#poems about dads
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crazy how the sanshee plush is one of the few actual direct confirmations on what a non-act 2 Natsuki’s home life is like because of how cagey she is on literally everything. Like this isn’t anything surprising or something you wouldn’t be able to extrapolate from the games but unlike everything else we know about her the implications are right there on the tin.
They literally did the character bio trope where where all the likes are normal but the dislikes are about their very specific trauma it’s just so funny they did that on the plushie card
#the thing is the rest of the bios are mostly normal it’s just this one with the yellong part why did they do that#idk if I’m stupid or forgot the yelling thing being shown directly in a non-act 2 context but I at least appreciate the confirmation#since I might just be mixing up fanon and canon considering 90% of what we know with Natsuki’s whole deal is interpolated from small tidbits#but like trying to understand anything about non act 2 Natsuki’s background is so funny because she doesn’t like to talk about anything#so all we know about her home life is by comparing her to act 2 and the secret poem plus psychoanalysing her thoughts and actions#is like the secret poem says Monika definitely made her dad worse but the problem is we don’t know how much#anyways and for all we know her dad could range from somewhat average dad to should be put on a watch list#and sometimes there’s dialogue like the one in self love about Natsuki worrying about her friends retaliation#and it’s probably meant to act as a confirmation to whether there’s physical abuse considering how out of left field the question is#but like it could be interpreted either way so it’s basically just Schrödinger’s physical abuse for no reason#I’m not criticizing or anything I think the characters being able to hold secrets is cool and ambiguity is awesome#and the choice to keep the ambiguous is intentional since the characters only share what their comfortable with#but I just need to vent about that one line in self love ok#like idk if I’m just stupid but there’s multiple interpretations but it’s seemingly both a decomfirmation and confirmation#idk it’s weird but her dad yelling at her enough to make it one of her dislikes is at least something in terms of actual evidence#damn it I put a paragraph in the tags again I’m sorry gang I’m not moving it#ddlc#doki doki literature club#tempestmothtalk
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It’s October and nine years have passed. I say it’s dark, it’s cold, it’s a season of grief. I don’t know what I’m missing, don’t know what it means. I can’t imagine a life with you here. You’re something I feel, not someone I know; the hum of the house and nobody’s home. I don’t mean to be cruel, I don’t want to forget you. I don’t want to see you in the lawn decor.
Still, the weather gets cold and you’re a creak in the knee. I’m sorry you’re a talking point, sorry you’re a myth. I miss you and I missed you. It’s all in the mist.
#always looked to you instead of the cross and now it’s time to let you be#same stiffness in my shoulders same scratch in my throat#sometimes I feel grief and the ache of missing my dad and I wonder was I actually thinking about him or does feeling sad resemble him#but he is me. missing him is missing me. missing me is missing him. I can’t separate the two#grief#dead dad stuff#poems#mine#I knew your love before I could name it I know your place is in me. I know you wouldn’t mind know it’s all I do.
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I hate my father, and I hate myself,
Because I am his daughter,
And therefore I am him.
#i am my fathers daughter#CharZee#original poem#poem#poetry#poets on tumblr#quick write#free write#original writing#writing#queer poetry#queer poets#queer community#family issues#father#i hate my dad#daddy issues#poetry about dads#tw selfhate
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Cleaning Out the Closet in My Childhood Bedroom, Where I Spent Most of My Seventh Grade Year-
I hid the photos of my father on the top
Shelf, behind a crab hat and embroidered
Bandanas. In one picture
I press my cheek to his like I could
Transfer my baby fat and pull the sallow
From his face.
Somewhere behind the old polaroids-
dad in cowboy boots and camo, him holding His father's Bible, him, looking like a candle that will never go out.
I find his old City on a Hill t-shirt, and
Pretend that if I put it on, it'd still go
Down to my knees.
When I was in seventh grade, I spent more
Time in that physical, metophorical closet
Then I did around him.
And now his abscene
Leaves me wondering, if
He could smell the boyhood on me,
Like I could smell the pot
Seeping into the fabric seats of his pickup.
