless i'm just getting one or two small things 🤔 but i'm still happy to have gotten this stuff :> especially this loki figure bc i've been wanting him for years
#the void merchposting#yes i made a new tag for merch (merch i make + everything else i may end up posting-- comma-- like this)#me saying i probs wont use it again-- knowing full well an artist i like is gonna restock their waka merch on booth next month........#i suppose me definitely not going on my trip is fine bc now i feel a little better abt treatin myself to stuff a lil..... (*coping*)
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