I may have become his son, but I
Will always love him like a daughter. And I
Would easily give up this life if
He just got to be happy- and with a boy,
If he wanted.
In a dream I hear the impact of stones
being tossed at my window,
and my father-
aged thirteen, grey eyes filled with holy joy and michief, boyish face without sunspots, angel untouched by opioids.
My father is beckoning me outside, asking
if I want to go fishing in the river a mile or
so down the road.
I have to tear my eyes away. I can't save him
This time. It's already happening.
It already happened.
In a dream, he doesn't give me that lecture
On biblical sexuality, and neither does his
Dad.
When he tries to out-scream his queerness,
Sobriety is louder.
How many nights did I spend praying
crying sobbing begging talking confessing
Praying
To no one and nothing?
(god didn't forgive me)
I hope someday Shame asks me for mercy,
And I don't give it to them.
I deserve that.
(there was nothing to forgive)
#poems and words#trans poets on tumblr#trans poet#poetry#quotes and poems#poems on tumblr#poems#poets on tumblr#lgbtq+#lgbtq#lgbt#lgbtqia#lgbtqia+#shame#queer#queer poetry#trans poetry#transgender#trans#bisexual#addiction#addict dad#addict parents#opiod crisis#i said once that i want my poems to ruin lives (but like. in a good way)#and i mean this in the best way possible but#i hope this hurts. i hope you cry.#if you ever think about my poems i hope this one haunts you
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i think the whole cringe is dead, radical sincerity, depth of genuine emotion, earnest effort, and unironic love thing that tumblr has going on the past few years has transformed my outlook on things and changed me for the better. but it does mean that now the people i know irl will give me strange looks for being too sappy or too poetic or too dedicated or too excited about about something because they're still stuck in their "well i only like this ironically" phase. guess that's their problem tho not mine <3
#like on here i could spontaneously decide to write a poem about life & love & death & the dying peace lily on my parent's porch#and everybody would be like omg love it#or i could write essays analyzing mcrp. or dig up documents from 1910 and 1956 for fanfic research#and everyone is like 🤩#and in real life there's like a 90% chance anybody would just be like. that's good for you....you're a little weird though.....#or i will say something i was thinking about and people will get all cynic on me or something#SORRY for having a writer's/artist's/photographer's brain i guess and seeing the beauty in the world#idk idk so many people i meet irl are allergic to genuine expressions of emotion or artistry#there was a lady i saw on the train once who was reading a densely-written pocket sized planner...from 2013#i think about her sometimes. was that her planner? were those good memories? was she trying to remember something? has it been a kind decade#and when i told my dad he couldn't at all see anything i saw in the moment. he just made jokes about her being crazy#but i liked the moment
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hmm liu bang being a verified member of the baby-tosser's club is not as cut and dried as i thought, apparently it's only mentioned in xiang yu's biography but is omitted in his. that's a conflict of interest if i've ever seen it. that being said, u gotta admit nothing about han gaozu make this seem at all out of character for him.
#chu han#note to self: don't live ur life in a way that if ur sworn enemy starts a rumour of u pushing ur kids out of a moving vehicle future#societies will go “no that's plausible actually”#i've seen multiple versions of this discussing the moral implications of his actions.#from a confucian standpoint this could actually be framed as a moral and selfless act 1) children are expected to sacrifice themselves#for their fathers. of course leaving two kids to be killed by enemy soldiers would have been unpalatable in any time period.#sacrifice goes down easier when it's “hua mulan does drag” and less “holy shit someone call CPS.”#b) it's similar to an anecdote of a woman being praised for abandoning her own baby to save her brother's baby. because she was#putting aside her personal needs for the “public” good.#which was why luo guanzhong made up that story about liu bei tossing a'dou and how much he praised cao cao for refusing to mourn his dead#son. it's about the personal vs public. you also get similar vibes from bai juyi's poem where the murder of the emperor's#favorite concubine is framed as a noble and selfless act. for HIM. yang guifei is an accessory and her feelings on the matter don't matter#what i don't see discussed is that Confucianism is based on the concept of benevolence; worth and hierarchy#it's top-down. king > duke > husband > wife +children. and it's a theme i keep bringing up. if kings can lose their heavenly mandates#so can dads. the father should be a benevolent individual that is worthy of sacrifice. he should fulfill his role as a protector and mentor#the whole concept taken to it's logical extreme and corrupted by the rigid patriarchal society becomes incredibly self-cannibalizing#...but then again the purpose of the machine is what it does
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Carter: As Oscar once said: "everything is about sex, except sex, sex is about power."
Wilde: I never said that!
Carter: Yes, you did!
Barnes: Well that sounds like something you would say.
Wilde: Last time you agreed with Carter that "You don't love someone for their looks, or their clothes, or for their fancy car, but because they sing a song only you can hear" was something I would say. Your opinion does not count.
Barnes: Wait, you didn't say that?
Carter: Nah. I did got that one wrong it was Campbell actually.
Zolf: *who was listening from the side room and entered invoked by Campbell's name* No it wasn't. Campbell isn't a hack.
Carter: Ohoho, Oscar, he called you a hack? Are you gonna let him?
Wilde: You see, he didn't! Because I never wrote that. I never spoke that. And I resent anyone thinking I did.
Barnes: Okay, so who said it?
Carter: I still think it was Oscar.
Wilde: *doing calming breathing exercises*
Barnes: Don't be like that Oscar, Carter is just being himself. In fact, didn't you once said "be yourself, everyone else is already taken"?
Zolf: *who knows that Wilde never said any of this things* *breaks laughing*
Carter: Yeah, it was right after "never love anybody who treats you like you’re ordinary".
Wilde: I hate all of you.
Zolf: Why? Wasn't you the one going "there is only one thing in life worse than being talked about" well we are talking about you.
Wilde: I never... wait... no...I actually did say that one.
#i was thinking about how people misatributte quotes to Oscar so much there is a poem about it#and i thought what if that but rqg oscar#and howard would totally be the one spreading missinformation#sorry for the salt on the fancy car quote but i think it is very unlike Oscar Wilde's style and I just don't like it#a lot of great quotes were misatributted to Wilde as well but I chose the most popular wich are also the ones with no known creator#barnes genuinally belives oscar said/wrote all that#carter doesn't he just likes messing with wilde#the last bit is also a reference for me finding the final quote listed in a forun discussion of wilde misquotes#it is not a misquote but a lot of people appear to think it is#also i love this four idiots and my brain is full of what they were doing in the missing 18 months#i specially wonder about Wilde literally the “I'm fine” meme famously wrote Wilde Is Fine in magical fireworks#interacting with Zolf dad instintincs mc sucky#rqg#rusty quill gaming#rqg oscar wilde#howard carter#zolf smith#rqg barnes
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i think it's funny that i generally tend to roll my eyes at the typical dogmotif-tumblr-poem-about-daddy-issues thing but used the dogmotif very very obviously in what ended up being my best poem of 2024 (according to my standards at least). so i really can't say anything about it. lest i be a filthy hypocrite
#well it was technically december 2023 but spiritually it counts as Poem Of The Year methinks#i remember thinking WHILE WRITING IT oh fuck am i really going to do a DOGMOTIF POEM about my fucking DAD? get REAL!!!!!!!#unfortunately(?) it does fuck severely and i think about it like three times a day#the etymology part was honestly inspired. if i do say so myself
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Slice Of Heaven [Title]
#poetry#my poetry#this is babys first poem after several years please be nice to me#orginally i wanted to make this a comic and i still kind of do#I just wanted to post this before me and my dads birthday so i didnt forget about it.#i did draw some thing sbaout it#slice of heaven
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When kittens smell of cigarettes It tells you one of two things; Either he was on the table again Or he was kissed Very gently On his tiny little head By someone who smokes American Spirits
#original poem#poem#poetry#poets on tumblr#original writing#freeform poetry#freeform poem#cat#This is a poem about cats#Inspired by going to kiss my cat and he smelled like the cigarettes my dad smokes#A tiny slice of something so beautiful and temporary as the love of a pet and a father
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A poem titled My Father Died Again Today where I describe every time someone gets rid of or changes something that was my dad's or reminded me of him
#But y'know. I'm not gonna actually write it#Haven't written a poem in a while#Lemon is talking about his dead dad. We're sooooooo surprised lmaooooo#Hush up. Y'all know what following me means. This is what is in store for you. This or weird shitposts#tw death#I guess???? Idk dude I don't wanna tag this
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pompeii bastille fills me with such longing for days that are long gone
#been thinking about that poem 'it all seems very mundane' so much lately#god add ed sheeran castle on the hill i hadnt listened to that one in a while. ourgh#euughh emotions…. yuck#if any of my classmates are reading this by chance i wish i could go to the reunion so bad but im poor lol#i love u all so much i hope life is treating u all well#i miss the view from my dads old apartment. i miss snow. i miss running to catch the train home from school#i miss walking home late at night from downtown burbank. i miss the way the light from the streetlights fell on our floor#i miss staying up late in the livingroom and hearing my moms snoring. i miss sleepovers with friends#i miss late night drives with my mom with no destination. i miss long walks with my dad and brother#i miss going to my grandmas for a warm homemade meal#and i guess soon enough ill miss this too
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yes i'm still salty that some people were super annoying when folks compared stan and bill-- despite the website being even more blunt about their similarities!!!!
#bill freaking self projects his self loathing on stan for several pages#and its shown that he ended up taking his shitty dad's hat#and he writes an entire poem about stan that gets even more blunt about it#and you're telling me that we're not supposed to compare the two???#(not my problem if ships gets in your way of analyzing the characters and making theories of what comes next lmao)#(bet theyre annoying about folks making bill possession stuff about the other family members too)#'i should just ignore it' i say before remembering that i saw someone get bullied off the internet cos they didn't like the non canon ship#and my irritation returns at full force
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It can be easy to forget that love is just as easily violent as it is soft.
It’s intensity drives us to our knees, makes us howl and weep, turns our bodies into glass bottles trying to contain tsunamis.
Love makes us want to carve off parts of ourselves happily for the comfort of another.
It can bring equal parts ecstasy and agony and never have I felt more alive than when I am loving.
#not to be dramatic#but this is about my cat laying on me#I feel such intense love#but also I have work to do#cute aggression#cat dad#spilled ink#spilled poetry#spilled thoughts#rambles#love#love poem
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don’t know if this makes any sense but. i associate each of the s1 dad’s stories with different storytelling mediums.
like, glenn’s story is very visual, a lot of visual subtleties and visual imagery/symbolism. (book of Xs) Meanwhile ron’s story is a lot more word-based, there are visual symbols, but i see them as a lot more abstract. (you are enough just as you are). Darryl’s would work best as a movie. it just has those vibes. and i think Henry’s story is good as a podcast? (the structure feels less conventional, and he has some great monologues)
#dndads#this is why its a lot easier for me to draw glenn stuff#an animatic for him is a lot more straightforward than it would be for any other dad#also ron's whole thing could be EASILY translated into a poem#its just smth about all the abstract symbols#and a level of subtlety too#double meanings#darryl has too much visual comedy to not be a dark comedy movie#and uh#i dont really understand henry's arc#but i think its incredibly good the way it is#as a podcast#shrugs
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#mine#writers of tumblr#poetry#spilled ink#writing#poem#trauma poetry#trigger warning#tw: trauma#tw: sa#told my mother the truth about my brothers and what they've done to me#she believed me but said she couldn't cut them out of her life#she insisted that because it happened when they were kids it didn't mean they were bad people#she said it was dad's fault#i knew she'd think that but it still hurt so badly to hear her say it#i don't know if i'll ever forgive her for this#anyway#life is painful right now but its better than it was#that's why i was gone so long (if you were wondering)#i didn't want to come back until i could talk about it#thank you for being here#thank you for reading this#thank you for witnessing this even when so many people in my life are looking away#thank you
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